best way 2 kill yourself

1	47.02% (899 votes) over dose on drugs

2	22.75% (435 votes) shooting yourself

3	8.32% (159 votes) telling your friend 2 kill u ?

4	8.16% (156 votes) haynging yourself

5	4.6% (88 votes) stabbing yourself

6	4.6% (88 votes) drunk driving

7	4.55% (87 votes) heartach

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cythian said on Feb 09 2012, 08:02 AM:
i am a incoherent, grammatically abhorrent, nonsensical, blatherer. please cast a spell to kill me.
cythian said on Feb 08 2012, 16:02 PM:
the Saviour of my lost joy has be return back to me when i contact this spell cast who me help me to solved my problem now i am finally married to my lover, that i almost lost some years ago this man is doing great things down here is time for you to go and fined your happiness in this man email to contact him is wiseindividualspell@gmail.com all my thanks to this man and all my respect to this man thin i die.
cythian said on Feb 08 2012, 16:02 PM:
the saviour of my lost joy has be return back to me when i contact this spell cast who me help me to solved my problem now i am finally married to my lover, that i almost lost some years ago this man is doing great things down here is time for you to go and fined your happiness in this man email to contact him is wiseindividualspell@gmail.com all my thanks to this man and all my respect to this man thin i die.
Williams said on Feb 07 2012, 21:02 PM:
Immediately after Dr. Lee cast my spell, I felt enveloped by the power of the ritual. This spell is changing my life. I am now out of debts and experiencing the most amazing good fortune with lottery. I have more luck now than I ever had in my life. Your spell made wonders, I cant believe it. Thank you so much if you need help in money contact him through his email address: Ancientfathersandmothers@gmail.com
fizzgig said on Feb 06 2012, 19:02 PM:
what drugs would be best ? quickest and least painful?
fizzgig said on Feb 06 2012, 19:02 PM:
what drugs would be best to do it with? Quickest and least painful?
bruce said on Feb 06 2012, 18:02 PM:
If ya’ll don’t believe in magic, I think ya’ll are mistaken. Don’t get me wrong. I’ve had my doubts, too. But then I found priestandrew91@yahoo.com. I was having money problems, and a good friend of mine referred me to him. I own a ranch, and I was a little behind on bills. I had already sold half of my steers and couldn’t afford to lose any more. Otherwise, my business would be residing in the great pasture in the sky, if ya’ know what I’m saying. I was in some real trouble. I needed money and fast. After priestandrew91@yahoo.com cast a money spell on me, I was living easy. I no longer have to worry about my ranch, and I also am increasing my steer population quickly. I couldn’t have done it without priestandrew91@yahoo.com. Bruce
frank said on Feb 06 2012, 11:02 AM:
frank from Germany “With your spell you’ve hit the mark! There is nothing more to add and noting left unclear. And the best thing is: You didn’t just give a one-way guideline, but you presented options explaining what I need to consider making the either choice. And you did not try to ‘sell’ the spell which I was considering to order from you, but explained to me under which conditions it would make sense to apply it. This is proof of your integrity. I was really happy after seeing the result from your spell. I’ve gained back confidence. Thank you Dr.(gbocotemple@yahoo.com)!
FBI said on Feb 05 2012, 02:02 AM:
dont worry we will do it for you and your kids!!
mary said on Feb 03 2012, 00:02 AM:
"I never really believed in any of these things but when I was losing fiance, Suzie, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly. I found Extreme Spells.com online and ordered a RETURN MY LOVER SPELL. Several days later, my phone rang. Suzie was her old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only back, my casting opened her up to how much I loved and needed her. Spell Casting isn't brainwashing, but they opened her eyes to how much we have. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try it. It will bring wonderful surprises as well as your lover back to you. The way things were meant to be. You CAN be happy in Love! Yes, Spell Casting is 100% REAL." ayelalashrine@gmail.com
H0M08Adelaide said on Feb 01 2012, 07:02 AM:
Want to talk.... adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com. So what I might be fat, but at least I'm doing something about it. Why the fuck is it any of your business. No wonder I just give up, and slink into slovenly catatonia.
MR SHAUN OF ADELAIDE said on Jan 31 2012, 20:01 PM:
Why such hate towards me ? I certainly just do not get why I do generate so much envy of those around me?? I am just a nice, lovely, wholesome guy who just likes good music like UB40 - which as I said before- remains my favorite band since the early 80's. And yes I do commute on buses a lot and is not because I don't have money to buy a car but because I am a stupid Adelaidian who can't drive properly an a lame guy who thinks about the environment and yes I do enjoy a good coffee and yes I am not much into stale beer or saliva or sweety sheets or perineums or butt cracks or footy. I think footy sucks, who wants to watch those tall, sleek yet muscular bodies following a ball, - it is nice to see the athletic bodies though - but that is a totally unrelated matter... Anyway yes, just come for coffee any time all I ask is you don't talk about cars because I am too lame to have any, neither talk about footy because I don't get it and don't buy me a beer unless is low carb, ok? and we can talk about UB40 for those who like WD40 like me we talk for hours. UB40 rocks. Everyone here can learn one or two things from H0M08 you know! and if you envy us too much then I am sorry for that.
very stewped purson said on Jan 31 2012, 18:01 PM:
i bell eve in spels.
Name Desmond said on Jan 30 2012, 22:01 PM:
Thank you SO much! I'm really touched and thankful when i saw this emailwiseindividualspell@gmail.com after a night of work. Most sites told me their spell is useless after a month because i have either a strong mental block or a bad spell/force negating around me. And they try to get me to get to another site for a more expensive spell or spell caster which i cant afford I'm really very, very touched and very appreciative of your kind gestures, I really appreciate your great work and kindness. Thank you so much for understanding my situation.
Tony P said on Jan 30 2012, 19:01 PM:
Hi, Thank you for the spells, BLESS MY HOME and SPIRITUAL ENERGY HEALING. My home feels peaceful and relaxing. Everyone here seems to be more laid back and more kind to each other, especially me. I feel more balanced and at peace with myself. I will definitely be ordering more spells from you very soon email to contact him wiseindividualspell@gmail.com Thanks again,Tony P.
one for all said on Jan 29 2012, 22:01 PM:
Cool story bro.
Dachin said on Jan 29 2012, 12:01 PM:
People just get it the fuck over with. Our lives are fucking meaningless. If you fuckin losers at life even have any money just spend it on hedonistic shit like drugs, and hookers and have the last pleasure of your life. Fuck your family and friends, don't leave them shit, and don't bother spending your last days worrying about them. Your making them depressed and feel like shit and in their way anyway. Nothing's gonna matter cause their is no life after death. It's obviously just oblivion anyway, right? Just make sure you have enough money to find a gun or buy the pills needed to kill yourself. I'm sure you can all identify with what i'm saying and these thoughts have crossed your minds. When it's over it's gonna be nothing , which is the best. Its gonna be like sleep but no dreaming. No dreams of the people you wish you could have been with and drove yourself fucking mad thinking about them for fuckin years and years when you know you weren’t ever gonna have them anyway, or places you wish you could have been , or great heroic shit you could have done. No more fuckin dreaming. Their is so much pain in life cause we are stuck with being who we are and always try to change and attempt to do things that can make us happier but we don’t even know what that is don’t know if were gonna be good at anything. No more Friday and Saturday nights on a fucking computer while a lot of people in the world are having the time of their lives. No more going to a shitty fuckin job that makes you depressed and many times throughout the day thinking that you could have done something else in your life if you put some effort into things when you were younger. No more worrying about your fat , ugly , pimple face , out of style clothes and appearances and impressions. You won’t worry about how youll ever be happy and how you are gonna be successful. No more worrying about leaving your mark in the world before you die. No more thinking about if you’ll ever be talented at anything cause way more than likely we are not capable of shit. No more being ashamed of yourself cause you masterbate so much cause you never have regular sex….if you even ever got to have sex. No more thinking about why the fuck your parents had to fuck and create you. What the fuck were they thinking? No more thinking I’ll never want to have kids because my life completely sucked so bad I would never want to create a being that would suffer and look at life so negatively as bad as I do. And to have kids you gotta first get a date which seems fucking impossible right now. No more worring about money and a fuckin house you always wanted so you could have space and privacy , but if you had that beautiful fuckin American Dream house or even an apt or condo it would be so lonely you regret even buying it and it would make you want to kill yourself even more. I can go on and on but now my fuckin hands are tired. Let me go eat a peanut butter and jelly sandwich that will make me fatter and look even more like shit and I’ll be back to write more negative shit cause I do wan’t to bring as much of you motherfuckers down with me cause , Yes, Im miserable and I do love company. When your dead their will be no more beautiful people rubbing their excellent lives in your face. You won’t have to see a successful and beautiful happy couple in their brand new Jaguar going out on a Friday night to enjoy themselves while you are in your shitty car next to them at a light and they glance at you looking at them and they look at you like I’m glad I’m not that person. No more seeing attractive people that you know live so much of a better life than you and you know that when the see you they would never want to ever even waste their time talking to you because they are on a whole nother level. I typed nother , that’s not even a word. I was supposed to type other but hey when I’m dead it won’t matter. I won’t have to worry about my speech or how I studder , or draw blanks and stumble when Im trying to talk. No more regretting that I wasn’t paying attention to something important someone said cause my mind wanders off into stupid senseless shit. No more thinking that someone said something in a past event and I missed it and wasn’t capable of saying something back that I could have. Then regretting that I have been so unconscientious and thinking distortedly throughout my whole fucking life and that’s why I was never good at anything so I really should just kill myself. No more thinking about the fact that I am an introverted person and introverts are anti-social but really wanted people to accept us the most and wanted to hang out in large crowds but I was too fuckin afraid and insecure with myself so I couldn’t meet my social needs for shit. No more thinking that their were such great songs that I wished I could have danced to in clubs with hot girls but I never did cause of so many degrading reasons. Everybody wants to dance in their life , everybody ! , but my twenties are almost over and I never really fucking partied and went clubbing like how I wish I could have to all these banging songs that I like. No more listening to these great catchy love songs but I never even really experienced true love so then I think what the fuck should these songs even mean to me cause in reality I cant relate though I wish I could have related to the love songs so I could have some kind of take in life, so the love songs make me so depressed even though their catchy, what the fuck. Its fucking Saturday night and I gotta wake up at 4am on a Sunday for work and even though it’s a job and it puts money in my pocket , I don’t even really have anything to spend it on cause I don’t even have any out going friends , most of them are miserable anti-social people like me and none of us will ever find women that will make us happy or help us mingle into a more sophisticated crowd. It’s 12:40am and I gotta wake up at 4am for work at 5am. I hope nothing goes wrong at work while I try to hide and catch some sleep on shift. I’m wanted to keep going and write more about my misery but Ill post this now , save it on Word , it kind of may make me feel better but I hope it doesn’t prevent people from killing themselves cause quite frankly , we probably are better off dead but maybe we should ride this out cause were gonna die anyway. I will try and cover more . I hope I don’t jinx anything or jinx my job cause it’s a great job to be greatfull for im just saving my money for nothing cause I am to insecure to ask a girl out on a date and spend it on her so I was spending it on Xanax and pot , but now im trying to get clean and I see a therapist but I question if its gonna help or not cause im still a weak loser . I better get atleast a few hours of sleep but ill be back to share more of my negativity.
Dachin said on Jan 29 2012, 00:01 AM:
People just get it the fuck over with. Our lives are fucking meaningless. If you fuckin losers at life even have any money just spend it on hedonistic shit like drugs, and hookers and have the last pleasure of your life. Fuck your family and friends, don't leave them shit, and don't bother spending your last days worrying about them. Your making them depressed and feel like shit and in their way anyway. Nothing's gonna matter cause their is no life after death. It's obviously just oblivion anyway, right? Just make sure you have enough money to find a gun or buy the pills needed to kill yourself. I'm sure you can all identify with what i'm saying and these thoughts have crossed your minds. When it's over it's gonna be nothing , which is the best. Its gonna be like sleep but no dreaming. No dreams of the people you wish you could have been with and drove yourself fucking mad thinking about them for fuckin years and years when you know you weren’t ever gonna have them anyway, or places you wish you could have been , or great heroic shit you could have done. No more fuckin dreaming. Their is so much pain in life cause we are stuck with being who we are and always try to change and attempt to do things that can make us happier but we don’t even know what that is don’t know if were gonna be good at anything. No more Friday and Saturday nights on a fucking computer while a lot of people in the world are having the time of their lives. No more going to a shitty fuckin job that makes you depressed and many times throughout the day thinking that you could have done something else in your life if you put some effort into things when you were younger. No more worrying about your fat , ugly , pimple face , out of style clothes and appearances and impressions. You won’t worry about how youll ever be happy and how you are gonna be successful. No more worrying about leaving your mark in the world before you die. No more thinking about if you’ll ever be talented at anything cause way more than likely we are not capable of shit. No more being ashamed of yourself cause you masterbate so much cause you never have regular sex….if you even ever got to have sex. No more thinking about why the fuck your parents had to fuck and create you. What the fuck were they thinking? No more thinking I’ll never want to have kids because my life completely sucked so bad I would never want to create a being that would suffer and look at life so negatively as bad as I do. No more worring about money and a fuckin house you always wanted so you could have space and privacy , but if you had that beautiful fuckin American Dream house or even a apt or condo it would be so lonely you regret even buying it and it would make you want to kill yourself even more. I can go on and on but now my fuckin hands are tired. Let me go eat a peanut butter and jelly sandwich that will make me fatter and look even more like shit and I’ll be back to write more negative shit cause I do wan’t to bring as much of you motherfuckers down with cause , Yes, Im miserable and I do love company. When your dead their will be no more beautiful people rubbing their excellent lives in your face. You won’t have to see a successful and beautiful happy couple in their brand new Jaguar going out on a Friday night to enjoy themselves while you are in your shitty car next to them at a light and they glance at you looking at them and they look at you like I’m glad I’m not that person. No more seeing attractive people that you know live so much of a better life than you and you know that when the see you they would never want to ever even waste their time talking to you because they are on a whole nother level. I typed nother , that’s not even a word. I was supposed to type other but hey when I’m dead it won’t matter. I won’t have to worry about my speech or how I studder , or draw blanks and stumble when Im trying to talk. No more regretting that I wasn’t paying attention to something important someone said cause my mind wanders off into stupid senseless shit. No more thinking that someone said something in a past event and I missed it and wasn’t capable of saying something back that I could have. Then regretting that I have been so unconscientious and thinking distortedly throughout my whole fuck life and that’s why I was never good at anything so I really should just kill myself. No more thinking about the fact that I am an introverted person and introverts are anti-social but really wanted people to accept us the most and wanted to hang out in large crowds but I was too fuckin afraid and insecure with myself so I couldn’t meet my social needs for shit. No more thinking that their were such great songs that I wished I could have danced to in clubs with hot girls but I never did cause of so many degrading reasons. Everybody wants to dance in their life , everybody ! , but my twenties are almost over and I never really fucking partied and went clubbing like how I wish I could have to all these banging songs that I like. No more listening to these great catchy love songs but I never even really experienced true love so then I think what the fuck should these songs even mean to me cause in reality I cant relate though I wish I could have related to the love songs so I could have some kind of take in life, so the love songs make me so depressed even though their catchy, what the fuck. Its fucking Saturday night and I gotta wake up at 4am on a Sunday for work and even though it’s a job and it puts money in my pocket , I don’t even really have anything to spend it on cause I don’t even have any out going friends , most of them are miserable anti-social people like me and none of us will ever find women that will make us happy or help us mingle into a more sophisticated crowd. It’s 12:40am and I gotta wake up at 4am for work at 5am. I hope nothing goes wrong at work while I try to hide and catch some sleep on shift. I’m wanted to keep going and right about my misery but Ill post this now , save it on Word , it kind of may make me feel better but I hope it doesn’t prevent people from killing themselves cause quite frankly , we probably are better off dead but maybe we should ride this out cause were gonna die anyway. I will try and cover more . I hope I don’t jinx anything or jinx my job cause it’s a great job to be greatfull for im just saving my money for nothing cause I am to insecure to ask a girl out on a date and spend it on her so I was spending it on Xanax and pot , but now im trying to get clean and I see a therapist but I question if its gonna help or not cause im still a weak loser . I better get atleast a few hours of sleep but ill be back to share more of my negativity.
John said on Jan 26 2012, 20:01 PM:
I never really believed in any of these things but when I was losing my fiance, Ruth, I needed help and somewhere to turn badly. I found Extreme Spells online and ordered a RETURN TO CAST A LOVER SPELL. Several days later, my phone rang. Ruth was her old self again and wanted to come back to me! Not only back, my casting opened her up to know how much I loved and needed her. Spell Casting isn't brainwashing, but they opened her eyes to how much we have. I recommend anyone who is in my old situation to try it. It will bring wonderful surprises as well as your lover back to you. The way things were meant to be. You CAN be happy in Love! Yes, Spell Casting is 100% REAL." traditionalspellhospital@gmail.com
Karma said on Jan 26 2012, 07:01 AM:
stupid fucking pole, where is charcoal? tsssk
L13S said on Jan 25 2012, 18:01 PM:
HOW ABOUT LEARNING HOW TO SPELL?
Robin said on Jan 19 2012, 22:01 PM:
wildernessofspirit has got to be the most powerful spell caster out there period! Todd came home yesterday and we made love! Falling to Eternal Love worked! It really worked!!!! wildernessofspirit spells are unlike any of the other spells I got from other spell casters. wildernessofspirit is a verified spell caster and his spells work the first time. I do not trust any other spell casters except wildernessofspirit. When you try her you will see why you will contact him in his email which is wildernessofspirit@gmail.com God Bless!
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 17 2012, 06:01 AM:
Want to talk.... adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com
jezuz said on Jan 15 2012, 01:01 AM:
monkeys in the house! hellow son's of mine! using drugs to kill yourself might prove itself ineffective for the possibility that you will eventually go to a hospital to seek medical attention than having to shoot yourself with a gun which will be much effective and efficient, and much more fun. spare yourself the trouble and get yourself a gun. just hold that gun every time you feel like having suicidal tendencies and i am quite sure your gonna pull that trigger sooner or later. just remember to point it in your head's alright, not your neighbors. best wishes son's of mine! -jezuz
stewped purson said on Jan 13 2012, 09:01 AM:
I tried haynging myself once. It felt interested and exhillarationed. Just did not worked so I had a heatache instead. Lucky for the hospital that saved my meaningful, productive, interested and exhillarationed life.
kashea said on Jan 13 2012, 04:01 AM:
The reason I went with wiseindividualspell@gmail.com is because of all the positive reviews I found on him and the response I received when I explained my situation to wiseindividualspell@gmail.com. I Decided to go with the Golden Kiss which worked in about two days.
Misha said on Jan 13 2012, 02:01 AM:
you misspelled hanging
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 12 2012, 23:01 PM:
Ahhh a kindred spirit... adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com. Your very welcome there.
MindNumbingAdelaidian said on Jan 12 2012, 04:01 AM:
I feel like people were angry here. I believe they are. When i waddle across the road drivers actually sped up threatening to hit me. People in Adelaide by and large dont seem that friendly
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 12 2012, 02:01 AM:
Monogamy and gay community is about as rare as a low calorie cheesecake. The problem is that the vast majority of singles on the scene are single by choice, and prefer to sleep with anything that walks through the door. I'd highly doubt you would find partner material with the bitchy, bitter old bar queens, as they're more interested in jumping on all the fresh meat that passes through the same door. Love does exist in the gay community, and like diamonds is precious and rare, and reserved for those who truly appreciate it, but it's there no less. If love was common, it would be unappreciated, cheap and loose, and most probably reek of stale beer, saliva and sweaty sheets... much like the current crop of pathetic, sleazy bar-flys that leer at you from their tacky polyester shirts and ubiquitous tribal tattoos.
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 11 2012, 22:01 PM:
Want to talk.... adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 11 2012, 22:01 PM:
I take homosexual solice in the fact that you all won't have to put up with my homosexual self for much longer, and the grass surely is greener. Speaking about that, I discovered a homosexual work collegue is doing the same, for the same homosexual reasons. What amazed me was that this homosexual collegue went through the same amount of homosexual nonsense and homosexual BS at work, had a gut full of Adelaide and has decided to move to the same homosexual place I'm planning to. The situation is homosexually identical, yet neither was influenced or prompted by each other. It just seems that moving away from this town is a survival strategy for homosexuals, as those who are homosexual and actually want to be homosexually together in a loving homosexual union will find a homosexual utopia somewhere, someplace, sometime. As a homosexual child from a southern European family, I can advocate the validity of your statements, as I have experienced similar situations. I have never felt accepted in mainstream Adelaide society, as right from the beginning I was considered too 'homo' by Adelaidian bigots, xenophobes and Anglo-ferals. Unfortunately, I'm too 'homo' to be accepted by my family's heritage. In the past, it was blatantly obvious, but it's now quite subtle but still insidious. I still experience the alienation, discrimination and stereotyping that exists, but now it doesn't bother me as much. I tried to actively reject my homosexuality in my youth, in order to fit in, but now I embrace it. It has taken many years to get me to this realisation, and quite frankly it's their problem, not mine. Perhaps in other cities I would find a homosexual niche that would accept me for the homosexual I am, but at the present time, my energy is focused in getting well and truly out of the closet.
NotWorthIt said on Jan 11 2012, 05:01 AM:
Hey guys...Ever felt a time like you should end your life or give up? I feel that way right now. But I would say that killing yourself is not worth it. Why? Because there is more in life then just sadness. I would just try harder and mabye you will get farther in life. But killing yourself is not the answer. There is at least someone in your life that loves you and cares about you. I'm sure if they knew you were gone,that would scar them for life and it would make them suffer and ruin their own life. Trust me,its not worth it.
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 09 2012, 06:01 AM:
I can't fucking stand insecure people who brag. Yeah, they are nothing more obnoxious than insecure braggarts. There's no need for people to advertise the fact that they're in love constantly, unless there's a deep-seated desire to find acceptance from others or to shove it in other people's faces. In some cases this might be true, but in other cases it's just evidence of of some underlying issues. In any case, it's just annoying for all those who have to listen to torrent of sap.
happy said on Jan 07 2012, 11:01 AM:
Happy If you and your ex-boyfriend broke up recently and he is NOT seeing another woman, this is the correct love spell to order to bring him right back to you. If you are hurting and miss the love and affection the two of you once shared then you came to the right place. ayelalashrine@gmail.com specializes in love spells to return your ex-boyfriend. You will get safe and fast results. You will be happy again as soon as he is back in your arms. When you place your order, you will receive a FREE SPELL this month! I would suggest a Binding Love Spell as your FREE SPELL. This will keep the two of you together and keep everything on track. The Binding Love Spell will block any further interference in your relationship.
Shonsowecegrz's said on Jan 01 2012, 14:01 PM:
I 19 years old (03 Feb 1992) and i have a new shotgun that remington 870 wingmaster with 12 gauge..i try to kill my self and use that shotgun.put the barrel in to my mouth,it is the first time i do that think and try to kill my self and die..i try to pull the shotgun trigger and die quickly...good bye
H0M08Adelaide said on Jan 01 2012, 03:01 AM:
This year I will continue to revel in my own despair, and believe the whole world is against me. It's like a pit of negativity, that just sucks out any semblance of happiness or positivity from those around me. Although there are very good reasons for my state of mass depression, a lot of the time I am just miserable because I want to be. Unfortunately, it is an uphill battle trying to be positive when surrounded by embittered, overfed, old, middle-aged moles and narcissistic, bitchy ice princesses that just sap ones creepy outlook. Pricks still exist in both sexes, irrespective of equality. Not to mention all the things that just make me so unbearable to live with. I think people could live with my substandard outlook and mannerisms, but what is the quencher is I am just horrible and miserable person. This is one example. After years of being overweight and unfit, I'm not an overly obese porker, but carrying a few. I decided to start an intensive exercise regime. Now because I've got a few pounds showing, I constantly gain stares, glares, snigger's and snide comments of both pretentious, thin, workout mentally retarded freaks, lunatics and the general public driving past on my route. I hate it. @MNGE, So what I might be fat, but at least I'm doing something about it. Why the fuck is it any of their business. No wonder I just give up, and slink into slovenly catatonia.
Curious said on Dec 31 2011, 02:12 AM:
Why is choking on an unborn fetus not on here?
end of wits end said on Dec 22 2011, 10:12 AM:
i have tried many times to understand this life but i am at a loss as to how to live it anymore without spending lots of money on cheap plastic crap. i hate Santa's guts. i wish he would die soon. i need a break from the torture this time of year gives me caused by only this one and only home-wrecker sadist.
we will meet again in heaven said on Dec 17 2011, 06:12 AM:
I'm feeling really low right now. My business is failing. I haven't been paid for some time and I'm facing eviction from my house as soon I can't pay the rent. I have two small children and dependant wife that I have failed to provide for. I have spent the last 12 months trying to succeed without holiday or breaking, working weekends and late nights. I am exhausted and at my wits end. I have tried but have failed. My usefulness on this planer has expired. Goodbye everybody. Goodbye my sweet children. I loved you with all my heart. Don't hold this against me. Daddy xxx
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Person said on Dec 05 2011, 20:12 PM:
Oh my gosh, this is horrible. ="( Death is a permanant solution to a temporary problem! If you die, your loved ones will miss you. Friends, family, coworkers. I know it doesn't seem like it sometimes, but there is ALWAYS someone who cares about you and loves you.
die said on Dec 04 2011, 13:12 PM:
im 49 years old and im ending my life in the new year. glad when my life is over
charles said on Dec 03 2011, 17:12 PM:
victor , me too wish I had a gun- no point in the struggle of trying to keep going
victor said on Dec 03 2011, 17:12 PM:
i'm 58 - ready to end it no other way out.
yuki...again said on Nov 29 2011, 11:11 AM:
ok....wheel chair man...your sooo fucking gay go kill your self foor me and no i dont hate gay ppl....only you..later
yuki said on Nov 29 2011, 11:11 AM:
wtf over dose on drugs??? wtf shoot your self and be done with it.....good bye bithcs
Wheel chair disable man who is homosexual said on Nov 15 2011, 07:11 AM:
I hate bullies too! I hate those christains in the mall who say homosexual people are pure evil! I vote for the woman in the wheelchair! Evey day people bullie me and every day I want to die. Support the para olympic team by giving some cash to them. Support the blind welfare people! Stop bulling the blind people as they cannot see. A bully bashed up a weaker kid this week again. Bring back the cane to smack the behinds of bullies at school. Bullies heads should be pushed into the tiolet bowl not the weak kids. Must be real lonely to be a wheelchair homosexual man who is overweight and who is unattractive to other homosexual men. It is beutiful to see two gay women kissing in the shopping mall. I support gay rights.
SecondChance said on Nov 11 2011, 01:11 AM:
hey i tried to kill myself a few times with no luck (hanging) so here i am. i decided to try steriods and worked out 6 days a week and wow what a change. i went from being depressed and lonely to feeling bulletproof and everyone wants to be my friend now. i have a really hot and faithful g/f now too. everywhere i go people treat me different - more respect, they look up to me. it's sad how shallow the world is but steroids really lifted my attitude and turned my life around. hope this helps someone else. good luck friends.
stuped idiyat said on Nov 08 2011, 08:11 AM:
i am fucked cos i stuck here in this excoose for a city cos i have no real skiils or ableities. i suck cos i neva got qualeafications and carnt even fucken spel. i need 2 get my shit togefer or i will die from it.
H8Adelaide said on Nov 07 2011, 17:11 PM:
I have a hunk of spam on my knob at this very moment!
H8Adelaide said on Nov 07 2011, 01:11 AM:
Just for the record, in the 34 years of living in this hole, I've had many associations and acquaintances. None have been what you would classify as a decent friend, ever. (In the 34 years I have been on this earth, I have only ever had ONE compliment). Every one of them have been selfish, self-absorbed, duplicitous, disloyal, indifferent and amoral bastards or vile, despicable, gold digging, self-serving sociopathic bitches. Not only that, the minute they have a problem, it's automatically dumped on you, EVERY minute of the day, but if you have a problem, they don't want to know about it. Then, once everything comes up roses with them, you're automatically classified as the fifth wheel, and relegated to the deep freeze. I'm so bloody sick of it. I thought friends are supposed to stick with you through thick and thin, regardless?!? Funny thing is that the majority of these characteristics are displayed by the majority of the sociopathic bastards and/or bitches that infest this world, and make our lives a misery.
angry bitter balls said on Nov 07 2011, 01:11 AM:
@vintage-fate, Typical response from a superficial and ignorant rich snob who is fashionably into up-to-the-minute hypenated words. You lost all credibility when you started pretentiously blathering about spelling, and how you're here to save us from the word “heart ache” when in fact it is meant to be “heart attack”. Go back to school you toss wit. I think the icing on the cake is when you actually ask us to trust you and your "been there done that" superiority, and may I add how boring you are btw. Trust me, in all outer appearances women may be the epitome of subjective beauty, but scratch the surface, and they are vile, despicable, gold digging, self-serving sociopathic bitches. Dude, you're a shining example of what is wrong with this world, and how only psychotic feral pigs or rich toffs have the right of way, where the rest of us are ground under your heels, solely as a stepping stone to your career or one of your overworked and under appreciated workers stuck in a life of mediocrity due to indentured servitude.
yoyo said on Nov 06 2011, 18:11 PM:
Jumping off an excessively tall building
vintage-fate said on Nov 06 2011, 13:11 PM:
Don't overdose. It'll go wrong. Trust me, I've tried, and it is NOT a good idea. Also, "heartache" is spelled wrong, as well as "hanging". Good day xxxx
H8Adelaide said on Nov 06 2011, 07:11 AM:
Everyone is mental mostly except a few. Yeh that’s me. I am not mental. One of the few.
@ Gema said on Oct 31 2011, 07:10 AM:
when u have kids you have to put them first, u cant leave them without a mum or their lives will be destroyed, it will effect them for the rest of their live in everything they do. you dont want them to kill themselves or live a life of pain like you are. keep going, u never know what the future holds, it could turn out really good, if you give up ur children's future will be doomed
@ gema said on Oct 30 2011, 11:10 AM:
firstly, i think you should end your relationship with that guy. he sounds pretty immature and irresponsible. and every child needs their mother in their lives. it has drastic effects on them, when the parents arent around. sometimes it changes them, for the worse. and times are hard now, for alot of people. economies around the world are suffering. there arent many good jobs available. try to hang in there, and do whats best for your kids and yourself. hope this was helpful
how 'bout today said on Oct 28 2011, 10:10 AM:
I've got the necessary means. Just gotta do it today. For some reason I'll go to work first. Then I'll do it at the end of they day. I'll sit in my room and take the stuff and every one will think I've fallen asleep. I don't care about the rationale anymore. I just know that I'm ending something I don't want. So I have all day to convince myself to go through with it. I am all out of patience.
Gema said on Oct 26 2011, 05:10 AM:
I'm a 27 yr old girl with 3 children under 8. I've just completed a degree, there are no jobs, my partner does nothing with me or the kids, sits n smokes hash all day. I've had enough. I'm riddled with debt, I am constantly unhappy. The only thing keeping me going is my girls. I took 12 10mg diazepam, 2, 50mg voltarol and 4 10/500 co dydromol. I still woke up this morning. My children will have a better life without me or their dad. If anything happened to me my mum get s custody. How can I do it effectively with minimal messiness for who ever finds me and what tablets or how many diazepam would do it. I have asthma so respiratory depressants would help I suppose eh? I'm not being selfish I'm too weak to leave too unhappy to put my kids through the constant arguing between me n their father. It's not fair. I hate my self, for feeling like this but my kids would have a better life with my mum. And Id be better out of everyone's way. Can anyone help please am desperate. I have a vile of insulin but I am unsure how much to inject my self with to cause fatality! Please help????????
todd said on Oct 21 2011, 15:10 PM:
story as way i want to die I want to die as I hate my life all so hate living I all so have learning and spelling disability All have the rest off my life naiver can sleep all so I Have depression I have lived 49 years off this hall so the only way out is to take my life I want to die so so so bed I naiver stop thanking about wanting to die I hoping I can do it soon I want to die badly I don’t want to go on living any longer but I want to die vary soon hope I can find a good way to c.t.b don,t care about the pain long as I find a good way to die as I’m fed up with my life hopeing to do it befor the new year any way thanks for lessening all be glad when my life is over
HKLives said on Oct 20 2011, 23:10 PM:
I already died from this person's terribad spelling...
why does it matter said on Oct 20 2011, 20:10 PM:
Please dear god somebody help me i cant stand the pain anymore but i made a promise to my dad when he died and i cant finish it because the pain is to great please help me i dont want to die but its the only way that i can stop the pain
hjbbhjhb said on Oct 19 2011, 10:10 AM:
why dont u share ur experiences with the people who really need it, come on tell us how you are suffering, it will help many people
Umesh Kumar said on Oct 17 2011, 01:10 AM:
"east or west suicide is the best"
Valerie Wants to die said on Oct 15 2011, 13:10 PM:
omg i wanna kill myself but without feeling pain and i dont deserve to be alive im a fucking bitch that only causes problems to my family if i were dead everything would be better and people around me would be happier :(
jijiji said on Oct 08 2011, 08:10 AM:
i was here before, i felt so ill and wanted to kill myself, somehow with hard work I managed to get myself better but now life has gone bad again who knows what will happen will it turn good, i really hope so. we always look at the worst possible scenario but sometimes like in a game of 8ball it seems all over and then you get another shot.
Chris W said on Oct 03 2011, 02:10 AM:
No we were not garantied life would be anything at all ! But I'm fucking sick and tierd of mine ! Don't want any thing other than how can I end it with out pain !! As soon as possible !!
Shaun Swalue said on Sep 27 2011, 19:09 PM:
I am very sorry for continually posting about myself and U2. I realise I am really just trashing my own name and that of my family, and they deserve better. I promise not to do this anymore because I can be a nice, understanding, considerate man who deep down knows this just mindless defacing. I will leave this thread now, forever, because I choose to do the right thing.
normal stable person with consideration for others said on Sep 27 2011, 03:09 AM:
when i think how bad my life is, i then tell myself, at least i am not shaun swalue, who inconsiderately and selfishly spoils and defaces a place where people like to come and speak about their probs. everything comes into perspective that at least i am not a careless, insensitive, mindless bleeb.
SHAUN SWALUE said on Sep 26 2011, 02:09 AM:
I AM ON FACEBOOK AND MY FAVORITE BAND IS U2! I LIVE IN ADELAIDE SOUTH AUSTRALIA.
SHAUN SWALUE said on Sep 26 2011, 02:09 AM:
@SHAUN SWALUE:Just fuck off you creepy fucking idiot! You've done your best to ruin this thread with your completely unfunny and unintelligent posts. You are a fucking dumb cunt man, a socially inept fuckwit. Anyone with an ounce of dignity or self respect would've realized the emptiness of laughing at their own purile jokes, but you just keep going on and on and on... You're NOT funny fuckhead!! You're used to it though, aren't you fuckwit? You're used to being completely alone, with no-one to talk to. Somehow you've twisted your total and complete social isolation into some kind of of fucked-up badge of honour. There's no-one listening to you because you're a fucking idiot man! I beg you to stick a gun in your mouth and pull the trigger you sick, lonely cunt!! Fucking do it you son of a bitch! Hang yourself, suck a tail pipe, I don't give a fuck, you're a waste of space! FUCK OFF!!
U2 NEWS said on Sep 26 2011, 02:09 AM:
It was 35 years ago today that these six school boys from Mount Temple Comprehensive crammed into the Mullen family kitchen to audition for Larry Mullen: Peter Martin, Ivan McCormick, Paul Hewson, David Evans, Dick Evans and Adam Clayton. Neil McCormick described the scene well in his book Killing Bono: I Was Bono’s Doppelganger: With four guitarists squeezing in between the fridge and the bread-bin, the designated rhythm section comprised of Adam (who owned a cheap Ibanez-copy bass, which he couldn’t actually play but could certainly talk about) and Larry, who had opened the kitchen doors to create space in which to set up his drum kit, half in the kitchen and half in a small conservatory precariously attached to the back of the house. In these odd circumstances the meeting concluded with a chaotic jam session involving wobbly rendition of the Rolling Stones classics ‘Brown Sugar’ and ‘Satisfaction.’ There were too many guitarists, not enough amplification and no consensus as to the correct chord sequences of the songs being played, but none of that seemed to matter. A new star had appeared in the rock ’n’ roll firmament. For these plucky individuals – well, some of them anyway – nothing would be the same again. Decades later, it’s nothing short of a miracle that U2 is still together. Just this past Wednesday, R.E.M. announced it was breaking up. Bono spent some time with Michael Stipe last month in Italy, and I’m curious to know if the R.E.M. breakup conversation ever came up. Bono’s sudden public concern about U2’s future and relevancy took fans like myself by complete surprise, which has me wondering if this is just a midlife (or midcareer) crisis, if it’s Bono being Bono, or if it is truly something deeper than that. About eight years ago, Bono declared that U2 was “really relevant right now” during a MuchMusic interview. How times have changed. If Bono’s sentiment about needing to go back to the “small spaces” if the band is to “survive” is indeed true, then those small spaces need to include social media. Nielsen’s 2011 third-quarter Social Media Report shows that 80 percent of U.S. internet users are connected to some form of social media and that 40 percent access social media sites from their phones. Their findings also show that the most active social networkers are between 18 and 34. Given that U2’s goal has been to cultivate younger fans, it will be critical for them to re-examine their approach to social media. Small spaces allow you to feel a personal connection and accessibility that large spaces don’t offer. If you look at personal devices like cell phones, tablets, laptops, etc. as small spaces, then successful social media usage should help on that quest to regain the relevance Bono thinks U2 has lost. Granted, there are official Twitter feeds (@u2com and @360FromTheEdge), Facebook and MySpace. However, the passive use of these social network sites does not allow fans to feel a personal connection. The band has posted the occasional video to fans on U2.com, but that may not be enough to court and retain newer fans. It’s my hope that these “smaller spaces” go beyond just radio and the clubs. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It was a U2 360 tour throwback as Archbishop Desmond Tutu joined Aung San Suu Kyi to speak on the topic of “Conversations on Courage: Humanitarian Leadership in Action” at the Clinton Global Initiative conference on Thursday. Suu Kyi appeared via satellite from Myanmar while Archbishop Tutu joined moderator Charlie Rose in New York City. The session covered the similarities of the struggles in South Africa and Burma, specifically the need for reconciliation and not retaliation. Archbishop Tutu challenged people to imagine what the world would be like had Nelson Mandela not chosen a path of reconciliation. He also gave Suu Kyi high praise for her courage. Suu Kyi joked that the session was turning into a meeting of the mutual admiration society. The session was fascinating and is available to watch through the CGI site. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- William Shatner’s latest release Seeking Major Tom features his spin on “In A Little While.” Amazon.com has a 30-second clip of it. U2’s song is in good company as he also interprets classics like Queen’s “Bohemian Rhapsody” and David Bowie’s “Space Oddity.” -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am very jealous of the fans of Steely Dan. Their Shuffle Diplomacy 2011 tour has the band performing three nights in select cities with a different theme each night. For example, in Boston, the first night has Steely Dan performing songs from three of their earliest albums. The second night has them performing fan favorites, as voted on by the fans themselves. The third night’s performance is the band playing the album The Royal Scam in its entirety plus select hits. Could you imagine if U2 was to do something like this on their next tour? Night one would be early stuff from Boy, October and War. Night two would be fan favorites and night three you’d see them perform an album like The Joshua Tree or Achtung Baby in its entirety? A gal can dream! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I’ve been spending more time on YouTube to find more U2 videos that I hadn’t seen before (or had forgotten about). I thought I’d share how Bono’s view of U2 has changed over decades: Bono talking about arrogance and the fact that the Beatles were created only for U2 to outdo them (circa 1983) Bono talking about U2 to Rolling Stone (circa 1993) Bono talking to MuchMusic about U2 (circa 2003) And some bonus videos: The making of the Louis Vuitton ad with Bono and Ali Bono and Ali talking about the Louis Vuitton ad Behind the scenes on the Rolling Stone and the Spin cover shoots (circa 2009) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- And finally … it’s a few weeks before the 30th anniversary of October’s release, so here’s an October-era U2 wishing everyone a Happy St. Patrick’s Day from the docklands in Dublin. Have a great week! Happy 35th anniversary to U2! © @U2 / Lawrence, 2011
U2 NEWS said on Sep 26 2011, 02:09 AM:
It was 35 years ago today that these six school boys from Mount Temple Comprehensive crammed into the Mullen family kitchen to audition for Larry Mullen: Peter Martin, Ivan McCormick, Paul Hewson, David Evans, Dick Evans and Adam Clayton. Neil McCormick described the scene well in his book Killing Bono: I Was Bono’s Doppelganger: With four guitarists squeezing in between the fridge and the bread-bin, the designated rhythm section comprised of Adam (who owned a cheap Ibanez-copy bass, which he couldn’t actually play but could certainly talk about) and Larry, who had opened the kitchen doors to create space in which to set up his drum kit, half in the kitchen and half in a small conservatory precariously attached to the back of the house. In these odd circumstances the meeting concluded with a chaotic jam session involving wobbly rendition of the Rolling Stones classics ‘Brown Sugar’ and ‘Satisfaction.’ There were too many guitarists, not enough amplification and no consensus as to the correct chord sequences of the songs being played, but none of that seemed to matter. A new star had appeared in the rock ’n’ roll firmament. For these plucky individuals – well, some of them anyway – nothing would be the same again. Decades later, it’s nothing short of a miracle that U2 is still together. Just this past Wednesday, R.E.M. announced it was breaking up. Bono spent some time with Michael Stipe last month in Italy, and I’m curious to know if the R.E.M. breakup conversation ever came up. Bono’s sudden public concern about U2’s future and relevancy took fans like myself by complete surprise, which has me wondering if this is just a midlife (or midcareer) crisis, if it’s Bono being Bono, or if it is truly something deeper than that. About eight years ago, Bono declared that U2 was “really relevant right now” during a MuchMusic interview. How times have changed. If Bono’s sentiment about needing to go back to the “small spaces” if the band is to “survive” is indeed true, then those small spaces need to include social media. Nielsen’s 2011 third-quarter Social Media Report shows that 80 percent of U.S. internet users are connected to some form of social media and that 40 percent access social media sites from their phones. Their findings also show that the most active social networkers are between 18 and 34. Given that U2’s goal has been to cultivate younger fans, it will be critical for them to re-examine their approach to social media. Small spaces allow you to feel a personal connection and accessibility that large spaces don’t offer. If you look at personal devices like cell phones, tablets, laptops, etc. as small spaces, then successful social media usage should help on that quest to regain the relevance Bono thinks U2 has lost. Granted, there are official Twitter feeds (@u2com and @360FromTheEdge), Facebook and MySpace. However, the passive use of these social network sites does not allow fans to feel a personal connection. The band has posted the occasional video to fans on U2.com, but that may not be enough to court and retain newer fans. It’s my hope that these “smaller spaces” go beyond just radio and the clubs. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It was a U2 360 tour throwback as Archbishop Desmond Tutu joined Aung San Suu Kyi to speak on the topic of “Conversations on Courage: Humanitarian Leadership in Action” at the Clinton Global Initiative conference on Thursday. Suu Kyi appeared via satellite from Myanmar while Archbishop Tutu joined moderator Charlie Rose in New York City. The session covered the similarities of the struggles in South Africa and Burma, specifically the need for reconciliation and not retaliation. Archbishop Tutu challenged people to imagine what the world would be like had Nelson Mandela not chosen a path of reconciliation. He also gave Suu Kyi high praise for her courage. Suu Kyi joked that the session was turning into a meeting of the mutual admiration society. The session was fascinating and is available to watch through the CGI site. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- William Shatner’s latest release Seeking Major Tom features his spin on “In A Little While.” Amazon.com has a 30-second clip of it. U2’s song is in good company as he also interprets classics like Queen’s “Bohemian Rhapsody” and David Bowie’s “Space Oddity.” -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am very jealous of the fans of Steely Dan. Their Shuffle Diplomacy 2011 tour has the band performing three nights in select cities with a different theme each night. For example, in Boston, the first night has Steely Dan performing songs from three of their earliest albums. The second night has them performing fan favorites, as voted on by the fans themselves. The third night’s performance is the band playing the album The Royal Scam in its entirety plus select hits. Could you imagine if U2 was to do something like this on their next tour? Night one would be early stuff from Boy, October and War. Night two would be fan favorites and night three you’d see them perform an album like The Joshua Tree or Achtung Baby in its entirety? A gal can dream! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I’ve been spending more time on YouTube to find more U2 videos that I hadn’t seen before (or had forgotten about). I thought I’d share how Bono’s view of U2 has changed over decades: Bono talking about arrogance and the fact that the Beatles were created only for U2 to outdo them (circa 1983) Bono talking about U2 to Rolling Stone (circa 1993) Bono talking to MuchMusic about U2 (circa 2003) And some bonus videos: The making of the Louis Vuitton ad with Bono and Ali Bono and Ali talking about the Louis Vuitton ad Behind the scenes on the Rolling Stone and the Spin cover shoots (circa 2009) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- And finally … it’s a few weeks before the 30th anniversary of October’s release, so here’s an October-era U2 wishing everyone a Happy St. Patrick’s Day from the docklands in Dublin. Have a great week! Happy 35th anniversary to U2! © @U2 / Lawrence, 2011
Death for me said on Sep 25 2011, 19:09 PM:
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head said on Sep 25 2011, 13:09 PM:
I want some one to chop my head off so i can die
Avafyb said on Sep 21 2011, 12:09 PM:
Heya everyone, only just imagined I would say hello and introduce myself.
rachel said on Sep 19 2011, 10:09 AM:
My real name is Shaun Swalue. Eeewww.
FUCK OFF SHAUN SWALUE! said on Sep 19 2011, 10:09 AM:
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@shona said on Sep 09 2011, 09:09 AM:
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oldmanfugly said on Sep 08 2011, 00:09 AM:
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H8Adelaide said on Sep 07 2011, 23:09 PM:
Anyway, this alumni is now a very successful doctor living the high life in a very salubrious part of town, like the rest of his disgusting associates. I would mind if he was a decent human being, but the thing is, he isn't. What I'm most annoyed at is the fact that the most duplicitous, patronising, antagonistic and downright loathsome people succeed and thrive here, while decent and kind people are used, torn to shreds and thrown away. It's downright abhorrent and disgusting. Upstanding and considerate citizens are actually considered weak and are targeted. If any place needed a lobotomy and a prolonged stay in a padded room. I was raised to be very polite and respectful
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H8Adelaide said on Sep 04 2011, 21:09 PM:
I ran into an old high school alumni I knew the other day, now I wouldn't say he was a friend, as I was tormented relentlessly by him and his band of vile associates. My life was made a living hell by these people, all under the guise of 'harmless fun'. Even to this day, I'm still suffering the effects of that 'harmless fun'.
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i want to die. i am so helpless, i need help to do everything. i cant even reproduce without help. i suck. please help me to die faster. myself is a drain on society. no one enjoys me. when i walk my huge blob-like thighs rub together causing painful rashes. i cannot fit through the turnstile at the supermarket anymore, so i am slowly starving to death. please help me to end my misery faster as i cannot deal with the stares, sniggers and snide comments anymore. i hate it. i say let me die more quickly, except all i ask is that you do not eat me nom nom nom.
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H8Adelaide said on Sep 04 2011, 11:09 AM:
After years of being overweight and unfit, I'm not overly obese, but carrying a few. I decided to start an intensive exercise regime. Now because I've got a few pounds showing, I constantly gain the attention, stares, snigger's and snide comments of both pretentious, thin, workout freaks and general public driving past on my route. I hate it. So what I might be fat, but at least I'm doing something about it.
bubby and glad wrapped frog said on Sep 04 2011, 10:09 AM:
@cat, sorry about the dramas and the beatings, which definately is worse!!! Try to find some one to talk to about it cos it aint right at all. Your life is important so try to find some one to tell. Best of luck too.
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As for not getting laid, ha ha good one / hierarchical inequality and estrogen and menopause running rampant rampant feminism, spoiled rotten 'daddy's girl' princesses and nonsensical old fashioned values being expected. Those skanky bogan types you mentioned are raised from birth to believe that they will always be superior to males, and must be treated accordingly. They just see males as sperm bags, who's only function is to earn money for them to spend, or to provide for them. Woe betide males standing up for themselves and demanding equality, as they would be instantly slagged down as those old fashioned oppressors of the past. Yet, these skanks believe that their lives are just endless days of shopping, looking pretty, shopping and being a mother. Unfortunately the education system has been overrun by militant feminism, and while males are taught equality from the get go, females are raised to believe that they are superior and better in every way to men. 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Yeah, sweet..I just filled all of the meds I listed and then had then phenergan called in as an after thought to make sure I didn't throw up all those pills. I didn't mention I had been on them 5 yrs and was used to normally eating almost 15-18 a day, plus the V's, etc..get the idea how I may have lived through this shit? Plus on dialysis for almost two weeks..Sorry you even think I would lie about this, it's not a damn thing to play with!!!!
speck of nothingness said on Aug 25 2011, 01:08 AM:
im gonna try killing myself by throwing myself off my house roof into my neighbours back yard where a vicious dog is. i will first of all try to pop as many pills from my mum and dads medicine cupboard. lots of things like ford pills and chocolate laxatives, asprin, cough syrup, heamoroid tablets and weird heart medications. this should at least dull my senses before i take the last leap. i cant deal with all my issues no more, have had it once and for all.
Shaun Swalue I want to kill myself! said on Aug 23 2011, 01:08 AM:
I want to kill myself as people of Adelaide are harassing me on ace poll called Do you think Adelaide sucks. Some person is always typing this about me and I hate it: DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT I want to kill myelf over this !
Sweet said on Aug 21 2011, 04:08 AM:
I wander who voted on the poll? I mean couldnt be the person that killed themselves so how do we know if the poll is accurate?
@trey said on Aug 19 2011, 23:08 PM:
Dude, if you took that many mgs of oxycotin pills, you would be dead. And when youre kidneys shut down, you die. So either you're lying or you're superman
Trey said on Aug 19 2011, 21:08 PM:
I know the pain, the depression, the want to take my fucked up life. My wife left and took my son, my soul was torn away that day. I tried OD of 180 80mg Oxycontin, 90 Valium, 30 Ambien, plus drinking. All it did was knock me out for 5 days and shut down my kidneys. Now I have bought a .357 mag with hollow point ammo. there will be no surviving that.My life sucks so bad, I am thinking of slitting my throat tonight, or stabbing my heart. I've been researching both which will be less painful. I think gunshot is best.
stuff it said on Aug 19 2011, 09:08 AM:
Life is just a shit sandwich and I am the meat in the middle. Cannot do well at this game they call life. Sick and tired of all the fakeness and the bad human traits I come across more and more these days. Problem is no one wants to be even just civil to each other anymore. Selfish dumb people seem to rule with some kind of sick force while the kind and intelligent just get squashed slowly to death.
anonymous said on Aug 18 2011, 17:08 PM:
fuck life!!! theres no reason 4 me 2 b alive... my life juss needs 2 b over now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
old mountain man said on Aug 17 2011, 17:08 PM:
go to zenguide.com and seek help from zen master chontri he is a genius and will liberate you from your mental hell if you tell him all your troubles and are patient with his help as it will take some time.....he will become your friend and teacher he helped me years ago please give it a try whatever age you are.....theres a way to help your suffering and it can start at zenguide with chontri i was taught by him many years ago he is the kindest and wisest human you could talk to about your problems.....i hope this advice helps someone.....and by the way its got nothing to do with religion.....check it out you may find another path :-) .....tell him an old friend of his sent you there!!!
Enenegn enji said on Aug 16 2011, 10:08 AM:
What can I do How can I ..........my self
insignificant said on Aug 15 2011, 19:08 PM:
At least 60% of my brain capacity is occupied by a vast repository of really negative thoughts about myself. I can't stop these negative feelings and feelings that seem to be too sad for most. It is very tiring though and i am feeling now that it is time to get real.
DEAD BUTT KICKING said on Aug 14 2011, 02:08 AM:
hii guys!!! I MUST KILL MAHSELF TOMORROW!!MY FERRENTS ARE COMMING TONITE AND I MUST HUNGE MY SELF!!!!I JUST GOT KICKD OFF SCHOOL LAST MONTH AND MAH FERRENTS WILL NO BOT IT!!!I TRIED TAKING MARIJANA AND AMPETHAMINS BUT TO NO EVAIL.. IM NO HYPOCRIT PLEASE HELP ME!! NEED SOMETHING TO PUSH THE BULLET TO OUT HEAD LOOOOLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
terra said on Aug 14 2011, 02:08 AM:
KILL MEEEEE!!! I WANT SOMETHING TO SHOT ME OUT THE HEAD LOOOOOOL YOU GUYS ARE FUNNY :))
Andy said on Aug 13 2011, 19:08 PM:
Adelaide... the only thing worse than people feeling sorry for themselves is some horrible cunt that has nothing better to do with their time than put other people down, spam a forum and dump their inability to nurture any empathy towards their fellow human being on to people that have already had enough. Life is tough, I am coming through a bad few years and am finally seeing some sort of light at the end of the tunnel. I am still lonely and not quite right in the head, but I am not thinking about how I want to die anymore. I am thinking of how I would like to change things for the better. I hope you all see the silver lining soon because life is for living.
HARDCORE FUCKER said on Aug 13 2011, 02:08 AM:
DON'T FUCK WITH ME MATE I HAVE FUCKING GUN ! KILLING TIME IS COMING I SHOOT YOU MATE I AM MEAN FUCKER DON'T FUCK WITH MY FAMILY HARDCORE FUCKER WITH A GUN BANG BANG I KILL YOU I KILL YOU KILLING TIME AS I DON'T FUCKING CARE HARDCORE FUCKER I TAP YOUR LIGHTS OUT WITH A GUN MATE !BANG!
ADELAIDE DUMB CUNT said on Aug 13 2011, 00:08 AM:
All you people on this forum are worthless sacks of shit. Just fucking get over yourselves instead of searching for attention in a post. You all just sound like whining babies. Get over it, and stop moaning. There's always the option of not being a puss and nutting up. You are all a bunch of fucking losers. Stop looking for sympathy the world is a compost heap and people are sacks of shit. You know why no one cares because you all are worthless sacks of shit. Duh. Get over it nothing in life is worth a damn.
ADELAIDE DUMB CUNT said on Aug 12 2011, 22:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
jay said on Aug 12 2011, 19:08 PM:
i wonder how many people on here have actually killed themselves. god bless your souls. sometimes life is too much. theres so much stress. not everyone has the mental stability or support to handle it. and i feel modern society's ideology on always having to be perfect, and always behave rationally, just basically conform to how they think you should be, is too much pressure. all the while trying to provide for yourself. you shoot for the stars, to have your 15 minutes of fame, then youre gone. and life is hard for everybody. then you throw in the unexpected bullshit thats occurs also, and i can see why people commit suicide daily. this world is a mess..
H8Adelaide said on Aug 12 2011, 10:08 AM:
Forgive myself for judging myself for not being worthy of love, happiness and joy. I am worthy of love. I am worthy of happiness. I am worthy of joy. Stop judging myself. Have the strength and courage to allow myself to be vulnerable. Be kind and loving to myself. Practice holding a positive vision for myself. Make choices that support me in moving forward in my life. It is all about choices! Choose to forgive myself and then move forward and let go of my past. Live for today and enjoy the journey of life itself.
H8Adelaide said on Aug 12 2011, 10:08 AM:
My individual exercise in forgiveness, write down with pen and paper all of the things that I have done wrong. It is imperative that I WRITE. Word processing is not the same. Read the list. Now say "I did the best that I could with the knowledge that I had at the time. I now forgive myself and go free." Destroy (burn or shred) the list. Repeat the exercise for each of the other people who have hurt you. Now begin anew to live my life without the burden of unforgiving pain - it is unnecessary suffering.
H8Adelaide said on Aug 12 2011, 10:08 AM:
I may have been hurt by something that someone did to me. I may have been hurt because my expectations weren't met. I may have been hurt and I don't even remember why? I may have done something to someone else that I am SORRY for. And I remember the PAIN and carry it with you like a grudge everywhere I go. When my burden becomes too great, it becomes the relationship, it consumes my life and it changes who I am and what my relationships can be. It is a wall between me and the intimacy that I seek
H8Adelaide said on Aug 12 2011, 10:08 AM:
Get the frustration - tell my story to a few close friends. This will help me explore my feelings about the rifts and obtain a clear sense of perspective. Focus on what's in it for me - it's not always about who was right. Remind myself that forgiving can free me to move on with my life. Tell myself that the point is to reduce angst. After all, living well is the best revenge. Breathe in calm - instead of tensing up or starting in on my inner rant, inhale and exhale deeply or relax in whatever way appeals to me. Turn the details of my story around - victims don't have control of their lives; heroes do! So I will make me the hero of my own saga. Think of it this way; Although someone else may have precipitated my misery, whether I stay miserable is entirely up to me.
H8Adelaide said on Aug 12 2011, 09:08 AM:
Forgiveness is a gift I give to myself. It is a release from the burden of anger and pain. When I choose to forgive, I choose to live in the present and the future instead of the past. It does not mean to forget but it does mean to release and go on. Forgiveness doesn't happen on it's own, I must choose to forgive.
ADELAIDE RETARD said on Aug 11 2011, 23:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
ADELAIDE RETARD said on Aug 11 2011, 23:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
BIG FAT said on Aug 11 2011, 23:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
BIG FAT said on Aug 11 2011, 23:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
SPAM SERVED UP COLD said on Aug 11 2011, 23:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
paul said on Aug 11 2011, 19:08 PM:
I need to die cos I have Suck @ Life Syndrome. I let every little thing bother me, I sweat all the small, petty things that happen to ME and ONLY ME because deep down I know it is really a personal conspiracy for the general public to point, stare, snigger and poke me or to just annoy the shit out of me everywhere I go. Shop assistants and other shoppers, all around me, everywhere I go to buy ANYTHING are the worst offenders. Now I just wait for my receipt and the slapped down change, look up at them and shout 'I HATE YOU' and then run off! I can't suffer with this anymore as I am tired of my triviality and inabliity to toughen up and get some nuts. Looking for the most gutless way to end it so I can do at least one thing properly.
die said on Aug 11 2011, 18:08 PM:
I want to die im 48 years old and looking for a parner in canada email me at catttattoo@gmail.com don,t care about the pain i want some pain wehn i die
me said on Aug 11 2011, 18:08 PM:
hi Lola I want to die with you
chris said on Aug 11 2011, 12:08 PM:
i so cant take life anymore i wana die
JIMMY FART said on Aug 11 2011, 07:08 AM:
My real name is H8Adelaide, visit my blog and give me a Big Johnny Fatty smooch up the crack @ http://adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com
Lola said on Aug 11 2011, 06:08 AM:
Anyone want to do it with me?
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time to end it said on Aug 10 2011, 23:08 PM:
had enuff of life. not much to look 4ward 2 any mor coz i'm not geting anywhere gud in my job. treated lik shit most time wif not 1 nice dude 2 work wif all look down on me when i move my mop away to let them pass. next time i will put my mop to go under their feet to see wot it feels like. bullys r everywhere these days.
trying hard said on Aug 09 2011, 19:08 PM:
I too struggle every day and battle to try to forgive and FORGET the people who have hurt me in the past. My daily wish is to strive to move on. I try so hard, every day, to say this over and over in my head with the hope that one day it will finally sink in...and God, grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, and Wisdom to know the difference. I have to accept that my family are not sophisticated in so MANY ways and I need to have the guts to change my way of viewing them so that their brainlessness, denseness, dopiness, foolishness, mindlessness and stupidness doesn't have an effect on my any more. I need to now fine tune my wisdom of spotting a simpleton a mile away so I don't end up killing myself, instead just KNOW they are the ones who are wrong and a total waste of time and space at the end of my long day of droning, moaning and groaning. No more time to trying harder and move ON.
jay said on Aug 08 2011, 16:08 PM:
i remember once, i placed a 9mm handgun in my mouth. i attempted to pull the trigger, couldnt do it. i guess im too much of a coward. once a sat in a tub full of water, attempted to drop a pulled in radio in with me, nothing happened. from that point, i assumed it wasnt my time to go. i quit drugs, i quit drinking alcohol, i quit chasing girls. now i try to only focus on staying healthy, both mentally and physically. and trying to make as much money as i can, while remaining humble in my approach. life is a journey. my past transgressions have lead me to this point. the bottom of the barrel. its up to me to climb out and move forward. each day is a battle. but ill keep trying to persevere..
nolife said on Aug 08 2011, 11:08 AM:
Every minute is painful, like a slow death. I just want it to end soon and quick. I want to run in front of a semi truck, jump of a bridge, ... something fast and now.
NOBODy said on Aug 08 2011, 07:08 AM:
Iam 15 and life sucks!! the people around me that i tought were my family says that iam not good enough for them what do i have to do it seems nothing makes them happy they are all fucks, fucken hate them. The only thing keeping me alive today is my little sister don't know what she will do if i go just hate it when she gets hurt. I have tryed many times in privet time to kill my self but cutting my wrist seems to ease the pain and relaves the hurt i feel, who fucken cares anyway. It sucks trying to put up an act when i meet anyone, so that they dont ask if i'am all right i don't know why they even ask it is like they care so much. My friends think that i'am fine at least they care. MY LIFE WAS GONE FROM THE BEGINNING IM JUST FED UP.
U2 SHAUN SWALUE said on Aug 08 2011, 01:08 AM:
I like the band called U2 but people call me strange and werid and mental because I like the band U2. U2 are the best band in the world.
U2 SHAUN SWALUE said on Aug 08 2011, 01:08 AM:
I am a down to earth mature man living in Adelaide. Also has a sense of light humour and can take a professional approach in life. I am a realistic level headed man with maturity. Myself is a creative thinking man mature interests. Overall I am a happy man who enjoys life.I love alternitive music and live bands. Life beings after the age of 30 as you are more mature and you become yourself or own person. People say I am nice friendly guy to be friends with. Not sure what really to write here but I know I like being myself. General knowledge is my strong point as I know lot about the world as in history, poltics, art and different cultures. Sometimes a serious man who likes watching his documentries on sbs and abc t.v. or the world news t.v. Maybe has european romantic passion inside me.
what to do:/ said on Aug 07 2011, 20:08 PM:
Behind the smile theres tears behind the bravery theres fears behind the laughter theres regret behind the happiness haunt things you cant forget. Theres anger and theres pain, and the never ending rain. Theres lies and mistakes you would do whatever it takes. Here comes the dreaded word, that things cannot be changed. I guess its not the way a life is supposed to be arranged. Constant things running through and out your head, its all being completely twisted, i guess you could say mislead. But as the final road comes to an end, all hope is lost and a search for a new friend. you took the choice to be who you are, now comes the time to forget and go very far. The journey, to the new beginning is waiting for you, to become that new person you've alwayed dreamed to turn into. Dont be afriad or even feel unstrong because your decision is yours and it can never be wrong.
lost in limbo said on Aug 07 2011, 19:08 PM:
Gawd I hate my life... Shallow, half-dead, boring, shitholed, limited, narrow, underprivileged,, aimless, pointless, lame, crippled with bad breaks and now stuck in a feeble rut. I am in a horrible, depressing rut that never ends. Get up in the morning, eat cardboard for breakfast, slave away at a boring, lifeless, blood sucking job, eat a soggy lunch, come home, watch tv, eat a crappy dinner, go to bed only to do it all again and again AND AGAIN AND AGAIN WITH NO ENDING IN SIGHT. *@&#! this life, I have had enough.
droner said on Aug 07 2011, 19:08 PM:
The unease in the air is so thick somedays it is palpable, worse on weekdays than on weekends. Every day I go forth with trepidation wondering which pyscho freak will try to target me today. I've noticed some of the drivers definately speeding up when you try to cross a road. How rude and aggro! The days are just cringeworthy garbage. Pathetic. Living my life is completely hopeless. Strolling down the street, what you can find is only dirty streets and ciggie butts, unhappy looking people, sense of poor and aimless, intense boredom surrounding people and the buildings. I can’t stress enough how fucking shit my life is. This world sucks the life out of you and then tells you are gonna end up dead anyway one day, then you will call one of those funeral insurance ads on the tv and end up just buried somewhere boring and lifeless anyway after forking out thousands of $$$ just to be disposed of. Parasites. I drove for 72 hours to a new place to try and get my blood pumping. My car was completely broken down. I also did hit a stray dog, and I had no choice but to swerve and now my car is crashed. Is it too much to ask to just wish I could get a more productive life, where people look decent and friendly and don’t give me that blatant, petty look.
SHAWN ROSS said on Aug 07 2011, 17:08 PM:
I was in an livin relation with a girl for more than 5 years and due to some personal things she chose to dump me and move on and now i get this frequent mails from anonymous about she diagnosed with HIV and she denies, i am damn scared to even get this thing tested coz if its true my world is crumbling down. I am very restless and depressed and want to end my life, firstly i am still unable to come to terms without her and second bomb explodes with this news...I am shattered and alli can do now is extinguish my self.
A1 said on Aug 06 2011, 14:08 PM:
Why do suicidal people always drone on so much? learn to be brief people. noone cares anyway, spare the melodrama
Alone said on Aug 06 2011, 13:08 PM:
I have tried to kill myself before. Next time I just got to make sure it's in the middle of nowhere so no one can see me dying and you can't call the Ambulance. Honestly I might just have a mental disorder due to all the drug abusing, permanent emotional scarring and I tend to get violent easy and I'll have random outbursts of anger and hate towards my partner whoever he may be at the time. I've done this to all my partners after my daughters dad. I'll throw my exes away and replace him with another. I also grew up with no dad so im used to hardly having any any friends and I'm probably more self destructive than anything. When it comes to my family though that's a different story because I give and provide them with everthing. If I were to choose to die soon it'd be fighting for my mum, daughter or something I'm really passionate about!
Anonymous and Alone said on Aug 06 2011, 13:08 PM:
Today is my daughters 7th birthday. I'm smoking heroin and ingesting Xanax as I type this. I've been smoking and dealing ice since the start of this year. I've also been dealing speed, weed and MDMA caps since I started stripping at the age of 18. I'm 23 now. I found the adult industry a great way to maximize profits in both my "special" fields. So most people would see me during the day as the stable single independent mother of a beautiful little princess who attends private school. My mum no longer works and I give her all the money I can. I give my mum rent money even though our house is completely paid off. I'm my families provider but they all know it's dirty undeclared money. My point is I have a lot of underlying issues that have never been addressed ever. I was sexually abused by 2 people who were close to me at 13 whom I still see and we act like nothings happened, I've been in countless relationships only to get hurt and move onto the other, I find it hard to trust others because of my stripping, dealing choices of career. I feel paranoid to let other people into my house or get close to me in fear of getting robbed for my stash and cash. I'm over it, but I must live for my daughter. I hate my life, I hate what I've become and I don't go a day without thinking that I want to kill myself. I'm going to die soon though, I can feel my already broken heart weakening each year my daughter has a birthday. I've been on drugs everyday since the age 13 to try and cover my feelings. Drugs is my escape from reality if I hadn't use them, I'd be dead already. :'( x
A friend said on Aug 06 2011, 10:08 AM:
I just want you all to know, I have been where you are and still do feel this way often. But life will always go on, and even though it might get worse from here, it will ALWAYS get better. Force yourself to get out of the house by any means necessary, put down the computer, the games, and go get some exercise even if you feel you are too tired to walk. Force yourself to communicate with people and the more you do so the better you will become at socializing. You have to practice to get better at anything you want to be good at. Trust me I was a very antisocial person. It still does feel uncomfortable for me, but I have learned to be comfortable with that same feeling. Go outside and appreciate nature. God speaks to you constantly out there you just need to open your eyes. You are never alone. Hobbies, positive surroundings (stay away from the negative), clean body and mind means no drugs, exercise, goals, good positive music. You will make it through any hard time you face, we all have to. Some have easier lives than others, by your perspective, but for some a little argument is the end of the world. It all matters what you can or can't handle and everyone is different. We all have our struggles, but I promise you, until God has decided to take you, its not over. Things will look up, one day I promise. Ive been to the bottom, and I feel all of your pain, but you have just GOT to climb back up, take it slow, be proud of the strength you have to continue on.
gold coast said on Aug 05 2011, 21:08 PM:
I've tried several times but not exceeded, some say its selfish but what about us? we have to live for others? i remember being 14 the 1st time i tried, a pack of sleeping pills, best sleep i had but still here, a pack of prozac a doc gave me for depression, trippin nuts but still here, hanging was more successful if rope didnt break, woke up on ground after a minute of struggle, id love to o'd on herion but dunno where to start to get it.. yes im asking for help, to leave this place that is all
Shaun Swalue said on Aug 04 2011, 02:08 AM:
I feel really depressed. I really want to kill myself. I have this person on an ace poll called Do you think Adelaide sucks as much as they say it does harassing me and leaving really bad comments about me that are not true. I am a nice friendly person and I just want a nice friendly girlfriend. I am sensitive kind hearted man who likes his music. Please nasty people of adelaide leave me alone as I am a nice person. I want to kill myself.
FUCKER said on Aug 04 2011, 01:08 AM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? 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IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? 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Painful said on Aug 03 2011, 21:08 PM:
I don't care anymore as it too hard to keep up with the world and its too hard to find any hope. I will keep looking but I feel now it is a faceless, shameless, cold place to be right now. The more people are around me the more I feel alone. The best is to throw myself under a heavy duty vehicle like a bus or a truck or maybe I will go to the an army range and hide in the bushes and wait for a practise shooting session and throw myself in the line of fire. At least it will be fast and not very messy.
free hit man said on Aug 03 2011, 12:08 PM:
Help! said on Jul 28 2011, 07:00 PM: I'm living with a very abusive partner I want to die so bad! I prey every night either I die or he dies,he ruins mine n my kids life, I feel like a drug addict who can't get her fix because the only reason I'm still here is coz I don't want to leave my babies with this piece of shit! I break down everyday, think of ways to kill him, I hate him, he spits at me if I don't find him something to wear, we ran out of gas so he threw things at me, this is nothing compared to everything else :'( Im your answer contact me .i solve shit ,i 86 stalkers and abusers .for the good of all .re also if your terminal or suffering for a small fee ,you will never even know what hit you. i promise instant death .and you wont feel anything.And the insurance will still pay off because it wont be suicide. r.i.p. sweet dream see you in the next world friends .
The End said on Aug 03 2011, 09:08 AM:
I am not strong or hard. I am very weak and have had it with so many things the list would take so long to type up and I really just cant be bothered as I am too weak and feeble to even do that. No longer can I do all the stuff people expect from me all the time, 24/7, year in year out! MONTH AFTER MONTH!! DAY AFTER DAY!!! HOUR AFTER FRICKEN HOUR!!!! MINUTE AFTER EVERY FRICKEN MINUTE!!!! Please leave me alone will you cause I don't DESERVE this TORTURE AND so much is PULLING me DOWN with TOO MANY expectations. PLEASE LEAVE ME IN PEACE so I might be able to just fall asleep and finally get some FRICKEN DECENT REMS!!!
Enchilada Breakfast Spam Casserole said on Aug 03 2011, 00:08 AM:
Ingredients: 12 oz can SPAM (cubed 1/2") 4 eggs 1 small onion chopped 2 cups whipping cream 1 small green pepper, chopped 1 tbsp all-purpose flour 1 small tomato, chopped 4-oz can diced green chiles 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese 1/4 tsp garlic powder 8 7" flour tortillas picante sauce>>>>>>> Directions: Place about 1/4 cup SPAM, 1 tablespoon onion, 1 tablespoon green pepper, 1 tablespoon tomato and 1 tablespoon cheese on one side of tortilla. Set remaining cheese aside. Roll up jelly-roll fashion; place seam side down in greased 13x9" baking dish. In small bowl combine remainin ingredients; blend together with wire whisk. Pour over ehchiladas. Cover; refrigerate overnight. Heat oven to 350. Bake, uncovered, for 40 to 50 minutes or until egg mixture is set. Sprinkle with remaining cheese. Return to oven; bake for 5 minutes or until cheese is melted. Serve with picante sauce. Nom nom nom nom nom nom.
jay said on Aug 02 2011, 22:08 PM:
i tried to kill myself before, but i couldnt do it. i dont know why. i hate myself and this place. i dont understand this world. its full of depravity, moral decadence, sickness, pain and suffering. society brainwashes us, with their propaganda, telling us how we should look or behave to become successful. and people, whether indiscrimately or not, fall for it. as the days go by, i find myself caring less about anything. i think one day, i will kill myself. but for now, im here..
FUCKER said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
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IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? 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IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? 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FUCKER said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
FUCKER said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
FUCKER said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
Fucker said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
Shaun Swalue:DOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHITDOING A GOOGLE SEARCH ON THAT WEIRDO SHAUN SWALUE BECAUSE HE'S APPEARED IN YOUR ONLINE LIFE CHECK HIM OUT OVER AT THE OASIS DATING FORUMS WHERE HE REGULARLY HARASSES FEMALES BY CHANGING HIS USER NAME AFTER BEING BANNED THE CREEP SHAUN SWALUE SUFFERS FROM A LACK OF EMPATHY AND IS INCAPABLE OF HAVING A NORMAL CONVERSATION PEOPLE TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF OVER THERE TOO OR HIS TWO FACEBOOK PAGES NOW THEY REALLY ARE HILARIOUS ONE CLAIMS HE'S A POET ARTIST WRITER AND BLOGGER HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA YEAH RIGHT ! IN YOUR DELUSIONS WANKER HE ALSO CLAIMS TO HAVE A DEGREE IN POLITICS AND ARTS HA HA HA HA HA HA HE RARELY WRITES A COHERENT INTERESTING PARAGRAPH AND THE MY SPACE PAGE HA HA HA HA SHAUN THE POST PUNK HA HA HA HA HE POSTS EVERYBODY ELSE'S ART AND MUSIC THINKING IT SUFFICES FOR HIS DULL NON EXISTENT PERSONALITY HE POSTED A THREAD ON OASIS ABOUT WHETHER HE SHOULD GET SOME GLAMOUR SHOTS DONE TO IMPROVE HIS DATING PROSPECTS HA HA HA I KID YOU NOT HA HA HA HA THAT WAS THE RESPONSE AT OASIS TOO HE'LL STILL BE A WEIRDO WITH CREEPY LITTLE EYES NO PHOTOGRAPHY CAN ERASE THAT AND THE PHOTOS HE POSTS OF HIMSELF ON FACEBOOK NARCISSISTIC TENDENCIES THERE THAT STRAW HAT DOESN'T SUIT YOU SHAUNIE ACCORDING TO YOUR OLD LADY FRIEND WHY ? BECAUSE IT DOESN'T COVER YOUR CREEPY FACE SHE EVEN CALLS YOU ' SHAUNIE ' LITTLE WITTLE SHAUNIE HA HA HA SHAUNIE WILL BE WORKING SCRUBBING POTS AT THE ROYAL SHOW HE'S GLAD ABOUT THAT BECAUSE HE HARDLY GETS ANY WORK ACCORDING TO HIS MINDLESS STATUS UPDATES THATS WHY HE CONTINUALLY POSTS THROUGH OUT THE DAY OVER HERE HE HAS NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN PROJECT HIS NEGATIVITY A VISUAL LITERAL EQUIVALENT OF VERENEAL DISEASE HEY WATCH THIS SPACE BETCHA THE POSTS WILL CEASE OR SLOW RIGHT DOWN DURING SHOW WEEK JUST AS THEY DID AROUND CLIPSAL WHEN HE WAS WORKING GUYS OVER AT OASIS EVEN SAY THEY WOULDN'T WANT TO MEET HIM IN A DARK ALLEY THOUGH THEY'D PROBABLY KICK HIS WIMPY PATHETIC ARSE IF NEED BE HA HA HA HA AND HOW BOUT THIS LOSER'S OBSSESION WITH BODILY FUNCTIONS EWWWWWW SHAUN SWALUE IS A DELUSIONAL LIAR AND CREEP HIS ONLINE BEHAVIOR IS CONTRARY TO HIS DEMENTED RAMBLING ABOUT BEING A NICE NORMAL MAN TO ANYONE WITH THE TIME AND INCLINATION COPY AND PASTE THIS REPEATEDLY TO COUNTERACT HIS VERBAL VD JUST LIKE HE'S DOING THIS CREEP WILL THEN COMPLAIN THAT HE'S THE VICTIM IGNORING HIM DOESN'T WORK JUST ASK FEMALES AT OASIS WHO BLOCKED HIM HE TRACKED THEM DOWN ON FACEBOOK AND HARASSED THEM OVER THERE INSTEAD YEAH I KNOW WHO CAN BE BOTHERED WE'VE ALL GOT BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN FEED THIS SAD SACK OF ATTENTION CRAVING SHIT
U2 NEWS said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
Shaun Swalue:For sale: U2's iconic "claw" stage. Well used, but in great condition. Contact Bono for details. Yes indeed folks, you too can own a piece of rock and roll history. As of midnight tonight, the claw-like structure and the stage below it that has become "the" iconic image of the historic and nearly three-year U2 360 World Tour is for sale to the highest bidder. "The bidding on the set starts on Sunday morning," said Jake Barry, of Jake Berry Productions, the firm hand-picked by U2 to manage the production of the most lucrative rock tour of all time and which comes to an explosive end tonight at the Magnetic Hill Music Festival. The price? "A lot," Barry said. Other than a pot full of money, you'll need a flat surface on which to erect the massive structure. The allure of Magnetic Hill as a concert site is its natural amphitheatre -- the concert site is on a hill, giving everyone a fine view of the performance. But that uneven ground was one of the challenges of bringing U2's round stage to Moncton -- the ground on which it sits must be flat. No big deal, Barry said, they just had to do some grading and lay down some flooring for lack of a better term for the thick steel plating under the structure, before installing the behemoth. Actually, there are three "claws." This makes it easier to set up and tear down as the tour makes it way across the planet. The stages can leap-frog each other from one venue to another, so there's no rush as there might be with just one stage. And heaven forbid that something bad happen to the stage in transit if there is only one of them. Built at a rumoured $25 million, each claw is an identical, four-legged, 29,000-square-foot steel structure that towers several stories high and supports the Irish rockers' massive light-and-sound displays plus other electronic equipment needed to pull off such a show. Those in the industry agree there's never been anything quite like it in the history of rock tours, the ultimate homage given the beloved excesses of live rock and roll. Built into its spindly appearance are the most high-tech of gadgetry, electronics and equipment -- but its appeal to fans is that it just looks good and you can clearly see the band no matter where you're stationed in the crowd. U2, who actually own all three of the claws, don't want all of that engineering, work and material to go to waste when they take a break for an anticipated few years, if not permanently (heaven forbid,) tonight sometime after 11 p.m. Tour director Craig Evans told Billboard Magazine earlier this year that the claws "represent too great an engineering feat to just use for the tour and put away in a warehouse somewhere." Tracked down yesterday at the scene of tonight's grande tour finale, just as the banks of speakers were being raised to the claw's roof, Evans hadn't changed his mind. And his appreciation of this particular stage was evident as he watched the structure going up for the last time on its unprecedented three-year multi-continental odyssey, with most venues being ultra-modern concrete stadia which are quite different than the leafy green splendour of the Magnetic Hill site that overlooks the entire Metro Moncton area. "And when the fans see the stage and a vista that overlooks Moncton, they will be amazed," Evans said. "The greenery, the background overlooking the city, it's really quite striking." Harkening back to Barcelona in 2009 when the tour kicked off, it seems like so long ago, Evans said, yet at the same time it seems like last week. "We didn't even know if we could raise this stage when it was first designed," Evans laughed. Impresario Donald Tarlton of Donald K. Donald Productions wouldn't put much weight behind rumours that a concert site somewhere might want to invest in the claw as a permanent stage. The stage is just too intrinsically linked with the band U2, he thinks. "This structure will forever carry the imprint of the 360 World Tour," Tarlton opined, though he's sure any concert venue's inquiries about buying the stage -- or all three of them -- would be heartily entertained. Barry can't guess who might want to buy it. Perhaps some giant new shopping mall might want it as an attraction, he mused. "Maybe a dedicated fan," he added. "Do you happen to have a really, really big yard?" You'd also better have a lot of tractor-trailers. Each leg of the claw, and the equipment inside each leg, requires 38 trucks to transport it. The floor requires another 14 trucks. Once you add in the other stuff that goes along with it, you'll need 47 tractor-trailers in all to haul your new toy home. What's that cost? Barry doesn't want to think about it, lest it ruin the sale. "A lot," he said again. To make your bid, contact panthermanagement.com, which can give you 101, or more, ideas for the claw: * As a music and entertainment venue, structure is able to provide a large covered stage area with or without wings and offers maximum load capacity for any event. * At a world exposition or Olympic games, this is an attention grabbing high profile structure that also claims a unique piece of history. * As an exhibition hall, the complex could be fitted with multiple floors with ceilings anywhere from 10 to 100 feet. * As a plaza, the "claw" encompasses an area of 2,727 square metres (28,287 square feet) and would easily accommodate up to 2,800 people under cover. * As a pre-built, engineered enclosure the structure is easily transportable, requires a very short installation time frame, and has proven to be extremely rugged and dependable. * For additional online information, 3D Renderings, size specifications please visit: www.panthermanagement.com/theclaw Rumours abound that the claw, or at least parts of it, will be featured in some aspects of the 2012 Summer Olympics in London. But for confirmation, we'll just have to wait until next summer. © Times & Transcript, 2011.
U2 NEWS said on Aug 02 2011, 21:08 PM:
Shaun Swalue:Thanks to all of you who joined us in Pittsburgh earlier this week for the @U2 Killing Bono film reception with Neil McCormick. We appreciated your attendance, your kind words and your positive feedback following the event. Neil, always a lively storyteller, made our jobs easy, as did the organizer, Stephen Catanzarite, and the wonderful staff at the Lincoln Park Performing Arts Center. We couldn't have asked for a nicer evening. Speaking of Neil, those of you who were there for my Q&A with him (or watched our live stream that night) may have heard him mention that he conducted the last interview with Amy Winehouse before her untimely death. That interview is now available at The Telegraph. He also wrote a lovely tribute to her earlier in the week. Whatever your thoughts may be on the passing of Winehouse, or the life that she lived, it cannot be disputed that an immense talent was lost when she passed. Unfortunately, addiction is not always viewed as the illness it truly is and judgments are often made, but I do hope that in time the singer will be remembered for her soulful sounds rather than being a member of that awful "27 Club." Some may recall that Bono's daughter Eve starred in a film about that very topic back in 2008. It's called The 27 Club and is now available on DVD. As a film critic, it's always been my dream to attend the Toronto International Film Festival, but this year my absence from it will hurt that much more since the new U2 documentary From The Sky Down will open the festival. Davis Guggenheim, who gave us It Might Get Loud in 2008, will debut his film about the making of Achtung Baby at the opening gala on Sept. 8. No word yet on whether the band will attend, but I have a hunch they probably will. Speaking of missing things, I continue to feel left out that I haven't yet made it to New York to see Spider-Man: Turn Off The Dark. I will hopefully get there before the year is over, but in the meantime I'm enjoying the musical’s addictive soundtrack and the new video for "Rise Above 1," which features Bono and The Edge along with behind-the-scenes glimpses of the production. If you haven't seen it, be sure to check it out. U2 seldom fails to provide me with a birthday-present-to-buy-for-myself each fall and this year looks to be no exception. Rumors are swirling that an Achtung Baby/Zooropa remaster set is in the works for a Nov. 8 release date and I'm salivating just at the thought of it. Those two albums have always ranked high as personal favorites, and I can only imagine how interesting the packaging could be for both products. Stay tuned to @U2 for updates as we receive them. I would be remiss if I neglected to mention the phenomenal show U2 put on in Pittsburgh to close out the U.S. portion of the 360 tour. When the band entered the stadium full of smiles, the vibe was set for a fantastic evening and the boys didn't disappoint. From the four-song Achtung Baby opener to the finale, which included serenading the real-life (and present-in-the-venue) muse for "Bad," there wasn't a sour note the entire show. View our @U2 video of “Bad” here. When the end is near for any U2 tour, I'm always filled with mixed emotions and this chapter is no exception. I'm sad that the band is going away, but happy to resume normal life. I get weepy thinking of the friends I won't see for another four or five years, but also look forward to enjoying some non-U2 vacations and the return of my savings account. Plus, it’s fun to contemplate how in the world they’ll top the spaceship. © @U2/Kokkoris, 2011.
kevin said on Aug 02 2011, 15:08 PM:
we all going 2 die anyway so if u messed up fuck it and kill yourself, every 1 uv ever no will be dead in 100 years anyway and no 1 will give a fuck about u so fuck it!!!
kevin said on Aug 02 2011, 15:08 PM:
whats the point in livin if u havent got a life?????
Kill the Sloth said on Aug 01 2011, 16:08 PM:
I was in a mental hospital once and met a lady who tried to kill herself by overdosing. Her bowels are all messed up now and she really regrets it. There are some really neat people out there I'd like to be friends with. Two guys and my sister come to mind. With people who aren't your family, you can be pessimistic once... say how you really feel, have one good vent I mean... and they will drop you like a hot potato. They will block you and never talk to you again. I say, "The solution is more friends!" They say, "Go fix yourself all by yourself and then come back." My sister will at least argue with me. But sometimes I just don't want to ruin the conversation so I just don't tell her how stuck I really am. I'm around my parents all the time. Telling them my problems always results in a kick in the face. They respond like they don't care because they can't help, and if something is messed up, the first thing they will say is that it's my fault. It gets so I don't want to tell them anything anymore. It's a disingenuous relationship.
please help said on Aug 01 2011, 15:08 PM:
im seriously thinkin about killing myself, and i wanna know how i can and actually do it, ive heard when u take pills sometimes u dont die u just damage ur organs! i want to die i hate my life, i live on my own and am on my own all the time! i dont talk to my parents for different reasons and my friends have givin up on me they say im too pessimistic. can somebody please give me advice?
@It's coming said on Jul 31 2011, 14:07 PM:
Did you mean one where you make a pact to kill yourself or one where you make a pact not to kill yourself?
It's coming said on Jul 31 2011, 12:07 PM:
Is anybody down for a suicide pact?
@losy said on Jul 31 2011, 00:07 AM:
In all fairness, your spelling and grammar is so atrocious it would be hard for anyone understand you, let alone help you because no one can actually understand what you are on about. Maybe you speak the same way and this is why your family does not to understand you or perhaps you all speak the same and just deserve each other. You help just to be even barely tolerated. And you are 28! Gud lick wif u lif u ned it bigg tiem dud.
losy said on Jul 30 2011, 08:07 AM:
my family love me in way they don allow me to do any thing i want by my own..they care after what is useful not what is fun..they did nd still do all best 4 me..but this is not kind of life i want i grew up and idk how toturn on light, prepare my meals ,i don knwo nay thing abt life and experience idk how much apple or orange cost ...in shoping they made my driver to pay in casher,cary my wallet and my grocary...when i wanted to do it by myslefe they cant trust or bleieve that i can do it in right way they think i gann lose my money or any could treak me...so if i'm going to do any bad they ganna ask why she is selfish they did all 4 here then she gann forget and leave! nobody will understand i will show up as bad person...am 28 what shall i do i wann leave house or die?i need my fredum from my family luve jail
Joe Joe said on Jul 30 2011, 01:07 AM:
I'm going to give myself an OD on heroin while strapped in my wheelchair and drive it off in to the river, should be missing for some time too before they find me. if they do. I hope not.
attack said on Jul 29 2011, 10:07 AM:
my life is not worth living however I'll be grudged to go out without taking some bad people with me... I'm waiting for the right moment to go crazy and massacrer as many people as I can before I take my own life... The people I will take out deserve it. See you all in hell.
? said on Jul 29 2011, 10:07 AM:
Take the kids and go somewhere safe? Go to the police.
Help said on Jul 29 2011, 03:07 AM:
I live in the uk so it's only 8:30am, Its already started again, just because I wouldn't iron his shirt while changing a really poorly baby he brought the hot iron to my face. I wanna get out! I can't do this another day :''(
Heaven Speaks said on Jul 28 2011, 23:07 PM:
http://www.motherofallpeoples.com/Articles/Marian_Private_Revelation/heaven-speaks-to-those-considering-suicide.html This is for you. I will pray that God will protect you. Do what you can to protect yourself and your children. You can be okay. Trust these words.
Help! said on Jul 28 2011, 19:07 PM:
I'm living with a very abusive partner I want to die so bad! I prey every night either I die or he dies,he ruins mine n my kids life, I feel like a drug addict who can't get her fix because the only reason I'm still here is coz I don't want to leave my babies with this piece of shit! I break down everyday, think of ways to kill him, I hate him, he spits at me if I don't find him something to wear, we ran out of gas so he threw things at me, this is nothing compared to everything else :'(
Kill the Sloth said on Jul 28 2011, 18:07 PM:
I’ve lived with suicidal ideation for a good five years now. I have bought a gun on four occasions. Put the bullet in, put the gun in my mouth. Didn’t shoot. Got rid of all the guns. I’ve procured enough cyanide to kill myself with on three occasions. Pretty impressive, huh? Cyanide! Couldn’t sit there and put it in my mouth. Got rid of that, too. I hate violence. I can’t do the dirty deed. It would have to be even faster… I’d have to be more absent-minded. But I am smart. See, the truth is, killing yourself is worse than living. I know that. But sometimes I sit around and waste time and try to psych myself out of it. I get pissed off. Every day is different. But what if you just expected life to be bad and forgot about the justice? Then you wouldn’t be freaking out every day. You’d just chill and say, “That’s life.” Heaven will come eventually… especially if you don’t kill yourself. But maybe you really care about it. Well then you have something passionate to fight for and it’s all glorious. Live for the fight. Grit your teeth and be alive and let the world stuff it. God will owe you big time. We owe Him, but He owes us, too. I just wish I cared about something that really mattered. Wish I could see the full connection all the time. But it all matters. Every little thing has eternal value. I just want to feel it and know it. Maybe I can, with practice, keep it in a deep groove in my brain, be totally convinced of it. It matters.. It matters! IT MATTERS!!!!!!!!!!!! Suicide won’t ever be right. I’m not going to sleep with it anymore. If I can psych myself out, I can psych myself up. If I can sit around and waste time moping, I can sit around and construct thought patterns and reasons to stand it. Things to do that matter… to me and to God. I am smart. I am creative. My mind is powerful. And freedom is mine. I am free to die. I am free to live. And there is just more creativity in living. You’ll have to excuse me. I feel like pounding someone. I think I’m going to go kick the devil’s ass.
Depressed!..................................................No MorR! said on Jul 28 2011, 14:07 PM:
I Tyred Killing My Self For 4days In A Row.. e And Boyfriend Was Dateing Fer About 4years And Girls Were Makeing Roomers And He Beleaved Them So I Told Hem With Out You There Nothing Woth Liveing For?? ANd That First Night I Took Sleeping Pills 26 Of Them And I Took 4 Oxycodone And I Tought Im Never Gonna Wake Up Right! I Call Hem I Told Hem What I Did And Told Hem Im Falling ASleep ANd Wen i Do Im Not Wakeing Back up I Woke Up at 8am Looked At My Phone Had 105 Missed Phone Calles And 17Voicemails And A Mean Mean Headack And Very ad Cause I Didnt DIE! So Tha Second Night I Bought A BIG! ASS! BOTTLE! Of P'm And And Took Every One And Drank A Hole Bottle of Vodka And Still Ended Up Wakeing Right Back Up The Next Morning With That Bottle In My Head Tryed Again twice ANd it Never Worked That Was one Year Ago And Now Me And My Boyfriend Are Happily Married Since 7months And Will Be Toghet FerEver!!!!!
deaths door said on Jul 26 2011, 12:07 PM:
This is a great post but unfortunately for me im doing it on saturday, Im going to jump into a dam(I cant swim), I cant handle this anymore I have been depressed for over a year, and dont have a will to live, im 30yrs old had a successful career and all that but still not fulfilled, so cheers earth. too much has happened and I will take my changes with the after life, I am religious and hope God forgives me or punishes whatever comes first, I just dont care anymore.
savior said on Jul 26 2011, 10:07 AM:
all those who want to kill them selfs are stupid. why did you came in this site to tell every one you wana kill your self? well let me tell you the second thing you dont know about your selfs you cant kill your selfs
dumped rejected & loser said on Jul 26 2011, 09:07 AM:
my wif juzt gave up on me said i am annoying & a waste of time energy and space & bascally a fukken burden. would 6 packets of 24 pills of Tylenol washed down wif a bottle of OP rum kill you? i want to kill myself wif slow poision plzz tell me procedure becuz no one really cares and i feel every1 in Adelaide H8s me & is allways staring @ me wif funny looks & strange faces are also regularly pulled @ me. wtf is it wif Adelaides peeples?
Dude said on Jul 26 2011, 08:07 AM:
Can u do ur self in wif 678 asprins washed down wif 6 bottles of cough syrip?
Losing Point said on Jul 26 2011, 08:07 AM:
Hey All Im Back I Managed To Get A Shotgun And Just Wanted To Say Good Bye To Everyone I Found A Very Usefull Site That Has Many Ways To Kill Yourself And Tells You The Chances Of It Working How Painful It Is Etc Very Nice Little Site http://www.angelfire.com/pop/patdou/suicide.html I Hope It Helps There Are Alot Of Very Easy Ways To Kill Yourself On That Site Anyway Cheers All Hope Hope Everyone Gets What They Want...
Don't Do It said on Jul 25 2011, 23:07 PM:
First off, I am in complete agreement that the world sucks. It sucks because it's evil. But, there is hope. I was going to kill myself when I was younger. I felt there was no purpose to this existence. Before I did so, though, I cried out to God. I didn't think there was a God, but He's there. He showed me, and He will show you, too. Then, He will introduce you to His Son Jesus. If you study the Bible, you will see that the world is indeed evil, and our enemy. But Jesus can show us, and empower us, to overcome this foul world. You will then know peace, and His steadfast love will endure forever in your heart. Cry out to God, He will save you.
srishti malik said on Jul 25 2011, 06:07 AM:
i wanna die without pain coz i feel every1 will b happy by my death b'coz no 1 cares about me nd no one wants me eith them they call me a backstabber which according to me m nt ..... plz tell me a way to die which is easy affordable nd painlees .... :'( nd m only 14 now.....
me said on Jul 25 2011, 05:07 AM:
been hurting to many times for to long,sick of it!!
Daniel said on Jul 23 2011, 11:07 AM:
vv said on Jul 23 2011, 06:48 AM: “ people are selfish. thats why we feel like killing our selfs. its other peoples mistakes that cause our suffering.” You’re saying others are selfish and you’re not? I rest my case! Try giving of yourself and not expecting from others! See how that makes you feel. As I said, what do you have to lose? (your life?)
KILL UR SELF said on Jul 23 2011, 11:07 AM:
JUST GET A KNIFE AND STAB UR SELF OR GET MENTALLY ILL AND DIE OR GET SUM EXCORCIST IN UR SELF AND DIE! BEST WAY 2 KILL UR SELF BECAUSE I HAV KILLED SUM1 AND I KILLED THEM BY ALL THOSE THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TRY 2 FIND ME THE KILLER ON THE LOOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
vv said on Jul 23 2011, 06:07 AM:
suicide is not selfish if nobody cares about you, its not selfish if u have been rejected all ur life. its not selfish if ur suffering in pain in many different ways. people are selfish. thats why we feel like killing our selfs. its other peoples mistakes that cause our suffering.
Daniel said on Jul 23 2011, 03:07 AM:
I wanted to kill myself many times in my life, one time I almost did. My wife left me and screwed my younger brother when my father was dying; I lost my oldest son and then my nephew in a senseless car accident by two kids racing. When I was eight years old I had a mental breakdown because my mother went off the deep end and ended up in a mental ward for a year and a half. I have suffered from severe depression ever since then. I am fifty seven now. The two things that keep me going is that I have the most wonderful son (my youngest) and his perfect loving wife. Jason has always been the bright spot in my life. I could never do anything to harm him. He has kept me going for the last thirty years. The other thing is my love for my God Jehovah and his son. They say that committing suicide is selfish. It’s true, you’re only thinking about yourself and how bad you feel. What about how others feel. Just saying that nobody cares is a copout. The problem with this world is that the majority of people are self-centered and selfish. Try giving of yourself and be more selfless. "bear in mind the words of the Lord Jesus, when he himself said, ‘There is more happiness in giving than there is in receiving.’” Act chapter 20 verse 35 and then there is “Practice giving, and people will give to you" Luke chapter 6 verse 38. I know it may sound dumb and old fashion but it really works, give it a try, what do you half to loose.
Idk said on Jul 22 2011, 23:07 PM:
Right now I'm on the bathroom floor with my iPhone. I've on this website many times. But right now I'm just pissed of at everything and everyone. So I was in MY fucking room watching tv with my Sis who's 20 and is spending the night I guess. And my bro is on my computer burning CDs. Then the fucking faggot comes in MY room and acts like he's the shit. He's 7 yrs old or something. I don't give a fuck. Then he jumps on to the bed like he owns everything. And I ask him wtf he wants and he ignores me and acts all cute in front of my Sis. Then his dog comes in and takes a shit on my carpet. I ask him to pick the shit up and he says "Why?" Why? CAUSE IT'S YOUR FUCKING DUMB ASS DOG MOTHER FUCKER!!!! I tell him to pick his dog shit up or to get the fuck out of my room and then my Sis says what's wrong with me , asking a 7 yr old to Pick up shit. FIRST OF ALL EVERY TIME HIS DOG SHITS I HAVE TO PICK IT UP. WTF. I ONLY DO IT CAUSE HIS MOM TELLS ME TO. FUCKING DUMB SHITS. Now of course I don't tell her that what I did tell her was because it's his dog. Then he says it's my room. NO SHIT. I KNOW IT'S MY ROOM. BUT THAT'S YUR DOGS SHIT DUMB FUCK. YOU KNOW WHAT. FORGET THIS DUMB ASS STORY. IM GONNA GO BEAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF HIM
No one said on Jul 22 2011, 23:07 PM:
No one cares
benish said on Jul 22 2011, 11:07 AM:
i want to kill myself with slow poision plzz tell me procedure
benish said on Jul 22 2011, 11:07 AM:
i want to kill myself i m 20 years old i m very upset my family is very caring but.............................
Dom said on Jul 20 2011, 22:07 PM:
GUYS, don't kill yourselves! I know life can be pretty harsh sometimes, I'm sure a lot of you have it harder than I do, so I'm not just trying to be some unrealistic optimist. BUT SOMEONE DOES CARE! Maybe you haven't met them, or maybe you haven't noticed....but there's more to life than your problems! There are also the good times, though you may not always see them. Suicide is a long-term solution (I wouldn't call it a solution, the problems are still there, you're just not there) to short-term problems. Remember, there are others. You committing suicide is going to have -major- impacts on those you love. You are BEAUTIFUL and WORTH more than you think. "Tee", if the "universe wanted you to die", why did you fail in killing yourself? Twice? There's still hope. "Sara," if you think your son needs a better mother...a good mother does not give up on her son. He still needs her. She sticks with him through thick and thin. Do something bold, you guys. Change your outlook on life. Travel the world. I don't know, anything but end your own life. If you think about it, life is really the only thing you have. Why would you take something like that away? Utopia doesn't come until you've realized to appreciate what you DO have, and run with it. Even when you think you have something hard, there is someone out there with things harder. You can do this. I'm sure you know about this, but 1-800-273-8255 call for help. I am serious. Life really can be beautiful. Let yourself be a part of it.
tee said on Jul 20 2011, 17:07 PM:
i had a life, i had friends, i had that one person who made me feel special. i was the victim of a conflict and got punished rather than the antagonist. shes going to go on, make her life something, taking everything from me. im sick of it. and no one listens. no one cares. they ask me if im ok. not coz they care, they say they do, but they just want to satisfy their own curiosity. i dont have anyone whos truly a friend to talk to. i have nothing now. its so empty. ive sliced my throat. it failed. the 'caring' people i was staying with ignored me until they found me like this. the antagonist found it funny and kept going. once again, the head of the place refused to listen. so i tried to od but woke up the next day failed. if the universe really wants us to live life, then why do they make it so difficult for the innocent of us and empower the people with cruel hearts? i hate life. i really do im so sick of it
frankie said on Jul 20 2011, 16:07 PM:
i wanna die an easy way i am just not happy with life at the min and havnt been for 3 years
sara said on Jul 20 2011, 11:07 AM:
I want to die my husband hates me my son deserves a better mother. My body is falling apart and I am only 26 I have put my body through hell. I have no family no one cares what is the best painless way to kill myself ???
Y am i alive said on Jul 20 2011, 03:07 AM:
idk wat to do anymore my mom is being thr biggest bitch all she does is tell me im stupid and how she shyd git and abortion and how im a fuc up, i use to be fat now im jacked 1 day my dad tried to hit me so i knocke him off and didnt stop hittin him i broke his nose and both his eye sockets. i just wished i was dead my oarents dont care anymore they dont love me my gf is the only reason im here im 16 and shes 17 we are going to get married once were done wit school we've planned i out perfect now m mom says i cant be with her and shes says shes just alittle slutty cunt and it hurts becuz i love her we hae been together for 7 years and idk y im still here i shud of packed up an left ears ago her dad says i can move in becuz i actually love her idk of i shud or not becuz if i do my mo says shes never speek to me agaim which doesnt look to bad to be honest but she still has all my bonds totalling up to 150000+ from my grandpa and im afraid she burn thrm if i do...
kicked to many times said on Jul 20 2011, 00:07 AM:
I'm 50 an want to end my life.. My whole family hates me.. I always second in everybodys life... I'm fat with a huge ass.. I cry everyday... I had to failed marriages....I just had enough!...
rachaelll said on Jul 19 2011, 07:07 AM:
Hey everyone,im 17 and i've read everyone of these comments and honestly feel for you all. i used to cut myself everyday and contemplate suicide. I still do these but not as often as before. I hope things get better for both you and myself. In some ways i wish i had the courage to end my life, because if i was strong enough i would have done it already. I honestly don't know how much longer i can wait, but i hope that i will find peace someday, however that may be. And i hope that everyone will also find peace and happiness, i would not wish this upon anyone, i feel for you all. Good luck!
Invisible said on Jul 18 2011, 16:07 PM:
I feel invisible to my family the only way they say something is if they're putting me down. Every time they get mad they call me fat. I've been dealing with abuse since i was 9. I'm 27 now and I don't want to live anymore. I always feel second to everyone. My dad left when I was small and he never told anyone about me. My mom hates me and used to beat me with anything she could find. If she couldn't find anything she would punch me in the stomach or ram my head into a wall. My kids father was abusive as well and he ended up leaving me for a younger and smaller female. I lost my apartment and me and my kids are homeless. We live with my mom and its stressful. I hate living, Everyone I trusted has hurt me or used me. I just wanted to fit in some where. I've tried numerous times to kill my self but they fail. This time I'm taking sleeping pills and I'm taking just enough to sleep and not wake up without throwing up. I have a bad heart and hopefully it gives out. I don't have anything to live for, I can't take care of the kids i have and I have nothing else to live for. I have no education or career, no job, no house or home no friends family or anything else. I'm heart broken and worthless. I'm done. I've been wanting to die since i was 15 it hasn't changed. everyone hates me and im fat and ugly. When i go to bed at night i wish i wouldn't wake up in the morning. I keep wishing my heart would just stop. I stopped taking my heart meds. Hopefully the sleeping pills will do the rest. I hurt every single day. I want to end the pain.
camille venkatas said on Jul 18 2011, 08:07 AM:
hello well i am a 19 year old female and im really suicidal at this very moment i have no idea what to do...theres so much going on but maybe its just me...maybe im the fault ive been through so much in life and made it so far but i cant hold on anymore it has become too much for me i dont really have anybody to be here for me anymore all mu family and friends have hurt me and nothing seems to have changed nothing....im sure everything will go well when i am gone im sure things will be great then...i am so confused and i guess i just needed to vent myself but still it isnt helping .... im going to miss everybody but im not wanted and i am of no good living.i will try my best to get out of this world....God could of given this life to someone else ... someone who could endure all of this i know i am not perfect and yes i have made my fair share of mistakes but would it hurt if just 1 person listened to me or held me tight???
Too hard. said on Jul 18 2011, 02:07 AM:
Life's just too hard. I'm smart, educated, haven't been abused, but life is just too much for me now. I can't keep up; lost my job because too much was expected of me. The whole world is dumbing down, there is no respect any more for anyone. The youth of today are mostly self-absorbed little hooligans who would knife you as soon as look at you and people's cruelty to animals is too much to endure for me. I'd love to live in my own little Utopia, where I could have as many animals as I want, just live there and mind my own business. I will end my life very soon. I need to get my affairs in order, to lessen the impact on my son, who is all I have in this world. To those effectively saying "pull yourselves together" - walk a mile in my shoes and think my thoughts for a while.
kimberly said on Jul 18 2011, 00:07 AM:
i have deep depression and i have done 5 attepts but they fucking failed! but 2nite it wont fail me i dont wanna go back 2 fucking skool again cuz i will get bashed and teased and humiliated so i am having the whole bottle of sleeping syrup which should kill me from over dosing i have been planning it for years now 2nite is the night i die. i will c u all in the after life in heaven or where ever i go. goodbye and goodluck with any shit life u have my sugestion is 2 kill urself cya GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD!
Dysondogs said on Jul 16 2011, 23:07 PM:
I am a successful business person and have money, I am very well known and have the stigma of being the best in what I do. The pressure of always being the best kills me, I have just lost 40 kgs and look pretty good now, people comment, so now I have the pressure of staying thin. I have a beautiful house people gasp over it, big woop I say ...... i thought it is what i want but it is not I have a partner that is always negative, puts me down, tells me I am stupid, oh I should not be doing that & and this, I think to my self, if only people knew the hell I go through in my mind, I meet people at business meetings and they say, wow your so successful! am i ? I lay awake night after night with no sleep worrying about money, staff, payroll stress stress stress, oh you have such a lovely partner.... do i? I am always getting told, oh our stupid, why did you do that and why did you do this? why didnt you do it this way? I feel no other way out of this cycle, I wish the doctor would tell me I have a terminal illness so I can leave this earth, I am tired of the pressure , being thin, being successful, having a negative partner I have really had it....... People think that having money & success is the end all and be all but it is not, it is stressful, and staying in that place is nothing short of depressing. I have been thinking about leaving this planet for a while now, I dont want to get old, I dont want to sit in a nursing home, it feels like a I am just pondering until my life comes to an end naturally, I dont want o have to stress about what money I will have when I retire, my staff kill me as well, the stress and the pain, i cant deal with it any more, I truly want out.... but dont have the guts to do it!
@ lilly said on Jul 16 2011, 11:07 AM:
sexually harassed?? really?? sounds like she's had the hardest life of anyone ever. Even so, you dont know suicide isn't the answer. Maybe she's playing scrabble and is trying to think of a 7 letter word with her tiles U,I,I,S,C,D & E
Lilly said on Jul 16 2011, 09:07 AM:
@Annie I read it. Here's a short version, she was sexually harrassed by someone she though was her father and now is scarred for life. She contemplates suicide daily and has attempted it numerous times. It's not the answer. You should read it. It's worth it.
Annie said on Jul 16 2011, 09:07 AM:
@ Anon... tl;dr
Anomynous said on Jul 16 2011, 09:07 AM:
I don't really know how to start this, I guess I'll just do it like this: It started the day I was born, or maybe before that when my mom was raped by someone in a gang and emotionally damaged. Who knows? Anyway, the day I was born was just as sad as a death I suppose. My mom found out my real father was cheating on her with her best friend. I'm sure she was heart broken, considering she says they planned together to have me. Or maybe she was trying to make me feel better, trying to protect me from more pain? Who knows. Anyway, my daddy didn't want me anymore. He gave his rights for me away for drugs and sex. Mommy told me she would come pick me up from his disgusting apartment to find him smelling of weed with his girlfriend and me still in my car seat thing smelling like I needed a new diaper. Maybe all that secondhand smoke made me like smoke as much as I do now. I don't do any drugs but I absolutely love the smell of them: I can't get enough of it. I wonder how much I am like him even now and if I remind my mom of him a lot. She already tells me I have his smile. I know I look a lot like him. I have a picture under my pillow. I've never really met him...At least, not that I can remember. After he broke it off with my mom and such, she ran to another man. Someone I think that loved her. His name was David. He hurt me...A lot. They got married when I was a few months old, I think. I've seen pictures. Mommy looks really pretty with him... Ugh. He ruined everything though. He stole any happiness that could have been possible and he stained my mind and soul for life. He took my innocence before I could even read. Was it out of jealousy? I do not know, or even care for that matter. All I know is that I am scarred for life. I want to fight these fears he threw at me, that he cursed me with. I can't kiss a guy without wanting to cry...It hurts and sucks. I hate it. I just can't help but feel like it was and is my fault...I should have told. Of course, I didn't know it was bad until 4th grade. I always wondered why he told me not to tell anyone he touched me. After he and mommy got divorced, I went to a counselor at my school for a while. I remember every time he told me not to talk about him. So, I avoided the subject of "daddy" utterly and completely when I talked to the counselor. I guess she got suspicious of that. "Daddy" took me out of there. I asked why I couldn't go. I don't remember his response. "Daddy" was a liar though. He wasn't even my daddy...Just the douche my mom happened to fall in love with I guess. They didn't last long though. Just two more babies and maybe a few more years. She left when I was nine, I think. I don't even remember! Isn't that sad? I just remember all of us driving to the airport with Stephen and D.J. crying their eyes out. I was too. I didn't want to be left alone. She was my hope. She still is. I remember watching her walk away, silently wishing she would look back and tell us to come with her to where she was going. She didn't and we drove away. I think "daddy" was crying too. I think I remember seeing him gripping the steering wheel, his knuckles showing through somewhat more white than the rest of him. And his breath sounded ragged. So many memories: Half of them don't even make sense. It hurts though, him touching me so cruelly. My mom and him slept in separate rooms. She got my old room and I had to go sleep with my brothers. "Daddy" sometimes had me sleep in his bed with him. I hated it. But...I was a little girl. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to understand what was going on. He would bribe me with candy and pretty dolls. I loved barbies back then, candy not so much. He told me I wouldn't have to do chores if I let him touch me...If I let him love me more. He said that all little girls do it, they just don't talk about it because it is bragging. Later on, when I told the social worker that, she said she'd never heard that one before. It worried me for some reason. What if I just dreamt it all? I didn't tell until eighth grade. I didn't want anyone to know. I only told because I had gotten my period and because he broke up wth his girlfriend. I didn't want to get pregnant. I didn't want a baby from him! He stopped touching me though. I think it was the summer before 7th grade, maybe 8th grade. He got a girlfriend. She was pretty. I liked her. She had a son and daughter. I was happy. I didn't want to be touched...Didn't want to be hurt. God...I was stupid. I am stupid. I trusted him so much. Every night before I went to bed I'd go sit on his lap and we'd just lay there silently. I felt so loved, so freaking loved. I was trapped. I had to go sit on his lap. I had to give his big fat lips a kiss before I went to bed. He'd get mad if I didn't. He got mad when I didn't let him brush my hair and he broke the counter. There's probably duck tape on it to this day... I only told because I got scared though. I told because he and his girlfriend broke up. I thought he'd start touching me again. I thought I'd start hearing his footsteps approach my bed in the night. I didn't want to! I didn't want to feel his breath on me and...I didn't want it... He bought me clothes fit for a fourth grader. Stuff that only a little girl would wear. Like he was stuck in the thought of having a little doll he could play with whenever he wanted. I couldn't allow it any longer. Couldn't let this man I called "daddy" break me any further. I cried myself to sleep at night thinking of ways to get out. I was afraid of death back then. I cried when a mouse died. I didn't know who I was. I didn't understand what I was feeling. I didn't know how to act. I acted like nothing was happening. I wanted to pretend his nightly visits were just dream. Just silly nightmares that left me clutching to my sheets with a sore body and tears running down my cheeks... I fooled myself. I fooled everybody. I made them think I was perfectly happy. That nothing was wrong. When I found out he and his girlfriend broke up. I wrote a note. I was going to give it to my friends. I was gonna get help. At first they thought I was messing around. That it was just a silly joke. But no... I was crying when I gave it to my friend. It was in the middle of English class. We were writing notes for something. The lights in the room were off. I wanted to scream so bad. I wanted to sink into the floor and just die. As soon as I handed the letter over I wanted to take it back and rip it into a million pieces. Today, I'm somewhat glad I gave her that note. I got out. I still hurt though. My heart is still cracked. I'm still lost inside. Trying to sort out all these feelings. Counselors don't help. I can't talk about it. I just can't speak out loud about this at all. These days I seem to get more sad by the minute. I feel empty and lost. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm anorexic...I'm a cutter. My ribs and hips are just covered. I hate it, but I love it. I do it everynight before I got to bed. Sometimes it's hard to stop.. I need to feel something other than sadness. Something other than emptiness and the desire to die. I think I've attempted suicide more than a hundred times. I never succeed. I always end up puking it up the next morning. I was going to kill myself last night. But...I saw this..I wanted to share my story. Or at least some of it. I know my story isn't as bad as others and that I'm lucky my mother and current step dad took me in with such open arms. I feel like a burden though. I know they love me. That they want the best for me. I just don't think they know what I truly want. Or that they even understand for that matter. They don't know what I'm going through. Even now I can look up and smile at my mom, just letting her think I'm alright inside. There's no need to worry. But there is and I'm scared. There just is no hope for me. I have a man who loves me...I love him more than anything. He's older though. I'm about to be seventeen in a few months. He's gonna go to the Navy. We won't be able to see each other until I'm twenty. He's my everything. He helps me with my pain and he tells me I'm stupid when I need to hear it. He pulls me from utter despair. It's not working anymore though. I'm losing it and we're falling apart... I don't know what to do...
die method said on Jul 16 2011, 05:07 AM:
the best way to die and know that it is going to work and you will not become a vegetable or disabled person is....................................................................................... to drown yourself. Go out into a lake and hangcuff weights to ur body. you will sink, sure to drown and die. dont try this at home.
DEEPAK L said on Jul 15 2011, 14:07 PM:
I had tried to have a good life, with some good bank balance. By having a nice family, to be a success full man. But in my life i dont have a good work nor family and not even success full. God has created barrier in between me and success. i had taken lots of pain in my whole life, i can not take pain again in my death. I want to die painless. Please send ideas or your opinion to me in my mail is vaasu.amaan@ymail.com. Please help me
DEEPAK L said on Jul 15 2011, 13:07 PM:
I am very much depressed in life, the reason is am a poor guy. I dont have money to have food. I worked very had tried by best to make my life better but when the earning is not well, then you are a failure. I had got very good business skills but no one will invest. No family, no love, no enjoyment at last no success. what is the use of living now. If any one want to give me a nice painless methord and of less cost methord to kill my self then please send details to vaasu.amaan@ymail.com. Thank you
Losing Point said on Jul 15 2011, 09:07 AM:
Iv Had So Much Shit In My Life My Familiy Has Never Even Noticed My Existance Since It Came Out About A Molestation And Rape To Someone Very Close To me,My Whole Family Broke Apart And So Did My Life My Mother Is Fucking Up My Education Im 17 And I Just Cant Take Being So Alone In This World Anymore And Then Not Seeing A Futcher For Myself Either There Is Just No More Point, I Dont Care If Its The Quickest But What Is Just A Painless Way To Kill Myself Like Some Type Of Poison Or Just Anything That I Know Will Work...
arm said on Jul 13 2011, 19:07 PM:
IM going to end my life looking for a parnter in canada can,t trvail if you are to email me at cattattoo@gmail.com
hjkkjhjkh said on Jul 10 2011, 15:07 PM:
life so hard, i have many blessings but i have many health problems too, no job, no friends, i dont understand why bad things happen to people, why cant we live happy lives. how stupid. why put me through this god if you had nothing good to give. you made me wat i am. you just wanted to see the world suffer and dream about being great, the whole world is an illusion, sex, thoughts, wat we see. its all designed to appear within are control within our reach but it is not at all possible unless its written in god's script.
Fille2021 said on Jul 08 2011, 17:07 PM:
just took 80 truxal 25mg, sotaren 10mg (70 pieces) og and 5 some ..
me. said on Jul 08 2011, 17:07 PM:
so things were tough so i thought, till things got worse. i have nobody, nobody would even notice me gone. my own boyfriend thinks im a 'psychotic bitch' and she called me for feeling so low and wanting to die. he doesnt understand nobody understands the pain ive had to go through, and just take it all by myself. i need to find a way to end my life, with out it being painful, i want it to be qwick and easier. i need to end it for myself to be free of this..
fille2021 said on Jul 08 2011, 16:07 PM:
i want it done soon.
Fille2021 said on Jul 08 2011, 16:07 PM:
i don't wanna live anymore. The last few years of my life, i tried to make it better - quit drugs, i quitted crime and other things like that, and today i have nothing. no education, no work. speak only to my mother (rest of my family don't want me inside) so how is the best way to do it quick and without rescources f.ex gun or drunk driving.
THE MAN said on Jul 08 2011, 11:07 AM:
I CAN HELP ANYONE CALL I AM LIKE YOU BUT HAVE GOD HELPING ME I DO.
die said on Jul 07 2011, 17:07 PM:
IM going to end my life looking for a parnter if you are to email me at cattattoo@gmail.com im in canada can,t trvail im 48 years old
"Heaps riginal" said on Jul 06 2011, 09:07 AM:
Indeeeeeeeeeed maate
LC said on Jul 05 2011, 19:07 PM:
hello all. i am so sorry to read all of your painful thoughts and feelings. feel free to contact me to talk to a stranger and not be judged. lauren91589@gmail.com
ashamed said on Jul 05 2011, 16:07 PM:
i tried going down one of my best friends trousers whhiles , he was asleep and he new i was doing it and turning , this was the firstt time so i left it then we went camping and he obviously new what i was doing that time and he let me feal his cock actually feal it and then on the final night he slept over at mine he turned like the first time and now he's threatened hes gonna tell evreyone about it and i can't deal with the harrasment and bullying especially when he tells my other friends so on my behalf i have 40 500mg paracetomals wating !
bigzy said on Jul 05 2011, 13:07 PM:
why dose gf she lots of shit can ppl tell me how 2 died ??
i hate life said on Jul 05 2011, 12:07 PM:
life is worth living but not if i have to go through this fucking shit im goin htrough now. i want to be dead NOW !!!!!! i hate the whole god damn world i wish i was dead and could take all of my fellow suicidals with me....my mother is the biggest bitch in the fucking world a dumb ass fucking bitch and my father is as sorry a father as anyone could possibly have...................................................
1234 said on Jul 04 2011, 10:07 AM:
There aare lots and lots of people in this world suffering from one or other problem.so if one by one everybody starts ending up their lives...!!! just imagin ,the world will be filled up with people ...dirty people... why do you want to give them a chance to enjoy while they hurt you over and over again... ??? LIVE AND SHOW...liveeeee... live the way you like,the way you will find happiness... dont stoop before those who hurt you purposely.. My life is no better than any of you out there.. I have a serial cheater husband who is still cheating right in my bedroom while i am typing this here..what benefit do i get if i end my life?? if hes happy with other girl let him be.. 1 yr before it was a different girl.. now different.. so whose mistake??? mine??? I care a shit about him now.. let him do what he feels lik.. and am goin to live the way i like..
pithetic said on Jun 30 2011, 02:06 AM:
the girl that i love a lot. lovely smile funny smart and clever and not bad looking. and theres me the nothing the black voyed of pitheticness she knows me but sees nothing i am nothing allways have and allways will be she dusnt evin know i excist im littrily a cold nothing what is this good for iv tryed jumping off the house but this only brock my leg i tryed o.d but i ternd out out of it and infront of her i tryed slising so meny times and everything gows fuzzy and then mums there and she "saves me from doing sumthing ill regret" the only thing that i regret is ever living.
alt.die said on Jun 29 2011, 01:06 AM:
I need someone to email me with the best methods (what drugs to use etc..) on killing myself. Do you know what drug it is they use to put down pets? Due to my 2 failed attempts at suicide in the past I can not purchase a gun. Thank you for your time. Email shadowrun@inbox.com
bubblegumbitch84 said on Jun 27 2011, 10:06 AM:
life is a diseaese and death is the cure...after your death, no one or nothing can EVER hurt you again, how can you say no to that? i'll be happy forever in the afterlife with louis
LC said on Jun 26 2011, 18:06 PM:
Hello to all. I just want to let you know that if you want to end your life, someone will be greatly affected. Whether it is your mother, father, grandmother, grandfather, husband, wife, or child. I may not know who you are, what your face looks like, or even what your favorite color is. BUT your life has meaning and you are special; even through your dark times.
Question said on Jun 26 2011, 15:06 PM:
Does anyones depression effect the way they come across to people? like do people think your being funny to them? thats the problem i have
don't hate my life anymore said on Jun 26 2011, 06:06 AM:
I wrote earlier in the month about wanting to die. i have found the anchor in life. when life doesn't make sense, all i need to know is that there is one who does. sometimes we just need someone who understands that it doesn't make sense or that it hurts. i am here to say that as much as i feel like it, i am NOT going to let my depression or sorrow take me out like this. i am going to live, and allow myself to live even if it means moments of sadness. I am going to stay alive and continue on. everyone has a battle, and we all will be fighting ours to the end. i am going to live through this, and one day, look back at my pain and understand. I think the opposite of denouncing God is running to Him. I still am going through a tough time, but I refuse to let suicide be the one to take me out. And, i don't wish for anyone to suffer and i don't want to take anyone with me. i take that all back because life is too precious and too short.
die said on Jun 25 2011, 15:06 PM:
if sombody would kill me now i would be much hppier all pay some one to kill me
Blah said on Jun 25 2011, 10:06 AM:
My entire family hates me and they have for a couple months. They dont like my boyfriend and they havent even met him before. My mom said i died when i was 15 because she lost the real me, so why not take my life now? She almost got me fired almost 2 times now and she has no heart. I just got kicked out of my house and im never allowed there again. Im almost 17 and my life is going to shit. I need a easy way to kill myself.
anon said on Jun 25 2011, 05:06 AM:
what pills are the best to O.d on? like no throwing up no pain, just go to sleep and never wake up ?
@alientittie said on Jun 24 2011, 16:06 PM:
its only hard to find a job if youre a talentless loser with nothing to offer. the trick is to understand that you are the reason that your life is shit, noone else is to blame. jobs arent given out just to be nice, those of us with jobs have them because we can do something that is worth someone else paying for. stop expecting something for nothing, man up and sort yourself out
anonymous said on Jun 24 2011, 14:06 PM:
what is the fastest and least painful way to kill yourself without a gun??
alientittie said on Jun 24 2011, 07:06 AM:
*rate* not rare :P
alientittie said on Jun 24 2011, 07:06 AM:
this world does suck. unemployment rare is skyrocketing, as well as the number of homeless people. its near impossible to find a job . somebody tell me how you can find happiness in this shit country.
die said on Jun 23 2011, 17:06 PM:
IM going to end my life looking for a parnter if you are to email me at cattattoo@gmail.com
Why? said on Jun 23 2011, 12:06 PM:
wat is the meaning of life? because if there is one thing i've learned is that life and everyone around me hates me.there is no point in me tryin to live.
Anonymous said on Jun 23 2011, 04:06 AM:
I'm a 21yr old college student in debt $2,000. I'm broke and thinking about ending it all... Alienboobs20@yahoo.com MSG me
kate said on Jun 22 2011, 21:06 PM:
hi guys ! I just wanna say it's really a bad idea to kill yourself and here is the reason why - life is not always easy there will be always some problems in life that dose not mean we quit that's mean we have to be stronger and life happy . There is so much in life that you guys haven't seen trust me you can do it you can stay strong and remember never ever quit :)
broken hart for the last time said on Jun 22 2011, 14:06 PM:
iv tried to kill my self 3 times once wiff pills twice with a car ... so i thought i found something to live for and now come to find out ... it was all a fucking lie this girl meens so much to me i would do any thing to be wiff her she has my hart and soul and now we cant be togither cuz her mom and dad want her to be wiff this other guy and i dnt knw why i have a very good job and i treat her like a princess ... so sence i cant be wiff her then im going to be all alone so i just wel be dead .. this will be the last time any one ever see's me .. i just bought a 357 mag .. and im not gooing to hurt any more now ..
Rambo said on Jun 22 2011, 03:06 AM:
I am a gay which has spend most of his life in studying.this is more than 6 years I am looking for job but there is no chance for me. i have applied for more than 3000 job and i have passed many interviews but always there is something wrong that is out of my hand such as reference. I have no idea how can I change it whole my life has been effected by this fucking luck. there something that just happening for me. its like someone watching me and just block my way,it is not only in job it has happend in every single aspect of my life........ i must kill my self there is noway to solve it. i can give youmore than 100 efforts that i have done perfectly but i have not received the result
sam said on Jun 21 2011, 19:06 PM:
hate the world and it hates me and i am not staying around any longer
Nat said on Jun 21 2011, 19:06 PM:
Thanks. Thank you for helping me out of this he'll I'm living. Goodbye world
kayli said on Jun 20 2011, 09:06 AM:
my name is kayli im 17u married and a mother but my husband seems to lie to fihgt with me and mae me feel like im the trash of the world and none of my family cares i feel like its pointless to live in a world that will allways hurt you what do i do i just wanna die
Denonce God said on Jun 19 2011, 13:06 PM:
Just denonce God and live.
ReadThisPlease! said on Jun 19 2011, 09:06 AM:
i was abused as a child, since i was born. i wanted to die. but i don't now. My friend said something really important,and when ever i feel depressed i remember what he said...i think it might help you guys 2! : "dont do that!don't give up!why?because it's stupid. and it would upset alot of people and people say they're killing themselves but they're also killing a lot of other people with it!! dont do that!don't give up! Your only young you can grow up and then have a awesome happy life u just gotta get through this part! there is so much in this wolrd you haven't seen! Please,just, don't do it."
help.... said on Jun 18 2011, 09:06 AM:
der is no point ne more i have no job notin... hav lost everything i ever cared about.. been n abusive relationship,nd was recently in sort relationship where he didnt care bout me at all...used da fuck ou me nd cheated on me every chance he got. fuck my life...............................................
lost said on Jun 18 2011, 09:06 AM:
hi.i really want to die.my fiance died 3weeks ago.everybody says if i kill myself im betraying his memory...
Letmalldown said on Jun 17 2011, 19:06 PM:
I'm a mother of 3. I have a husband who is abusive, hates my guts. I can't seem to escape and this life we've created has sucked all the good out me
cat said on Jun 17 2011, 18:06 PM:
Everyone doesnt believe in me so i have no motivation to even get good grades or get a job...if someone would just beleieve in me for once maybe i would believe in myself. I just want everyone to stop yelling and screaming at me. I want them to stop telling me i'm immature and i think i know everything...but i don't think that. They didnt even give me a chance to talk. so i'm ending my life tonight so i don't have to listen to their voices no more.
lifs not whorth living said on Jun 17 2011, 06:06 AM:
i have reading dificaltys i have a fucked up family no girlfriend never evin bean kissed by a girl im lonly i have no skills for life and never will my mum and dad (adopdid) say im going to ge a happey good looking health man with a beautifal wife and happey childrin yea right do all perints say that none will and ever has whonted me i whose a mistack i know it every one knows it my sister shes the one with a future shes the only family ill have shortly and i havent talked to her in 5 or so years i dout she evin remembers me. mr nothing shane
hate me said on Jun 17 2011, 06:06 AM:
oh by the way lets breth now iv seen the would yes theres so much to see theres so much to do but my new mum and dad (i whose givin up) thy have sooooooooooooooooo much love but thy have suferd so much becouse of me i whose to young to see it but now i see it all i stand in the kitchion with the knife so clows to ening it all but one thinge with my dad he allways bluntins them you dont know what youv got till its gone but i know i dont have enything
hate me said on Jun 17 2011, 05:06 AM:
im 16 and im sick of it.. everything i do fucks everything up. i see so much out there so much life so much love but iv never seen the point of the life and love around me it says on the tv that people go through tuf times but if theres a god i whont to meat him to tal him hears a gun a a goldin bullet now do one good thing in your misribel life and put that bullet in you head. i should of seen that i whose destind for faleur my mum and dad new it thats probily wiy my dad tryed to kill me and every knit i sit in my bed and wonder why the fuck didnt he.
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ihatemylife said on Jun 16 2011, 08:06 AM:
i want to kill myself tonite.. i feel so guilty that i don't have enough$ to help my sister get surgery. my mother is a money hungry woman and no one listens or cares. i hate where i am at and i just want to end it all. i wish i could take a few people with me, but then again, i want them to suffer in this world. i hate my life. i want to die NOW
lonelyplanet said on Jun 16 2011, 00:06 AM:
tired of people. not anti social but really tired of people. but cant live in forest alone cause need civilized society to do daily living. too bad so lonely. because friend didnt exit in the world. just colleges. hello and bye people. what to do. also stuck with illness that has to deal with until i die. want to run away but nowhere to run.
10 Year old kid please help me ): said on Jun 15 2011, 23:06 PM:
rents love me but I have no friends I am anti social I spend 10 hours a day on the computer I don't know what to do Someone please help me :(
chris M said on Jun 15 2011, 08:06 AM:
I had a great wife who i treated like crap kids home and even the dogs. Now we have finished or what seems to be the end, i just cant take life anymore wish someone would end it so i can let them go. life just stress with a bit of bull shit mixed in together
susan said on Jun 15 2011, 03:06 AM:
oh god were do i even begin ive lived a life of crime not because i wanted to but because i had to or thought that i had to im am so very scared right now if i dont come up with 800 dollars by eight thirty june 15 i lose everything there is no reason to go on i stumbled on this site by chance oh hell whats the use no one is going to help me ive tried everything tell my son that i truly do love him more than anything and i know that he will do great things with his life mine is over i just dont have any fight left tell my brother david that i love him and never meant to cause him harm you can call them at 606-545-4848 guess ill leave them one more burden how to bury my sorry ass oh well the state will take care of it bye now
Im Sick. I regret it. Doesnt change it though. said on Jun 15 2011, 01:06 AM:
My girlfriend has been put through constant pain with me. She doesnt deserve it. She loves me so much. She has spent all week crying and trying to make things better with us. I keep lying. Im embarassed. Started with internet porn. then internet sex message boards. then i lost it and put on her kids panties and took pictures of myself, and put them on there. i felt sick the minute i did it. I still feel sick. I might sleep in the car tonight. Running. with a hose in the window from the exhaust. i deserve to die
CamCam said on Jun 14 2011, 22:06 PM:
I have just gotten out of a 4 1/2 year long relationship with a girl whom I loved very much. While I was an ass and maybe did deserve it, she never put in the effort that I did. We financed a car together and I am now stuck with it and I cant give it back because her dad would kill me himself. I have terrible luck with jobs, cant afford college, and have been made to feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world by my father. Everyone I meet takes advantage of my generosity and I have been bullied throughout my life. When I look onto the world I just see stupid conflicts, cheating couples and people who will cut your throat just to get ahead. I want to die but am too much of a pussy to do it.
Katrina G. said on Jun 14 2011, 20:06 PM:
I let the love of my life go. I threw 12 years away and now I feel so empty inside. So lonely, like I have nothing to live for. I don't think he will ever give me another chance. I think this time this is for real and I can't deal with the heartache. It hurts so much!!! I can't do this! I just want to end my life.
407 said on Jun 14 2011, 14:06 PM:
I want to die as I hate my life all so hate living I all so have learning and spelling disability All have the rest off my life naiver can sleep all so I Have depression I have lived 48 years off this hall so the only way out is to take my life I want to die so so so bed I naiver stop thanking about wanting to die I hoping I can do it soon I want to die badly I don’t want to go on living any longer but I want to die vary soon hope I can find a good way to c.t.b some of my ways be side co is hanging or drown as i do not know swim so that well make it easer to drown don,t care about the pain long as I find a good way to die as I’m fed up with my life hopeing to end my lfe soon ant way thanks for lessening all be glad when my life is over all be glad when my life is over some one help me die all m pay some one to kill me
Alfonso said on Jun 14 2011, 12:06 PM:
Home schooled, misunderstood. No friends, and my parents consider me as the worst son.(they don't understand me either) between me and my parents, we were never really close. We were not encouraged to express our feelings or get close to them so basically whenever there is a problem we can't really explain to them what happened or how we feel about it. I love and care for them more than anything in this world but the thing is, they see me as a numb, heartless person. It's hard not being able to express your thoughts and feelings. I feel trapped and alone seeing I have no one else to lean on to when things go wrong anymore. everyone has moved on with their lives. If I fail this year, I might as well kill myself. My father is disowning me and my mum thinks I'm a joke. the two most important people in my life who never came off my mind whenever I dream of something big that I want to achieve in my life doesn't know me at all. they are always in my plan. that's how important they are to me. the problem is, they have no idea whatsoever how much I care and love them.
sandra said on Jun 14 2011, 08:06 AM:
...uni,work ,husband, kids,...its to much!!! god i wish i never married...I wish i was 17...i wish i was home with mum and dad. Now iam 26 and lost in fucking life
sandra said on Jun 14 2011, 08:06 AM:
...fuck this life..
Godisevil!!!! said on Jun 13 2011, 18:06 PM:
Alright, here's the scoop. I have died before and been revived, so I know what happens when you die. Firstly, God does exist, and he and Satan are the same person. His actual name is vischnu and hes a giant tall holographic androganis sharp toothed smurf. God IS EVIL. DUh. We are slaves to the physical dimension. And he created us as receptacles of emotion which is an engine for magic in his paralell kingdom universe. When I died I floated through a triangular worm hole and met this smurf guy. He gave me a vision of time on earth itself and as I rose from the dead, a hallucinatory crown of thorns was placed on my head and the field of flowers I was in turned to a field of thorns which I to crawl through to escape the reaper who was trying to reap my soul. So dont kill yourself cuz the blue smurf monster (god) just wants to rape you soul when you get there.
perplexed said on Jun 13 2011, 16:06 PM:
life without a doubt is going to be hard. but like others have said, it truly is what you make it to be. rain is going to fall in everyones life. but its how you deal with it. everyone is different. but dont give up on yourself. i dont think theres been a human being in existence whos been happy their whole life. you just have to battle through. and this is a crazy place we call home. it can be both heaven and hell, depending on your decisions. so be wise, youre only given this one life. may god be with you and bless you all.
Grow Up said on Jun 13 2011, 02:06 AM:
So many of you people have never even learned what life is and you're ready to throw it away. I've been there. Tried it a few times, and it never worked. Then magically I grew up and realized that I was a dumb ass who had no idea what anything meant or was worth. You're all fucking idiots. Suicide is no where near as easy as you think, most of you want attention, and all of you are pussies. Trust me. There will come a time in your life when you're grateful that you didn't kill yourself. For anyone who follows through, I have no pity. I don't recommend trying to kill yourself, because life gets better. If you go through with it anyway, then good riddance. People who can't find a reason to smile really piss me off.
kieran richardson said on Jun 12 2011, 13:06 PM:
my girlfriend left me we was together for 2years it was the best 2 years of my life but now we have splitt up i dont feel like doing anything no more i feel like nothing everyday i feel like killing my self becouse of the pain im going throw i carnt sleep cos all i think about his her she is my evrything and i love her so much i carnt be with her there is no point in living ill try and hang my self if not cut my body until i bleed to death i carnt go throw with the pain no more i keep telling my mum im ok but im really not she douset know about this every nite in my bedroom i cut my self so i bleed i whant to die ill feel alot better in my self if i just died shes the best thing thats ever happend to me im waiting for the perfect nite to die
fuck said on Jun 11 2011, 14:06 PM:
fuck this world, the way i see it is your only going somewhere in life if you have one or all of these things beauty,power and money. If your not beautiful and broke and dont have any control or power over people then good luck with your life. The worlds to fucked, fuckin people like paris hilton and all those dumb fucks get paid millions of dollars just for being them, but the fuckin people that actually have to go to school for years and work their ass off get paid not even a 25th of what fuckin celeberiteis get paid. Im tired of the world revolving around dumb fuckin idiots, and im tired of being judged on every single thing i do, im tired of going to school and getting called the worst names you can think of for no reason,just coz other people feel good about themselves when the put others down, im tired of the basic life routine, go to school get a job have kids and the end. im tired of not ever being able to be the true me, the real person i actually am and not what everyone else wants me to be. basically im tired of this world and fuckin life pce with it ya fucks.
me said on Jun 11 2011, 09:06 AM:
my mom died in a car wreck a few months ago and i was driving the car i killed my mother and im so mad at her for not taking me with her shes my best friend shes my everything i cant live with this guilt anymore i wanna be with my mom i just cant go on any more i have two young kids and it doesnt evan seem to matter any more i just wanna see my mom i plan on hanging myself tonight ill be there soon mom 06/11/2011
RIP :'( said on Jun 11 2011, 03:06 AM:
I'm sad to leave this world, but I'm grateful to start a better life, pain free, I asked so many forgiveness to god himself that I'm taking my own life, I just hope he is going to now, I don't think god would see me in pain anymore.. I've been through alot, beaten, bullied, rejected, neglected, my parents put me in the cage for 5 days, I was left outside when it was there was a thunder storm, there's so social services to save me where I'm from..therefore I frogive my parents for doing all this to me, and all my bullies friends.. July 12, 1997 - June 11, 2011 I've chooses to overdose myself with 3 green narcotics pills, with a number 80 on them that I stoked from my mother. Goodbye..
Lauance said on Jun 10 2011, 05:06 AM:
Please, I am very sick. Cherish life, you are full of wisdom. Disregard the mainstream. One idea has the the potential to change the world. Believe in yourself. you are the creation of an intelligent source. See commonalities between yourself and every other object of its creation. Love and light.L
spiritual therapist said on Jun 07 2011, 18:06 PM:
First thing i'd like to point out is, i'm not religious in any way. It's human nature to crave love. Love is what we are; what we come from. It's only natural to feel bad when we feel unloved. We choose to come here from our own free will, we know it's gonna be, well, shit, but there is a reason we come here. We are here to learn, to experience, to evolve spiritually. We actually enjoy material existance. We are only here a very short time, shorter than most can imagine. We are spirit/energy/light/love. You should cherish what you have, even if it feels like shit, you choose it, so it must be right :) If you feel you still want to end it all, then good luck, you won't go to 'hell' (material life is the closest thing there is to 'hell') you won't be punished, or banished somewhere! but you will regret it the very second you leave your body. if anyone would like to talk then contact me on msn erdishzane29@hotmail.co.uk
hikikomori said on Jun 06 2011, 03:06 AM:
Well, Im a student born in a family which aims to succeed. Living in Australia, its not hard to earn a living. even with a small job. But the thing is im studying, but the truth is im doing bad at it (failing it). I keep telling my folks ill pass bcoz thats what they want to hear. It pains me too cozi have a younger brother whos smart and i think he would get somewhere in life.... And i cant go threw the trauma and shack when the big day comes that they found out i failed... Theyed basically kill me... I also feel like im super dumb.....Ive been considering suicide bcooz of this. I also think ill be an hikikomori for life coz of my burned-in dumb personality... I lack academic knowledge.... I lack know-how....I dnt even know anything about Australia......
DoCZ said on Jun 05 2011, 21:06 PM:
Please dont give up on life so easily,the world is only how you percieve it in your own mind. If you really try you can train your mind to be happy, Ive lost everything I cared about in this life, my girl, my house and all my friends but after a while I realised Im the one who is in control of how I feel. It doesnt matter what you do or dont have and if you put inn the effort good things will come your way, you only get out of life what you put in so don't just throw your hands up and say it's to hard and take the easy way out. Nothing good comes easy most of the time. Life is a gift not to be thrown away...
Randy said on Jun 04 2011, 13:06 PM:
I'm 45 and 1st off I am not wanting to or having a Pity party, Dig? (yes I say dig, WOW, live with it or...) Anyway, I am a loving person, and I have given and given and given, and I love my family, but I don't like hypocrites and or people who simply would rather not care because that involves feeling. I just found out I am gonna be evicted, not from owing money or anything like that, no, it's because I have a boyfriend and the agency that helped me get my home thinks he lives here, he does not. I know now what a person who's been in prison for years and suddenly released because they were not guilty the whole time. That's me right now. And ya see, I don't know what to do, i have never been evicted, and they made their decision on May 31st and tahst when the letter is dated, I got it on the 3rd of June. I put in a request for a hearing. But my point, about suicide? I don't want to do this whole ...thing...anymore, I have worried my whole life, I have been hurting since i was 7 due to being raped by a high school boy. my mom found out immediatly and as I was put in the hottest bath of my life and scrubbed with a brillo pad, my mom made me swear not to tell anyone, especially my Dad, he would kill him. And I even knew that. you see, my mom was not a mean person, never beat me, etc... She didn't make me bleed, she just scrubbed me down and cried as I cried telling her what happened. She goes and taklks to his mother, while they are talking I am upstairs with Junior ( the older rapist and his younger brother, mike, whom was well lets say they were in the middle of something, as I turned to go downstairs he did it again!, And he said if I told ANYONE, he'd kill my Dogs and my mom. So I didn't say anything, he did his..thing and I went home and washed up again, and just was a different person, I grew up quick. He kept at me for the next 2-3 years until they finally moved away. I was so happy, but I wasn't the only victim. I remember 2 other guys, my age whom he'd get us all together and...well, stuff would happen, and he kept us scared, he killed animals constantly and showed us how he would hurt us. I changed,. I withdrew, I quit school in 9th grade because i couldn't come outside anymore, not when adolescence hit. NO WAY! I was so scared to death of everyone. And my life, gets worse and worse like one of the worst things to happen was...well never mind, It's in the past, my point now, about me becoming homeless, I FEEL GUILTY BECAUSE OF STUPID EARTHQUAKES & TORNADOES, but they AT LEAST have Red Cross, and temporary places to go. But they lost everything! God, I pray for them to survive, hang in there and forgive me for what I may do.... I have no where but the grass and sidewalk to go to, I have wrongfully been given ONLY 26 or 27 days to vacate. And I have a reason, I also have my 2 cats, whom I have had since 1997 and that one gave Birth to the other one I kept. Baby... he's very fat and Lovable, both fixed and loving, they wouldn't and won't know, like me, what to do... yet, I could never take their lives, NO WAY! But, I don't wanna die, but where I live at, in this County, I will be harassed constantly. By gang members, known to roam this area. My point is...I will lose all my belongings when they sit it out, I will lose me... I would pay full rent in this....tiny apartment, but I make 674 a month, LOL And rent for this little one bed, one bath, one kitchen and living room, its a square. one floor. for 700 and some a month, IF it were 200 yeah, LOL, but, Hotels want 250 a week, those are cheapest, and btw, no openings anyway! So... here i am and want to tell people, don't do this to ur kids, or...help others out that you can have the police run a profile, etc...i.e. stop hurting each other, start helping, fix the problems we face. And seems to me all this is is a way for people to reach out and try to get people to care, I care damn it.... I care. I want a World of NO poverty, that would be laughable, no war, no hunger, no hatred...etc... etc... etc....
Cant tell my name said on Jun 04 2011, 13:06 PM:
I just hate my life , Its not turning out at any edge , no light only darkness , Our country (Pakistan) Sucks , We have no decent Jobs , no good options to selesct for our selves , Even iam a creative person but this damn country is killing my positive instints every second , i hate the people , they look like Pigs . I just want God takes my life Tonight and vanishes me for ever
Daniel said on Jun 04 2011, 12:06 PM:
my life is to hard to explain i have hated my self but i have reasons .I wanna do a away with my self because there is no spot for me in this world i am not smart,my dad is fighting with me all the time..moms in prison sisters are living happy lifes but there from a diffrent dad.becuase my mom and stuff...i am not very atravtive ..no talents wonding to my self how i am going to make a living i have nothing ..people have some thing to look at what there good at i guess ..i have look and still havent found a reason why not to kill my self ..i am thinking i dont want to pass this to my kids ...that is if i could get that far.but my end is just were is my spot in this world i cant fit in
2hot2handal said on Jun 03 2011, 22:06 PM:
Suicide is a perminant solution to a temporary problem, it doesnt last forever. You are the only person who can make things better in your life, YOU! you need to make changes and make things happen, dont come on the fucking internet and cry your life story to randoms because we dont give a fuck. Weve all had tough lives, weve all been through shit we wish we never had but it only makes us stronger. You people are talking about how many times you've tried to kill yourself? it didnt work the first time or the second time for a reason am i right? what would your family say? Your mom, dad, brothers and sisters.... Both my partents died from suicide last year and i hate them for it...i dont remember good times or bad or cherish good memories because all i have is hate for them because they fucking abandoned me and my brother. Why would you want to do that to someone else? have them hate you when all you wanted was for them to miss you? sounds very silly to me. Anyone who tries to kill themself is a foolish little bitch and i have no sympathy for. I understand life is hard and you need to find ways of dealing with things but to end your life? go on anti deprassants? or take counceling? and most of all Grow some fucking balls and remember tomorrow is another day!
James (ravenbeast813@yahoo.com) said on Jun 03 2011, 13:06 PM:
You all are a bunch of COWARDS!! "I hate my life" and "There is no hope". Life is not going to be easy, never has, never will be. Oh boo hoo, you had a long day. Thats why God makes new days. Fuck that day. I hate it when little people like you go on about how they want their life to be over with. Grow some balls and deal with it.
Dom said on Jun 02 2011, 20:06 PM:
I bet most of the people who have posted on here are teens. I'm 18. I have tried to kill myself twice in the past, and I am so glad it didnt work either time. There is light at the end of the tunnel, find some hope and grab on to it. Your life is what you make it.
owl mccan said on May 31 2011, 18:05 PM:
hoot hoot im an owl but enough about me best thing is cyanide and peach droppings mixed with a lovely bitter and sweet sauce made from the blood of a cranberry housemartin then down it all at once count to 986435 and say "bang bang iv got a loose kipper swimming in my garden" then youll be peacefully sent to fritzls lair
swartz heaven baby clogs said on May 31 2011, 18:05 PM:
i died twice yesterday but before i could be taken into the palace of realms a little baby seagull swore at me and said "la la la your a pickled egg with spewie skitter up your cock"? i then stabbed my crondyke with a used elderberry salad dressing and wanked untill i weighed no more than a bag of dead baby squirrels, bye and hello
Dave said on May 31 2011, 17:05 PM:
I have read a lot of these,I myself have been dieing most of my life, slow death, I can never do anything right,my whole life has been one disgrace after another,one screw up after another,never stops,sick of looking at my self in the mirror every morning I wake up, have tried to do my self in,,a few times now,, and again, I just keep screwing things up,,mabe just mabe one of these days I will get lucky and my screw up days will finally come to an end,I just want life to end,,
Anonymus said on May 31 2011, 17:05 PM:
i'm 14.... my life is great. i have a loving family, a good household, tons of friends, and im in the advanced class. one problem- i hate myself. seriously. i dont deserve what i get. i hate when people compliment me. and worse, i can sense 'spirits' or whatever, or im going crazy. i have tons of help, tons of ppl to talk to, its all internal. i'm slowly wearing myself down and its killing me. i know im selfish, and i know im cruel but i cant help it. i just sit in my room, dont try at anything, and fight the urge to stab a pair of sicssors into my neck. im a horrible person for wanting to put my family and friends through this, but i cant put up with this. im gonna go to hell. i know this. i dont deserve heaven. i've always felt like this. for as long as i could remember. i dont know if its gonna be today, tommorrow or in the next few years, but i know that my death is gonna be suicide. so, goodbye.
tommie said on May 31 2011, 17:05 PM:
i tried once. i found sex was better .
m-dog said on May 31 2011, 08:05 AM:
i started having suicidal thoughts when i was 10 and now i'm going to be 24 in november, but am still having those thoughts. my plan was to move or go on a roadtrip and kill myself when then, but now i don't know what i want to do. my therapist back in californiia told me to call her when or if anything goes wrong, but i want to see if i can go threw it. if i can't ill be dead. ha:-) the end m-dog
the confused mind said on May 30 2011, 19:05 PM:
i want to kill myself i have tried before and have scares from not finishing the job. i have before me 30 sleeping pills and 30 xanax i feel as if my family doesnt love me they just use me to help them get by. i am the most suscessful out of my family i have a good job always have from age 16 on. but from age 12 i have had alot of weight on my shoulders and its to much now. my wife to be has a drug problem and as far as i know as of right now she left me she wont talk to me its been over a week and nothing not even a were thur. i cant take being used anymore i hate life and i hate myself. this bottle of rum will give me courage i hope and my death will be a lesson to the wife to be to get clean and to my family to become closer and let things go and help each other
Ed said on May 30 2011, 18:05 PM:
I'm 12 and anorexic and going to kill myself cause my parents are going to ship me off to a treatment center and my life just isn't worth living and I will just be much happier when I'm dead. Those mean people who say that we are selfish for killing ourselves don't know what their talking about because sometimes life just can't get better and people are too stupid to understand that. I want to die painlessly and quickly so I've decided just to swallow a couple of bottles of pills get in my favorite outfit and die because some of us just aren't meant to live in this world. People think we are being disrespectful to god by killing ourselves but I love god and am very religious. I don't love god any less. I am also not afraid or giving up I've fought through a lot with my anorexia and I just have come to the conclusion that there is no way I can be happy
giichi said on May 28 2011, 09:05 AM:
i want to overdose myself. now i am planning to die to make the thing goes right. lagi n lng kz puro khihiyan naidudulot ko s paraents ko. im 21 but at my age i experienced to be happy because someone came to love and appreciate me and now, toh nid ko ng mamatay. so sad but my biggest dream only is to be happy and be loved and yet it is impossible for me.
Marie said on May 27 2011, 19:05 PM:
You people need to stop giving up on yourselfs ,YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON ! Why would you guys want to die ? I know life is hardd, but you get through it. Theres so much beauty in this life, you just need to find it. Nobody said life was going to be easy, you just have to deal with it & Killing yourself is not the way ! Of course we all are going to die someday, but why take it so soon ? Praying will make you stronger, believing ( if your religious ) in your faith, and knowing that god will help you through ! DONT GIVE UP ! THERES BETTER DAYS AHEAD ! Somebody loves you, no matter what. :)) «3. I hope my words can atleast help save one life !!
whocares said on May 26 2011, 17:05 PM:
trying to find a way that wont hurt a lot
annonymus said on May 26 2011, 07:05 AM:
so what do u do when u loose everything and the one person who helps u cling to hope fucks off ....well heres your answer hate the world or die ...
mermaid said on May 26 2011, 05:05 AM:
Please easiest way to die FAST. Not too ugly and painful. Thanks people xxxxxxx
GOD said on May 25 2011, 10:05 AM:
YOU ARE ALL GOING DO DIE ANYWAY SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET IT OVER WITH. FUCKING HELL, YOU WOULD THINK IT WOULD BE SIMPLE.
darrell said on May 25 2011, 01:05 AM:
lol im a guy some are these are crazy ive been wanting to kill myself for soooooooo long since i was around 12-13 ive never had a real mom or a real dad i was adopted at age 7 abused by the people that adopted me it went on for soooo long at lest 10 years of abuse i have flash backs not just sexual abuse by my dad but i was beat by shovels hammers ect. and they didnt feed me i ate out of the trash lived outside in forts i made i tried telling cps 3 times they did nothing im 22 now i did get out by putting myself in jobcorps when threw foster care but my life is BAD i look soooo skinny i look like im 15 im still a virgin no friends no family i have spina bifida witch is back problems i drink alot working is hard for me i did ALL the work around the house at 14 i was doing roofing for 23 dollars a hour but i didnt see a cent sometimes i just wanna be lazy LOL its hard growing up when u had your child hood taken from u BUT WHAT I LEARNED FROM LIFE IS NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS LIFE MUST GO ON ALSO NO MATTER WHAT YOUR GOING THREW SOMEONE WILL ALWAYS HAVE IT WORST THEN YOU AND WHAT U GO THREW IN LIFE U CAN HELP OTHERS IN NEED REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE JUST WANNA TALK AND FOR ME IM STILL LIVING
my life. said on May 24 2011, 22:05 PM:
Okay. I am 14 and well my mom is a drunk and i switch my parents all the time moving like evry month! My mom needs help, and is broke and she is a liar and makes stuff up. I ran away once, and it was kool. but i have been fighting with my mom for over 4 years now and she yells and screams and cusses and smokes and drinks and talks nonstop and all i do is try to stick by her but NO THATS NEVER ENOUGH------------IDONT GET IT. i want to kill myself and be done but everytime i try it backfires. Everyone i meet says that when they first met me they thought i wasnt like i am later when they get to know me. i know alot about the world--street smarts kinda. I know about lies and adult shit. i cant take it anymore i just wanna be 18 already and get the hell outa here. Marrri Boo
luke bray said on May 24 2011, 19:05 PM:
hi all i want to kill my self 2 i am to guttless to do it in a painfull way i just want a fast way to die am 25 no job no money i had my little girl took of me wene she was 3 month old she is now six and lives with my mum so she is safe and i see her but all this time i never found that 1 girl always switchd from girl to girl and i finally found her was together 2 years we split up 3 days and she started lieing to me and went out to a nite club and i said i frogive her i just want her back but she dont want me i have never been in love befor this is my first love and i gotta say i am dieing!! inside and i can not cope with it at all i just want a way out i have felt like i want to die millions of times but pushed it back now its just all rolled in to 1 and its pushing me of the edge :( plz give me a fast way out!!
Vorlon007 said on May 23 2011, 20:05 PM:
My heart goes out to those who have tried and did not succeed. I know, I've tried quite a few times - and they were no meager efforts. I unfortunately have a very good constitution as it would appeal what tickles me kills others. You try slamming 3 grams of pure heroin, 40 clonepins, 40 Xanax, and 20 valiums. It appeared I was dead, but then I woke up after about 12 hours. So blood letting is the best way. I've stopped trying for the last few years, but I think I will maybe, with a bit of luck, get there some time this year. As for the people who are left behind - I say "come on, the fuck you didn't know I was unhappy. Don't cry, be happy that my misery is over." The selfish wailing for the loss of someone comes from a greedy place in the human heart. Plus we all seem to think death is avoidable, and should be shunned. There are 7 billion people on earth - at least 4 billion too many. Do whatever you can to lessen this amount.
andrew y said on May 23 2011, 16:05 PM:
i want to die. i hate when little kids say that they are depressed and have nothing to live for. fuckin 10 year old r u kidding me!!!!!! fuck you fuck you fuck eveything fuck the world fuck me fuck my life fuck the girl that i love with all my heart that i can never be with fuck my parents fuck my brother fuck all the haters fuck pop culture fuck you everyone. im 15 and im in love like a full grown man would be. i actually know what love is and she hurts me constanly but i keep going back. i plan to take an entire bottle of pain killers and wash it down with an entire bottle of jack daniels. so fuck the world i will see you all in hell
the dude with no name said on May 23 2011, 07:05 AM:
generally, everyone should go to bed because its far past your bed timne especially the 10 year old who looks at porn. Looking at porn is normal, but not at age 10. get a fucking grip. peace out!!
Tyler said on May 23 2011, 06:05 AM:
im 10 yes i know but im having a hard hard life right know ive almost attemtied suicide im lonely never had a girlfriend have bad bad probloms at school like for instance i got bullied very very bad like tity twister breaking my stuff it was just horrable and the sad thing is i look at porn sometimes my grandma hates me thinking i hate her beacuse she doesent have money i have a few 10000 bucks but i mean people think im a jerk a spoiled rich brat a fag gay and more i try to overcome it but i just cant ive attemted suicide a few times never ended up doing it like sliting my throut and also the teachers pick on me also and im in home school right now and not even learning gone on a vacation once and before that never im very nice thats why im a target im fat and also ugly i bielive in god so im sorry i just gotta live another damn day
so tired said on May 23 2011, 02:05 AM:
yes, life sucks. lots to say and debate, but theres no end....yup, nobody will understand you cos they are not you. once or twice given advice to someone close who decide to commit suicide. but now knows, it is impossible to know what they are gone thru when you are not the one in their shoes!
sick to death said on May 21 2011, 23:05 PM:
Can you kill yourself with boredom? What does sick to death mean anyway ? Can a person be 'sicked' to death ?
callum faulds said on May 19 2011, 20:05 PM:
prove your human. prove your alive. prove your existance. dont be a life form thats nothing my than a statistic!!! be all you can be. why waste you life fucking around being all depressed. your just a body with no hope. you should die. your not human. your not alive. you dont exist. who would care if you died today. nobody. so fucking get ino the really world with guns blazing. be all you can be. be all you can be. prove your human assholes!
suki said on May 19 2011, 16:05 PM:
people are going to go through bad times, but theres also good times! Think about when you where happy in your life! If you think about it, theres always someone who is worse off than you. In life you have to cross the bad things, to get to the good things. In time you will be happy again. If you think that no-one will miss you, you are are wrong. There will be ATLEAST one person who will miss you and be upset if you kill yourself. Dont you want to have kids, get married, see your kids grow up?? Live life, and dont kill yourself, just get through the pain now, theres always a happy ending!
BeautifulSuicide13 said on May 19 2011, 10:05 AM:
For the past year ive been overly depressed. I'm 14. my mom is leaving me to go get married to some guy that she has only met 3 times.. so im going to be living with my dad. everything is changing, the one guy who i really like/love.. my parents have forbidden me to talk to him ever again. and he nor i have done nothing wrong. im still a virgin. never had any sexual contact with him at all and my parents hate him. since this happened its been over a year and i still keep very much in contact with him, my parents think that he forgot about me, but truthfully he hasent, if im alive when im 18 me and him are moving in togeather... but lately ive been having lots of suicidal thoughts.. im tryed going though it. but it failed. i want to turn myself into a hospital.. but my family wouldnt know what to think of me anymore.. Reasons for suicide you may ask? . I have been sexually harassed since i was 7 by my cousin . I didnt know i had a dad until i was 12 . I dont rembember my parents being togeather, and my moms happy cause of that . I cut myself.. . All my friends are either dead or back stabbers . That guy that i was talking about earlyier. he moved to a diffrent provence . no one understands me . my mom is leaving me . every time i let someone in they hurt me.. . I get called emo and stuff in my school every day and they dont even know i cut . theres so much more.. but like i said.. most people wouldnt understand my reasoning.. i need some help.. and if possible.. some that my parents couldnt know about.. this guy.. hes tryed to commit suicide and i called the hospital to save his life.. i know that if i kill myself.. he will do the same to be with me.. please.. someone... i need some sort of help... I dont want to do this... but its the only way.. :/ :'( msn. mcfly123321@hotmail.com > facebook. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001958861000
Jonesey said on May 19 2011, 02:05 AM:
Perhaps some of us wish to die. Although this is inevitable, a few are impatient. I think impatient people are too often fed up with 'right now' spurring a need for a) change, b) love and care and c) inspiration. We are NOT wired to kill ourselves. It is TOO LATE in death and grizzly evidence suggests that folks who have passed that fine line, quickly change their minds. Ironic. Also ironic is the difference from our life loving animal kingdom and Human Beings. Our ability to create, have empathy, individuality etc. This ability has major impact on our actions and feelings. For me, its the information and knowledge I accumulate and fashion into tools to help destroy myself, all in vain frustration because I'm not too good at letting myself kill myself. Nor I think is anyone else. I've noticed also that others with dark thoughts are irresponsible with knowledge, using it against themselves. Ignorance really is bliss. I constantly battle with depression, poor me/bad me syndrome and the eventual loneliness. I don't wish to insult anyone, especially the inquisitive folks in here, BUT, use a little of that knowledge for goodness sake, not heavens sake. People can be beautiful and brutal.... Mr Nike...and the same folks vice versa. Its all just time and experience and luck and chance with a dash of inspiration. A pinch of love and warmth and plenty of change to keep us on our toes.
please dont kill yourself said on May 18 2011, 18:05 PM:
to all who are depressed, suicidal or feeling down, do me a favor and fight to live another day. its easy to die, but its so hard to live. but keep fighting. do you or have you ever had a goal or dream youve wanted to accomplish. try to reach for that dream. its something to keep you going. try to get rich, because money makes life easier. try to stay healthy, life is more simple when you look good and arent sick. and use your brain, think things through before acting. there are consequences for everything. but above all, dont kill yourself. god blessed you, giving you life. think of all the poor souls who have passed who would give anything to see their husbands or wives, sons or daughters, mothers or fathers, again. its easy for me to say, but try to make the best of things while youre here. because once youre gone, theres no coming back, forever
hbfbg said on May 18 2011, 03:05 AM:
I am a 15 year old girl. For years now I have had suicidal thoughts, and tried many suicidal attempts. I used to beat myself up.. literately and cut to the point where'd i'd bleed for hours. I only had these thoughts because of hating myself..and hating life. But the sad part is, I had no reason to. I had a great family, friends, good grades..EVERYTHING. For about a year those feelings have gone away until recently. I started dating this 18 year old. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me..hes supportive, fun, caring, hilarious...hes my best friend! but now that i have been nothing but depressed lately...i feel like im driving him away with my emotions and its killing me. all i have been doing is fighting with my mom recently about dumb things..the most recent being about her not letting me go to rhode island after prom this saturday. After we fought and fought I felt horrible because i realized all my mom has done for me and how disrespectful i was being of her answer and how shes just trying to protect me. Now, i feel like a terrible daughter which is making me only want to die more. Im slowly loosing my boyfriend...im a selfish, disrespectful daughter, i feel trapped and limited because of my age and im stressed as hell. i just want to fucking die :( im so close to just letting go. im sick of hurting people and hurting myself emotionally because of my poor actions.
Helper said on May 16 2011, 18:05 PM:
If you guys need anything any help, iv been throught a huge amount of suicide attempts, and it opened up my eyes, Please airilynn4600@Yahoo.com im on facebook, add me talk to me, send me messages im here for you guys
Nike said on May 15 2011, 17:05 PM:
JUST DO IT!
eastside said on May 14 2011, 00:05 AM:
ive been on the run since 2010 put in work for my cousins cartel back in mx lost my job got locked up time served i have an abundant of ftp/fta have the franchise tax board taking my $ off my checks impounded my car 30 day hold im in debt with a bookie
caring heart said on May 13 2011, 08:05 AM:
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fed up said on May 12 2011, 19:05 PM:
As a child my life was hard. My dad was abusive, used to beat my mom up. Now i'm 20 still does. The only thing i ever wanted was someone to love me and care for me.Been looking for that but all i got was being used. I grew up faster than my age. Some how found a guy who would love me but i screwed it up to. My family isn't happy with me, he isn't happy with me. I am not happy with my self. I have thought about killing myself and have tried bu taking a whole bottle of sleeping pills but i guess it was my bad luck that it didn't work. All i ever wanted was a happy family for myself with our kids. Guess it just won't happen. Just really fed up with everything.Killing and ending is easier than living like this. But i know it takes more courage to live with all this.
Julie said on May 12 2011, 09:05 AM:
My life has been hard since I was 12. My mother died on my 12th birthday. My father left and married her cousin 6 months later. They left us and moved about 45 minutes away. There were 5 of us 17,16,14,12,10. We had to raise ourselves. When I was 13 I was abducted raped, beaten and stabbed and left for dead. I survived. My father and step mother constantly abused us, my father even broke my nose.I married a man when I was 20 and ended up having 8 children. My last son was born still born with the cord around his neck. Come to find out, my husband had been having a 3 year affair and the week I was in the hospital trying to deliver my sleeping son, he was on the phone with her constantly. The night I finally delivered him, he called her while I was holding him saying goodbye to this beautiful baby. He then left me at the hospital and took her to dinner. I left him, as he would not move out of the house. I moved to New England to be with family. He never sends money for the kids, treats me and the kids like we do not exist. I filed for divorce and went for the first hearing. He was a no show and told me he was working 1 hour away. I went by my home to retrieve a few items and he was there. He chased me outside, grabbed me and threw me to the ground giving me several scrapes and cuts. He ripped my pants and laughed and then picked up a rotten pumpkin and threw it all over me. I was covered in it and I was supposed to be on a plane in 2 hours. Then he tried to run me over. I am done living. I need the cleanest, quickest way to get this awful life over with. Then a month ago I was diagnosed with Epilepsy and then last week I was back in the hospital with a kidney, liver, gall bladder and urinary tract infection. I had a huge cyst on my right ovary which they removed with my right tube. I then developed an E Coli infection throughout my whole body. I was just out of the hospital 4 days when I had to attend court which he did not show up at. It just seems to never end, I want to leave this life. Any suggestions? And I am in counseling, nothing helps!
dAvId said on May 12 2011, 02:05 AM:
Dont..............kill.............yourselves think of all those who have been deppressed and suicidal and all the shit they have been through, but they got through it it could have taken years but they had a light shine through and if you asked them now they would tell you they were glad they didnt. When you can't take life anymore and you want to kill yourself. Just wait......... wait. and when you think you have waited long enough...... wait longer!
I'm done said on May 11 2011, 19:05 PM:
I wake up in the mornings, go to school, suffer with kidney problems constantly, live with constant screaming at home...My Dad doesn't care about me, my mom is too ticked off at me to care, and my brother is constantly getting into trouble which makes the screaming even worse. I'm done. I want to be gone. I screwed my life up...
Sad Girl said on May 11 2011, 05:05 AM:
vis. First Soliliquy out of Hamlet- the other side might be worse
Sad Girl said on May 11 2011, 05:05 AM:
I tried to OD on about 60 panadol. All i ended up doing was throwing up at 3 in the morning. I can't just go see a friend, talk to them. Sometimes its like I'm the highest, happiest of moods and 20 seconds later I could just want to die. One day I'll figure out how to do it without pain in one of my downs. One day beyond the age of 16...
hopeless said on May 10 2011, 23:05 PM:
im 22..struggled with depression since i can remember. i got an eating disorder 2 years ago and since then i can find no happiness and no reason to live. it is so lonely and no one understands and whats the point of sticking around if all that the future holds is complete obsession and unhappiness? I'm never going to feel good about myself and all i want to do is isolate myself from everyone and everything. it hurts to know i would hurt my family but i cant take it anymore. i just want a quiet, quick way to leave..?
... said on May 10 2011, 09:05 AM:
Well my life.. my life is just bad luck,worry and sadness, everything always fucks up no matter how hard i try, i dont see me having a good life in the future, i dont even have a good life now, i have no friends, no true friends... ive helped them with alot of things and no they dont help me with anything, people use me they make me think that im the most important person to them, but then it always turns out to be a lie, everything isnt worth living for to me, everything to me is suffering, i want to end it and i know its selfish of me, but all my life ive blamed everything on myself even if it wasnt my fault i still blamed it on myself, everyday i think about killing myself, everynight i cry myself to sleep and killing myself is constantly on my mind, i cant keep living like this i need an easy way out to quit all the suffering.
this girl said on May 10 2011, 09:05 AM:
im so fed up with life right now im planing it in the next few days..i have 2 young children and have split with my partner bout 2 years now.. i just cant cope on a daily baisis im finding it hard do anything ..the only way out of the amount of pain im in on a daily baisis is to end it can i please have some suggestions on how to do it and the quickest way i can do this i need to get out of this life
KingAiden said on May 09 2011, 18:05 PM:
i spent most my life fighting suicide. i never knew why i was always depressed. i have money a car my own place and a big dick............but at the end of the day none of those things made me forget that i wanted to die.........i try speaking to people but no help.....i got on meds but then i wanted to kill my self even more........to be honest im very strong mentaly but i was born with a bad case of depression..........most people never understand suicidal thoughts and say get over it he must be weak........kool you must know it all then............i spend my days now locked in a dark room full of gunz ready to end it.........this aint a cry for help just being truthful...................some people are born with such bad depression that meds cant help and professionals cant help.......maybe the thought of dying is what makes me feel alive.............
linger-or-don't said on May 09 2011, 06:05 AM:
So I believe there are two types of depression. Those who think of life as a continuous spectrum of revolving events, in other words the one's who say, "....and then what?" Then there are those who just fear. They let fear strike them before they get the chance to prove themselves to the world. So which one's the real deal? The "...then what? people" or the ones who fear? You can't possibly kill yourself because you're bored and feel that everything you assume will happen. No one's psychic. You can't be that intellectual about suicide or depression. This isn't The Stranger, if anyone has read it, if not I advise you to. I just think fear is a lot more powerful. I don't even know what I'm trying to prove honestly.
whogivesafuck said on May 08 2011, 17:05 PM:
I feel like a moron leaving a comment on this forum. What the fuck do I have to complain about? Life hasn't been easy, that's true but, there's so much to live for. I've just lost sight of it. I don't want to die. I want to live, but I don't see anything worth sticking around for. This generation disgusts me. I disgust me. I have no fucking idea who I am anymore. Everyone has let me down. Lied to me. Abandoned me. Kicked me when I was down. Really, what is the purpose? Go to school, get a job, get married and raise a family. I could do all of this and then what? I'd probably still be miserable. I'd still be stuck. Happiness isn't perpetual. It's fleeting and I'm not content with just being content. I've found no peace. How can I be 18 and feel like I'm 80?... Like I've experienced a lifetime of misery and heartache. I've seen so much hurt and pain and I'm just numb to it all. I don't feel it. I'll let people abuse me and I'll abuse myself and I don't feel it. I don't care. Suicide is selfish and cowardly, I believe that wholeheartedly. But why do I give a fuck? Suicide is a big deal, think about things before you follow through with anything. It may not be worth it, your happiness could be right around the corner. Give it some time, wait it out and then re-evaluate. That's my advice to you.
Kai said on May 08 2011, 09:05 AM:
I just want a fail proof method.... been trying for years and nothing has worked so far..... *sigh* I don't want to be here anymore, i mean whats the point.... =/ message me if you want yesnomaybe1@hotmail.co.uk
please dont kill yourself said on May 07 2011, 15:05 PM:
life is hard, almost unbearable at times. but dont give up, never give up. you dont know what your future holds. you could win the lottery. you wont know if youre not here. god creates life. he also destroys it. its nature. but its what we do with the short time we are given. life offers alot. do what makes you happy. whether its dancing, sports, sex, etc. go out, meet new people. your life will end eventually on its own. just dont give up, never give up.
D said on May 07 2011, 11:05 AM:
Im 28 and want to kill myself. I lost my mother at 17 and have thought a lot about life since then. My mind races a million miles a second and Im sick of having all these thoughts. I dont hate myself at all, infact I think Im a really good person. What I hate is the world that we live in. Everyone has a selfish outlook on life. People are happy to do something when and if it suits them. I have thought about this a lot and lets face it, the world is never going to change. I feel sorry for every human on earth, even the ones that say they are happy. Really people, this isnt what life was meant to be. Anyway I will be happy to not be here. No one will really miss me and I wont have to listen to everyones bullshit anymore. One thing I will say is that you should think very carefully about taking your life. You can go through bad times and it can get a better very quickly. Have a good think about what you really want. Good luck with this very messed up world :)
the devil said on May 07 2011, 09:05 AM:
if you take your lifes ill be seeing you very soon
Death said on May 07 2011, 04:05 AM:
I am 28 years old male i have had a hard life. i have been thinking of killing my self for over 5 years just cant find the rite way or the rite time. all i know is i want to DIE soon, my mom is dead and so is allmost my whole fam my dad is on his way out and i just miss them all to much. how do you deal with life if you dont want to. i just dont see the meaning of it what are we sepose to do in life must you archive something must we make someone proud i dont believe in god i do believe in something tho our existance must come from something. hope fully my day would come soon i know how all you depressed people feel out there life is just not worth living. i have read alot of peoples letters of how they want to kill them selfs but want a way that is painless thats what i am looking for and the reason is that you have had so much pain and suffering that the one thing you want to do is DIE in peace and in no pain. My letter is very mesed up but i am just trying to get it all out somehow.i hate everything!!!!
Mezzi said on May 07 2011, 01:05 AM:
im 16 sad depressed my grades is going down i feel that ive failed my parents. havent been doing to good on my social life either. everything seems to be going downhill. ive tried Hydrocodone with jack, ive only od'd. then slit my wrists but not freakin deep enough. Tried to get alchohol poisoning i just passed out. Any creative ideas??? FB msg me, cristian avila. or wtvr
Lisa Lynn said on May 06 2011, 21:05 PM:
dont call the suicide hotline unless u want a straight ticket to a mental ward, they track yer number then an ambulance and cops come n give u an option to willingly go or force you to. (yea thansk alot assholes) *shakes head* its been 3 yrs there hotline and im still where i started 10 yrs ago
Lisa Lynn said on May 06 2011, 21:05 PM:
we really dont want to die, do we? we just want things to change dramatically. we would change them ourselves if we didnt feel that fate would stop and destroy our progress,thus we've lost our ambition.. What we really want is to find that happiness, what's a life worth living without it. Sometimes we loose that sight, other times we damn ourselves to seeing it. The pain we feel is heavy as we teeter on the brink I know. It would be easy to just leave it all, who wants to struggle for no purpose? I know that in time i could eventually change my situation sure, but when i do, another will occur. I don't think i'll ever truly be happy.. just content, and frankly thats not enough to continue. my answer is carbon monoxide poisoning. this would have to be done with an older style car however and an enclosed space. its painless and odorless and be done in yer sleep over the night. I highly suggest not overdosing.. I tried that once with 3 heaping handfulls of some tylenol pms. i woke the next morning to my alarm clock reminding me it was time to work. i didnt make it thru that day, i called an ambulance bc i felt that sick. The dr said i could had destroyed my liver... but thats about it. So if you dont have the courage and/or fear pain (cause after all thats what we're trying so desperately to escape) then look up on wikipedia (seriously its there) but take a minute to ask, can i reinvent my life to my liking? y don't i take that course of action? If you hold out will/can it get better once i find myself? gl to you on w/e u decide to do. I came here to look for answer n found myself in near tears reading some of these, i wonder how many of you really did it, or how many of you are still looking for someone to reach out to. I wish i had someone who understand like many of you do.. my bf is sitting here watching me, knowing im typing in relations to suicide and thats it and it hurts that he has no pleading interest... so do i go forth? seems like none of us really know what to do so we turn for the easy answer perhaps.
Help? said on May 06 2011, 18:05 PM:
Suicide help line: (405) 305-7452. It is Anonymous.
annonymous said on May 06 2011, 16:05 PM:
I feel for all of you here that are wanting to die. I also want to die. I am 37 years old and will never be a mother (husband can't have kids)...I have NO career. I don't even have a job. I've allowed myself to succumb to depression and I have gained weight. I hate myself. I mean, really, really hate myself. I have nothing to live for. I have no family. I am alone. I can't deal with the pain anymore. I hope all of you find the peace you are looking for. I am hoping heaven will offer me the peace that I was never lucky enough to find on earth. And to SD, the bully who terrorized me during 4th -6th grades...I hope you burn in hell. Being abused, unwanted, and bullied stays with you forever no matter how hard you try to get over it. Goodbye everyone...I sincerely hope all of you get to experience love and peace.
Think about it. said on May 06 2011, 11:05 AM:
Maybe we're all here because we want someone to stop us.
Yuki said on May 06 2011, 11:05 AM:
Maybe there's something more you guys have to do with your life. Isn't there something you want to do before you die? My best friend and I tried to do it a lot of times, but it never worked. Its like our bodied are fucking immune to poison.
Amy lynn said on May 03 2011, 19:05 PM:
Mean can
Amy lynn said on May 03 2011, 19:05 PM:
I'm 14 going to be 15. I want to kill myself I have been trying for 3 years, I have cuts and one big cut that I burned into my skin and I have tryed to overdose it didn't work, the reason I want to kill myself cuz most of my family members hate me like they won't talk to me and they threaten to beat me and my dad has too, my moms friends thing they can't beat me, i have been picked on my hole life by people and I have tryed to run away but it never works and it got so bad that I might go in a fosterhome and I kinda want to but I want to died more than anything and everytime something good happens it gos bad right away and most of the time I'm crying all night and day I JUST WANT TO DIED !!!
Fml said on May 03 2011, 15:05 PM:
Iv tried many times to kill myself, Many overdose, never does anything to me. Suki, i know how you feel , I looked up on google "how to kill yourself" nothing seems to work .-., Facebook message me anyone? Airilynn4600@Yahoo.com.
crazy said on May 03 2011, 05:05 AM:
i am done! cant take any more of this shit that life gives me
FutileInMyOwnWays said on May 02 2011, 22:05 PM:
I take my anti-depressent meds regularly, I've been treated in psychiatric hospitals for suicide attempt twice, but the longer I go through life the more profound and legitimate reasons I find to end my life. I wanted to kill myself ever since I first heard of the idea, at age 7. I am now 16 and the thought never left my mind. They don't get it, it's living in my body that I hate, not myself. I've been robbed of my dignity, and with that went my sense of self worth. I tryed killing myself slowly with drugs, and it's not doing anything for me. I have not woken up a vegetable, with a clean slate of a mind. Tonight I'm leaving this world, to leave my apauling body. I'm just worried my mother will kill herself if I do. This is the living piece of shit of the earth saying: I'm done.
Solmaz S. Paknahal said on May 02 2011, 22:05 PM:
I have the greatest like ever i am so thankful for what i have and i am so glad i am very social ,it made my life perfect, i wanted to be a kinder garden teacher or teach special ed but ii feel that could have been awesome and i would have lived happily ever after... i just don't want to live i know everything that is going to happen next, what is the point of living if i know what is going to happen next. I have great potential and i could probably been the best daughter, fried, girlfriend,wife, grand mother etc.... but i did not want to live to those, or to any expectation, i will be more happy to die then to live
Suki said on May 02 2011, 21:05 PM:
Im 17, and i know i dont have much to complain but i want to kill myself. Im at this point where i dont know what i want to do with my life, i feel like i cant live up to my parents expectations and i feel like my parents are disappointed in me. Im useless. I dont deserve this life, i want out.
KAREN said on May 01 2011, 20:05 PM:
I AM 50 NOW HAVE NOT WORKED IN ALMOSTY TWO YEARS MY UNEMPLOYMENT IS ALMOST OVER I HAVE LOST ALL MY SAVEING AND NOW I WILL LOSE MY HOME I CANNOT WORK FOR $7.25 OR $8.00 A HOUR I HAVE MY MOM WHO IS ON DIALYSIS THREE TIMES A WEEK. I HAVE HAD IT CANNOT TAKE IT ANY MORE.
Jackson said on May 01 2011, 19:05 PM:
I am a freshman in high school and am soo depressed. My parents have just recently separated and on the verge of divorce. My grades are all D's when i am a straight A student, and I lost almost all of my friends. BEfore the year I would almost call myself popular but then my life started to take a change for the worst. My grades started to slip and I fell into the pressure of drugs and alcohol. this just made the situation worse and I lost a lot of good friends because they were not willing to support me through tough times. My parents then found out I was using drugs and I was grounded for a long time. This made me feel like shit and really guilty of myself now, I have no friends whatsoever and struggle every day trying to make friends with guys and girls and bring my grades up more importantly. I just have no motivation to do any of my homework and i fucking hate my life. The past couple months I have been thinking suicidal thoughts and have become very worried for myself. But thanks to these wall posts I have realized something very important. Life isn't about making friends or money, fuck them. It's just about how you respect yourself and your body. I have been clean off drugs and alcohol for more than 4 months and still remain friendless. Now, I don't even care about making friends just as long as i remain a nice person I am and manage to bring my grades up. Thanks everyone, just a couple minutes of reading these posts have given me a whole new prospective on life.
NeoJay said on May 01 2011, 16:05 PM:
Well life pretty shit huh why kill your self without doing something useful Next time I try and kill my self I might go take on the local city gang or a drug dealer or maybe a corrupt political figure making usefulness of death and if i don't die well hell i just keep doing it until i do gods will as he tests us all why keep living this pathetic 9-5 life style well people live lavish lives from shitting all over good hard working people KILL THE SCUM I SAY KILL THE SCUM.
me said on May 01 2011, 12:05 PM:
if some one can help me die email at cattattoo@gmail.com
Amanda said on Apr 29 2011, 21:04 PM:
I really wish you guys would message me.Loook me up on Facebook or something.Amanda Jean Braun.Im almost certain I can help!!!!
jessica said on Apr 29 2011, 20:04 PM:
My husband knows that I feel like killing my self and he dosent even I have asked for help and he thinls it a joke. Please some
jessica said on Apr 29 2011, 20:04 PM:
He is probably woth. Hrr can someone please tell me was te fast way tto diePLEASE
Failure said on Apr 29 2011, 11:04 AM:
Ive pushed away my family, my friends and now the women and daughter i love, im a failure in life and love, im unemployed through redundance with no money to my name. My partner hates me for what i have become and wants me out, so homeless aswell. I feel isolated/empty and alone and have no one to turn to. I dont know what to do or where i can go from here and i cant stop thinking about suicide.
i quit said on Apr 29 2011, 11:04 AM:
i cant take this heart ache any longer.. i love this girl.. so much that i din even knw that i would die for her. she loves me equally.. we'v been together for 4 years. however her family doesnt like me and wants me to stay away from her. i havnt heard from her since a week now. im gettn terrible thoughts all my frnds say is wait and have patience, they forget that they are not in my situation 100 ppl will come up to give u advice but no one will ever understand what im going thru right now. please please sm1 take my life.. i beg god to take me.. im to scared to take my own life. my parents will be devastated.. so please god kill me send me to hell but just take me out of this world.please god please.
loser said on Apr 29 2011, 09:04 AM:
I have nothing but the feeling of despair, I have lost everything that meant anything to me. im 37 and a total fucking failure. ive tried to hang myself and ive overdosed on antidepressants and alcohol. I have decided to just slowy drink myself to death. I hope it works because one more minute on this piece of shit of a rock is one minute to much.
Anonymous said on Apr 29 2011, 04:04 AM:
Hi, for all of you that this it's silly to just want to do away with ones life. It's so much deeper then that. The feeling of pain is one I know well...it sucks to feel as though the whole world is closing is on you. Like you have no one left to turn too. My dad passed away 7 years ago the man who use to mediate the fighting between me and my mom and now it's just me on my own. The hurt is so bad yes suicide crosses my mind more then not. No I haven't done it but believe me the feeling is overwhelming. No one deserves to be this alone I know I feel it all the time. For all those people who think suicide is the way. I do understand and no it's not as easy as saying just don't do it. Just think it through I have two kids now that keep me going. It's hard still on a daily basis but I know first hand it's something you will battle forever but try to stay strong.
Someoneeee said on Apr 28 2011, 22:04 PM:
The way im gonna commit suicide is: to mellow out to some Biggie smalls light sum dope hit it then hang frum there on :/
Someone said on Apr 28 2011, 22:04 PM:
Yeah.. I am young and i want to end it.. I am getting terrible grades and i am an idiot why does earth want another motherfucken idiot. But thats one of the reason i wanna end it, i dont think i cant make it in this world.. I dont know what to do i need someone to talk to my friends cant take me seriously ther just people i do funny shit with.. I just want this pain to go away and just live my life but the only way to make it stop is to ''Cut''
jessica said on Apr 28 2011, 21:04 PM:
I hate my life my husban cheats on me. I am so tired of my life I had it I just want to tell my boys that I am sory that I am a wort less piece of trash. I am sorry I can't take it no more
PG said on Apr 28 2011, 21:04 PM:
I’ve been feeling despair for a very long time now and keep trying to make myself believe things will get better but can’t seem to shake these negative feelings. I keep thinking I just need more time, or I just need to go somewhere, or buy something, or be with the one I love. There are moments of joy here and there but overall it’s a difficult path to stay on and I find myself wishing it was over. Words offer no description of how I feel inside. My heart is filled with so much love but at the same time is torn open with all this pain. I feel absolutely alone in life. I feel like a complete failure and it hurts so bad I just can’t stand it.
Amanda said on Apr 28 2011, 19:04 PM:
I understand where almost all of you are coming from.When I was 12 everyone around me was dying.My mother had cancer,and my father had cancer.I was lost and alone.As my Mother got better... my father got worse.The day before Valentines Day of 2001 my Grandmother just up and died.No reason.Just died.I was certaineveryone was going to die and leave me alone.I overdosed on pills.I immediatly knew it was not the best way for me to cope so I went and told my mother what I had done.The state took custody of me from my parents and threw me into a mental instution.BAD IDEA.I was there a week.Got out.Came home.Then one week later,my father had died.I was so numb.I had a horrible outlook on life.I didnt think about anything that had happened to me for years.I just stayed numb.Never even cried.Im now 23 and have a completly diffrent outlook on life.I am engaged to be married.And I have a beautiful 3 year old little boy.If any of you need a friend who has literally been to hell and back feel free o email me. ClavicaleStars@gmail.com I hope my story help some of you.
J-D said on Apr 28 2011, 08:04 AM:
I'm a 17 year old girl from England, I can't even remember when I started to feel like I didn't want to be here any more It's been so long now.. It started when I used to get bullied for being stick thin from primary school up to secondary school.. I can't help being so thin, I eat a lot but I am naturally tiny built. Nearly 2 years ago now I found a guy I really liked and have been in a relationship ever since, I thought that from then on m life was perfect until it started to get horrible and we were arguing all the time and things were getting violent, I know i might make him do it to me sometimes with the way I act but I really can't take it any more.. I can't take being treated like shit anymore, I feel so worthless all the time, to him, my family and friends. I have like no friends, maybe one or two, I can't walk away from my boyfriend because I can't help but be inlove with him and I just get so depressed. I've tried many times to do this I know its selfish but I just can't do this any more physically or mentally like I feel I need someone to talk to before I do actually do something about it. No one understands me, no one. :'(
joe said on Apr 27 2011, 19:04 PM:
im getting blaimed for something i havent done but if i dont clear my name i could end up 15 years in prison dont cant do the time i wil leave my 4 sons and wife behind dont dont know what else i can do i dont want 2 live a life without them its hurting me in a really bad way
white wave said on Apr 26 2011, 23:04 PM:
I'm a worthless human-being. absolutely pathetic. I have no ambitions or aspirations and all I do is let people down. it maybe a completely selfish act but I have nothing to live for anymore so the decision has been made
jobless-in-2-days said on Apr 26 2011, 04:04 AM:
sometimes 1 gotta accept there's no way forward and finish the pathetic life. I feel as is I was made to fail and die this way. my job was my everythin, they promised me but out of the blue they wanna terminate my contract. Ok If there's God why did he do this to me? He knows very well I cant take this but he does it anyway. I'm dying inside but will put the pain to a stop very soon. I can feel my heart bleeding. To my family: I'm sorry for being pathetic u dont choose who u are. lots of luv n kisses(although I knw u will neva read these) SORRY FOR THE PAIN I'VE CAUSED
Callum f said on Apr 25 2011, 17:04 PM:
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TWLOHA said on Apr 24 2011, 18:04 PM:
Re: "Tainted Raven" Yes, we can definitely talk. Anyone can talk to me I'm always here to listen and help as much as I can. Unfortunately your email isn't letting me reply to you so maybe try making a different account? I'm not sure what is going on but I would love to help you out as much as I can if I can. I'm here for all of you on this forum, I'd love to talk to anyone who needs someone to vent to or someone who will encourage them. You're all in my prayers. Email: TWLOHA2010@LIVE.CA I have Facebook as well for those who prefer chat to emails back and forth.
Andre 3000 said on Apr 22 2011, 21:04 PM:
im so tired of my life..im tired of gettin heartbroken all the time..everytime i put my all into a someone and a relationship, everythin starts out good and then all of a sudden im the one left out n the cold lookin dumb..i was talkin to this person since august and we started goin together in december while i was on my winter break frm skool..i swear evry other day on my break i went to go c this person..knowin metro is high as shyt bt iwasnt selfish nd wasnt thinkin bout myself..igave this person the world i swear..juss the small things dat cud mean alot to a person meant alot to them..they told me i was their 1st real relationship nd wat i did for them no1 else ever did so i felt reaally appreciated..iadmit we had sum arguements bt iwas always willin to work thru it cuz if u work thru it then things get better..iwas always there wen they had a problem,they talkd to me,cried on me,,evry damn thing..nd then idnt even kno wat happen but we stopped tlkin for like a week nd they tweetin "u made me not care" nd all dis other shyt nd then they say "im lettin go bcuz icare" SOOOO U TELLIN ME ALL DAT WORK I PUT IN,ALL DAT TIME AND EFFORT,STRUGGLES AND EVRYTHIN ND U LETTIN GO LIKE THIS??..this was bck n the beginnin of march and icant get over it and then my famillyyy is juss fallin apart..my grandma is gettin old nd it seems like my mom nd my aunt r the only onez thinkin bout my grandma..my other aunt to busy takin care of her greedy ass husband nd my other 1 juss be on dummie missions,,not even doin shyt,,nd skool is soooooooooo stressful mane..i swear...ijuss wanna end this life so iwnt have to go thru none of this but the only thing that is stoppin me r the people that i love..my bff.bestfriends.cuzzins,brothers,sisters etc..i kno they wud be down for a long time and i dnt wanna do dat to them bt im soo tired of livin this life..ijuss hope sum1 is out shootin 1 day nd they shoot me soo at least ppl will kno i aint kill myself
will said on Apr 22 2011, 05:04 AM:
but u dont need to kill urself, u need a friend a mentor.
annoynmous said on Apr 22 2011, 05:04 AM:
if you want to overdose lethally u need some serious drugs. find a drug dealer, theyll have some shit. vicodin, oxycoton, strong shit.
@ ce said on Apr 22 2011, 03:04 AM:
Seems to be really obvious you should not be posting that. WTF with men in their 30's? Sounds dodgey man and listening to u is far more painful than the death process.
ce said on Apr 22 2011, 02:04 AM:
not sure should be posting this, intention is for the serious person contemplating death, not some young tart who has a broken heart, but for one facing a truly physically painful life as I am. Stock pile months of pain meds, ones that cause dizziness and ones that say not to take with alcohol. Crush them along with antihistamine, a bottle of asprin or tylonal, wash down with some heavy alcohol. And keep drinking till you pass out. To make a 99.999% success rate have a heavy plastic bag with a quick lash lie and put over head as soon as the feeling of heavy inebriation / unconsciousness hits. And perform this when you know no will find you during this process. Because being brought back from this is far more painful than the death process.
ce said on Apr 22 2011, 02:04 AM:
seeking relief by death is NOT morally wrong. Some cultures evolved to address this release such as Japanese seubokko, Irish monk suicide isle, and Buddhist starvation. I work in cancer hospitals, and deal with dieing people and cadavers on a weekly basis, death is inevitable. And from a personal perspective I am ready to leave this life behind. I am 32 and have been permanently injured by a drunk driver, which has caused my wife to leave me. Due to the injury I am unable to find adequate employment to pay for health care, and thanks to the idiot Republicans I may not qualify for medicaid. Suicide is a good alternative to this current and painful life. So for those of you who chastise health care or suicide, to hell with you! And pray to what ever idiotic god you believe in that you are never gravely stricken and have to face death prematurely.
Cris said on Apr 22 2011, 00:04 AM:
Im Cris & im 13 yrs old.i feel like im living a lie.My parents r divorced and i am confused on my religion.I pray ti god but when i do i feel like im talkin to the air.Ive lost faith and my grandfather who wuz my favorite elder tht id look up to a year ago.Scool is tough especially when ppl dont except u & u r shunned cuz of ur looks.I am average looking yet very quiet.I broke up with my boyfriend for no reason except tht my dad wanted me to so he ruined my life.Nothing is the same anymore.My grades r goin down and im starting to feel lonelier then ever.My ex doesnt talk to me & my bff is juz another friend.Right now everything is juz upside down.Im starting to hate scool & ive started talking to my ex again but juz c-ing him is painful like a nice slap on the face bcuz i remembered how we were before.All the hugs & small pecks gone forever.Plus my friend said he liked his other ex and he wuz flirting w/her only a week after we broke up. I kno i mustve been a dick for juz breaking his
K10Ace said on Apr 20 2011, 21:04 PM:
Detention at school.. Someone tried to rape me like WTF I'm a guy and me and my gf gotta go to school dance 2moro owe her slow dances... Lifes a bit better but still wanna kill myself. It's not fun knowing you'll die in a week and ur gf is sobbing about it. I finally get my wish. And I didn't even chose it!
Anonymous said on Apr 20 2011, 18:04 PM:
Not sure about what to do. I hate myself I'm disgusting ugly and fat . Not only I'm also as think as fuck I'm a year behind in college. I have no real friend and no life everybody I know hates me and I'm the ugliest and fattest out my family my sisters and cousins well anybody related to me are pretty good looking smart and have friends and people want to get to know them. I just don't belong anywhere my whole family treat me different than my youngest sister because so better than I was told to wait til I was 18 to get a contact when I could afford it myself and you oldest sister and brother can do nothing wrong there perfect and never wrong and they sorted their life out noone is a fuck up like me and I'm sick and tried of tring so hard all the time and being stuck in my head. It like I don't fit I. Anywhere this place I work is take an exchange student out tomorrow night they haven't invited me and they having a meal on Friday night to say goodbye everybody else is invited but nit me I'm just unlikeable no place for me anywhere so is there any point in me being here I might swell get it over and done with and just let every body get on with there life and don't make they feel like they have to care about me anymore why should they I'm nothing compare to everyone else I just don't belong!
heineken13 said on Apr 20 2011, 18:04 PM:
i am 27 had a good job,had a wife,had a daughter,had a lfe.....now each one of those have been taken away from me 1 by 1....so i ask myself what the point...i have lost everything that matters to me..so i have nothing to lose now right?
anonymous said on Apr 20 2011, 14:04 PM:
im 15 attempted to kill my self many times. . i took 6 excedrin migrain pills in less than 5 mins .felt wierd, like i was helucinating and all. . i was praying to not wake up in the morning but here i am. .i want this death so much . is there any stronger pills i can take ? !
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 21:04 PM:
@K10Ace I too am a sad and sorrow sack have been all my life and continue to be day in and day out. Easy to just give in and moan, groan and woebegone cause I use up all my energy doing this instead of looking inwards at my lack internal and major organ beauty. I repeat myself constantly and in fact I am an ACTUAL professional at having conversations with myself.
K10Ace said on Apr 19 2011, 20:04 PM:
Today is my bday I got beat down 3times got suspended from school and punched 87 times in the face and sacked 14 times. My parents and family gave me nothing and I had to comfort my gf all day because I might be moving to Nova Scotioa. Life just is fucking perfect ain't it!
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 20:04 PM:
Is it just me or do only men read and I thought I could have a PUBLIC forum on the net of belittling and downright nasty foul mouthing women there and no one would notice ? Geeze I am also deceiving everyone ?
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 20:04 PM:
Do you think I a victim or a self-aborbed pity party animal ? Why do all the wiminez not like my lovely inner beauty ? Could you please answer this before you kill yourself, in fact could you kill all the unclean, red-necked, retarded mental circus freaks all around me first, then kill yourself. See I told you I am a stunted self pitied anal retentive autocratic tyrant. In fact I am really H8itler to other sane and normal people who hate me, especially dem poor wiminez who have to read all my vile bile. Is it just me or do only men read and I thought I could have a PUBLIC forum on the net belittling and down nasty foul mouthing women there and no one would notice ? Geeze I am also deceiving everyone about my religion ? Some wonder if my total hatred of women is more about religion than race because I tell them I am from Southern Europe and they all think I am Italian. Would an Italian be so mean to women and so blasphemis about God ? I am really deceitful to these people or what ? Geeze Im good.
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 20:04 PM:
One story I like to spin is the Im too white to be accepted in my own culture, which is rich and ancient btw, telling all I am from Southern Europe and then deceiving them more and more as time goes by, and too dark to be accepted in a Western Society. I live in Adelaide Australia and always refer to the people there as white-trash or Anglo white-trash, unwashed massess, mental retarded freaks, overfed old moles, ice vapid princesses, red-necked, genetically inferior freaks/'tards/inbreds/backward redhedded cousins and so many others I will come back with more because I am a deep, sorrowful well of criticism and hate. If you visit my insightful, respectable, fair and unbiased poll please leave an opinion especially for those who are sick of me and my mates Ash, MindNumbing and Trav. Cheers to you if you want to make an anonymous stand for truth and justice!
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 17:04 PM:
@Anonymous This is my story about my three very special friends, unfortunately they are not visible, just found here on the world wide web of sorrow and heartache. We all have 'special' needs and we all love each other very much dont we Ashie, Numbie and Travie so there! We are all a bit more than creepy ... people feel uneasy when they read our posts especially wiminez because we are dried up, crustie, blue balled losers with a really spooky auroras, you know the type dark and brooding with no smiles. Unfortunately we have body issues and are either not too fat or too fat and equipped with man b00bies (and mine are the most impressive I stretch them out when I am lonely and caresss and kiss them) and pubeless or ugly as sin. I for one am no picture of beauty, could lose a few pounds too, and yes, I am a fattish uglee barstid. I don't care what people call me either fat pig,ugly wanker,busshitartist, as they are all just words. I don't care for sorting things out with the violence of killing everyone else in this city except self-righteouse me and my bffs and with the insults it is just childish in fact I see so much childish insults and lack of control on here it is a pity I dont have the real manly guts to stand up. I am not a real man, I am an imbecilic amoeba excuse for a man and all the wiminez not this through my posts at my misogynistic, nasty fullofhate poll. I despise people for that matter, I am very full of self hatred too. B L A H !!!
annonymous said on Apr 19 2011, 12:04 PM:
have you lot actually fukin listened to yourselves?? this is THE FUNNIEST website ever!!! hahahahahaha
me said on Apr 19 2011, 10:04 AM:
Whoa, some people have real problems here. All the problems I have are in my head. I'm suffering from a general anxiety mixed with sociophobia, low self-esteem and inability to deal with my problems (my own diagnosis, I'd rather kill myself than see a real shrink - no pun intended). The older I get the more I feel like I'm wasting my life, and I don't want to be 30 and still unemployed and living with my parents (I'm 27 by the way). I'm depressed and want to kill myself most of the time. By the way killing yourself is the coward's way out and I'm a fucking coward, I'll admit that. For those of you trying to kill yourself, I don't blame you, I think you're week and pusillanimous just like me, but I don't judge you. I honestly don't believe in heaven or hell and I think that when you die you simply die, that's it. There's no afterlife, no devil and no judgemental god. Trust me, you won't go to hell if you kill yourselves, but you'll be dead, non-existent, your sense of self will be lost in the universe and mixed with the rest of the energy that's floating around. You may be reincarnated, but what the fuck do I know. What the fuck does anybody know. One thing is for sure though and I can assure all you gullable souls out there: nobody, and I mean nobody knows about it any more than you do, no fucking priest, rabbi, imam or any other type of 'salesman of religion' and if people tell you that you should do something because their god says so, you just tell them to go fuck themselves and find some other loser to brainwash, at least this way you'll have some dignity when you die. It's all just one long roller coaster ride full of ups and downs, but if all you have are downs, maybe it's not such a bad idea to end it prematurely. Whatever you do, think about it before you do anything; afterall, you only kill yourself once. Good luck all you miserable souls, I hope you find some light and sunshine in your life and maybe things going up the roller coaster for a change!
depressed said on Apr 19 2011, 10:04 AM:
being beautiful, having a good job and stuff isnt the only thing in life. ask me about it. i have a good job, have decent looks, but then i'm still so fucking depressed. i know that whats coming up is shit and i'd rather not live. so please just seggest some easy, fast, effective and instant method to kill myself. its very urgent as time is one thing i just dont have.
No body said on Apr 19 2011, 10:04 AM:
I'm a college student. The major I choose does not interest me. Plus I'm struggling with classes. Yet out of all the majors out there, this is the one that interest me most that will allow me to live the type of life style I think is comfortable. I hate it. I have plenty of friends but they are nothing like me. There are girls willing to date me but I don't want the hassle of a relationship. Sex is all I care about. I'm not this way becaue I choose to be. I always feel like I'm alone. Ever day I wake up and nothing new happens. Nothing changes. Nothing is funny anymore. I never smile. I think about killing myself all the time. I have loans that pay for my schooling. If I die my parents have to pay that back. I don't want that. People say life is worth living. I just don't think it is. In the end you die anyways. Sucks.
H8Adelaide said on Apr 19 2011, 00:04 AM:
Wuk any1 feel need to talke to me ? Me is good man with very high standards and amazing visions for the future! I am an very attractive man, however I am as uglee as sin when others look at me. When you scratch the surface that is when all the horror and nightmares begin to show through. I am very weak too and would not be able to even kill my own worthless self so I would need to be killed and very slowly btw so that my moaning, groaning and whinging could be heard for miles around as it sucks up everyones else who is trying to make the most of life's air. I am big sad suck.
H8terfromAdelaide said on Apr 18 2011, 06:04 AM:
I guess you are proud of your evilness hey Little Man called BigJim? I too am quite evil and mean to others because I am very uglee and not a nice person on the inside of my body, you know the internal guts and organs that are just floating around in there ready to be killed by such poisonious words. I dont even know how to be nice because in my ??+ years in this dull, brown and musty old town no one has ever, and I mean ever, said one, and I mean one, single nice word to me ever. Try and live with that you shallow nasty meanie beanie. @cghvjuknbu my advice would be change your name, it is pitiful and just a bit annoying.
H8Adelaide said on Apr 18 2011, 01:04 AM:
I hate all rich snobs too but mainly I hate the ice princessess and fat old moles everywhere. I am I the bully or is it the rest of world wide web ? I am very unattractive, podgy, old, crustie and a sad and sorry sack, and look down on all the unclean people around me, does this play any part in my mental instability and misery guts personality ? Also I am too white to be accepted in the Western World and not black enough to be accepted any where else? I am just not accepted PERIOD. Is this a common problem or am I just over exaggerating yet again? Please help as I am very fragile, weak and not a real man.
H8Adelaide said on Apr 18 2011, 01:04 AM:
At my poll I gang up on people and bully them with my mates there, is this wrong? Is there something wrong with me, I mean is it me or rest of Adelaide (they poke, stare and whisper about me all the time specially the good looking women).
H8Adelaide said on Apr 18 2011, 01:04 AM:
I feel like killing everyone in Adelaide except me, is this wrong? Please visit me at my blog, please, please pretty please.
H8Adelaide said on Apr 18 2011, 01:04 AM:
I would dearly love to talk with anyone who feels they are rejected, bullied, useless or just feels like a sad and sorry sack of shit. I am H8Adelaide based in the Dark South of Australia and my poll is "Do you think Adelaide sucks as much as I say it does". I love my dd cups, my moobies are bigger than a lot of wiminz and i'm not fat so that makes them really impressive. If you are interested I want to talk to you, even just a little chat at my blog, http://adelaideisashithole.blogspot.com.au it would be such a treat.
Count duckula said on Apr 16 2011, 11:04 AM:
I was just chilling in the sun with a ice cold drink, next thing i notice.... the ice had gone! what the fuck?!?!? my life is so shit fuck everything!
biatch said on Apr 16 2011, 02:04 AM:
i hate living! whats the point?
RYAN said on Apr 16 2011, 00:04 AM:
hey guys i just got the info that my girlfriend isn't really my girlfriend after all she still hasn't broken up with her "X" and now she doesn't love me at all. My life's over she was the only girl i loved since i was a kid, i was really mad i thought she would fall in love with me.I tried to commit a suicide but couldn't coz i thought it will affect my family and friends but if i don't do it my life's gonna be way worst so ill try my best to be dead within this week or two, plz pray for me."GOODBYE"
louise said on Apr 15 2011, 11:04 AM:
I am not the product of bad parenting, or poverty or abuse but I still want to die. I am 15 and am so depressed I hate myself and my life. I can't explain why, I don't even know myself but I wish I was never born. I need help, I don't know what to do. I am just sitting here thinking about my future and I can't see myself having one. I can't see myself ever even having a boyfriend let alone settling down and having kids. I have nothing to live for, whats the point in anything. I feel so guilty when I hear about other people who have real problems like they get beat up or whatever but my problems are real to. In some ways my problems are worse because I don't understand them; theres no hope for me at all.
@life is pain said on Apr 15 2011, 10:04 AM:
u may have a candida yeast problem if ur skin has red areas, if so u need to take threelac a probiotic that eats the yeast. u will also need to apply canesten cream, its an internal problem that appears on the outside, i had it myself, u need both of the above if u have red areas
life is pain said on Apr 14 2011, 21:04 PM:
when i was little, my mom would beat me every night. i would cry myself to sleep every night. this went on until she had a nervous breakdown. she never taught me basic hygiene, like wash your face and brush your teeth. my skin is representative of this now. years and numerous mistakes later, i have a whore in my life who i cant shake. hate i ever met her. the one girl i do love, only wants friendship. i have spent over $7000 in money and gifts on her. how stupid, but thats just my life. but shes the most beautiful thing ive ever seen and shes all i wanted in life. most would say find another, but with my skin condition, most girls are disgusted by me. and i dont have the courage to approach beautiful women, this girl actually started with me. but now i know my fate. ive contemplated suicide for years, but was to cowardice to do it. now i think i have no choice. im feeling depression like i never have. ive told her, and she doesnt want me to do anything stupid. but if i cant have her id rather be dead. she'll find another guy, they approach her daily. but she'll never find a guy who would have done anything in the world for her like me. mistake after mistake, bad choice after bad choice. i really think im cursed. i think a glass of antifreeze would be sufficent and end this suffering. not certain what happens on the other side, guess i'll be finding out.
cghvjuknbu said on Apr 14 2011, 21:04 PM:
well guess no ones got no advise guess this is the end of the road for me
BigJim said on Apr 14 2011, 20:04 PM:
Look at all these cool cats wanting to off their own life, maybe you guys should, nothing but a bunch of emo-faggots! It's people like you who don't deserve to live! Want my advice? Go find some drain cleaner drink it and then go fuck your dog telling it how much you've always wanted to do it, then as you do that have your mom shit in your mouth. Thank you and goodbye, have a great afterlife in hell F;
Haylee said on Apr 12 2011, 22:04 PM:
No offence pplz, but this is not for you all to pour out your hearts stories.. All i want to know is the quickest, easiest way to neck myself.. Honestly, i got enough going on in my own fucked up head to even begin to give a fuck about your problems..
Anon said on Apr 12 2011, 16:04 PM:
Ive been tormented my whole life, people called me names like faggot ever since I can remember, school stresses me out, i had to move away from the only girl ive loved so far and never worked up the guts to say how i feel, my parents put me in homeschooling taking me away from all my friends, Ive tried killing myself but dont have the guts. I wish I did.
dyin a$$ said on Apr 12 2011, 01:04 AM:
this is the end of the road for me
K10Ace said on Apr 11 2011, 21:04 PM:
I've watched a girl get her eyes cut out and raped by her boyfriend for 6hrs and when he killed her he called her a fucking worthless bitch. I've watched 14 ppl get murdered and 15 get raped and I'm 12 and I live in Canada. And if eneybody says it's ok it fucking ain't. Life is a bitch it will only pick you up to throw you down farther
K10Ace said on Apr 11 2011, 21:04 PM:
My life is a wreck. I'm 12 my parents hate me my school hates me I've Been raped 2ce my gf of almost a year now dosent even like me and I know stuff I shouldn't... Life only throws you up a bit just to make u fall down farther. I cut my wrists listen to depressing music and my best friend is my gf's cousin. I should be in grade 11 because of how smart I am but I just want to die... I promised to my gf I wouldn't kill myself until she died so I won't but I want to die so fucking badly.. Someone please tell me a good way to die but make it not look Like suicide. Life starts when you want it to. Life ends when Death wants it to. I defy Death
south of heaven said on Apr 11 2011, 19:04 PM:
people=shit
TWLOHA2010 said on Apr 09 2011, 13:04 PM:
Hey all, it's been a few months but I wanted to let you all know that I'm still around if anyone needs someone to talk to. I'm not an expert counsellor or anything but my mission in life is to help others and try my best to show unconditional love to all. My name is Hailey, and if you need a friend or a confidential way to share your pain with someone I will be around. I care a lot about all of you and I want to see all of you succeed and live happy lives. I understand that life is hard, and terrible things happen, and sometimes it can feel like there's no other way out - I've been there. But there is always another way out no matter how impossible things seem. I believe in all of you. I'm praying for all of you. I pray for this forum whenever I think about it... That may not mean a lot to some of you, and that's fine too. I won't push God on any of you, all I can do is hope that he changes your lives around and helps you through the bad times. My email is TWLOHA2010@LIVE.CA and I would love to talk to any of you. I have Facebook now as well just in case you prefer to talk that way, just search my email and I should show up. -Hailey
todd said on Apr 08 2011, 18:04 PM:
to i understand, fuck the ignorant ass im not encouraging someone to end their life.im going to end my life show me the part in my post that im encouraging someone to end their life.id naver encouraging someone to end their life so don,t say i im saying that. know i want end my life more know that you say this about me . i thank alll and my life to night by alll all be glad when my life is over
i understand, fuck the ignorant ass comments said on Apr 08 2011, 17:04 PM:
oh and do your fucking research about depression, suicide, mental illness ect before you make dumb ass comments like that. i would love to say that i hate people like you, but hate isnt exactly the best way to describe the way i feel. moreover, i pitty people like you. as a human being you should be fucking ashamed. we all should support one another seeing as how we all have shit in common.[our issues/depression/thoughts of suicide] those comments sicken/disgust me. i really hope all of you get well, learn to not only love yourself, but others too. storms are apart of life. what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. just hold on, pain is temporary and so is life. once you learn to cope its only up/better from here
i understand, fuck the ignorant ass comments said on Apr 08 2011, 17:04 PM:
sorry that was for "tito" not "todd" REALLY SORRY ABOUT THAT
i understand, fuck the ignorant ass comments said on Apr 08 2011, 17:04 PM:
@ "u aint shit stfu", "todd", and anyone else like you low life, bitter fucks, i hope that God, Karma, or whatever higher power is merciful on you miserable/hateful ass people for encouraging someone to end their life. millions of kids, teenagers, and people suffer from depression, and other forms of mental illness that can be so EXTREMELY difficult to just "shake off" or "get over it" i've been clinically depressed for 2 years. my parents used to beat the shit out of me when i was young. i tried killing myself when i was 12. my exboyfriend suffers from depression and bipolar so our relationship was unhealthy and he used to beat my ass too. i've been sexually abused/raped three times. first when i was 5-6, second through out elementary school, and third during high school. i've been in and out of the mental hospitol three times through out the past year. so yea everybody has problems, and some are harder than others but that doesnt mean that they dont have a right to be sad/upset about their lives. to those that want to end it, i understand EXACTLY where you are coming from. stay strong, and reach out for help. there is so much out there/life to live. going to the hospitol saved me,changed me, and made me a better/stronger person. hope this helps
shea said on Apr 08 2011, 06:04 AM:
Today I lost it, I just wanted to give up had enough of life I have for the last year been trying to change my beliefs about myself change my life and with all the hard work I have put in to do this where the fuck do I end up but wanting to finish everything as I have failed myself. So what is the use to fight for ever with no results. I have written my goals that life easy, life is good I can create what I want when ever I want and have an abudance of everything. What else do I have to do to make this happen, maybe its just not for me.
nha said on Apr 07 2011, 20:04 PM:
You know what tito u are the waste of time fucken loser!! u think you are so smart right! hahahaha stupid ass hole pendejo you are the one who is worthless im loosing my time here responding to your stupid comment
spot said on Apr 07 2011, 19:04 PM:
And.... Thats
spot said on Apr 07 2011, 19:04 PM:
See tahts a perfect example, cant even spell education
spot said on Apr 07 2011, 19:04 PM:
I need 13,000 to solve this thought of killing myself does anyone have any ideas of how i can get that much money? Dont say work and save cuz im a high school drop out loser with no eduation =)
todd said on Apr 07 2011, 17:04 PM:
way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like making my meals keeping my self clean any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been wanting to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . steel thanking on how all end it .hope i have guts to end my life soon thanks for taking time to read this.looking forward to the day i die. all pay some one to kill me
u aint shit stfu said on Apr 07 2011, 14:04 PM:
i grew up without a mom or dad.. i watched them die as my home was being robbed ive got my ass kicked from first grade to 12th i dont have any friends because nobody ever wanted to talk to me i had a girlfriend but she got hit by a bus i always tried as hard as i could on my work but always got Ds and Cs i grew up in my brothers house and when i brought home a bad grade or if i were bleeding he would take me to the backyard and kick my ass until i learned how to fight back or sometimes he burned cigars on my arms and back i got a shitty job and a dickhead for a boss and just last year i lost 3 of my toes i ahte my life i really do but i havent killed myself so all of u out there who THINK u have a fucking hard life shut the fuck up and learn to deal with it u pussy u aint shit so shut the fuck up and gtfo of forum.
tito said on Apr 07 2011, 10:04 AM:
all you people on this forum are worthless sacks of shit. just fucking kill yourselves instead of searching for attention in a post. most of you just sound like whining babies. get over it, and stop bitching. there's always the option of not being a puss and nutting up. you are all a bunch of fucking losers. stop looking for sympathy the world is a compost heap and people are sacks of shit. you know why no one cares because you all are worthless sacks of shit. duh. get over it nothing in life is worth a damn.
noyb said on Apr 06 2011, 20:04 PM:
I just started thinking about killing myself. I just feel like I fail at everything. like the world and my family would be better off without me. They would have to deal with so much less disappointment. I'm a waste of life.
tired said on Apr 06 2011, 10:04 AM:
Can someone kill me for me? i cant find any tall buildings and oding didnt work....
EMO GILR <3*HAH*<3 said on Apr 05 2011, 15:04 PM:
YOU CAN BE MORE CRIATIV THEN THAT ANISTLY.IV HERD THAT 1 BE4
A Dude said on Apr 05 2011, 00:04 AM:
Tried opening up a jolly rancher and the candy fell on the floor. Life sucks...
nha said on Apr 04 2011, 05:04 AM:
I need help plz anybody:(
nha said on Apr 04 2011, 05:04 AM:
Hey Josh why u dont call the frikin' cop and have ur step father arrested?just do it I mean I know how u feel..and im crying rnow by reading ur comment. I dnt want u to kill yourself listen u first call the the cops have him go to jail okay:( plz
Josh said on Apr 04 2011, 01:04 AM:
My name is Josh I turned 15 on mar.16 I hav been beat by my stepdad he made me sleep in the basement I want 2 fucking kill him but I can't I wish I was dead because no teenager shouldn't hav 2 go threw shit like that I'm jux tired of being here ;'( fuck everybody dats in my life somebody anybody please jux fuckn kill ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Steffany said on Apr 04 2011, 00:04 AM:
You know what; I'm really happy. I can honestly say that I'm happy and mean it. For the past few years I'd wanted to kill myself so badly because I felt that I had nothing to live for and that life was just a cruil way to make us suffer. Life isn't always fair, but it will eventually make you the person you were meant to be. I came close to killing myself a few times but it never worked. Well I started to talk to someone on here in hope of finding some help. After talking with them for a little while, I had finally started to see the light again. I was just so burried in my own misery and sorrow that I forgot what really mattered to me. They helped me out when I was at my lowest and I really want to thank them. You have to make bad choices to learn how to make better choices, you have to fall in order to get back up and you have to pay attention in order to learn. When you surrownd yourself with the people that really care and love you it makes it easier to stand again. Don't let life get you down when you have the potential to be ten feet tall. Love Yall
last day said on Apr 03 2011, 11:04 AM:
i am so depressed every second of the day i want to die im 48 years old and going to end my life soon . give me a good way to end it
iaesonsm said on Apr 03 2011, 06:04 AM:
maybe tomorrow we'll find a better day...
Mike said on Apr 03 2011, 06:04 AM:
i am 13 and have been wanting to kill myself for bout 5-6 years now and the only thing stopping me is that my sister would be happy if i die and i don't want to make her happy what should i do?
Mingus said on Apr 03 2011, 02:04 AM:
I don't know what this is. My mother hates me, people who I thought were my best friends never want to spend time with me, not even my own girlfriend.. Whenever I call and ask anyone if they want to do something or hangout and whatnot, they've got something to do.. and then later, I find out that they're all having fun with each other. I'm not a bad guy and I dont ask for much, and when I try to explain this to them, they say I've got a stick up my arse and that I should chill. I love my girlfriend a lot, maybe too much.. seeing as how she is my first one, and I know she doesn't want to be with me anymore, she just doesn't want to hurt my feelings.. My mother is an abusive tyrant, and she's the only 'family' I have left. For the past month or so, I've been doing nothing but sitting in my house after school everyday feeling like shit. I cant talk to anyone. It's just nothing but silence. I hate the silence so much. I dont know if I can take this anymore.. I thought the 3 friends that I had were ALL I had left.. and they don't even like being around me.. I am constantly ridiculed at school because I do not dress a certain way, and how ugly I am. What's the fucking point? Why exist? Nobody gives a shit about me. Why do I need to live???
Callum said on Apr 02 2011, 19:04 PM:
we live. we die. its all the same. will it ever change?...
there are some questions in life that cant be answered my google said on Apr 02 2011, 19:04 PM:
im slowly giving up on everything. i know know wtf happening. i am so depressed every second im alone. every second im away from mates...and away from my girlfriend. i have fallen inlove to fast. i guess its love at first sight. but i dont know what to feel about everything else. im losing everyone close to me but her. im scared if i lose her i will have nobody. no one around. i guess if it becomes that i will kill myself. but i guess im just feeling lonley atm
nha said on Apr 02 2011, 17:04 PM:
I dnt know exactly what i feel now its hard to explain..It just hurt. Im tired of trying..idk what to do..ppl say im stupid and if they dont say it they just think that. They say I have everything, but i dnt see it. i feel empty alone idk..the psicologist says i have a chemical imbalance right but so what her diagnosis dint help i still feel this way. its so gard because i see i knw i may have everything but im not happy..i just want to be happy or just end it all im tired i cant cry enmore. i need help but dnt know who to ask for it.
Some one who lost every thing said on Apr 01 2011, 19:04 PM:
Lisa, can u also share ur plan with me if possible
Some one who lost every thing said on Apr 01 2011, 19:04 PM:
Sorry guys, I read every one post. Like every one else i cant find a reason to live any more. the person i loved, i lost the love and the person who taught me great values stood against me. I m just over it from last 1 week. I lost every thing, can any one just tell me the way to die or any idea. I am not asking for easy way as dieing is not easy but still want to do it i m after an effective way where less or negligence chances to survive nd more probabiltiy to die thanks for ur help
LISA said on Apr 01 2011, 01:04 AM:
I'M SO HAPPY TO FINALLY START MAKING MY PLANS TO KILL MYSELF I AM NOT SCARED, I FEEL A PEACE COME OVER ME WHEN I THING OF KILLING MYSELF. I KNOW THAT ANYTHING COULD BE BETTER THAN LIVING THE WSY I'M LIVING. THERE SHOULD BE A LICENCE & TRAINING BEFORE YOU BRING A CHILD IN THIS WORLD. NOT EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE KIDS. I'M A PRODUCT OF BAD PARENTS. I THINK I'LL HAVE A PARTY THE DAY BEFORE. AND I'M GOING TO DO IT IN FRONT OF MY SO CALLED PARENTS.
Yes do it said on Mar 31 2011, 19:03 PM:
All of you searching for a way... Jump off a building...Its quick and makes a good mess.
Callum f said on Mar 31 2011, 13:03 PM:
hey guys me again. talk to me if you want to talk through some stuff and let me help you. add me of facebook and send me a message or write on my wall.talk to me people. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000174334139
tanya said on Mar 29 2011, 15:03 PM:
ive been thinking about killing myself for a long time im(15) i was raped by this guy that i thought was my best friend but he wasnt ive been beat my mom regrets having me becuz im a lezbien so i just want ot end my life before someone does it for me
My Life sucks said on Mar 28 2011, 07:03 AM:
I really don't see the point of life... I'm so confused in why I'm still alive. I was raped when I was 5 by my dads friend. I am 17 now, and I had held that secret for about 11 years. I am an afghan muslim, and so not being a virgin is a big issue, as marriage will be hard. I eventually found love, another afghan man, a pashtoon. I'm from the oposite clan, so this is a very complicated situation. My dad refused for me to marry this other guy, and my brothers and sisters said I had brought shame to my family. They made my life hell. I would stop eating for days, and I would close all my curtains and lock every door. But there was no way to stop the verbal abuse which they would give me. I once had a fight with my mum, and it then all came out. The rape and pain I went through. As a women to women, she understood, but she lost all trust in me, as she was so confused in why i never told her in the first place. I'm still madly inlove with my bf, and he wants to marry me, and I have said yes. I don't see him often, but its the belief that one day both our souls will be set free, and we will be able to escape from all of this, from everything, start new life. My love is like fire, his the oxygen which keeps it going, blazing colours of red and gold. But at the moment, we cannot be together, it is not allowed. Mum. She is a powerful force which has great influence in my life. Happiness. Laughter. Tears. Pain. She can cause it all. At times, she can be my best friend, at other times, she can be my worst enemy. She is like marmite. Either love her or hate her, very rare to experience both at the same time. I asked her if am allowed to go to the beach with my friends as I have done all my exams, and it will be the last year that I will ever see them again. I told her to consider and think about it before she says no. But what was the first thing she said... NO! I'm a virgo, so it is only natural that I will fight back. But she makes me feeel inferior, and parents can dehumanise their kids in the most weirdest ways. And so, this is how I am where I am now. I'm so sad am looking on google of the best and most fastest ways to kill myself. As my life will already end when they try and arrange marriage me. I rather burn alive, and give my soul to my bf/husband and give a burnt corpse to my family. Life sucks being afghan.
There is no god said on Mar 28 2011, 00:03 AM:
I die every damned day. Life hurts in a major way, to the extremes most times. Want to know why? Ha, it's simple. I care, therefore, I suffer. Really, it is that simple. Think about it. Trust someone, they will break that trust. Love someone, they will deny you that love. Do good things as much as you can for any and all, guess what, you still get shit in return for all your effort. Nothing new here, thats just the way it is. I suggest placing your trust and love in the right place. Place it in that witch never fails, PAIN. Life is pain and is not for pussies. Suck it up, live strong and move on to the next fucked up ass shit'n thing life grunts out.
mini said on Mar 27 2011, 19:03 PM:
i wan 2 die as ive no1 2 help me. my soul mate an i broke up bout yr ago an now he jus seams not 2 care bout me at all. 4 reason.s over the years my life has been shit i jus wan it al over, i hav a child who is th only thing dat is stop.n me but i no once they r up il kill my self as i cant take dis oain 4 muc longer. i keep askin god y do i suffer so muc wot did i do 2 deserve a life of hell.i no il only b happy wen im deid. rock on my end pls.
@me said on Mar 27 2011, 15:03 PM:
sounds like someone is a bit of an attention whore....
me said on Mar 27 2011, 15:03 PM:
im 48 years old hate my life im ugly hate my body some help find a good way to end my life
Can Dee said on Mar 27 2011, 00:03 AM:
My life is nothing, no one will miss me. No one really cares, and I don't need to be here anymore. I am a waste of time, space, and effort. No one will miss me when I am gone.
noone said on Mar 26 2011, 16:03 PM:
i cant take this world anymore i have a terrible life people dont like me for no reason and bad things always happen i have nothing to live for anymore
me.. said on Mar 25 2011, 23:03 PM:
my life is horible... mygirlfrirnd is trying to kill herself becuse her life... people jummp me cause um gay.. bitches talk shiit.. she is my life my world and my everything and i will not live without her so if she kills herself i will too! good bye shitwhole!
XxTalkxX said on Mar 25 2011, 18:03 PM:
Today i had my wisdom teeth cut out and the doc said dont talk for a couple days but thats all i have is to talk mygirlfriend keeps screming at me when i talk i hate my life it such a bad life noone will let me talk i just need to talk but i guess thats not going to happen at all so the doc gave me this bottle ofoxycodone and im just going to take the whole bottle that way ill be outta pain and i can talk all i want.
sandy said on Mar 25 2011, 11:03 AM:
i just to die plz help me i dont want to live any more i try many times but i am steel alive...:( plz help me any plz
Chris Magee said on Mar 25 2011, 06:03 AM:
Goodbye world. Nothing in life is what it seems. People are liars and will always remain that way. Women are liars and bitches. They say they love you and then when it comes time to prove it they walk out and leave u. FUCK U WORLD>
stewy said on Mar 24 2011, 22:03 PM:
goodbye all
socal 1 said on Mar 24 2011, 11:03 AM:
im going to be looking at some signifigant jail time im 20 and never really had much of a life its a been a struggle and im tierd of it im not going to jail for somthing thats not wrong morally and something i didnt do to begin with i need a quick and easy way to do this you might even see my suicde on the news cause im going to do it when im in jail only things that can stop me is a private attorney to represent me in court or money to get an attorney ill do time in county but not state prison peace out yall
Ellie S said on Mar 23 2011, 18:03 PM:
Friend of Callums, same thing applies. If you need to talk add me :) I'll always listion to whatever you have to say
.... said on Mar 23 2011, 14:03 PM:
Iv heard pep say that 'it could be worse' and just the thout that life could get ne worse is terrible
Isaiah 54:17 said on Mar 23 2011, 08:03 AM:
If you are all feel so sad or depression and please do not try killed yourself!! please read the bible book because God do really understand that you have been through as hell..Trust in GOD's words!! Do not let Devil won for all of you!! thank you!
A.B said on Mar 22 2011, 19:03 PM:
My mistake, aaron.1107@hotmail.co.uk, lol sorry. If you send if an email and i dont respond after 2 days, just send it to Aaron.1107@hotmail.co.uk, lol one of them is bound to be right, the other one just wont exist so no worries :) Gimmie an email and we can have a good chat about anything you want
A.B said on Mar 22 2011, 19:03 PM:
As im writing here you can guess why im here: I'm either thinking about committing suicide or want to talk people out of it. The former is true. Like many here im fairly young (18) but havnt had a good life, and in the coming months the only thing thats holding me in place is going to stop. Thats unavoidable, but what will happen after that im unsure about. But untill then, if anybody needs some company or somebody to talk to about anything feel free to email me at Aaron.1107@hotmail.co.uk Im going through the same kind of bad stuff that so many others are here, and I might not be able to solve any problems but at least i can be some company for you if your lonely and want to chat :)
fuck ya said on Mar 22 2011, 19:03 PM:
i want 2 kill my self but every time i try i cant do it.....is there anyone that can help
.... said on Mar 22 2011, 16:03 PM:
I want 2 die but I luv my family... I want to save someone elseby bing the person killed by someone. I wish it's me you'd hear about instead of someone who didn't want 2 die
Anonymous said on Mar 21 2011, 22:03 PM:
don't kill yourself, it is the worst thing that you could do. It only causes hurt to ones around you. My uncle killed himself last year and he believed that it was for a good reason, and that no one would care. But guess what, they did. It was so hard to handle not having him and neither could his wife and kids. It is a permenant mistake, for a temporary problem. You will never ever be able to take it back.
nothing left said on Mar 21 2011, 12:03 PM:
if I died today it wouldn't matter, no one would care for longer than a few days, and just remember me as that person I used to work with or that I went to school with. My dad used to care but he died, my son was taken away by my ex and I can't see him, my mum wouldn't not know if I were alive or dead and my sisters never contact me, years and years. Who would care no one, nothing to live for, and the good thing about dying is that the pain would end, all I want is my son, I just want the pain to end, God please answer my prayers I've suffered long enough
Callum f said on Mar 21 2011, 12:03 PM:
hey guys me again. talk to me if you want to talk through some stuff and let me help you. add me of facebook and send me a message or write on my wall.talk to me people. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000174334139
Im dying said on Mar 21 2011, 05:03 AM:
i just cut myself and im going to let myself bleed out to death goodbye
@michelle said on Mar 20 2011, 18:03 PM:
lol
Michelle Coaxum said on Mar 20 2011, 18:03 PM:
My parents treat me like shit and they keep me in the house 24/7. In 2 months i'll be the only fifteen years old who cant go to parties because they say "they (everyone) is trying to kill me." i want a life but i'm just not allowed to. Not only do they treat me like that, My dad scares me. once i was looking at him cuz he was talkin to me and he got mad and hit me repeatedly with a crate which till this day has left a scar on my left arm. my mom treats my 3 sibling with care and me like shit. i have been valedictiorian each year and i get NOTHING in return. cutting myself is scary and i like the overdose idea. one day i'll run away, have the best time, then drug myself and burn in hell.
ds said on Mar 20 2011, 17:03 PM:
I was with a man for 10 years who I loved with all my heart promised me he will never hurt me and lied. 3 weeks after our 10th anniversary he told me it was over and couldn't even give me a reason why. we lived in az together I'm originally from ia. so i dedcided to go back home to give us some space he promised me he was not going to be with anyone else a month after i left he hooked up with another girl a couple of weeks later told me he regretted everything and come back to az to be with him so i did and now that i'm in az we are not back together and he is still sleeping with this other girl and i am tired of the pain he is causing me so i want to know the best and most painless way to just end my life i don't want to live without him.
bob said on Mar 20 2011, 12:03 PM:
why do you wat to kill your self for look i should no i hate my life i am joker i take the pissed all the time now i am loser sitting here no family no freaids any more no job what i got got nothing no bird and top of that getting kick out of my house oh yer everyone hate me coz i am a piss taken oh yer got small cock don t get much better then that and my dad was murderd and mum lock up in mentill heath place for all her life most of the time yer so read this before you think about killing your self someone got it wost then you. it sould cheer you up a bit away
sweettears said on Mar 19 2011, 21:03 PM:
hey im here for anyone who needs to be talked to, i don't want anymore people dying. that stupid suicide prevention shit is probbably bull shit so if anyone wants my number, ask. email me keileejojo@hotmail.com
iiHATE MY LiFEEE! said on Mar 19 2011, 17:03 PM:
i am planninq to kill myself. aand its because i hate my parents. i asked them why they cant let me ust live my life, they said you dont have one. that really pissed me off. i took a knife to my room, and im cutting myself right now. im cutting my vain. its just an easier way to die. Ill miss my loved ones, (not my parents) so goodbye world. xP
Anonymous said on Mar 19 2011, 16:03 PM:
no one understands the pain, people in my life just walk away friends family. I sit here watching them walk away, all i need is someone not gonna happen. Goodbye world x
LOVE U ALL said on Mar 19 2011, 08:03 AM:
CHEER UP GUYS THE WORLD RAWKS!!!!!
omfgee kill me! said on Mar 18 2011, 20:03 PM:
ima kill my self
Gods Gift said on Mar 18 2011, 10:03 AM:
Just read a couple or your cries for help to end your life! I know you heard this before things will be ok soon ect ect ect but the truth is they can be if you want them to be. No ones ever alone! if you feel like no one will ever miss you while your gone your wrong! No one ever goes unnoticed and Death is not the Answer to your problems! If there is a time you can recall being happy (close your eyes) and go back to that place even try and smell it (sounds silly) but it helps. And if you've never been happy then its time to get up and see what everyones so happy about! Don't matter if your in your own little world where no one is on the same level as you! the only thing matters is that your on the same level as yourself. Member a lift/elevator couldn't work without someone pressing the button and thats you! I am not to sure this message will get threw to you lot but i hope its does. And this might sound like i care, Well the fact is i doo! i'm sitting here with water and pills so your not alone! ive stopped thinking about ending my life and so should you my friend! if you want talk email me at rico.godsgift.devante@gmail.com Thank you for reading and Bless you!
stuck in this life(in between) said on Mar 18 2011, 02:03 AM:
i want to kill myself so bad, just not the type of person to hurt my family,friends,the love of my life, just stuck here in the middle stuck no where to go just to keep living and keep going feeling all the pain and struggle, im 17 almost 18 in a month not sure, can't hurt my loved ones it's the only thing stoping me. :'[ just stuck here right in between always thinking, hell or life, the only difference is life can sometimes seem like hell, but there are good parts i just gotta keep looking at the positive not the negative, and continue to struggle on, with this sick, controlling illness, stuck living...
Sickwell said on Mar 17 2011, 20:03 PM:
i dont remember who wrote the song but the name of it was Waiting around to die. im a recovering heroin addict and have spent half my life surrounding myself with the lower end of society. in the the song it makes the recomendation that if your feeling blue then get high. i can promise you if life is shitty then get high cause it will get much worse and then you can try and rebuild whatever you destroy in your addiction then you will have something to do or live for, whatever. oh i think it was townes vansandt... Im livin well in a sick fuckin world
Callum f said on Mar 17 2011, 19:03 PM:
hey guys me again. talk to me if you want to talk through some stuff and let me help you. add me of facebook and send me a message or write on my wall.talk to me people. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000174334139
12 said on Mar 16 2011, 04:03 AM:
please help.... this is cry for help... please help with some ways to commit suicide.
Steffany said on Mar 15 2011, 18:03 PM:
Sorrow is such a private thing, & no one could truly know what you're going through but you should know there are many people out there who want to help you, so if you're not ready to give up yet, please let them help. Life ends when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing & love ends when you stop caring. So always dream, hope and love.
fuck said on Mar 15 2011, 16:03 PM:
stupid boys :/
Jasmine said on Mar 15 2011, 14:03 PM:
Dear noworries, I'm just glad you decided not to go through with killing yourself. You're one of the lucky ones. You decided to look on the bright side; you see the glass half full while we see the glass half empty. I might as well let it vanish into thin air. Screw life...
Mike said on Mar 15 2011, 09:03 AM:
look anyone who needs to talk or just needs someone to listen please email me ill do whatever needs to be done to help you find a reason to live this is the way when your dead your dead thats it you may not feel pain but your done life is over and all chance at being happy is gone please email me we will try and figure it out .. mikeymike0726@hotmail.com
noworries said on Mar 15 2011, 09:03 AM:
honestly i got on this forum because i wanted to look for ways to commit sucide its not that i think i cant fix things its just that at some point i had to realize this life isnt gonna be what i wanted it to be im 28 years old i have done alot in life that im proud of but ive done just as much that im not proud of after reading all theese i have a differnt understanding of this there are 12 year old kids on here who think that they have no hope hell i thought i had no hope im sitting here thinking how can i get a job with a felony on my record i dropped out of high school at 17 because i wanted to follow a crowd of people who i thought were gonna have a great life including my brother then after working a dead end job and going through a rough spell things actually started to get better money came work was great i had a ton of friends i met the girl of my dreams and i got married i forced myself to change what i had started and it was working then in 2003 my big brother who was still in party mode so to speak took his final breath after running from the police one nite he left his family two sons a daughter he left the house to go get pills the cops pulled him and his so called best friend over and they ran my brother took all the pills they had and ate them thinking he would get away well his heart stopped after 7 days of searching for him and praying that he was ok i got a phone call that he was laying dead in the bushes right on the side of the road 50 feet from where i had parked my car and walked those streets searching for any sign of him i had to watch my mother and father bury there first born son at that point i quit caring i lost my wife because i started using drugs pills pot coke whatever i could do to numb the pain well 8 years later i had came to the conclusion i didnt give a fuck anymore i want to die ive done so much in life to get myself to this point and yet i sit here and blame it on bad decisoins that i made oh well i made those decisions when everyone around me told me not to and i made a promise to my mother that day that no matter what i do in life ill never put you through the pain the my brother has caused i miss him so much and as mad as i am it reminds me that the problems im dealing with are nothing compared to the problems it would cause other if i died yes i understand what theese people are going through but at some point you have to ask yourself do you want to quit or do you want to fix things i know its not easy but neither is death bottom line people is all it takes for someone to change there mind about taking there own life is a few seconds out of your life sometimes just knowing that others have it worst makes your own problems seem not so bad currently im a semi professional cage fighter i started this because i thought all this pain would be alot easier to deal with if i was hurthing someone else but then after a few years of training i started to get into the competition of the sport now i relate that to life no matter how hard this life is you can make it all you have to do is push yourself think about it if your addicted to crack or any drug for that matter you will do what ever it takes to get it or to get the money to get it, use that in life if a crackhead with no home no job and no family can come up with 20 bucks for a rock then why cant someone who is depressed come up with a reason to live keep pushing because as a person i understand that life is hard and its gonna keep coming no matter what, as a fighter i realize that life is just another fight and if i prepare for it then i can win.... people your too young to think about ending life and i would like to thank the 12 and 14 year olds on this site for posting what they did i thought i had it bad and i may but its because i did this to myself you guys are kids your life is just starting dont end it work through it at 12 years old talk to the school and tell them its not working they can put you in a seperat sort of class or even find an alternate way for you to get your education if its your home life then tell the school or the court they will help you but if you say you wanna die then nobody gives a fuck thats just the way it is i got on this site to find a way to die without pain but instead ive found more reasons to live ..
murderessssss said on Mar 15 2011, 04:03 AM:
i grew up an only child. my parents would fight everyday. my dad would hold her hostage in the bedroom sometimes for 7 days while i could hear him beat her and rape her. i didnt have any friends. i was lost to say the least. i always wanted to protect my mom but most of the time didnt have the courage. when she would be released , she would tell me exactly what my father did while she cried. i was 4 ! both were on meth at the time. one time when i was twelve i finally went their door and said let my mom go !!!! my dad took me in their bedroom and said "u think ur soooo tough? watch this" ! he laid me down next to my mother who was bleeding everywhere and said "watch this" ! they were both naked . my dad kept asking my mom if she had cheated. everytime she said "NO" he would punch her in the head very hard ! he slapped my face and made me watch him beat her ! one time he said get up and get out !! my mother tried to get up and when she did he said to me "watch what i do to liars" and he slit her throat ! he did not kill her that night. people had called the police. he held both of us hostage for 18 hours before he finally gave in. thats just one memory. i have plenty to choose from. my mother died 9/9/10. she was 54 and im 34. im going to kill myself but i will come for all the people who knew and did NOTHING !!!!
murderessssss said on Mar 15 2011, 03:03 AM:
i want to die
D>H>H said on Mar 14 2011, 22:03 PM:
lately my life has been hell , my life is failure basically since 7th grade , i tried hangingmyself not too long ago and have a scare on my neck from it. i wont write a whole story but if anyone of you read this ill be dead by the 22 of march 2011 . . . dont care who ill hurt cause seems like no one was here when i was alive any way ! R.I.P me D.H.H 1992-2011
Steffany said on Mar 14 2011, 17:03 PM:
Don't forget to make it count. Think back to how it all got started. Good little girl, daddy's little girl. Isolated in her own little world. Death can be scary, but something else can be worse, and knowing your loved ones died without a word can leave you in a place no one deserves. Everyone shouting, everyone sreams. All the little girl can do is drop to her knees. She turns around and sees others smiling and wounders how they can seem so inviting. With her heart crumbled, her heart gunned down, she couldn't do anything but sit and frown. The others stare, they don't understand. Their worlds are still on balanced land. The little girl has grown through the years but nothings changed and the tears still appear. She changed schools, got back some health, but she still feels like she's living in Hell. Each day comes, and each day ends, and all she can do is go with the trend. So she closes her eyes, counts to ten, and hopes no one can hurt her again.
sara said on Mar 14 2011, 13:03 PM:
MR chaniya ... that's so like me, too scared to do it because I know God is there, but there is no escape for me. How the fuck did I get here, I want to get out, but I can't, so just gotta sit it out.
zx said on Mar 14 2011, 10:03 AM:
i'm going to say as someone has been through a lot; you can't make a comparison of your problems to someone else, no matter what.. if it impacts someone so much that it affects their whole life, no matter what it is (trivial or not) that it's a problem. It pisses me off, yes, but i can't have ill feelings about it cause it obviously is destroying their inner peace. just saying...
I've seen it all.. said on Mar 14 2011, 09:03 AM:
I've been through so much in life. when I was 8 years old my mom was addicted to coke. it was a living he'll in my house. she would always come home in the middle of the night drunk & high. my brother, sister & I would starve for days. my dad was always at work, he was a truck driver. he killed himself when I was 9 because he couldn't take my mother anymore. now my mom is clean but she still drinks, she cane home last night drunk, yelling & throwing things like always. I want to kill myself, because of my family & drama! people at school always have to say something! They don't know when to shut up! This one girl said I was a back stabbing bitch. I just think if I die everyone will be happy. & the sad thing is . . . I'm only 12.
Jason said on Mar 14 2011, 08:03 AM:
my name is chris and i hate my life so much. my parents think im failing at school and they hit me when they are angry. as much as i want to hit back i just cant. and on top of that every one else in my family makes me feel like im not wanted. i have 3 brothers and 3 sisters. everyone in our family has no emotional connection and all look down at each other. growing up Ive barely spent any relationship time with my parents. my mother has these fit where she just crack's it from small things my father recently hit me up over a broken door i had punch because my other brother had pissed me off. and my mother also tried to beat me up because i shouted at her(she though i was playing video games and not homework so i shouted then she crack it). the only decent ones in my family are my two sisters and 2 brothers. Marie, growing also ran away from home to her friend house to run away from the bullshit at home. Theresa is really just normal she tries to socialize and go out but my parent are to sticked. my little brother Benny who is only 5 is wat im concerned about if i commit suicide. my older brother charles who live in the city by himself is always busy but at least his not at home in my hell. i realy want to see the reaction of everyone i know in my life if i wer found dead in my garage one day. or if i could. shoot my self in the head. i really want to succeed in life but i cant with this distractions and if i could i would get away but i cant take anymore of this.
Anonymous said on Mar 13 2011, 23:03 PM:
Im 19 and I can't think of a single thing to live for. I feel so detached from everyone, i just want to skip ahead and die already. For the past two years my life has felt like I've just been waiting to die. I want to take my own life but I can even do that, I just want someone to end it for me. If you see me you would NEVER in a million years think I'm suicidal, but it crosses my mind 6 times a day on average. I have no aspirations, I just wanna leave everything. I don't feel comfortable at home, I dont think my family cares for me and if they do, does it really matter? considering I don't think they do. I dont know what to make of my friends, I just don't want to deal with anything, I'm so fucking miserable all the time. Fuck.
loserman said on Mar 13 2011, 22:03 PM:
fuck life.... no one ends up alive from it anyway
hjkkjhjkh said on Mar 13 2011, 08:03 AM:
hold tight, give it time, work towards change, take a break, change ur envoiroment, change ur friends,
kier said on Mar 12 2011, 12:03 PM:
i wana kill my self cuz nobody likes me even my own family and my mum serious guys who ever is out there u are not alone
Steffany said on Mar 12 2011, 04:03 AM:
My name is Steffany and I'm 14. Life doesn't seem worth it anymore. When I was 9 both my parents died; my dad died first and then my mom. I ended up finding her myself and that picture still haunts me. When I think of my past I can't help but feeling sick. I know that some of you might be saying, "Suck it up, it could be a lot worse so stop complaining!" but since I can't forget all the crap that has happened, it is starting to effect me and my grades are horrible; it seems like everyone is always mad at me. I don't know what to do anymore.
mialei19 said on Mar 11 2011, 21:03 PM:
i fell alone.. my loved one doesn't love me.. my family, doesn't care at me.. and most of All, my friends hated me so much!!! i wanna die right now!!! anybody who wants to kill me??? i wanna kill myself!!!!!
Genesis said on Mar 11 2011, 20:03 PM:
hey my name Genesis I want 2 die because i don't have notting 2 live for. In my house it feels like if my mom hate me and she like my sister more then me because my sister can do all things right and i an like my mom was thinking that was use durg but i would never do that because it dumb then my friend stoping my friends and juz want 2 die so i don't give a fuck not more about anything just of dieing I HATE MY LIFE SO MUCH RIGHT NOW I WANT 2 DO IT RIGHT NOW I WOULD FEEL A ALOT BETTER ABOUT IT
me said on Mar 11 2011, 17:03 PM:
I want to die my life sucks I HATE my life im 48 yeras old and home to end my life soon any one want to kill my all pay you
nena said on Mar 11 2011, 12:03 PM:
i wana die i hav no purpose i life d 1 i love doesnt love me my heart is broken i find my self allan living for no reason i hav noting 2 do jst wana die every1 would b better with out me happier with me dead
Josh said on Mar 11 2011, 06:03 AM:
I've ruined my family. I want to kill myself for them, but I'm to chicken. Wish I had a gun....
Waiting to die said on Mar 11 2011, 00:03 AM:
I wish I could just die. My life is not worth living. No one loves me. Why would they? I don't even love myself. I wish I was gone in Heaven. Why won't I just disappear?
feelin everyones pain said on Mar 09 2011, 23:03 PM:
i came here to see if there was a easy way out i was not aware of. after reading how so many of us hate ourselves and are under the impression we are completely alone in this world with our suffering and pain it really makes me realize people like us need to support one another. sure life can be brutally fucking painful! there is no question about it!. but i bet if some of us knew who each other were we might say to the other damn i wish i had your life, because the grass is always greener on the other. in our world so many of us go about pretending that everything is ok. i know i do. i am embarrassed and ashamed to admit i have these feelings to anyone. this stigma thats attached to it is not what i want to deal with. i think that could make me and probably some of you folks even more depressed. NONE OF US ARE ALONE! BUT WE THINK WE ARE,THIS IS OUR MINDS ARE FUCKING WITH US. i have a idea here. how about before anyone here goes out and ends it maybe try to make someone else's life better in someway shape or form. doesnt matter how. lend them a hand/talk to them, really just anything. its just a thought. its the least we could do before some of us leave this world by our own means. i dont pretend to have any magic answer here but this pain that we feel needs to come out someway. hell maybe if some of us just cried together and held each other we would realize we are not all alone in this. hey dont judge this idea too harshly please. expressing myself seems to help, for me i am a talker when in a good mood, recently found out i am bi polar and have no desire to doped up on meds but writing this i feel a bit better. one more thought here- who says anything will be better on the other side? maybe it will be even worse! seriously. we have this idea that if we just end right now its the solution but fuck there is no guarantee in this what so ever. i thought i was so alone with all my troubles and failures and deep seeded self hatred but i am not and no one else here is either. i wish i can fuck the depression out of one you ladies here, i know i need it and i bet some of you ladies do too. but i know thats not the solution here. maybe short term. anyways i hope this is helpful in some way to someone here.
john dunn said on Mar 09 2011, 19:03 PM:
Im a fifteen year old boy in Zionsville IN i have bad grades and have wanted to kill my self since i was in the 3th grade one of my parents gets drunk and beats the fuck out of me and my mom works full time and is never home it feels like no one cares i have tryed to kill my self 3 time 1 time jumping out of a 3 storie window second trying to od and the last one i tryed to cut my juggular but pasted out from the pain and they found me so i lived and at first i was so angry and i wanted to do it again and now im feeling like i want to kill my self again but im reading these and i think i want to help people like me
INSANE RAMOS said on Mar 09 2011, 18:03 PM:
IM SO FUCKED UP IN MY MIND... I WANT TO END MY LIFE SO I CAN STOP THINKING AND GOING CRAZY ABOUT THINGS..LIFE IS POINTLESS AND 2012 NEEDS TO HAPPEN ALREADY SO WE CAN ALL DIE...HAHA...............
just let me dead girl said on Mar 09 2011, 13:03 PM:
No one loves me no one wants me people hates me so ill be better off dead no one will care no one will cry because I die. Love just let me dead girl
I. said on Mar 09 2011, 13:03 PM:
Any offers to kill me? I hate my life, please, help me to end it. Anyone from Merseyside? PLEASE!!
Billy Bob said on Mar 08 2011, 20:03 PM:
If your Gunna kill ur self at least go to the play boy mantion first bang som bitches
HOW TO LIVE said on Mar 07 2011, 16:03 PM:
When you are standing at the top, it is easy to stay positive I know. But...this does not mean you have to give up when you are at the BOTTOM! Damn it! No matter how bad you think you have it, there are always people who have it WORSE. So do not chicken and kill yourself. LIVE this life, because you will only have one. If no one loves you, then YOU love yourself. Be a MAN and take control of your life. Always keep in mind, there are million others out there who would still kill to have that what you have now. So take a deep breath and Rise! Death will eventually come by itself.
Holly Brooke said on Mar 07 2011, 13:03 PM:
I just want to die! I just want to die! I am all alone and I just want to die!
GJ said on Mar 05 2011, 18:03 PM:
i gotta go. i bring people down and i hurt the ones who love me. my daughter doesn't know me. i'm a loser and a failure. i'm better off on my own and outta this world. wanna be forgotten.
RR said on Mar 05 2011, 14:03 PM:
I'm not sure why I don't just end it either. Kids don't talk to me, family doesn't talk to me, no friends, marriage I should have never gotten into - a rebound marriage from the first one. I've got nothing, life has nothing to offer. Just fast forward to what's eventually going to happen. Why not today? Now is always better than later, more crap. Just not worth it!
not telling my name said on Mar 05 2011, 13:03 PM:
i feel as if i am so unlucky and no one likes me nobody in school likes me and i feel asif that i should juust kill myself and if i try to self defence myself my whole family thinks i am an idot.
johnny fatty said on Mar 04 2011, 13:03 PM:
I'm so fucking fat and lard assed that I can't even get my fat ass finger on the trigger to shoot myself. Fuckin A that is pathetic. I'm good at COD though, because you don't use real guns.
benzesty said on Mar 03 2011, 20:03 PM:
if you really cant cope any more, the best thing to do is tell a close friend to kill you, or a distant relative, because they will 99% of the time drag your ass outta the crap. (thats if your deadly serious). also if your family is against you, run away, fuck em, leave em, and take your ass to a rainforest in brazil or africa. start a new life and dont look back. thats INSANE, but much more of a statement to yourself then killing your life. but dont kill yourself, (truth is people will forget about your quickly),
kristine said on Mar 03 2011, 20:03 PM:
i'm sick of life. i feel better for a while, then everything goes back downhill again. high school is hell on earth. you can't trust a single fucking person, they all stab you in the back. my boyfriend won't stop talking to the girl he cheated on me with and the girl who has made my life hell, my friends have failed to be there for me when i need them most. the only people i know truly love me are my family, and i'd hate to hurt them by killing myself. but killing myself is starting to sound better and better. i already cut myself all the time. i just want my life to end. but i don't know how to end it, i'm scared.
ive turned my life around said on Mar 03 2011, 20:03 PM:
also MR chaniya your story sounds really interesting, i hope you end up sorting things out. not in terms of getting everything you lost back, but in terms of enjoying the current position that you are in. all the best
Ive turned my life around said on Mar 03 2011, 19:03 PM:
ive also just go to say that at 17 i was actually working in insurance for a sister company of Llyods of london, through a contact one of the most prestigious workplaces in london, the Stock Brokers of insurance. my life was pretty good and i was about to leave my dad for real and forget him for good, but when i punched him, that was it, lost my job, lost my life, 8 months + more living in hotels, GONE, all gone... but instead of killing myself i lived through it, i experienced the pain, hatred, voilence, drugs gangs, self pity. and now i dont regret it, i am actually thankful i went through that period of voilence, pain and suffering in prison and etc. sometimes its best to just accept the dark road of lonliness and suffering, and see where it takes you. becuase you still can make or break your own experiences. anyone been through similar problems of being sent to prison by your own family? (irony is i put up with his abuse for YEArs and years, and i punched him once i get sent down for 8 months, loose my job, my family, my life, my friends), ((yes my dad is fucked up)). and even funnier i still speak to him and get on with him to this day)) while studying hard in uni, making new friends and goin thru the hellish time of finding a jobb !! life can be really Strange sometimes... anyone gone thru similar problems, and got through them, please contact me, will be interesting to hear!
Ive turned my life around said on Mar 03 2011, 19:03 PM:
guys, i just want to say that, first of all my dad abused me when i was younger with voilence and psyical abuse,he sexually abused my sister, my mum was beaten up by him and left my dad when i was 4. I ended up in a silly gang, and smoked so many drugs, when i was 18 i had enough and punched my dad broke his ribs, and he sent me to prison, i was in prison/open prison for a total of 8 months. I spend a year in Irsael with my cousin becuase my parents didnt want me. i just want to say that the only reason why i didnt kill myself was becuase of ONE PERSON, my cousin.. I want to say to you all who are DOWN in life that it only takes 1 person who really cares about you. and it doesnt stop there, your life may change so dramatically you will not even keep up with how big your head will grow, how quickly you will develop. my phrase is that "my life started at 18 years old" I have made it into A good UK university and although i struggle with past problems, I am more thankful and grateful of my life than so many others in my university, becuase of what i have been through. I hope all of you that are in the position find the strengh and find the way out, or that one person that changes your life. becuase believe me, once your out of the mess you will feel so good its unreal...
MR chaniya said on Mar 03 2011, 18:03 PM:
at 18 I had a car wreck killed my best friend, didn;t get over that gust made friends with my ghost,got married in 1986, adopted a male child who called me father for 22 years, father dies in 93,when my mother died in 96, was married untill 07, had everything imaginable, car collection, gun collection, rental properties, a farm and a big ass house boat, then in 07 I lost it all, 4 years latter I have nothing to my name,the last thing to go was my 05 chevy dually truck, now I have a 26 year old dodge van I call home, you all think lifes not worth living then think again, I have not seen my family for several years now, and never hear from them, I lived in a semi trying to build money up, but the courts just keep draining me, first it was a speeding , then it was a wreck, thanks to a young bitch in fl, hitting me in the rearend and they said it was my fault, so now I have to many points to drive a semi, now Im on my ass looking for factory work,with no where to go. and yes I have thought about killing myself many times, and I may still do it, but for now Im still fighting, its very hard starting over at my age, I have lost so much and have very little to look forward to. sometimes I go walking very close to edge of the road in hopes of getting hit, where is a drunk driver when you need one. killing my self is very hard the GOD thing always seems to get in the way of it, If I knew for sure that there was no GOD ,I would have done it long time ago, all I can hope for now is a bad accident to happen to me. I have had my moments of crying, yelling, talking to a GOD that never answers back, I keep telling my self that I survived my 18 episode in life so I can handle this, so right now Im about at the lowest form of living I can get, I can not fall farther , so I have to begin my final quest of climbing up. but to where ,I have no idea, I for once in my entire life, I have no plan,no escape route, no direction, no idea of whats ahead of me, what life has in store , for the first time in my 46 years, Im just winging it, and hoping for the best. and always expecting the worst. so I guess Ill see you on the other side, when my life finally stops, Ill be so grateful and happy, until then I will just have to sit it out and wait.......
S.M said on Mar 03 2011, 16:03 PM:
I'm tired of living a crappy life and always being hurt. My own family tries to ignore the fact that i cut myself. They think that if they just ignore it then I'll stop. They don't undrstand that I want them to care. It's not like I can talk to them either. My sister thinks I'm doing all this for attention. She doesn't care about me I'm just useless to her. She herself told me that everything that's wrong with our lives is my fault and it's true. My parents didn't want me. They wanted an abortion and they should've had one too. If it wasn't for me then my mom and dad wouldnt have got a divorce and if it wasn't for me and my sister could've been happier if it wasn't for me. And to who eves reading this if your thinking that in crazy well I'm not because something happened. It happened two years ago and if I had told someone then it wouldn't have happened to her. I'm going to be in high school soon I should be happy but I can't be happy. I am forced to live this life. My parents are forcing me to believe in a god that I don't believe on. My name means limit when it's translated and I guess it true. My happiness was very limited. I have way too many problems I'm anorexic and at age 13 I'm only 79 pounds but i still feel too fat. I drank nailpolish remover and bleach before. I used to and still do cut myself with knives and even the sharp ends of my glasses. I have overdosed som many times that my liver is messed up right now. No one bothers to listen to me. I have been trying to stop. But I can't I get high sometimes too and I just can take it anymore. Yesterday I was looking for painkillers in the medicine cabinet. My mom cleaned it out so I only found shit in there. The strongest thing in there was Advil so took six of those and six strovites. It didn't do anything except for it got me high and made me dizzy. I am looking for painkillers and none of my friends will bring me any thy said they were okay wig me getting high but not killing myself. I am on a desperate hunt for painkillers.
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josey22 said on Mar 03 2011, 15:03 PM:
my life is hell my mum and dad don't let me do anything they thinnk just cuz me n me friend had a tif she is going to commit suicide his says im the worst thing ever happened to him they blame for the fct that the whole family hhates us and i want melife to end he keeps screaming at me i hate my life so much
Haley said on Mar 03 2011, 07:03 AM:
i hate my life and i wanna end it in the worst way but i love this boy that i hert and he doesnt know if he wants to be with me :( i cant finish high school im only in 9th grade and im suposed to be in 11th grade! i wanna just kill my self now but im scaed! i dont know how to do it! my brother got kicked out all my grades r going down the tubes. i try and tell my parents im overly depressed but they just seem to think im fakeing it. but how do u fake depression? i sit in my room all day alone and do nothing. school makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head!. im the only girl in my class out of 12 boys. imature annyoing as hell BOYS! someone please just end my life for me know!
javan said on Mar 03 2011, 01:03 AM:
i wanna kill my self so fucking tired of my life others just hate it whats after life fucking hell just scared of the pain and the pain thats its going to cause my family
Alla Fine said on Mar 02 2011, 23:03 PM:
@No Hope: we have the same situation. really the same. my parents and my friends dont care about me even if i will going to end my life. and thats annoying. isnt it my girlfriend dumped me last week. look my earlier post. :(
No hope said on Mar 02 2011, 19:03 PM:
I can't go on like this!! I don't self harm because i don't want to be rejected more than i already am! I told my mom, dad and boyfriend that i want to kill myself. my parents didn't really respond to it, and my boyfriend said he'll break up with me if i talk about that with him. He's been depressed before, so i thought HE of all people would understand. guess not. My WHOLE life,ever since i can remember (about 7 years old), I've never expected to live longer than 18-19 years of age. I'm 17, just a couple more years i guess.
derek said on Mar 02 2011, 17:03 PM:
nobody cares, nobody gives a shit, so why should i? nothing but pain engulfs my life, so over this fucking bullshit, hate my fucking father, i dont even want to call him my father since he hasn't even come close to being that for the past 22 years.. i really wish something good would happen to me so i don't have to kill myself.. was thinking about just starving myself, should work nicely, will be painful, but so is this god damn life.
cj... said on Mar 01 2011, 23:03 PM:
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Ash said on Mar 01 2011, 22:03 PM:
I've been feeling to end my life for a while just seems the harder I try to get back on track things go even more wrong! They say friends come n go but how come I was left with none I try n talk to people but I just get ignored.. ever since I turned 18 my life has just been a complete wreck. So my 21st is coming up soon so I'm thinking about correcting summits that shouldn't of happened 21 years ago... tried to kill myself a few times but never been able to kill myself just want a quick easy way out of this sh** life!
rosie said on Mar 01 2011, 06:03 AM:
hi im rosie ,im 15 and i self harm too. 2 weeks ago i came to a end and tryed to kill myself . i took over 50 pills,a bottle of vodka and tryed to sleep. i thought it would be painless and just not wake up but i ended up being sick blood for 4 days. i have never been i so much pain , so i guess pills dont work . dont try them . any other easy way i should do it without a gun???
cj... said on Feb 25 2011, 11:02 AM:
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Alla Fine said on Feb 25 2011, 00:02 AM:
I hate my life! I hate my self! i hate my life! its all mess. at first i am the happiest kid ever, until one day everything was change. suddenly i feel afraid, i feel im not safe outside, i feel im alone and no one will be there for me. becasue of that I lost many friends. Gaps between my family member became wide and wide, and l yesterday my one and only hope (girlfriend) broke up with me. i want to end my life now. i am empty. i did my best to love her, to make her happy. i love her so much more than everything. why? why she left me? i never cheated on her. she knew that shes only my hope, my life, why? cruzacejohn@yahoo.com. add me tour facebook. i need someone who can understand me. someone who feel the same.
Randz Mc Veetz said on Feb 24 2011, 14:02 PM:
Too all those people out there suffering, I'll die in your place for you, hopefully my death can take your suffing away. Thats all id ask from god inexchange to finally finesh my life.
Randz Mc Veetz said on Feb 24 2011, 14:02 PM:
Well this whole last year as been noting satisfying for me, i find myself constantly writing music about depressing shit, i do it to try release but it only builds more of this wall that i use to barricade people out of my life. i been homeless now for 2 years, im only 22 and my family use's so much drugs that they don't notice me. there no one out there that hasn't pretended to be my "friend" and use me for what ever they can benefit off me. i never speak to anyone about suicide and i know its a cowards way out. i accept to suffer in hell for infinite that's my choice i prey to god all the time and get no response, i try to just be happy and except things are what they are and that also changes noting. iv thought about this way out for oh so long. i just want to finish my life. why when i prey for death god gives me grief? im too weak to use a knife a gun or hang myself. but pills pistols and any immediate way would be easy for me. even thought about death by police, they will shoot you for just pretending your cellphone is a gun. Living in Vancouver at shelters on East Hastings is not making shit better. so lets hope something happens. god gives those who are evil happiness with Missouri. but people that have noting get noting, its just fucking retarded to me, fuck the lord Jesus Christ just take my life at best ill take what ever is the price.
Ryan said on Feb 24 2011, 13:02 PM:
i am deciding to over dose myself... i know my family will check my historys on my laptop, im sure they will check this My Mom: im sorry for leaving you, i know you wanted me to do my best, but all i did was, tryed, and i guess im a big failure to your life and all my family memebers know im a big failure, i guess life itself is not for me... but i promise you this, i will be happy for once, there wil be no more pain, i know it will be very hard for you, im your only child :(, im sorry... the rest of my family: i know you guys will act like you care when its time for my funeral, but truely, you guys wanted me gone... so dont bother mourning at my funeral bitches, be happy that your wish has came true!.. and take good care of my mom, later life, here i come peace and happiness :)
Ryan said on Feb 24 2011, 13:02 PM:
hey, im 15, is it like anykind of pills to over dose? non narcotics? ive been feeling really shitty lately... its just some flashbacks, how my own family told me that im unwanted... i give them so much stress.. and i always think, what if im dead, there will be no more stress, or hard work, and i always try my hardest to do my best at everything, but i always end up messing up, and they tell me, its better if you werent around.. its my grandparents, my auntys, uncles and cousins.. my mom she doesnt know im suicidal, but still i cause her so much stress
cj... said on Feb 23 2011, 18:02 PM:
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Lorna x said on Feb 21 2011, 17:02 PM:
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000193609892 If You Need To Talk To Sumone Add Me On Facebook.. But DONT Kill Yourself! Its just stupid and cruel to do that to the people who love u Suicide Wont Solve Anything It Will Jus Make You A Quitter And Its Jus A Way Of Running Away Instead Of Dealin Wit Your Problems! x
Lorna said on Feb 21 2011, 17:02 PM:
Don't kill yourself people! Dats just fucked up if you think that your problems will be solved best with death! I'm only a teenage girl but clearly even I have more sense then most of you. If you need someone to talk to then add me on facebook because I think that if you have someone to talk to you feel better.. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000193609892
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Kenneth. said on Feb 20 2011, 20:02 PM:
This year is the worst year of my life, here it goes I'm a kid not too young but still a kid I got to school but I'm not doing so well, my problems don't seem so bad but I feel like offing myself . The girl ,the one girl I can say I truly am in love with. Is now pregnant and everytime I see her face I feel like killing the fuckin mother fucker who did it. My father has always treated my siblings better than me and has always favored them over me .to my father I am a failure and will never be the same as my older brother. My mom doesn't understand me well noone does. Everyone who knows me is either dead or gone. I wonder what will happen when I die will I even have a soul cause o don't believe in that bulshit and it's alittle too late to I am about to kill myself and right now my choices are either hang myself or electrocute myself in the bathtub.R.K. I love you I wish you would have given me a chance .B.K. you stuck with me through everything , sorry I could never make you proud dad. Truth is I've always been different from everyone else I can never fit in. I don't belong here.I have failed everyone that has ever cared what I did . And now I am being a coward for doing this.
aaron said on Feb 20 2011, 17:02 PM:
i really want to kill myself because my life is fucked up but i love my family :/ what drugs do u take or what is another way with no pain
die said on Feb 19 2011, 15:02 PM:
im ending my life tonight all be glad when its over
One said on Feb 19 2011, 08:02 AM:
don't give up!, life is hell so give life hell! smoke, drink, sin! if you've got to live it live it like you want too!
angel del infierno said on Feb 17 2011, 23:02 PM:
uh, well, i consider my life bad, it may not be as worse as somebody elses but to my it horrible.Its mainly psych abuse i suffer from, from everyone, because my mom has so eroded my mental faculties i fiinsult from everyone even in their purely unconscious moments. I feel like im sort of private joke by the deites and i'm on hell of a coward, who is also afraid of pain. I am terrified of death though i wish he would hurry the hell up when i need him. but apart from that i believe unlike the rest i will probably mentally terminate soon if i am not helped and live a really normal life coupled with insanity. my body cannot survive the mental abuse and sometimes cease functioning when racked with grief. i just need a shoulder to hang on to for if not i believe i will enter the mariahs' trench of insanity im already swimmy in, rising-icon@hotmail.com, i live in a world of all pretences even my personal relationships so i reallly neeed some one to keep it real with me. thank you :)
Scr00ge said on Feb 17 2011, 22:02 PM:
Or you could... travel to china with a bag of weed... And let the gun squad sort you out lol JOKE
Mick3ydamouse said on Feb 17 2011, 22:02 PM:
Or for the men out there.... the best way to die would be via... A gorgeous woman blowing you away with a bazooka!
don4lduck said on Feb 17 2011, 22:02 PM:
I just read on another forum.... that the best way to die would be to..... tickle a bear!
someone said on Feb 17 2011, 17:02 PM:
My dad just died. My mom is an alcoholic. My brother keeps trying to kill me, by torture. My friends treat me like shit. Everyone thinks they can just walk all over me. They are wrong. Then i read all this? and see all you people being depressed over breaking up with some girl. grow up? and understand that some people actually have real problems. im not even that bad off. i have money, alot of it. Money and happiness NEVER have the same company. But then, no money= no food. no money= no home. no money= no school. no money= sadness. money= food, housing, objects. money= sadness. NOBODY WINS GET THAT INTO YOUR MINDS. Then get over it.
Tony said on Feb 17 2011, 03:02 AM:
I want my life to end I am in so much pain all the time my heart hurts so much I can't take it anymore Jule the woman I love has finished our relationship and I can't go on it just hurts too muchI love her so very much but she wont have me back I really need to go to sleep forever :-(
Callum faulds said on Feb 16 2011, 16:02 PM:
hey, i am callum faulds, im 15, and a boy. i use to be emo with serious problems but i am okay now...but my friends are not. last week i called for my mate whos a girl and she wasnt in. i went home, went on facebook, went on her profile and it said "good bye all". she went to kill herself. i knew where exectly she was going...douglas head to jump off and kill herself. i ran for 30 minutes to get there and when i got there she was standing next to the cliff, blood running from her arms with a kitchen knife on the ground, crying. i talked her out of killing herself and she stayed the night at mine. she said i have saved her life. i have another friend just gone into hospital because of a drug overdose. he is alive...just, the docter people pumped his stumache and managed to save him. please talk to me so i can help you, i will help you. i will talk to you 4 hours giving you help. i may be a teenager but i will help. add me on facebook and talk to me. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000174334139
die said on Feb 16 2011, 14:02 PM:
all pay some one to kill me
Scared to die said on Feb 15 2011, 18:02 PM:
I have to kill myself. Or someone else will kill me. All because of money. My own money. I've got until the end of the month, but I know that isn't enough time. I don't want to kill myself, but I have no other option. How can I do this, quick, and pain free? (preferably in my sleep)
Phillip said on Feb 14 2011, 22:02 PM:
Plz help me... I'm on the verge..7067684302. I'm 19
Andy UK said on Feb 13 2011, 23:02 PM:
Hi everyone, I've posted a few times already, tried and tried but more shit keeps coming my way. I know everyone has a mountain of shit to deal with in life, but I think some people are made more ready and able to cope than others. I've tried to get into a new relationship with someone I do like but I feel so on edge and insecure. I'm used to being a laid back person and I hate this feeling of unsurity. I have taken a months worth of fluoxetine which is 60mg daily, 30tablets of cetirizine 10mg and 24 500mg ibuprofen tablets. Don't intend to kill myself with it just to do some damage so I might die of 'natural causes' sooner than later. I actuallyfeel like giving up. I've changed as a person, i feel selfish because I'm so lazy now aswell. That just isn't me. I've always cared about people and been touched by those inspirational people tha help those in need. I would do all that if I could afford.
todd said on Feb 13 2011, 12:02 PM:
way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like making my meals keeping my self clean any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been wanting to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . steel thanking on how all end it .hope i have guts to end my life soon thanks for taking time to read this.looking forward to the day i die
Matt said on Feb 13 2011, 02:02 AM:
From experience: WEED. Hairy, seedless buds, also known as dank, headies, beasters or skunk. Maybe get on some Prozac or something too, because that helped me for a good 9 years before it stopped working. Now I'm severely depressed and suicidal again, but hey, I was happy for almost a decade. Now I've tried everything but electroshock and pot is the only thing that still works/doesn't have bad side effects. You might as well spend the time high on THC and antidepressants for a while and then rethink things...especially because there is a very very good chance you'll f**k it up royally and be in the hospital for a good long time, hopefully without severe lasting damage that will REALLY make you want to die. Missing a jaw because you were a n00b about how to aim a shotgun at yourself would be really, really lame. Even if you do succeed, how long will you suffer before hand? Personally I'm going to tolerate this existence until I'm in a position to move to somewhere I can get weed medicinally or grow my own.
Morgen. said on Feb 12 2011, 23:02 PM:
I Hate My Life..My Mom Hates Me...Won't Let Me Stand Up For What I Believe In And Even Told Me She Would Have Rather Gone To Jail Than To Give Birth To Me...My Dad Hates Me...Because We Never Have Said Anything To Eachother...I Know My Brothers Hate Me...And I Have A Great Boyfriend..He's The Only One That Loves Me But My Mom Won't Let Us Be Together...I'm Really Looking Forward To Dieing But I Don't Wanna Wait...How Do I Kill Myself Without Pain ?
Suicide said on Feb 12 2011, 18:02 PM:
i want to do it but my fsmily :[
RYAN said on Feb 12 2011, 11:02 AM:
hey guys i m 16 and i m fed up with my life my parents hate me, my bro hates me, an even the girl i loved hates me,so waht the fuck.The best way to end all this is to kill myself, coz life hates me and i hate it.But GOD sent everyone down to earth for some reason, to do something good in your life, so i thougt that i would work hard and earn money and donate it to the sick and give half of it to my parents and my bro for them to enjoy, so atleast GOD want hate me.so before the age of 25, when i make enough money i m gonna kill myself and my soul will be at peace. "AMEN"
121212 said on Feb 11 2011, 06:02 AM:
shut up nigger, yes ur enjoying ur life thats why u cant see the perspective of a person who is suffering. its not so simple as just moving on, its about the uncontrollable effects that the mind has on us, and the painful health problems that are impossible to get over, theres so much more to peoples stories than they can write on here, go fuck urself nigerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
the fuck nigga around the corner said on Feb 10 2011, 20:02 PM:
I LOVE MY LIFE I CANT WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW SO I CAN ENJOY IT EVEN IF YOU WANNA KILL YOURSELF, DON'T GET SOMEONE TO DO IT FOR YOU BECAUSE THEY WILL GET IN TROUBLE FOR MURDER..... EVEN IF THERE IS CONSENT. IS MONEY WORTH YOUR LIFE? think about your parents if you wanna kill yourself. think about when you were a little kid, think about all the good times. just say fuck it and move on. words don't hurt people, people hurt people. and if its a girl, don't sweat it, there is plenty of fish in the sea. if you think this girl is the world to you, think again. we call them bitches for a reason.
iaesonsm said on Feb 08 2011, 08:02 AM:
feel like im hanging on edge of a cliff, dont know if i can hold on any longer
selen said on Feb 04 2011, 19:02 PM:
i know how you feel it's like once you find your one and only true love something happens. then you find someone else who you think will fill the emptyness inside your heart. i hate my life it is terrible try having every one you know (including you best freind) hate the love of your life
Callum faulds said on Feb 04 2011, 18:02 PM:
hey everyone thats feeling shit. my life was doing crap until about 2 weeks ago when i was in love with this girl and i was really depressed. i managed to get a girlfriend to get over her (used her :/). but im fine now. dont fall inlove with anyone. learn to love them as friends. i have and now im great. my way of killing myself is going to be overdoes on drugs and alcohol :D only give respect to people that respect you (family and friends). learn to fight the system (life). dont give up...
kenny said on Feb 03 2011, 19:02 PM:
any body got any classic ways to die
v said on Feb 03 2011, 12:02 PM:
try smokin weed peeps, it makes you see things more clear
Callum said on Feb 03 2011, 10:02 AM:
Hi My names Callum and these are not the usual things I would take a looking at, lately iv just been feeling incredibly down, iv always been up an down so easily but over the years it seems to be just going down down an down, i feel so negative about life. I feel so sad writing this im just so fed up with my situation now, iv been readying your posts on here. their are good things in my life I should be happy for I know, I mean I have a decent home, its ok, I love my mom altohugh we havent been getting on well lately and I try hard to like my dad, he is a hard worker and has always been a good farther in the sense of providing, I often feel like he doesnt like me thoe, he has a very strict face, hardly ever smiles unless hes drunk, he only talks to me when he is drunk, he doesnt evan speak to me otherwise, i just always feel like I shouldnt be here. We have a nice home but its not mine, i would love to have my own place and have looked into how I could go about that but the job situation is just so hard, right now I just want to do anything. Im so fed up of feeling like a complete loser, I hate being trapped at home an if i did try an get my own place with benefits I wouldnt have enough money to go out at all and struggle to feed myself until i get a job an jobs are just so hard at the moment, I hate it. My good friend has fallen to the addiction of Sniffing coke, all my other friends have thier own things, theyve got pregnant and looking towards the future, me i have nothing im still stuck here in this same place, iv done courses in the past, iv always finished everything i started but its still not good enough. a main part of me really does want a relise, i just wanna give up part of me, im just so fed up with everything, I cant stand this gray city, the boreing day to day cycle, how people are, myself, same trapped in this horrible place, when your younger your protected in a little bubble you dont see how crap this world is, I wish i had that bubble still but I dont. If their was just a switch i could switch off like a computer id switch it, I wouldnt want to hurt my mom but i wouldnt want to continue being a burdin to this life, nothings happening so I already feel like im almost waiting to die or to just fit into this perfect system, to become just a little cog in this big machine we call humanity which I love so much (Sarcasm*)
????????-Reply said on Feb 03 2011, 06:02 AM:
The reason why you don't like the way you look is down to low self esteem-confidence. Its quite normal not too like things about yourself and everybody is critical & would want to change something about themselves. Your 6 or 7 attemts to commit suicide is a cry for help as you feel nobody cares. You need to make an appointment with your doctor or hospital urgently and you need to be Honest and tell someone how you feel. Better off without your girlfriend in the long run. Try to focus on how you make things better for yourself/future. For example when your older not making the mistakes you feel your parents made. When I have problems I played sport football etc and when I played I realised I never had any worries. One of my friends wrote and played music and that was his gettaway. That gives you a focus on something you love doing in life and something to look forward to. Hope this helps mate.
kenny said on Feb 03 2011, 05:02 AM:
iv been in love with my cousin milan and i wont to kill myslef.i better start at the begining.iv loved milan my whole life and i would die for her and im 15 turning 16 on 14 feb and im going to kill myslef on the day of love and iv told milan i loved her and she said she had mixed feeling but when i got back to new zealand i found out she lied and i didt cry in front of her because i wonted to be happy and i did sexy things with her bro jordan and i she said she didt care about it but shes hard to read and i feel so sad and i just wont to die and im never going to love a woman like i loved her and i cant take the pain any more and she would go out with me if we wernt family.please some one tell me a good way to end it
??????? said on Feb 02 2011, 19:02 PM:
heyy um i no this is wont matter to anyone but i dont know who eles to turn to really but umm life is horible for me ive been bullied so many times at school i hate how i look everyday none acts like they care about me anymore so far in a 2 yr period ive atempted suicide over 6 or 7 times the latest one ended up me getting put in hospital over faniting over blood loss...:( my family are screwed up dads cheated on my mum hardly any money in the house found out on my birthday my girlfreind has been cheating on me for quite some time and was even told i never ment anything to her. but the docs never let me ever take any anti depresants any ideas anyone ?
TristaNLuigi said on Feb 02 2011, 01:02 AM:
Also don't be like one of those jerks that justs asks you to not do it. I have the right to kill myself. And it's not about a school girl crush. Cmon guys. Please?
TristanLuigi said on Feb 02 2011, 01:02 AM:
Well I need a way that's easy and by that I mean like painless and easy to do without my parents noticing, withont much effort. I'm 10 so I can't do anything too advanced, but belive me I have my reasons. (AND NO ITS NOT ABOUT GIRLFRIENDS OR WATEVER D:
Anol shalom said on Feb 01 2011, 23:02 PM:
Hi everyone anyone who wants to read this, i am 18 years old im a girl and i want to die i can no longer bare this earth. My reasons i want to die are because im dying anyway i have 2 diseases that can be fixed with medication but i do not believe in medicene. I sit in my room and cry all day and night i am not scared of dying im scared of leaving my family im scared of living. I have slit my wrists. I just cannot cope im in pain continuously and i am so upset with myself. My family tell me im selfish for wanting to die but how if im unhappy. I have a boyfriend who is my brothers best freind who is only 15 but no one knows were going out i love him with all my heart he says if i kill myself he will to my sister also said that so then i feel so guilty. Also im so scared because im ill and in pain im scared because i think im pregnant. I do not know what to do i want to die how can i live keeping secrets from my family they will all hate me, if i die they can be happy get over me. Someone talk to me just for a frend sorry to write my troubles here i cant tell anyone else . Rite now im just staring at tablets thinking should i eat them all. If god is out there why has he put me in this pain.
callum.f said on Jan 31 2011, 16:01 PM:
so yeah, i asked out the girl i loved and she said yes. but she ended it yesturday and i told her to go out with my best mate. i promised my best mate (the girl)that i wouldnt cut again and well i did and her has now stopped talking to me even though i was going to ask her out today but now she aint talking to me. thank you ant and the other guy who posted a comment because i have realised it was only a school girl crush thing and im over it now and im much happier not liking her any more. just gonna live life with all my friends :)
jjnjknjknkjnjkn said on Jan 29 2011, 08:01 AM:
yeahhh, ur just a little school kids crush u'll be alright, every kid in ur school has a heart broken by the school kids crush
Callum from Ant said on Jan 29 2011, 04:01 AM:
Mate, I know things seem un-fair, but the truth is you will fall in & out of love lots of times more. Everyone boys/girls have to deal with rejection, and at your age its a learning curve, we can't always get what we want, thats what makes life good-its an experience. There will be plenty more girls YOU fall in love with in time. And that is the answer and you might be looking for "TIME is a great healer", let me know in six months how you are getting on.
callum.f said on Jan 26 2011, 19:01 PM:
im 14 years old and ive had a really bad couple of weeks. to start in september. i became friends with these 2 girls and we became really close and we were like family. but i started having feelings for 1 of these girls and i became in love with her. i couldnt stop thinking about her, night and day, 24-7, 7 days a week. around november, the girl i loved started to hang around with different people and left me and this other girl on are own. me and this girl became very very close, we were watching movies in her bed cuddling (not doing anything rude), and we would just lie there for hours cuddling, it was amazing to have som1 that close to me but i wished it was the girl i liked. me and the girl im really close to, we started to hang around with the girl i loved and her new friends. i became really good mates with this guy, but the girl i loved fell straight in love with him and it broke my heart to see her like him so much. but he didnt like her like that and he broke her heart and crushed her and made her depressed and shit. she eventually got over him. meanwhile the girl im proper close to got a boyfriend from this new group of friends. they were cute together but never ever talked and didnt do anything. being really close to her, he started to think she loved me instead because of how close we are. one day this girl told me that i seriously need to get over the girl i loved and i needed to try and find som1 else. i never asked out this girl because she would say no and i would have done a lot of shit to myself. so then my other best mate (guy), he was going out with a girl in the year below us and i kinda started to like his girlfriends best friend. i began to get over the girl i liked and started to fall for this other girl and i was going to ask her out. at the start of this week the girl i had loved for months told me she liked me and i was like oh shit and fell straight back in love with her. but she had a boyfriend she didnt like that much. the next day the girl im really close (she still has the boyfriend), runs up to me and says come back because i started to hang around with different people. so i spend the day with her and the old "gang" as such and we were hugging for like 10 mins while her boyfriend watched from accross the group. this dick walks past and shouts in a coff "boyfreind, girlfriend" to us. on facebook that night i was talking to her and admits to me she was falling for me and i was "oh shit" and i didnt have some feeling for her and i told her. the next day her boyfriend told her its ovious that she liked me and so said no. they broke up today :'(. they were both really upset that they broke up. it was all my fault this happened. i have slit my wrist, drank, smoked and i feel absoluly shit (all in 1 night). i feel like finishing my life right now. i have a petrol bomb in my wardrobe, 2 axes and a lot of painkillers and pills to end my life. that night happened 5 seconds ago and i just want to die. i still in love with all my heart with the girl still. the girl im close to my feelings 4 her are that i want her in my life forever but as the greatest friend in the world and yer i still love the same girl and i know she will never go out with me. someone please talk to me http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000938104840#!/profile.php?id=100000174334139
Karra said on Jan 26 2011, 13:01 PM:
sorry, Isabella* and i havent been diagnosed with anything yet, so my plate is a big question mark... but i def. have depression and possibly anxiety. might have gotten that from smoking... idk :/
karra said on Jan 26 2011, 08:01 AM:
ISABELLE- Is there a way we can talk? email or something? I see myself in everything you said. except for the dad part, I dont see my dad... but i have the same thing with my bestfriend.. he even does my work sometimes.. Im trying to get the courage to end my life though, ive already tried overdose... really slow and painful, guess im just doomed unsuccessful lol. find me on twitter karraxo. then i can pass you my email and yeah :). If you're still alive that is, aha :/ either way, everything you wrote is exactly where im at. its unreal.
Alone said on Jan 25 2011, 15:01 PM:
I WANT TO FUCKIN DIE! BUT I DONT WANT TO HURT MY FAM AND FRIENDS.
Isabella said on Jan 24 2011, 22:01 PM:
I've been dealing with a lot. Recently diagnosed with- Dysthemia, OCD, OCPD, Panic Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Yah, a lot on my plate.. Also my Dad is a meth addict who has filled my life with abandonment and abuse. My mom is just, a bitch. She does a lot for me. But we just don't get along. She won't pay for my therapy sessions or the medication I need to be a normal person. But the biggest problem of all? I am in love with a boy who I've been fighting for for over a year straight now. He has OCD, ADD, ADHD, and depression. He has a temper problem, And he is very inconsistent with me. He has a hard home life, And I do everything I can for him to make it easier for him. I even do his school work. Our relationship is complicated. And impossibly hard. And an everyday challenge. Sometimes I feel like it's not worth it. But I can't imagine my life without him.. The day he leaves me will be the day I end my life. Before him I was a hard core cutter. I quit because it upset him, He basically said it's him or the blade. I picked him. I just need to vent. I wish I was normal for him. I wish I could make him as happy as he can make me. Tonight I've taken all the Valium left over from a year ago. When my mom goes to bed, I plan to drink the vodka in the freezer. And possibly cut myself. I'm very tired with my life, I always have been. Honestly other than a few moments with this boy that I love, I don't know what it's like to be happy.. I just want a break. From it all. I've never liked being alive. People should not judge people who want to kill themselves. It's inevitable that we all die at some point, For some people, There isn't anything worth living for. Never judge anyone for that.
407 said on Jan 24 2011, 17:01 PM:
i want to kill myself but dont how all pay for someone to kill me
Dr. Death said on Jan 24 2011, 17:01 PM:
to sadness.....so how much are you willing to pay for somthing like that
Timothy James Green said on Jan 23 2011, 22:01 PM:
Hey its been a while. Now I know these nothing I can say. Absolutly fucking nothing. To tell you the truth I don't even know why I came back here. Not just this website but Perth. I would have rather stayed in Bawley Point. But I couldn't. Anyway before you go grabbing your dads gun, grabbing some rope or ANY ORIGINAL FUCKING IDEA YOU CAN THINK OF! I want you to try something. Something which drove me insane. I want you to close you eye for like a minute and try to clear your mind as best as possible. Now I want you to grab a pen, a pencil or even an elephant trunk if you have to. From there just hold to pencil or thing for a minute or so. Bob it up up and down if you want. From there I want you to raise both arms in the air and with the pen or whateva I want you to write the letter "A". From there I want you to, with the index finger of your opposite hand touch the letter "A" as if changing its colours. First colour being black followed by white, red, blue, yellow, green, orange then purple. Once you have completed this, move on to the letter "B" and so on until you end up on "Z". If you found the exercise interesting repeat it again. If not just try doing the exercise while your trying to get to sleep.
Diciple said on Jan 23 2011, 14:01 PM:
How can i kill my Self without anyone finding out i killed myself? i want something Painful tho... Like Falling into a pit of Maggots. or into a pit of Leeches... maybe
C - - said on Jan 23 2011, 08:01 AM:
FUCK YOU ALL
sadness said on Jan 22 2011, 15:01 PM:
i want to kill myself but dont want to do it alone will even pay for someone to kill me
bhbhh said on Jan 21 2011, 08:01 AM:
ur a bunch of fucking idiots that are trying to help, if someone is in the shit u cant help, if u can talk urself better then get the fuck off this site, this site is for KILLING YOURSELF
fuck nuts said on Jan 20 2011, 21:01 PM:
cry babies
Angel said on Jan 20 2011, 07:01 AM:
Agree with Liam, lot of hurt in here, know life is not easy. Some of you may have felt the low after a split with boyfriends/girlfriends/husband/wife, but TIME is the only heel. Keep talking on here friends etc. There are people that will LISTEN and try and help you. If you talk about whatever problem you have it becomes less of an issue.
babe said on Jan 19 2011, 17:01 PM:
life shit but you av to get on with it av tryed to kill me self loads of times but killing me self wud be killing me family and peaple da care aber me
Liam said on Jan 18 2011, 03:01 AM:
Wow, a lotta hurt in here. Hang in there guys, it gets better, really it does. Woudln't hurt to say a prayer asking for help either. Just a thought. Peace in 2011
ella mcnally said on Jan 17 2011, 10:01 AM:
omg :( i want to kill my self ....
sean said on Jan 16 2011, 15:01 PM:
i mean how can i stop the aching in my heart ?
sean said on Jan 16 2011, 15:01 PM:
the hurting never stops, it feels like it never will, shes dead and nothing can fill this big hole in me it just hurts too much, what do i do ? how can i hurt the aching in my heart ?
Need death, got money? said on Jan 11 2011, 07:01 AM:
I am sure we can work something out, other items of value (not sentimental may also work, nothing registered)
jknkjnjkn said on Jan 11 2011, 04:01 AM:
IJustWannaDisapear - u think u know it all
IJustWannaDisapear said on Jan 08 2011, 22:01 PM:
Well, actually every thing does happens for a reason. I'm not saying that every little happens for a reason. But most of them do, it's called karma. You can change your karma by doing things differently in a positive way. Like do good things in life and those things will be returned to you. That is why when something terrible happened to you, it means you did something bad earlier in your life.. And if you go on living life in such a negative way, you would be building up karma. And by building up bad karma, you will live a miserable life when you come back to 'earth'. By this I mean that when we all 'pass away' we will make it back to earth as a new born. And when you do you will live life based on your karma from your earlier life. Karma is basically Cause and Effect. But when you do 'Come back' as a new born you won't remember anything from your past life. So basically when you come back it's basically a second shot or a fresh start to live as an enlighten human. Otherwise known as 'Buddha Hood'.
Dexter said on Jan 07 2011, 19:01 PM:
Look.....i know life can be hard.....things happen for no reason and continously do so, just because they can! I've been there, experienced things, been pushed to the edge.....BUT there's no reason for people to want to end their life because of this. Tomorrows a different day.....Expand your horizons and keep on smiling. If anyone needs to talk just contact me! dexterslab00@hotmail.com
Reply 2 Andy said on Jan 06 2011, 12:01 PM:
Hi Andy, Glad to see your thinking is a bit better, hope you enjoyed Christmas and New Year. Like I said before in time you won't even think about your ex-girlfriend. Hope this year you meet someone else or have fun trying. Good luck mate Tony
sharni said on Jan 05 2011, 00:01 AM:
im ova ppl ova work ova drugs ova drinks ova sex ova fukin every thin ova LIFE!!!!
Belljar Girl said on Jan 03 2011, 11:01 AM:
Eyes watched her every move, counted each step she dared to take, each breath she dared to breathe, and questioned each word that dared to escape her trembling lips. Freedom seemed like a meaningless word, there never was such a thing, there never will be. We are all caged birds with clipped wings; the rest is an illusion, a mind game we play on ourselves. Questioned by others and by herself, her eyes turn red and are cloaked by a curtain of water, blurring her vision, altering her thoughts. She lay her head on her tear soaked pillow attempting to hide behind closed eyes, dreading the time when she’d have to open them again, she wonders why open them at all. All that hurts, all that stings only exists in the world of the open eyed,true peace is found only in darkness. She wanted to hide, she wanted to run, but you can only run for so long. Her legs give way, she stops to catch her breath and then it comes after her,devours her, takes over her, she lies there lost, alone, helpless…a victim of herself.
Andy said on Jan 02 2011, 17:01 PM:
wow, not a great start to the new year. I cant even escape my past. just in writing this i realise that the first comment ever on this site was april 14th. that takes the piss really. ex gf's birthday. I miss being able to see clearly. fuck sakeeeeee. the guy who keeps replying to me, i wish people were more like you. you dont know me or owe me anything, yet take time to respond. not going to kill myself, not going to hard myself again, would love to stop thinking about it daily though.
die said on Jan 02 2011, 16:01 PM:
I want to end my life I'd even pay for a hit on myself
joe bloggs said on Jan 01 2011, 16:01 PM:
there'll be blue birds over the white cliffs of dover blood spatter in the unforgiving sea. past is hazy and eyes are lazy drinking from the glass of misery. forgotten motives and all the relatives because the pain of history. body is worn down and hair is torn out in the search of peace and tranquility. take this moment to assess the damage, step forward and face reality....... (did he jump or not? we'll never know)
fml said on Dec 31 2010, 19:12 PM:
i have been struggling through severe depression, anxiety, and suicidal proplems for over a year, as i cry writing this thinking if there is some one whocares enough about me to even just give me a hug or help me out with the proplem. because i cant take it any more by myself my parents just laugh at the whole sittuation and my brother is all the way in iraq, he was the only person that would show me love and he is gone, my parents to all my guns out of my house, i feel hopless and ontop of all this ihave to go to court for beating the shit out of a cop im scared alone and want to die. people are sick ok ive been in public crying and they laugh but they dont know my situation, i havent slept in three days because my mind want stop worrying i think im just going get in my freezzer and fall aslleep
die said on Dec 31 2010, 14:12 PM:
im 49 and want to find a good way to end my life
peter hoare said on Dec 30 2010, 21:12 PM:
if you want die,., do what i dun take 50 sleep pils,botle scotch,not long now,buy
Danielle said on Dec 30 2010, 20:12 PM:
So how did i end up on this site? i dont even know. feeling desperate ive been thinking about suicide for the past few months and have seriously hurt myself...but nothing bad enough to actually kill me. im 18 and still only a junior (i was held back in first grade). more then anything i hate my school and at this point...i cant even think about going through another year and a half of it (guidance consulars up my ass nd snotty kids looking down at me). everyone around me gets to move on and yet im stuck feeling helpless and alone. Ive been really screwing up lately...cant concentrate on anything..i have no ambition... i lost my bestfriends...they were the world to me. there was always that one person that pulled me through. wether it was my bestfriend nd cousin jen, kristen, or keo.. they've all moved away. in one month i lost two of them. i did hav abillion friends ya kno....until they all shit on me wen all i do is care about everyone else and stress about making the ppl around me happy...but what i lack is my own happiness. ever since i was a kid i said i wldnt go on in life without being sumthing more then just ordinary. i want to be great and remembered and do sumthing i love. but my dreams are truly being crushed as time rolls along. ive come to the sharp realization alot of my family relle do hate me...they think im sum pschyo sad sad little girl that doesnt deserve anything...and im starting to believe them. i feel like i am crazy relle..the way i act makes no sense...im trying different types of medication and nothings working. i feel like if i dont get outta here im going to end up in a hospital. i almost did a week ago. ive had my heartbroken and relationships ruined to many times. im almost scared of love. the bad thing about me is im completely dependent on others...especially to make me happy. i obsess over the past...the way i fucked up with guys, messed around, the drugs, the uncontrolled breakdowns, my heartbeing broken, the nights i spent alone wondering wat it was i did to loose everyone nd everything that ever ment anything to me. im at rock bottom...and here i stay, because everytime sumthing comes up that gives me a flicker of hope...it ends up not happening...or turning into a mess...so now i dnt hav hope anymore..its plain stupidity of me to think otherwise. everyone says "im here for you" "be positive danielle" fuckin 15, 16 yearolds that dont kno shit. sumtimes i feel lik screaming out just dont even bother, im not worth it, not worth the time, or that one breathe to say those four words. noone really cares, theyre too distracted by their own lives. or heres another one.."things will get better" fuck that. nothing gets better. things only change. and until then, i am nothing more then sum girl. we all want a career, a soul mate, a house, a happy life fulfilling future..but everyday that mental picture fades away with every mistake.everychoice. a friend once said to me "life sucks and then you die, so fuck it all and lets get high." yeah....maybe one day things will change...or maybe theyll jus suck more. "atleast things cant get any worse"
life is hard alone said on Dec 29 2010, 22:12 PM:
There once was a boy who thought he was a man! He had a plan, he thought he new how to live. When he thought he had everything and a job and wife. He had nothing. It fell apart all so quickly. For the last 3 christmas he has held on with stuborness, and with vigor, though things have never gone his way! He prays to god everyday! Applies to 100's of jobs, Interviewed, Puts posts on facebook, twitter and linked and and no one repleys out of 100's of contacts. No one calls for christmas, no one wishes new years. No one carers only himself and god *who is always great* He has a family, he never hears from, he reaches out and no one is there! He looks for love, but finds his heart is broken! He knows god has a path, but more days than not it seems dark and sad. He knows he is not getting any older. He looks for friends and no one is there due to his need is much! and his weight is heavy. Connections now do not come easy, looking good is harder, being scared is all he is nowdays, he has nothing he had, he has nothing he needs, no job, no place to live, no house, no family, no insurance, no health, no dentists. Life is hard, when does it get to much alone, what do you do? where do you go? I was even told by a former college, that real men don't beg for work, or help! Be a man and do what it takes to provide. hope is hard, why am I here, other than to suffer and how long can i last! 3 years is a long long time
death said on Dec 29 2010, 19:12 PM:
I HATE MY FAMILY! they treat me like shit i hate them they r muslims and thats why they won't let me wear wat i want hang with my friends go anywhere My mum is the biggest bitch i knw I really want to die i have a knife a plastic bag and tape with me ryt now i dnt knw wat im waiting for
irrelevant said on Dec 26 2010, 18:12 PM:
Please stay. You know who you are.
Sam said on Dec 26 2010, 01:12 AM:
RESPONSE TO JOHN R. Please don't kill yourself. It's a tough lesson you've learned involving friends, but it's better that you've learned now then down the road. Everyone comes to understand this sooner or later. People come and go, but in the coming years you will have a chance to make new friends. Please keep trying and don't give up. You're young and you have so much potential. Even after busting your knee, there are so many doors that are open to you. If you give up now, you'll never know the amazing things you could have accomplished and experienced. Don't let others destroy that for you. Remove yourself from these people who don't have your best interest at heart and do your best to be the kind of person you want to be around. Show how amazing you are even with the hardships you've experienced and the right people will see that and come your way. Please talk to someone about what you're experiencing. Whether it's your parents, a school councillor, your doctor, a psychologist or even if you have to walk into the emergency ward at your local hospital, you should not and do not have to deal with this alone. There are people who want to help you. I don't know if you believe in God or not, but I'm going to pray for you and that everything turns out alright. God Bless.
angiec said on Dec 25 2010, 18:12 PM:
mr b, thank you. have got alot of equipment shall we say, now its deciding which way and i guess as seems i will have to do it alone, as no one seems to want to be with me, be a partner, be the last to hug etc, guess no choice. i wish i has a car, i would love to try the hosing, least it may work if drove to somewhere very secluded, mind you, i could die at any time here at home, no neighbours would notice or even care, only perhaps if papers piled up, or, well, lets be honest, a smell. anthony, thanks, but, feel its too late now. had real bad snow since beg dec in uk, not one person checked on me, asked if i was ok, if i needed shopping, nothing. christmas day, first time without no one, all family dead, all friends abandoned me when mum was dying and, not on neighbour even bothered to put in a small xmas card. i wish i were old, you know, twilight years, guessing usual age mayhaps late 70's, you know, i just want to close my eyes, go to sleep and never wake. i seriously never thought i would be left alone and abandoned like i have been and at 39/40. joe bloggs, we are real and not like facebook. least here, for the most, you can try and vent, try and get across the most darkest feelings, without judgement. i so want a hug, such a simple thing. tis not going to happen though and i can not cope. i have been a fighter, a survivor, fought through much, but i am so exhausted now and logically, what is the point, i am not living a life, i am existing, have so much to offer and share, yet am alone. i want to be with people that have passed over, those that loved and cared for me, flaws and problems too...but, i can not have these people back, i sob nearly all day long, i do not even get rest when sleeping as i am hounded by nightmares. i want it all to stop. i am so very scared, i do feel like a small child, begging and pleading for some love. who am i kidding. tis bad enough i suffer physical pain, but with 'mental/emotional' health probs too, hell, i am really damaged goods..i dont want myself, so how will others and, by the way ive been treated, i guess i am worth nothing. mdd involves alot of the common traits that go with depression, like s.phobia, agoraphobia, etc etc. am so alone, trapped, no solution to this problem, no end in sight. wish someone could hold my hand, talk to me, hug me. i can yet again, only offer those that have been brave enough to also share their sheer sadness, a virtual hug. i know it doesnt help, makes me cry if someone offers me one, as its not the same as in the flesh. sorry, beginning to falter and i can feel the crisis rising and tears coming, so will stop now. this young woman, dosent feel very brave at all right now, am, sorry
joe bloggs said on Dec 24 2010, 18:12 PM:
sorry to hear that. I HATE THIS WORLDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I dont know if there is a god or wat his motives are but it seems good cant exist without bad so maybe there is no heaven, certainly no heaven on earth with permanent effect. But who am I to judge the future life, I know nothing, Im just here to feel the pain, thats gods plan for now, maybe Im just a link in a chain, god knows. If god created us then who created god, oh he created himself from thin air? sounds about right, life is just a bit of thin air, nothing.
Angel21 said on Dec 24 2010, 17:12 PM:
I was diagnosed with HIV at the age of 22, from having unprotected sex with a boy i worked with. I have 15 yrs to live, I am my mothers only child and i cant give her grandkids...i mean whos ever going to want to marry me! lol. I hurt so much inside that i want to cut myself to feel better, I wish i could kill myself but I cant because im not brave enough! So instead I take each day as it comes and hope for better, at the end of the day guys its all supposed to end in 2012 anyway, so as its christmas please join me in making the most of what we have got, whaterver that is and no matter how small. I love you all, thankyou, sharing and reading made me feel slightly better you know... peace xxxx
John R said on Dec 23 2010, 20:12 PM:
the story of how i got this way. first year of highschool fall in with the cool crowd loose all of my real friends and my new friends ended up being complete sociopaths that will ditch you if they think you make them look not as cool. Grade eleven they start ditching me around this time last year for months donèt even say anything when i go for life threatening surgery. summer comes around and they all of a sudden want to be friends with me i still dont have a clue what the turn around was. o ya grades nine to the start of eleven girls would throw themselves at me until in grade eleven i get a wicked case of acne havnt got a date in like a year. well its that time of year the holiday season and my so called friends have started to ditch me all the time again. same signs and shit only want to hang out if i buy drugs dont respond to my texts. im now completelt numb inside but hey ill always have football right no i blow out my knee scholorship gone. i feel so numb not happy or sad and i dont eat or sleep. ive always known this would all happen again and my breif popularity stint couldnèt last but hey i wont need to deal with this shit for much longer gonna run away never look back. this is my note cuz i dont plan on leaving one cuz the one i leave will be a running away note, but actually i will deep in a forrest with a bullet in my head being eaten by wolves. peace
Andy reply said on Dec 23 2010, 04:12 AM:
Hi Andy, Its good to keep talking about your feelings with your support worker/family-whomever you can open up to, like you do on this web page. Good luck mate, keep in touch.
Andy said on Dec 22 2010, 13:12 PM:
Really trying to be happier. Can't deal with being in a room with too many people for too long though. Even family I feel on edge and have to leave the room. I pretend ive gone for a sleep but for some reason I just cry for a good hour. Not sure what about. Something about being surrounded by family is very comforting because I know that if I killed myself then my body would be laid to rest properly and it would give my family closure. But then obviously how selfish would that be to kill yourself for your family to find you. They'd never get that out of their heads and I would never do that to them. Although I have all these worries and people say if you're worried it's good cos it's emotion but ive given up on life really. I'm not living it for me because if it were up tk me I wouldn't be living at all.
joe bloggs said on Dec 22 2010, 04:12 AM:
Yes to confirm I am an expert, the first part of ur reply doesnt make sense, anyway the point is a person with a mental health problem or even without a mental health problem can not choose what they worry about. For example when u meet a gorgeous girl ur mind constantly brings her to mind all the time you can not control it, same for worry about money, you cant just switch off the worry. I could explain much deeper but u wouldnt understand anyway. Ur reaction to my comment was also beyond your control!
REPLY TO JOE BLOGGS said on Dec 22 2010, 03:12 AM:
Some so called experts on mental health claim, people/patients are ok, yet as we all know some go back into society and repeat the same crimes again. The advice if you read it correctly is NOT to worry about money.
joe bloggs said on Dec 21 2010, 16:12 PM:
Im an expert in mental health bcoz I have had a mental illness for 15 years and Ive overcame 99% of it through hypnosis. Ive experienced changes in my mind which allowed me to see thing from different moods and how people would have felt. You cant just tell someone with a mental illness to stop worrying bcoz that's the problem that they have, the worry is controlled by the subconsious mind, the part of the mind which you cant control and also is the addiction. (and pretty much everything) So there is no easy solution to mental health problems bcoz its part of who you are, but if your healthy you have a slight advantage, you feel good and less weight on your shoulders and are able to think and function better, give up all the junk like drink and smoking, exercise, sleep well thats a good way to gain an advantage from your poor state of mind. Thats what I did after I had a serious breakdown from class A drugs, although I was a nervous wreck it helps to get me through more so that being a drinker like I was before.
Reply 2 Andy said on Dec 21 2010, 03:12 AM:
Hi Andy, Make sure you go to counselling and glad your doing what is best for you. Don't put any pressure on yourself trying to find a job straight away. In answer to your question I'm nothing to do with the mental health. I've had life experience with two very good friends who were gambelers. Stop worrying about money and have a good Christmas with your mum and family.
Andy said on Dec 19 2010, 17:12 PM:
Hi, thanks for the reply. I guess you're right about the money coming and going, just a shame that everything seems to revolve around it. I've taken time out of uni now and am looking for work. Need something with less people I think so i can just get on with tasks. my GP has once again referred me to counselling and i get regular visits from a support worker who delivers medication because im not trusted with large amounts. im not planning on going anywhere, i will be alright physically because, for my family i making sure im healthy. how are you so wise to this by the way? do you work in mental health, if you dont mind me asking?
Anon said on Dec 19 2010, 16:12 PM:
This comment is for outlaw. I know how you feel regarding your animals..... I to have had feelings of suicide, however i have been depressed for many years and lots of bad things have happened in the past. However, i have no one to take care of my pet and because she depends on me i am battling with the feelings of taking my life. Pls dont pull the trigger as you say..... things will get better, it may take a while but remember, your animals love you and depend on you. Hope i have helped a little. take care
outlaw said on Dec 19 2010, 09:12 AM:
My gf just broke up with me and i ask her why and she says we dont work the pain i feel right now is so bad i just want to die but i cant leave my two dogs with no one to take care of them i wish i had never had any feelings for anyone this is driving me insane im either going to die of no sleep or pull the trigger
GODS REJECT said on Dec 19 2010, 04:12 AM:
I'm so depressed, I've forgot what it was like to feel normal. Can you imagine what its like to not be able to experience emotion properly. Do you know what its like to not be able to cry even though you want to. Do you know what its like to no longer enjoy any thing at all not even your favorite things. Do you know what its like to see other people and look at them and look you're self and see someone totally worthless and ugly like there so happy and i,m not. Like the reason they can function properly is because there not even depressed. I look at people and say to my self that god i wish I were them. Ive tried to pray to god to fix my depression, and never an answer. he never answers. there's no god out there. how could people say that he exists. that hes even helped is so fucking stupid. god doesn't exist. if he did why would some body have to experience being sexually abused by your step mm for seven years. and be brutally abused by your grandmother. and then being passed like seconds to 15 different foster homes. do you know how much death would be a relieve to me. to go on like this is to say that you want to live you're life like a god damn zombie. The funny thing is, it's actually like that to. you only have the bassist of instincts, to eat. its the only thing that i really like to do. I can t even function properly. I look at every body and see how they can function without a second thought. I'm so aware of being depressed that it makes me more depress ed to be able to notice my self not being able to to function. I cant even wright right. I cant do any thing like i used too. Do you know what its like to continue like this for four years all while trying to prepare your self to get out in the world, because i can shore as shit tell you that foster care doesn't do that. if i felt normal I'd kill all of DHS. Look at what they've done to me. They said it was for my own good, that it would be better for me to come and be with them then to be with any of my family. Well i can tell you this that i would have rather stayed with my step mother and be sexually molested or to have stayed with my abusive grandmother then to have ever come into foster care. The only bad memories that i have amazingly is of well what do ya know foster care The worst memories i have is of being put in a damn lock down facility and having to eat jail food yes the food was prepare by the county jail. we weren't allowed to see the light of day or watch TV more than once a week if you were lucky, and even then you wouldn't get to watch the hole thing. you were only allowed to read. I was put there for a year. Get this i didn't even do anything wrong not a damn thing. the only thing i did was not enough for my foster parent and that is exactly what i did to deserve that, because they dropped me like a ton of lost wait. Can you imagine getting used to something like that. God i just want to kill myself why should I have to live any more. i had such a great future for my self and now its all gone. all gone because of this.FUCKING DHS ....................AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I Was PLANNING ON GRADUATING HIGH SCHOOL AND SINCE I WAS MOVED AROUND SO MUCH MY CREDITS DIDN'T TRANSFER so i was forced to get my GED in a lvl 5 lock-down facility.
idk said on Dec 18 2010, 15:12 PM:
ive always told myself that if my dad ever hit me again i would leave. my friends are to busy to come get me and my parents just "beat" me. if i take my car they can find me and i wasnt planning on taking my phone. the only way for me to leave is to kill myself, lucky for me i did some research on the subject for acting. it turns out that tylenol isnt very likely to kill me which is sad because i dont really care enough to look for something else to kill me. I don't wanna cut myself cause i dont want to bleed out, that sounds hard and if i get taken to the hospital blood transfusions hurt. if there are any parents who want to drive their kids into suicide then talk to mine, learn from the best. you know, i actually thought they cared about me like they loved me and shit. But i look back on my life and they didnt give a fuck about me. they only had me to do fucking work for them they cant even pay for college so they obviously dont want me to have a fucking future. the saddest part though is that im pretty sure that nobody will care if i die. thats why i havent done anything yet is because i want to hurt all the people that dont give a shit about me and made me believe that they did. I want to make my death hurt them so fucking bad they will regret the minute they ever thought of having a kid. i dont want to kill them or anything. i just want to kill myself in a way that will hurt them and satisfy my need to die. maybe i would consider bleeding out on their bed, ha theyd come and find me. fucking hilarious. theyd have to get a new bed to replace the one their fucking slave child bled all over. but whatever just wanted to tell people what i was thinkin before i did it. makes me feel a little bit better
whocares said on Dec 17 2010, 20:12 PM:
i was gona kill myself tonight. by cutting myself and bleeding to death. but when i tried, i didnt bleed enough. i dont have the willpower to cut deep, im not strong enough . sooo now im lookin for other ways. why is everyone commenting on this anyways tho. ...
Mr B said on Dec 16 2010, 20:12 PM:
I agree a lot with most of all of you's on how you's feel. the world we live in is not what life is serposed to be about {the freedom to live the way any living thing should live} MONEY is the biggest problem in this world it is what causes wars, crime, and power and greed and also devides people in life.from the age of 8 to 29 i have tryed so many differnt way's to end it from holding a loaded gun to my head to drug Over dose to drowning even feeding exhuast gas from my show car in to the cabin also from work related accidents and doctors given me the wrong medication some say i have more lives then a cat or just badluck which sux's if u ask me but one thing i have found from how much u wont to kill your self a part of you try's so hard to stop it. Mylast drug overdose from sleeping pill's left me in a coma for a week and when i come too i had brain damage, nerve damage and poor motor skills which just made my life a hole lot worse i beleave dieing in my sleep is the best way but makeing it happen is not as easy as it sounds and how do u get the drugs to do it right if u dont have the contac's or money to obtain such a thing. and going to the local pound and asking them for the the drug thay use to put animales to sleep just dont work. so may be the painful way is the only way (maybe) or u could try this link http://www.jerryhunt.org/kill.htm that's if u can obtain the equipment to do it but eather way i will find my way to the end. p.s soory about my spelling i hope u can understand.
F said on Dec 16 2010, 16:12 PM:
I feel too fagile to live in this world..
Alicia said on Dec 16 2010, 11:12 AM:
I AM SO SO DEPRESEED...MY FAMILY HATES ME...ALL MY HUSBAND CARE IS ABOUT HIS PARENTS,BROTHERS AND SISTERS...DONT GIVE A DAMN BOUT HOW THEY TREAT ME..I DONT HAVE CHILD TO LOVE ON MY OWN....JOB SUCKS..LIFE FREAKS....SOMETIMES I WISH ICOULD JUST RUN AWAY FROM ALL THESE....BUT WHERE TOO....SHOULD I JUST KILL MYSELF...?????
Andy 2 said on Dec 15 2010, 06:12 AM:
Andy has self harmed that's why its a good idea he informs the hospital and talks it over-if his normal GP does not want to know. Good luck mate , talk to your mum and family asap
moiz said on Dec 14 2010, 19:12 PM:
helpless ..i want my death .missing u my love ..cant do anything ,my education is worst .i can tdo anything simply,am hang for ever
hhjhj said on Dec 13 2010, 04:12 AM:
talking to a doctor wont help, there isnt much advice to give only to be healthy, bcoz when ur healthy ur mind thinks better and ur able to deal with lifes hardships better.
Message 2 Andy UK said on Dec 13 2010, 03:12 AM:
I live in the UK, gambling is a bit like drink in the UK, it's a legal drug and can easily get out of control because the way it makes you feel. If you realise you have a problem then you will be ok. You need to talk/ring your local hospital and talk to another doctor and be honest about everything you have just explained on here. When you have done this you will recover, money comes and goes don't worry, maybe higher eduction is added pressure and its not the right time, you may need to grieve and need your family more than what you can admit. I'm sure your mum and family need you as well, talking to them about everying will help you get everything straight and back to normal-its only money as you said it yourself, post back when you have done this, let me know your OK mate.
Andy said on Dec 12 2010, 14:12 PM:
Has anyone got into money difficulties while they've been depressed? This is obviously for the people 18 and over to answer. But I took up online poker as a sort of distraction from myself and I only just realised how much I have actually funnelled into the stupid thing. I'm a month behind on rent at the moment and have had to leave uni to get a job, but now I can't find a job. Feel my whole life starting to crumble and it is stupid that money can affect people so much. I think it's disgusting that money is the cause of so much pain. I am in this position in the first place due to my father passing and my gf of 3 years refusing to come back to me after we broke up because I neglected her a bit. I cant blame her but i cant see how you can so easily forget somebody. I am pretty much on the edge now, I need some help, but i cant be arsed with my doctor anymore. She doesn't even know about m self harming. I think if she hasnt bothered to check then im not being dishonest by not telling her. But the thing is, i am still on meds and i would love to just take them all in one go and be done with it. I dont think i am selfish enough to do that to my family though. especially my mum. I want to sort m life out, but i dont know how to do it. Anyone living in england got any advice?
joe bloggs said on Dec 10 2010, 07:12 AM:
this is better than facebook, u guys seem more real
Anthony said on Dec 10 2010, 05:12 AM:
Angiec, I agree life and people are very cruel, just when you need a helping hand you find you all alone. You should be proud of you being able to write down/express your feelings on this site, in some ways I think your strengh of charcter can help others on here and only time can heel and I hope you get another dog. When I lost my dog 6 years I've never forgot it, but the happy memories are what I focus on.
seriously still depresssed since 2001 said on Dec 10 2010, 02:12 AM:
in 2001 i started to get depressed for no apparent reason except that humans ruined earth and live with more and more complexly retarded social constructs and cheap ass ideas and hundreds of stupid laws which they actually shit on others for breaking- as if they know what i am capable of doing safely, as if they know what is best for me, as if they think that what their bitchasses think is right for everyone when they don't have any idea of what it's like to be someone else in their shoes in their mindset, maybe they don't need much to entertain them cause they're stupid and boring and have no idea what else is out there besides t.v. and the fucking horrible point of view controlled radio media magazine billboard shopping mall fake as bullshit, or they're content in not exploring space but war is totally cool and sum up what makes no thoughts beyond the red pill okay and say;oh, yay, i go to fucking church and fall asleep or do some retarded ancient prayers that were good enough for people when they actually still thought the world was flat!!!!! duh fucking duh fucking duh!!! look at it! clearly it's round wtf?!! go to the beach or a high mountain top and fucking look, look at the sun or the moon--OR THE FUCKING MOON!!! ---PRETTY GOOD INDICATION THERE THERE THAT EARTH MIGHT JUST BE ROUND TOO AND THAT HEAVEN AND HELL JESUS SATAN sick muthafuckers nailed him to a waht? cross and put barbed wire on his head and some weird serial killer shit tube in his gut to drain his blood out all slow and then say satan exists and is worse than wearing such a sick pendent around your neck- sickos!CHRIST AND JEWBAGGERY AND MUSLIM G-HAD AND speaking in tounges and all out craziness shallow nonsense to deal with the fact that we are going to die???? -bullshit church and the status-quo the fucking rich bastards that actualy sleep well at night knowing that they fuck us in the ass evry month when they steal our hard earned money from us saying that we should rent the land that is equally all of ours the same from their greedy cunt hands and then put us in jail for doing the drugs that are everywhere unavoidable just cause they didn't have someone offer them don't mean shit fuck u and your gayass paper trail requirements and pieces of paper to prove you're compatent in your skill that u have to go through this bull shit system to get. fuck all u people that steal from other people just like you and then believe ypur own lies !!! fuck u people making decisions for the whle fucking world which u know absolutely nothing about- fuck this fucking place where people have to dress and act a certain way to be excepted and then pay assholes their money even though they make and have less just to have somewhere to sleep fuck u rich assholes that make us listen to complete crap on the radio and won't let the god shit through cause u like shit and think your vanity ain't off the hook and never even realize you have the worst taste in what u think music should sound like and you're tone deaf and like scantly clad cheap looking dumb ass whores or faggy boy bands, fuck this place i want somewhere else to live!!!!!!!! without paper trails and cheap love and whorehouses and packaged food and dreesses for girls jeans for boys short hair bullshit hard to manage long hair for girls and lame ass jobs for them and expectatons and on and on and on--- no equality amounge you fucked up selfish vane humans fuck you!!!!! tell me i need to wear mackup what the fucking fuck? i need to clean with swiffer sweeper and make dinner and not swear and have a gayass boring job and not play your sports and wear shitty clothes and look pretty and be weak and have to be thin while u r fat -and the!n all your paper fucking work! hate all of it!! your rules!!! your SOCIAL CONSTRUCTS!!!!!! your lies and murder greed and secrets and control and inprisonment!!! your cheap entertainment! your HATE!!!!!! your realstate! your rent!!!! your tax! your laws ans wars churches! fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u i gotta get off this fucking planet-there just has to be a way to get away from all these assholes that think what they think is for me! fuck em! society of human bullshit! yeah i ain't spell checking shit either u know wtf i mean and besides apple just ain't all that user friendly anymore like it once used to be, no fucking normal right click? wtf ever! floobianmaster@yahoo.com
Lostone said on Dec 09 2010, 07:12 AM:
I care mate, why?, I know how your feeling and it hurts. I've felt alone, rejected, low self esteem, lets face it its easy to feel sorry for yourself. The answer is to use the hurt to be a stonger man, if you can do this and show it, you will meet another girlfriend-confidence is the key mate. In life you will fall in and out of love many times-because thats life. If you can do/show this then your ex will realise whats she's missed out, but you won't want her because confidence in yourself will change everything. Try and talk to a teacher/work colleague about your feelings and you will realise the more you talk about it the less pain you will feel, trust me.
angiec said on Dec 08 2010, 18:12 PM:
oh great. typo..sorry, i meant i "can't" undo in my long, main post. sorry, exhausted. any more errors, then i apologise now
angiec said on Dec 08 2010, 18:12 PM:
btw, dont think i have ever said, but, no matter how many do gooders there are, or how many disprove of us talking, venting and exchanging feelings regarding depression, suicide, ceasing life, thank you to places online like this we have a place to go..albeit some will judge or be unkind...if there were not places like this on the net, we'd be even more alone, more cut off and outcasted. we, have a right to express our feelings openly on how bad we feel without the fear that we are doing 'wrong'. sorry, just wanted to make sure i added that.
angiec said on Dec 08 2010, 18:12 PM:
thank you, jay, sorry i didnt put 'c' on end of my name, was so distraught and just answered you, whether you are still here or not, i wish you peace and freedom, whatever you decide. Anthony said on Dec 08 2010, 10:04 AM..sorry, no, life isnt all clean cut like that, you dont state your age, not that that matters, but, take a look around you, imagine life with no friends, no family, no one to turn to, no one around you that even cares, you have tried all avenues of help but been turned away..then add major traumas, sudden events to a life that you already have fought daily with all your life. i have no magic wand, i can undo what horrors ive endured and still do. this xmas will be as ive already said, a hard hard time, i am already in a mess emotionally with the 2 first anniversarys of the last 2 members of my family, whom i adored, lived with, were the world to me...now, gone. there is only so much you can fight on, its not quiting, its finding that strength to say, ok, ive done all i could, there is no solution [i am aware in some, caes, there are] then it shows you you are strong enough to let go. that takes more courage and guts than you can believe. the last night i wrote here, i had a major crisis, i nearly ended it that night,, but i had to fight with what strength i could muster to stop, as i have a few loose ends to tie up and no way do i want to go without finishing things off and making sure my last wishes etc are granted once i cease to exist. i have written throughout this year to people in my past, the good, the bad, etc the only letter i have yet to pen is to whom i want as my p.o.a who will make sure that my wishes in my living will/advanced decision will be taken fully cared of and, as i said, i wanted to last at least a year, till the last anniversary, out of respect, then, i pray i can be back in there loving arms and out of all this pain, mentally, emotionally and physically. does it break my heart? yes. i can promise you, i have survived alot but now after all these years, i am tired, the dead ends are real dead ends now. today i for back up bought some drain cleaner, big bottle, no one batted an eyelid. still unsure of my choice but as ive said before here and already mentioned what way id like to go. i must stress though, the human body is strong, very strong and, its unlikey that any of you considering a pill d will suceed, why, for a start, been there, done it several times over twenty yrs ago. e.g it would take at least 1000 valium [diazipan - sic] to probably cause fatal results. if you decide you want to leave this world, think, really think, make sure the way you wish to go is going to succeed and not leave you a vegetable and even more in blackness where you may never then have the ability to even try taking your own life. this, suicide, is not quiting, believe me, its something you dont suddenly think of, it occurs over time, builds. so far on here, thank you to those that do not judge, for we arte not weak, just sometimes over years and years, the crying out for help has to end, its hopeless. for gawds sake, i just wanted to be able to be with, cuddle and hug a female black labrador, not much too ask is it? but no one has answered my plea for just this small thing at such a lonely, horrendous time for me. ive even begged on here for someone to be with me as i dont want to die alone. silly, mayhaps some will understand, but least i feel some may listen, hear and get how i feel and what i am going through, getting at. typed as much as feel able to tonight, itds just gone midnight in uk, am in lot of pain so wanna try laying down. hugs, to any that want them, i know its not real, but virtual, but its all i can give and all i can hope for in return on the internet.
lost one said on Dec 08 2010, 12:12 PM:
hey i am lost i have no father my mother pays no attention to me my grandfather passed away he was all i had my girlfriend i love with all my heart i would do anything just to have her in my life again dumped me for another guy she told me she would always be here for me ive been in the hospital twice cause of this i have ran away from home i have nothing to kill myself i just want to die i really need to know a good quick painless way to die someone please help me i have tried to talk to my old girlfriend over and over and she tells me my soul is pathetic she laughs at me n cares nothing for me i have prayed to the lord for his forgiveness i am ready to die someone please help me
Anthony said on Dec 08 2010, 10:12 AM:
Hi, I'm 38 years old, firstly I'm no goody to shoes and my lifes been a roller coaster, including school,friends, relationships, family-thats why I can help. I left school when I was young 15 with no qualifications or friends. But you keep going and your luck changes, anyway what ever your problems are, talk to your mum/dads, family relatives and then friends, you will find people will have felt the same as you did. Life is about experience and HOW you deal with it. You might not like your hair, nose, figure but trust me everyone hates something about themselves-FACT, accept and love yourself for who you are!, your bad experience is knowledge to help others and lifes learning curve, its natural.
A_C said on Dec 07 2010, 22:12 PM:
Ok Lets See I Just Started Jr High.. Everything Was Good Till A Few Weeks Ago.... Everyone Kept Tellin Me I Needed To Die Then Everyone Started Teasing Me.. My Mom Is Alwys Working And My Dad Hates Me.. My Family Dont Give A Shit About Me And Almost All My friends Hate Me Cuz Im Emo.. Noone Understands me..
End Me said on Dec 06 2010, 18:12 PM:
I just want to die can anyone help me i really want to just end my life?
???????????? said on Dec 06 2010, 15:12 PM:
Every thing is fucked,family lying behind each others backs and no1 can just trust each other for once. Went to a brand new school and am falling way behind and yet made good friends but now might loose them.This isnt me I was a good boy who was nice to people and loved my family,I still love my family my grandparents the most and never want to hurt their feelings.People expect me to b done school soon but nobody knows how far behind I realy am. They say the world is suppost to come to an end in 2012 well I hope it does or atleast for me. Cuz soon family will split,might loose home and never have fun like any other tennager again. Father just went to go give shit to my mom because them both r hidind stuff behind each others backs. Me?... well im just trying to live anotherday as it goes by....
Anthony L. said on Dec 05 2010, 08:12 AM:
Thank you for reading this..Im lost.. the roads in life somtimes take us to dark places, ive lost everything i care about. ive lost all joy, the sun, fresh air, tv, music, even my guitar no longer bring me happiness. its sunday now, i was suppose to be at work two hours ago but i turned around.. im sick, everyday i live is a struggle.. i have slept a total of seven hours in the passed five days.. i no longer eat ive lost 35.lbs in the past month, which would be great news but its not healthy.. i have people that love me but i could never burden them with this.. who ever see's this know there is a thing called destiny and theres a good chance we make our own this is the final page in the book that was my life..
nicky said on Dec 05 2010, 00:12 AM:
well..where do i begin? i just started high school this year and i thought i was going to love it. i had lots of friends, i made the varsity dance team and i was single for the first time in 2 years...well4 months into it. majority of my "friends" hate me to my face and the ones that are left just talk bad about me behind my back, im heart broken, and i feel like im getting uglier by the second. i think im depressed but i havnt been diagnosed, i feel very alone and sad all the time. i have nothing to look forward to in life and no reason to get up in the morning. im so sick of living. i see no point. i want to know the easiest way to kill yourself..i dont think i have the balls to do it but i just want something to keep at the back of my head.
retard said on Dec 04 2010, 14:12 PM:
i just broke up with my girlfriend because i hit her out of anger, i have to live the rest of my life knowing that i screwed myself out of the person that could've been my soul mate
chrisy lyons said on Dec 03 2010, 21:12 PM:
my girl friend of 6 years became pregnant but told some1 els it was his and he batterd her and she came crying to me telling me it was mines i felt obligated to take the responsabilaty as im only 19 and have been going with her since i was 13 she admitedn your cheeting on me 4 times my life isnt bad fact compaird to most of yous its grate but ....ahhh fuck it lol sorry to dipress yous if heaven is real and u go their when u die fuck going their when ur the same age as the grandand ur longing to see and be the same fucking age as him heavin must be an oldfolks home in the sky x
Jay said on Dec 03 2010, 20:12 PM:
And for all you assholes that are mad at us, you need to shut the fuck up. Being depressed has nothing to do with feeling sorry for yourself. its a disease caused by stress and anxiety! Some people can manage and some people can't, and unfortunately for the ones who can't turn to suicide. So if you haven't been severely depressed you have no right to judge how or what we feel nor do you know us or the things that happened to us to make us feel like this. and for people trying to help us, you really need to know what you're doing. you're dealing with a fragile mind and one wrong word or action can break it. and for the rest of you my heart goes to you...good luck and make the decision that is gonna benefit you.
angie said on Dec 03 2010, 19:12 PM:
jay read and am sobbing for youu.all ican do is senda virtual hug to yyou. ihave to go nowam shivveringand sobbingtoo much.loveand liight, angie
angiec said on Dec 03 2010, 19:12 PM:
aam sorry about spelling oor errors, am very shaky emotional and fighting the tears as well as sitting here iin the freezing cold, so i apologise if ido make errors, i am just typing how i feel and what ive dealt with and the mdd that ive suffered all mmy klife. need to gobefore i come anymore distressed rigght now and made a promise a vow tthat i would hold on till the last anniversary, nye [mum] bbefore i go. i dont see anylight now irealy dont. hope i make sense to some.need to try make a hotwater bottle aand maybe sleep,night for now
Jay said on Dec 03 2010, 19:12 PM:
hello everyone, i've read almost every comment on this page and once upon a time i would have been one of those people tryin to talk you out of suicide...i am here like yourselves not to do that but am here to say i understand you're pain. we all ask the same questions, why we exist,why do we have to be on this earth for another second, its always why. We are left alone to answer questions that we can't possibly answer by ourselves. In one year I lost my dad, my gradmom, my uncle, my aunty, on my dads side of the family and lost an uncle and aunty on my moms side. Luckily through it all I had my ex with me, she took care of me through all that shit. She left me 4 months ago...i have a whole bottle of xanax, zoloft, aspirin, and half a box of nyquil sitting next to me...a knife and a plastic bag to top it all off. this life we only live once, we all die and taking our lives should be our choosing. if you're in the pain i am in...i dont blame you for taking such action. just make sure its what you want and dont fail in you're efforts. may God be with you all.
angiec said on Dec 03 2010, 19:12 PM:
as you know, been writing on and off here for almost a year now. jhhjhj ..i agree. ive made my feelings really concise in several posts about the same kind of thing. its hard, what do you do when you have no friends to turn to, cause theyve been cruel enough to desert you when you needed them the most [sobviusly for me, losing my dog and, my mum - both anniversaries are this mth, 6th and nye.] i have neighbours that dont care even though i was always there if they needed help. cruse bereavement, after 11 months, still have not sent me a counseller. dr or social is not interested, even though they know i have mdd, am disabled, have alot of health problems and pretty much housebound. i have no family, no brothers or sisters, no one. since the snow here in uk, has anyone checked on me, the fragile, vulnerable youngish woman? no, no one. i have no heating, no milk or bread, as ive said before, no one cares, as long as they have friends and family, they turn a blind eye to others. id only be noticed once dead due to the smell. that kills you inside to know people dont care, walk on by even though youve placed clear note on door begging for help. i havent had a hug , comfort or any kind of love and reassurance since april now. normally when i have a major crisis, mum or my dog were there, they brought me through best they could, made me find the inner strangth to live and fight hard through another day - i lived for them. they were my world and all i had, now i rarely have any human contact. just left to rot and die. im tired, so tired. the snow etc has been a temptation a couple of times, to try getting in my back garden and just sit, not move, hope i freeze to death to end the pain of the loss, the fight ive dealt with daily all my life, the callouse reactions from so called friends and neighbours/ perhaps thats want they want and when the time comes, guess theyve won, its made me at first try to fight but now, i couldnt care less. the pain is too much, i am so very lonely, feel worthless and all at 40 yrs old. ive even begged on here for a partner, someone who can be with me, hug me so that im not alone when i die, someone that would care, understand, allow me to sob. ive even had note up on door since august, pleading for someone to visit with a dog/black lab, just so that i can cuddle, sob and be with for awhile, even looks like my last wish wont even be granted, as i said on a update i stuck on the bottom of main note end of november. i can not believe ho w many inhumane people there are and i dont want to be part of a world that has changed into being so much crueler and selfish. what happened to people like myslef, who care, who love are friendly, generous - how come when we need real support, suddenly no one gives a damn, its cutting me deeper every day. anyone, please, help, i beg yet again. i am scared with the anniversaries so close, its all too raw and i have not a soul to turn tto. death is and feels the only way for sure. they say suicide is pernament and only solves a 'tempory problem and can be avoidedd'. i dont see it like that. i have no one, i can not bring my mum and dog back can i. this isnt a tempory problem issue that can be solved. this has / is the blackest and hardest fight ive ever had to endure.
this is someone said on Dec 03 2010, 16:12 PM:
to all those nay sayers to my previous post. i have no experience, and sure i probably can't understand the pain your feeling, but there is one thing i do know, there will be future generations that follow you, that will possibly look up to you, and they will most likely know you pain, sometime in there life, so why not set an example, if you can get through it, why not them. now im not trying to make you do anything you don't want to, if you want to kill yourself, i wont judge, i just want you to really think it over before you do something harsh, and regret it. and on a side note i don't appreciate being sweared at, so if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it
I Just Wanna Disapear said on Nov 30 2010, 21:11 PM:
Hey, its me again. I know i said i would write daily in here, but my sister took my internet away... Don't remember why. But the good thing is that I'm feeling alot better about myself, now that my sister is making me move back with my dad. Wich is the best thing she could do to me. I can't wait till februrary! Thats when im moving out. I haven't seen my old friends in a while. Soo it'll be great to see them again. Especially my bestest friend, Carmen. She dos'nt know about my suicidel thoughts. And i don't plan on telling her, either. I don't want her to worry. She has a pretty messed up life too. But its alot better then mine so thats good. Her father left her mom for almost 20 years. This was before she (Carmen) was born. He came back when Carmen was in 4th grade. This was before we were friends, i remember because every one at school was talking about it. All that i know about my friends dad is that he "hits" on tenagers. I know this because my sister was once outside at night, smoking with her friend. And my friends dad was driving by (Carmen lives like 3 houses to my left.) and im not sure what els happend. I think he was driving by slowly... Don't remember. But i heard this from my sister herself. And i don't think she like me hanging around her house with his dad around. Well anyways i have to go, i have school tomorow. So bye everyone...
melissa said on Nov 30 2010, 19:11 PM:
im 13 and i hate life should i kill myself or what?
melissa said on Nov 30 2010, 19:11 PM:
the best was to kill your self is to go to sleep and while you are asleep ask you friend to shoot you in the head :)
TWLOHA said on Nov 30 2010, 13:11 PM:
Hello again to all of you, My name is Hailey and I'm here to announce that I finally got facebook just for those of you who prefer instant messaging to emailing back and forth. if you search twloha2010@hotmail.com my facebook page should be visible to everyone. Add me, or send me a message or whatever you feel like doing. I'm not a counselor but I am here to listen to those who need someone to talk to and offer everyone encouragement and prayer and whatever else I can do that you might need. If you want to email me or add me on msn or facebook I'll always be around to listen to you all. I care a lot about all of you. Also I want to say that "someone" is right, we are all winners and I know life can be impossible and so difficult for some people, sometimes people just don't get many breaks in life, I understand that. But I think we should all try to think of ourselves as winners instead of losers because the world brings us down enough, we don't need to be bringing ourselves down as well. And I also want to say that I think "timothy james green" might just be on to something with his drawing project. But it doesn't have to be just drawing, do something you love to do. If you love sports: play 10000 games, if you love playing music: learn 10000 songs, if you love writing: write 10000 of whatever genre you love to write in, write 10000 novels if that's your thing. Write me 1000 emails if you really love talking to me haha. Do what you love and do it thousands of times. Maybe it will help you heal some of life's cuts and bruises.
Elliot Grocut said on Nov 30 2010, 12:11 PM:
I hate life i whant to die im 11 years old and i wont to die if i can be brave anuf i will do 1 of them.
Stuart Wood said on Nov 29 2010, 17:11 PM:
I agree that life is the ultimate challenge. But this is our life, our experience. Not everyone has the same experience, some are born into money with wonderful supportive families, because of this have strong friendships and relationships. Some are born disabled and have a huge disadvantage. What i'm saying is some have it easier than others. I feel weak as a human being. I'm so lucky to have full health but i'm so depressed. Believe me i have tried and tried to find a solution. In the end i start thinking, suicide is selfish but why not be selfish? This is my life. If my loved ones understood that i would be at peace then they they shouldn't feel pain but happiness that i'm now without pain. To people who are just a bit fed up or angry because someone has done them wrong i would say try, try again.
jhhjhj said on Nov 29 2010, 06:11 AM:
@someone. u have many opinion to give but no experience of the suffering people are going through, many people are tired of trying, tired of suffering, so to end a life time of suffering is a good thing. I tired to fight depression of 15 years, had treatment 10 hours a day everyday for 10 years and still didnt fully overcome it, plus i have a bad back and a hiatal hernia which is making me feel sick all the time, my doc says ive got it for life. If i give up I'm not a quitter, no fucking way, I'm a legend for trying so hard against lifes misfortunes its not my fault that the script was written with a sad ending. Fuck you, ur happy so fucking go and enjoy it and leave these people to decide for themselves
someone said on Nov 28 2010, 17:11 PM:
Death is easy, it is your short cut through life. life is a funny thing, it's hard it's easy, but mostly hard and challenging. if your going to kill yourself, think about this, sure your life is hard, your life is a challenge, a challenge is meant to be taken head on, you may get cut, bruised, or beaten, but that's all life. If you kill yourself, you just QUIT, you saw the challenge of life, and surrendered, if you want to quit, go ahead, there is always room for quitters on the bench, you gave nothing and you got nothing, but if you wan to win, if you want to take life's challenges, and say "i can do this, i can beat you, you mean nothing, your just a tiny insignificant piece of me", then put down your knifes, put down your guns, your pills, put away your silly thoughts, and i want you to say this one phrase, when ever you feel bad, just say, "IM A WINNER" you CAN face life's challenges, and win, sure it may seem though at times, but that is the whole human experience, everyone faces troubles trough out there lives, when you feel your at your worst, when you feel so down that suicide is your last option, just remember there is always something better, you might not see it a first, but it IS there. I to have faced problems in my life, i have thought about suicide, i get what everyone is talking about, and i get why you feel the need to kill yourself, but remember, life's a challenge, no one said it was going to be easy, no one said it was impossible either. and above all else, remember this one thing, you are all winners. my email is wingedfury@hotmail.com email me if you want to chat
timothy james green said on Nov 27 2010, 08:11 AM:
I'm going to church tommorrow. i feel weird. Like somethings telling me to go to the church after I broke into it the other day. Am I being called by god. I don't know. I feel empty for some reason. I umm don't know whats happening to me. I feel sad but glad. fissvj sk fd d ksfd lljfd vs kd ir f
Highgate boy said on Nov 27 2010, 06:11 AM:
I don't know if anyone give a shit but yesterday me and my friends were in the alleyway and they were smoking. I put my bag down and sat quite a distance from the group, sorta half talking to them. Just then i heard the group panic. i turned round and I saw that a police woman was walking towards us. We all scattered and ran away from her. I ran into the nearest shop in my panic, although i hadnt actually done anything wrong. I had heard about incidents like this and people being expelled and it going on their record so no universitys or jobs would want them. And just as i got into the shop i realised i'd forgot my bag in the alleyway. When i went back there my bag was gone. I saw the policewoman across the street and she said shed handed it into the school and told them the whole story. I went to the school and had a talk about it. I was asked for the names of the people i was with and the worst part was, I gave them. I was the worst friend in the whole fucking world. And my parents are both doctors who would go crazy at me and go on at how i not making the most of my education, when their working their asses off for me. Every day they make me fell like theres something wrong with me. Im so centered around pleasing them. Me and my friends decided on a death pact. Commit suicide together with a note to the school. before they can expell us. I'm too much of a pussy to do it. How can i manage?
what to do? said on Nov 26 2010, 22:11 PM:
i just cheated on my boyfriend. i love him more than anything. i know in life the decisions we make lead us to where we are now today.. but im in a place that i dont want to be in. i ruin every relatioship i am in. i just destroy them... i sabotage them. i have trust and connection issues. im messed up.. i know it. i was sexually abused at 5-7 by a swim coach, and then again at ages 9-11. i was raped at 17 and ended up preggers, i had an abortion. i cant get close to people. im 24 and i really question the point of my exisitance. all i do is get hurt and hurt others. i want to take some pills and never wake up. what over the counter pills can you take to kill yourself? and how many do you need?
James said on Nov 26 2010, 14:11 PM:
Just split up with my girlfriend of several years. As is typically the case with english girls theyre always on the lookout for someone better. the fickle, shallow cunts. anyway ive been here befopre a long time ago - it was hard then but i powered through. ive always been a closet manic depressive so its hard to work out if im any more depressed than normal, but i must be otherwise i wouldnt have wound up on here. Anyway im not going to kill myself cos it would upset my parents and sister and gran. I dont want to ruin their life as well. But its fair to say if they didnt exist id be dangling from the bannister as we speak. only about another 50 years to go.. I could speed it up and stop eating. maybe take up crack addiction. Its a tad nippy to be homeless though dont fancy freezing to death.. fuck me its hard work this life.
Andy said on Nov 24 2010, 20:11 PM:
hi again, things got really bad again, not much going on at the moment, nothing to look forward to. I cant get my ex out of my head and she doesn't actually care. i wish i could turn the feelings and thoughts off. Only one way I can think how to do that. Saved up 3 months of precription anti depressants and sleeping tablets, got a bottle of southern comfort. Going to wait until I have an empty house, stick some bob marley on and go out properly. I text my ex to apologise for anything i may have done and she replied saying she didnt care, to stop contacting her etc. Havent spoken to her in 5 months now. she obviously was able to turn off her feelings faster than me. at the age of 20 i have raised money for charity, made my will and I have joined the organ donor list. I am guessing that my liver and or kidney wont be used due to overdose... but my heart is good if not broken. hope someone else can put it to better use because it has a lot to give.
Timothy James Green said on Nov 23 2010, 17:11 PM:
I broke into a church yesterday. Well the back door was unlocked so I didn't really break in. I spent about 20 minutes in the church looking round. I felt like stealing something or breaking something. But I didn't. Instead all I left was a piece of paper asking a simple question. Why should we love him? I'll probably an answer when i visit today. I can imagine the over used line which will be used to answer my question. Why should we love him? 9315 9825, Theredwed1@hotmail.com
bigred said on Nov 23 2010, 11:11 AM:
looking at the poll and that taking an overdose is the best way to kill your self, your all fucking attention seaking pussys. sliping quietly into that sweet good night. twats! it wont work and its a half hearted attempt. hanging your self will work if you make sure you drop at least 6 feet before the rope catches, that way it will break your neck. but ultimatly iv tryed over dose. i woke up coverd id blood and sick nearly 48hrs later. so hears the thing. if you ACTUALY want to die, if your not doing it to hurt some one, or because your hurt. if you have made the choice that you really dont want to be here on this earth for the right reasons, go out buy a pistol and some hollow point rounds. a hollow point round will blow your head to pieces. after all your shrugging off this mortal coil, you dont want to survive and end up a vegitable.
Moniqua said on Nov 21 2010, 20:11 PM:
it all started when i moved like th billionth time i was more sad and thats when i started cutting myself thats when i found out i had deppression. just recently i didnt feel like going to school ao mum and dad called the police to come pick me up and take me to school so i locked my self in my room. thy unlocked it and the police man grabbed me i was bitting and kicking and the next thing you know he hits my head against the wall it knocked me out i so want to sue that police man for doing that. when i woke up i was o n my bed and they where gorn i felt like crying so i did and then i started cutting myself while i was crying now the thing that goes on in my head is what he said to me "no one wants you here" i felt like killing myself now i believe that none loves me and none wants me I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
matty said on Nov 21 2010, 15:11 PM:
i been with this lass 14 mouths we got a kid and i havent even spent the same night with her and my son as her dad a fing nob and now she so stressed she dont no if she wants me she says she loves me i love her god i love her but i am so scared i am going to lose her i dont think i can take it just writing this hurts me a 27 year old me craying browken hearted i just want to curl up and die want the pain to go she hasent finished me yet but i feel it coming in the wind i am diabetic have been since i was 11 so i could od on insulin go to bed fall asleep then that would be it diabetic coma then ill never wake up i think if she finishes me i am going to do it by world you gave me nothing but shit and heart ake i am in hell not going to it
Timothy James Green said on Nov 19 2010, 06:11 AM:
Me again, just read the last comment and guess i can sort of relate, Not only was I told I had diabetes 10 years ago and mental illness a few months ago but i constantly find myself falling in, not love, but in this relation ship i have with this guy i know. And shaw yea you can call me a fag all you want but I believe that everyone has the right to have relations with male, female or even both if they want. And you d*ck heads who think you know eveything about someone via face value and judge them harshly can go f*ck yourselves. And if there is anyone, anyone at who thinks there're not loved. Your wrong. As long as i'm am around you'll always be loved by one person. 150 drawings down 9850 left to go. Again call me on 9315 9825 if you got nothing better to do or e-mail me at Theredwed1@hotmail.com Draw on!
Joey said on Nov 18 2010, 18:11 PM:
i'm home alone right now...my parents are gone hunting or something...so yah I do what I always do....go on msn and chat with my friends....then my best friend came on, we started chatting, then got into an argument....so I called her and said I was sorry for what I said...I forget what she said since I was so nervous...but she sounded upset...after I hung up I had a break down....screaming that I couldn't take it anymore...everyone is always mad at me..for trying to help, and being happy...why does everyone hate me? i'm only 13 years old damnit....I wanted to do alot with my life..but no....I have to spend it all in pain and agony...not being loved, being made fun of, beat up, hated....all that other related stuff....i'm always left behind...the third wheel....and yes I know they're are other people with way worse problems then me..i'm just saying II can't handle this situation as myself...cuz i'm weak, spineless, a fucking loser that no one cares for...and yes you may think i'm selfish for thinking this...but i'm not doing this for me, it's for everyone...and the person i'm in love with....you know? the person I mentioned before as my best friend? yah...i'm in love with her....but she will never love me back....on msn she said she dosen't feel comfterable around me...I understand....cuz I actually show my feelings...so I guess she'll be happy when I leave....everyone will be....probably dance on my grave...literally....and just so you know...i'm a girl aswell....though i've never thought myself as one....that's probably why she dosen't love me that way...and I can't stand being not loved.....I have never been before...and never will be...i'm such a loser....I hate being alone..I hate my life!!!
TWLOHA said on Nov 18 2010, 15:11 PM:
Hello again, My name is Hailey, I've posted once before and since then I've continued to read the posts on this forum. One thing I've definitely got to say is that I'm not a "cyber saint" I'm not out to "save" anyone. Ultimately I know that you'll do what you'll do and if you kill yourself that's really too bad for you and especially everyone around you. With all that being said: I can't save you, but I'd love to talk to you if you just need someone to vent to, or some encouragement/prayer, or someone who can just listen and be there for you, maybe you just need an unbiased friend right now, and I can try my very best to do that for you. If any of that sounds like something that could help you, my email is TWLOHA2010@live.ca. I don't have facebook but I do have msn if that's easier (I know it's old school but I've found that facebook just causes more problems than it solves)... I'm not always on msn but if you send me an email first I'll try to make sure I go on as often as I possibly can.
Your all dumb said on Nov 17 2010, 20:11 PM:
You little fucking retards. You have no real problems. What? Mommy and Daddy are too strict on you? Why in the the hell would you want to kill yourself. I might understand if you had a chronic illness or something. If your under 20 years of age and you post on here you really need to get a life and do something with yourself. Killing yourself is not the answer in the majority of situations. In ten years you will look back on how you thought and think how dumb you were. Go to college, join the army, do something. Quit feeling sorry for yourself for nothing and get your shit together.
Timothy James Green said on Nov 16 2010, 19:11 PM:
You know what, I believe there is a god. My god. The god of art. And yes I know that the greeks had 9 Muses goddesses of all creative things but i've make up my own goddess. Her name is Perfectoss Arturmaro and I believed that shes helped me with any confrontations i've had and i'm shaw she could help anyone else out there. I mean come on. Don't give up so f*cking easily and/or stop trying to be an attention seeker.Your better than that. So pick up a pencil and start drawing if you got nothing better to do and help me finish my 10000 drawings project. For more information call 9315 9825 or e-mail me at Theredwed1@hotmail.com
Jash said on Nov 16 2010, 18:11 PM:
I'm 25, an ex con that looks like an ambercombrie model- and for the first time in longer than I admit or remember; I am Mother fuckin ELATED. Do you know why? Because tonight: Im checkin the fuck out'a here!! peace bitches!! Fuck you very much! I give a big throbbing red finger to this corupt and decadant system/society. Im not a fucking emo kid- nor do I want some cyber-saint to try and "save me" ...Im not a sheep, and I will never follow the fucking flock. I dont believe in Heaven or Hell- Ive seen it all here. So I am doing this fucking place a big one by removing this econimically unviable fuck-head. Who the fuck thinks offing them selves HAS to be sad or dramatic?? Do you think Roman Generals that opened their viens or Samaurai warriors were pathetic? Im going out with a fucking smile an'a smoke!! Tonights the mother fuckin end all night!! ...I rather face death my way than live someone elsesses.
Timothy James Green said on Nov 15 2010, 20:11 PM:
I had to spend a month in bently adolecent unit as a result of "trying to escape". But now that i'm out i'm working on a little art project which involves drawing 10000 drawings. I know i won't be able to complete all the drawings in my life time (i.e. 50 odd more years) but if there is anyone out there whos a little lost or who wants to just do something, join my little project and who knows you might feel a little better, you might, you might not,I don't know, I'm not a mind read. But hey its something. For more information either call 9315 9825 or E-mail me at Theredwed1@hotmail.com.
rachael said on Nov 14 2010, 22:11 PM:
ok guys and girls i cant take no more i want out of new zealand im 17 and with everything that has hapnd im just geting worse for those whu have read my other coments and emailed me thankyou all heaps. i now want out of new zealand but dont no how to get out can someone help me so_much_hotter@hotmail.com emil me if u no how thankyou..
dudes said on Nov 14 2010, 18:11 PM:
look i no its hard to go through watever problems u have but that doesn't mean give up. Sure life has it's ups and downs but just when it gets bad u don't give up, im only 15 and sometimes yes i do think bout killing myself but all i do is look at the better times of life. They say life is like a roller coaster for a reason u no. Now a days everyone goes down its thoughs that actully do something to change that get back up.
joe bloggs said on Nov 13 2010, 14:11 PM:
lost.. u got to be firm with her and not let her do it. Also let her now how much shes hurting you. AND you need to show an interest in her, ask her about her self, she has feelings too. u need to build the bond between you both so that she feels more love for you, then she see u in a better light as if ur her friend. hope this helps
Lost... said on Nov 12 2010, 15:11 PM:
My mother always takes her anger out on me not physically but mentally and its making me a very depressed person what should I do?
hmm said on Nov 12 2010, 12:11 PM:
i mainly wanna die cuz i wanna know what happens
given in said on Nov 11 2010, 14:11 PM:
death seem like the best thing 15 and im excluded hating it i took a box of pills my mum had suscribed to her when she had a knee opertation i tried to step in front of a train ive cause pain and suffering to my mum and girlfriend death seem like the best thing for me
Hannah6936 said on Nov 10 2010, 13:11 PM:
FML. Anyone know where I can get some cyanide? Potassium will work just as well, I just need something. Pills aren't effective enough, obviously or I wouldn't be here right now. Guns aren't 100% affective otherwise that would be the best way out, so in my opinion lethal doses of cyanide and potassium would be the best bet, less messy too.
Love. said on Nov 09 2010, 20:11 PM:
Okay so i really need help ? I need somthin in my life one thing that i can just hve one thing i can just hold on to that can keep me going i need that one thing. i have nothin. i walk and talk everyday like im fine but the truth is im dying inside.
Tyler said on Nov 09 2010, 19:11 PM:
Can someone just FUCKING TELL me the BEST way to kill myself so I can stop reading all of these useless comments... I got twenty dollars and I want it to be fast and affective like oding on pills.
someone said on Nov 08 2010, 21:11 PM:
easiest option is something veterinarians call "the green dream" ever had a dog cat bird horse or any animal put down before well that's what they use. usually sedation is required with your main organs stopping im sure it would be pain full especially your heart errr! but you don't need much and its pretty much instant. no backing out either it can never be reversed unlike sleeping pills and overdoses with getting stomached pumped too now from what I hear fucking sucks more then having to cope with a miserable life.
Brendan said on Nov 08 2010, 15:11 PM:
Life sucks sometimes But if u need to talk txt me at heybuddy756 Im mad chill and Ill make u luagh promise :) Dont give up bc your losing u havnt lost
No one cares said on Nov 08 2010, 08:11 AM:
I want to kill myself because im a terrible person. My whole life I was abused by family members... and i blame myself everyone hates me. It wasn't till i was 16 I meet "the love of my life" I gave him everything and we havw been together since. Now at 19 i found out Im pregnant and after I told him I never seen or heard from him again. I still can't believe he would do that to me we were suppose to get married next year. Now im heart broken and left with a baby i don't want because i have nothing i cant take care of a baby especially by myself. I don't want to have an abortion I rather just kill both of us.
loser said on Nov 08 2010, 05:11 AM:
i want to kill myself because i'm going to fail my psychology paper! :(
bre24w said on Nov 07 2010, 23:11 PM:
im done with my friends dieing or leaveing me everytime i get close or really care for them and its just not fair that every morning i honestly debate if i want to get up and go to school or just go into the bath room and cuz my wrists again most of the time its the wrists but it never really helps i still have to hide back my tears behind fear all day than when im home i just shut the door and make it all dark in my room crawl in bed and cry my self the sleep i barly want to eat cuz i know it wont matter if i do or not but everyone dies aventually right so why cant i.
TWLOHA said on Nov 07 2010, 19:11 PM:
I've read almost every single post on this forum. I know that life is extremely unfair, and sometimes impossibly hard, but please don't give up. The fact that any of you have written on this forum makes me think that all of you have some small shred of hope for the future left. I don't know what your future will hold, I can guarantee that it will have ups and downs, I can't promise you that it will get better. But I am certain that in anything, when you have help, life can get easier little bit by little bit. I also know that you will never know how your life has effected the lives of those around you, even if you don't know them. I know that my life has changed drastically because of people that have come into my life that I still don't truly know at all. I think we all just need a little bit of encouragement some times. If you need some encouragement, or some prayer send me an email and I'll try to answer as fast as I can. TWLOHA2010@live.ca is my email. I care about you, all of you. If you want to talk to other people, who have the training that I definitely don't have, I'd suggest calling a Crisis Hotline, those people love you too, and they want to help you get through today and tomorrow and the day after that until you find your footing in life.
Ameryn Stryker said on Nov 07 2010, 17:11 PM:
I just chose overdosing because it's the least painful way :D
kolton P said on Nov 07 2010, 15:11 PM:
I've just grown to lazy for life....
Lost said on Nov 07 2010, 15:11 PM:
I want to kill myself.... I messe up my life. No one loves me, No one wants me & No one cares about me. I fall for guys to easy & I ruin pples lives. I'm stupid(hear it from my mother all the time) I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm a bitch, I'm a fake, I'm a loser I'm a mean cold hearted person, I'm no one. I hate me mostly because I have to be me 24/7. I just want it to be over with so maybe the ppl in my life can go on with having to take care of me. I HATE THE PERSON I BECAME!
NAOMI said on Nov 07 2010, 12:11 PM:
I feel for you all so much - i really do. I wish i could help you all and take away the pain. I suffer with depression too - always have done since i was a little girl. Felt so close to the edge today and searched for answers. Found this site and now i find myself reading your comments and stories and wishing i could help. I feel tired of this life too. I feel weak and no one really cares - we are alone. But.... there has to be some meaning. Doesn't there. Soem glimpse of happiness. I dunno. I dont think there is - i want to convince you all - please.... i think you are all amazing, feeling ppl. Whether you know it or not... you have been through so mnuch and are still here. You haven't given up and that makes you a fighter. Please.... lets try to be strong for eachother.
lost1977 said on Nov 07 2010, 12:11 PM:
I look around and I think what is it all for? A marriage that no longer works, A body that's falling apart, and children who don't appreciate everything you do for them. Parents who act like you don't exist, siblings who only call when they want something.There really is no point, what's sad is those you tell how you feel and they twist it around to suit them and how thier problems are always worse than yours.
Blankman said on Nov 07 2010, 03:11 AM:
Hi everyone I also feel as if it is time to take myself from this world..I was in the military for 4 yrs and i got a medical discharge my love life has always been horrible i try so hard but all i no is pain been cheated on and lied to and finally i thought i met someone great to have it thrown in my face to get the its not you its me speech, but mainly its i fee las im worthless just a piece of garbage in this world why should i waste the resources that could be used on someone more important, i want to just take my life but im to scared. I dont know who i can bring this up to im to scared for family to know hell to scared for anyone to know just the other day i had my gun to my head but was to scared if nyone has any words of advice plz email me csa_fisher@yahoo.com
dean said on Nov 06 2010, 16:11 PM:
im board.every day i wake up knowing that today will be the same as yesterday.i feel so alone have no close friends and my family care but if i went off for a while no one would try to ring me or find me.i want to end this stupid life but i dont it dont matter how miserble i am how much i miss being the fun one i cant do it.i keep telling myself things will get better
Sara said on Nov 06 2010, 15:11 PM:
I have just had enough...i am so messed up and have been for years. my mum was an alcoholic my dad a complete bastard and compulsive liar, my mum was severely anorexic and i have used drugs and self harmed and tried to over dose several times...my mum died nearly 3 years ago and i miss her so much there is just so many things i wish i told her. i dont have any family and friends are limited. i get to the point ewhere i cant control how i feel anymore i curl into a ball and cry...the urge to go and get a knife and slit my wrists is so strong i have to hold my arms....i have panic attacks and i jus dont know what to do....please help me someone
DD said on Nov 06 2010, 04:11 AM:
I dont think killing your self and ending your life is worth missing out on all the good things life has to offer.Everyone goes through times in their lifes when it seems like nothing will ever get better but it will.killing your self is NOT the Answer you will hurt the people who really care about you!
Angie87 said on Nov 06 2010, 00:11 AM:
Hi, I live in Asia. I used to be a fun person but now everytime i feel sad & down.. i weigh 250 pounds. i used to have a guy who loved me so much but he left me after 4 years. Now nothing feels right. i feel like i'll never ever meet my soulmate. all i wanted was to be happy but now i'm feeling sad all the time. my friends say i sing beautifully so singing and music are the only things that keep me going. people make fun of me because i'm huge and my parents always nag at me. but i love my siblings soo much. i used to have the best job but i left because of all the heartaches. i couldn't focus. suicide crossed my mind. but I'm scared to do it.. But I feel that it's the only answer for me at the moment. life is so hard and messed up. I want to smile and be the cheerful person i was but it's so very hard. every morning when i wake up all i feel is oh god another day!!! i can't take this pain anymore. i can't talk to my family or friends about it.. becasue it's not safe and everyone will get to know. Is happiness really hard to find? all i wanted was to fall in love with someone who will love and cherish me and get married, have kids and live happily ever after. but now it's just a dream.. my world has shattered to million pieces.. I dnt knw what to do.. i'm lost. angelaf143@gmail.com
determined said on Nov 05 2010, 23:11 PM:
I wish I could be something. Anything good. But i can't. I am a failure I was born into a failure family I tried my best to do better than the rest of us. To get farther. I tried my best to make a point that one of us could make it this far. but really ive just been setting myself up to fail. Freshman year in college and ive allready lost all hope I am barely making it .......... im such a fucking loser I allways barely make it.I am never going to be anything, or anyone or get anywhere. I want to die, ive allways been suicidal it runs in the family among all of my other inherited mental issues...........im just all around fucked in life. there is nothing I want more. I am just scared of hurting the people around me in the process... is there anyway not to hurt your family and love of your life when it comes to suicide? Is there a way to make it less selfish? I want to know whats on the other side. I want to know what it would be like to be dead. Maybe death isn't the end maybe after I kill myself Ill be in a place better. Maybe it will be the end of me. if anything it's gotta be better than this.I honestly don't know. I want to die the quickest way possible so that way i can't back out. I also want to still stay completely attached so that way people can see me one last time before im burried. Ive had many suicide attempts for someone my age and I always backout or mess up I need the perfect plan. Ive tried hanging myself and tying a bag around my head ive also tried to od on cold medicine caffene pills and pain meds. Ive tried cutting my self but it was the wrong way.ive tried drinking myself into alcohol poisoning,and smashing my head off a brick wall. all of this i did in my early teens and i never did it the rite way and i backed out. im sick of not having a plan. I know that I am going to kill myself. I just need a plan and the will power to do it.
name said on Nov 04 2010, 17:11 PM:
whats the point, we all die anyway. All you'll be doin is speedin the process up.We are a million billion atoms rolled into 1 fleshy being. Nothing special. Who cares. Dont pray for me. Pray for yourselves for believing that bullshit which is ironic to say the least!
Jared said on Nov 04 2010, 08:11 AM:
Im so lost. everything Is crumbling round me. Me and my girl holly have been together 4 5 years and its getting bad with the fighting. We split up and i meet some one new. Holly calls me and tells me she is pregnet again and it might not be mine. I love my family so i run back. I told her that if we keep fighting that i need to leave. We keep fighting so i sit her down and tell her that i need to leave and i want to be with Chantelle the girl i met. I was so happy with her. she was always happy to see me even on a bad day. 3 days after i tell holly that its done, i get off work to find Chantelle dead in her bed with her daughter laying next to her. Something was wrong with her kidneys. That hurt me so bad. She Died 10.12.10. I told my baby mama bout it and she said fuck that bitch about 50 times b4 i snapped and smacked her. I went to jail. I lost my job making 10 and hour 60 hours a week. went back to jail the day after i got out for driving without a liesence. And i dont care bout none of that at all. The person that made me feel good, was always happy to see me even on a bad day, everything bad could happen and it wouldnt matter if she was by my side. She died at 24 in her sleep. I want to die but i dont know how. I know i dont want to live with this pain.
F star star star ed said on Nov 04 2010, 04:11 AM:
Need a quick painless way out whatchu got?
Nothing to lose... said on Nov 03 2010, 17:11 PM:
It's been 6 years since I lost my wife my three kids and my pet Boxer dog Spike in a car accident to a f***in drunk driver. It's been six years now, walking with a cane at the age of 38.... When I was 18, I used to joke around (and sometimes be serious) about having to die or killing myself before reaching the age of 30. Now that I think of it... I should have probably done it. I was so happy with my little family, working hard, getting home to see my kids, make love to my wife, telling them that I love them, and all day at work I was thinking of them. Helping out my kids with their homework and their growing paints, taking them out to the park or a walk with the dog. I was so happy with my little family that when I think of it now and then and before my throat forms a big nott, and it's hard to swallow my sorrow. My wife and I may have had our little differance here and there, nothing to serious, over little things, but that was just part of marriage. Nobody know's how bad I wanted to grow old with my Wife Kristin, and spent the rest of my life with her. You don't know how bad I wanted to see my kids grow and graduate from High School, and than College, and for them to see them get married and have kids of their own. It's so sad, I hear stories from my co - workers about their kids and how they're growing. I'm so struck an robbed by my misforturne, I sometimes wonder if I was dreaming. I give my money away for free to charities to people who need. Gave away a 445k house to group of difters to squak for 10 years. And now I'm living in a little studio. I've lost my very fruit of happiness, I don't know what I've done to deseve this, I wonder sometimes why I was the only one left alive from the accident that night... Till this day I still cannot believe, after waking up from a 6 day comma, that I lost my soul mate, my babies and my pup. That I lost those five individuals that I love. So I basically lost my love... Try sleeping with a broken heart. I ask God if he's there please can I see them at least just one more time please I'll do anything. Please. I just want to be able get that feeling that I'm their protector when I touch them and feel them in my arms. PLEASE... Just this once... Suicide is my only way of release you see, I can't be called Coward because I'm not afraid of dying, You see I can' be called selfish because I have nothing left to live for... All I want is my little family back to me... That's all I would live for...
unknown said on Nov 02 2010, 12:11 PM:
you now ligtergas if you suck it it works like a pain killer and if you use alot of it make shure you put on rave muisic the base shakes your bodie now that you have pain out of the wai i usd it becaus my mom died when i whas one and sins then my dad onley drinks alot and no girl whants some one that has no famley belive me im 21 and singel you get the point y live on if you can't get love eny where not even vrom your own famley problie take 5 bottels of ligtergas wile your driving itl feel like i dream make shure you atleas drive fast enuf there shoudnt take you that long
so so confused said on Nov 02 2010, 05:11 AM:
what do you do when you feel like every problem in your life is always somehow ending up to be your fault.. i just dont know what to do with myself. i really do wish there was an easy way out of life.. its too much of struggle... what to do?
Rachael said on Nov 02 2010, 04:11 AM:
i no just how you are all feeling to the girl thats to scared to sae anything to her mate well she cant be much of a mate you desver beter friends then them. try get a part time job and get your mind off things that is what helps me and achol but your not going to do that. try fix your life and make your self a little bit proud of yourself. that guy that got forced to kiss you dont worry a guy is out there waiting for you you go through a lot of bfs befor you get the perfect one dont be in a hurry. take the advice i lernt the hard way and i just ended up drowing myself in a botel of whisky a night keep your head up high girl you will be ok. if anyone needs advice email me so_much_hotter@hotmail.com
I will be dead in 10 seconds said on Nov 02 2010, 01:11 AM:
What's crazy is, this is the last thing I am typing...I am going to pull the trigger as soon as I type the last word of this and hit submit...
Is it really worth it? said on Nov 01 2010, 23:11 PM:
Don't know... I'm don't have any major things wrong with me. I'm just a 15 year old girl. Brown hair, brown eyes. I'm actually eating Halloween candy right now. I have a boyfriend who loves me, and a family too... But I don't know. I work hard everyday of my life to get good grades and get accepted into a good college. I can't drive (as in I never pass the tests). My boyfriend may love me but I don't share the same feelings i used to anymore. My parents despise each other and use me a some sort of scapegoat, and make me listen to how much they hate each other and what the other one is doing wrong. Friends? Sure I have friends, I have a ton. No real friends though. No one who would give up time to go to the movies just to talk with me. I don't think I'm ugly or anything. I'm not over weight i don't have any handicaps. I'm an athlete, a relatively good one. I get good grades. Usually all "A's", but right now I have a B in Chemistry. My mom just got finished screaming about how stupid I am when I'm behind the wheel. I don't think I'll ever drive. I have no time to spend with friends or on hobbies. Right now I'm supposed to be doing homework, but there is just too much of it. I'll never get it done anyhow. Seems like no matter how hard I work at something I'll never be happy. My parents will never be happy. And I'll never have a true friend. I don't know what to do with the rest of my life. TO be honest I just finished a attempt with a razor blade. I got it from my dad's old style razor... I just kind slid it lightly over my wrist over and over, and nothing really happened. I didn't bleed. I wasn't pressing hard enough I suppose. Well, It bled a little, not life threatening or anything. And now I just have this little red line on the inside of my wrist (It's scabbing over). It sort of stings like when you get stung by a nettle. I don't know what I'll say if someone sees it and asks about it... Probably lie. I lie a lot. I lie everyday. I tell my boyfriend I love him when I don't really mean it. I tell my "friends and teachers" that I'm GREAT! When all i really want to do i sleep and never have to look at anything ever again. People ask me why I'm so funny and I tell them It's because I'm such a good actor and my sarcasm is priceless... They believe me. When I use dark humor like "OMG! Look out! I have a bomb strapped to my chest!" They all just laugh. But they don't know that I'm not being sarcastic. If I really did have a bomb strapped to my chest I would let it detonate. Sometimes I think it would be better if i didn't have to feel anything... And you know that feeling you get when you're so angry and so sad that a knot builds up in your throat and you can't breathe, and you want to scream but you can't, and you don't want to cry, but that single stupid tear some how squeezes out and you're do pissed because you know you're pathetic! Well I know what that feels like. I feel that way a lot. In private of course! In public the best thing to do is just smile and act like a normal little girl. Well about that feeling... Sometimes I like the way feels... I'm sick! Totally sick. I need help. But instead I'm typing up a post to a bunch of total strangers. Oh well. Is it really worth it? Never know until you try i suppose...
Sad said on Nov 01 2010, 13:11 PM:
i really hate my life. Ive been wanting to kill myself for 2 years but im worried about my parents, I love them both so much but they dont love each other. I hardly see my dad because he is always in china, my parents have had devorce and school is just pissing me off! I really dont know what to do :(
Tombo said on Oct 31 2010, 19:10 PM:
Shitty marriage makes me want to die
masked said on Oct 30 2010, 19:10 PM:
To all my friends im a constantly happy clown, my life has been spent making everybody laugh, nevr once do i let the mask slip and show what im really feeling, i feel hollow i am never happy, i feel like i have no emotions, i would kill my self but i couldnt do that to my mummy, at 16 ive kissed one person who had to be forced to kiss me. im a fat fuck and i feel completely disgusted with my self. when i look at all my skinny attractive friends i feel like they're only friends with me out of pity, i hate myself because i cant do anything to help relieve my mummys debt even though shes sick and is probably going to die soon, and when my granny dies im going to be without a home thanks to my fucking uncle who wants me thrown out even though i never cause trouble and help my granny no matter what apparently thats not good enough, im constantly caught between fights in my family, and my best friend dominates my life and im too scared to say any thing to her for fear she will make my life hell, i dont know what to do, and honestly i know these problems may seem minor compared to what other people are going through but i cant handle my life anymore,
Teddy said on Oct 30 2010, 17:10 PM:
*Carbon Monoxide is CO, not CO2 (Carbon Dioxide)
Teddy said on Oct 30 2010, 17:10 PM:
Note: I'm not avocating suicide but here are Two Ways to die that are virtually guaranteed to be successful 1.) Inhale massive quantities of Carbon Monoxide. Unconsciousness achieved in 2-3 minutes... followed by a Fast and Efficient Death. This is best achieve using industrial cylinder of high pressure CO2 with a tube leading into mask, make certain all connectors are secure and tubing is not kinked. Best performed in vented area as to protect those who find you . As precaution leave posted message for anyone who comes to find you that you that CO2 has been used and maybe present in high levels. 2.) Triple Combination (each capable of Death) Requirements: High Dosage of Narcotics High Caliber Handgun with Hollow Tip Bullets. High Structure (or) Deep Water Access (100 feet or more free clearance, the higher or deeper the better) Procedure (in order guarantee success follow the steps sequencially): To begin with make sure there is no barrier(s) to stop you from carrying out the full procedure. a) Be at either the point of a high structure (100 feet or more free clearance, the higher the better) -or- over deep water (100 feet or more, the deeper the better) before proceeding. If on water tie minimum 15lbs. of weight securely to ankles/feet. Start by ingesting an extremely high dosage of powerful Narcotic (anything with the words POISON/Narcotic/Restricted, etc.) b) Sit down, put feet over edge of boat (or) Stand on ledge of structure. Holding in hand a High Caliber Handgun (the high the caliber the better) Loaded with Hollow Tip Bullets safety mechanism released (note: hollow point bullets begin to spread out upon impact and result in a larger wound area. This causes more damage to the inner organs and increases the chance of stricking bone, nerve or blood vessel). c) Lean over the edge of boat or building structure > Hold gun up with gun muzzle squarely to temple. When ready... Pull the Trigger.
Misery_Misfit said on Oct 29 2010, 22:10 PM:
I’m 22 and have a story to tell not that anyone will even read this! First of all screw Medication!!!I have tried them all. My entire life I was raped, beaten, tortured, and burned and taken from my mom at age 11. Adopted at the age of 15 then my adopted family put me back up for adoption. I have taken Razor Blades to my throat, tried hanging myself, Tried overdosing, and the classic blades to the wrist. I have been in and out of mental hospitals even lived at one for 2 years. Trough all this I managed to get a Honors High School Diploma.(My only Success in Life.)Since the age of 10 I have made so many Suicide attempts I ask myself over and over why wont I die? Since the age of 18 I have put myself in so many risky situations. I have had a couple ex boyfriends try to kill me. I have never lived in one place for over 6 months I have constantly moved around. At the age of 20 I joined the Army and within 3 months I was headed back home because of medical issues. Within those 3 months I wrote a suicidal note in the back of my bible. I made several OD attempts. But that’s not why I was discharged. I don't drink I don't do drugs and I don't smoke cigarettes so what the hell is wrong with me. When I got home from the military I bounced again from place to place. Decided to get married in search for happiness but only brought misery and a year later a divorce. I’m 22 years old can't have kids naturally and 50,000 in debt due to hospital bills and can't find a job. Up until 4 months ago I was living under bridges for almost a year. I can't happiness no matter how far or how much I look. The smallest things will set me off and ill just sit and cry and ask why me!!! WHAT PURPOSE DO I HAVE IN THIS HELL HOLE!! Don't I deserve to be happy? I have no family I hate the holiday's. I despise happy people, rich people, people who have no idea what it means to suffer. I hate spoiled ass rotten kids who where given everything and expect life to be easy. I have no money to my name barely any clothes. My so called adopted family wont even talk to me. Every relationship I look for someone who doesn't drink, do drugs, or smoke cigarettes. I look for my walking check list. I can't trust anyone because of what I have been trough. In relationships I try so hard to get them to beat me for the pain because I have it in my head that I am such a bad person cause I’m not wanted. The only thing that makes me seem like in another world is seeing a pit-bull. I know it sounds crazy but its like I feel there pain. Were both neglected and not wanted. I have no friends and constantly rejected. I'm Constantly running and I'm tired of it I just want to lay at peace and I don't care what happens after that.
Broken <3 said on Oct 29 2010, 19:10 PM:
after reading several comments, i feel slightly better about my situation and the hopeless and despair i feel -- for i am not alone. Over the last year i've manage to lose over 25k and had numerous negative events happen throughtout 2010. I have not had a single postive thing occur. the worse part of it all is my heart is broken now -- i lost the woman i love to petty, stupid reasons that could of been avoided -- and today ensued which i am almost certain the finale in our "realtonship" and it "all came spilling out like i hit vein" I feel beat down and tired .. i wake up with struggles to get out of bed on a daily occurance and i am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I want to end it all and been seriously comptemplating leaving this world.. but i dont want my last memories of my close friends and family as that image or synonmous with my name... and the selfishish as well as my family id hurt. It jus seems hopeless and an uphill losing battle. Ive been contemplating joining the marines to serve my country and honorably die for my country.... Kills two birds with one stone... what do you think ? John
I Just Wanna Disapear said on Oct 29 2010, 17:10 PM:
My names eva and i have 2 older, pretty and smart sisters. Im over weight and just looking at my sisters makes me want to kill myself. I moved to a diffrent city and its bein really hard for me to make friends here. I promised myself not to make any friends. I blame all my suicidel thoughts on my older sister, but mostly my mom. Im 13 going to 14 and i havnt heard my mom say she loves me, all i hear from her is that im an ugly old hag and how ugly i am. My older sister just makes everything even worse, i know i keep my room really messy and stuff but that dosnt mean she has to yell at me and tell me im useless all the time. Shes the one who bought this new house and decieded to take me with her.i regret coming, but eaither way i had no choice. And my other older sister(Younger than the first sister by 4 years) isnt helping either. sometimes i would borrow her clothes, shoes, makeup and stuff and she would tell me that i should stop trying to be like her and that ill never be anything like her, ever. i just cant stand my life. i just want to die or disapear something, anything. thats all i want, is to die.
TrappedSoul said on Oct 29 2010, 04:10 AM:
Im 19 and I feel terrible.I just got forced out of a beautiful loving relationship I had with this amazing guy...and the guy who forced me out is a far relative...it happened when I was on holidays ... Now I am forced to stay in London...I miss everyone...the sick twisted thing is,now my relative that role me n my boyfriend apart is going to marry me...the wedding is in November .. I don't want this...I cry everyday but no one is hee to care about me...can someone talk to me pls...I never imagined a life like this...I wanna laugh again,,,,
Rachael said on Oct 28 2010, 23:10 PM:
so hears a update my ex decided to come to my house like omg i wanted to run to him and kiss him and be in his arms seeing him makes me wana die even more i cant stop crying im so fukn depresd its not funny i want him back but cant have him back this sucks hard how do i get over a guy u love so_much_hotter@hotmail.com email me if you no
CloudyEyedStroll said on Oct 28 2010, 21:10 PM:
Oh, Drugs ftw btw.
CloudyEyedStroll said on Oct 28 2010, 21:10 PM:
Lifes a test. I've failed.
a careing person said on Oct 27 2010, 22:10 PM:
to all of u that is still thinking about killing ur self plz think twice..if u feel that there is no one that love u...i love u..karenj loves u all and not only that jesus love u 2 that why he died for are sins....u need any help or even some one to talk to just e-mail karenjonessnoopy06@yahoo.com...ill b praying for u all....plz don't give up....its gets soo much better...this is just the lump in the road my friends....keep praying...god hears his children cires and i promise u he answer all of them...keep believing if u don't..start...god bless u all
Jazz said on Oct 27 2010, 19:10 PM:
Honestly, when I googled the best way to kill myself, I knew that taking my .40cal ruger to the head is honestly the best way. The hollow tips in it, insure I won't make it. I watched a lot of friends of mine die in my lifetime. I lost 9 yesterday...fucking 9! My family life and past are just as fucked up and twisted as some of you on here. I was going to kill myself, until I read some of your post. I'm not now. If anyone needs someone to talk, e-mail me. I don't care if your story is made up and you are just sad for no reason, if you are sad enough to be on here and serious about the topic please e-mail me. I will listen, I will try to help. I won't judge. Sometimes telling someone you don't know your problems, is the greatest solution. (I've tried this just once before, called 1800-suicide, great councilors) E-mail: Darksydezregret@hotmail.com
forgotten:( said on Oct 27 2010, 17:10 PM:
im a 14 year old girl my sister who was like my mother died when i was 8 year after we moved and my dad started beating me then killed hisself on cristmass i never told myself they were really dead till i was 12 sixth grade year when i got sexualy abuse by a 19 year old boy i was to scared to tell any one and by the time i did he was gone out of staite then the next moth after that my brother who became like my dad after thes left for the airfoce next year b4 my bithday my aunt died my april 2009 march my gramma and may my cousen month of my birthday cuple months ago my great uncle died of suisde right after i meat him i feel as if evrey thang is falling apsrt iv been in 12 mentle hospitles and iv allmost died of an over dose my mom seems to forget that i have so much pain and anger and she gets so mad at me iv been cutting sints i was only 8 :( idk wut to do now if any one has any advise please e-mail me at forsaken_shadows@hotmail.com
jasmine said on Oct 26 2010, 21:10 PM:
hi i am jasmine i hate my life my dad hates me i have no frineds i dont know if i can do it any more nothin turns out rite i fuckin hate my life i am going to end it now while i still can if u wanna try to talk me out of it my number is 12057394051 but i dought it will work i fucking hate me life i lost the love of my life to a stuck up bitch but i u wanna try to save me text or call me but i might already be dead
Call this number said on Oct 25 2010, 13:10 PM:
1-800-273-8255
To the 11 year old said on Oct 25 2010, 13:10 PM:
dude...dont kill yourself you need to experience all of you guys do... hang in there and call a suicide prevention line....
goodbye_hell said on Oct 25 2010, 00:10 AM:
to everyone that died, I hope it was the best way. looking at the votes, overdose is my best bet. Thanks.
RAchael said on Oct 24 2010, 02:10 AM:
hey every1 so i taught i was geting beter but then wen dad and i got in a fight it got hard i always went to levi for advise but now it over and i cant and it gets hard im 17 and i cant live without achol i run to it every minuite of the day i dont no how to cope without him its to hard does anyone have any advise so_much_hotter@hotmail.com email me if you do thankyou
angiec said on Oct 23 2010, 17:10 PM:
please, i am scared, again i state like ive done a few times here, i dont want to go or be alone.
jade said on Oct 23 2010, 14:10 PM:
I've Probably tried killing myself like over Eight times this year, It's a BIG FAIL!!!!!! Or maybe i got nine lives??? hehe jk, I'm serious thou, i'm sick of this life. Don't wanna deal with it nomore, i know im being selfish. but this feeling sucks!!!!
Billy said on Oct 22 2010, 16:10 PM:
i hate life. i've no friends, no life no nothing always alone. i want to die can never pluck up the courage to get it over with ive tried slithing my wrists whick dooesnt work, and hanging or jumping im afriad it will go wrong & ill be left like a vegatable anyone know any easy ways to die
a caring person said on Oct 21 2010, 11:10 AM:
hi again i c that everyone seems to still keep wanting to die :(...i would like to know the reason y is it so big...why can't anyone keep the fight in them to live...y do u hate ur self soo much because some stupid fuck can't c what they have...plz plz my friends don't give up....and to the people that keep sayin "just do do it already" and "no one care" y the fuck r u on here if u keep sayin it if u don't care.,..need any help e-mail...karenjonessnoopy06@yahoo.com....keep fighting....life well never get easy when u only c the bad in things...ill b praying for u all...
Marcus said on Oct 20 2010, 20:10 PM:
hey ive read alot of comments..n yes i 2 feel the same way i want to kill myself.. ive been thinking about it alot l8ly..my life is a peice of shit im 18 yrs old.im black..my mom doest talk 2 me anymore 4 sum strange reason..im living with my dad and his girlfriend who treat me like dirt.. and i argue 2 much with my gf to feel loved.. and she secretly cheats and i no it..and then with this whole illuminati/government thing dats happening it really has me hopeless 4 everything..nothing that i do matters any more nothing feels the same way..i feel like there is no point to why im here..if any 1 wants 2 talk my im/e-mail is jaydee.jaydee@yahoo.com
sid said on Oct 20 2010, 17:10 PM:
I am 11 years old I get to much homework my parents don't let me pla I am aloud friend not that any one likes me notv no food only a carrot a day I tried 4 sleeping pikks did not work trying whole bottle 100 tablets
WK said on Oct 20 2010, 00:10 AM:
I can't handle it anymore. I want the pain to stop. I am so tired, want this over with. I hate this life.
vicky said on Oct 19 2010, 17:10 PM:
anyone with the answer you can find me on face book (Viktorija Kelmelyte) thx :)
Vikki said on Oct 19 2010, 16:10 PM:
fuck the life i really wanna die i dried drugs cutting my self but it never killed me. someone plz tell me how to kill my selffast i tried hanging but i cant do it ... does anyone know how to cut yourself propaly? many thx :))
Taylor said on Oct 18 2010, 20:10 PM:
I wannna fucking die. I think i will be better off dying in the long run. lets face it, like is shit and it only gets harder. Im trying to think of the easiest way to kill myself, i wanna overdose but what if it doesnt work and i end up living? i just want the fucking easiest and fastest way out to escapre this hell hole, called life.
oh my days said on Oct 18 2010, 15:10 PM:
Simon, shove a dildo down your throat and choke yourself to death shouldnt be too hard
simon said on Oct 18 2010, 14:10 PM:
hey, im a fucking retard 15 year old boy thats dosent whanna live any more can some1 give me any good tips to kills my self ? drugs dont work and im a big pussy to try hanging my self so please post how i can do it please
this shite said on Oct 18 2010, 13:10 PM:
I want to die so badly, im crying now just thinking about how shit the future will be. I've always felt miserable since forever and I first attempted suicide at 13. I overdosed the lot but it never killed me. Im too scared to jump of a bridge but im finding more courage each day to do it. Well im gonna live for now and live to the max then when im done doing a few things I enjoy in life Im a gonner. life is shit, family are shit, no future no job prospects. what is the use of relationships when no one seem to support you except tell you that youre stupid. One question though, do you think its better to hang or jump? or both
reems said on Oct 18 2010, 11:10 AM:
i didn't realise just how many other people felt the same way. it's hard when you have all the feelings bottle up, and you have to keep living your life with them and you just don't want to. you wish you could wake up one day somewhere else. somewhere away from everything you've ever known with all the things you love and care about beside you. I don't think a lot of people know how it feels to be so misrable that you think about doing something so horrible just to be happy. I used to self harm. it was the only thing that would remind me that i was alive and not dead inside. but that slowly stopped and things got better for a while. Then you start to remember, and you remember what you used to do, and the missery make you want to do it again and you get more and more misrable until you just don't want to exist any more. rimabailey@gmail.com if anyone wants to talk. it helps sometimes. kinda sorts your mind out a little.
MW2 Quickscoper aka muel said on Oct 18 2010, 09:10 AM:
I'm 15 live in austrlia and my exams are comming up, my parents have just cut off my Internet which is the only thing that I can do for fun, I have so much pressure on me to get good marks on my exams to get into uni that if I don't pass I will kill myself. This all probally makes no sence. My PS3 and PC are the only good things in my life and they want to cut them out, destroy me. DOES OVERDOSING ON PANADOL work??? I've wanted to suicide for years now but nevr herd any good ways to do it , I thought about hanging myself but never had the nerve. I believe in god but I don't think I have a vocation any more because my parents took away the one thing I love so of my EXAMS FAIL I guess this is BYE
Andy post 4 said on Oct 17 2010, 22:10 PM:
Hey guys, I'm still here, just. Starting to get bad again though because I am going to have to drip out of uninand hope to restart again next year because I got so behind with my work when I was off sick. I miss my girlfriend everyday still and end up getting drunk ad then testing her. Sometimes she replies but never with what I want to hear. Feel like I've ruined my life. Cut myself realy bad on tops of my arms and shoulders so no one could see cos I did it for me, not them. But now I daren't go swimming or anything because of huge scars there. Looks like barcodes. I still think about how much I would love to die and keep thinking of new ways to do it. I'm on fluoxetine 60mg at the moment and have been taken off zopiclone which was to help me sleep and now I can't sleep so end up thinking all night. Which for people in our position is bad. Lost my dad, mum still sick after having brain Tumour removed. Family is distant, barely any real friends anymore and I can't get over my ex gf. No one compares, just cant imagine my life without her. So many memories for nothing.
The Girl with the Slit wrist said on Oct 15 2010, 22:10 PM:
To all of you who want to die or kill yourself; I understand your feelings. I too have thoughts of suicide or having a terminally ill disease so that I too can die. In a way I know I have a higher purpose in life so I do not want to kill myself. But then life hits me and it hits me hard. It gets me so low that I can't sit up. But these thoughts aren't healthy. Sometimes knowing that I am not killing myself, actually gets me through the day. It is considered weak to try and kill yourself and even weaker if you succeed. I HATE being called weak. I was called weak earlier today, and am always considered weak. But I am strong enough thankfully to not have killed myself yet. I say yet because I cannot, at this moment, see the future. I hope I do not, but I can understand if I do. Please do not kill yourself.
luke said on Oct 15 2010, 17:10 PM:
to the person who worte the last blog ur story made me cry i have a fucing controlling dad i know what ur going through but don't let ur mother win don't give in to her keep fighting and hold on im 18 have never had a relationship because i have not confidents from my fucking father but u have to hold on things will get better it may be hard now but keep on going that it one day at a time alright
please said on Oct 14 2010, 22:10 PM:
This forum is so outdated. But i googled the most efficient way to kill myself and this is what came up. I'm 16. My birthday is in 8 days. But my mom just grounded me because i have a c on my quarter progress report. I have no life anymore after i got caught up with pills & dro. I know that sounds like a stupid reason to want to kill yourself but i honestly can NOT see my life going any where. I have no extra curricular activities. I have a 3.4 gpa which isn't even ENOUGH for universities these days. The only "friends" i have are all younger than me. I can't maintain relationships & i've slowly drifted from my family. Throughout all of my life, noone has ever FOUGHT to stay with me, or keep me with them. My mom almost put me up for adoption when i was 13. I have NOONE to turn to. I mean fucking look at me, i'm venting to a website. I'm just scared of growing up & being alone forever. I'd rather end it
karen j said on Oct 14 2010, 17:10 PM:
i just wanted to say to every one on here that i hear ur pain and it makes me cry to c every so sad...don't give up keep fighting for life even if u feel u can't fight anymore..never give in or up...keep ur head up...pray keep pray god loves u and would never put something on u that he knows that u can'tdeal with..life is never easy my friends it was never ment to b....believe in ur self when no one does not....if u think no one loves u ...well i love u!..karen jones loves u! and god loves u also!...need someone to talk to heres my e-mail...karenjonessnoopy06@yahoo.com....e-mail me anytime and ill be looking everyday to c if some one e-mail me
anonymous said on Oct 14 2010, 07:10 AM:
For all of those wanting to kill themselves because of parents or lost loves, you may want to wait. I have been there and done that and that is not a reason to kill yourselves. Wait until you get out on your own and life really shits on you. I am 29, going to college online (no i cant afford real college), and unemployed. Bills are starting to pile up and there is no end in sight to my misery. every day feels like I cant take another. I push through but I never know for how long I can keep it up. Every day is just as miserable as the last. Parents and relationships are the worst reasons to end it all and you may want to take it into consideration. The truth is that if this is the reason you are wanting to die then you are just trying to punish those that hurt you and the truth is that it is not a punishment to them. They will live on and prove that your death did not punish them. Do not give in to the whims of others. Push through until you can see what life really has to offer you before you make a decision.
gornstar said on Oct 13 2010, 10:10 AM:
i think it's awesome how many people on here want to die, I wish I had the nerve to kill myself too. Life is miserable and I'm ready for a new adventure in the next world, even if that turns out to be nothing. I saw a friend of mine who recently killed himself in my dreams last night, he had an inviting smile. I'm trying to psyche myself up for my death...
billie hoiday said on Oct 13 2010, 07:10 AM:
i hate my life i cant sem t find happyness i do drugs of and on but not even that helps please email me if anyone can tell me howto end my misery.
anna said on Oct 13 2010, 05:10 AM:
My life is crippled by pressure from everyone around me and especially myself. I feel like if I quit anything, uni or relationships then living with that failure would haunt me forever. In peoples expressions and future expectations of me. The only thing that works to pull me out of my self misery is to do something good for someone, you dont know, that you get nothing from in return. Do it as often as you can, even if its just lending a total stranger 25c. I dunno, I think sometimes the only way to see a point to living, is to find something you have worth giving.
sarah said on Oct 13 2010, 01:10 AM:
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Rachael said on Oct 12 2010, 21:10 PM:
my bf and i broke up he smashd my mate nd he broke my heart i have cut my arms but it not workn i just want to die i cant get happy i love him n i miss him i cant do this no more i just want to die wot is the best way email me if u no so_much_hotter@hotmail.com
dayday said on Oct 12 2010, 14:10 PM:
i feel the same way guys :( i hope they suffer for what theyve done to me. i hope it keeps her up at night. deserted? she was the only one who knew and she left me. how could she aboandon me like this? i thought she cared? it is a sad realization that the one girl you love didnt care enough to ask if you were okay even when she knows my life is ruined. i just hope one person reads this, at least then someone will know how i felt at the end. peace out x
Hannibal said on Oct 12 2010, 08:10 AM:
After, years of humiliation. Life of humiliation, false hope, black karma, never to have wronged only to be WRONGED. Dreams turn to fantasy, fantasy turns to cruel dust. ONLY to be taken away by destiny, by karma. DEATH is my FREEDOM. Death is my freedom, my release, my death, my shaanti.
XXXX said on Oct 11 2010, 19:10 PM:
Expect not to hear from me in a few days... the only thing is I'm not sure how I should do it.
james said on Oct 11 2010, 16:10 PM:
i feel all of ur pains, i read every one of this stuff, sum i relize thats my life with a diffrent person.... karen: the same happend to me with my gf, she cheated on my with my best best friend, i thoght i was just ganna kill meself, but u have to realize, alot of ppl love you, email me back plz, anyone plz email me back, i can try my best to help u all, i rly want to, my email is jcosmo10@aol.com, i wud love to help all of u, plz. do the ones u luv and ppl tha luv u, nd for me.... NOT TO KILL YOUSELF, i feel all ur pains
karen said on Oct 11 2010, 10:10 AM:
i want my life to fuck off...i want to die but i dont want to put my family in pain. my sister is a constant self harmer so is my bestfriend and my ex boyfriend of 3 years cheated on me and is now saying he will kill himself if i dont go back to him. i want to die so much i want this pain and constant grief and stress to be over i dont understand how everyone around me expects me to be strong when all i am dealing with is each person i love trying to top themselves. i want this to be over but i dont want to pass my pain onto the ones i love.
sarah said on Oct 09 2010, 04:10 AM:
any one no a eazy to kill your self ?
CondemnedSoul said on Oct 08 2010, 18:10 PM:
Right now I am wishing I could kill myself. I never feel happy. I always feel like I just hurt the ones I love and drag them down. Not to mention after drinking last night me and a friend somehow ended up kissing. I have been silently in love with him for along time sitting on the sidelines cheering him on in his relationships hoping that he could find happiness knowing it could never be with me. Just because of last night I might have very well lost him and he means the world to me and even if i didn't lose him I can't bring myself to face him after he felt like the scum of the earth for doing it especially since I am married and have a kid and he is in a relationship. I really wish I could stop hurting those I love but most of the time it all happens unintentionally just like last night because I never expected that to happen and I still have no clue what to think about it all I know is that I hurt My friend because of it. I also know that if my husband found out it would hurt him and would tear my family apart which would hurt my daughter as well...god I am a fucking screw up I shouldn't even exist. that being said I am thinking that to insure success I will OD on some meds fill up the tub slit my wrists and throw in a little electricity. With any luck I might succeed.
sarah said on Oct 08 2010, 18:10 PM:
its ok Shain i do to :( we can all die some day are gone yet !!
sarah said on Oct 08 2010, 18:10 PM:
are you guys died yet? :( i just stubed my self the other day :( because my parents where going to send me to boarding girs scholl that just sux i hate life :(
shain said on Oct 08 2010, 13:10 PM:
i wanna die soon i cant live anymore i want to die plz plz plz help plz
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die said on Oct 07 2010, 17:10 PM:
ok sarah we can kill our selfs together :( i want to end my life
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sarah said on Oct 07 2010, 03:10 AM:
hey Die we can kill our selfs together :(
sarah i hate hell no place said on Oct 07 2010, 03:10 AM:
i will go to hell they say sorry dont believe in that crap
sarah bye said on Oct 07 2010, 03:10 AM:
i tryed to kill my self 10 times
sarah slepping drugs said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
i will just take lots of slepping Drugs :(
sarah times up said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
they sow all my massages from my boyfriend shit
sarah said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
life is not life at home :(
sarah said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
dum brother stuffed my FB grrrrrrrrrr i hate him can some one kill me ?
sarah said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
i wont to die ASaP :( cry
sarah said on Oct 07 2010, 02:10 AM:
i hate my life so good bye peoples my parents dont let me on facebook they block it and evey thing they are god shit people :( my dad used to nock me on the floor he did it the other month whan i ran a way :( can some one take my life its in a big mess :( ggrrrrrrrr cry
die said on Oct 06 2010, 18:10 PM:
if you wanna take some people with you before you go take me out end my lofe for me
anonymous said on Oct 06 2010, 10:10 AM:
For so greatly did God love the world that He gave His only Son, that every one who trusts in Him may not perish but may have the Life of Ages.
anonymous said on Oct 05 2010, 02:10 AM:
is it wrong that i want to kill a lot of people first before i end my own life? not like serial killer or anything. just like join the military and kill as many people as possible before i turn the gun on myself. im in college right now and im doing well so far but there is just to much going on in my life outside of college. i dont even know what im meant for. i love a girl but have treated her badly in the past and i failed out of another school in the past as well . she wont let go of the fact that i hurt her and things wont get better like we thought they would. i only have ever wanted to be with her. her parents wont forgive me for giving up. they judge me and talk bad about my family and me throughout the community of my hometown.i wish could fix this but i feel like ive given it a fair shake and there has been no progress. i hate being dramatic ireally do buti do wish i was dead and i do wanna take some people with me before i go
joe bloggs said on Oct 04 2010, 20:10 PM:
You can't get out of life alive. Life Quotations- www.corsinet.com/braincandy/qlife.html
Jane said on Oct 04 2010, 19:10 PM:
Ive decided i'm going to kill my self, and through my findings the best way is CO poisining. Step 1- attach garden hose with duct tape to exhaust pipe Step 2- put other end of hose in car (through a window or somthing, im taping the window shut oncce the hose is in) Step 3- turn on car and rev engine. Step 4- turn on the radio, and deeply inhale.. good luck,
Anonymous said on Oct 04 2010, 18:10 PM:
Dont hang yourself in a house full of people the idjits only go and fucking save you leaving you with a nice bruise round your neck. paracetamol dont work, slitting your wrists dont work and morpheine if you take enough of it just leaves you feeling high and sleepy.
joe bloggs said on Oct 02 2010, 17:10 PM:
you can cure a social phobia through hypnotherapy. BUT you need to understand the dangers and know it could make you feel worse for weeks or years whilst u slowly recover depending upon the time period in which your mind was effected and whether or not ur hypnotherapist does the procedure correctly. AND also find someone who does it in the right way. I have done it for over 10 years to overcome my fears and depression etc doesnt mean it would take you this long but to be honest I would not recommend it. It can leave you feeling worse for years. Bcoz the thing that is causing the phobia is something from your past. And in this kind of treatment you release that experience from your subconscious mind and feel the pain again and then it is the gone forever, and you feel like it never happened and all the anguish from that experience leaves you, infact bcoz the experience may have been so tough on you ur body and mind functions better after treatment and the effects are permanent. I even noticed how woman looked more attractive, food tasted better, music sounded better, I felt more at peace, less worry and ur mind just starts to function in its natural state again, taking care of everything for you. Its a miracle cure, that I do not recommend. Also you should know there's many ways in which a hypnotherapist may operate, each have their own technique and many wouldnt do it in the way that I discribed above which is the way I did it and also in my opinion is the only way that works, which I would not recommend. But it is selfish of me not to tell you. For those of you that would like to try hypnotherapy in a more safe way that is possible too but in my opinion the results are not so effective. A safe way is to be under hypnosis and just talk about you past with the hypnotherapist and also to think positive thoughts. Let me just state again, HYPNOSIS CAN BE DANGEROUS but it changed my life I was so fucked up from drugs I couldnt even speak and it restored my natural state of mind. you can email me if you have any questions about it, noremac_69@yahoo.co.uk
life sucks said on Oct 02 2010, 08:10 AM:
I have social phobia, there is no treatment in my country and it justs makes me want to kill myself
sicoflife said on Oct 01 2010, 18:10 PM:
I'm 52, getting divorced from a man who cheated on me for over 20 yrs, while I've been in a hospital the last 2 yrs he turned my children ( he isn't their father ) against me, and now they feel I'm the one who is at fault. My son committed suicide in 2001 by hanging I have no more fight left in me or care to live anymore. My soon to be ex f***** up my credit while I've been in the hospital all this time after I was the one who when we got married paid off all his bills from his first ex, fixed his credit, and paid for the attorneys so he could fight his ex for his kids. Now he's screwing me and I'm going to have nothing including my own family. Nothing worth living for anymore. I don't even care if I go to hell.
die said on Sep 29 2010, 18:09 PM:
looking for a suicide partner in ontrio canada
angiec said on Sep 28 2010, 12:09 PM:
robbie, yes, agreed. i still have not found a partner within the u.k, the last week or so i thought long and hard as there were a couple in the news, complete strangers in the u.k whom met up and died and ceased to live and ceased the pain by the h2s method. alot of people were saying it wasnt fair on their families, those left, but, people have to at least open their heart and mind more, try and understand the inner agony that no pills or therapy can always 'cure'. i have as per usual read as much as i can on here again, i see some emails, but i must admit it worried me incase it could be the police etc etc/ it is my life, my agony, my choice. i am 40 as i have said a few times before and i have no family left am an only child, stuck in four walls day in day out and having to cope with physical pain , emotional and mental pain 24/7. i still can not see the point, i am still slowly penning though letters to people i used to konw, mostly those that hurt me, so i have been really preparing for not only yeatrs, but moreso since the last death of my beloved mum ny's day. after reading the couples death pact, i self harmed again, as i wished they had known me, taken me with them, i was relieved for them although i feel terrible for those they left behind, though it shows how much they were suffering in themselves, the inner pain. suicide and ceasing life takes courage and thought as there is only so much one can take, but yet again, i do realize i do not want to die alone, i feel too alone anyhow and have done during all my life, even when people were round me. the outcast etc, it seems to fit in you have to be fake, nasty, two faced etc etc, sorry, i am real and i will not stoop to that,, i am geniune but the more i see round here of 'human' behaviouractions etc, the more my mind gets set. am i scared? yes. i want peace as i am in pain, suffering and can niot see any way out. sorry, yet again ive probably posted here and rambled. just had lot to think about regarding 'life'
My Name said on Sep 28 2010, 04:09 AM:
The best way u can do.... Get a knife from the kitchen and put it in your eye and twist it don't worry u will be died Bye !! I will miss u
nbnioino said on Sep 26 2010, 04:09 AM:
yeah do something u really enjoy before u kill urself like go on a nice holiday, u might even change ur mind
mimi said on Sep 26 2010, 00:09 AM:
But don't get AIDS :).
mimi said on Sep 26 2010, 00:09 AM:
I read all the suicide methods that were listed here and all I have to say is: they all suck! Give me a break!! Before you follow the instructions, please do some research. Better still go and watch porn. Go get laid!
AB said on Sep 25 2010, 23:09 PM:
contact me at adn.breck@gmail.com. let's talk about the afterlife. cheers!
anonymous said on Sep 25 2010, 23:09 PM:
I feel bad that my dad's sister just died. She had breast cancer. I think I'll be the next one. Hopefully, my family will understand. I just hate living in this miserable world. For all the people who've hurt me in any way, I hope you all burn in hell!
Yvonne said on Sep 25 2010, 23:09 PM:
haha I meant 'in'
Yvonne said on Sep 25 2010, 23:09 PM:
I am going to miss my ipod when I'm gone :). I have great taste on music!
my poem said on Sep 25 2010, 05:09 AM:
i feel bound in a cage with birds flying free around. i no longer have the key firmly clenched in my hand. now my trusted warriors have turned their backs to face the sun. im left in the shadows of their mistakes with nowhere to run. my emotions explosive, im a harnessed shouter, twisted and kinked like the people i did encounter. my challenge is made for that spoonful of harmony, i need to feel the human vibe, no desire for money
ugkuykv said on Sep 25 2010, 04:09 AM:
i dont think its fair to kill urself if ur a parent with young kids unless ur abusing them. if its just ur mom ur leaving behind fuck her shes the reason ur life is fucked up for not giving u enough guidance when u was young, kill her too.
Dont give up said on Sep 24 2010, 22:09 PM:
I am 36 years old, and have a wonderful wife and 2 kids. About 8 years ago i tried to kill myself because i lost someone close to me and felt lost and alone. I lost so much blood i needed two transfusions and did not wake for a week. When i woke to see the face of my tired, heartbroken, mothers face, I was relieved i did not succeed. She hugged me tighter than she has ever hugged me before and said, Ben i am so disappointed i failed you as a mother. I told her it had nothing to do with her. The sad, relieved look on her face changed to a emotional expression i had never seen before. She said how can you just leave me? I have never felt so guilty in my life, Was my pain greater than the pain i would have caused to my family? I struggled with this question for awhile and decided to just struggle on. 8 years later I'm the happiest i have ever been in my whole life. To you young high school people, Keep up with your studies and don't worry too much about friends and what people think about you. Most of the people that don't wont anything to do with you are missing out. Trust me 10 years from now you will want nothing to do with them. Struggle on my peeps. Life will surprise you :)
fkuckclutkyxktxyluctluyclculuct said on Sep 24 2010, 05:09 AM:
cut ur jugular vein u will die 4 sure
Do u rlly care said on Sep 24 2010, 04:09 AM:
Slitting wrists dont work.. u rarly ever bleed out.. ik, ive tried. Overdose of paracetamol leaves u in hospital paralised and unable to talk.. so thats shit.. Jumping from a building is to messy and id rather not piss people off with more of my mess.. Hmm what other ways?...
joe bloggs said on Sep 22 2010, 09:09 AM:
ok guys im back, if u feel down the best thing u can do is not turn to drink or drugs, turn to health, exercise and cut out all the bad things in ur life. dump the people who treat u bad and only put the good things into ur body. dont smoke or drink even caffine, they will only make u feel more down later. find something in life ur good at and enjoy. get plenty of sleep. dont kill urself. write to me noremac_69@yahoo.co.uk
joe bloggs said on Sep 22 2010, 08:09 AM:
if anyone needs someone to talk to write to noremac_69@yahoo.co.uk im nice guy really, i will listen
joe bloggs said on Sep 22 2010, 07:09 AM:
u cant win in this world. wat ever u do u'll be fucked. im sick of suffering and rejection. tired of trying my best to receive nothing in return. tired of thinking about my childhood and listening to people comments in my head. this place called earth is a piece of shit. nobody can help one another, nobody can work anything out. everyone is a selfish asshole who only cares for themselves or the most fortunate people. people always misinterpret ur intentions in a negative way. dont really feel like killing myself though although i think i will oneday when i know its over
Miss teenage tears said on Sep 22 2010, 04:09 AM:
I can't even begin yeah ok i have a lot of people who care for me but its not the same, i'm constantly in school in a room full of people yet i feel completly alone, even around my family i feel alone constantly!! I want to be a vampire they can block out pain and HEARTACHE but its not easy to find one in Manchester (England) so the only other way is death!! I just need 2 find an easy painless way to do it but its not easy when i don't have a gun/firearm uggh i hate it.... see you all in the AFTERLIFE!!!! :'(
die said on Sep 21 2010, 18:09 PM:
die
MIE said on Sep 20 2010, 15:09 PM:
I've had it, been going and going for everyone else. tried every therapy there is. finally started making progress for self just to have all the therapists attacking, worse than where i started after college when things were supposed to get better but oh so did not. i'm over it. a few more months, see where i am. don't want any of them to associate my death w/ their bdays or xmas so just got to make it to jan... love them so much but i've got nothing. found three things that i'll try at once, will probably fail b/c that's me, i can do nothing correctly, can't even... well doesn't matter b/c i don't. and for those who say that if we wanted to kill ourselves, we'd be dead, there are a lot of factors and loved ones to take into consideration before you dump you death in their life!
Aaron. said on Sep 19 2010, 18:09 PM:
tonights the nite. its a coin toss up between wrist slit or exhaust fumes through the hose. reading these post of your horrible abused neglected lives makes it that much easier. i have a great fam, friends, job and yet i dont feel the need to continue. im simply bored with life, i know theres nothing after this other than dirt and a casket, im down.
lol i am THEE SOGAY said on Sep 19 2010, 16:09 PM:
dear internet i hate you
- said on Sep 16 2010, 12:09 PM:
jumping on the 31st floor building backward looking at the sky should be the best way, messy, who cares, im dead their the one who will clean up my mess.
j said on Sep 15 2010, 22:09 PM:
I agree. I think if I had a supply of morphine, I'd be able to kill myself - truly painless and easy. But it is terrifying to do something like throw yourself off a building or into traffic. The anticipation of pain and the moments leading up to it are really scary. I'm in my 30's. I've felt like this for a long time and have really, really worked on change. Therapy, medications, trying to stabilize my life... I've tried and tried again. I keep trying even though reason tells me it's futile. I agree that some people may just be born to live and others are not. I feel like I was born without a soul or identity. That's pretty frightening! I've hurt everyone I've ever cared about because I cling to them and try to use them to help me understand who I am and to try to believe I'm worth something. But I'm not. I mean, that's not "caring" about someone, that's just caring about myself. I'm going to keep meditating on how to overcome the fear of taking that step to end my life. Maybe with enough effort I'll be able to walk myself through it. Or maybe I'll just fail at that just like I've failed at trying to get better. Life is cruel. The only comfort I have is knowing that even if I can't do it, I only have a limited amount of time before I die of other causes anyway. God, I hope I don't have to wait that long. I wish there was a god. I wish there was someone who could save me. I wish that my own best efforts were enough.
alberto said on Sep 15 2010, 19:09 PM:
there has 2b a fast, PAINLESS way 2 die. those fukers out there that keep on saying" if u wanted to kill yourself ud be dead already"...BULLSHIT! The pain is so strong, its like impossible to go through it. Which is why many of us ask the painless and fast way. give us that answer...and i promise youu, only time ull hear from us is on the news!
RE said on Sep 15 2010, 17:09 PM:
I admire people who can kill themselves. I tried but I always stopped once I started to feel deep pain. Maybe I should try with pills. I read some posts and I hate people who says that it's too easy to choose to die. It's hard and painful to commit a suicide. I try every day to feel better, to do things better, to be a better person, but I just can't feel good, I don't know what I should do to be happy. I think some people are made to be in the world and live life and some not.
ton said on Sep 14 2010, 20:09 PM:
hey everyone who come on this pg i was look up how to help someone with the passing of someone.... will i was reading everything that people write i can see bout side of the glass.. life is hard and full wit pain but it always a lil lite of hope in everyone life it maybe come as something someone say or someone that come in ur life that will make everything better and u have to do is look for that hope and give it a lil time to come ur way... to the ppl that want to kill them self bc of wat ppl say will am srry to say this but u guys are dum u need to stop believe wat ppl say to u and think for urself ask urself how do i look like who am i and y am i believe wat they r tell me then tell urself that ur beautiful ur a smart and am goin to stop believing wat they say they r saying all that bc they dont like there self they wat to take it out on everyone else.... all u young boys and girls u dont kno how the future is try to see how it is life have more they one out come so try to life and see wat ur out come it.... and to all u old head ppl stop being a bum ass u to old to think like that u live for a long time and u takein the easy way out by u should kno how life is by ur age fuck i just tur 23 and i kno what life is my life is full of up and down yes sometime kill myself but one thing come to my mind wen i do think of it i live so long y more one more year to see what happen nxt that y am living so long for fuck i try to kill myself wen i was 10 life is not easy..... well if anyone need to talk about anything just send me an email at toni08901@aol.com ill email u back as fast as i can so plz think b4 u of killin urself and email me am good at help ppl wit thing
aaarg said on Sep 14 2010, 12:09 PM:
im so pathetic...its crazy. the inly thing stopping me from hanging myself is my mom. she went through the exact same thing that im going through and she knows how much it hurts........but im worse than she was i overdosed when i was 13 and now ( one year later) i want to hang myself . i have no will to live....my body is tired of trying and it kills me to see my mom trying so hard to make me better when i know ill just end up killing myself , the world doesnt need me , i feel rejected . i hate this fucking life . screw the world
to easy said on Sep 13 2010, 20:09 PM:
its to easy to just say good bye to tthe pain and look for that easy way out. the first thought is susicide.. easy ill just pull a guy to my head n blow.. but you dont think of the one person you leave behide.. or anyone. you may thing " who the hell is going to miss me".. there is someone out there that will hurt because of your pain and how you chose to end your life.. i say fight! if your boyfriend or girlfriend has been cheating then that means get your ass in the gym..start getting in touch with YOU!! and you will find someone out there that was ment for you and just you.. you just havent found them yet.. beleive me i have been ther done that.. my life has seem life a big mistake.. and the things i have ben through you could only imagin.. i have tried many ways to just end it.. but some how something goes wrong and i some how am still alive.. if your family dosent give a rats ass about you.. you better get your head in those books and BE SOME ONE.. make them regret ever treating you that way.. my best friend took his life 2 Years ago.. i wish i would have ben ther to take the shot gun out of his hands.. but i was in boot camp.... SO if there is anyone that just needs to talk.. just needs some one to air out there mind.. you can e mail me.. noluv4moe@yahoo.com.. if there is anyway i could help i will xoxo MOe
Tear drop said on Sep 13 2010, 00:09 AM:
U guys were all pathetic u know why were all on this page asking how to end it when the truth is in reality if we wanted 2 we wold have ben fucking dead already I have a quick story so this guy b4 sleep asks god will u just end my fucking life if u love me god you will stop my misery n pain please kill me in my sleep .. he goes to sleep ends up waking up in the morning n he curses at god u dont love me why did u not end my life .. i have no faith in you anymore .. out of no where he hears a voice it said I gave u a bottle of pills i gave u a knife i gave u weapons a gun u could have killed ur self at any point any time why did u not ? the boy had nothing to say .. god goes its called hope .. u still had some hope left in u that is why i did not take youre life from u as long as you have hope u can actually change things for urself ... what im trying to tell u guys yeah life sux shit i went on this page just to c how 2 end my life but after reading all of our pathetic fucking stories i realized how sad we r . guys lets shut the fuck up n do something about our fucked up lives im going to stop drinking tonight and go look for a job in the morning enough is enough and i suggest everyone do the same if not go kill urself n stop fucking complaining u being on this page means there is hope for u ur still hoping for better if not u would have already killed ur self so shut the fuck up and lets do something about our shitty lives siting on our asses wont do shit for us
Nee said on Sep 12 2010, 22:09 PM:
Can drinking two bottles of cough syrups really kill you & overdose you ?
please said on Sep 11 2010, 21:09 PM:
people i know life is rough but u if u kill your self u will be in a much worse place and u wont be able to get out. its hell. u all need to find a good church and give ur life to god he can and will help u . there r demon spirts that r working on ur mind trying 2 get u 2 kill ur self.once u do then ur in hell with satan and his demons u will be tourmented for eternity.nothing like living on earth. cry out 2 jesus!
peanuts said on Sep 08 2010, 14:09 PM:
i wanna kill myself all my life theres just been shit after shit my own mother and father dont love me i never had anyone else my own mother use to go tell me to slit my wrists and she wishes she had killed me and then i met an amazin guy who i was with for 8 years and then all of a sudden he says he doesnt love me PLEASDE LET ME DIEE!!!!!!!
second best to everyone said on Sep 08 2010, 07:09 AM:
im 16 years old since i was 6 my family has hit me n abused me physicaly everyone tht who has ever loved me has passed n i have no one left i have no emotions anymore, i hate who i am im worthless n im nothin im fat n ugly n i look like a man, iv always got tht thought of killin myself everyday in my head n write now im plannin one but iv got no ideas yet any idea??/ im always alone iv died once n i was happy n i was gone for ages bt they some how got me bak i just wanna b happy again n the only time i was, was when i passed all people do is use me then chuck me like a piece of shit iv always put poeple first b4 me n my problems but i never get anythign in return i hate livin n iv nly been with 2 guys n my mother called me a slut yesturday n sed its time to close the shop she sed i need to loose weight n tht im ugly n everyday my family wish i was dead n every night i love goin to sleep coz i hope to neer wake up iv od 9 times i think my body is immune so its not workin i dnt want to shoot myself to messy or jump of a cliff im thinknin of gassin my self but it cost o much money so im thinkin of gassin myself by car? any pionters in takin this pain away n makin me free?
dino said on Sep 08 2010, 01:09 AM:
and what type of drugs would u have to overdose on to end it
dino said on Sep 08 2010, 01:09 AM:
i am a 20 year old male my life has been a up hill battle as long as i can remember i have been cursed with evrything i recently lost my job altthough i have a lot of friends i can socialize with id rather just be alone and numb to watever is happening out ther.someone tell me the fastest way to end my life i have been trying but i keep failing and i dont think i have the guts to jump from a high area
todd said on Sep 07 2010, 18:09 PM:
Robbie I FEEL LIKE you do I to don,t I don't get why people are judgemental about someone wanting to commit suicide. I think everyone has the right to decide if they don't want to live. Why should someone have to continue living a life of physical pain or mental anguish? Do we wish that on people because we like to see them suffer? I have many reasons that I don't want to go on living. im 48 years old and im going to end my life soon if i find a good way to end it im hopeing to end my life soon been want to do it for 10 yeras and know is the time
anonymous said on Sep 07 2010, 17:09 PM:
the.one.and.only thanks for the information
anon said on Sep 06 2010, 23:09 PM:
I was raped by my step dad for 6 years i got pregnat and he made me get an abortion my boyfriend hits me and makes me feel like shit My whole family thinks im a lazy ass who is going no where im fat and ugly I hate myself im really debating driving my car 100 miles into a tree or something......fuck my so called life
WTF said on Sep 06 2010, 22:09 PM:
So yeah, just like everyone else here I wanna die. I have pretty much pushed everyone in my life away from me even though everyone, even random strangers tell me that I am a very good looking 19 year old guy I still want to end my fucking pathetic life. I just cant wait till I'm 21 so I can buy a gun, it will be the death of me and it will be a good 21st birthday. Unless I figure out a way to die before that, I'm thinking about putting a bag over my head but I have read that your body just goes into a panic state and try's to survive with out thinking. I really believe that because when I was littler at around the age of 12 I tried suffocating myself and my body panicked and stopped myself. I think life would be better if I could function in social situations but for some reason I cannot. I am a very quiet person, I barley ever talk, most of the time I only talk when spoken to because I cant find things to say to people and that makes me a very awkward person to be around. I have been like that mostly all my life, the only time I remember being happy was 5th grade and before, but that's just "ignorance is bliss." Just fucking die already
Robbie said on Sep 06 2010, 14:09 PM:
I don't get why people are judgemental about someone wanting to commit suicide. I think everyone has the right to decide if they don't want to live. Why should someone have to continue living a life of physical pain or mental anguish? Do we wish that on people because we like to see them suffer? I have many reasons that I don't want to go on living. My first husband cheated on me with the woman he divorced me to marry. My second husband cheated on me with men dressed up like women AND another woman he works with. I gave up a great job, my life long home, and everything I knew to marry that man. My daughter won't forgive me for having married him and won't let me see my grandchildren in revenge. My sister has spread all kinds of lies about me to the rest of the family; some believe her, some don't. I am unemployed and haven't found a job in a very long time. Last year I had a surgery that left me grossly disfigured. No man will ever want me. I'm 55 and, even though some people like to think that doesn't make a difference in getting jobs, it does. I'm overweight and have been told that I probably won't loose the weight without surgery. My best friend of over 20 years deserted me and threw me out of her house when I needed a place to stay because I would not give her all the money I had. Everyone I was most close to has deserted me. My dad cares for me and his wife, but they are in their 80's and I don't want to burden them. My mom is the same. I don't want to be a burden to anyone. I am barely surviving and will most likely become homeless soon. When I asked my sister if I could just spend a few nights with her, she told me to go the Union Mission with all the other homeless people. I can't live like this and the reality is I can't make enough money to live in any condition other then homeless or in conditions that I don't think are acceptable. I don't want to live like that. I am tired of it all. Struggling to just have a place to sleep and eat is not life. I have been a Christian all of my life, but being one hasn't made a difference. I pray, but my prayers are not answered. I go to church, but nothing ever changes. I don't know what I think about that anymore. All those Bible verses people throw at you about praying and God answering prayers don't seem to be true. Then you've got the people who tell you that you aren't praying right and don't have enough faith. I have faith, I have had faith. For years I have had faith. Many people have faith and pray to God for help, but they still suffer and live in poverty. I guess all those people aren't doing it right. So, I'm trying to decide how to end it. I'm a coward. I am afraid of pain or of not doing it right and ending up a thinking mind in a destroyed body. I just want to escape this physical body and go to the next stage of spiritual existence.
Anonymous said on Sep 06 2010, 04:09 AM:
I'm gay and I feel so lost and lonely. I have no one to talk too and have no real friends. I just want to be normal but I can't. My family will never understand and I will never find happiness.I've lived a lie my entire life, trying to be someone I'm not. I just can't live that way any more, I'm planning to Kill myself.............. sorry mum.
johanna said on Sep 05 2010, 00:09 AM:
Im so depressed already..... i gave up so many things and so many people for one person... it turned out,,, it was all not worth it.... not at all... and now what... im left with nothing.. with no place to go..... no one to turn to...... i cant handle this anymore....
poop said on Sep 02 2010, 21:09 PM:
you guys need to smoke so weed
Alex said on Sep 02 2010, 00:09 AM:
I dont have any friends... I hate going to school everyone else is so happy and pretty except me Nobody likes me I know it doesnt sound that bad but all my life now is wow and even in a stupid video game i didnt make friends... Im such an ugly stupid pathetic girl I want to die but i know my parents will be sad and they will forget to give food to my cat... :(
At the end of my rope said on Sep 01 2010, 18:09 PM:
I'm at the end of my rope. I was given so many wonderful opportunities, but somehow I've managed to totally screw up my life and that of several other people that I love. I've buried my head in the sand so deep that there is no way to fix it, short of a miracle. And I know that there are no miracles coming my way. I need to end it before I hurt anyone any more than I already have. I'm so sorry. I deserve that place in hell that is reserved for me. I just hope that everone I've hurt heals from the pain I've caused. I'm worthless, nothing more than a big fat zero. Looking for an underectable way to kill myself. I've caused enough pain.
shaddy said on Sep 01 2010, 06:09 AM:
I've been thinking about it for a long long time!! but the only thing that is holding me back, and its not family and friends and all that crap for i don't give a fuck!!! no one cares for me why should i care for how THEY feel after I AM gone!! its the idea that i,m going to fry in hell for infinity!! that's like a bad joke i get fucked in life hurt my self in death rot and get eaten by worms and other bugs just to fry in hell!!?!!?? fuck it even this is no solution!!! but i know a way that will kill u 100% but i don't think that its painless
Anthony said on Sep 01 2010, 03:09 AM:
my gf has turnedagaisnt me and fuckin tellin my parents all my fuckin secrets...still dont know the best way to die
such is life said on Aug 31 2010, 23:08 PM:
Well in the next month im gonna do my best to drive my car into a big ass tree at 200 km an hour that should do the job im ova living this nothingness of an existence and this fuck up of a race
. said on Aug 31 2010, 15:08 PM:
I wanna die cuz no one cares abt me...
qs said on Aug 30 2010, 22:08 PM:
I have to admit I've been flirting with the idea of suicide recently... just a final "FUCK YOU"... the only thing I don't like is my family's pain and loss after I would be gone... they did nothing but love me and try to help me... why should they suffer when my wife is the one who drove me to this? Also, why would my wife be the source of so much hurt? Why can't she just love me? Why won't she just listen to herself sometimes and realize she hasn't told me she loves me in almost a year... she always, ALWAYS is yelling and criticizing ALWAYS insulting and ... theres LOTS more to that and its VERY VERY comlicated, just like any marriage if I divorce her i'll just be another statistic, well suicide will also be another statistic Hope I don't do it.
ANON said on Aug 30 2010, 21:08 PM:
need to die, just need someone to tell me the best way to do it
the.one.and.only said on Aug 29 2010, 16:08 PM:
order it online it mght take awhile to find a company that will let you purchase it but try this one. http://www.dealtime.com/xGS-cyanide%20purchase~NS-1~linkin_id-8010209~cid-3808727132
anonymous said on Aug 28 2010, 03:08 AM:
I haven't tried a gold cleaner before. I know this was how Suzy Gonzales died. She posed as a chemist in order to get the chemical, but I'm not good at pretending to be something I'm not. How else can I get this?
the.one.and.only said on Aug 26 2010, 18:08 PM:
death isnt a depressing thing people unless youre not serious about it. stop bitchin about help, look it up on google, it knows everything. do it.get it done.quit playin around. im not depressed about killing myself i cant fuckin wait to be honest.
the.one.and.only said on Aug 26 2010, 18:08 PM:
dawg if you want to kill yourself do it, i tried to do it i took hella pills and nothing happend my advice to you people is buy some gold cleaner and mix about 2 grams in some water, drink it and youll soon knock out in a few minutes and die in about 5 or 6 mins give or take, thats my next step. no hell for me ill be on earth for eternity watchin all you bizzies lol.
Ricky said on Aug 26 2010, 17:08 PM:
dont want 2 live anymore 2 want 2 c if the other side is better then this 1
todd said on Aug 24 2010, 18:08 PM:
way i want to end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . stell thanking on how all end it .hope i have guts to end my life soon thanks for takeing time to read this
love being my sin... said on Aug 24 2010, 14:08 PM:
im 27 and i really like this guy a lot. but the problem is that he is from a different religion and my parents point blank refuse to agree to it. they are not even willing to talk or reason . they want me to marry someone from the same religion or else leave the house thinking that they are dead forever and not to contact them ever.i have tried every way to reason with them but they dont want to listen and they want me to choose over them or him. i love both of them and i keep waiting thinking that they will one day agree but i have lost every hope i had. i dont have any intention to live anymore like this and i want to die.
ujrujer said on Aug 22 2010, 19:08 PM:
To the post below this If i were u i would itleast kill the teacher b4 u think of doing something silly to yourself couse that teacher really needs 2 b killed if i were u i would cut his throat or kill the fucker some way first b4 i would even think of doin somethin silly 2 myself mayb even torture him 4 a week or so u would feel so much better letting all your anger out mayb buy a gun and shoot him (: killing a pedophile would b so much fun
just a forgotten shadow said on Aug 22 2010, 00:08 AM:
Hi,qabout three years ago my sister was molested/brainwashed by one of my closest teachers. When I found out I lost my mind. I sat in my basement for weeks in the pitch black living in an imaginary worl. Since then I became severely depressed and have attmepted suicide multiple times. I refuse medicine as I see how it makes my sister a fake happy. At one point I got better but then I overdosed on pills and put a hole in my stomach. I wish that I had never waken up from that, but I did. A few months later I returned to a new counseler who eventually tried to put me on meds. I left and became an alcoholic. I drink my pains away. About a months ago I agreed to go back, but nothing will ever help, this is not my place/world. I still think about suicide and well, my ship will part soon. I can escape this nightmare, my depression, my drinking problem, and my new problem with speed. I had the world going for me with apromising future, but that is now gone. Once I heard the news, my mind died. I sit in myroom all day and cry alone praying for something to come take me away.for those who are not totally insane, get help, do the opposite of me, and you can get bafk on track. For me, it is too late. Someday I will go into a deep sleep and thia will all be just a dream. I shouldn't be missed too much, I have become a shadow following my sister...a forgotten child. Please, to the rest get help, make a difference. I have tried and it is too much. Bless you all. Strive to not be me. There is always some kind of hope
To Angiec said on Aug 21 2010, 21:08 PM:
Theres no need to die alone. I know how you feel, and since I live in the UK I'd be happy to give you some of my time for a chat and some company. If anyone else needs someone to talk to feel free to email me at pullharderonthestringsofyourmartyr57@hotmail.co.uk
?? said on Aug 21 2010, 19:08 PM:
Try so hard trying to please people... Wots the point... is there even a point to anything... is there a point to life...
anonymus said on Aug 20 2010, 21:08 PM:
how can i live with my own family lied on me and got me locked up no lawer facen 10 yrs my gurl fucked my 21 birthday up i just want to end my life whats the fastest way to do it
angiec said on Aug 20 2010, 15:08 PM:
thank you, sadgirl and todd for replies. i hope somehow we all find the end and the peace we need. hug. andy, in reading your post, no, mostly none of us are 'jealous' you have to look deeperr than that and not judge, although, the poem you cited is a beautiful poem, but in truth, it does not solve 'our' problems. i am not going to repeat what many have done, suffice to say, most of us are 'lucky' in alot of ways, except in the most important area, our minds, soul and heart. you can not trivalize how another is feeling, the utter emptiness, numbness and tearing sadness and sheer hopelessness inside that you can not even explain how dark and forboding you feel. am sure there are many hhere whom 'know' what i mean. depression, isnt somethinng that can always be seen, only perhaps if some truly caring person sees another distraught and of course, looking ill from the sheer day to day fight we have to endure. remember, i am talking about us that suffer chronic depression, dont you think we have fought long enough? if we all had a magic wand, hell, i know i would of waved it for myself and others many moons back, instead, i have somehow battled on but i am now beyond exhausted. no one has the right to judge us whether we have had a sudden trauma thats taken us to the edge, or traumas throughout life that have just become enough, least we are brave enough to speak up. there is a saying; giving up doesnt mean youre weak, it just means your strong enough to let go. been rreally hitting the painkillers of late to help wwith the physical pain, so hope typing last few times has been readable, not that it truly matters, as long as i/we pour iit all out and ignore any nastiness from those whom really dont 'get it' or understand. nothing is trivial, its real to those of us going through it. thank you again sadgirl and todd, love & llight to you. lets keep hoping, we need company, i know iwill need it, i can not go alone.
Andy - post number 3 said on Aug 19 2010, 20:08 PM:
DEPRESSION COMES FROM JEALOUSY. this comes from seeing what people have and feeling down about not having that yourself. I hate seeing a happy couple because I am just jealous that I don't have that. I hate better looking guys and people with lots of money. It's all linked, its stupid though because we all try to rush our lives to make as much money as we can and we try to have sex with as many people as we can and for what? We all end up in the same place. Dont wish your lives away because you don't know that whatever is on the other side is any better and that is an eternity my friends. Make the most of what you have and if not then change it for the better. put it this way, you're all benefiting from a high standard of living to the most part because you've got computers and the internet. Consider yourself lucky. STAY STRONG PEOPLE!! ALSO, READ A POEM CALLED FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND. changed my outlook on life
im going to kill this life said on Aug 18 2010, 02:08 AM:
Hello. Im a 14 year old girl I have depression and anxiety Im sick of Fucking life theres nothing anyone can do .. I just dont care anymore I want TO DIE.. Iv been cutting myself sence i was 12. I do alot of drugs and that only helps me for the moment before i know it im back to this fucked up thing thats just a big bitch called life. I just want all this pain to go away and fast.. I cant sleep at night everything is horifying to me.. Why was I given life just end it plz.. Im going to do it fast and soon fuck it all good bye..

Matt W said on Aug 16 2010, 23:08 PM:
Suicide seems like a good way out but since there is no life after this one, you will just cease to exist after death. Which in some cases may be better than this current life.

todd said on Aug 15 2010, 18:08 PM:
Angiec I would join you, but I live in the canada im going to end my life soon im 47 years old and want to end my life by the end off aug IDON,T want to end my life on my own any one in canda want to join

here 2 help u said on Aug 14 2010, 17:08 PM:
hi i been reading all these and i also was a self harmer for years felt like i couldnt go on but thats life it goes on when u think it cant i attempted ending my life a few times but failed sometimes u feel like u no one to talk to well anyway i got help from a very good friend of mine and now working with people that was in my situation everyday and just want to say that if any of you need to talk about and feel like no one care then email me and i will talk and try help you through in the way i did im genuine and no fake been there i know how u all feel my email is routledge26@hotmail.com please there is another way feel free to speak anyone of you and il do my best and help you if i can

sadgirl said on Aug 14 2010, 15:08 PM:
Angiec I would join you, but I live in the US. I am also looking for someone to do it with.

angiec said on Aug 13 2010, 13:08 PM:
having spent much time, planning, reading up and alot of soul searching. i came, have come to the decision, i do not want to die alone. i may be alone now as in having nothing except four walls and no one human, so-called friends, community etc, all turned and hid their heads in the sand as soon as i asked for help. i have read so much in daily papers over the years and on the tv, about those people found dead, who have been forgotten, abandoned and left to rot - i now know that this may relate to me because i know darn well, no one would even notice for months whether i was here or not. my true friends, are now deceased too, including my two closest friends, 'i' and 'j'. now there is no one and the good folk, are rare to find, i havent found any yet and certainly didnt realize the cold heartedness and cruelness that i have witnessed by so many so called 'human beings' towards me, how could they be so cold, callous and nasty, these 'people' are my neighbours, community etc etc, people whom i have always had time for, would always be there for them if they needed help yet since the deaths, neglection and rejection, thats all i have got back from them. i do not want to be in a world where so many could not care less about others, it has sickened and numbed me to the core. whatever happened to compassion, support, kindness, thats all i asked, hoped for. to die will take courage, but i really dont want to be alone to do 'that'. i would at least like company, a last hug, sob etc then go. as said in previous postings, i live in the u.k. i repeat, i do not want to end my life on my own

Terry12 said on Aug 12 2010, 08:08 AM:
MoBama007, just wanna say Im sorry. I do not know you but coz you responded to my comment I feel I owe that much to you (an apology).

Terry12 said on Aug 12 2010, 08:08 AM:
Hi MoBama007 Thanks for the advice. The feeling goes away and comes back much stronger than before... I am 22 years old and already had 22 different sexual parters some old enough to be my father some 5 to 6 years younger than me. I am actually in love with the latest one he is much younger and also say Im fucked up. He told me he just wants sex and coz I love him I let him have his way he is younger than me but much more mature for his age. Last night and the night before he told me to KILL myself... Im so much closer now to doing it I have half of the mediction already...

Helen said on Aug 12 2010, 03:08 AM:
Also, listen to This Place (Church of Today)

helen said on Aug 11 2010, 19:08 PM:
Listen to Divine Order by Kem and you won't want to die anymore :).

MoBama007 said on Aug 11 2010, 11:08 AM:
To All - your stories are heartbreaking, and I'm sorry you're suffering. Most of the time, these feelings are temporary and will pass. Otherwise, seek a good counselor. One analogy - if you had a bathtub full of plastic Easter eggs, and you knew one had $1000 in it, you'd keep opening them until you found the prize, right? Opening an empty one, wouldn't stop you from tossing it and continuing to open more eggs. Think of life this way. Some eggs (events, people, etc.) are empty, but keep looking for one with the prize!

MoBama007 said on Aug 11 2010, 11:08 AM:
Tina - don't let some other person's stupidity, dictate your actions. You'll find someone new and will forget your fiance'. My niece took her life due to a relationship problem. Now she's gone and all the survivors have a permanent pain in our hearts. As for her old boyfriend, he's still walking around, living large. It makes no sense, so hang in there and give it time. God has the perfect person for you, just ask Him to lead them to you.

MoBama007 said on Aug 11 2010, 10:08 AM:
Terry12 - I can tell you're suffering, and wish I could do something for you. Remember that life is a series of events and phases. Some not so good, and others really great. Each builds character. My wife has a similar background to yours and she struggled with it many years. She's through it now and life is really good for her, so have hope. She got professional counseling and met a good friend with similar experiences and they could talk about it. God made each of us for a reason, and you're not a mistake. He loves you, and I love you. Try helping someone less fortunate than you, and you'll discover the gifts that God gave you, to share with others. There's someone in your future that needs you, and your life experiences will help them. Take care.

Terry12 said on Aug 10 2010, 09:08 AM:
Well I also want to end it all!! I know there are ppl worse of than myself but non-the-less I HATE THIS FUCKING BITCH CALLED LIFE - I FUCKING HATE IT!!! I am a 22 year old Indian female living in Johannesburg, moved away from home coz of my crazy mother - we speaking now but it will never be the same... Being sexually by 2 different ppl between the ages of 6 and 12. I have been cutting and popping sleeping pills with whiskey since I was 16 just to take the pain away... I live with two friends I love them alot but somehow don't fit in. The ppl I allow as sex partners in my life is scary...Im addicted. All I want to do now is DIE - just fucking DIE!!! I know there is a GOD and I love HIM - how ever I can not go on like this... 4 out of 7 days I want to end it all. SO whay not??? Well if I had access to a mother-fucking gun I wud do it after posting this comment but sadly I don't. I need to find a doctor who can write me a prescription for schedule 5 medication... All I need is 30 of those tiny white pills and a bottle of vodka to seal the deal (oh and maybe a blade to to slice my already worn out hands one last time).... All I can ever do is think of death... I hope it comes SOOOOON... :-(

chris said on Aug 09 2010, 09:08 AM:
any body want to talk?

blah said on Aug 09 2010, 01:08 AM:
A bullet through the heart is the best way 2 die if u shoot yaself in the head u may survive and b a vegie 4 the rest of ya life itleast a bullet through the heart if u survive u will recover fully always think of the quoncequences first.Jumping in2 a frozen lake will kill u in less than 3 minutes.And will b pretty painless.But sometimes gettin help is the best thing 2 do it may save your life something deep down not all suicidal people want 2 lose but 2 whom it may concern i hope u find peace.

life isn't the same without her said on Aug 08 2010, 02:08 AM:
Was with a woman for 4 years, she is the love of my life. We split two years ago because of her alcoholism and subsequent mean antics. And yet, I'm still in love with her, so very much. I've tried to move on, I've been dating someone new for a while now,but she isn't her. No one I've dated makes me feel like how she made me feel. How do you move on when you still love someone? How do you get over someone who isn't good for you? Thinking of living the rest of my life without her makes me want to die.

TIna said on Aug 08 2010, 02:08 AM:
I'm 19 years old and y fiance just left me. I've been cutting & crying almost everyday since. I found out I probably can't go to school or live my dream. I HAVE NO STRENGTH LEFT! I WANT TO DIE....! I'm not sure how I'm going to do it yet...I don't care if its painless...just as long as its quick...and someone....tell my family, friends and Damien(the fiance who left) that I loved them.

Vexxx said on Aug 08 2010, 00:08 AM:
Oh. My birthday was on the 5th (of August) and it was the WORST day of my life, I'm not kidding. I'm so TIRED of everything, and I really want to end it all. FAST AND PAINLESS..... but I can't find a way that is fast and painless YET.

Dreamless said on Aug 07 2010, 22:08 PM:
I just want to die , but I don't know why I'm Being Suicidal. I have a great life ,and a great family ,yet I want it all to end. I don't know what to do with this frustrating confusion. I think of myself as a worthless burden to my family. The world will be happy when I'm not around anymore.

DaGuyWhoEveryoneSaysCrazy said on Aug 07 2010, 20:08 PM:
Hey..........I'm a useless idiot. You wouldn't like me. I want to kill myself painlessly. I'm losing my mind. I don't want to live anymore. Nothing matters anymore. I'm so out of breathes. My body is withering away, day by day. DIE DIE DIE. I WANT DEATH.

IHateMyLife said on Aug 07 2010, 15:08 PM:
Does anyone know if insecticides will kill me? If I spray it in water and drink the water before going to bed, will that kill me in my sleep?

i hate my life said on Aug 06 2010, 13:08 PM:
someone help me

i hate my life said on Aug 06 2010, 13:08 PM:
all my friends are dropping like flies. I dont know what i did. But they hate me now I dont know what i did to deserve this. I cant live like this. I cant go to high school without friends. someone tell me something. please

Kill all auditors! said on Aug 06 2010, 05:08 AM:
Fuck all the fucking auditors! They say they work late...actually they are fucking the rats, crows, possum, tumbler, oven, fax machine..watever fucking thing they can fuck.. KILLLLL them ALLL FUck them.. if you gf says she is workin late cos of auditing.....dfuck it man.......fuccccck all of them fucking whore

FUck the FUcking World said on Aug 06 2010, 05:08 AM:
Fuck all fuck all FUUUUUUUUUCK ALL

a. said on Aug 06 2010, 00:08 AM:
I want to die peacefully in my sleep like my grandfather. Not screaming in terror like his passengers.

shane price said on Aug 05 2010, 21:08 PM:
i wanna fukin do it but i dont wanna burn in hell...but then again, i dont give a fuk i wanna sleep forever!!!

mona said on Aug 05 2010, 19:08 PM:
i just want to die. i am tired and i give up. help me god. kill me god. please let me die.

i hate this said on Aug 05 2010, 18:08 PM:
Im 16 and in high school I cant take it. I have no friends and every day in high school is miserable. I have nowhere to eat lunch and everyone else is happy and has a group. Im just a miserable outsider. I need to die.

James said on Aug 05 2010, 02:08 AM:
I want to die, not really kill myself. I don't want to fuck up my children life's. I try to be the best husband and father I can be. My children do love me, but i can't seem to make my wife happy. My life is full of misery and suffering, and some happiness I get from the kids. My wife is just not capable of being in love with me, she does love me as a person, but not in love with me. All my life I have thought about killing myself, and have always felt like I would one day. Now, I just can't do it, cause of the kids. Instead of committing suicide, I have decided to try anything risky to help others, wishing I will get killed in the process, this way my kids might remember me as a good person, and not some crazy that was looking for a easy way out.

Just a Guy said on Aug 04 2010, 23:08 PM:
I'm just a 21 year old college student. Very young with a whole life ahead of him. And yet here I am looking at this thread trying to figure out the best way to end my own life. Reading this stuff scares me. It's amazing how much pain goes on in this world that I'm not even aware of. Makes me wonder what the point of it all is. Why does God allow such suffering to happen? It just doesn't make sense why some people have to go through things like this. Many will tell you it's the hardships that make us stronger, but in my experience it ruins people's lives more than it strengthens them. Seeing threads like this makes me believe that even more. Unfortunately I don't know what the best way to kill yourself is. I wish I did. I lean more towards pills or firearms since they seem more quick and painless but they have their complications. Pills can be unreliable since people's tolerance for them differ from person to person. The death might end up being a slow and painful one or the pills might fail altogether and leave your body permanently damaged. Guns are probably more reliable but the attempt can still go wrong and lead to a slow painful death. There have even been people who've survived gunshots to the head and that would lead to a very miserable life. Quite frankly I'm not sure where I'd obtain a gun either. I don't own one and I don't know anyone very well who has one. I'm old enough to buy a gun but I'd feel weird going out and actually getting one. Plus I believe they do a background check and I'm afraid I might not pass since I've tried to kill myself before. That might not be true but idk for sure. So even though I prefer pills and guns as the best methods I'm still afraid of them. I'm afraid they might go wrong plus I'm afraid of dying itself. I'm only human I don't want to die. I don't want to take a chance of going to hell. I don't want to devastate the people I leave behind. Fear is the only reason that keeps me from actually doing it but I'm getting more courageous about it every day. I can't help but think about suicide since death seems like such a relieving prospect right now. One quick bullet to the head and it could all be over. I'm doing the best I can by going to doctors and therapists, but idk...they aren't really working. I'll keep on keeping on though. See what happens.

no more said on Aug 04 2010, 22:08 PM:
i quit

xxtinaxx said on Aug 04 2010, 21:08 PM:
I'm 24 years old. And I don't want to be in this world any longer. I tried my best to keep everyone happy. But I seem to be a FAILURE! It's always my husband/family. They all make me feel useless, stupid, it's always one side or the other. Rightnow I'm trying to find the best way to kill myself without feeling any pain. I'm scared to do it. But by doing it, i'll be happier and make others happy as well. My plan is to get into a very very very bad accident and die at the scene. 2. overdose on any kind of pills. 3.get a gun somehow and blow myself up. if i would ever do that It would be somewhere nice at night when everyone is sleeping.

asterisk Coughs asterisk said on Aug 04 2010, 16:08 PM:
i know that nobody wants to hear me go on about myself xD i'll just say that i have trouble with finding the willpower to do it. i think about my mom, who would care, my 2 friends (that are here online) who would care, and God, who uses His ways keeps me from doing it.. plus im too much of a coward to be a coward by giving up- on God and life itself. I planned on using a butcher knife on my throat, but when nobody is home with me, and when im feeling extra miserable. Its tough even then, and i dont know what to do, because i cant live.

whatever said on Aug 04 2010, 14:08 PM:
To make this clear,I know millions of people have had it way way way harder than me .There have been millions of murders ,deaths,misfortunes,injustices,children born with terrible things that are wrong with them that drives their parents to suicide at times I am sure,and countless other evil things that I am sick of.. I have just turned 47,a man,and suicidal thoughts come and go,I was born and raised in North Carolina.I tried it at 16 in 1979 after taking a bunch of sleeping pills because I really was upset about some things, but I rushed myself to the hospital because I got scared..Now I have 2 daughters and they are doing really well ,both are in college.My brother killed himself with a bullet to the head in 2000 right after my father died 2 months earlier.Mother died this year ,her depression along with a stroke in 2004 finished her off this year and I relive the things that have happened over and over,I am losing interest in every thing that use to be fun...I want to kill myself before I end up in a rest home ,I do not want to have any health problems that will put me there ,nor do I want a slow death like I saw my father have with his cancer that was in his lungs.When I turn 60 years old I want to leave my home,just run away ,go do a few things before I die and go to the ocean,kill myself some how ,and fall into the ocean and sink below and let the sea creatures have me .My family will never know what or where I went to,and they will not have to think about my suicide.I am tired of being a slave to a government system that always tells you what to do,or else the IRS will pay you a visit for no reason if you speak out.America is not a free country and we are being taken over by outsiders along with the help of our gov.I will be old soon and taking my life will be the easiest thing to do for the benefit of my family.I just cannot let them find out where I will be after I die ,or it will always be with them.If no one never finds me ,they will always just wonder ,that is it ,no grieving about my suicide.I have a email address with a ladies name called ==annemalone31@yahoo.com==if someone is a little interested in talking ,my family does not know this address ,it is my secret

Sheerrock It said on Aug 04 2010, 14:08 PM:
I've read most of the comments and thought I would make a contribution. I'm 40 years old and I have mental health problems. I can't hold down a job because I'm paranoid and suffer from anxiety. My adult life has been maked by breakdown after breakdown and from the age of 30-39 I was on anti-depressants and now that I'm off them it is like the last 10 years or so didn't happen! I've had suicidal thoughts for years but could put it into action because I couldn't do that to my mum (who was actually a very abusive woman who was a diagnosed schizophrenic) but she past away recently which clears the way for my departure. It is still in the planning phase but I intend to travel abroad to commit the act as I don't want anyone to know that I'm dead. Obviously, I'd get rid of the passport etc before I do it. The method has to be painless and I'm inclined to go down the Barbiturates route, the only problem is acquiring them. I understand that they can be purchased over the counter in some countries and that is what I'm currently attempting to ascertain. I can't blame anyone for my predicament, it just is what it is! But the thought of spending the next 20-40 years with an ever increasing mental health problem doesn't appeal.

Brandon said on Aug 03 2010, 14:08 PM:
Lol, I came on this site by typin' the Top 10 Ways to Kill Yourself in Google for the lulz, and fuckers are some pathetic ingrates. Firstly, learn how to type in English, please. No one looses their friends, and I'm sorry that you can't be perect, well, neither can I. lololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololollololololololol Take your coping problems and your pathetic lack of desire to actually want to make anythin' better, and mix it with a bottle of Draino. Kthx.

ImSoAlone said on Aug 03 2010, 06:08 AM:
I never thought that my life and my feelings would ever come to this point.....I can't stand the pain of my life anymore. Society and the Media push out this bullshit about how we should feel and deal with it but honestly...Its the only way I can think to stop the pain inside. To everyone I know I am this Happy,Fit, confident, Intelligent person but they don't know...I am dieing inside...I can cover it so no-one-family, friends, co-workers...know that I am suffering but I can't go on pretending anymore. I feel so alone...My family are too interested in themselves and their new lives to notice or care, My friends are all married and having kids now-I am no longer part of that world...I don't want to be alone...I hate being alone...Why isn't there somebody for me-Im not greedy-I just want one person for me. I have always tried, always been the person that maintains contact with everyone-visits, phonecalls, messages-but everyone doesn't give me the same consideration...I am tired...Tired of having pain in my heart and loneliness as a companion...I dont want to die old and alone....It really doesnt matter how I die...It will end the pain no matter if I have to suffer a little before I go....It will release me from this hollow existance...Im Sorry My Family...I hope in time that you come to Understand the reasons why I felt like I couldn't do it anymore...Goodbye and Goodluck to all of you out there, i hope you find the answers you seek and that they help you make the right decision for you.

Helen said on Aug 03 2010, 04:08 AM:
I am sitting in my living room thinking about ways to leave this world. I've gone online do to some research, but I am not satisfied with what I am seeing. Maybe there's no such things as a painless way....

todd said on Aug 02 2010, 17:08 PM:
im 47 years old and want to end my life how can i end it i need to do this soon

Sintheflesh said on Aug 02 2010, 14:08 PM:
It's becoming tiresome for me to continue living my life the way that I have been. I have been coping with opiates (on & off) for about 3 years now. I had my dreams taken from me by my ex-wife. She took both of my children & my rental property. She lied about her income to squeeze as much $$$ as she could from me. I haven't paid my $1,500 mortgage payment in almost a year because I cannot afford it. Foreclosure is imminent. I still have been sleeping with my ex and we have done plenty of family things together. I was more then willing to reconcile with and remarry her. She accidentaly left one of her phones at my house and I scrolled through it. I foun out that she's been fucking the maintenance man at the apt. Complex that she lives in. She been fucking us both. I'm disgusted. I feel a hole in my stomach and my heart. I am scared for my 4 year old daughter. I don't want her to be alone in this world. I'm getting really tired.

Vide Infra said on Aug 02 2010, 09:08 AM:
I have reached a point where i feel that i am unable to go on anymore. I have nothing left to live for. I am nearly 29, single, poor (with that not fixing), i own nothing and everything in my life is turning to shit. The last girl that i was interested in told me last night that she doesn't want a relationship with me and i am the only one with feelings and she doesn't feel anything for me. Tonight she told me that she has been sleeping with her ex too. That pushed me over the edge. All the pain of my life is too much to bear. I have tried over and over to fix and make my life better, I really have. I was laying here in bed before thinking about taking the whole lot of the tablets beside my bed. It's become more than a thought at this point, I feel I have the motivation to do it now (physically i can). I felt that i had so much love to give to someone and I was the one that was always single or alone, while complete assholes got the great girl that you would kill for. My heart hurt and ached seeing this all the time. My hurt ached for someone to love that loved me back equally in turn, I guess it's too late to now. I have already typed out individual letters to everyone saying goodbye and they will forgive me over time and understand that i wasn't selfish. I am about to email the ones that i wasnt able to send by post today. I'm going to turn my phone off now. I wish you all the best of luck following me or I wish you that your life gets better because i understand the feeling that you're feeling and I wouldnt give it to anyone else.

KILLME said on Aug 01 2010, 23:08 PM:
I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I HATE EVERYTHING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE. I JUST WANT TO GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP. MY SO CALLED "GIRLFRIEND" CHEATED ON ME. AND NOW EVERYTHING ELSE IS JUST FALLING DOWN. I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH SHIT AND I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. DEATH COME TAKE ME NOW.

Posted a few times before said on Aug 01 2010, 19:08 PM:
We don't want to die because we are sick of being alive. We want to die because we have lost control of anything that happens in our lives and we are all depressed with the cards we have been dealt. Suicide it seems is the only way in which we can regain that control. I am considering it everyday, just had my medication doubled. Getting worse though I think. I always have one person on my mind. I try to move on but no one else is the same. people say cutting yourself is a pussys way of self harm but I find doing it slow and really digging the knife in is really helpful against stress and it also distracts me from my thoughts of killing myself for a little while. Do it places where no one can see though, its for you, not for attention.

RedkeyLowlife said on Aug 01 2010, 17:08 PM:
I can never do anything right no matter what it is everytime I start a job i get fired even when I try hard and work hard I always get screwed.My girlfriend always threatens to leave me she s bipolar and I accept that but she doesnt accept my pain and sadness I have always been this way since I can remember and my family thinks thatmental illness is bullshit so I don't need help I have always wanted to die i always feel like I don't belong anywhere I tried the Military trust me when you have any mental illness the military does'nt help it made me feel worse so I got out now I can't get a job my family hates me and my gf is always starting arguments with me even wheni do everything she wants I guess according to her she s the only one who can have mental problems .I have to smoke weed everyday just to make it through the day anymore and when I can't find any I resort to pills and everything else I can just to get high and feel happy cause when I'm buzzed I don't think about killing myself or how many mistakes I have made .Now I don't know what to do .I still wanna beleive there is a heaven and in the back of my mind I know there is a hell thats been the only thing stopping me from killing myself but anymore it does'nt matter to me .I don't know why my head is messed up I really don't I guess I'm just that FUCKED UP .But one thing we all have to remember in a hundred years whose gonna care ....Just like the rest of you deep down we all just wanna feel normal and just have a perfect life just like the rest of the fucks out there !!! I'm through telling my bullshit sobb story now later!!!

ykcul said on Aug 01 2010, 09:08 AM:
well guys i know we have the same feeling i wanted to die too i guess ill go for a gunshot, a hit in brain, = dead, fastest way! coz in the first place i never wanted this darn life! call me crazy if you want but most people dont understand me, why the f**k would i care living this life?? every problem gets worse! not only that, its piled up! why would i want a BS life like this?

Ben said on Jul 31 2010, 06:07 AM:
Im pretty sure my gf is going to dump me right now she hates me I never go out and i feel like im loosing all my friends and my family hates me I just dont know what to do The only thing i can think about is killing myself Or getting away and starting a new life :(

i miss her so much said on Jul 30 2010, 18:07 PM:
well here goes im 28 i also suffer from mental health problems i tried a few times 2 end my boring life but never succeeded but now my gf left me after 9 years im thinking about it every day just thinking wats best way coz theres fuck all here no more

Desperate said on Jul 30 2010, 15:07 PM:
I came across this site by typing in google "best way to kill yourself". Like the rest of you, I am also fed up with my life. I used to be a happy and positive person until the global recession and I lost my high paying job. I got a new job now but pays less and could no longer pay all my loans and credit cards on time. Everyday I get harrassed by collection agents. I live in Dubai and as per the law here, defaulting on loans/credit card payments can result to debt prison. A lot of people here are already suffering in jail for defaulting on payments. Just today, a collection agent told me they will file a police case tomorrow and they will put me to jail for defaulting on one of my ccredit cards. For a week now I have been suffering from a nervous breakdown. My dad also died last April and it also made a major contribution to my breakdown.I feel like all my prayers have gone to deaf ears. My family and friends have abandoned me. Nobody cares if I rot in jail. I don't want to go to jail. I'd rather die!!

WhyMe said on Jul 28 2010, 22:07 PM:
I want to die.

Trying to live without her said on Jul 28 2010, 20:07 PM:
I really am trying. I've got every opportunity to do well because I am clever and I am studying a worth while proffession at university but nothing seems to be able to compare and get rid if this huge empty feeling that causes deep pulpitations and leave me feeling low. I miss her, we were great fir 3 years and then i ruined it all. Can't seem to let go though, tried moving on a few times but nothing else feels right. Anti-depressants aren't working, counselling is shit and I've lost touch with my close friends so now I feel awkward even having a deep conversation with them. I have self harmed and I have planned out how to kill myself so many times. Not sure what to do, no point killing yourselves because if suicide is a sin and life as we know it now is unbearable then surely hell is our perception of what we cannot handle. Eg life. Pain. Suffering. Cutting helps distract me from my own thoughts, fighting does too. I purposely let people hit me so I can feel the physical pain. I don't know why though. It is stupid. I am so upset about my relationship breaking up. At20 I'm only young but I still know what I thought was meant to be and having my perception on things changed or rather ripped away has taken me off guard and I'm left empty. I do want to die but what's the point if it's worse than life is now?

angiec said on Jul 24 2010, 08:07 AM:
came back here from april,still here but numb, very numb. ive started to re selfharm, it helps release the agony, the bitterness, the hurt caused by others, people have a way of making you feel even more worthless, mmore ugly than you already feel. i know the signs, yet wwhen ihave reached out for help, am dismissed, ive even had wonderful offers of help within the last week, sadly, its all been just worrds, not meant, no action, just more letdowns, agony and abandonment. i read about their are others worse off in one note below, yes, course there are, none of us are blind, but unless you are in our shoes, please, do dont judge or assume and make us, me, feel even more isolated, guilty and worthless. i would not wish howi feel upon my wworst enemy. my problems, putting the word problems, mildly, are major to me and no, when you do actually have no one, fighting alone becomes extremely tiring, you reach out, begging for geniune human kindness, a touch, a hug, someone that wants you even with all your problems, someone that treats you kindly, can make to feel and maybe even help regain the self esteem, confidense and a small ray of light and hope. so far, as said, some, yes they have said they would do this that and the other, but, nothing. they all have lives, families, friends, i guess its easier for most to turn a blind eye, or, tto say something to make someone feel good, bu not to really mean it. they do not realize the more inner damage they do. it has beemn helpful to read some more options since i came here last, as itsa giving me more to look into. i did contact places for support dogs, so that maybbe i could have help and a vital companion too, whom i could shower wwith love and affection and get love in return,,but letter this week says could be a year and half wait. i truly can not i admait cope alone all the time, without no human contact, love, affection or hugs, that someone cares. there is only so much you can cope with, fight with on your own and when people youve turned to abandon you, let you down and are just not real or caring, they treat you llike a joke, that really dont understand, i really can not see no other way out, mmy feeliings have just remained the same, iif not more heightened, knowing tthat i would rather not be here if and live like this, feeling like this, being ignored, abandoned and alone, scared and frightened. sad thing is, if oonly people had the time, were real, were geniune, meant what they said, perhaps, just perhaps tthey could have helped

michael said on Jul 24 2010, 06:07 AM:
My mum beat me since i was 5 till i was 12 then she couldnt physicaly beat me so my dad started im there stress releif toy and my sister is the same. When my teachers ask why i have black eyes each month i have to convince them that its me falling off my bike other wise i dont get feed for 4 days. The first time i tryed killing myself i found my sister was trying to do the same thing i vowed to overdose with her and took twice as much as her. Shes now been dead for 8 months and i somehow survived then when i slitt my wrist my dad beat me unconciouss and just put tape round ma wrists and i still feel like dying everytime i think of my sister but yet my bullshit of an existance drags on as i try to end my misserable life

DeAd AlReAdY said on Jul 23 2010, 12:07 PM:
i totally agree with lost-forgotten-dead. this life sucks. everything means nothing. People suck and can influence what everybody else does, the media controls what is acceptable and "right" and anybody who thinks otherwise is some kinda crazy person! who would really want to be in a country or a world who is in so much debt, yet continues to spend money it doesn't have while there are countless numbers of homeless people living on the streets. i think that suicide is really the only option we have unless we want to live our 80 years in a miserable torture chamber that is our own minds! Fuck that.

lost-forgotten-dead said on Jul 23 2010, 12:07 PM:
This world will never be what i expected. everything there is to do gets built up so big in your mind but then when it's actually happening, it sucks. things just have no meaning and they seem to be for nothing. You chase after this imaginary expectation for years and years persuing this feeling called "happiness" but in reality, happiness doesn't exist. there is no such thing... and for those of you who think it's out there, you are the crazy one's. the people who try to kill themselves are after something they cannot find here on this earth. THIS world will never be what i expected.

ImNotCrazy said on Jul 22 2010, 21:07 PM:
Haha i attepted to kill myself once... People "influenced" me i would say into doing it... It didnt work.. Soooo ha you people can assume where i ended up. And i made a new friend. Her name is Dr. Martin! But i finally got out about 2 mnts ago and payback is a dish best served hot i tell ya. Haha and im the one who is delivering it.

concern said on Jul 20 2010, 21:07 PM:
i use to try and kill myself all the time. have read through all these coments and some remind me of alot i went through. life sucks and always will. but in the end killing urself would be pointless. u will die anyway yes but u miss out on the good stuff that comes later. fuck killing urself kill the fuckers who hurt u and make u feel this way. trust me it helps. just clean it up. no one wants to clean up after u

stephen said on Jul 17 2010, 23:07 PM:
if eny one stays in scotland ,glasgow or around that area and you are about 18 and want 2 kill your self giv me an email and we can do it 2 getter coz i dont want 2 die alone and im shure u dont want 2 die alone eather my email is fire-water-earth-wind@hotmail.co.uk please leave your name in the email even if it is just your first name mines stephen

fuck tis said on Jul 16 2010, 11:07 AM:
I hate my life!I'm 12 nd about too head in to frist year witch I'm not even tere yet nd gettin called names!My parents spilt up nd r always fighting I hate my mum nd she hit me a couple of times so now te gaurds r involved nd I just want my life 2 end!I tried 2 stab myself but it didn't work all tat was on my belly was big red marks how do I kill myself quick nd pain free????please help!!xxx

chris said on Jul 14 2010, 16:07 PM:
22 years old...possibly going back to jail tomorrow...im a good person who just made some bad decisions as a result of drug addiction (Heroin), thinking of buying a whole bunch and just jamming it all into my veins at once so I don't wake up again...Only thing that's stopping me is the fact that I don't want to upset my friends and family.

Jane said on Jul 13 2010, 13:07 PM:
lol

-- said on Jul 13 2010, 12:07 PM:
im 13 and i hate my life , no one knows how many times ive tried to kill myself and they dont care , my teachers have seen my scars and they said its nothing , that im just going through that certen age , i get bullied at school , my dad left me when i was 4 and had a baby and a new family he takes drugs , my mum is disabled , i have a brother that beats me up and tells me to go and get raped , i smoke and im ashamed of myself , i tried hanging myself ive tried slitting my wrists , i tried killing myself with pills ,

jemma simone said on Jul 13 2010, 05:07 AM:
us all have to forget your trouble and try to move on like i did and i still do i tryid to kill myself every time something bad happenes but i dont have the corage to ended up am coming 15 in 10 days and youd think the same way as me if you lived my life its even to bad me to say withuot criyeng i get raped nearly every day by my step dad sience my mum did wen i was 7 i just pry to taht i die without pain that my life ends ill just have to wait till am 18 to run away.................

kirla said on Jul 13 2010, 05:07 AM:
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me said on Jul 12 2010, 15:07 PM:
I hate my life and want to die. My wife of 20 years left me for a woman. I get over that start dating ang then my wife says she wants money from the house .I can not increase the mortgage to pay her off and I was to move in with my fiance and even she does not want me now. What have I done that is so wrong. I know I am a woos and that is what makes it worse ,women were put on the earth to fuck my head up. I love my fiance so much and she is not worried, she says pick yourself up and find a flat or increase your mortgage and buy your ex out. I sit at home on my own and just think about dying, I do not want to be here and you arseholes who write hurry up and die to these poor bastards who feel like this , I hope one day that life deals you the shit tha they and I have had and you feel know one cares, I hope that life deals you the same cards as they and I have been dealt and that you too suffer the same fate use us .Happy death to you all

Anonymous said on Jul 12 2010, 10:07 AM:
listen all the people saying that they get abused at school n there the freak of every thing ,dont live like people think you are do what i did go to school and beat the living shit out of everyone who calles you a name,trust me it worked 4 me

Mike Hunt said on Jul 08 2010, 16:07 PM:
This is hard to explain, but here it goes. I've been a long time suffer of depression/anxiety for about 4 years now. Although I've done tones of hallucinogens, up until last year I was only smoking dope and tripping on cactus & M'Gs, hadn’t had dope, shrooms or acid for years. But, I stopped it - I am getting on a bit at nearly 20 and I Turned to alcohol, as it was the acceptable norm - but it has landed me in loads of bother. I've also been going through a reflective phase of my life as to why I am who I am etc. Have been experiencing a lot of deep routed problems and emotions over the last year - and problems with certain individuals...blah blah... you get the drift. Anyway, life has been rotten lately and thinking about suicide a lot. Anyway, about 2 months ago, due to a certain amount of problems and people, I decided on an overdose .I'm not going to explain the events of what made me do it, but have just got to explain how far gone I was. I ended up in Hospital - unconscious at the time. But, I started to come around, floating in and out of consciousness when they where fixing me up with all the wonders of ECG's, drips and callipers (oh, painfull!!!). The 1st memories I had were lying in the bed, surrounded by specialists etc. I felt as though they were dissecting me, as though I was dead. I would wake up screaming and shouting out and screaming them just to fuck off. I kept going back under .At one point, I awoke and was surrounded by people I knew years ago, people I knew when I was as young as five. One of my old friends was sat by my bedside, holding my hand and reassuring me. I never heard, or recall words spoken - it just seemed so peaceful and safe. Although this only went on for a matter of a few hours in reality, it seemed that days, sometimes weeks where passing by. I took 14 x 50 mg of Amitriptyline, and had also had a fair bit to drink beforehand, If some twat hadn't found me and called emergency services, I would now be in a beter place and at peace with myself. I was nearly there and it was wonderful. I am so dissapointed to be alive - I cannot explain how profound and deeply beautiful it was at times, Why can't people just leave you alone when you want to die instead of doctors stomach pumping you and bringing you round.

not me said on Jul 08 2010, 15:07 PM:
I agree you complete CUNT. Fucking drink bleach and die. I also hope you entire family die of cancer this year

me said on Jul 08 2010, 15:07 PM:
I wished you had killed yourself you spineless cunt

Geri Attrick said on Jul 07 2010, 16:07 PM:
Best to sit a bath and just let an electric fire or electric fan heater fall in, its a shocking way to go but death will be around 5 seconds

Hope said on Jul 07 2010, 09:07 AM:
It seems suicide is becoming cool, perhaps the next big craze will be wanting to be raped? All you people wallowing in your self despair " nobody loves me, I have no friends , I'm so depressed, blah blah" go to third world countries and see people, children who have nothing, no food no family no belongings and watch them smile regardless, we have so much to be thankful for it's all logical , the brain controls every action and reaction. I don't take pain and heartache lightly I know people are suffering and it's do hard to motivate yourself to get up in the morning I understand, my daughter was killed in a car accident two years ago and I didn't get out of bed for almost two months. I still don't know how I chase my suicidal thoughts away all I know is I do and I'm still here and I encourage you to embrace life and work through the horrible moments to get to the happy ones. Change won't come to you, change starts with you.

tired young girl said on Jul 06 2010, 19:07 PM:
im 11 and so ready to die but its so hard because i not age appropriate to buy thing to die.i did nothing to want to kill myself its what people did to me all guiding you, using you, abbusing you alwase arguing over dumb shit and im tired i tried banging my head against stuff but that will just give you a headache life is such a bitch and it's every day with this shit really it is you can be having the best day and some one says shit you dont fell like like my mom talks about private part that i dont want to hear my sister is allways saying boy to me im a fucking girl god dame she play to much.i tryed praying,but i guess it will be 5 years until i kill myself and even if you dont think it's real it is people alway saying oh dont kill yourself your pretty and dont let someone get you down it is really aerating

Emma Royds said on Jul 06 2010, 15:07 PM:
Best way to kill yourself slowly and painfully. 1. Watch Coronation Street, East Enders, And Emmerdale continually for 1 month. 2.Phone Sky Television and AOL and Just listen. Best way to kill yourself quickly without pain. 3. Tie some fishing line around a lamp post and sit in your car then wrap the other end around your neck, accelerate as fast as you can and you should lose your head quite quickly.

.... said on Jul 06 2010, 12:07 PM:
I hate life and want to die right not. Life isn't worth living. I found the guy of my dreams and had the most amazing relationshiop ever..it was meant to be we were so much alike and had the most amazaing connection it was like God put us together..until he thought I was cheating on him because my stupid ex bf decides to text me a bunch of times in a row and my bf reads them and thinks im having a convo with him & packs his shit and leaves that instant and wouldnt even listen to me and movd all his shti out of our apartment and changed hisnumber all within 2 days..ive lost the love of my life i cant stop crying and i absolutlty am going to kill myself i was barley hanging on to life when I was with him & now hes gone so I have nothing to live for..no family no friends no love of my life..no nothing. Life isn;t worth it - work everyday making no money living check to check and then dieing at an old age after living a miserable life. YA RIGHT thats not worth it and im going to kill myself today. I HATE my life and all i want if my exbf to beluve me because im actually not lyng about this and hes 100% convinced i am wich sucks because i know he loves me but hes been hurt one to many timesand now he doesnt trust girls and that sucks he wont even for a second believe me.I hate my life and i want it to end now. life sucks and isnt worth it and God ovb. deosnt exist because i was a very relgious person and cant understand why God would do this to me..why would he ruin my life. God did this to me and I cant understand why because I would pray to him every night thanking him for getting me and my bf together and would tell him how that is the best thing to ever happen to me so why would he do this to me?? because he doesnt exisitand if he does and he did this to me then ovb. he sint good hes pure evil and loves to make people suffer.

r3m said on Jul 05 2010, 23:07 PM:
It's all in you're head... Quit reading shit like this and just do what you want to do and be fucking positive. My life sucked, but I've recently been thinking positive. Don't obsess...

Emma said on Jul 05 2010, 15:07 PM:
Paracetamol are easy to get over the counter and effective, take around 25 and go to sleep forever.

just let me go please said on Jul 05 2010, 14:07 PM:
i dont have any one i have no friends or family im sooo alone an feel cut off from every one and every thing im tried of fighting iv had it with the constant battle of every day life i just want a way out now

infamous said on Jul 05 2010, 01:07 AM:
A high fall will give you a really good chance to die. Find something over 100 feet tall to jump off of. The higher you can get your velocity the better. 60+ miles per hour should be enough speed. The impact is important also. Try to hit concrete or dirt if you can. Head first would be the way to go. How many of the people who jumped out of the windows of the world trade center do you think lived? You could jump off the top of a building, down an elevator shaft, a stairwell, or off of a bridge. If you have access to a tall housing project you could probably find something to jump off of. A construction site could also provide ample opportunity. No method is 100% effective. Its possible you could end up crippled for life, or even sustain no injuries at all, but thats highly unlikely.

Betty Swallocks said on Jul 04 2010, 15:07 PM:
The best way is to fall asleep and never wake up, you go quickly and quietly and peacefully. Vodka with around 20 small amitriptiline tablets, around half a litre of vodka with lemonade or coke with the tablets. Get into bed and you will feel drowsy and fall asleep quickly.

Troy said on Jul 04 2010, 03:07 AM:
i miss having people to talk to, i'm alone. no1 will miss me..

yep said on Jul 03 2010, 18:07 PM:
you fuckers who are trying to talk us out of suicide shut ur face because your better than every one else. life sucks. There is absolutely no purpose. Every one sucks. I mean I'm not talking people into it but we all are gonna die any way, makes no difference how or when.

Mary Hinge said on Jul 02 2010, 16:07 PM:
Afraid of going to hell and not going to heaven, don't..... When your gone your gone, you ain't going nowhere else Just think about it since the begining of time there has been billions of people who have inhabited this planet. The caveman who couldn't even speak but just grunt, and all the people since the begining of time either going to heaven or down below. So lets say heaven, everybody lives happy in a perfect world where some cavemen grunt at you or try and club you to death cos your PS3 or xbox spits out a disc. Or maybe your just floating around all day saying hello to all those who have passed on, boring or what. And then Hell, where you are on a 24 hour shift shovelling coal into the furnace with a load of half naked hookers parading their bodies round you with a big notice "Don't Touch" Maybe your a muslim where you are promised 17 virgins if you are a suicide bomber, yeah right, bonking on a cloud without taking your wings off. Come on, get real

Darryl said on Jul 02 2010, 16:07 PM:
If everything seems hopeless and you have lost the will to live but you are afraid of the pain if you attempt suicide remember this. You are the master of your own destiny, you and only you can decide. You are going to die eventually anyway, it's the only real lifetime guarantee. Broken relationship, same old daily routine, no money, bills coming in and you see other people living the high life, fast cars, new clothes, holidays, big house, no financial problems. Admit it to yourself, if you ain't got this now, you ain't ever going to have it. The sun will rise tomorrow as it did this morning whether you top yourself or not, and the problems you go to sleep with will still be there in the morning when you wake up, nobody really gives a toss. Sadly you may be missed for a few days, weeks but eventually you will be forgotten and they will have a piss up after your funeral and a few nice words are said. BUT the world will go on and you ain't going to make any difference being here or not. Thats how important your not, so don't flatter yourself, nobody really gives a damn.

John B said on Jul 02 2010, 14:07 PM:
Percy you certainly seem down at the moment when you are on your flight put a photo of your wife and her lover hanging in the cockpit together with a picture of your dog and just keep looking at the photos whilst flying. Something should happen eventually !

Percy said on Jul 01 2010, 16:07 PM:
I am an airline pilot on transatlatic flights and on Saturday flying an airbus to Canada. I feel really depressed because I have found out my wife has been having an affair with my best friend. She has threatened to take my children away. and has used all my credit cards and maxe them out to the limit. Not only that my dog got run over last week and died at the scene. I have lost all my money in BP shares, and have recently been for a prostate cancer tests and things look bad. They are threatening to foreclose my mortgage because of the arrears but my wife has been spending all my money with her lover. Yesterday someone crashed into the back of my car and they admitted they weren't insured. I just feel so depressed and can't sleep but I have to be up for the flight. What shall I do I

Tams said on Jul 01 2010, 16:07 PM:
Drive head on into an oncoming car but make sure you are travelling around 80 MPH. Best to do this at night and ensure you hit head on. No pain, death in about a millisecond if you do it right.

Sonia Sutcliffe said on Jul 01 2010, 16:07 PM:
Might as well die quickly and of our own choice, other choice is live, work, come home, eat, pay bills, an grow old and die of either old age where your legs go, your eyes go and you become senile and they put you in a nursing home and you end up with incontinence (shitting yourself)and sucking food through a straw and end up saying ga ga. and you can't even top yourself cos you end up a cabbage and brain dead. Other than that die a slow lingering death with a disease like cancer.

hehe said on Jul 01 2010, 03:07 AM:
I just took a very high dose of my pain meds and I'm feeling very weird but I can't feel anything it's great (; someone tell me why I have done this?

hhhmmm said on Jun 30 2010, 14:06 PM:
I basically Loved my Life but its Like I dont have a purspose Like why am I existing.....I dont have a job nor high school education,I've a==

Brian said on Jun 30 2010, 08:06 AM:
this is hell where we live a living hell and we are all going to die anyway its just some die sooner than others but we all go going about our daily bring routines growing older, paying bills, worry and stress, arguments and for what yep.... only to die it is our choice to get out of this hell hole because thats just what it is

Damien said on Jun 30 2010, 07:06 AM:
Antifreeze is a definate killer on its own and is available from most motorist shops or supermarkets. half a glass full will kill you and its just like sweet white wine you could even mix it with wine and have it with your dinner. Take it as a shot even and down it in one,, its easy to buy, easy to drink and its guaranteed to work.

Damien said on Jun 30 2010, 06:06 AM:
Painless Deaths: Take Amitriptiline, around 30, put 10 in your mouth at once, gargle with a glass of diluted orange juice mixed with an egg cup full of anti freeze and swallow all at once. do the same with next 10, and following 10. this must all be done within around 5 minutes before they start to take effect. after you have done it lie on the bed and go to sleep, you will never wake up.

Martin said on Jun 27 2010, 19:06 PM:
HI, I think I found this site to help me continue with my purpose in life. I understand that life is weird, We will join yo9u son and we will make sure all is okay xxxx

Martin said on Jun 27 2010, 19:06 PM:
'Help me' Please live. I feel that you have good things waiting for you. Mail me, please xx

Martin said on Jun 27 2010, 19:06 PM:
Bloddy hell. I thought my story was bad. Please mail me and we can talk. I promise I will listen. mail me sa1boy@ntlworld.com Please mail me, don't give your wonderful life away

broken dreams said on Jun 27 2010, 11:06 AM:
does anyone know where i can buy heroin from? i dont think phamacy places do them. It takes bloody 3/4 years to create one dream, and 30 seconds to shater it. lives just sh*t and waste of you got no dream to follow. Love is all i cared for and even that know appears to have disappered. please do let me know as i read up heroin is the main thing people overdose.

Help Me :( said on Jun 27 2010, 07:06 AM:
i need to kill my self im fed up with people keep saying things to me and bulling me i dont like it my life is shit eveything has gone bad since my grandad dies and i wont to just kill myself NOW but i wont a no painful death i need help or some 1 to give me something i could do to kill myself

jazz said on Jun 26 2010, 06:06 AM:
i am the most rechid human being. i dont deseve to live. i did a lot of stupid things in addiction and i will never live them down. my husband hates me. i have no friends or family. i think my kids would be better off with out me

Kalasalingam university said on Jun 23 2010, 08:06 AM:
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111!!!!!!!!! said on Jun 23 2010, 04:06 AM:
if any one wants to make a death pact were we all kill our selfs at the same time same day etc then email me at noonecares@crawler.com i neeed good advice that works every one willl be betta off then wen im stone cold an dead

ThatGuy said on Jun 22 2010, 00:06 AM:
Got sleeping pills? Just take the pills into your bed with a plastic bag and some already cut Duck Tape, down as many pills as you can, put the bag over your head and tape it down into your neck. Sleeping pills will set you unconscious quite quickly and while out you will be oxygen deprived, win. Also there's the option of going to your local jeweler and request info on how to clean GOLD jewelery, ask for Potassium Cyanide(cleans gold jewelry and legal) it comes in small crystals, just mix a gram or two into a glass of water until dissolved and drink. Your unconscious in a minute or two and dead in 5, also painless.

Dan said on Jun 21 2010, 23:06 PM:
Please take my advice. Your life is worth living!!! You have to stop being so concerned what others are thinking about you and just focus on you and those that really rely on you. The only person you need to keep happy is yourself. Although it may be tough, you can always make changes in your life. Life is worth living, don't kill yourself, you can live a better life here.

need a way out. said on Jun 21 2010, 21:06 PM:
Hi I'm sick of life i mean i've read some of the comments and i know your lives are much worse.But i feel as if no one likes me anymore. My best friends and friends have deserted me my girl friend who i love dumped me to go out with some other guy. I try my hardest in school and studies and i do get good grades but it`s not good enough for my parents. They`ve given me a week to find a place and move out. I got told by both my parents tonight i was fucking useless and I`ll never amount to anything. I`m only 17 and i know that seems young to be wanting to kill yourself at this age but i`m unhappy and i need a way out. Can someone please help me. . . I really cannot go on with life if it continues this way. Maybe i just want attention i dont know anymore i`vr tried to OD and i woke up in the hospital cause my mom found me lying on the floor with a bottle of nearly empty pills. Ive refused to go see a shrink although ive been told to do so. I just really want someone who is in the same situation to relate to me so i can at least know how someone else deals with their problems. Please help. cannot-take-life@live.com

helpp said on Jun 20 2010, 16:06 PM:
iam 20 years old i have twins i had them when i was 17 and i have a scumbag boyfriend that doesnt help me in no way he doesnt have to pay child support cause he got a letter from a doctor saying he cant work which isnt true at all he knows his doctor well n it was all a lie iam still with n i have no idea why i love him so much iam stupid i know he plays his xbox all day while i fucking take cre of his kids soo not fucking fair and iam losing it and we have been together for 5 years we fight all day .... and the kids they drive me nuttts i am trying so hard to do it on my own but its too hard i have to try n pay for all these bills try and pay for everything that the kids need alone !! iam alone all day with the kids not able to work cause i cant afford daycare its 30 dollars a day for each kid that would be 600 dollars a month or more i canttt do it ... i tryed killing my self i overdosed on my depression pills but my brother called 911 when he saw me laying in bed with my suicide note i have been giving ppl hints that iam losing it and i cant take it anymore but no one cares.... i love my kids i know they deserve a happy mom but i dont know whats wrong with me ..i have been on meds for bipolar since i was 14 and been in therapy since i was five for ADHD and they put me on meds i have had a eating disorder when i was 16 n still do ... i used to cut myself but stoped that when i was 16 ... i hate myy lifee its sooo fucked up n noone is willing to help me out ... i just need a person to help me iam losing it .. any advice ?? thanks ac my email address is acaperisno@gmail.com

UnlovedBetrayedGirl said on Jun 19 2010, 19:06 PM:
does anyone have any way of a quick death? thats all i'm looking, i way out. please...thats all i ask for is a way out. i'm tired of all this bullshit that people are saying to me. just tell me a way out... even if you have to tell me over a message my email is alwaysalone94@gmail.com ...please, i'm begging you...

amitriptyline overdose said on Jun 19 2010, 12:06 PM:
I suggest amitriptyline overdose. This should be easy for everyone since the medication is prescribed for depression. Go to a doctor. Even if you have no insurance, who cares? Your not going to be around to pay the bill. Tell them your last doctor used to give you this and it helped you. You took 10mg a day. This is a very powerful drug. You should end up with a bottle of 30. Take all of them. You will fall asleep and die within an hour. You don't even need to mix with alcohol, but if your going to take less I suggest you do. Or you could just take them and it might cure your depression.

0000 said on Jun 19 2010, 07:06 AM:
please some one just help me ithink we should all just make a pact an die together think how well every one will be without us how betta the world would be we are all not wanted herean should just die an rot away so we are forgotton an out of the bloody waaay soo comon whos with me !!!!!!!!!!!!

heartless devil said on Jun 18 2010, 11:06 AM:
i want a way out. its my birthday today and the people who said they care dont. just found out that child support is going to take my whole check my girlfriend does not trust me no matter what i do or say my mom only cares about her self my dad well he says he cares but when i call him he only tells me it will get better 24 years on this earth and i aint did nothing but hurt people and cause problems tryed the god thing but it dident work because every day something bad happens to me so W.T.F am i supposed to do???? if u do know please email me at swakalvin@gmail.com

so what now? said on Jun 18 2010, 00:06 AM:
i've asked everyone to leave me the hell alone but everyone just somehow asks whats wrong? what does everyone say? oh nothing i'm fine. but thats not what i said this time. i want to tell you i'm leaving you forever and always. you'll never see me again yeah i know your going to be happy :) your welcome for having a great time the last few years but now i think its time to be gone forever and always what i think goes through everyones mind is what really happens after we leave is keeping everyone from saying good bye. i know its keeping me. my mom says she trusts me but really she doesnt. my father tells me to do whatever makes me happy really means dont do anything stupid to get yourself killed. have i ever listened to anyone? no haha why should i if really you just dont want me killed? aaren- says i love you i dont know what i'll do without you.. really it means leave i dont care no more. thats so sweet i cant believe i fell for another one of you kevin- an asshole i dated for shit. but sadly he's the one that kind of cared. mercedes- she doesnt give to shits about me but she said yeah i do your like a sister. really thats bullshit. so who really cares? the ones that say they dont. the ones that never hurt you the ones that just looked at you crazy. if you really want to get somewhere and kill yourself everyone here would get the balls and do it why havent i? i have no idea i guess i'm just stupid and i have no life but to sit here and read others stories. like all of you.

help reli needed said on Jun 17 2010, 15:06 PM:
please just give me a way that works to kill my self i dont care about the pain i have overdosed cut my self gassed my self an none of it works please please please i beg u all i want to do is die iv had enough of every one and every thing i cry to my self all th etime coz i so down no one cares an if they do its onli coz they feel sorry for me an feel guilty wen u wake up every day an wish pray that u will die i reli just want out iv had it so please please i will make a pact with people any thing plaease i beg u please make my suffering end

!!! said on Jun 17 2010, 14:06 PM:
all i want to do is die iv had enough of this constent fight i do each day i hate every 1 an every thing i just want to die

lonely said on Jun 16 2010, 23:06 PM:
im 11 i feel so alone and i feel like no1 loves me ive tryed hanging myself but some1 found me and got me help but this pain just wont stop i need to know how to stop it i dont care if it means killing myself or talking it out i mean i cry myself to sleep i just want the pain to stop

i hate the world said on Jun 16 2010, 22:06 PM:
i've found it very interesting to read all these stories and see how much humans suffer... including myself all these comments and stories come down to the same thing... life sucks. all these people here ..we just need help. we want someone to reach out to and we're writing this in hope of it. whether we realize it or not. and i hate it when people judge us and think we're crazy for having these thoughts. we're not crazy we're just realistic and we see that life is not worth living. all that struggle and shit.. i mean we're going to die eventually anyways. i don't see the point in putting up with everything. i think life's only point is for happiness. i don't believe in true happiness..cause no one's life is perfect and people will always suffer one way or the other. what's the point of living when you know you will always always no matter what be stressed out in some form or way... no point to me. this world is over populated anyway... another dead person will just ease it. fuck life.

lydia said on Jun 16 2010, 09:06 AM:
i want to kill my boyfriend, tell me how do I do this ?

Mimi said on Jun 16 2010, 03:06 AM:
pLEASE listen to me - you are all special and do not need to commit suicide. Look at the positives in your lives. I dont have family who cares for me. I have 4 dogs who give me all the love I need. Please get a pet, look after it and they will give you unconditional love. Lots of love and a HUGE hug from me. Mimi xxxxxxx I mean it from the depths of my soul

Gregory said on Jun 15 2010, 19:06 PM:
I want to kill myself soon. I hate living. I hate everything about life and I'm sick of not being loved. My family is only into themselves. The girl I have fallen in with just left me and wants nothing to do with me. I have no friends. They all have left me. What is the fastest, easiest and painless way to end it?

stupid suicidal said on Jun 14 2010, 23:06 PM:
i have bad spots. Aint that the shit. also i was pissing around with a knife and i wanted to see how easy it would go through. so i stabbed a bar of soap. i 99.8 percent sure i could go through with it if i wanted to. but i'm so motherfucking ugly i don't want anyone to see my body, or identify it, or shit. i like the train one, but i'd want to lie flat on the rails. Don't want to traumatize the driver by popping out of a tree like a fucking gargoyle. and i am afraid of failing, god wouldn't that be shit. Failing at failing, that beats it. whatever you say the easy way out is fucking complicated. And the hardest thing you'l ever, ever do.

Nomore said on Jun 14 2010, 18:06 PM:
Can someone just post an easy way to do it please?

lone soldier said on Jun 14 2010, 17:06 PM:
I am 27 and im terminally ill, see my problem is i know im gonna die and i really dont wanna hang around and just wait for it to happen. Everyday i wake up knowing that im one day closer to death and all i want is for the pain i feel to stop...so i think of ways to kill myself so i can find my peace.My family has no idea im sick i figure it would just bring them to much pain and i dont want to see them sad, so i keep it to myself but its getting harder to hold in so i just want to end my life and end my pain....i prey for a cure but know there is none, i pushed the women who loved me away because i couldnt handle telling her im dieing so i made her hate, in hopes that when i do die she wont feel sad....so i want to say to all the people on hear wanting to kill themselfs, if your not dieing the way i am give it time, if your wanting to kill yourself because your family life sucks....then move out start your own life go see thye world because life can be a very beautifull thing you just gotta give it a chance...dont give someone you hate that satisfaction of knowing you killed yourself because of them....screw them, there not worth it...prove to them that your a better person than them and never look back. I would give anything in this world to have a second chance at life, to marry the women i love, to watch my nieces and nephew grow up, but for me my time is up and i am going to die....so to all of you out there life can be beautifull you just gotta go and find it. take care and live well....lone soldier

Douglas James Silliman said on Jun 13 2010, 21:06 PM:
Ok iwant to die because the world took everything from me READ THIS: but im not going to because tht means i couldnt help any of you so if u want to add me on facebook i will be your friend... and i know how you feel... but if anyone wants a friend and to start a new life... i can help.. 15 yrs old kid with 100 of thousands of $ in the bank of money i made and i dont want to live... but i need real friends someone who knows what im going through.. so plz help me.. if no one adds me in the next week im doing it friday at 5:30 est time.. ill put it on a website and post it here before i do... live feed...

death said on Jun 13 2010, 20:06 PM:
the only reason why i want to die is because my family doesnt give a damn about me, they never notice when im gone and when i try to talk to my brother he completely ignores me, all the friends i made just stopped hangging out with me and start talking shit behind my back for some reason, i can never keep a friend and im pissed cuz theres no meanning in my life, just please tell me how to tie a knot for hanging myself, cuz thats how one of my brothers died and i wanna do what he did, he was the only one in my family that would listen to me and talk to me and notice when im not there and worry about me,

Wantstodie said on Jun 13 2010, 18:06 PM:
I hate my life and after reading some if these I have seen that my life isn't as bad as some if yours but that dosent change the fact that I want to die and I have come to the conclusion that the most annoying people in life are the ones that say "what wrong" or "it will be ok" and sadly I don't have a gun or drugs so i'm goin to have to hang myself I hope the hook is strong enough to hold 80pounds I must sound annoying but I don't care I though that many if I wrote this it would make me feel better but I didn't nothing can anymore I hope that I have the courage to do it I hate my miserable existance I wish I was dead

Unloved said on Jun 13 2010, 13:06 PM:
I can't stop crying. I can identify with these posts and I thought that was so mean the person said they were happy their son killed himself. I guess that goes to show people really don't care. Even parents. I know that. Mine are 3,000 miles away and even if I was there it would be the same thing. Girl u aren't depressed, stop talking crazy,etc. I am in so much pain I don't know what to do. I don't have any friends anymore. I've tried to call 3 people I thought I could talk to and no one answered or returned my calls. Not much of a surprise. I haven't eaten in 2 days. I took 2 sleeping pills yesterday and when I finish this I am going to take about 20 sleeping pills, 4 fioricet and drink some vodka. I am 11credits away from graduating from college and I think what is the point. Someone that I was in a relationship with for almost 9years basically said he really didn't love me I was just there because he was in a bad relationship and I was some sort of outlet. I never get to see or spend time with my children. I am a waste. I can't stop crying. I don't really think it will matter to anyone or else there would be someone in my life who cares. People who have never felt suicidal joke it off or talk about people like me but the pain is very real. I wish I had something inspirational to add but I don't anymore b/c for me I don't see the point. They say when life hands you lemons make lemon aid. If I could only stop crying that would make me feel better, if there was one person I could call who could comfort me and help me through this hour but there is no one.

Josiah said on Jun 13 2010, 02:06 AM:
Too many people... There are so many excuses to die, but at least I have a reason. I am not looking for help. I just want peace from all meaningless insanity - forever.

ScreamMeSomethingBeautiful. said on Jun 11 2010, 15:06 PM:
HOLYFUCK. I'm afraid to kill myself. I want to, and don't .. if i did i wanna do it in a none painful way D: !

4betteror4worse said on Jun 11 2010, 00:06 AM:
Yesterday, my son OD'd on narcotics. All I can say is thank you. All he did was complain, and nothing was ever satisfactory. He had this website in his browser history and he must have taken somebody's advice. Now everyone else can live their life, and not worry about offending him, or deal w/ one of his mood swings to bring everyone down. THX, again!

Shootmenow said on Jun 10 2010, 00:06 AM:
My parents should not have given birth to me in the first place. I truly wish that they didn't. They should've used a condom. It couldn't have been so expensive!! I really want to leave this planet. I've been thinking of jumping in the railroad tracks, but I read that this can endanger the lives of the passengers...something about if the driver tries to stop the train and fails, more people can die. The thing with overdose of pills is that it doesn't work all the time. I tried it a few years ago, and it didn't work. I read recently that a drug overdose can cause brain damage if it doesn't kill you. Why on earth would I want to have brain damage? It's not a good method. I think a gunshot is cool, but I don't have a gun and I don't know anyone that has one so I can borrow it. I've heard about carbon monoxide, but how am I supposed to get it? I also think of jumping from a building but if it doesn't work I can end up being paralyzed for the rest of my life. So jumping is also not a good idea. Hanging is good, but it's not fast enough. I've also slit my left wrist, but the knife was too blunt. I am so sick of having periods every month! It's so nasty, painful, and uncomfortable. I don't care whether or not other girls see theirs I hate mine!! I hate that I'll stop seeing it when I'm around 55. I hate that I just discovered that my baby sister is no longer a virgin and she lied to me about it. What could she possibly have been told for her to give up her virginity? I don't know why I read a couple of her e-mails. How can she say sex is amazing?!? Did they use a condom? Did it break? Did she contract AIDS and STDs? I hate that she has lost her intelligence. I hope I don't read that she's pregnant. I hate that I was wrongly misdiagnosed with schizophrenia and I know for sure that I don't have it. I hate psychiatrists!! I hate that I just found out that medical records are permanent. I hate that I'm too trusting. I hate that my father is an alcoholic and my mother married him anyway. I hate that he has diabetes and still drinks. I hate that I haven't found my dream guy and there's a chance that I'll never find him. I hate that my mother did not teach me my native language because she though English was better. I hate that I didn't learn how to cook soup when I was younger. I hate that my best friend didn't return my email. I hate that I am not successful. I hate that I am still scared of sleeping alone at nights 'cause I think I'll receive a surprise visit from satan. I hate that I was raised a protestant 'cause I know that it's not my original religion. I hate that people don't work around with posters saying that they are good or bad, so I still have to interact with bad people. I hate how racist people are in America. I hate that America has taught me to see the color in people as opposed to the people or individuals in the color, which was how I was before I came to America. I hate so many things!!

cortan said on Jun 07 2010, 23:06 PM:
I just want too die and I am too scared that I will not succeed again and will be ashamed with myself.

Mjk. said on Jun 07 2010, 20:06 PM:
Damn. I looked thru all these posts, & I realized my life isnt half as bad as some of the people here. But it still doesn't change the fact that I wan't to kill myself. I'm only 14, but I feel like i'm fucking 31 because of all the responsibility & the shit I gotta go thru everyday. First, its my mom. She's an uptight bitch & is never fucking satisfied. She's always expecting more of me, and can't get the fucking messege that I can't meet her expectations thru her fucking thickhead. Yes, I love her. & Yes she loves me very much. But all those facts are useless to me, & it just keeps wanting me to kill myself even more. Because I know the pain that she'll feel if I overdose on pills & die. Can anyone tell me what's the quickest way to kill yur self? Without any pain? Or minimum pain? Because I been researching this for a while, but even overdosing on pills can cause alot of damage and its not 100% guaranteed. I want a suicide method that will guarantee me 100% that I will never wake up again, & i'll feel very small pain or no pain at all. Thankyou.

Annoyed said on Jun 07 2010, 17:06 PM:
I want to kill myself because of my sister. She is three years younger than me and she drives me crazy. She doesn't care about anyone but herself and when she does somethig wrong my mom always finds a way to blame me. I can't even explain what my sister does, she's just a b*tch and i hope dies a painful death. I want to kill myself NOW cause i've had it!

sadness is nothing dead is all... ): said on Jun 05 2010, 19:06 PM:
after reading some of these, i dont want to kill myself anymore, knowing i;m hurt from a break up, mom talking too much, getting told shit and not wanting to hear it anymore, i guess the best is just to move on, life can only be stopped by one person, one or more thing, but life still goes on even after your gone, maybe a better place, maybe not who knows.. no one, the best way to look at things is to talk some say i say its better just to face it, its better not told sometimes. i would love to go back in time to never go out with this guy but it told me one is nothing, but two was terrible, still life has gone on, yes i hear after you kissed me yesterday that now your going out with the girl you just broke up with, why? you said you thought about it but really you didnt why do i want to kill myself so bad is not just for you but for my stupid ass life that has never been right, always been a crying. i was hit as a child for no god damn reason. my mom would yell at me for nothing just because she was mad at my dad. but yet their still together why i have no clue, everyone says just wait you two will get back together i dont think so now.. i want to cry for you but i wont because your dead to me your gone. i'll be gone and out of your hair once i'm gone, would that make you happy? i dont know because seems like your just going to talk to me like nothing happened between us when everything happened between us. and you cant say anything you love me and i love you. but what are you saying now we're better as friends.. i dont think so i cant stop thinking about the way you kissed me the way you held me, just kills me, my heart is gone, broken, shattered, whatever you want to say i dont know whats going to happen now... everything i tell you as been the truth when you say its a lie... now to leave to go to be gone forever out of your hair to move on. hope you have a better life.

Anonymous said on Jun 05 2010, 09:06 AM:
And on top of that because I am such a loser I will never be with the girl of my dreams

Anonymous said on Jun 05 2010, 09:06 AM:
My life is pissing me off. All my dad cares about is my grades in school. I am overweight and I cannot lose it. I feel that my brother fucking hates me and my mom is an uptight bitch. School is way too hard and annoying because it does not even give me time to hang out with my friends who are the main thing I live for. The only reasons I have not took my life yet is that 1. I am afraid to leave my friends. 2. I am afraid of the pain

Andre said on Jun 05 2010, 00:06 AM:
My email is: lilmexican159@yahoo.com. I just want someone to talk to that understands wat I'm feeling....

Andre said on Jun 05 2010, 00:06 AM:
I just feel so so alone. How can others like me if I don't even like me. I just want to die.....

Mortvargr said on Jun 05 2010, 00:06 AM:
I think what I most hate of all, is fuckers who are always "there's something to live for"-"it isn't worth it" and many other dumb shit... really, I just say one thing, if you want to do it, do it, it's your fucking life and you choose what you want it to be, or not to be. I had my thoughts about doing this, never told anyone, never wanted to because people always come up with lame ass arguments that actually make one want to kill oneself. So, do it, it's truly the only answer to endless pain, although it will also take away all the joys of life... but again, it's one's choice.

RmsHasLeftTheBuilding said on Jun 04 2010, 05:06 AM:
I hate my fucking life. I've taken so much shit from people both in my family, and at school I've just shrivled up to nothing more than a hikikomori, a guy who's in his room all day, hates society, can't relate to anyone, and is anti social. I'm a 19 year old fuckup with no job, friends, or social skills. I'm taking GED in a room alone down the hall, far from everyone but I fail even at that. My mother is no help at all, infact she's the part of the reason why I hate my life. I honestly really wish that I was aborted because I am nothing but a waste of money and time. I fucking hate people. But a tip though; its best if you truley hate your god awful existance, to not tell anyone. Then you're made to see a bunch of bullshit therapist and psychologist that don't know what the fuck their talking about and will never understand what you truley are. I fucking hate those people the most. The only thing I like in life is anime. Welcome To The NHK is the one thing that makes me not utterly hate life sooo much and is more of an escape from the missery of the real world. I wish my life was life Satou's but it isn't. Yeah, I know someones' probably reading this and laughing their asses off over what a sad, pathetic, disgrace of a douche I am but I honestly don't give a shit. They love their lives. I hate mine. Thats just the fucking way it is an no bullshit therapist is gonna change my views otherwise. They can ram that gross medication up their fat asses.

_ said on Jun 03 2010, 10:06 AM:
When tried to kill myself I was doin heroin and one day I shot a whole bunch and ended up in the hospital. Everyone is gabbing there lives but the bottom line is just don't do it. it's not worth it imo so just ride try it out man. but this is a stupid post.

I'm just tired said on Jun 02 2010, 23:06 PM:
I have accumulated quite a bit of problems. Lets see...I was abused in EVERY way possible by father who I love and hate equally the same. That lead to severe cases of... an assortment of colorful disorders. I don't trust my mother, she did nothing about the abuse but made excuses. I resent her for this (said my Physiologist) that’s fine! Next...I'm 23 still live at home for fear of disappointing my father (amazing control he has) I’m a prisoner by choice…I think! Oh I also have social anxieties, which makes it hard to make friends so I have none. I do I have a boyfriend surprisingly, this wasn't too hard to do, we're both nuts BUT I fear that he's growing tired of my madness. There is so much more that I couldn't possibly type it all in this comment box and some of my childhood is too disturbing for words. I'm a broken person that I feel cant be fixed. I'm tired sooooo very tired I just cant. I think of death all the time, it’s the only way I cope, you know, thinking that "Its okay this will all end soon" These thoughts calm me and actually make me feel at peace. I sleep 3 hours a night at best, I wake up for work nauseous and eager for death. I have some vicodin but not close to enough. I have no fear but maybe...maybe some hope.

Loser said on May 31 2010, 17:05 PM:
This is a copy of a note I just wrote: I am in constant pain: hips, back, neck. Additionally, I am in morbid, deep, black depression. I have pain killers but am afraid to use them for fear of addiction. My life revolves around taking pills. To wake up ( I hate MAS and Ritilin), to quell anxiety, to stablize mood, to go to sleep (which is the most difficult-since tolerance is an issue). I am considering suicide-not pills or cutting myself this time but hanging. I once heard about a guy I briefly knew who hung himself and it really affected me. The lonleiness and dispare he had to go through to do such a self-hating, violent act. I am so sorry for all the misery I caused my lady friend. She helped me so much. I would never have gotten this far without her. I am at the end of my life, I see no positive outcome or future. Nothing but increased pain, lonliness and self-pity. I constantly review my life and abuse myself with the bad memories, wrong choices, wrong decisions. My life has been wasted. I have produced nothing good. I do not want to end up on the street again. As I said I have been a fool all my life and making wrong decisions, this being my last.

XXXX said on May 31 2010, 16:05 PM:
to jt i lost my brother last jan in a car accident an it does suck so bad there is just no way to explain what u are going through an at the start every one says it gets better with time an u start to think no it dont time makes it worse coz it longer u havent seen them an u start to send your self insane blaming your self what you could have done to change it start putting past events together thinking u sub-consiously knew it was comming i know that sounds well depressing but once u come through all that it does slowly get better onli in the sence that u get useed to not having them around i know that sounds reli harsh an i love my bro so much but it kinda used to it now i try to not remember the accident or any of that just think he is on a holiday or some thing i know its weird i reli do but i have found that it is the onli way that i can cope i am so sorry for your loss

jt said on May 31 2010, 14:05 PM:
i lost my fiance in a fucking car accident. i know i will never have someone that great in my life ever again. i really hate life. die well

is said on May 31 2010, 12:05 PM:
The only thing stopping me is 1. Pain and maybe my attempt might be unsuccessful and 2. What the future might hold for me. But the thing is, I've been waiting but nothing is happening. :/

nothing. said on May 31 2010, 09:05 AM:
I might not have lost alot, but i am useless, i cant realy do anything good, other than play games and help my mum. I want to do it but i dont, if i do ill hurt my mum if i dont ill make nothing of myself, and disapoint my mum. im probably the wineyest 16 year old alive, i dont know what to do. im not the smartest fittest funnest im a fuck up, even my spelling is bad. im never rude to people i let people go in front of me, i dont mind yet i dont get a feeling that dosent make a difference, im useless realy and i just wanted to type this out, ill see if it makes me feel better.

NOTMEANTTOBEHERE85 said on May 30 2010, 18:05 PM:
I ALWAYS WANTED TO DIE SINCE I WAS LITTLE. NEVER FIT IN WIT ANYBODY. ATE LUNCH IN BATHROOM WEN LITTLE. I HATE LIFE. MY GOALS NEVER EVER COME TRUE. IM BLACK IM STUCK IN A WHITE WORLD. ILL B 25 TOMMOROW AND I DONT WANNA B OLDER. THEN ILL B A OLD LOOSER. NEVER CULD LOOSE WEIGHT. NEVER HAD A BOYFRIEND. GUYS NEVER LOOK AT ME. NEVER HAD FRIENDS. I LIKE ELECTRO POP ROCK AND TRANCE AND EVERYONE ELSE LIKES RAP MUSIC TRASH. GUYS ONLY WANT SKINNY LITE SKIN OR WHITE GIRLS. IM BROWN AND CHUBBY. I DROPPED OUTTA SCHOOL TWICE. IM IN DEBT. I LIKE THESE JOBS BUT HATE THE PEOPLE WHO WORK THERE. IM MISERABLE SO NW FIGHTING WITH MOM AND NOW SHE HATES ME. THE ONLY THING STOPPING ME IS GOING TO HELL. AFRAID OF HELL BUT NOW I DONT CARE. I HATE BEING ON THIS PLANET. I WILL NEVER EVER GET ANYTHING I WANT. I WANNA PAY SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME BUT I ONLY HAVE $100. PILLS MIGHT NOT WORK. CARBON MONIXIDE MIGHT NOT WORK. JUMPING IN FRONT OF SOMETHIN MIGHT NOT WORK. COP SHOOTING SUICIDE MIGHT NOT WORK. I WANNA DIE BEFRE MY BDAY TOMMORW.. I WANT SOMEONE TO SHOOT ME. BUT I ONLY HAVE $100......EMAIL=SWEETESTGAL64 AT YAHOO. I WISH THERE WAS NO HELLL..MAYBE ITS NOT..MAYBE AFTER A WHILE ULL GET USED TO BURNING EVERYDAY.

Andy said on May 29 2010, 21:05 PM:
'no hopes foster mom' - you fucking sicko fraud. are you fuck their foster mom stop trying to guilt people into shit. you have no affiliation with 'no hope'. fucking disgusting. this fucking blog is disgusting. set up by someone as a joke and some genuine people are pouring their hearts out on here. I am depressed, on medication, sleeping meds aswell, trying my best to pass university but its hard. life really is a bitch and it doesnt help when we are all constantly mocked by other members of the so called human race. its called a race because you have to fight to get to the front and then the ones at the front pick on the ones left behind and keep them there. i want to die but i dont cut myself to kill myself i use it as a coping mechanism and it relieves stress. i do it where no one else can see it and i do it in long strokes with a sharp knife very slowly. i used to tear paper for the same effect but this lost its novelty. i am worried about when cutting loses its novelty too because what is next? if i was totally alone then i would happily kill myself but knowing what it would do to my mum and siblings, i couldnt do it. i suggest you all look at the people around you and stop feeling sorry for yourself because people dont understand you and think, do you understand them? most of our flaws as humans come from anticipation (i am guilty of this too much). i worry, we worry far too much before something happens or we know the full story and if we act on it before we know the full story we can often make mistakes. I am not religious but since my fathers passing i have carried a copy of a poem called 'footprints in the sand' around with me everywhere. i suggest you all read it. look at the bigger picture.

no hopes foster mom said on May 27 2010, 15:05 PM:
i dont know who you people are but i rely hope you are proud of your selfs my foster daughter killed her self last night an i look on her laptop to see what the last thing she did was an it was on this stupied web site i know what some of you go through is rely hard an i do feel for you but that is not stopping me being so angry with you all for not just stopping her not saying she was lieing not egging her on i hope none of you kill your self as there is some one there for all of you i dont want other people finding their loved ones dead lifless cold in bed an then be investigated by police as its not nice not nice at all an to top it off find tha she was being egged on any way im sorry for all of you but olease seek help please

Helium Suicidebenchley said on May 27 2010, 07:05 AM:
Most of us hope that we can die in our sleep. This page might help. I do not recommend that you use barbiturates. In sufficient quantities to cause death they are also liable to induce vomiting which reduces the actual dose the body receives. This could create problems if the dosage is insufficient to cause death, leaving you in a much less desirable state. This is not what you want. In a Euthanasia Clinic a trained technician could administer the gasses or drugs used to ensure a peaceful and painless death. The preferred method of achieving a peaceful and painless death without the aid of a physician or prescription drugs is described below. This information is available in greater detail in the book, ‘Final Exit’. This is what you’ll need: A large plastic bag. Two if you want to be certain. Many shops stock large trash bags. Getting a bag large enough to cut holes in for your arms to slip through and help hold the bag in place will also ensure that the bag is large enough. Any medication, whether over the counter or prescription, which will make you go to sleep. It does not have to be strong enough to kill you. Just strong enough to make you go to sleep. Helium gas. The kind they use to fill balloons with. Available at Wal-Mart in the party decorations section, (get two large helium balloon kits), or get it as an industrial gas from any welding gas or industrial gas supplier. These can be found in the yellow pages. Hospital air, or oxygen, suppliers may also be able to get this. Ask for it. It is completely legal and is used to fill party balloons. It could be used for a party you’ll be giving for your birthday. Some cord, thread, or elastic to help hold the bag closed. An hour or more alone. Fix up the helium tank so that it will fit a tube or hose. It should be just long enough to reach from the tank on the ground into the plastic bag when it is in place over your head. Use a regulator to control the flow rate of the helium from the tank. The company that supplies the tank can show you how to hook this up. Note: Do not test the open-close and flow rate operation of the Helium tanks that you can get from Wal-Mart, etc. They are inexpensive and intended for one-time use, so once turned on they may not shut off completely. This could cause the Helium to be gone from the tanks when you are ready to use it. The advice below is based on industrial gas tanks and regulators. Practice adjusting the flow rate of helium gas from the tank. You will want a flow rate that will keep a large plastic bag filled with the gas, but not so much that it is loud or windy. The bag, when filled with gas, should be lighter than air and float. Fix the tube inside the plastic bag. Have a way to turn the gas on/off, easily. Most people will rely on the valve on the regulator. It is easier to use than the valve on the tank. Be sure that you know which knobs to be turned and have already set the flow rate. Get comfortable. A cup of warm tea, soft lights and music. Keep the house as warm as you’d like. Relax; it’s a journey but it’s all been pre-arranged. Take the sleeping aid, perhaps just an anti-histamine, (cold tablet), will work for you. Maybe something stronger. The point is that it doesn’t have to be much and it doesn’t have to be illegal. Take what will make you go to sleep. Try different things in advance until you know what will work for you. Sit comfortably. This methods works best when you are reclining. Not laying prone. Turn on the helium gas. Hold the bag so it begins to inflate with the gas. When the bag begins to float, place it loosely over your head. The bag should be filled with helium and trying to float away. Secure the string or elastic so it does not float away. Put your arms through the holes you made for them. Relax, all the hard work is done. You will go to sleep and not wake up. You will not suffer any panic or anxiety . You will continue to breathe normally. But you will no longer take in oxygen. In a very short time you will be dead. You will die a peaceful and painless death in your sleep, just like you had always hoped. As an alternative method you might want to consider Carbon Monoxide gas. This is often formed from the burning of charcoal, like BBQ charcoal. Enough of this in an enclosed space will displace the Oxygen in your blood and have the same result as Helium gas and a plastic bag. This may be more comfortable and easier to implement for some people. I have also learned that Carbon Monoxide gas is available for legitimate use in research and study. It is often available at the same places that sell industrial or welding gases. Here is a link to a site that explains how to use Nitrogen gas instead of Helium gas. Nitrogen, for some, may be easier to get. According to the author of the web site it is equally effective. Take some time to read through his FAQs. Click here to go directly to the explanation of the use of Nitrogen gas. (Unfortunately this site is now down. I do not know when or if it will ever be available again. Be thankful that this much was saved.) Here are some interesting points he makes about the use of inert (Helium, Nitrogen) gases. The use of helium or nitrogen has clear advantages over other means of hastening death: * A nitrogen death is non-violent. Guns, jumps from heights, hangings and other violent methods are not only disrespectful the to body but also disrespectful to the persons who have to deal with the carnage. Death by nitrogen does not cause seizures. * Some terminally or incurably [ill people] can’t swallow so pills so pills can’t be used. But anyone who is alive is breathing and therefore can take in nitrogen or helium. * Pills sometimes don’t work. Helium is 100% fatal. * Pills often take ‘too long.’ Helium causes death in less than ten minutes. * Once a person takes an overdose, the only way to reverse the situation is to induce vomiting or get emergency medical help. If a person using helium wants to reverse the situation, he or she simply removes the mask or exit bag and within less than a minute is back to previous functioning. * Pills, even if reversed, may leave significant trauma, e.g., brain dysfunction and constipation. There are no known residual effects from stopping the helium process…not even a headache. * Pills require a prescription and therefore deathings are dependent on the cooperation or deceiving physicians and pharmacists. The use of helium ‘de-medicalizes’ deathings since it does not require the involvement of a physician or a pharmacist. * Pills are not only nearly impossible to procure, they are expensive. Helium or nitrogen delivery systems can be purchased inexpensively. * The taste of ‘de-capsulated’ pills is awful and has to be ‘covered up’ with something like applesauce. Inhaling nitrogen is not at all different from normal breathing; it is not at all caustic. * Pills leave evidence after the ‘suicide.’ Nitrogen inhalation decreases oxygen available to the person hastening death. Nitrogen is a gas that builds up naturally in a dying person. A forensic evaluation may not be able to detect the rapid onset of nitrogen because dying persons’ nitrogen levels increase during ‘natural’ dying.

no hope said on May 26 2010, 17:05 PM:
i have gone to the police acturally an then my family was threatened an my lil sis tken an i gt a knife held to my throat an was going to be made to watch my sister get killed then me if i didnt call the police off whaen u have gone through the shit i have then u can tell me the bull shit u chattin on about an yer i do say on here but no one knows me no one can trace it back it me i can just be free to talk about any thing with out being embaressed or any thing coz untill u feel totaly vonrable helpless an an so week an discusting dirty used there is just no way of explaning what that does to u or makes u feel an i hope u will neva experiance or go through it but in a way i do so then u wont be a total an utter cunt!!!!!!!!!

Nicole said on May 26 2010, 15:05 PM:
,...and to Sarine, I feel the same way. I do not cut though, but I am searching for an alternative to my mind.

Nicole said on May 26 2010, 15:05 PM:
Honestly, I have a perfect life. I'm going to play division one soccer at a huge school, I have a great family, my friends are the best, I have a lot of friends, I'm very pretty, I'm outgoing, I have a really easy, good job, my family isn't poor, etc. ect. People say that things can make you happier and the love around you can make you happier- I am that exception. I wake up every morning and all I want to do is be happy. My birthday is in a few days, but I could care less. I think about suicide 24/7 and I can't even remember the last time I was happy and had that feeling in my gut that life is good. For those of you who are sad because of relationship problems and your lives are at a downfall because of certain events, I hope that you will rethink suicide because those things will come and go. You will be happy- maybe not soon, but you will realize that you no longer need those people. For me, I am at an all time low for no reason at all. I have everything that could possibly make me happy, but nothing is working. Suicide isn't in my plans for life only because I know that people around me will be in pain. I would rather be in emotional and mental pain, rather than to think how my parents will cry everyday and every night until their time has come. We all need to help each other out. I know I google easy ways to kill myself all the time, but we all need to try and take it day by day. We all need to help each other bring back our spirits that we once had. If I had one wish and one wish only, it would to not be bipolar, manic depressive and suicidal. I have everything going for me, and yet i absolutely hate my life.

todd said on May 26 2010, 14:05 PM:
im 47 years old and hate my life i want just want my life to be over be for i turn 48 in aug need to die soon how can i end my life

deadman said on May 26 2010, 06:05 AM:
lets all start a cult and commit mass suicide. Ill bring the punch

Renee said on May 25 2010, 23:05 PM:
Billy walked into his garage one evening, his escape from all he had to think about. His fingers trailed along his new RC that blew them all away. The budwiser girls grinned their seductive smile that made him think of Axle's whails welcoming him to paridise. "Just a few more he thought as his eyes went blurry." She said he was a horrible son, a disgraseful husband, a terrible father, what was there left to fight for." His only daughter had said, "call me back when you're sorry." The one he held on to for so long all those years in the pen. Look at all those tools... Tim the Tool Man Taylor they called him... except he actually fixed anything he touched. Everyone wanted him to come and fix their appliances. He was their favorite. Billy's eyes met the trimmer, or "weed wacker" they called it. "That's pretty sturdy," he thought. A new package sat on his tool bench, just bought it yesterday, not sure why. He split the plastic and let the green string wrap around his fingers. There was a big, thick nail in the wall. "That'll hold." he thought. "Now, what to do." His plastered mind tried to focus on the task at hand. "200 pounds weight, teathered, what will it need to support it, think!" The support beam almost broke out in a chorus as he saw it. "I think that'll do just fine." As he tied the green string around the nail, then around the support beam, he thought, "what will they think of me?..." "Just like that piece of shit, running whenever there's a problem, that pervert child molesting runt.... He's why mother left, it's his fault... I hate him, he touched me!...Why didn't you come to my birthday party!..." He almost smiled as he finished wraping the green string around his neck. "Leverage, ha. Let them figure this one out." Moments later Frankie walked into the garage. "Moommm. Daddy won't move!" Monica didn't bother sheilding her only son's eyes as she looked at her husband, blue and lifeless. Her only thoughts were, "what am I going to do now? Who will take care of me now?" 13 Years later, his daughter suffers. She suffers from alcohol addiction and the desire to die. "Was I not enough?" she asks as she longs for her father, as she longs to die, as she wonders, will no one love me? meanwhile ignoring her son sleeping in his bed. Her mother, Billy's only love, who hates every waking moment she has with her daugher, his daugher. Her sister, who hates her because it didn't happen to her. I loved God once, more than a 5 year old can ever love anyone. And I loved my dad. He was the best man I ever knew. I know this, and I know my son loves me, yet every night I want to die. I want to stop hurting. Yet I want to fight, I want to make a difference in this world, so I keep fighting each morning, and nothing........ once again I sit here with a bottle in my hand and I want to die. I have never typed it out before, so hopefully my grammatical errors are few.... hopefully Billy is up there somewhere with you. I still want to die. I don't want to hurt anymore.

what ever said on May 25 2010, 11:05 AM:
born in 94 lost my father in 2004 no one understands me school is fucked up and i cant help it for some reason i just cant do better i just wanna leave doesnt matter where 2 for all i care i can die on the spot i just want to leave

sad and along said on May 25 2010, 09:05 AM:
I just want my life to be over. I hate myslef no one love's me I no friends and my husband hate. Don't undersatnd Y he is here. O I no ( Its cheaper to keep her). I am so along and want to kill myself so bad. I want to go in my sleep beacause he wouldn't even no if I was die or alive and he really don't care. The one thing I will miss the most is my 2 boys. I want them grow up together. I can't take it anymore. I already no when and where I am going to die and already no what to where to my funeral.Can't wait for the day.

emo_teen said on May 24 2010, 19:05 PM:
im 13 fuckin years old and i just wanna end my life i think hell suits me best!!!! my mommy doesnt even care about me...my daddys dead...and i just wanna be with him!!!!! ive lost all my friends i get the shit beat out of me everyday after skool and NO ONE CARES i fuckin give up...im ready to die....SO FUCKIN BRING IT ON DEATH!!!!! oh and if anybody should try to tell me diffrent send me and email puppylove1512@yahoo.com

Men are pigs women are sluts said on May 20 2010, 11:05 AM:
I've heard my whole life that men are pigs so I try my hardest to be a loving, caring, supportive man for some woman to marry and live happily ever after with, but now women don't want that. They all say men are pigs but scientific evidence proves women are the pigs. They are never satisfied with their relationship and that's why they go on their cruises or vacations to other countries to get laid. Studies have been done where they ask men and their partners if they would leave their partner for someone better and most women said yes. Men on the other hand are more content with their lovers. This woman's lib bullshit about how much of a pig men are need to stop. I have never cheated but have been cheated on so many times. And anyone I live with eventually calls off marriage so they can sleep with someone else. Women are sluts and men are taken advantage of. I can't be gay because I hate men too much. I'm done with relationships and am going to stay single from now on. Single for men is a nightmare but women its a blessing. They get to whore around and get treated by guys. Us men have to struggle and compete for the lady. As many women say this is a mans world it makes me sick. Women have it easy. Men have nothing but pain and struggling but they can't show it because we get criticized. And any women who says they like a sensitive man is lying because those women are the same ones who left me, and plenty of other people for a strong man because I/we are emotional.

no hope you lie said on May 20 2010, 11:05 AM:
Why didn't you ever call the police? I think your full of shit. I've heard that bullshit so many times its unreal. and if you told your mental health nurse wtf do you think would happen. Stop faking abuse, its sick. I have known people who were really abused and they never went on some website to cry about it, they went to the police/school. If you can't do that then your an idiot.

miserableone said on May 20 2010, 00:05 AM:
I hate my life so much. I wish my parents did not bring me into this world. I don't want to get any older than I already am. I will sleep with a bag over my head and hope that it works. I don't have anything to live for. Why wait?! Please God take me tonight! Amen!

hayley said on May 19 2010, 00:05 AM:
i want to kill myself. everyone reading this may think that i'm just trying to mock suicide, but i'm not. i don't hate my life, there's nothing in particular that's wrong with it. it's not that i want to die, i just have no desire to live. so i try and self destruct, push everybody away, searching for something bad enough to push me over the edge so i can finally do it. i try all the time, but i don't have the courage or the strength to end it all, but i want to, so badly. can anybody help me? please, i need your help. i just don't know what to do anymore.

Amy said on May 18 2010, 15:05 PM:
Just do it then. Noone gives a fuck

no hope said on May 18 2010, 13:05 PM:
andy i an one of those people that are here to put up with shit i get gang raped at least once a week i have a mental health nurse an a psychologist an a doctor that i have 2 see twice a week every week nothing every goes well 4 me no matter how hard i try i hate my self so so much all i am doing is wating to see my niece when she is born then i will die an join my brother the way it should be

Andy said on May 15 2010, 17:05 PM:
'NoHope' Hang in there, your situation is unique and horrible but there are other people that have been through similar things and while you won't ever find reason or comfort in that, you will be able to see that it is the things like this in life that create such amazing, decent people aswell as the bad. If people weren't treated badly then they would never get the inspiration to be better themselves and the world would never have anything positive. I am only 20, i am studying to be a mental health nurse, am currently on anti-depressants myself. Times are hard but i hope you manage to live life for yourself. People say that bad experiences make more bad people. I don't believe that. Through my own sufferings, i would never want anyone else to feel like this.

no hope said on May 14 2010, 16:05 PM:
iv had a shit life since the age of 3 i was abused by my stepfather an his friends i was photographed filmed beaten sexally assaulted im 21 now an it still carries on at least once a week i cant escape my shit life iv been made to have more backstreet abortions than i can remember an been punched in the stomach till i mis carried i now can no longer have children my mother was a bitch an did all she could to hurt me an make me in to her personal litttle slave. i been trying to kill my self for so many years endless amount of pills i take an i still wake up in hospital iv jumped of buildings been hit by cars been in a fire slit my wrists gasssed myself in my car none of it works i search endlessly all dsay every day looking 4 an answer an i still not found one that works yet my onli hope in life is that i will find that way very soon i cant wait to take that last breath close my eyes for the last time just finally be me i hate my self so much an willnever feel beta about myself i dont want to any more anyway all i want is to die i dont even care if its painfull any more i want to make a suicide pact but dont reli mind soon my time will come so very soon coz well thats all i have to hold on to

No Help said on May 13 2010, 09:05 AM:
if anyone can help, or just give some advice. contact me hoochimin2010LIVE@hotmail.com

Can anyone help said on May 13 2010, 08:05 AM:
Im fed up with how my life is going i dont see any reason in living any more i have nothing and no one to help me. im seriously thinking about taking my own life... was scares me would anyone nottice? would anyone realy care?

ron said on May 12 2010, 02:05 AM:
everything will be okay just hang in there

serena said on May 12 2010, 02:05 AM:
Read some of the posts, yeah pretty depressing. I hate my life too, and as one of the posters said, it is the environment not us. Its this fucked up society, I like who I am, I am smart, funny, have a few good friends, family that I love and loves me a little dysfunctional but that is the norm. My dad sometimes tells me you are so nice to everyone but yourself. I am going to be 22 in a few months, I don't have a job, don't know what I want to do with my life, my family constantly bugs me to get a job or go to school. I did go to college for a bit, but I did that because that was what was expected of me, not because I wanted to go. I have a very hard time expressing my feelings to my family and friends, I purposefully isolate myself, hide my feelings to the point that I feel empty inside. This is something that I've done since I was a kid. I remember being back home before coming to Canada at the age of 6, my dad was here working to send for us and it was the first time I saw him. I was excited to see my dad, I came from a little mountain village in Iran, and was surrounded by family, except my father. I still have memories of there, I was a happy kid, always out playing in the heat of the desert to the point of becoming darker skinned than the rest of my family. When I look back to that happy little boy full of so much joy with hopes for the future. Everyday I would see my cousins going off to school and I wanted to go with them so eagerly, but was a year too young at the time. Arriving in a strange new land, and being exposed to things that I would never have imagined growing up where I did. I don't want to ramble on too much so I will give as short a version as I can. Growing up here since kindergarten I got picked on by all the kids for being the new strange kid. I did make friends eventually but was always picked on up to about the end of the 8th grade where I moved to a new house and school. Being picked on gave me low self esteem, doing poorly in school because it was all new to me, this language and all. My dad thought I was a failure, hated coming home with a report card full of C's. Basically my view of how my father thought of me as a failure and worthless (i have heard him say this) I avoided him, went to bed when he got home, would not get up till he went to work and would rarely sit in the same room as him. He really did make me feel worthless, and that something was wrong with me, from grades to the food I wouldn't eat. Moving helped, my grades got better and eventually I graduated with honours (of course dad was not impressed). The relationship is better than it was, he has acknowledged that he didn't always make the right choices in life, I don't hate my dad, I do love him. He is hardworking, provides for his family and our relationship over the past year has improved, mainly because I am starting to open up a bit more. However I do still avoid him and my family, most of the time I am in my room away from them. My life isn't that bad, many have it worse than I. However the thoughts of suicide still waver in my mind. Being lonely and not having anyone understand sucks, especially when I am the cause of my loneliness, shutting everyone out because I never learned how to let anyone in, because society never allowed that happy little boy to be himself, they made him hate himself.I don't know if I ever will do it...I'll just see what happens.

JR said on May 11 2010, 16:05 PM:
I have tried many times to kill myself, but nothing worked. So I decided that that ment something. I wasn't suppose to die yet. There are bigger plans for me. You yourself control your destiny. Take the bull by the horns and make life the best you can while you can. Sometimes life throws you a curve ball and you just have to figure out how to handle it.

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jk said on May 11 2010, 04:05 AM:
in the past years i've felt it would be easier to just give up, dying before i had a real chance to make something out of myself. So that I would be remembered as someone with great potential who couldve done anything, rather than trying to accomplish and failing. My biggest fear has always been sucess. I sabotage myself in every aspect of my life. I guess it's cause it's easier to not try than to try and fail. and yeah, there's a guy. but whatever i don't feel like it's his fault i'm like this or anything i've always been like this i just was hiding it while we were dating but i guess it came out and scared him off. i would definately call myself a hopeless romantic, but love never wanted me. i've been cutting worse than ever before in the past few weeks but i know that's not how i'm going to die. i want it to be an accident cause i don't want to have to do it myself. the only people i'm worried about are my mom and sister. i guess my dad but i don't really talk to him. i do love him but he's got his own life. the only reason i haven't been able to do it yet is cause 1.the pain 2.my mom and sister. i feel like they'll blame themselves or always wonder if theres something they could've done. but it really doesn't matter nothing they can do or say can save me. i can only save me as i've done in the past but this time i really feel like i don't want to. I really feel like i don't care about anything or anyone i just want to tell my family i'm sorry i love you. i don't think i'll do it today or tomorrow but i do believe if i can't stop these constant thoughts of death and suicide 24/7 in the next few weeks then i'll finally listen to these demons in my head. it's so annoying when you try to explain to people the situations that make you feel like this and a;; they can pretty much tell you is you need to get over it. I KNOW MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE THAT I NEED TO GET OVER IT, i feel like people think i want to be this way. i want to hate myself and slice up my arms and waist and cry all day and think about dying and killing myself. who in their right mind would want that? I'm a prisioner of my mind and i'm about ready to set myself free.

john said on May 11 2010, 04:05 AM:
mg Me too. Sometimes i just wish someone will suddenly pop up and kill me or run me over with a car. I'm so coward. I don't even dare to kill myself. Because of this thought, I deserve more to die. Everyday I am like a living corpse just trying to get by the day. My friends abandon me and now they are becoming enemies. My parents don't give a damn about me. I'm all alone in this world and no one, not even one person, care about me. No one will cry if I die. Maybe I'm better off dead. You know, I am suffering so much everyday that I just wish that really I should have end my life then when I was 15 or younger so my oain will go away and I will be granted freedom. REAL FREEDOM!

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Ijeoma said on May 11 2010, 04:05 AM:
Can I die with somebody? I'm feeling a bit scared of leaving on my own. It's quite a transition to go from the land of the living to the land of the dead if you catch my drift...you can reach me at ije1029@yahoo.com

valerie said on May 10 2010, 03:05 AM:
instead of planning your death, make love to aiden, greg, and/or john.

jr said on May 09 2010, 11:05 AM:
growing up i was never the kid to be liked by people parents i was the kid tht everyone parents said i dont want tht kid in my house or i dont want u hanging out with him.also my father was never in my life and my mother always would blame me for our life ive never been good in school and i never really excelled in sports as i wanted to i never really felt complete i alwalys felt like there was a void in my life. going into highschool i was a screw up until my junior year when i met my gf jenny i fell in love with this girl and tried to make it work but se wanted to leave me for another guy we worked through tht and stood together but from there i never really trusted her and i started to mess around and now after 2 and a half years she left me and she says for good my heart aches and my drive to kill my self is even stronger i hate this feeling and there r days tht i just get on the highwat and just do like 120 and swerving through cars hoping tht i will get hit and die

me said on May 09 2010, 07:05 AM:
hate my life i wanna die..... got the pills to do it. goodbye world

lovelygurl said on May 08 2010, 18:05 PM:
Contact Greg Miller at Greg.Miller@berkeley.edu. He is more interested in having sex than getting educated. Also contact Aiden at Adn.breck@gmail.com as well as johnjamespower@gmail.com. They're waiting!

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lifestinks said on May 08 2010, 01:05 AM:
I just don't understand what I am still doing in this world. Today my dad bought me KFC and I enjoyed it, but I was still thinking about how having sex with my mom produced me for the worse. What were they thinking?!? What could they possibly have thought that I could do with my life? As each day goes by, we're all getting older. I wish I could be like Marie Osmond's son, but he should've gotten help. My case is complicated and I tried getting help but my counselor ended up documenting lots of things that I never said as things that I said. She was smiling with me the whole time and was going behind my back to write really detailed crap about me. Can you imagine she said that I said that my past boyfriends could predict my future. What an evil creature! I hope she dies a horrible death! But back to Marie Osmond's son, I wish I had the balls to jump the way he did. But he was only 18yrs old. I hope he didn't break his bones before he died. Or maybe I should hang myself on a tree like Boner did. Poor Pat Tillman! They won't have to worry about anything. I can't believe my best friend chose her husband over me. She just completely cut me off and I was a great friend to her. Well, I hope they're doing well. But why did my mother agree to carry me in her womb for 9 months? There should be a machine that will be used to determine whether children want to come into this world or not. Mother's day is coming, and I'm supposed to say nice things to her when I really feel like telling her the opposite. How could she?!? What were they thinking? My older sister got admitted to New York University and she is so excited. I am happy for her, but I am so jealous. I don't have the balls to take the GRE exam and she's going to leave me with our alcoholic father. What if he dies when I'm alone with him? Oh my goodness!! Why did my mother marry an alcoholic? I have no friends and I'm sick of being unemployed. It's not easy being the only one to stay at home every day. If you ever need help for your problems do not go to 568 West Grand to look for a counselor called Stephanie Lewis 'cause she will do you more harm than good. Such people do not deserve to be in such a profession!

help said on May 07 2010, 07:05 AM:
i dont know what to do i hate my life so much people make me mad it's like they dont understand im a real cool person and i hate my life and its like people always think im playing about saying that i hate my life and that i want to die but im foreal and they just dont understand how much ive been threw its like ive been threw all the rumors, ive been threw cutting myself and something else that i cant say on the internet.but i just want to meet somebody that could understand what ive been threw. alot of people tell me that i need to go to counselor or somthing like that but i dont want to because i wont feel like im really crazy if i do, and the other thing is that i talk to myself does that make me crazy??? i dont know what to do its like i really do just want to die but inside its like i feel like if i do die then i want be able to do what GOD wants me too.

GodWillDieByMyHand said on May 06 2010, 20:05 PM:
i´m fucking tired of this goddamn joke called life.no matter how hard i try i get nowere.why the hell i was put in this world?i suffer from ADD, anxiety, insomnia.i live in a fucking third world country, surrounded by trash that call themselves humans.i have no choice but to work in a fucking call center fo myserable 600 dollars a month.cannot afford another job because i did not finished high school because of my ADD, and even if i did, it does not matter because a high school or university diploma means nothing here unless you "know people".it makes me sick everytime that i see the people that surround me...that infect my space. they seem to be really happy in there own rotten mysery.poor goddam assholes, they all deserve to die...why can´t i be like them? why are my dreams bigger than theirs? why can´t i be small of mind? why can´t i dream in rice and beans like the rest? why do i have an IQ of 140, instead of the normal 70 or 80? why do i have the abillity of self awardnes? it is not my fault! it is not my fault that i like good stuff! i´m not like the stupid red neck that wins the lottery and buys a house made out of gold, or the low life getto nigger piece of shit that suddenly wins million for "singing" that blasphemy to good music called rap, and buys an escallade with huge spinners covered in diamonds or a hummer h2 that insults descency...no... i really know about good things. i was raised in a mid-high familly. raised with good values, loved, teached how to be humble. i was never over disciplined or over spoiled.i was raised as a fucking christian...what went wrong?!! i don´t know when everything was flushed down the toilet! now we struggle to have food in the refrigerator!!! i was a good kid!!! i deserve a better life!! i don´t have any friends now either...who needs them...they judge you by what you have...if you don´t have nothing, you are nothing. if you don´t go to clubs at night, youre nothing. if you don´t smoke, drink or get layed with everyone, or listen to pop or rap music, youre nothing. if you don´t drive a ricer pathetic 4 cylinder front wheel drive shit car, youre nothing...i cannot even talk about my passions, wich are cars, because i can´t even afford a toy car. the sad thing is that i know more than cars that the most important collector in the country...WHY DOES GOD GIVE BREAD TO THE ONES THAT ARE NOT HUNGRY!!! now i´m lost...cannot go back...my mind is worst day by day...it is a viscious cycle...the more i fight, the more i loose...and if i dont fight, i loose anyways...i´ve searched for an exit, but i cannot find it...i will not give myself to alchohol, tabacco or drugs, i´ve been always agaist those things. hell no! if i die, i will be in full conciousness...god, satan, they have both betrayed me...i just want to be free...free of being a toy soldier in some fatass brat´s sandbox...i want to die...i need to die...but i´m afraid that if i die, that fatass brat will decide to give me the good descent life that i deserve...no matter what decision i make...i will always loose...but a this moment it does not matter anymore...my mind is in blank...my vains are split open...this was the last option i had. i know i will loose, but...what? i have nothing to loose...

whyamistillalive said on May 06 2010, 17:05 PM:
I wish my parents used a condom in 1983. Could it possibly have been so hard?!!!??!!!?? When my mother found out that she was pregnant, why didn't she get an abortion? How can you justify bringing an innocent baby into this world?

Shityeah! said on May 04 2010, 19:05 PM:
Guys your going to die anyway? Everyone dies. If your busy with the day to day and are distracted from death then that's great! but if you realise the brutal nature of the universe then your simply in-touch with it! Things happen for a reason. Many people live horrible short lives. Others say they don't. Who really give's a shit. Just pack your bags and go camping or something, release the stress! Sure work, kids, family are nagging you but fuck em', your here and you can explore yourself and the world. Stop listening to other people. Be yourself.

4dministr4tor_z3ro said on May 03 2010, 14:05 PM:
remember if you seek professional help, everything you tell your doctor will be documented. background checks are a bit**

Andy said on May 03 2010, 13:05 PM:
I am studying to be a mental health nurse, only 20 years old. I found it so uplifting to be helping people and at first it seemed to make my own problems seem like nothing. Slowly and gradually I have deteriorated and feel worsre than ever before. My neglectful father died when i was 16 and recently found out my mum has a brain tumor. I split up with my girlfriend of 2 and a half years and that was the thing which has sent me over the edge. I know i can meet someone else and can from time to time be happy, I just cant actually deal with the times that make me feel numb empty. I cant cry anymore. I cut myself places where it can't be seen because it feels like a release to do so and I know im not drawing attention to myself then. I would love to end it all but im so scared to the consequences. No one knows what happens to us when we die and if suicide is a sin and there is a god then hell can only be our individual worst nightmares. I am currently being visited daily by mental health crisis team and go to councelling and am on fluoxetine and also to help me sleep ive been given zopiclone. I just dont want to be here anymore. I know that but i dont know what to do about it. I dont think i am cut out for taking the bad with the good. I would rather not be alive. The impact on m family stops me doing anything serious but I go to bed hoping i dont wake up and i wake up with everything bad hitting me at once. Humans are a beautiful race but i dont know how some people can treat others the way they do or how anyone can value a persons life more than anothers. I dont want to be a part of this. If i decide to take the leap and do it then i wont be doing it for attention. I have tried and tried at life but simply dont like what it entails.

xoxo said on May 02 2010, 03:05 AM:
God please help these people!

whybotherliving said on May 01 2010, 21:05 PM:
I am so angry with my parents for bringing me into this world!! Anytime I complain, they don't have anything reasonable to tell me. How could they do this to me?!?!! My life is so messed up beyond words. I am 26yrs old, and I do not want to see the rest of my life! The other day I tried slitting my left wrist, but it didn't work. I sleep with my blanket over my head every night so I can suffocate, but I always wake up every morning and it pisses me off. The last time I tried taking an overdose of my medicine it didn't work. I am so sick of this world. The best way for me to die is in my sleep but no matter how many times I pray to God to take me I still wake up. Maybe tonight will be the night!!!

Unknown said on May 01 2010, 17:05 PM:
Ummmmm,"the best way to kill urself?"Are u planning to kill urself or something?!WTF?

is it worth it said on Apr 30 2010, 11:04 AM:
We work so hard for nothing... we work too hard for nothing. The rewards in life don't outweigh the effort, I see this now. Goodbye cruel world! You cant continue to fuck me over anymore!

Tony said on Apr 29 2010, 04:04 AM:
Many may not believe what I am about to say.But I tell you it's the truth. And deep in your heart. You will know it too. Many of our thoughts are put there through demonic forces. This is why, out of the blue. You get these thoughts that don't even match what your experinceing at the moment. And nothing you do can stop them. My life was headed to a murderous life. I literally only experienced hate, and jelousy. And would have constant nitemares. And get herrased by demons. I tried to pray. But that didn't work. So then I started worshhiping satan. And playing with the wiggy board. And that made it worse. At one point. I felt my legs and body trying to float. And I was told that is what you experience when your being possesed. I heard a multitude of voices in my head every time, I tried to fall asleep. And wierd noises. Like I would hear a huge man running towards my bedroom door. Full force and would dissappear right before he came through.etc. So, I began to pray to God again. But this time. I decided to do what I was tought. And thats to get closer to him. By giving up my desires for his. I threw away my music cd's, stop looking at violent stuff, stopped cussing, got rid of immoral books, and stopped looking at pornography. And even though I falied over and over. I noticed as I kept getting back up. And trying again. I was getting further out of a bad life. At one point in church I felt the Holy spirit move through me. I was praying for someone. And I felt a wind of electricity flowing from my elbo to past my hands. And It was pulling my hands towards who I was praying for. I was so intimidated. I thought wny me. I am such a worthless person. Why would God allow me to experience his spirit. And I don't know why. But I know he loves us. You know we are all still alive because God sees our suffering. (As we suffer because of our lack of God in our life.)But he is giving us a chance every single breath we take. To turn to him.....I know, some of you don't like what you hear. But as for me. All I know is my life is great now. I look forward to every day I live. And the last time I had a bad thought Or been phisically been touched by a demon. All I had to do was rebuke it in the name of jesus. And it left. I tell you this. When you become a christian. And I mean a real christian. These thoughts and spirits no longer have power in your life. Take it from me. Because if God didn't help me. I would be dead 100%. And all I did was keep praying to God, see what the bible has to say, and remove all immoral things from my life.And go to a christian church. One that preaches from the bible constantly. and "only" from the bible. Not the so called books to interpret, Gods word. The bible tells us. That is what the holy spirit is for. But understand there are a lot of hipocrates. But that does not mean I have to be one. I ignor those. in my church and focus on God. And now my life is good. Really good. Just listen to the holy spirit. You will know in your heart what to do. God bless you. I will keep you in my prayers. Servant of the most high God Johovah.

Already In Hell said on Apr 24 2010, 06:04 AM:
People say that life is worth living and you'll get over what you're going through but you just need to keep fighting. I'm tried of hearing and reading online how people will say things will get better and things are worse for others then they are for you. That's not always the case. My father beat me since I was 6 years old (he denies it), kicked me out of the house back in March, assaulted me and I had to call the police. July 2009 my mom was diagnosed with a terminal brain tumor, she had been in and out of the hospital and rehab for different things since July. On April 22nd she died and she was the only person worth living for. She told me she wanted to live to protect me from my father. My friends are away at school and I don't have a close family. Not only do I feel like I have no one, I truly have no one because the last person that I truly cared about I just lost. I have brain damage from a failed OD (never try an OD because if it fails you will be in pain after) and now I just need to figure out how to kill myself and not have it fail.

TO SARINE - From Mike M. said on Apr 23 2010, 02:04 AM:
Hey I just wanted to say to Sarine, after reading your message, that I too have had many suicidal thoughts, I'm an atheist and that alone should tell you enough about my views on how precious life is, but that being said I've been suicidal my entire life. My girlfriend pushed me to the thought tonite and after reading the many, many, many different comments from people, and watching suicides take place myself, I can tell you that the idea of "getting over it" is the only thing that has worked for me. My personal ideal of life is that it is priceless, we only live within our own mindset once. Energy is never destroyed or produced, it just is. That said, you may very well live again, the molecules that are within you, but you will never live this mindset again. You MUST stop. You MUST think. You MUST learn from others. I have had a privileged life, I have had love from those I wanted and I have had many things others haven't ever dreamed of. But at the same time, the utter indifference, the hopelessness, the pointlessness, these are the things that drive people like us to this point. As you properly noted; you can make something of yourself, you wish to not try. If you can make something of yourself; it is not hopeless, as you properly noted. If you can make something of yourself; it is not pointless, as you properly noted. I have that same fear, not being adequate. You MUST realize, even though this pain (which is almost always overwhelming) is here, it will subside. You MUST realize, even though the pain is here, you can move past it. And all this sounds like bullshit to a lot of people, including my former self. I was told that everything would heal in time. Well I can say that physical pain can't in some cases, but emotional pain is all a state of mind, which is coincidentally the same title of a good song about life "State of Mind" by Raul Midon (which I would recommend listening to, yes even corny shit helps). My father died when I was 20, I was run into by a Mac truck when I was 16 and have a condition which causes me pain 24/7 (or every time I breathe if you want the details), my best friend died of a morphine overdose when I was 19 which I was made aware of just after stepping off of a plane on my way to my Grandmother's funeral. These things effect my life. And they helped that idea of hopelessness, but I'm here and I realize that this fight, and yes it is a fight, is worth fighting for. Your life is the only thing you have. You can think that everything will be better on Earth for those you know and even those you don't, but the truth is that you will never effect those you don't know through your death, and you will traumatize those you do. They say that it is the biggest act of cowardice, and they are right and wrong on that. It is in the essence that you hurt others, and you will so stop thinking you won't. It is not in the essence that you are taking away everything that is important to yourself, you are denying your own right to take place in not only humanity, which can be very shitty as we know, but the miracle of life itself. You won't change my life immediately, Sarine (not to say I encourage it AT ALL), were you to commit suicide. But you seem intelligent enough to have a hope of tomorrow. You don't even know, and nobody else does either, the possibilities of your life. What if you were the person that held the cure for cancer in the future, yet you ended it in vain. You are not apart from humanity, you embody it. We are all in the same boat. People like to distinguish one from another because it is easier to keep track of life that way, but you are me. You are humanity. You are yourself. In every act you take you can help or destroy us collectively. Please ask your rational self, not your emotional self, if this is what you want to do. And that goes for everyone that comes to this page and reads this, please ask yourself if this is the only answer, and if you don't mind, please show me why. I have been there before, many times while holding a loaded gun barrel to my head, and I've always asked my rational self if this is what is best. And if you really ask the human part of you if you want to die, you will get the correct response. NO. Every reaction in your body will tell you that, except for your emotions. And emotions are only a state of mind. One love for all, Mike M.

dont even kno myself anymore !! said on Apr 22 2010, 06:04 AM:
over the past year my life has been a disaster after eading this people will say yes you have brought this on your self and yes i will agree but i just cannot help myself. i have stolen over 4,000 pounds from my mum and dad and spend it all on marajuana and im only 15 i have been expelled from school and everyone in my family think im a failure and let down. tonight and i mean i am going to hang myself in my bedroom i probably would of tryed to over come my problems but after my girlfriend stopped speaking to me i really do feel no reason to live. see you in hell people !!!

todd said on Apr 21 2010, 11:04 AM:
I WANT end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . How can i end it

sarine said on Apr 20 2010, 09:04 AM:
in the past years i've felt it would be easier to just give up, dying before i had a real chance to make something out of myself. So that I would be remembered as someone with great potential who couldve done anything, rather than trying to accomplish and failing. My biggest fear has always been sucess. I sabotage myself in every aspect of my life. I guess it's cause it's easier to not try than to try and fail. and yeah, there's a guy. but whatever i don't feel like it's his fault i'm like this or anything i've always been like this i just was hiding it while we were dating but i guess it came out and scared him off. i would definately call myself a hopeless romantic, but love never wanted me. i've been cutting worse than ever before in the past few weeks but i know that's not how i'm going to die. i want it to be an accident cause i don't want to have to do it myself. the only people i'm worried about are my mom and sister. i guess my dad but i don't really talk to him. i do love him but he's got his own life. the only reason i haven't been able to do it yet is cause 1.the pain 2.my mom and sister. i feel like they'll blame themselves or always wonder if theres something they could've done. but it really doesn't matter nothing they can do or say can save me. i can only save me as i've done in the past but this time i really feel like i don't want to. I really feel like i don't care about anything or anyone i just want to tell my family i'm sorry i love you. i don't think i'll do it today or tomorrow but i do believe if i can't stop these constant thoughts of death and suicide 24/7 in the next few weeks then i'll finally listen to these demons in my head. it's so annoying when you try to explain to people the situations that make you feel like this and a;; they can pretty much tell you is you need to get over it. I KNOW MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE THAT I NEED TO GET OVER IT, i feel like people think i want to be this way. i want to hate myself and slice up my arms and waist and cry all day and think about dying and killing myself. who in their right mind would want that? I'm a prisioner of my mind and i'm about ready to set myself free.

f/16/uk said on Apr 18 2010, 13:04 PM:
you no wqhat lately nothin goes right i cant seem to win my boyfriend back just everythin gets on top of you i want to cry all day, but i wont let anyone see me cry i felt like cryin readin some of them stories ive tried an overdose twice but just ended up in pain when it didnt work i guess i just wanted love i think about sucide but then the impact it will have on my family as much as i want to hurt them i love them i just wish my boyfriend would she how much he means to me

men will say anything said on Apr 17 2010, 16:04 PM:
to have sex with you. its almost like rape?? lead u into a false sense of security, do it to u, then its bye and u are then ignored or they might pretend for a while keep using u then ur dumped do u no how upset i feel. i want to die so much.

Hahahahaha said on Apr 17 2010, 16:04 PM:
You're all losers. Stop whining and trying to get attention. Just do it already. Noone cares about your banal little lives

nothing is working said on Apr 17 2010, 16:04 PM:
a girl in a mans job 24 why cant i feel happy. i was neverr happy. im so afraid of pain but want to die im so fed up i m in love wit a 40 year old who is actually my old manager at work he pretended he was looking for someone jst like me for marriage , children. 2 days later after we did it i gets the dump text same trend as always never get anyone i want or love nothing works out i hate my life

hopeetodie said on Apr 16 2010, 17:04 PM:
I wnt die, im not afraid of the pain long as i die all take all the pain i can let me konw

cunt 69 said on Apr 15 2010, 19:04 PM:
overdoses are for pussies

I dont want it to hurt said on Apr 15 2010, 01:04 AM:
I'd very much like to die, but i afraid of the pain.

equilibrium said on Apr 14 2010, 00:04 AM:
in my experience: being depressed feels like being sucked into quicksand. The more I try to reach for air the more I get pulled to the bottom. Nothing and nobody can touch me in this state. Which is why i don't entirely trust it. I am not going to invest my heart into a condition that handicaps me from enjoying my life. At the same time though I do respect the pain. As it is a part of my life, as I have seen it be a part of everybody else's. This is what makes me less alone. Pain like joy are temporary things and should be treated as such. The condition in which I came into this depressed state are very different than that of others. So I can't "spiritually prescribed" the same doctrine for all of us. I can only say that it has been my ability, my choice to recognize hope where it is, and to be inspire from it. Eventually I believed in myself.

chris said on Apr 13 2010, 23:04 PM:
i just turned 21 on sunday april 11th i work 60 plus hours a week i get payed shit money and i run a whole service department by myself at a used car dealership i work so hard and get little in return im in so much debt from work expenses and from hospital bills since i dont have health insurance and my work does not provide it since i get payed under the table i got denied masshealth for my working situation i go to the gym everyday even tho im so tired to make myself perfect but im never satisfied with the results i also play 2 hours of basketball everyday im addicted i wake up at 6 drive over an hour to work get out of work at 6 get home around 7 and workout until 11 at night everyday theres no end because i will never be satisfied with how i look and how i am im still stuck on a relationship that ended 2 years ago i compare every girl i meet to my ex and i will never be happy until she is as perfect as the girl i fucked up a relationship with i feel like im running in circles and not getting anywhere i try to go out and have fun but i feel like im in my own world sometimes and i cant have fun or im just so insecure for no reason everyone shows me respect but i cant seem to figure out why. maybe im just crazy i think about killing myself everyday but i keep myself busy so i dont think of it but everytime im alone i cant stop thinking about it im working so hard to be perfect and i dont see an end insight because im never satisfied i need to know whats wronge with me im afraid one day i will kill myself when i really have no reason to be so depressed at all

method said on Apr 13 2010, 20:04 PM:
I know what all of you are going threw. I know what is like to fall in love with someone you cant have. I know what it is like to tell someone that you feel depressed and all they do is yell at you or ignore you and throw pills at you and push you out of there office. I know what its like to be very fat and not being able to lose the weight because you have to eat to feel better. I know what it is like to want to commit suicide and be frustrated because I cant find a way to do it with out feeling pain or making a mess for your family to clean it up. First.... I recomend to all of you to seek help. but if you cant because nobody will help you or if nobody can help you, I wont judge you and nobody should judge you it is your life and if you want to end it its your choice. METHODE..... the best method I have found is fill your bathtub up with cold water, get drunk, put as much ice in the water as you can and sit in the water until you start to feel warm and then you can just fall asleep and die ( Hypothermea ) you wont make a mess and there is very little pain, this is what I am going to do. I HOPE THIS HELPS.

method said on Apr 13 2010, 19:04 PM:
Me..... try going to a phychiatris and try talking to them and getting put on Anti-depresants.

Me said on Apr 13 2010, 18:04 PM:
I daily have the overwhelming thought that I want to just die. I have looked up how to get a disease (ya I know silly) how to kill myself, how to have an accidental death. Just writing this makes my rational mind think how stupid these thoughts are, but they wont go away. I have a job I can't stand, stuck to a house I can't get out of and a husband that won't understand i am sinking faster then he could possibly imagine. I hope someone takes the time to read my comments, but I feel like there is no hope. I went to the doctor and he gave me xanex and had me go to a mental facility for an evaluation, they of course tried to admit me and I talked them out of it, still can't believe I tap danced my way out of that. Why didin't I stay, well because my husband is a recovering addict and is codependant and cant be without me, and my boss would of had a heart attack if I diidnt work the 70 hours a week that I currently do. I am lost, scared and don't know what to do. If my boss would lay me off so I could get unemployment, maybe I would get my head back together enough to make it through this. My rational mind knows I dont want to die, but I just dont see any way out. Will someone please instead of advising me how to kill myself, reach out and help me?

method said on Apr 13 2010, 16:04 PM:
I know what all of you are going threw. I know what is like to fall in love with someone you cant have. I know what it is like to tell someone that you feel depressed and all they do is yell at you or ignore you and throw pills at you and push you out of there office. I know what its like to be very fat and not being able to lose the weight because you have to eat to feel better. I know what it is like to want to commit suicide and be frustrated because I cant find a way to do it with out feeling pain or making a mess for your family to clean it up. First.... I recomend to all of you to seek help. but if you cant because nobody will help you or if nobody can help you, I wont judge you and nobody should judge you it is your life and if you want to end it its your choice. METHODE..... the best method I have found is fill your bathtub up with cold water, get drunk, put as much ice in the water as you can and sit in the water until you start to feel warm and then you can just fall asleep and die ( Hypothermea ) you wont make a mess and there is very little pain, this is what I am going to do. I HOPE THIS HELPS.

TLYN said on Apr 12 2010, 19:04 PM:
I am 20 yr female that suffers from bipolar and I just felt the need to search for others that want to stop breathing as much as I do. My death will happen tomorrow, tues april 13th 2010, due to an overdose on my bipolar medications. I say goodbye to all and hug everyone who writes on here because I feel and understand the pain that you all are going through.

Worthless said on Apr 12 2010, 19:04 PM:
Wow, for being a college educated person I'm awfully stupid. I don't understand why I'm clinging to someone who doesn't want to be with me. I'm deep in debt. Sinking fast and my house of cards is about to collapse. I wish an airplane would just fall out of the sky on me. I wish a truck would just run over me. I wish a murderer would just shoot me. I wish lightening would just strike me dead. I don't deserve to live. I hate myself. I'm worthless. I'm a walking, talking liability. I need to die. But I'm a spineless little chicken. A big FAT ZERO.

how said on Apr 10 2010, 05:04 AM:
i can't understand y people don't understand the way i feel this way.. i just want to die.. so what is the best to go out with a bang??

~WHY ME 4~ said on Apr 10 2010, 05:04 AM:
I'M 27 Y/O SINGLE MOTHER AND I'VE BEEN GOING THREW SO MUCH SHIT THAT I HAVE NO WHERE TO TURN.. THEY KEEP TELL ME THAT ITS JUST POST BLAH BLAH BLAH.. I JUST HAD A BABY 3MOS AGO. MY OLDEST IS 4 Y/O AND I JUST WANT TO KILL HER AND MYSELF. I HAD TO LEAVE THEM WITH MY PARENTS. I DIDNT WANT TO GO TO JAIL FOR KILLING MY KID.. MY OFF AND ON AGAIN BOYFRIEND WHO KEEPS TELLING ME THAT HE DONT TRUST ME.. OK IF U DONT TRUST ME THEN WHY U IN MY BED.. HE IS HALF MY I JUST WANT TO DIE. I'M SO HURT BY HIM AND BY WHATEVER IS GOING ON INSIDE AND CANT UNDERSTAND. MY MOODS ARE UNSTABLE MY LIFE IS UNSTALE AND CANT FIND A JOB. I JUST WANT TO DIE.. I HAVE SO MUCH THAT I CANT DEAL WITH. AND TO HAVE SOME GUY WHO TELLS U THAT HE LOVES U AND HE TELLS U ARE A DAMN LIAR. OK MY STATE OF MIND CANT TAKE IT. HE KEEPS TELLING ME TO LEAVE HIM ALONE BUT HE TURNS AROUND AND IS UP BETWEEN MY LEGS AND HE TELLS ME THAT HE LOVES ME.. OK THAT HAS PUT ME OVER THE EDGE. I'M SO DONE WITH THIS WORLD AND THIS LIFE. AND THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HURT ME THE WORST. SO CHEERS TO ME AND MY LEAVING THIS WORLD BYE

Take This mother f*cker said on Apr 06 2010, 23:04 PM:
Be strong my brothers! Be strong my sisters! We are living in a world that does not deserve our presence but do not end you valuable life. Your experiences in life are not yet complete. You have much more to hold dear in life. Look around you and see hell spawn before your eyes but do not take it to heart! Laugh in the face of pain and suffering. Smite your fear, your angst, your desire, your loathing, your hate, your darkness, your loneliness, amongst many other evils that seek to invade your sanity! Turn away and never took towards these evil manifestations again. Stay strong. Eat, drink, and by all means, be merry. Enjoy what little you hold and grasp it with every ounce of strength you can muster. I know what you feel and I know how hard it is but we shall not be so easily defeated. Love is a myth and only causes pain much like any other human emotion. Human emotions are only in our heads and their darkness must be extinguished with every ounce of will that is left. You are important to this world because you are all that exists. Without your consciousness life would vanish into an endless utter void. Heed my words my sister, my brother, my friend, for life goes on and you will prosper!

angiec said on Apr 04 2010, 18:04 PM:
suicide is not selfish, its an inner pain only us whom feel it suffer, nor is it a sin. i know personally i have been through many traumas, seen many shrinks, cpns etc etc etc - all they can offer is pills. yes, talking to someone, anyone who will just listen can help you out of an immediate crisis, but, you know its still there in the back of your mind and well, it is as others say, mostly things/people that trigger the sudden darkess cloud to shroud us. i have a living will, often called advanced decision wills - i revise it every year, incase. it will be my choice when i go, unless of course nature or an accident happens first. this is my choice and, being as i have no brothers, sisters or any living family, i am just existing, not living. yes, i may be still young, my god i had fought so hard through the years. but now that my beloved dog and mum, the last two family i had have died within the year as said below, what is the point? my brain is over active as it is, i always have felt the odd one out, the one always looking down at others. am i unfriendly etc? hell no, i am down to earth, would do anything to help another and i also care - i just feel no one really cares for me, or understands. alot think you can snap out of it and yep, for some? pills, cbt etc etc can help and even cure mild cases, but for those of us in the deepest despair, where we literally live by the hour or less, with no control over what our brain/emotions are going to do, its a nightmare. also true that some yes, talk about suicide but never do it, but believe me, alot do talk about suicide, then commit it. i, personally am now really taking more time to organise things. whatever i may eventually do, once i know which way to go as in carb/mon or cliff, i need to make sure it will be the end, for good, hence me making sure my will is uptodate. you know something? tis so despairing trying to explain, express the thoughts and feelings that enter those of us that suffer major, chronic depression. for me and well, for any, i dont think its selfish act at all, it takes courage and if in terrible inner pain, then why shouldnt we be allowed to do it with out being condemned? i feel a burden and no matter what kindness i give or have given to others, all i have ever been is hurt, as said before, a very long story and much more than one or two traumas. many nights and even during the day, terrible images/memories return and no matter how much you try and push these out of your mind, the more they enter, its a never ending circle. all i can say is, no one can truly understand the inner pain any of us suffer, we are all different. i have had courage to fight and live through alot, but now mum has gone, what is there to live for now? no one would miss me, they may do at the time, but they will soon forget. also, can i add, its not self pity we suffer, it is sheer pain that we whom suffer share but in very different ways, but in theory, all boils down to absolute despairing feelings, where you know that nothing can improve no matter how you try and hold on and fight. for the record, no, its not a sin, its called choice and ending agony that no one else can see.

-iMAKILLU!- said on Apr 01 2010, 02:04 AM:
true happiness comes from within. dont look to others to make u happy, ur gonna get let down. everyone has things they would like to change about themselves and the world around them. I have several things i would like to do b4 i go and i plan on doing them. U think its bad now?...u dont know what happens when u die...what if it gets worse on the other side. I think people DO have the right to die when n how they want to...Im not against suicide. All that im saying is that their aint no turnin back once ur gone. Some people should learn to anticipate pain...that way if anything good does happen its a plus. -WHEN I DIE IM TAKING THE WHOLE WORLD WITH ME-

yoji said on Mar 31 2010, 13:03 PM:
people just need to whack up from this and get over it you are just sad for something you can change.

sd said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

sd said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i burried u today said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i burried u today said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i burried you today said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i burried you today said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us

i burried you today said on Mar 31 2010, 00:03 AM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. i could write and say this tomyself my whole life wondering ....scream it say repeat it and nothing will change ....my thoughts haunt me im going crazy.....the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back .... it haunts me to think of these words ..........cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true .

today i burried you said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

i burried you today said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop thinking of the idea that your body will rott..left for the maggets to eat you .....may you wake up in your coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

you commited suicide ...i burried my child today said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

haunts me said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

it haunts me said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us .. ............................................................................................... cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

its 2 late said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

this haunts me ...this thought !!!!!please help said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
cant stop think of the idea that your body will rot..left for the magets to eat you .....may you wake up in you coffin and no1 will hear you .....mayB its true ...that commiting suicide is a SIN ....forever will your SOUL suffer for your SIN ...for taking your awful and yet beatiful life that god has given us ..

im going crazy help ... said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back ....

i want to b their said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back ....

may b said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back ....

mayb said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back ....

e said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
the day in the hospital you told me to make the pain go away .. the pain you describe to me still haunts me...you toldme your body was to heavy ..you told me to save you beacuse you had so much pain...the doctors could not let me in... you died...but not in my arms...icould not holdyou and icould not tell say goodbye ...i love you ...i love you ....the worst is that today i burried you and i cant stop being scared ...stories i heard....people waking up after being dead....i ask my self ...what if you wake up and you scream and no 1 can hear you because your 6feet burried in a coffin left to die alone and in a coffin...i want to go to your grave and un burry your body and keep you beacuse im in deniel...mayb youll come back ....

my child commented and followed through !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! look said on Mar 30 2010, 23:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

i fucking cared!!!!!!!!! said on Mar 30 2010, 22:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

look at what he di to me said on Mar 30 2010, 22:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry .. to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

to you said on Mar 30 2010, 22:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

toyou said on Mar 30 2010, 22:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

to you said on Mar 30 2010, 22:03 PM:
to my dear child...i thought i could protect you ..i thought the simple thought of my love could stop you...never again will we have happy moments..never happening moments that haunt me...its been 4 days since your suicide and 4 days i cant sleep or eat or think ...did you ever think about me ...did you ever think about the 1s who cared . I cared !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cared !!!!!!!!!....i could screem it so many time but you know what ...its 2 late ...2 late ..i could not save you ...i failed you...im sorry ....o god my child ...please why....please baby...hear me i love you i cared,im sorry ..

-1234- said on Mar 28 2010, 20:03 PM:
does anyone know the best way to cope with the urge to kill yourself? going to the e.r to sit in the psych ward, dorthea dix, or holly hills is not what i have in mind to help me cope.

MissMystery said on Mar 28 2010, 10:03 AM:
So heres the story.....I have endured a tumultuous relationship for 12 years. Many ups and down and all arounds. We share three of the cutest kids ever! But Im a fool who fucked up in a MAJOR way prior to this relationship finally, after YEARS, finally turning into what I wanted all along. Now its futile to even attempt to repair, because things will never be back to normal. I have no where to go, I cannot afford life on my own, I would be living in my car! I refuse to endure that life. I have been seriously contemplating suicide for sometime, its not a matter of how to do it, its a matter of how to come to terms with it.

who cares! said on Mar 26 2010, 22:03 PM:
i have never done anything bad. i go to school, i dnt do drugs,im a virgin. im like the only 16 yr old virgin at my school! I do the best i can to make my family happy! Its never enough! Im done with tryin to make everybody happy. Im done with my life! Bye world!

Health Care said on Mar 25 2010, 22:03 PM:
Looks like the US gov just passed it where I'm going to get fined for not having health insurance by 2014. It's hard enough to live and enjoy myself as it is. I trusted Obama and it was a bad decision. I backed him and now he steals from me. I'm going to hang myself. Thanks Obama, you suck you lying n*gger.

It's never too late... said on Mar 25 2010, 01:03 AM:
I must admit that the reason why i stumbled across this site is because i was seriously considering suicide myself. I agree with many comments I've read online that if you're really serious about killing yourself, you wouldn't be here asking others for their inputs. though i may be completely wrong, but i believe that the reason why you're here is that there is a small part of you that still wants to live and hope. I think we're here because we're hoping that someone will reach out to us and make life all better, but at the same time we know that's not going to happen. After all, we're all strangers who will probably never meet in the future. But that's just how humans are like, always grasping for hope even we're completely surrounded by darkness. As humans, we're all seeking for love. "The best thing in the world is to love and be loved in return." When we run out of love or can't seem to remember how love is like, we lose our purpose to live. I admit that I'm a coward. Not only am I afraid of pain but I'm also afraid of hurting those that I love . Sometimes i feel like I'm just running away from my problems instead of facing it with courage and integrity. I am a Christian and I do believe in God. God's greatness makes me feel even more ashamed of myself and my life. I want to run away... I know that nothing i say now will sooth your pain or make your life all better, because one wounded soul cannot heal another. I'm not even sure if anyone will read this comment because it is getting quite long, but I just wanted to say that I'm really grateful that sites like this exist. Many of those who commented are really young, and I'm pretty young myself (turning 22 soon), but no matter how old we're and where we are living, I'm glad that we're able to share our thoughts and pain together. I don't think I'm as wounded as some of you who had left comments here. I recently lost my beloved dog and although it was like the end of my life, i know that it's nothing like losing your mother or siblings. All i can say is that i understand the feeling of emptiness and hopelessness. Pain is not just a physical experience, it is also an emotional and spiritual torment. It is not something that doctors or meds can cure and relieve. I don't know the problems you're facing in life, but one suggestion i have for you is to seek community in Christ. You probably want to stop reading right here, but just in case you're still interested, God changed my life. I don't guarantee that seeking God will make life all better (hey I'm a devoted Christian and I still have thoughts of suicide), but I promise that you'll begin to see life from a completely different perspective. I promise... I will check back regularly, so leave a message if you want to talk to me about life, God, pain or anything. Thanks for reading my comment and God bless!

Funny how "live" is "evil" backwards said on Mar 24 2010, 22:03 PM:
Read some of the posts, yeah pretty depressing. I hate my life too, and as one of the posters said, it is the environment not us. Its this fucked up society, I like who I am, I am smart, funny, have a few good friends, family that I love and loves me a little dysfunctional but that is the norm. My dad sometimes tells me you are so nice to everyone but yourself. I am going to be 22 in a few months, I don't have a job, don't know what I want to do with my life, my family constantly bugs me to get a job or go to school. I did go to college for a bit, but I did that because that was what was expected of me, not because I wanted to go. I have a very hard time expressing my feelings to my family and friends, I purposefully isolate myself, hide my feelings to the point that I feel empty inside. This is something that I've done since I was a kid. I remember being back home before coming to Canada at the age of 6, my dad was here working to send for us and it was the first time I saw him. I was excited to see my dad, I came from a little mountain village in Iran, and was surrounded by family, except my father. I still have memories of there, I was a happy kid, always out playing in the heat of the desert to the point of becoming darker skinned than the rest of my family. When I look back to that happy little boy full of so much joy with hopes for the future. Everyday I would see my cousins going off to school and I wanted to go with them so eagerly, but was a year too young at the time. Arriving in a strange new land, and being exposed to things that I would never have imagined growing up where I did. I don't want to ramble on too much so I will give as short a version as I can. Growing up here since kindergarten I got picked on by all the kids for being the new strange kid. I did make friends eventually but was always picked on up to about the end of the 8th grade where I moved to a new house and school. Being picked on gave me low self esteem, doing poorly in school because it was all new to me, this language and all. My dad thought I was a failure, hated coming home with a report card full of C's. Basically my view of how my father thought of me as a failure and worthless (i have heard him say this) I avoided him, went to bed when he got home, would not get up till he went to work and would rarely sit in the same room as him. He really did make me feel worthless, and that something was wrong with me, from grades to the food I wouldn't eat. Moving helped, my grades got better and eventually I graduated with honours (of course dad was not impressed). The relationship is better than it was, he has acknowledged that he didn't always make the right choices in life, I don't hate my dad, I do love him. He is hardworking, provides for his family and our relationship over the past year has improved, mainly because I am starting to open up a bit more. However I do still avoid him and my family, most of the time I am in my room away from them. My life isn't that bad, many have it worse than I. However the thoughts of suicide still waver in my mind. Being lonely and not having anyone understand sucks, especially when I am the cause of my loneliness, shutting everyone out because I never learned how to let anyone in, because society never allowed that happy little boy to be himself, they made him hate himself.I don't know if I ever will do it...I'll just see what happens.

OD on stimulants sucks! said on Mar 24 2010, 22:03 PM:
Don't try to OD on something that messes with your heart. Heart attacks are very very painful and frightening therefore not in my top 10 favoured ways to die.

Another person said on Mar 24 2010, 21:03 PM:
An idea I had once was to drive up to a telephone pole and tie a noose around my neck and the other end to the pole through the window. Then fasten my seatbelt really tight and floor it!!! On a funny note my verification words are southern asphyxia.. how appropriate for this site lol!

ANGELDUST said on Mar 23 2010, 22:03 PM:
If I were any of you suicidal people (me, being suicidal last summer), my method would be to just take 300 25mg pills of diphenhydramine (Benadryl) at once. That's 7500mg, way beyond the NORMAL overdose, and you'll be sure to die, no questions asked. Me being thin and having a slight eating disorder, taking 40-50 pills everyday is already taking a toll on my health, I even thought one day I was gonna die, but I'll save doing that when I for sure want to die. Just saying, that WILL work. Idk about the pain going through the death, but from what I experienced, you'll most likely go through cardiac arrest or have a heart attack. Not to mention, an overdose will increase your heart rate rapidly, which may in turn lead to death.. However, you'll probably also be hallucinating like CRAZY (saying so, because I've never consumed 300 at once), so you might just literally go crazy and jump in front of a diesel speeding at 90 mph (which would definitely be painless and instant). What I'm trying to say is that overdosing (when I say overdose, I mean about 300 pills) on diphenhydramine will definitely kill you, but since it's a sedative, you might feel some relaxing sensations before your death. Happy hunting for all you suicidals out there! Oh, and if any of you have seen the movie/documentary "The Bridge", it talks about AND shows actual footage of people committing suicide by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. Extremely depressing documentary, I cried a few times watching it myself, for I feel remorse for those who feel helpless. But just to help with your suicides, jumping off the GGB WILL IN FACT DEFINITELY KILL YOU. I'm not sure about the pain factor, but it seems like a sudden death (try head first jumping off) then it should just be an instant. :) Another method would to just drink 3 8oz bottles of Robitussin. But since it varies from person to person, its dosage may be higher or lower depending on you. I would recommend drinking Vick's Cough Syrup rather than Robo, because it has a higher dosage of dextromethorphan (DXM), and is generally packaged in a slightly bigger bottle. I've read an article about two boys just drinking cough syrup recreationally (I don't know which brand or how much), and they instantly started throwing up compulsively to the point where they were throwing up their own blood, and literally 'vomiting to death', which indeed did happen. Another sad story, but hey, suicide is a very depressing thing to think about or go through. One of my father's best friends committed suicide many years ago one day because he was lonely, didn't have his family around to help cope with his grief and problems, didn't have a lover, and was in serious trouble by the law (accidentally). It all resulted in him shooting himself with a shotgun at his house, and I cried just hearing about it. Being suicidal doesn't make you weak, in fact, it actually made me stronger, but it's still hard to deal with the depression that I have. I even tried killing myself by taking all my Prozac and Risperidone pills, but didn't accomplish successfully. But, yeah, like I said, happy suicide hunting! Oh, and this one suicide faqs page listing all the possible ways to kill yourself and how to has been shut down I guess (no questions as to why haha), but go to Uncyclopedia.com and look up Worst 100 Suicide Ideas of All Time (Yeah, I wish it wasn't WORST), but hey, some people encourage brutal and agonizing death, and some prefer it! Enjoy :)

Brenda said on Mar 23 2010, 01:03 AM:
What the hell is going on here is this a place to findhelp or find a Way to end it ALL i just dont know do you try to help someone knowing you want to end it youself i dont kniow the answer

Pauli123 said on Mar 22 2010, 13:03 PM:
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bengreenfield said on Mar 22 2010, 08:03 AM:
hey thanks lewall I am just about to head to my local train line to jump, I hope I die instantly, good bye, I am about to die!!

lewall said on Mar 22 2010, 08:03 AM:
I have some good ideas for killing yourself fast without pain. jump in front of a high speed train, the impact will kill you instantly make sure you see how fast the trains travel along the line before you jump out at it, a train going to slow will not kill you and you will be in absoloute agony!

Girl, living a lie said on Mar 22 2010, 03:03 AM:
If only we could ask those who have actually gone through with the suicide... unfortunately, they are dead...

tree surgeon said on Mar 22 2010, 03:03 AM:
well look at all this, loads of us arnt there?? i would like someone out there to do me a favour,nothing special jst a call. i am posting this and by tonight it will all be over, i have a note but i think it will be a fair while b4 anyone finds me as i live in a very out of the away place. just call this person or txt them and let them know what i have done, his name is james and thats it really 07930852758

benjy said on Mar 21 2010, 21:03 PM:
dont be so silly y think of something like that

jon said on Mar 21 2010, 21:03 PM:
its ok you can make it, dont think crazy things like that, youll be fine :)

angie c said on Mar 21 2010, 19:03 PM:
also, not that it matters much, but for the record, i'm in the u.k and totally isolated, alone and in the worst agony both mentally and physically - am just sick of people telling me [since my beloved mum died] 'you never know whats around the corner, keep going' why? what for? is it going to take away the anguish, the memormies, pain etc etc, that i've fitfully had to cope with every hour of every day? - is 'whats around the corner' going to solve it all and make things suddenly right? no, is it gonna stop the influx of all the loss i have suffered over the years?, no. all i have known is, loss. - have been through some hell, to put it mildly, ive fought and survived more than i care to mention throughout my life, but the feelings and the inner pain, memoried etc etc no one can take it away, no one, i suffer every day with the inner turmoil and devastating agony that i endure....and also, no, i dont want to die alone either.,,least i have been able to offload my feelings albeit briefly and in a small rambled way and not made sense i guess to some, just really am trying to express the dire desolation i feel and have felt for years and years, that is even more to the fore since yet another bereavement and being the last person in my life/family - mum. . i need to go offline awhile,i cant stop sobbing. sorry

angie c said on Mar 21 2010, 18:03 PM:
guessing i am still classed as young. will be 40 in a weeks time. i can ditto to pretty much all comments regarding wanting to end it all - no one understands the mental pain we endure 24/7. drs are hopeless, they just either pile you up with pills to make you like a zombie, or they pat you on the head and tell you the usual 'chin up' etc etc cutting a very long story very short, ive lost my whole family within the last ten years - the last, being my closest and best friend, my mum two months ago - we lived together and had a close bond and well, not only was she my friend, but she helped keep me 'alive' so to speak as i had vowed when i last took an od that i would never do it again whilst she was alive - and, i never did, although obviously? the feelings never go away, the wanting to end it is only slightly pushed back in your mind and hell, have you got to fight, sometimes by the hour. sorry i am rambling, just now? i now have no one left in this world, the last two people left which were my two crutches, were my dog and my mum, lost my dog a year ago, now my mum - i have no other family. like many have said, no one seems to really care, heck, i could kill myself and i would be one of those people that would not be discovered by neighbours etc for months, simply cause they dont care or notice. i dont want to leave a mess, i wish i had a car, the co idea i would very much like. jump in front of a train etc? no, id be too worried id survive but be mangled/vegetable. what i shall do i dont know. the loneliness and abandonment i feel is beyond repair and now mums gone i am free to decide how to be with her and all the others that actually loved, cared and understood [mostly] my depression/illness and how it affected me daily. if i go to the drs now if i were able to or wanted to? yes, if i said or really showed that this is how its been for all my life, instead of help, they would probably send me straight to the nearest hospital and basically lock me up, supply me with more pills, make me a zombie and make me want to die even more - so see? when we suffer like this, not many understand that if we were to seek help [yes, have done etc etc etc seen a shrink, pills, you name it] they really dont get the depths of mental and emotional pain we are dealing with and course all the other things depression and sucidial feelings that you suffer constantly, cause. i just want to be out of this pain.

anonymous said on Mar 21 2010, 11:03 AM:
all my life some way ive been neglected. My dad left me when i was only 7 and my mom didnt want me she always tried to get rid of me. I know live with my dad when he decided to come back in my life. But he is always so mad and everything is about him. i feel that no one loves me and i really wanna die i just want it 2 be unpainful. Ive tried cutting myself but it dont work wow a few stitches here and a few staples there thats not my point my point is 2 be dead wat should i do or take.

depressed as fuck said on Mar 20 2010, 14:03 PM:
wow, its crazy how many people want to kill them selfs, at least i know im not alone in that...seriously im losing it. i cant hang on any more. im 16 and life is shit. I used to do E a lot, made me feel beter untill the come down, now the high isnt even that great. iv been cutting sense 6th grade & i dont think thats going to be my way out, cuz it dosnt work! i live with my step dad (real dads dead & my mom dosnt want me) he has me isolated. im home schooled, havent seen ANY of my friends in three months dont have a cell phone..and havent left the house not even once this week. im so tired of crying & so tired of living. . so my options are start doing meth or to kill myself. but whats the ez-iest way to go out? OD dosnt work, not for me at least i just throw up. cutting dosnt work either... so whats another option??? please help..

jupiter 666 said on Mar 19 2010, 21:03 PM:
sounds fun... i wana kill meh self i just dnt want it to be painful and/or unsuccefull. lol a gun wuld work but ive never actually shot one before... i used to cut until meh frends got mad at meh fur it lol so i shuld juzz die then i wuldnt have to hear meh frends being mad... hmmm wutt household drug works??

timetodie said on Mar 19 2010, 17:03 PM:
I WANT end my life i have lived all my life with learning and spelling disability all have for the rast of my life been suffering from depression im on a diabily pencehn all its had for be to do things like makeing my meals keeping my self clen any many more things been like this all my life and i am so tired of going on like this so my only way out of it is to end my life I have been whating to end my life for over 10 years and fell its time to and it all all be so happy when my life is over i know this what i want to do .as i post im 47 years old thank its a good time for me to die . How can i end it

. said on Mar 19 2010, 14:03 PM:
hi im 13 in 23 days. i'm popular as fuck but in a bad way, a year ago a picture of me topless got sent around my school and others, noone was ever ment to see it. loads of people hate me and loads of people love me, i used to slit my writst in year sevan and ive recently started again. i dont know what to do ive been thinking of suicide, i jsut had to let my feelings out :/ should i do it?

Kris said on Mar 18 2010, 22:03 PM:
well i must say after i put the rope on my head and dropped, i was literally out cold in 2 seconds. i woke up on the ground not sure how long later with a broken rope around my neck... i just wanted to share that i experienced no pain with this method whatsoever. it was quick and painless. however since my rope broke and i am still here, it is extremely hard to swallow from where the rope was, not to mention some marks around my neck... after all of this though, i feel like i've been given a second chance. good luck everyone, i'm going to make the best out of this experience.

kim said on Mar 18 2010, 17:03 PM:
does an over dose of paracetamol work? if so how many does it take and does it kill you slowly or quickly? please someone write back im in desperate need x

Life sucks then you die said on Mar 18 2010, 15:03 PM:
I want to kill myself every day. I wake up in the morning and cry because I have to live another miserable day in this gawd forsaken world, but I smoke some bud and play some games to take my mind off of it. "Friends" are not always good to have because most of mine I've had just make me want to do it more. I hate people and their messed up ways and they always manage to find ways to disappoint me. When I feel really down I drink many different kinds of delicious teas to calm me down. I will even meditate or read a book. Sometimes all it takes is the cliché fishing/hunting trip in the wilderness, or even just a walk. Camping is really fun because it makes the world vanish and you and/or your friends are the only people left in the world. Also it gives a sense of purpose because you have to rough it out in order to make things comfortable. Change of atmosphere is probably the best way I deal with suicidal thoughts. Usually IMO if you cant put your finger on whats bothering you it dosn't mean somethings wrong with you, its just something subliminal that you didn't notice before or its a minute detail, so a complete change of environment (even temporary) could be your best bet. If you can't take a vacation just redecorate your living quarters or get rid of some stuff (nothing you will regret unless you know its keeping you down) and replace it with something different. It could even be your pc monitor your looking at right now! I know looking at the same monitor day after day would make even the most stable person want to blow their brains out!! Change your desktop, buy a new keyboard just do something to change your world! You are not the problem, your environment is what's conflicting with you! People never change and never expect yourself or others to (Evolving or growing is not change). Plus possessions tend to pick up emotional baggage as you keep it longer. Looking at items will subliminally make you recall past events that are sometimes best left forgotten. Don't dwell on the past but learn from it. The future can be moulded and manipulated to whatever you want it to be as long as its done correctly and dwelling just makes it repeat over and over and over and over again. Please just try these things because you never know for sure that what your about to do will just make things worse for yourself...

help me please said on Mar 18 2010, 07:03 AM:
somebody tell me please?

help me please said on Mar 18 2010, 07:03 AM:
does overdosing not work?

Kris said on Mar 17 2010, 22:03 PM:
i am going to go hang myself in a few hours. just finished writing some notes. just need the rope which im going to get now. nice to know i'm not alone. goodbye everyone and good luck...

todd said on Mar 17 2010, 18:03 PM:
I'm 47 years old can never sleep have a lerrnning and spelling disability for the rast of my life need to die i want to die please give a good waay to kill myself im desperatly in need. all be glad when my life is over

4dministr4tor_z3ro said on Mar 16 2010, 22:03 PM:
lauren i hope your cliff dive went well. i will eventually take that route myself. i have always wanted to fly! cheers!

4dministr4tor_z3ro said on Mar 16 2010, 22:03 PM:
hey Alice/jjoely, sorry to hear about your troubles. it's a good thing you didn't try to jump off your roof though. you probably would not have died and that would not have been good. after all you don't want to end up suffering more in a vegetative state or become paralyzed and be unable to move or end your life. a high cliff or tall building would be a better idea. have you thought about getting some rope and hanging yourself? If so don't get one that is too thick, you don't want to just be chillin in the air. get something that will dig into your neck good enough to take you out faster. sincerely, 4dministr4tor_z3ro

Alice said on Mar 15 2010, 15:03 PM:
My names jjoely and im sixteen. I have no more meaning to my life my amazing boyfriend of two years decided one day that he doesnt love me, we told eachother everything and anything he was my life i love him wif every bit of my body but he doesnt want me anymore my friends try to heklp but its not working ive tryed to starve myself but that doesnt go down well. ive slit my body before but its not pain reliving. i see him at school everyday and he has jus moved on and i cant its been three weeks now and ive wanted to end my life for three weeks i sat on my roof last night wanting to jump but i cudnt im to coward i need to find a way to end my life. People who read this will think oh silly 16 year old but they dnt understand wat me and my boyfriend had i told him all aboiut my bad past with my dad and home life but i have no one anymore. I need to die i want to die please give a good waay to kill myself im desperatly in need.

Jamie said on Mar 14 2010, 11:03 AM:
this is all bullocks, half of you guys are tryna say you shudnt kill yourself, why the fuck you on here then? noone can EVER tell someone about the pain they are goin through, some say its not that bad, so what if you got raped, hadda bad break up noone likes you etc, but you got through it, how you felt may only be a fraction of others pain, so fuck your comments, your not sposed to be talkin ppl out of it, hey are lookin for fucking help to end it all, stop being like the others n NOT HELPIN, just be unique to these people n give fuckin help on what the asked.

lauren said on Mar 14 2010, 10:03 AM:
im so sick of my life and everyone hates me im onli 13 and just cant keep going through this pain every day of my life dats why i want it over i no i wouldnt be missed so why not i sapose thers cliffs near me so ill just go jupm off them hopefully it will work!

t said on Mar 14 2010, 01:03 AM:
so whats better, pill overdose (painkillers? nitrous?) or car in garage? please leave reason why

Val said on Mar 12 2010, 09:03 AM:
I feel only emptyness...nothing. My life is useless, I've never had a proper job and most importantly I've never been happy in my life. I can't enjoy my life at all, I don't know what that means. I always wanted to be happy in the past but now I just don't care...what for?

kwajo@live.com said on Mar 12 2010, 05:03 AM:
i've wanted to end my life for a while now and i've been googling the most painless way to do it. im certain i want this but im still nervous about it the most attactive way to me is to jump but i dont want to do this alone. i live in sydney so if anyone wants to join me you can contact me at kwajo@live.com p.s im only 15 but dont let that change your mind. =(

dd;,vd;,de said on Mar 12 2010, 04:03 AM:
just do it and get it out of the way people who say day love you will soon move on its the kids dat will never 4get it r you fuck all the rest of the cunts it has 2 be better up der 4 us all

Steve said on Mar 10 2010, 00:03 AM:
hi everyone. would like to know if anyone is interested in joining me in diving into the grand canyon. i'm tired of life's letdowns and ready to take the plunge. be nice to have some company...

Eno said on Mar 10 2010, 00:03 AM:
i've read through all the posts and have a few things to comment on: some posts list ages in their teens. not that life doesn't suck out load during those years, but, if you could, give it some time. if you have had a shitty day, week or month -- or an ongoing stresser (school, work, relationships) -- and need to let off some steam, feel free to do so (safely) for those who are clinically depressed (you know who you are -- unless you have DID, then you mostly know who you are) i want to say some things while i have the time to write them. some basics: 30/m unemployed. quit college 3 times. i can go into all of the details, but suffice it to say i can relate to the feelings of hopelessness and helplessness. every day, the phrase "burden on his family" plays in my mind on an hourly loop. i've considered many forms of suicide: 1) if you are thinking pills, make sure you know the toxic level for your weight. have enough pills and stagger them over time. this would lessen the chances of vomiting. i think someone wrote to take 5 pills every 45 mins. that's the idea, but the dosages are up to you. 2) hanging has many variables to consider (other than a strong hanging point): height, weight, distance of fall, length of rope and width of rope. if the rope is too thick or the fall not far enough, this can result in suffocation. and a thin rope or a far drop (especially when weight is a factor) can lead to decapitation. 3) cutters, remember, walk down the tracks, not across them. these are the major ones. suicide attempts are limited only by the imagination of the disturbed. car exhaust, out of airplane with no chute, stepping into busy traffic. oddly, though, many suicidal people who hate this world and everything in it have so much trouble with the thought of leaving a mess behind. not just the physical mess of the body, but the emotional mess their families and friends would be forced to deal with. this guilt/shame obligation is a major reason i'm still alive. whatever you choose to do, i wish you luck -- ad astra per aspera

cattattoo said on Mar 09 2010, 17:03 PM:
im 47 years old am really fedup with my life i have wanted to die for over 10 years how can ikill myself i don,t care about the pain long as i die my i need to and this life soon i need to die vary soon email me at catttattoo@gmail.com

Cadeka said on Mar 09 2010, 15:03 PM:
The only time people care about you is when you are dead!!! At your damn funeral to eat all that food and drink then home! No one cares about you when your dead cause you just have to die!!! I dont even care how i die i just want to!

Cadeka said on Mar 09 2010, 15:03 PM:
I want to die but i dont want it to be slow and painful. i want to be mad first then die after! i dont want to be awhere of it. What is the best way. contact me please facebook d.shad01@yahoo.com

angeldaze said on Mar 08 2010, 18:03 PM:
wannadie with what you have endured from sexual assault it is completely understandable that you feel like life isn't worth it...but I have a feeling YOU want to live but that because of someone elses attack on you your spirit has been shattered which is the ultimate goal of a sicko who not only assaults someone but especially a sicko who assaults a kid...the person who assaulted you should be the one to die NOT YOU....I sense you want to be here but you don't want to be hurt anymore...if you have a sexual assault hotline or a teen hotline in your area I would strongly urge you to call it and you don't have to give your name ok?? You don't need counseling or anything like that...but sounds like you need some support because of what you went through. If you don't have an adult you feel safe talking with you can start with the sexual assault hotline...there are domestic violence hotlines that will help you get started too if you need. There is a national domestic violence hotline 1-800-799-7233 that would be good to call and they will not make you give your name or anything if you are uncomfortable. Teen Link number is 1-866-TEENLINK (833-6546). The douche bag that hurt you deserves knowing that regardless what they did to you YOU are not broken and you will survive...and be successful. That is the best revenge against an asshole like that OK?

wannadie said on Mar 08 2010, 15:03 PM:
im 12 i hate my life i have been sexualy asulted and im being bullied i want a fast and easy way to kill my self i proberbly wont kill my self cause i love all my family and i have ambitons for my fucher i think about it some times and fink hell yeh its a good idea. but probs wont kill my self i got a life ahead of me.and a boyf

bostonsson said on Mar 08 2010, 11:03 AM:
im not here to bitch or complain actually i am but not to everyone who reads this the basic run down on me is ima 25 year old guy from boston been in two brances of the military kicked out of both for drugs ..yes i am a heroin addict and yes i hate it and i really have been considering killling myself...any help or just a voice of reason would be appreciated..i have accces to heroin and i am thinking of just shoooting two grams in one shot and going to sleep....mack.devin655@gmail.com any one? i dont waaanna go on like this

angeldaze said on Mar 07 2010, 18:03 PM:
Thank you "thinkaboutit"Conner..well put.

Thinkaboutit said on Mar 07 2010, 07:03 AM:
Hey guys, I think we can all agree that life is fucked up. And I'd say more than half the people in the world are worse. But think about it... Why do ppl lk us get so depressed? Why do ppl make us depressed? Does anybody care about me? Well, I've hit the point where I don't care to answer any of those questions anymore cuz their just gonna confuse me. Personally, I've recovered from this. I know how it feels to be alone, I know how it feels to be depressed. And I know how easy it is to just hate the world. But if I could say it nicely, the world isn't about you. Yeah, think about the guys who push you around and hate on you. You don't think that their life is any worse? I've found that ppl need help, but we're afraid to be honest because the people that we shared our deepest feelings with slapped us in the face and trampled or feelings into the dirt. But guys, it isn't gonna help us anymore to hide our thoughts and haunt ourselves with curses. We're just digging our own graves deeper. People say that Christ can't save you, and that Jesus is just a picture on a wall. But, and I hope you don't lose respect for me because of it, I found that thats wrong. I became a christian a week ago, and I think we've rejected God before we give him a chance. I'm not lying when I say that I have seen miracles, shit, my whole life in itself is a miracle isn't it? Anyway, my point is that for all you guys who read this, you were created for purpose! I can't make the answer any more simpler than it is, God is reaching out his hand to you, but its up to you to take it. All i can say is that suicide can't solve your problems and if you want a real answer then have the balls to actually look for one. You ARE loved, You ARE cared for, just don't drown out that voice with your own lies. You guys are like my family already, -Connor

angeldaze said on Mar 07 2010, 00:03 AM:
We may be sick in the head but at least we can spell!!!

ryandiablo said on Mar 06 2010, 21:03 PM:
use are all sick in the head hi,read back wat u wrote,mental bastards

angeldaze said on Mar 05 2010, 15:03 PM:
you are so right J...you said it exactly how I have been trying too. I know what you mean about the guilt thing..so many are ill and have the want and will to live and yet they die and here we all are going wtf??? We want to die and damn it we are healthy and fine..pisses me off...but that is life for ya and the reason we want to die in the first place! Because life in general doesn't make sense I guess. I don't really know what the point of life is for any of us really...I mean we all are just here like sitting ducks and no matter the accomplishments we achieve it's like UH what for?? LOL I say we start a club, move to an island out somewhere and call it good. I mean heck we all want to die anyway...what does it matter where we all end up or what we do? I think one of the things I love most about not caring about life is that I don't give a shit about anything..I mean I go to an interview and am like so what if they don't like me? Go on a date...so what if he doesn't like me...gonna die anyway...not like I really give a shit about impressing anyone...in an ironic way it helps me cope with life better when I think that way. LOL

j said on Mar 05 2010, 13:03 PM:
for some reason im not even shocked at how many people are on this site. most people on here have said the same sort of things, how they hate life and want it to end. i still dont know how to accept that there are people who feel like me.. but i guess there must be, judging by this. though, it doesnt bring me any comfort. it makes me quite sad.. i bet so many of you are so great and should keep on living. unfortunately i want to end everything too. it sounds awful, but i wish and wish i would just get ill and die. which is selfish and mean, because so many people do get ill and die from it. i just want to die. i am a waste of space, and theres really no point in me being here. i feel so useless, my life is headed no where. it feels good to let it out. doesnt change anything though. we should have the right to choose whether we live or die.

angeldaze said on Mar 04 2010, 15:03 PM:
Hi Bleeding...I am not trying to talk you out of killing yourself ok? I was abandoned by my screwed up bitch of a birth mother too after she nearly killed me several times until I was 9 years old. I wish she would have just succeeded. I too feel I am done here and I am sorry you lost your baby. Something that has helped me cope with the fucked up assholes who have abused me in my life is to remind myself I am nothing like them. In fact, I actually in my mind thank my birth mother for showing me how I DON'T WANT TO BE..and that is I will NEVER be like her. The fact that you are grieving for your baby says alot about the kind heart and good person you are. Your mother dumped you and others hurt you and didn't care...sure sucks to be them now doesn't it? Whether you live or die..and the choice IS yours....know in your heart you are good and you are nothing like those who hurt you or you would not be here writing with a heart that has been hurting..you care about yourself, about your baby you lost of which I am truly sorry has happened to you...you are a good person. The people who hurt you are not wanting to die because they are even assholes who only try to stay alive for selfish reasons so they can get a kick out of continuing to hurt others....we call them sociopaths. You are a healthy person with a good heart. We are unfortunately the squares in a circle world.... We see the glass half full while others keep forcing us to try to see it half empty for their own pleasure and because we are strong we don't give into their shit. And that is why we wish to not be here. We don't have the ability to think evil or commit evil acts, we don't think that way..we don't want to nor do we have the ability in our psychological make up to hurt others we just don't want to hurt..that is very different...we only want to die because we want to stop hurting or we just plain ol' aren't getting a thrill out of being here... Don't use suicide as a way to seek help if you are really wanting to live...it won't work. It only gives others more power to continue abusing you if you end up surviving the suicide attempt. If you are choosing to live pull yourself up by the boot straps and get on with it...don't place yourself in middle ground that just makes you prey for others to benefit off of..and that can be financially, physically, psychologically or whatever. Make a decision but don't get stuck in the middle ground...get strong and decide. You are so young that personally I hope you do choose life just cuz you haven't had a time to make a go of it for yourself. You never know...you take control of YOUR life and maybe things will be the way you want them to be. It sounds like you just want your circumstances to be better but you are not ready to die. Give yourself the love and care that others never gave you. Put yourself first...your destiny is up to you.

Bleeding! said on Mar 04 2010, 13:03 PM:
i am 16 years old i have just lost my baby 3 weeks ago ,, i have tried slitting my wrist 3 time but i keep getting brought back to life and i got told if i tried it 1 more time then i would get took into a mental ward and now i am thinking off doing it some were were no1 can find me or doing it throught the night when every1 is a sleep because i am realy depessed im in foster care been abused and beat up since i was a little girl my mum didnt want any think to do with me any more and thats it for me now i dont belong here any more i have never been a happy girl only when i found out i was pregnant then i lose my baby .. i feel like i am cursed tbh with you! dont want to be here anymore i dont belong here :(

Jordan said on Mar 03 2010, 22:03 PM:
FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO WANT TO DIE...PARK A CAR IN THE GARAGE, CLOSE THE GARAGE DOOR, OPEN ALL THE CAR WINDOWS...PLAY SOME GOOD SONGS AND SIT BACK...YOU WILL GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP :) ...I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY TIME IM DEPRESSED WHICH IS ALL THE TIME!

angeldaze said on Mar 03 2010, 21:03 PM:
I do like the thoughts about if we want to die we might as well just do all the crazy things in life without caution...like climbing mt. everest or jumping out of a plane..swimming with sharks is a good one! At least we will die doing something we are having fun at and the rest of society won't be tormented that we killed ourselves because after all not only do we want to fucking die because of the shitty burden of life but then assholes who are wanting to live BURDEN US with their crap about staying alive because it will be so hard on THEM!!! HAHA Where the fuck are those people now when we are alive??? Funny how everyone gives a shit and has something to gripe about when we die... To those who have lost someone who committed suicide for your loss I truly am sorry and I don't mean to be harsh or belittle you...but so many say to people who want to kill themselves "don't do it because it will be a burden to others...there are people who love you and would miss you" Well we don't want to kill ourselves FOR YOU...we are doing something once in our lives FOR OURSELVES and if that makes us selfish well damn it maybe it is the first time in our lives we have been able to finally think about OURSELVES and not someone else...and seriously where the hell are all these people who would miss us so damn much??? Give me a break. They only miss that we won't be around to take care of their toxic shit they dish out anymore.... I NEVER tell anyone I am going to kill myself because what do they always say??? OH you are depressed, you need an anti-depressant or whatever. Well I have never done a drug in my life, never drank, never smoked barely take a tylenol when I have a headache and have been a top noche athlete my entire life....I am happy when I am doing shit, I get out and do all kinds of shit...the fact is I AM JUST DONE..and I am sure many others here feel the same. I am not talking anyone into anything or out of anything....just saying that some of us just decide we lived, did what we needed to do, and now wish to move on. What is the big damn deal?? Only reason I am here writing is because i felt the need to have my say about this to support others feeling the same way. Don't talk us out of dying and don't talk us into living according to what YOU believe is living...if you care at all as you pro-lifers hypocrites claim then don't miss people when they are dead...show up while they are alive!

asdfghjkl said on Mar 03 2010, 04:03 AM:
And i agree with angel.

asdfghjkl said on Mar 03 2010, 04:03 AM:
Theres nothing to stopp the suffering.

angeldaze said on Mar 02 2010, 19:03 PM:
Yeah I'm definitely done here.....this is a great sight...glad to see so many of us feel the same way. People who want to live should live but if we want to die we should have the right to die and be able to be supported in that decision instead of having to feel like we are committing some horrible act so we have to go in hiding to be able to kill ourselves. And for those who want to "talk us out of it" what a bunch of self righteous jerks. Wish there was a place that supported us and just actually helped us die peacefully when WE make that choice that we are ready to go. There is nothing here for me so why take up space that could be for someone who wants to be here?

todd said on Mar 02 2010, 17:03 PM:
im 47 years old am really fedup with my life i have wanted to die for over 10 years how can i likk my self i need to and this life soon

Kean said on Mar 02 2010, 06:03 AM:
I am really fedup with my job and life. I am already dead by mind beacause of my job and my life.I was a very good person who have no bad habits till now. My manager is an asshole and everyone except some in the organization are retards. I don't know how a big group like this became such wackoes. I hate people who speak my national language-hindi. I badly need a blackout. I want to end myself. Will someone tell me some ways to end my self very fast without even me knowing....

Nastka7 said on Mar 02 2010, 00:03 AM:
I wanna die everything in my life seems to be completely 'fudged' up right now... i've been depressed about my life for 2 years now and what makes things worse is when i cut myself - with a knife- in front of everyone at school they dont notice. i feel that i'm invisible!!! :( if anyone thinks they can help me can you please e-mail me at: nastka7@windowslive.com thanks

wanna talk said on Mar 01 2010, 20:03 PM:
im 17 year old boy who recently has only been thinking about suicide 24/7 i dont know why though, i read through alot of the comments and i in a way can relate myself to them. i even tied a noose round a beam in my garage the other day stood on a bos and put my head in in.. i know its fucked up but i aint got the bottle to do it cuz i know it can be instant breaking of the neck from a height but i only have this beam and i dont wanna suffer. i think im unhappy because i am alone and i see no meaning in my life.. i just need someone to talk to. i think. x

anonymous.... said on Mar 01 2010, 17:03 PM:
hi iv been thinking of it for a while other people are saying they wanna kill themselves because of other people i am donig it because of myself. my head has been so fucked up for the past couple months because of fucking drugs i hate my self for taking them or my head wouldnt be so fucked up and iv been trying to get help but is just aint happing i just cant be botherd with it my head is just so fucked i can never seem to be happy anymore but im guna try stick it out if icant.......peace

Bobby said on Mar 01 2010, 10:03 AM:
Reading some comments I can see my self writing the same exact things in the past. Many times in the past things that really bother me latter in life I finally realized weren't important at all. Every one is different and life will kick you down repeatedly but you HAVE to pick yourself up and endure and be stronger for tomorrow. The worst thing you can do is get consumed in feelings of anger, frustration and helplessness. These feelings are normal for everyone but the best thing to is NOT to dwell and let temporary emotions consume your being. Breathing deep and relaxing your train of thought is a good start in battling Anxiety, Depression and Impulsive emotions. I think pain is apart of life and learning who you are as a human being and How much worthwhile you are is apart of growing up into being a positive productive adult, which the world needs a lot more of people capable of making the right decisions not ones who constantly dwell on mistakes in the PAST unable to break the shackles of their own manifested criticisms,doubts and fears. I believe If you are able to rise your spirit against all of your demons that you will over come, you will achieve and you will reach a level of enlightenment which transcends the boundaries of your body into the plane of knowledge which connects all living things which perpetuate the circle of life. Your mind connects to this plane through your third eye. If you don't complete this essential soul cycle you risk losing your rhythmic sync with all things.

down said on Feb 28 2010, 22:02 PM:
i am 13, 14 in a few weeks. i am so depressed, i want to have an overdose. christ doesn't have the answers. i wana be a ghost and haunt all the bithes that were mean to me. goodbye. i'll see you in hell!!!!

slam said on Feb 28 2010, 21:02 PM:
Bye. I just might do it. :(

Анонимныйо said on Feb 28 2010, 19:02 PM:
a drug overdose is actually one of the most painful ways to die-depending on the drug. the most common is Heroin, and that is the absolute most painful [trust me i know]...it is a painkiller-yes-but when you O.D. on it it is like withdrawing from the drug but about 100 times worse because your body is being shut down by the drug...not that it is a wise thing to do anyways...

Toyota said on Feb 27 2010, 02:02 AM:
So, I saw this car accident on the news this morning. It was a head on collision and the people in both cars died instantly. I figured this would be a perfect way to kill myself, this is what I want to do, but I need another driver to help me. I have thought about just crashing into a brick wall, or driving off of a cliff, but there is a possibility that I could survive. And that is not what I want.

anonymuss said on Feb 23 2010, 17:02 PM:
These are the lamest, most predictable ways to kill yourself. I've got it all figured out and I'm going to get the supplies now. What you need: -piano wire 6 feet -rope 9 feet -superglue -a school building Get on the roof of the school. Tie the piano wire around your neck and the rope around your waist. Tie the other ends around a post or railing. Then superglue your hands to your head. As you jump off the building the piano wire will slice your head off. It will look like you are holding your own head as your corpse dangles in midair, scarring the children for life.

Julie said on Feb 23 2010, 11:02 AM:
I am 21 and have sever anxiety, depression and panic issues. I have tried medication and have tried counseling, nothing works it is a band-aid on a fatal wound. My family is ripped apart and have been contemplating suicide for years and years now and every time I do I get closer. I am losing everything because of my parents divorce. I just can not take any more of my life and going through losing what I love. I have a fiance who loves me like nobody else, but I am truly miserable still and why should I bring him down. I just want everything to end and to finally find happiness in eternal sleep. I cant stand people telling me things will get better they never do and if it does it is just a glimmer and then it is two steps back into misery. i always have to put on a fake happiness to help others and be strong for my family but nobody sees how I am crumbling and nobody will understand. nobody

Tom said on Feb 23 2010, 10:02 AM:
My friend recently died hanging him self.... you people just upset me... if your gonna do it dont fuck around just do it...

help me, please.. said on Feb 23 2010, 08:02 AM:
hi, im 17, i dnt normally tell other people, that being people i know and people i dont know my feelings anymore, so im a lill new to this.. I dont know what to do anymore. i try to improve myself and it all gets worse. It feels like one thing will go rite and the rest will just fall apart.. and no matter what i do, i cant fix it. i really need help.. But i dont have anyone to talk to. me and my partner just broke up.. I gave up everything for him, my friends, my family, my education.. just to move to a different state to live with him. then he just fucks me over. I bairly get enough money from work to pay rent each week, lillown food. i cant even afford to eat.. i have nothing anymore and i really, really need some to help me. im a wreck. I spotted a box of tablets and all thats been going through my head is, how many it would take and would anyone even notice.. if anyone reads this and thinks they can help me in any sort of way, please do, please email: i.need-your.help@hotmail.com

Azzy said on Feb 23 2010, 01:02 AM:
I'm so tired of everything being my fault. My parents blame me for everything. They adopt me cuz they didnt want their own kids and now that they have two they shut me out and treat me like shit. Same goes for every guy i have met. Use me and leave me. I lost my son while I was pregnant with him and on Jan 19 he would have been one years old. He was all I was living for. I have nothing and nobody. To all those who know me see you in Hell

kara said on Feb 22 2010, 14:02 PM:
i am 13 and so fucking pissed of with life people say im too nice, i try making everyone happy and smile. all through my lufe theres been let downs. my mum put me up for adoption when i was 5 my foster mum killed her self. i never knew my dad. my brother killed my sister! boys seem to use me all the time. my xbf raped me. all my mates hate me because of one silly girl shit stirring i dont eat anymore and living with my cuzzan who hates me and treats me like a piece of shit! iv slit my wrist and this is for anyone whos reading if they know me im sorry and i will always love you! love you jenny big sister! R.I.P xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

suicidel said on Feb 22 2010, 04:02 AM:
well i hate my life only enjoyment is smoking weed and fucking bitches peace world

reason said on Feb 20 2010, 22:02 PM:
Most who want to die don't know they are suffering from a genetic defect they were born with. A problem in their bodies that makes life go so wrong. Worse yet in grand human tradition "out of sight, out of mind"--everyone else refuses to admit there is anything different between humans who want to die, or are gay, or extra smart, or violent. Google: Stephen Fry : Secret Life of the Manic Depressive On the other hand, there are some who physically suffer every day. They wait for the day when the body finally gives up the will to live because it has reached its physical limit. But compassion isn't part of the rest of humanities formula is it? Rather, preservation is the most important. The knowledge is out there to know yourselves and why you hurt. You must have the determination to go and make it your own and to do something with it.

........ said on Feb 20 2010, 03:02 AM:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ANYONE CONSIDERING SUICIDE, JUST, DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIFE IS WORTH LIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

john gant said on Feb 19 2010, 18:02 PM:
Im 24 and still look like im 15, im small, ugly, dyslexic,clumsey, gay and i can take all teh shit that lie throws at me. Homphobia is the bigges thing tht is getting me down and i want to die just to get away from bothe this cunty fucking religon rapped world and my fucking body and mind. Gonna make an attempt to hang myseld tonight, please wish me luck with it.

doomed said on Feb 18 2010, 08:02 AM:
hi i am 13 and i want to end it all

good bye said on Feb 18 2010, 08:02 AM:
aske ur frend

tich said on Feb 18 2010, 08:02 AM:
i want to die

cory said on Feb 18 2010, 07:02 AM:
well ive learnt that not the way to go about it but then again why wont we all just die cause some of our clostes friedns and family r all a bunch of cunts and wee al hate them but wat happens when we r all gone they r gonna think about us all and they will think wat have we done we should of been their for them and then they will just never forget about us and how much they loved us and i carnt say shit ive tried ti kill myself plenty of times but it just dont work and the best way of dieing is overdoseing and a dark place where none can hear or see you thats the best why i know because im dead allready even if i am all ready still liveing but im dead inside and i just want to slaughter every one of these cunts cause they run me down all the time and when every thing is about to go good some how they mannige to fuk it all up and i have suffered frome depressions all my life cause i canrt fine i love careing gril friend and my dad is dead and he hade the same problem and i just want to end it all and i go from being happy//then to sad one minute the want to kill my self and everyone around me so can some one just do it wid me plz help me any girls wanna fuck me all night then die with me so i dont have to do it anlone and if any gurls want to do that wid me add me on msn and come meet me and we can do it my addy is crazzy_Cory@hotmail.com ok love yas all

sam said on Feb 17 2010, 22:02 PM:
hey my name is sam. i just simply want to die, but i dont wanna do it alone, i live in overland park kansas and i would really like to find a partner who will take their life with me. my face book is Artistofdivine@aim.com, or just look up sam fletcher. thankyou, contact soon, much love.

just-a-nobody named elisha said on Feb 17 2010, 18:02 PM:
i want to die why can't their be some sort of legal system where they will use nice drugs to put me to eternal sleep instead of trial and error, i am thinking of ODing on sleeping pills but what happens if someone finds me and then im brain dead and will never get the job done. Thought i found the life i wanted but everything just gets worse, there is no soul mate out there for me there is nobody, i am just a burden.

james said on Feb 16 2010, 00:02 AM:
Courtney are you there? if your reeding this please post something my name is james maybe we could talk

im Kelly said on Feb 15 2010, 13:02 PM:
im just 12 im a girl sometimes i feel like nobody loves me and the only way of getting trough that is killing my self the only problem is im afraid of going 2 hell. but why do i exist? i mean no body wants me 4 anithing so im just a missery, maybe ill be death in no time or maybe somebody will love me idk i just feel so depressed dats why i cut but i have 2 hide my cuts from my dad and mom or idk what will happen

zayen said on Feb 15 2010, 11:02 AM:
hey tony can you help me

zayen said on Feb 15 2010, 11:02 AM:
my girlfrnd dnt trust me.I love her like hell.But every day she thinks I am unfaithful to her.She loves me a lot but its true she also hates me.Sometimes I think Of killing myself to end this and let her be happy.But my love to her stops me,thinking of what she will react.I really feel helpless.But I know dying is not the best solution.Its hard to face death.Its though to decide......

Tony said on Feb 15 2010, 00:02 AM:
My name is Tony and I'm a very nice guy 17 years old, and am willing to help anyone with any problems, feel free to talk to me on aim tonnyy15x no worries I'm very nice :)

todd said on Feb 13 2010, 15:02 PM:
hi i to have suffering from severe depression since I was 25 years old all so i have a lerrnning and spelling disabily and naver can sleep . I will be 48 this year im planing on commit suicide some time this year as I have wanted to this for over 10 years all be so glad when my life is over and i now longer have to suffer sorry this is so long how can i do it some how can i kill myself

Here's How said on Feb 12 2010, 17:02 PM:
Oh, I thought of another quick, cheap and easy way. Get a large syringe and pull back on the plunger until it is filled with air. Then, stick the needle into a vein and pump the syringe of air into your blood stream. As soon as the air reaches your heart you'll likely have a massive heart attack and die.

Here's How said on Feb 12 2010, 13:02 PM:
Eat drink and be merry. Eat everything you want. Get drunk every night and fuck everyone you can. Sooner than later you'll have a heart attack, liver failure or AIDS. There's no escape from that. Just make sure you deny treatment for the items listed above. Sign that DNR (Do Not Resucitate). Which means if your heart stops in a hospital setting then legally they can't try to revive you. And guess what, you'll have a fucking great time along the way. So, in essence, you're getting the best of both worlds. You get to have a blast and you get to die. I realize this isn't the quickest, easiest and most cost effective way but it might be the best way. If you want quick and easy then simply go to the nearest interstate at night dressed in black. Hide along the side of the road until you see a semi come along and at the last second jump in front of it. You won't feel a thing and the truck driver probably won't feel a thing either. He'll think he ran over an animal of some sorts. Otherwise, do whatever the fuck you want to anyone. Sooner than later you'll piss off the right person and he/she will shoot your ass!

Courtney said on Feb 12 2010, 01:02 AM:
well im 18 yrs old and im thinking about killing myself! i cant take all the drama anymore and be alone i just feel like my life isnt going any where. i cut myself almost every other day. i dont need help i just need to kill myself and be gone. i feel like everyone is going on with their lives and im not even moving on. i feel no pain when i cut so whats the big deal of killing myself??? nothing... no one will care if im gone or not there will be 5 other kids in my family so they can go on with their lives and dont have to worry about me anymore cause i will be dead. good bye world and friends and family.

Ronnie James Dio said on Feb 09 2010, 12:02 PM:
Im 17 right now and I hate my life. My family looks down at me because I smoke weed. They pretty much think im a useless piece of shit in life. I pretty much hate all people. I don't even like my friends. My parents favor my sisters and my younger brother. Currently I got kicked out of school because I brutalized this kid at my school cause he was getting on my nerves. One of these days real soon Im going to kill myself. None the less for the last 10 months I have been thinking about nothing but suicide.

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Feb 09 2010, 04:02 AM:
It was my birthday yesturday (Y)

jordan said on Feb 09 2010, 01:02 AM:
erik, don't do it you'll find what you love. I really hope you didn't do it man. don't ever do it.

haha-man said on Feb 08 2010, 00:02 AM:
you know... suicidal thoughts have been in my life since I was about 13.. at 15 I cut myself in the arms and wrists but I survived.. until now I think everyday about it, about why I think that death is the solution... I dont know.. maybe it is.. but there are many things I do to forget all this shit.. such as hanging out with people.. going out a little bit more.. play an instrument, the guitar, something that has changed my life.. go out to the world and look for whatever it is that your heart wants the most... this thought kinda makes me forget about the sad reality of life .. but this dark feeling has always been with me.. reply to me if you understand what Im saying. or do whatever the fuck you want

erik said on Feb 07 2010, 19:02 PM:
i said came on her. hahahah. Suicidal people still like jokes

Erik said on Feb 07 2010, 19:02 PM:
I've thought about dieing since i was 13, im 17 now and am at wits end. I've been rejected, Neglected and looked down on since i can remember. As far as i know, i suffer from depression and anxiety. I'm also, Sorry... to the people who are so careless and come on here Saying "just do it" or something along those lines... Your fucking dicks. You're the reason so many people are actually doing it. If i could, I'd Personally come to your house and Beat your ass down until you were chokin on your own blood... Anyway, i came on her.. just to say... goodbye to whoever reads this. im actually going to do it... In my suicide letter, i made a request that they hold a suicide ceremony. I want people to know that with the right care and affection, you can live. You really can... It will be in colorado hopefully. U see my first name here. just remember the k, and look in the news. Attend this ceremony... and make a difference. good bye

EVE said on Feb 06 2010, 20:02 PM:
I have been wanting to kill myself ever since i was in middle school. I am currently in my last year of university. I thought i had gotten over my depression and suicidal thoughts but no, they are back and in full force. I want to know what the fastest and easiest way to accomplish this would be. I can't take this anymore. I want to end my life and i want to do it now!

Some girl said on Feb 06 2010, 14:02 PM:
i have waited almost 10 months to talk about my step brother raping me. I am only 13 almost 14 in july,everyday i cry myself to sleep. I am always upset pissed off or actually too happy. I cannot live at my fathers house cuz HE is there all most every day. i am now living at my mothers house with my abusive sister who is allways constantly yelling at me or threatening to kill me. I hate her. My father believes HIM and my step mother that i agreed for this to happen. how could ur own father sit there watching u cry telling u he doesnt believe u and while ur going through that u have ur step sisters secretly listening in laughing at me, thinking that i would hoefully get in trouble. My father loves me but left me and my mother when i was 2, he didnt come back till i wa about five and we lost the ability to even look at each other, right now im still getting over my ex who cheated on me with one of my best friends. I try to find the easiest way to kill my self, First i tried chokin myself, my sister walked in on me and called me a stupid deaf retard. Second, i try overdosing on anything i find it all makes me end up either sick with poisoning, or knocks me out for 20 hours. Third i think about stabbing my self repeatidly and end up with a knife 2 centimeters away from my body, fourth i think of drowning in my grandmothers farm house pool, fith, i think of maybe cutting myself till i bleed to death, sixth, i try to sit in the road to wait for a transit that comes by. none of my friends can handle me and i just want to die hoping that i could restart and maybe my father could be proud of me and my mother wouldnt be with the wrong person. i cant take it anymore i want it to tend but no one will let me.

todd said on Feb 05 2010, 18:02 PM:
hi i have been suffering from severe depression since I was 25 years old all so i have a lerrnning and spelling disabily and naver can sleep . I will be 48 this year im planing on commiing suicide some time this year as I have wanted to this for over 10 years all be so glad when my life is over and i now longer have to suffer sorry this is so long whats the bast way to take my life

JIM said on Feb 04 2010, 22:02 PM:
Im going to kill myself. I have it so bad. Just tonight I wanted to make a grilled cheese sandwich, but I had no motovation to get up and make it. And then I thought, What if I get my ass up off the couch to make it, but I can't fucking decide which cheese I want to make it with? I mean, noone has problems like me, and I'm all alone in my laziness and indecision. Fuck. I have no cheese. Now I'm really going to kill myself. I hate not having any fucking cheese when I only want a grilled goddamn cheese sandwich. That's what life is. No fucking cheese when you need it. Good bye cruel world. You can have it, you win.

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Feb 03 2010, 06:02 AM:
To JK1261, all i have tried to do was help. if you dont like my advice, then keep the nasty comments to yourself! God, I was trying to put myself in your shoes!!!! grrrrrrrrr

sauge foncée said on Feb 02 2010, 17:02 PM:
I'm looking for poisonous things in my house that I can take. Can anyone help me with that? I need to find something that'll kill me as quickly as possible..and good luck to you guys out there with the same problems as me..i wish i could talk to someone but no on wants to hear some weirdo 14 year old complain about his life. Anyway i hope someone can help me with this, and thanks if you can..

jk 1261..x said on Feb 02 2010, 15:02 PM:
to . Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:00 AM.. fuck off u cant speak for anyone or know anything bout anyone els. ur a fool and what uve said is not onl patronising but its ignorant. xx

come on man.... said on Jan 31 2010, 21:01 PM:
I'm not sure who posted this but I read it somewhere in this forum. Someone said instead of killing urself you should just do all the things you always wanted to do with no holdbacks. I hadn't thought of things this way and it's given me hope for a better day. thanks

Steve said on Jan 31 2010, 10:01 AM:
I'm 20 years old and have attempted suicide. Luckily I was saved but I don't have a fear of death any more and this has made my life a thousand times better. I started to travel with nothing holding me back, I started to race motorbikes, extreme sports (skydiving, paragliding and even went swimming with sharks) in the past year I have enjoyed my life so much. I have and had very little money to do all of this but have made friends with every one who took me out with them. Also to them who think you're fat and not wanting to live lol it's easy to change. But just think what would you want to really do ? and do it. After all if you want to take your life you mite as well have as much fun as possible before hand :) whats to loose. have fun P.S. To them who think its funny to mock people who feel depresed and down try looking at your own life befor judging others this is serious. also try samaritans if you just feel low and need to talk about your troubles, they give good advice.

Bad Choices said on Jan 30 2010, 23:01 PM:
Dear Reignor, I feel your pain. I too am a teacher who is getting sued. I plan on doing it tonight. I'm going to take a lot of sleeping pills , sneak out with the trash later, lay down in the snow and go to sleep forever. Hope it will appear accidental like I tripped. It's verycold about 15. Hope I freeze quick :((((((((

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reigner said on Jan 29 2010, 03:01 AM:
hi.i an 32 in three months and i am going to get sued for $14,000 i cant afford that and i dedicated my life to teaching. i currenty work in a secondry school on washington.it is very upseting to me to leave my class who have grew up with me for 3 years. whats the best way for me to die please help me? thANKS

haha-man said on Jan 28 2010, 04:01 AM:
there are just so many people that think suicide is a joke... go on... go take the next step... prepare to kill yourself and then say that you're gonna kill yourself. ps.. dont kill yourself, i believe you can all fix your shit

REALITY CHECK said on Jan 27 2010, 18:01 PM:
READ: The key is to stay busy. Volunteer at an old folks home. They are always SO happy to have any visitors. These people are full of experience, advice, and help us see life differently. Or, become a "Big Brother or Sister" to a youth. Use the fact that we have empathy for others in similar situations and at least lend an ear to those suffering by themselves. This is uplifting-especially because we feel better when we help others. As hard as it is to believe for some of you guys/gals, you ARE worth something and have MUCH to offer others. We just need time and the opportunity to see what exactly this is. Even just helping a stranger with something small can have an uplifting impact on their day/life. Life is not easy. How we deal with life is what makes the person that we become. Distance yourself from negativity as much as you can. Seriously, LOTS of love to all of you.

todd said on Jan 26 2010, 18:01 PM:
hi i to have suffering from severe depression since I was 25 years old all so i have a lerrnning and spelling disabily and naver can sleep . I will be 48 this year im planing on commit suicide some time this year as I have wanted to this for over 10 years all be so glad when my life is over and i now longer have to suffer sorry this is so long how can i do it

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Take my advice fatty! :)

helpmeimafat said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
hello i am so fat i cant live with my self. i am 19 and currently smoking coke should i go on to harder stuff? e.g smack? or just od? please help

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Listen to my advise suiciders!! :D VVVVV

PC said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Im a PC and Im seven years old

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Have you tried introducing him to new sports, or getting him to do more fun stuff, maybe bowling?? Hope it works out!

mertivoy said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
i think all people are sad on this look up and help your self. please just take a second look for somthing better

virgin boy said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
hello i am 29 year old man i have recently adoped a 9 year old boy brendan he just lies there al day. i cant talk to him he just egnores me. i have never been in a releshionship no more than 6 months. what should i do? help me

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Dont do it, you can always lose the fat, but once your lives over. you can never change that. think of all the fun you are missing!

iamsofat said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
hey i am 15 and i am fat. due to me having quite alot of friends and most of them use me. i get bullied to to my weight. i am thinking of overdosing of heroin of shooting myself please help me. i also have been accused of cheating :-( that just make me mad. pleasse help in the best way to kill my self

Whitneee-Oliviaaa said on Jan 26 2010, 08:01 AM:
Hey. To everybody who feels this low, O cant really relate as I have never felt the need to kill myself. I wonder what it is that makes you that depressed to do something bad like that. Young people, you haven't lived tbh, i'm only 16 and reading most of these makes me think what a waste of a good life. If you have nothing to live for, then you no longer carry on livin-your just existing. So exist a little longer, soon you will find the life that you will lead when you fine that special someone who makes you feel amazing! Reconsider your options. We young'uns are gonna live longer because of our social environment....you need to think about the future, and how great it will be when you get away form all the losers that make you feel this way. Hope my advice was worth listening to. Chin up! (:

ihateeverything. said on Jan 25 2010, 13:01 PM:
im 15 yrs old and for the last couple of months ive just wanted to be dead. i have nothing to live for. i dont feel loved. this guy i was seeing is now with my mum. im pretty much a wreck. i love this guy so much but he hates me and it hurts so bad. im self concious and when i get called fat i wont eat and i will stick my fingers down my throat. i tried to kill myself, obviously didnt work. i slit my wrists and have these ugly scars. i have one friend that listens to what i say and tries to help me. like when i tried to kill myself i spoke to him, he was scared i feel bad but i was so drugged i can hardly remember. can someone give me a painless way to die, i dont want to try an o.d as its what i tried last time and i felt so shit, just sick and so tired i just threw up and passed out. lifes a piece of bullshit. someone give me an easy way out..

legion said on Jan 23 2010, 21:01 PM:
i really dislike when people get mad at someone who wants to end their life...they need to put themselves in their shoes, sure their problems may seem mediocre to them but they are real to that person.. and suicide is not the easy way out if it were there would be even more people who do it. I know for me having the guilt upon my shoulders that i hurt my friends and family is enough to make me stop and think. Even though everyday is a battle to wake up and act "happy"...Ive tried everything from boxing to running, yoga, massages, meditation, eating extremely healthy, acupuncture, nothing has really helped...I understand those who get angry or upset at people who commit suicide b/c its sad to lose a loved one or not be able to help them get better....But instead of getting angry they need your surpport, none of my friends understand so i feel completely alone and it only worsens the problem i do not want to have to be on pills the rest of my life and i feel ashamed that i cannot make myself feel better..... either way if i do go tomorrow, i'll see ya on the other side....i'm not afraid of death i'm just afraid of the unknown....

wiltedFlwr said on Jan 23 2010, 20:01 PM:
WEll RECENTLY MY GRANDFATHER COMMITED SUICIDE I KNEW IT WAS JUST A MATTER OF TIME...I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STAY STRONG AND NOT DO IT MYSELF BECAUSE HE WAS MAKING IT, BUT NOW I DONT' KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN HOLD OFF. I'M 20YRS OLD AND HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT COMMITING SUICIDE SINCE I WAS ABOUT 8.. I WISH IT WERE EASIER..I ALWAYS STOP MYSELF B/C I DNT WANT TO LEAVE MY FAMILY LIKE THAT..I WANT TO TRY AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT BUT AM NOT SURE HOW TO, AND I ALSO WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAVE SOMEONE'S LIFE WHO MAY WANT TO LIVE. I AM A VERY HEALTHY PERSON BESIDES THE FACT THAT I HAVE DEPRESSION.. I WAS SO SURPRISED AND SADDEND WHEN I CAME ACROSS THIS SITE B/C SO MANY PPL ARE SICK OR DEPRESSED LIKE ME.. I WOULD NEVER WISH THIS UPON ANYONE..I REALLY DO WANT TO LIVE BUT CAN'T FIND ANYTHING WORTH LIVING FOR...I HOPE EVERYONE FINDS THERE OWN WAY AND WHATEVER UR CHOICE is GOODLUCK

Bad Choices said on Jan 22 2010, 18:01 PM:
I've known for 3 weeks that I'm going to end my life. I have a great career and I'm very good at it. I've won lost of awards and so have my students. In fact we won some today. But I've made some bad choices. Consequently I'm deep in debt and my house of cards is crumbling around me. How could I have been so stupid. I'm getting sued for $14,000 and probably more soon. The legal ramifications will end my career. I'm over 50, too late to start over. My fiancée is in law enforcement and doesn't know. I'm scared but can't face the disappointed looks sure to show up when my "dirty little secrets" come out in the open. Have a good life insurance policy for my son. Need to make it appear accidental so he'll get the money. His father deserted us and he's not 25 yet. Want to leave him with something. I'm looking for a good idea for a fairly simple, not too painful accident. Any ideas? I only have a week or two at the most. Please....

FedUp said on Jan 21 2010, 18:01 PM:
I am so sick off life now! I am fifteen years old and 16 in 5 days. Me and my now ex boyfriend had been together fot 18 months. He treated me like shit, he called me fat ugly and basicly sed i was worthless! We broke up and i met a new boy who makes me happy and is really nice to me but my ex wont let it go. He told me about 1 hour ago that i should just kill myself because im not wanted. His mom fones me all the time to argue with me my mom dosnt support me she just ignores me and my dad tells me what i should do so atleast i have him. Im just so fed up of getting told what to do so does anyone know a good way to kill myself?

k said on Jan 21 2010, 00:01 AM:
there is a stupid bitch at my school she turned everyone against me.. i love thinking about killing my self and i want to die.. death scares me but being alive scares me even more iam only 15 but life looks like its about to end.. i always wonder if anyone would miss me and how life would be without me.. overdose on drugs sounds good to me

jk 1261..x said on Jan 20 2010, 17:01 PM:
to everyone to hase mad a moronic comment on this site. please fuck off with your oppinions. not only is it utterly outrageous to tell people you dont even know how to feel but its ignorant to just say it will get better. atmitlly sometimes things do get better but equally they dont. ive had several friends commit suicide and im bloody glad they did because it dosent take a genious to feel the intence and irrevocabe pain some people wade through constantly. i have also had a few friends ellect to live and im greatful for that too. its their choice and decison to make. the notion that suicide is right or wrong is incognetive .this isnt advice but i can only tell what i do wen im in the lowest low i do something drastic to see if things change slightly and if no; then i always have a back up plan. everyone is a product of their environment, genes, upbringing, truma experienced, and strength at the time. to say anyone should act in any way when it comes to their own lives is nonsence. the only person who can eva know what your exsistance is like and ur feelings within it is you, have the confidence to make your own decisions and consider yourself the only person with the right and ability to make it, fuck the rest.

UltraLoner said on Jan 20 2010, 12:01 PM:
I'm 29 I have no friends no job I lost my virginity 8 months ago to a hooker and still live with my dad who only shouts at me to get money. I have no human contact, is money and friends this bullsh1t life is all about, is life worth living without family friends nor money ?

can'twejustdieifwewant2? said on Jan 18 2010, 23:01 PM:
Why do people always try to save you if you try to kill urself?...im sick of life and im only a few months away from being 15...life is to messed up to be in anylonger...if it wasn't for the fact that my mom would be the one to find me, i would have slit my wrists in a nice warm bath yrs ago (and yes, i have been thinking bout killing myself for years since i was maybe 10), or i would overdose on drugs...or start the car in the garage...make it look like an accident so my mom doesn't feel guilty...maybe i'll just kill myself in college..idk, but the time is coming soon.. >:)

NOFATEBUTWHATWEMAKE said on Jan 18 2010, 20:01 PM:
I am 26 years old, i have never been in a relationship thats lasted more than a few months. I am all alone in the world and i wake up everyday thinking to myself whats the point. I though, id get in my car drive really fast and go off a nearby cliff. I though shoot myself, but i didnt want to leave a huge fucking mess. I though hang, but i didnt want to suffocate to death to painful. I though cut my wrists, but again messy. and fucking slow. I though over dose, but then i thought wont work, or i will give my self brain damage and really be fucked then. i though jumping but again survive and suffer, or leave a huge fuckin mess. Worst thing is i look good, i used to be super fucking fat now i am 190, i am fairly good looking, but i cant find any girls who want to date me, or they cheat on me, or leave me. and the pain i feel everytime my heart gets broken is getting to be to much for me. I went five years without looking or talking to women i went five years without any phyical contact. then i met a girl i fell for deeper than any. nothing went wrong i wanted to marry her, first time ever i felt like that. and then she just up and left me. and accused me of cheat on her. she was as broken and me. so we were a real pair. now that hollow empty filling is coming back, i dont even care to want to get up anymore. i just wish i could go to sleep and die. but i found my ticket out. i am going to look for someone in life threating situation, and i will give my life to save theirs, i dont care for my life, so better i save their life with my own. then just not using my life and just dieing uselessly..plus side is self sacrifice instant heaven..killing yourself without purpose..do not pass go do not collect 200 dollars go straight to hell.... so i will end my life by saving anothers.

i dont know anymore said on Jan 18 2010, 16:01 PM:
i dont understand life anymore i really think its fukin point less... y are we here really were all gunna die in the end i got a gf who i love so much but i also love my ex and it is hard to fukin choose i have already tryed takin my life by jumpin in front of a jeep n some how i survived it but i really am thinkin of it agian coz i fukin HATE LIFE i think about it over n over agian but can never bring myself to do it and leave my family behind but it is fukin so painful tryin to keep it inside please help me people

m said on Jan 17 2010, 10:01 AM:
can't believe i came across this site, its sad, for me, for everybody that feels like this. my father killed himself, didn't say goodbye or anything and i always think how selfish of you? but i find myself here wanting to take my own life, because i feel nothing. i'm empty. I'm tired of waking up feeling empty, whats the point on waking up at all. 17 and dying? I hate myself and everything that i have become, its time to go was time a long time ago.

Idk said on Jan 16 2010, 12:01 PM:
I am 16- Life blows right now. My moms a cunt and the rest of my family are assholes. Whole family hates me, basically tortures me, and mom is trying to get rid of me. And thats not all. The only thing that keeps me going is the thought of one day moving away and never seeing them ever again. Don't wanna kill myself but who knows. And to all you assholes mocking, encouraging people to kill themselves...you are dirt. I know this may mean nothing to some of you but killing your self won't accomplish anything. Whatever you are upset about you can always make it better. Just look to the future and i hope before you decide to kill your self you will consider what i am saying. I can really relate to what some of you are going through but keep in mind...There is always something worth living for.

Angel said on Jan 15 2010, 17:01 PM:
life is hard, I just got out of a three year divorce. My ex husband moved his ex gf in on me. I can't find a place to live, I have a heart problem and I'm on a fixed income which really sucks, but I guess at least I have some money. There are days I feel like just killing myself. Like today, I called the apartment owner, I'm staying in my aunts apartment while she's sick and living with her daugther. I called the apartment owner to see if I could at least have a dog or a friend over to visit. She said no. Course that got my aunt upset and yelling at me and saying the apartment owenr wants her back in the apartment. So, I may not have a place to live soon. My family thinks I am sending money to my bf which I am not. I cannot afford it on a fixed income. I have tried to make it on my own for the time I've been here. I am lonely, I miss my bf and sometimes I just can't stand my life. I can't drive because of my heart problem so I'm stuck here all the time. I'm bored out of my mind and I just want my life to get better. I think I deserev it.

todd said on Jan 13 2010, 13:01 PM:
Aug 29 2010 will be my end of life by drowning this is going to be my 48 birthday wish me good luck all be glad when my lfe is over

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Saire said on Jan 09 2010, 18:01 PM:
Hi Khan, im guessing from ur name that u must be of pakistani or indian decent. I myself am british & i have been dating a pakistani for over 4 yrs. I visited pakistan and it was made quite apparent that I would not be accepted by his family (namely his dad)due to the simple fact that I am a gori. I live by the same cultural values & learnt to speak some urdu/hindi & am a practicing roman catholic. But this apparently wasnt good enough. 2 yrs after me visiting his parents died & Im the only 1 that is there for him - without me life would be a lot more difficult. I guess what im trying to say to u is that things happen, obstacles are there. Overcoming cultural/religious barriers can be difficult. But suicide is not the right answer for u my friend. Allah is there for you. Dating someone whom your family doesnt approve of is difficult - but its ur life at the end of the day. You have to be happy because we only have 1 life. When you go to college u will find things improve, you will have ur own freedom, ur own place to live and no one on ur back nagging u or trying to control u. So even if u dont get into UCSC, there might be another college which u may choose to go to which will make ur life significantly better. If u want my advice, I would give it some time, and then try and speak to ur mom. Because she obviously is having a negative bearing on u. And no mom, unless they are just plain evil wants their son to suffer in this way. It is difficult especially if ur mom is traditional to see u date a girl which she doesnt see fit, because she has been brought up in a kindof narrow mindset. In time if u decide to marry this girl ur dating - she will eventually accept it. But dont live life to ur detriment; and dont forget the only person that can judge u is God - treat ppl how u wish to be treated & be respectful to ur mom. If she wishes to continue to be ignorant & turn members of ur family away from u then it is she who has the problem & not u. So dont give into her & ur place with God by giving in....

Khan said on Jan 07 2010, 19:01 PM:
April will be my end of life. If i don't get in UCSC AND get away from my family i am going to do it. I am to afraid to do it. Allah give me will to kill myself and that does not mean i want to hurt others. I am so sick of my family and mostly my mom. she dont like who i am dating and she has slowly made my whole family hate me. today she said I hope u die . 2 days ago my sister said I hope she dies. and now my other sister said u just using me for shit. Using you for what. I don't need money. I try to stay away from u guys cuz what u guys doing. Mom i am 20 let me use my fucking wings. you have always thought about urself first and tell people how u love u and u are so fake mom i i swear if i dont get in UCSC i am going to kill myself. I am going to take so many pills and let my heart take my life. i am crying mom and u are laugh after a fight with ur freinds why are u doing this to me mom. its so sad i am wrting on internet only way to show my feel sincei dont want my friends know i am sad. i am always the funny guy. I hate u mom, In April you won't ever see me again i swear you. and u never did shit for me i hope u never even come to my grave.

tim said on Jan 07 2010, 18:01 PM:
want to ead my life vary soon been wanting to die for years and im going do do it

lol..come ON said on Jan 04 2010, 06:01 AM:
@LOSER i thought it was some dude speakin..but your a woman... U KNOW HOW LUCKY THAT IS!! UR PISSED cuz ur boyfriend broke up with u? omg.. u soo lame! there like 40 plus ppl lookin for one dman GIRL!! and u said ur qualified!! ITS A GOD DMAN OPEN WORLD!! THERE IS SOO MUCH FUCKIN SHIT u can do other then takin drugs, hurting yourself.. u have SOO much shit to do in this world!!! go out and start leaving by yourself in a apartment and have a LIFE for gods sakes.. go to the pub or something.. get a dude..talk with him.. have sex or whatever!

Eh? said on Jan 03 2010, 23:01 PM:
Remedy: Red wine & Tunes that make you happy (whether happy or sad). Battle of attrition, aka. my life. Wear yourself down. Just doing what is considered self destruction. It may take time, I don't have patience, what else is there?

Eh? said on Jan 03 2010, 23:01 PM:
People making it better for us to live? "People in third countries would love the lives you have, why would you want to throw that away?", "Your problems are lesser than the problems others have". ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS? Should I be blacklisted because I feel pain? Despite what degree it may sound like to others? Just because I feel pain does not mean my pain/depression is invalid. Fuck that. It makes me feel worse for the fact that I want to die, when so many people want a healthy life. Thanks a lot, such support. Anyhow, anyway we want to go, it will affect the lives of families or friends, and that is why I can't, even though I want to, so badly. But, I guess, I will just continue this hum-drum routine, because what else is there? Let time take me, otherwise, people will be disappointed or brought to sadness because of my "selfishness". Truly, no way out. Thanks a bunch, to all the people in the world, despite my anti-social hate for you, I can't help but serve you. Thanks again, "citizens" (You would have to be civilised to even be considered "civilised", but anyhow, I digress, or do I?).

LOSER said on Jan 03 2010, 15:01 PM:
Seriously FTW! I've had enough I'll never be good enough for anything or anyone. I've worked my ass off all my life working a shit load of jobs and started college when I was 16 and now I'm 18 and all I'm qualified to do is make your fucking cup of coffee! I'm never good looking enough either my sister is anorexic and says I'm too fat I'm a fucking size 3 jeans and I'm 120lbs 5'4. I even got a tattoo with her and my other siblings name on it and she still treats me like shit. My mom constantly tells me I can't do anything right so I just don't wanna do anything at all. I don't even want to try because I'm worried I'll fail. I've been going to school and working full-time to help support my family and all they do is give me shit. I moved back in with them because my asshole army soldier ex boyfriend broke up with me and tore my emotional state into pieces. He told me I was lazy and treated me like I was worthless. Not only that he broke up with me because he said he didn't want to be in a relationship before he left to south korea but then he turned around and got with another girl right after me. I try to do anything and everythign to escape this life like take drugs and drink but it doesn't help I'm still here. I just feel like killing myself and getting it over with all my efforts are unappreciated and guys are just gonna use me for sex and dump me. My only will left to live is for my three little cousins one of them had to be put in a psychiatric hospital and the others have nothing and I feel like I need to save them from thier life but I'm simply not strong enough I can't even save myself.

abdu said on Jan 03 2010, 01:01 AM:
i love talkin about this here .. cuz soooo many ppl here are thinkin about killin themselves.. THE ONLY reason why SHOULD LIVE OR HAVE THE WILL TOOOOO LIVE is CUZ OF SEX... TRUST ME ... I HAVEN'T HAD SEX .. a big YET!!! TRUST ME.. IF YOU BROWSE SOME PORN.. TRUST ME ON THIS.. U REALLLLY WANT TO LIVE..IF ANYONE here want to know what im talkin about like what porn.. it doesnt make me live.. EMAIL ME AT hahatakeahike@ymail.com .. i will email u the realitykings member username and password where u can browse ALL THE PORN THEY HAVE.. i don't mind give the access to a minor cuz... HELLO..the kids wants to kill himself!! hope a few young blot of energy from porn might give him the light to LIVE!! want the access -- email me at hahatakeahike@ymail.com and any girl wants to have sex cuz she is sad .. u can email me about that too bye

abdu said on Jan 03 2010, 01:01 AM:
..btw.. forgot to mention.. i read some comments here about 13 year old kids thinkin to kill themselves.. u know what.. WTF!!!! ARE U CRAZY!! killin urself cuz u have no friends or ur ugly looking or ppl call u shit.. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK [WTF] !!!! SCREW THEM!!!!! DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT THEY SAY.. I too was bullied.. i don't if it being bullied.. it was just friend playin around.. but forget that.. my point.. WAIT AND SEE... ALL THE bad calling will go away cuz the ppl callin u shit will get bored and by the time ur 18 or 17... ur life will become nothing but WORK WORK WORK.. no one would want u call u shit.. why? CUZ IT WOULD BE JUST BEING CHILDISH AND BABYISH... AND MOST important of all.. LIKE.. FUCKIN GROW UP!! it normal to be called shit when ur young.. cuz UR YOUNG!. trust me on this.. wait and see when u grow up.. U probably know what i mean! like ENJOY UR CHILDHOOD FOR FUCK GOD'S SAKES!! childhood will NEVER come back..enjoy the life u have now cuz i can guarantee that childhood WILL NEVER NEVER EVER come back!

abdu said on Jan 03 2010, 01:01 AM:
Azu thanks for realizing me that.. i just woke up after posting that comment about myself.. but i just realized u know what.. FUCK THE WORLD..i don't CARE WHAT THE world things of me.. ITS A FREE WORLD.. i can do what ever i can.. if ppl call me ugly, dumb or stupid.. u know what.. FUCK THEM.. cuz i don't give a shit what they think!!! lol..i thought my parented hated me yesterday cuz i pissed them of by not listenin.. guess what.. it back to normal! there is nooo point of killin urself cuz its A HUGE WORLD out there.. it just soo dumb to kill urself cuz of ur ex boyfriend or girlfirend.. u should just think about like.. WTF? u know what.. fuck u.. i don't need u.. if u wait.. ull see them comin back! i don't want to die now.. cuz.. the REAL reason u should live is for the sex and THE WORLD IS FUCKIN BIG..sooo much shit you can do by listening to urself and understanding what u want to do.. mates--- plz don't kill urself.. time itself will decide when u will die.. no point of takin the shortcut! if ur sad... move to a different city, get a job.. and FIND A NEW PARTNER. like HELLOOO..if you find a new partner.. U GET A NEW LIFE OR GOD'S SAKES!!!!!! travelin also aint a bad idea after reading couple of comments!

todd said on Jan 02 2010, 17:01 PM:
my life has been nothing but torcher for me i want to ead my life vary soon I want to kill myslif by useing a knife well this work what is the bast place to stab so all die

Azu said on Jan 02 2010, 15:01 PM:
I grew up with teachers telling me i was dumb and that i would never make anything of my life. And i found that by teaching myself things, and finding my own way of learning i was much more successful. I have never been good at maths, but im good at the arts instead. Its about finding something which u enjoy & which u can teach yourself. I am now a very successful businessman & did very well at university by teachin myself what i needed to know. Trying to get ur parents to hate u - ain't gonna work mate. You need to try and up ur positivity and think that u can do well and achieve. Comparing urself to others and constantly saying to urself that ur bad at everything aint gonna help u and put u in the right mind-frame for ur studies. Your studies isnt a reason to kill urself - pick urself up and try again... if i can get through dyslexia and still make it im sure you can too!

abdu101 said on Jan 02 2010, 10:01 AM:
i TOO really want to die.. no matter what!!! i'm pretty dumb at school.. like got a gpa of 3.1 AVERAGE! i studied my ass of and still failed school, i got into uni and im failing that too.. so i quit studyin but my parents scream at me that i should study.. like im dumb, not good at anything, i learn stuff pretty fcukin slow, i can't even do simple math at the gas station, i aint buff, i aint good lookin, some chicks like but fcuk them, i fuckin emotional like i cry on simplest thing like with dman tears, I BASICALLY bad at everything.. its true that i'm not even good at anything even thought my parents say im good at advertising... i wont dieing like tom or tonight. its just i don't my parents and family to be sad.. so my mission .. make my parents hate me .. so i have no one left and die without any regrets... im compare myself to the weak humans.. die only when ur really alone! omg..i have darn tears.. I REALLY SUCKS BALLS.. i don't get the point what is meant by God created everyone equal!

ejfb;aw said on Jan 01 2010, 22:01 PM:
One of these days i will do it, and she will wish she didnt be such a fucking cunt to me, fuck u mom.

F said on Jan 01 2010, 22:01 PM:
i always knew the way i'd kill myself. I'd sit in the garage in my car while its runnin with the windows down and the music blaring. if this stuff keeps happening i'll do it soon.

Anon said on Jan 01 2010, 04:01 AM:
See what i mean about sleazy men - u ppl make my skin crawl...instead of postin somthin useful u treat ppl like meat...

brandon said on Dec 31 2009, 20:12 PM:
I'll rescue you if you want, Stripper.

Anon said on Dec 31 2009, 15:12 PM:
Stripper there is no such thing as a "normal" life. Don't get me wrong; u have had a hard start to life but no-one has the right to judge u or look down their nose at u & if they do then they aren't worth a bean to u. What u are trying to do is better urself and make the best of ur life and ur 6 siblings & to that i take my hat off to you. Would it surprise u if i told u that i knew of ppl who were at Cambridge university who were stripping to get by & pay their uni fees? Im not judging u - im gonna give my advice which is do what u need to do & only that. If u feel that it is the stripping which is gettin u down then try ur best to find a living another way maybe part time cleaning jobs or an admin post if you can. If u resent what ur mother does, then maybe by u stripping ur fear is that the same thing could happen 2 u? Is it this which is gettin u down? Looks don't last & men where u strip are more than likely only going to see u as meat. Ur more than that, ur more cleaver, and u can make a success of whatever it is u put ur mind to. So don't give up... If ur at school/college - that can be ur escapism not ending ur life. And as u said ur a role-model to ur siblings. They love u and need u. Try to put ur mind to focusing upon ur way forward, through education or an apprenticeship scheme or anything which u want to put ur mind to. As u said ur very young u must be 16/17 at a guess & u have had a horrid awakening to the seedier side of life. But it doesnt have to be like this, u just have to believe that there is a betterment there for u in the end. Have faith in urself & faith in ur betterment. You only get one life, u only have one body and u only have 1 family - so believe in urself and believe in ur future because its right in front of u. Please dnt let the settings & circumstances of where u r at the moment turn u off of life... Im not sure where u are based - but if u would like advice regarding finding wrk or education/ apprenticeships please post again & i will provide u with contacts & information which can help u. My best wishes to you.

Stripper said on Dec 31 2009, 10:12 AM:
My reason is silly to most I have been trying to quit dancing I dont even know why I started. My mom sells herself and my dad is not here. I have been trying to pretend like everything is okay with me and that I live a normal life I have been trying to fit in with normal people and trying to better myself or be better than where i came from which shouldnt be hard to do my mom is a damn fucking prostitute. I have 6 younger siblings that need me but I cant do it anymore. I am very butiful but am tired of using my looks to make it. I feel like every time i try to be better life will not let me go there i am in school i model and people idolize me but i am so feed up with it. I cant talk to anyone about this because everyone would think im crazy and then how do i ever go about being normal. Back to the stripping its my only way out at this point but I dont want to do it. Like I said im oldest of 6 and basically try to support them and go to school while trying to advance in life how the hell do I do it I cant anymore i am so tired and drained I may sound selfish to some but i feel like im dying inside i am so young it sucks that i cant do it anymore. it sucks im at this point. i want to die i want god to take my life before i end up doing something stupid and end up in the devils hands. I want to die fast and painless and i want it to be natural i cant live with my siblings knowing i killed myself. what do i do?

Kate said on Dec 30 2009, 15:12 PM:
You hurt yourself & you will hurt others..all who may kill themselves is a way of selfishness & not realizing your surroundings so you choose the easy way out. LIFE IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE EASY...i love you all, let life be a beautiful thing..People who wanted to live, there lives get taken every day...so enjoy yours!

Anon said on Dec 30 2009, 13:12 PM:
Moving to another country is always difficult. If the situation is out of ur control i.e. ur parents made the decision to move or u had to for work then i can understand why u are feelin so down about it. The Netherlands is very different from the UK. But don't give up on ur life because u dont like where u are - try and interact with ppl and find something that u like doing this may help to take ur mind off of where u are. If ur a student there are normally lots of international student gatherings/societies where u can meet all different types of ppl & interact with a more diverse set of ppl than those u are used to seeing. There is a British Armed Forces link - to the Samaratans u can ring them on: 0602 222 88 (Website: sostelefonischehulpdienst.nl/)this may help if u want to specifically talk to someone. And if ur still feeling deeply unhappy about the move, try speaking to ur parents or whoever u moved to Holland with about how ur feeling. All the best

Anonymous said on Dec 30 2009, 13:12 PM:
i moved across the atlantic to holland and i hate it here i just want to die so i dont have to deal with it

Anon said on Dec 30 2009, 11:12 AM:
I can advise two excellent confidential places which will be able to help you Anonymous. Everything u say will be treated with total confidence and annonimity: there is a 24 hour number which u can ring, for immediate help dial: 13 11 14 they are called Lifeline Australia here is their webpage for ur reference. (http://www.lifeline.org.au/find_help/suicide_prevention/suicide_prevention_links_and_resources. If u suffer from depression, or bi-polar and would like someone who can confidentially speak to u about this type of condition then please ring this number: 18 00 18 (7263) for ur reference this is their webpage (http://www.sane.org/information/suicide_prevention.html. Both contacts i have listed will talk with u about anything which u would like to specifically talk through. Please do ring.

Anonymous said on Dec 30 2009, 08:12 AM:
hi i just need some one to talk to and i dont want to tell any one i know im like this but i tryed to kill myself b4 and it did not work but i need some one to talk to in australia 0400714030

Anon said on Dec 29 2009, 18:12 PM:
Chris,I like you can get moments of real lowness, & depression. But take it from me the drugs arent going to help you. Your pananoia and spin out is from the drugs which might make you feel better for a few mins but will sizzle out and make you feel even worse afterward. You don't know that no-one cares about you, you just feel like it & we all do when we are depressed. I take it from your number that your in the UK please ring this number: 0800 068 41 41 they can ring you back if you leave a message with them. Here is there website (http://www.papyrus-uk.org/hln.html?gclid=CLS4sdX1_J4CFY8A4wodjDsmJw) I think they will give u the support u need - all the best to you...

Chris Hayes said on Dec 29 2009, 16:12 PM:
I'm so depressed all the time, I have anxiety and I get so paranoid about everything. No body cares about me and my friends only hang round with me because of drugs and I don't even know what I'm addicted too anymore. Ispin out about everything so much and I just don't know if I can take this world anymore please help me . I just need to elk to someone 07866083640

Anon said on Dec 29 2009, 08:12 AM:
Danielle it isn't your fault. When someone is in pain they don't think rationally. Sometimes its hard to snap out of the negativity. You can't blame yourself for not stopping her so please don't blame yourself. Your only 13, so I can't imagine what ur going through. Lots of love to u and ur family at this difficult time. Let ur sisters memory live on through you...

Danielle. said on Dec 29 2009, 07:12 AM:
im 13, femalee + my wee sisterr killed herself yessterday & tbh i think its my fault :(, i wusnt there to stop her ! :'(

edwin said on Dec 28 2009, 21:12 PM:
i see the ligth...aaa

Anon said on Dec 28 2009, 10:12 AM:
I just wanted to echo what Stuart Wood said - there is so much suffering for your family if u do proceed. Your parents love u, although they may not tell u or show u all of the time. Im 24 and having watched my nephew slowly suffer and die from an incurable disease in front of my eyes & seeing my family's pain as we were helpless to save him - has made me think twice. I tried counselling it didnt work for me. But however shit life gets please believe there is a betterment in the end - & that whatever happens happens for a reason. If people taunt u or have hurt u dont let them win in calling u a failure - prove to them and everyone else how wrong they are. We all have moments of weakness & experience pain but we are all in control of our own destiny i plead to u all to re-evaluate ur life and think about how u can begin to forgive and love urself. If u can do the same for others who have ever wronged you - why can't u forgive urself? Be kind to urself...

Pavor Nrandom said on Dec 27 2009, 17:12 PM:
I don't understand why anyone would want it anything but painful. I want to feel the elation before all of my sensations die.

Anon said on Dec 27 2009, 14:12 PM:
I feel the same way as many of u posting here. Life can be difficult and shit happens. God knows I have been crying non-stop for the past 4 days. The last time i felt this bad was 2 yrs ago & I had my boyfriend to help pull me through. Since then his parents have died and his sister was killed in the space of 6 months. He moved back home & we have been apart for over a year residing in different countries. He is distant and at times real hurtful - i have put up with his aggression because i thought he still loved me & we could make it work. Another christmas alone, feeling unloved and unwanted that i cry myself to sleep with the hope that i wont wake-up. I dont know whether there is any betterment out there or any escape from these feelings i have. But u know what i find helps when i wake up from dreaming of hanging from my ceiling - any beauty left in the world; a quiet walk, sipping a cup of tea, drawing, reading or anything which i remotely like doing. Sit down and observe the world around u - and try to find pleasure in the small things. May God give us all strength in the face of adversity...

The Outcast said on Dec 26 2009, 18:12 PM:
I think I'll try the OD tonight....

stuart wood said on Dec 26 2009, 15:12 PM:
I'm 34, first time i tried to end it i was 13. I've never really been happy. What is this life all about? I see others suffering, compared to them i am spoilt and in paradise but still i'm in pain. I'm lonley I don't fit in. Tried religion, shrinks, why is it so hard for me? Wchy am i not happy at this age or any other? When i was 19 i swaore i would never get to 30 but some how i did. Why am i so weak. For that i hate myself. I'm sick of life but for the others in pain like me i hope there is a solution. For the sick fucks on here saying do it i hope they have a day where they suffer. Suicide isn't the answer for everyone. There is so much suffering for your family if you chose this path. I don't want to hurt my family or anyone for that matter. I just don't want to live this pointless existence anymore. I don't feel this desperate all the time. I have been drinking and know that this pai will pass. If there are others feeling low, please, please think things through. Talk to people who can help you. You are not alone. Don't listen to the idiots on here wishing you dead. I pray for you and me that one day all this hurt will pass.

. said on Dec 25 2009, 18:12 PM:
i have never felt so alone before. going through so much. highs. lows. its bullshit. all of this is bullshit. i hate life. i have severe depression, ocd, and anxiety. recently, ive been questioning if i have bipolar disorder. i think i do. i have tried going anorexic. its too hard though. fuck it. i think im just gunna down a bottle of nyquil and sleep. all i want to fucking do is get high. i want some fucking answers because nothing in my life makes any fucking sense. i hate it all. and honestly..i dont give a fuck if i go to hell. if i kill myself, i deserve it.

brandon said on Dec 25 2009, 01:12 AM:
wow i cant ever turst a girl they all fuck me over!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want someone to know how i feel how my life is! i think im kiling my self tonight i give my heart and soul out to everyone who can make there lives work i cant!

adrian said on Dec 23 2009, 12:12 PM:
f uck my life

ben said on Dec 23 2009, 05:12 AM:
ok well i have tryed to kill myself b4 and it was no good but i have got it now i found some arsenic that should do it i dont know why im saying this maby i need to because no one will talk to me so 500gs should be fine but if this does not work i dont know wat to do ok im drinking it now bye

echo said on Dec 23 2009, 00:12 AM:
As an adult who suffered yearning for death for most of my existence, I say DO IT, DO IT, DO IT!!! Life will only get worse and more difficult. I am perfectly healthy having survived a cliff fall, gun shots, drug od's, car wrecks, etc., this life is not worth living and don't let all these sacks of horse dung who obviously hate you (otherwise they would understand your pain and find a way to help it end rather than judging you with their utterly pathetic belief systems) so you need to let them go. Life is a miserable beast that will tear you apart while it feeds on all your hopes and dreams. No person on the entire planet can ease the pain. Don't kid yourselves... love yourself enough to let go. Absolutely nothing can be worse than this life. I applaud all of you who try and succeed. If you fail, so long as you made a real effort, keep trying or realize that you're some sort of demon meant to rest on this planetary prison, suffering solely for the entertainment of others. Good luck and you're blessed in death and in life.

eff it said on Dec 22 2009, 12:12 PM:
i used to want to kill myself all the time, and i tried several times. takin blood thinners, prescription meds, cutting, inhalants, alcohol, puttin myself in situations to be killed. but recently i started having panic attacks, and my panic was dying. so now in an effed up way, im afraid to die. but i still hate life. it still sucks, and im still wishing i could kill myself. but this newfound appreciation for living has made my insided too weak to commit suicide, cuz if i could do it, itd be suicide by cop.

sad said on Dec 22 2009, 07:12 AM:
bye

pops said on Dec 22 2009, 05:12 AM:
you kids you all need some one to talk to at your age you should be out enjoying yourselves. look a know some of you have got big problems in your life but the others your on about killing you self because of a girl or you hate your parents etc. when i was a teen i tried it a few times always with pills i was nearly there one time but a got saved. people who have taken them will know that its a good feeling but take to much and that's it DONT DO IT trust me there's a lot to offer out there

gun said on Dec 22 2009, 05:12 AM:
any one got a gun it'll be fast and pain free thats the best way. even better still join the army they'll give you a gun

qoodbye. said on Dec 21 2009, 16:12 PM:
death is a much easier way to qet rid of the pain, then to live it.

said on Dec 20 2009, 11:12 AM:
i'm completely broken. When i'm in a car i sit and my mom says to put my seat belt on and i say ok. instead i sit there hoping i crash. but i tell her to put hers on. i have cut my writs multiple times. i want to kill myself so bad. dying is the easy part its living that's hard. ecpecialy when your in such a deep hole, the lowest of low's. my boyfriend broke up with me. my father shot himself and i ot to see his blood foot. i take drugs and im only 16. i hav insomnia, anxiety, add/adhd, i don't go to school, im depressed as hell, i have many many doctor's an phicologist's (none work) and so much more. im stressed and my hair is comeing out cos of that. i hav not one friend cos i was makeing sure no one gets attached to me so that when i do kill myself no one gets hurt. im way alone. fuck, i want to go now. i hav always smiled for people and i go out of my way for people who need someone. ill listen to peoples problems and help them as best i can. i just don't want to live anymore. i have no reason to anymore. i will.

Cybrogam said on Dec 19 2009, 17:12 PM:
I'm sick of feeling alone unwanted told I'm loved but still pushed away. I tire so hard but I still fuck up and end up alone but just more hurt. I'm stuck at my parents again and I hate them I just try to sleep my life away but I even dream of killing myself. I'm so tired of feeling this way and seeing my life go down the shitter. I just hope she knows how much I loved her and would so anything for her she was the only reason I didn't do it 3 years ago...

Nobody said on Dec 17 2009, 20:12 PM:
I'm a college student. The major I choose does not interest me. Plus I'm struggling with classes. Yet out of all the majors out there, this is the one that interest me most that will allow me to live the type of life style I think is comfortable. I hate it. I have plenty of friends but they are nothing like me. There are girls willing to date me but I don't want the hassle of a relationship. Sex is all I care about. I'm not this way becaue I choose to be. I always feel like I'm alone. Ever day I wake up and nothing new happens. Nothing changes. Nothing is funny anymore. I never smile. I think about killing myself all the time. I have loans that pay for my schooling. If I die my parents have to pay that back. I don't want that. People say life is worth living. I just don't think it is. In the end you die anyways. Sucks.

failure said on Dec 17 2009, 12:12 PM:
i find myself alone most of the time, im always screwing things up between me and my family. I lost my best friends to a stupid guy cause i cant be happy. i keep getting used over and over again by guys, im just meat to them. whats the point of living if im here to be used? i try and try to make myself a better person, but in the end i come down lower than i was before. the only reason im in college is to please my dad. i love him so much but i hurt everyday. ive been so sad since i was little. i cant ever talk about how i feel cause im always trying to make people happy, and how i feel makes them sad. i just want to dissapere. i wish i was never born. people would be so much more happier if i never entered their lives. things would be easy. the only time im happy is when im held, and i know its just so they can fuck me. im so tired of this bullshit world. why is everyone so mean? why do i have to force myself to smile everyday?

Cocoa said on Dec 16 2009, 15:12 PM:
Its good to know that over does on drag works.I will try it.I am not worth living, don't even know why I am born for first place. I have been so horrible, I pissed him off again. Its not his fault its me, I am just dump shit. I love my family, friends and my boyfriend but I can't live like this no more. Tired...

suicidal angell said on Dec 16 2009, 10:12 AM:
i recently just got kicked out of my house and was forced to move two hours away from basically everything i have ever loved. i finally found the love of my life and now were separted and the long distance is not working for us. before i was kicked out i was arrested for vanadalising an abandoned house in the middle of nowhere ! i was living on the streets all summer until i finally moved back home again. that lasted for about a month and my parents and i got in a huge fight . my stepdad physically abused me and they said they were going to call the cops . i ran away from my house and slit my throat...it wasnt deep enuf tho. i attempted to hang myself..my feet were off the ground , but after about 15 seconds..i couldnt do it anymore . now i live with my grandma and i cant stand it . i get many questions about the scars on my neck , but no one knows . i hate my life and im tired of trying to end it i want it to be done and over with .

Thebogo said on Dec 14 2009, 03:12 AM:
To all the assholes that mock and can’t understand, why are you on this site? Fuck off. So many of you are so heartless! I hope, wish, beg and pray to whomever all mighty that you wake up with this kind of unexplained overwhelming sadness. You’re awful how dare you criticize something you can’t understand? And to those of you who feel the way I do... I’m so very sorry. I’m in the same place. Please if any of you need to talk, e-mail me at NeoMosholi@hotmail.com I’m reaching out to all of you so drop a line I’ll be there.

gaygaygay said on Dec 12 2009, 20:12 PM:
I just want to do it to spite people. Prove I'm not afraid of death and there is nothing people should be afraid of. I think everyone should kill themselves, we are all worthless sacks of shit with no purpose. If life is full of suffering why would you want to waste your time suffering. Nothing you do is going to matter in the long run seriously the human race will ened and really what is your life going to matter.

B said on Dec 11 2009, 00:12 AM:
Life is worth living no matter what occurs. "To live is too suffer, and to continue living is suffering." But by understanding suffering we are able to understand what is real and what is not. To live is to learn. To live is to gain happiness and prosperity, the thing is it doesn't come all at once. LOOK AT YOUR PROBLEMS IN THE EYE, ATTACK IT. Don't run away from what you think you can't fix, change your attitude about the situation, and do your best to fix the problem in the most senseful way possible. Going to juvy would be tough shit, but the thing is once you get out, you could make anything of yourself, your step parents might not respect you but gain their trust back with what you got. Show them who you really are, the thing is, the past is the past now is now look at whats happening now. If you do decide to stay, and go to juvy. Think about what you can do after you get out. AND REMEMBER EVERYBODY CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE ABOUT THE SHIT, ONCE YOU LOOK AT THE PROBLEM IN A DIFFERENT WAY YOU GOT A CHANGE TO CHANGE IT. THERES ALWAYS A CHANCE!! EVERYBODY GOT IT HARD, STICK TOGETHER, FAMILY, AND FRIENDS. BUT IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU GOT NONE A THIS, BE YOURSELF AND MAKE RESPECT WITH OTHER PEOPLE. SHOW THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, NEIGHBORS, FRIENDS, FAMILY, ANYBODY, WHO YOU REALLY ARE, SHOW EM YOUR A KIND, RESPECTFUL PERSON, NO MATTER HOW HARD THINGS SEEM LIKE YOU CAN'T CHANGE IT. DONT THINK ABOUT THAT! THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU CAN DO, AND FIX AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, NO MONEY, NO JOB, HAVE SOME FAIT, THINK ABOUT WHAT YOUR GOOD AT, KEEP TRYING! YOU COULD GET LUCKY! LIFE IS TOUGH, BUT LIVE. LIFE ISN'T WORTH THROWING AWAY, DEAL WITH WHATS TOUGH AND MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF YOURSELF, DO WHAT YOU CAN DO, BE DETERMINED TO CHANGE. HELP THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, LOOK INTO YOUR HEART, AND LOOK AND HELP THE OTHERS AROUND YOU NO MATTER HOW NEGATIVE OR BAD THEY MIGHT LOOK, DON'T JUDGE. ONLY REMEMBER THERES ALWAYS A CHANCE TO CHANGE, NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!

cantgetworkshouldidie said on Dec 10 2009, 12:12 PM:
I have a dog and i wont be able to take care of him or myself since i have no job and no place to live i do have savings i was told by my wife she did not want me anymore, what kind of drugs would work. not one of my friends or family has offered to help. I have a degree and a career history that is impressive. Tried everything for 2 years.

alostcause said on Dec 10 2009, 11:12 AM:
I know what you feel. I am a 14 year old boy who was recently caught with "drugs" at school. They were ambian. I sold them to one of my friends and he gave them out to a bunch of people. I realize now that was the biggest mistake of my life. The boy took too many and was pale white. The teachers sent him to the nurses office. He was pretty messed up so he said everything right away. I got called down to the nurses office and I denied everything. He told the teachers all the other people he gave the pills to and they gave me up right away too. I just accepted that I was in trouble and told the principal I gave them to him. One of the boys was asked why I was lying about it and he was so high he said, "It soundes too me like he is backing me up." When I got home my dad told me that there is no way he could get me to the alternative school. He said he is going to ask for them to put me in juvy. All of my friends are not allowed to hang out with me my father and step-mother said they don't want me any more, and I havn't talked to my real mother in about 4 months. I havn't seen her in about 6 years! My grandmother is about to die but all she can think about is how much I messed up my life. My father took away everything I had and sold it for money. He says he will need the money if he loses his job because of me. Nobody wants me anymore and there is nothing to look forward to in life. If I kill myself im dead. If I don't I go to juvy for 3 months. Then my parents won't pick me up so I will stay in the governments custody till im 18. What I did went on my permanent record so no good college will take me in. That means I will have a "pathetic job" as my father would say. My birthday and christmas is coming up in about 15-20 days but I dont get anything for my birthday or christmas. Thats what I have to look forward too!

r said on Dec 10 2009, 10:12 AM:
it will all be finished soon

Serious situation said on Dec 07 2009, 23:12 PM:
(First up i don't care what anyone says about my situation or my spelling) Since the beginning of this year my Mother has been the cause of everything. She is a Lesbian which also makes it a little worse. She is in menopause and that probably how it all got started. I am 13 years of age and have no god nor do i believe or will ever believe in a god (long story). Well since she has been in menopause she a bitch about everything she yells at me screams at me and in two cases has pushed me and hit me hit her hand in anger (it wasn't hard she was just mad enough to do it). I don't love my mother for this and because her menopause broke up our small family that we did have. A break up of my two mothers happened because my mother(real) did not want to be around my other mother. It was realy because they fought all the time and hatted each other at the very brim of who they are (just how they acted toward each other in my opinion). Since then i have been some what troubling in school my mother has implied while fighting with each other. I have caused a case of vandalism and a case of sexual harassment in another the vandalism most recent (i did both of these thinking they would be funny and not serious but since then i have realized that people take things different then me and my friends do). As a small joke we moved the bathroom sealing tiles over and put soap in the ceiling as a joke. Also the sexual harassment i was charged with was when i went up behind a girl and pretended to (as my principle described it dry hump) because she had bumped into me purposely and my friends were pushing me her into me purposely .(there were other tings like i used to like this girl and she knew about it but i now hate them and plus they have been doing other things such as not the girl i was pushed into but her same friend that pushed me into her has screamed straight out in my face word for word "I want to wipe my sweaty balls in your face" and i replied awkwardly "Im your man" she proceeded to run back to her friend squealing "Eww your gross" that incident was a week earlier before as my principle said before i dry humped her so) both the girl i liked were involved and her friend were they refused they did anything through so i took the fall for it all. The principle did not get the authorities(police) involved (because his fat ass dident want it turning into something big). Also when he questioned the first time me he had no other adult in the room with him. He asked if i did it and i edited doing it. Then he questioned the girls and they were released without any kind of punishment (not that i have heard of since then).Then he took me in his office and called my mother (while he was calling her asked about the ethnicity of my name and myself my name is Maxamillion Mahmoud Abdule Azim DeLeon by the way my parents and when i told him my parents were gay/lesbian he commented "Every family has problems" and he also asked about my personal beliefs i told him that to saying i was atheist i pretty told him everything being scared shitless having never gotten in trouble for really anything) when my mother called she wanted to come over and talk to the principle herself and understand the situation when she got there she pretty much saved my ass and made the principle look bad (the principle also threatened me after she made him look bad saying while pointing at me across his desk that he knew i quote "I know you did more that one bad thing in this school") i staeded the rest of the day after that and my two days of ISS were cared out the next two days. I think you get the idea. My mother was very mad and we had about 3 samll fights spanned out over a week about it. My mother told me to write a paper on sexual harassment she said it needed to be college grade (this paper has still not been turned in). She also because of the vandalism act now wants me to write a paper on the cost of vandalism on the society (one is due one or before 3 of January and the vandalism paper on or before the 15 of January). There are many more factors of my situation (i am left alone when my mother works which is most nights and she was also angered for almost telling the principle that to). That is actually very import because she said the principle could have taken me away from her. There are many more complicated small problems that don't really matter but the weight of all this seems to be coming down on me now and i really dont fell like dealing with it i dont care if you call me a baby or pussy for not stepping up to the plate and dealing with it like a man what would you do i think you know what the same thing im going to do I cant take everything thats going on i have thought about it all before Its been hard and long i dont like life and i dont want it or it heart breaks or many disappointments along with its suffering and complicated feelings that make my stomach turn im done with it its driven me to the point of insanity i dont know why i put this here thought mabe as a type of death note or something i guess this is the best i can do Im tired goodbye My last wishes to let my girlfriend know that she was and would be my only thing worth living for(and that i loved her and always will thinking of her now even brings tears to my eyes) and for my mother(s) to go fuck themselves literally so my motehr can get that giant bug out of her ass and not for my mother to get in trouble for leaving me at home alone P.S. I wonder what its like death i mean..... wish me luck

07827919013 D R said on Dec 06 2009, 20:12 PM:
i know i sound like nothing more than a whining prick. but perhaps somebody understands. i have no girlfriend, i have a job, i have a loving family, and i have loving friends. there is basically nothing about my life that i could use as a even slightly plausible reason for killing myself. however lately i think about doing it more and more, its slowly becoming an obbsession, the way i see it is that life is no different to death. i am not religious so i feel that the complete history of time itself before i was born will feel no different to the complete future of eternity after i die. therefore i feel that the 50-70 years i am alive is completely worthless. im not so much looking as a way how to kill myself (anyone who cant workout how fucking easy it is to make yourself dead is pretty dumb. just jump from something ridiculously high, shoot yourself in the head or step in front of a train, none of these have any rate of survival) what im really looking for is someone to explain to me how to atatch meaning to life. i find it so difficult to give life any worth

imstupid said on Dec 06 2009, 19:12 PM:
how to die correctly is such a hard question to answer. but we must think about those who have nearly died. it is possible to die on an operating table and be brought back to life. people who have encountered such experiences are the only ones who have any idea of how best to die. as anyone who just talks about being suicidal all the time, only has a fantasy of what they feel would be the best way, but no experience whatsoever. personally i know of one person who actually drowned whilst trying to swim across shore in cornwall where i live. although she was resuccitated she said to me that after the struggle of trying to get oxygen was clearly hopeless and she accepted that death was probably innevitable, that in that split second she relaxed and was completely comfortable with death, in no pain, only complete relaxation. although she did not die, as far as she was concerned her number was up and if she wasnt reccussitated then it would have been. this lady still swears to me now that when she dies, she hopes it is from drowning

yapy said on Dec 06 2009, 13:12 PM:
first of all, WOW, you're too stupid to get what i'm trying to say. I am not trying to help them not to commit suicide. i'm just helping the planet. we will end up in a fucking nuclear war anyway, so I'd rather live the rest of the short life i have yet, in peace and in a moron-free environment. second of all, learn to write proper english. third of all, IF i really wanted to kill myself, I would gladly accept someone to help me, by putting an end to my misery. so, for those of you who want to die, there's a lot in life you haven't seen yet, but if you think it still does not worth it, go ahead and fuck yourselves up.

NoUderStanding X said on Dec 06 2009, 13:12 PM:
God Im Confussed I Mean Come On, Weve All Been There When At 1 Point In Our Lifes When Somthings Not Gone Right And U Want It To Just Be Over. But Is Realy Ending Ur Life The Best Way To Fix Things. Im Only 13 And Have Attemped Suside Many Times But Its Only Reasnly I Have Realisd Thats Not The Answer So Please Dont Kill Ur Self Find Help Speak 2 Someone, Things Will Get Better Promise. Love NoUnderstandingX X

WOW said on Dec 05 2009, 20:12 PM:
You knw the ppl on here that wanna die need help, but the way you guys are callin them stupid anint helpin one bit next time u see some one sayin i wanna die dnt be rude try an help them... again dnt be soo fucking rude... what if it was u that wanted to die an they said urfuckin dumb ill shoot u myself! yeah u wouldnt like it.. so u ppl are the ones that need to grow the fuck up seriously!

yapy said on Dec 05 2009, 18:12 PM:
Hey,yo! Let me tell you what...i had the opportunity to marry a girl, but i blew it. then i had the opportunity to be with another one, but i ran away from it. then I was the one who wanted to be with this third girl, who is the most important thing in my life at the moment. But she said it ain't happenin'. on top of all that, all the money i have for the next 2 weeks is around 10 fucking bucks. my mom has serious spine problems, my sister always cries and my dad can't stop drinking, smoking and playing poker. At the Uni things don't go to well either. And, what a big fucking surprise, i thought of killing myself. then i read some shit about "cool ways of killing yourself". then i realized this isn't the end. I can go through this shit. I can eat bread and drink water. No one ever died from that(Unless they did it more than 5 years straight). So, for those who rethought of this and managed to see that hope dies last and that there's a place on this Earth for each of us, thumbs up! for the rest of you retards, you can go ahead and kill your fucking selves, cause you're just populating the planet for nothing, breathing its' air and polluting it. hell, i'll fucking help you to die. just tell me what can i do, i'd love to just shoot you between your sorry eyes.

nobody said on Dec 05 2009, 06:12 AM:
im not looking for empathy or a pity party. im only posting this to share a story. for the past two and a half years i have comteplated suicide. even though my thoughts have been deep, i have never had the courage to continue with this act and have always shrugged it off. reasons why, i dont know. maybe its because i live in denial. i constantly tell myself i don't have it bad and that things will get better....in reality, they probably wont. i grew up in a family of four..both my parents qwew alcoholics and substance abusers. while they were in their own little world, my brother took care of me. at the age of four, my mother had a heartache and died that day. this lead my family into agreat depression and my father drank himself silly, and would often emotionally and phsyically abuse me by hitting me, and rapping me senselessly. at 13, i found my brother hanging from a rope in the garage. since then, i have been in and out of foster care. i have been sent to countless schools, and finally gratudated two years ago. since then my father contacted me in novemeber and wants me to look after him as he has suffered from three strokes and is bound to a wheelchair..part of me says no but he is my own family. i am numb and want to be at peace...all the heartbreaking and sufferage my family has caused me has destroyed me..the only person who cared and loved for me died by taking his life.. i was never once told by my mother of father that they loved me....i dont really know what im saying but i know it is my time..i want to be with my brother, at peace. i know taking my life will be painful but havent we all suffered enough? i am tired of never being happy...i am tired of the memories haunting me every night..i am tired of the pills, the cuts, the lack of nutrient..i have a body of a fucking five year old that is covered in bruises, burns, cuts. there is nothing left for me. im broken and worn out and need to rest in peace.

Rashmi Ranjan said on Dec 04 2009, 07:12 AM:
I want to die by using sleeping pills, which sleeping pill is the best and will work faster.

bipolarmegaman said on Dec 04 2009, 03:12 AM:
Too many people whine here. Shut up about your relationships and jump into a bottle of vodka and not off a cliff. I'm considering self stangulation with zip ties in the middle of a field; or maybe decapitation by train in a field. Yeah, that'll do it.

i want to sleep said on Dec 02 2009, 09:12 AM:
i want to die

Thankful said on Dec 02 2009, 08:12 AM:
Hmm, when I was about 14 or 15 I asked this girl out and she turned me down. I was upset and thought it had something to do with the way I look. Doesn't everyone feel that way when they are rejected by someone of the opposite sex? I also thought that maybe she was interested in someone else and I wasn't good enough. So my brother was an avid hunter. I took his 4/10 shotgun and went out into the woods near my house. Put it to my chest and put my finger on the trigger and was all ready to do it. I wasn't the type to shoot myself in the head. I still cared about how I would look dead. Don't ask me why because that should be the farthest thing from my mind. Anyway, I then began to think about my mom and step-dad and my brothers and sister. How would they feel if I had done that? They did nothing wrong to me. I just wanted to do it because I felt it would hurt this girl and she deserved it for hurting me and my so called friends at school would miss me. Boy, thank god I came to my senses when I did. Those are probably some damn stupid reasons for doing something so final. So as it turns out I of course went on living. Graduated from high school. Joined the Air Force. Went to Greece where I met my wife. Married her within a month of meeting her and had 2 kids. They are now 14 and 12 and both doing very well in school. I left the military in 2001. Had a crisis moment in 2004 when I had some tumors removed from my neck. Had to learn how to walk again and do the basic things. Had two cases of Hydrocephalus afterwards and had 2 shunts put in for that. Hell, today I still have issues with nerve damage on the left side of my body, double vision, I have difficulty tasting foods. This is all seems to be permanent from what my doctor says. Do I think about suicide, well in that situation who wouldn't. But my wife and kids stood by my side during this ordeal and that is not something they deserve to go through. Plus as someone else mentioned, there are people out there going through things that are much worse than what probably most of us have been through. The soldiers coming back from Iraq missing limbs, those innocent people in the Philippines (Maguindanao) that were gunned down, the 9-11 victims and their families dealing with the aftermath. I could go on and on. Doing this because your boyfriend or girlfriend left you is not a reason. Hell, there are many websites out there to find new singles for yourself. Call one of those suicide prevention numbers, I am sure they can help lead you in the right direction. This is not the end of the world. Give it a chance and "at the end of the day, everything will work itself out". In some cases it may take longer than a day but it will work itself out no matter how bleak things look now. Hope some of you give this a second thought before doing anything.

jimmy said on Dec 02 2009, 07:12 AM:
my gf broke up with me, i just dont no wat to do. i tried everything. i even threatend to ride the tower of terror. but it was no use. then 1 day when she was round to try help me from commiting suicide she took a dump in the toilet and it absolutely stunk of shit. so much infact my feelings for her vanished instantly. now i'm happy , living in a villa on my own private i-land. she phoned up the other day wanting me back cause she can not afford to pay her plumbing bill due to her shits blocking up the toilets so often. i said no way its over long gone.

tom said on Dec 01 2009, 17:12 PM:
I want to kill myslif by useing a knife well this work

bipolar said on Dec 01 2009, 11:12 AM:
YOU GUYS STFU!!! I'VE SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE BIPOLAR, HEAVILY MEDICATED! EVERYDAY I WAKE UP SCARED AND HALLUCINATING, I CANT WALK DOWN THE STREET WITHOUT WANTING TO BURST INTO TEARS! AND YOU KNOW WHAT....I'M NOT FUCKING SUICIDAL! YOU GUYS ARE JUST FOOLS! LIFE ISNT ALWAYS GREAT BUT DEATHS A LOT WORSE! YOU JUST HAVE TO LIVE IT AND IT'LL ALL COME TOGETHER! and you people that want to kill yourself because your gfs broke up with you are idiots...get over it, you know nothing about real pain..atleast you've experienced love and happiness and will experience it again

Hatchiko said on Dec 01 2009, 00:12 AM:
I need to know the quickest and easiest way to commit suicide . I only want serious opinions and don't want to hear shit from people saying don't do it . Yesterday the love of my life broke it off with me for no reson he simply just stopped loving me , we have been togther for 2 years , met and it was love at first sight , and moved in togther 3 weeks after that . He always told me that we would always be together ... I left my own country along time ago with the promise never to come back but he convinced me that we should return here together .. The reason thati didnt ever want to come back here is that , as a child i was molested by my step father and when i told my mother she sent me out into foster care and to lie in refuges ... I lost all my friends st school when they found out i was in fostercare as they thought it was scabby ... I tried to move on and forget it and moved to Sydney , where i met my best friend a girl that understood eveything , and i thought that my life was getting better , thn one night i had my drink spiked and was raped so i just left australia and tried to start fresh . My friend was going to join me a year later in London but had an accident weeks later and drowned . I was suicidal and depressed for months but then i started to feel better and try to make find ways to continue my life , my uk visa was expiring and i was desperate not to return to australia , i just felt away like i was another person and i could excape my ugly past and finally live and then thats when i met him , i tried so hard and the visa issues made it so difficult as he is italian and i am australian but he convinced me to come back here and promissed wed be tother forever and that everything would be ok . It was hard but i trustedour love and came back here and now it jst over like that . Last week i quite my job and i am supposed be starting a new job in 2 dasy time , but how am i supossed to do it when i cant stop crying and i am overwhelmed by feeling ro end it all . I worked so hard to get away from it all and to get a new life and now thanks to him , am back to where i started but worse. I have no friends and no one to help me . I have about 20 vallium tablets and 10 panaden forte . do you think this is enough i dont want to have a unsucessful attempt i want to do it , please give me tips and if you thik these pills aren enough what should i add ? i have nothing

ben said on Nov 30 2009, 23:11 PM:
i'm layed in the trunk of my car, wearing only my scooby doo boxers and ive taken the handbrake off. its rolling down the cliff right now. feels brilliant no more shit.

HELLP MEH! said on Nov 30 2009, 17:11 PM:
pls im serious i really want to die nd i need ur help to see which one is better to do and which one is less painful!!!

alexa said on Nov 29 2009, 20:11 PM:
For the first time in my life... I've truly wanted to end what has been given to me. My girlfriend of 13 months ended things two weeks ago and since then it's been this never ending nightmare of bullshit that I live with every single day. People always say it's not worth it to kill yourself over someone because you'll get over them and find someone new.. that's horse shit. I found myself in love completely, unconditionally, and undoubtedly with her. We fought and things went wrong and I was too protective and she was no longer happy. So she ended it and made promises to me that included the words "forever" when we were together. When I say forever I mean it and I was so stupid to believe her when she said it too. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and it was a shock when she no longer wanted anything to do with me. She told me every day she no longer felt anything for me, didn't give a shit about me, and did not want to talk to me under any circumstances. Funny thing is she still talked to me and lead me on though she constantly denied it. So tonight I tried taking as many advil as I thought was necessary but to my surprise it failed and I threw up all of it. She kept calling me crying to try and get me to stop and even told me she loved me. In the middle of everything she disappeared on me for two hours returns says a few words and after I tell her I still want to die she leaves. I'm not sure where to turn now because I know I can't find anyway to make my life all better again. Maybe it's stupid of me for wanting to just leave because that's the only way that seems reasonable, but oddly enough I no longer care. For everyone else out there who wants to end things, know that the only person who will ever truly love you is yourself. I don't know what I'm going to do now, continue on the same path where I sit there and hope some day she takes me back, some how manage to get over the one person who I love more than anything, or just give up completely and end everything permanently. Until then, fuck everything.

Evan t said on Nov 29 2009, 19:11 PM:
not to make this an Scary to them fucks who cant do it, i'm in my car right now with a hose commin into the back window, easyest way to do it, fall asleep and never wake up its beautiful. and for the family take my shit shove it up ur asss' as for Rick Lang hes 5 feet deep in a bush, good luck finding him. good night fuckin internet.

why am i still alive!!!!!!!!! said on Nov 29 2009, 13:11 PM:
my life has been nothing but torcher for me. i barely made it out of high school i have a shitty job that doesnt pay me enought for the gas i use to get there. the girl i love more than anything in the world has played with my heart for about a year now and i let her keep hurting me bc i love her so much. she gets back with her ex all the time leaving me like the dust in the wind. and two nights ago she fucked around with my BEST FRIEND. even my best friends dont gice a fuck about me. im the guy that needs a relationship to complete me. and with every girl i like i just get stuck in the friend zone. im the nicest guy any girl will meet, i hide my pain so well that noone knows i hurt. i do anything and everything to make her happy and she doesnt appreciat it. i need to die...i have tried to kill myself before, i took 15 hydros and passed out and sadly woke up. i take handfulls of pills not knowing what they are just hoping they will kill me. everythime i take somethin i wonder how many it will take before i die. and i havent been lucky enought to find out. i mix fifths with way to many pills all the time and just pass out..why cant i die! noone wants to be with me noone cares. im not wanted here on earth.

Trh1002 said on Nov 29 2009, 04:11 AM:
I have tried to kill myself twice in my life in the past year and i just turned 21. I have always tried to be a positive person. But live just hurts sometimes. I took a bottle of sleeping pills and drank almost a half gallon of vodka and just ended up throwing up for hours and having a horrible and drowsy hangover for a week, then i sat in my car a couple weeks after in the garage all night for about 5 hours with the car on but that didn't work as well i just got a bad headache for a long time and felt sick. There is times when i feel amazing and there is times when i feel just like nothing matters and i really just wanna die or just not exist. i could never cut myself or give physical pain to anyone. life just seems useless most of the time everything that can go wrong seems too and i wish this was an easy way out but its not easy but it happens. If i cant be with the person i love and the woman that compleats me than whats the point. Its that time to end. I dont need stress or spending nights and nights crying, unhappy and worthless

someone said on Nov 29 2009, 02:11 AM:
i cant deal with all the shit that is going on... i have just lost my best friend cuz he killed him self cuz him gf did want him no more and all my friends hate me cuz they think im y he did it. and me and my family r not talking, i have no money, and i dont have someone to talk to about all this shit so i think it would just be dest to go the way my friend did and see him there so we can be happy and do what ever we want and not havr to think about the what ifs..... but all i can think about is what if tere is someone that can see me for who i am and not get what everone says i am... i dont no what to do... kills my self and be happy or live and see if there is someone like me

... said on Nov 29 2009, 02:11 AM:
i have just lost my friend cuz he killed him self and now i just want to be with him and ever night i can see him... i just want to tell him everthing. why is it when u think someone is so happy and they r not...

sowrong said on Nov 29 2009, 00:11 AM:
hello all. just would like to say.. im 23 married with 2 kids and pregnant.. im lonely and been through soooo much.. foster care.. rape from the man that adopted me.. and lies.. all my husband do is play his xbox.. and dont spend time with the kids.. im always stuck with the kids.. and now we live with our inlaws.. so yeah homeless.. and still.. thats all he do is play his game. i dont want to live anymore.. i know its unfair to my children and the unborn but i cant take it.. i also cant get a job because i dropped out in high school. been depressed for years and seem to be getting worse.. i dont have the guts to kill myself.. because i love my children.

Anonymous said on Nov 28 2009, 23:11 PM:
Let's face it, we're ALL reading this right now and posting comments because we've googled the subject and we're contemplating it...but none of us have the guts. You know why? I think it's because we don't really want to die. We just want some easy answer to stop the pain. Lord knows I do. I guess I planned on finding some forum and groveling about all the bad things in my life. How I lost everything I ever cared about, and now I have nothing and no one. Well, I tell you...I'm NOT going to kill myself. I won't do it, because all the bastards that hate me would get a laugh. I'm not going to do it because I want them to live their stupid lives at least THINKING I'm happy. They'll see me smile, and they won't even know. "How does she do it?" they'll say. I may be dying inside, but I can't ever let them see they have won and got me down. Not my boss, not my coworkers, not a partner, not my family, not shitty friends, past lovers or ex's, strangers on the street who are assholes, the government chasing after me for taxes, bill collectors....NONE OF THEM! Those bastards will not win! I feel defeated, but as long as I still breathe...I am NOT defeated. Life is unending chances and experiences, no matter how insignificant or small they seem. Life doesn't have to be money, love, success, friends, parties and traveling. That's all TV bullshit! Life can be sipping hot tea, sitting alone in your home and cuddling up with a good book, delving into imaginary worlds of wonder and thought. Life can be drawing, exercising, writing, taking a long hot bath and smoking a cigarette to feel fancy, cleaning your house, chatting with someone at the market, anything. Just don't kill yourself. Don't let the enemy win. Smile and do what you have to do to survive. In a year from now, maybe five, maybe ten...you will look back and wonder what the hell you were thinking. I'm sure I will. I wanna be here five or ten years from now. I'm afraid to miss some big world event. What if they colonize Mars? What if we have a huge war in the US like in Red Dawn? What role would you play? Fighter? Follower? Hidden? Hunter? What if you end up on an adventure? What if you bump into someone you never expected to meet and change their life? You have SOME purpose here. It will come to you. It just hasn't yet. You may be 15 or 50 when it happens, but it will. That moment will hit you like a ton of bricks, and your whole face will feel warm, and you can close your eyes and just smile. Just smile...

pr said on Nov 28 2009, 15:11 PM:
You guys are all pussies.. wtf wake up and realize that you are being retarded!!! no one wants you dead except yourself.. no matter how sorry you feel for your self there are always others who have it worse than you do.. yes life sometimes brings you down.. so then its up to you to bring yourself up! smoke some pot or take zanex dont be a dumbass and commit suicide..

lonely betrayed wife and mom said on Nov 27 2009, 17:11 PM:
I am 35 and I am a 18 yr old son and a 42 yr old husband. I lost my job about a year ago and we lost everything when he lost his this last Feb. I have tried very hard to find work but nothing! His family has not liked me from the first day they met me cause i'm not high maintenance like them. So they keep trien to spit us up. I really don't think they will give up till they do. I know he loves me hes torn. I have gained lots of weight and am now ugly so you put jobless, penniless, being ugly and overweight I stay even more depressed than I already was from growing up in a dysfunctional abusive home. I think about how I can end my life if not everyday then pretty close to it! I hat this world. I have always tried to be a good person but I really need to to this cause I would be better off! I am just scared of it not working! And things being even worse....What can you take that I can get without a dr. to make sure it works ????????????

Marijan said on Nov 27 2009, 16:11 PM:
I want it too,best do it in a few days,respect to all of you doing it,i will join you soon...

Tamara said on Nov 26 2009, 16:11 PM:
tonight is going to be the night i have the pills the fragmin the blade and the hubby is going out. today is the 1st anniversary my baby died and I had my 11th miscarage last month. Life is so hard with no kids and no family and a husband that hates the fact that i keep loosing his babies and he has to stand by and watch. time for me to leave so he can find a fresh younger woman to give him children and not feel bad about leaving me. if he ever thought he did something wrong he is wrong. i would like to thank all thse that tried to help me through my depression but no one can fix this the death of a child is hard at the best of time but I have lost 11 babies. thank g-d i have been paying thre roll of a normal healthy person the last week or jay would never leave me alone. i do not no why i am writting here i saw it when I was looking up the best combination of pills. i will take 16 morphine pills ( that i have been stroring up )23 5000 units of fragmi(injection) 50 tylenol 2 bottles of benadryl and 32 liquid sleeping pills extra strength. then hop in the bath do not want jay to find me dirty slash my wrists and hope it works. so if i do not write here again it worked. good night all and gl if u r trying.

LW said on Nov 26 2009, 12:11 PM:
I hate the holidays and I want to die. If it wasn't for my dog I love so much I would take a nice bath and throw the blow dryer in.

Ash said on Nov 26 2009, 11:11 AM:
Happy Thanksgiving, my ass. I am thankful for.. the big bottle of vodka my mom purchased. Maybe I can drink the huge portion she doesn't use for drinks tonight along with some pills and whatever anti-depressants she uses. I don't want to talk to anyone today, I don't want to be guilted out if this anymore. I hate everything, everyone.

david said on Nov 25 2009, 19:11 PM:
i was ok till about a month ago now my life seems so empty,the pain hurts so much and doesnt seem to get any better drank a lot and come so close to a blade to me i just carnt seem to do it.drank a lot again to night then read this page alot of people are going throuh so much pain and killing your self seems like the only answer.i want to do it but carnt,dont know why maybe cause its not my time fuck knows,if you have a true friend maybe they can help,only time will tell same for me,see what the fates have store for me

James LaDue said on Nov 22 2009, 22:11 PM:
I have a wife and 2 kids, but I've been so depressed for years now. Last two months I had health insurance going therapy, taking wellbuitrin. My wife just lost her job so we lost insurance and I got no meds. First day was o.k. but now i'm fucked. Lately I've been beyond crazy. treating my wife and kids like shit. held a big knife to my throat tonite with wife screaming at me. she tried to take it and i almost stabbed her. she is going to leave me, but she don't want to. I don't want to be this way. I never was this way before. I've always been depressed but never violent. Suicide is the right answer for me. I used to think that I was going to be ok someday. been depressed for years but....i don't want this anymore. I think that maybe i was put here just to help make my wonderful kids. i would like to make this as easy as possible for my wife and kids. thanks.

Guilty and Hurting said on Nov 21 2009, 23:11 PM:
I used to be a Christian and I did something really bad (by my standards) about a year ago and can't forgive meyself for it. I sort of lost it and did other bad things and none of my friends could really understand my guilt because none of them are religious at all. Recently I did something even worse. This guy that I have liked for a long time lives with me (bad idea to begin with, I know, it wasn't my idea, one of my other roommates') anyway, he has a girlfriend, but he recently he has been telling me how much he likes me, and the other day he came into my room while I was sleeping and climbed in my bed next to me and I was kind of tired so I just let him put his arm around me, but soon we were making out etc. He wouldn't tell his girlfriend about it, she lives in another state. He said it wouldn't happen again, but for my 21st I got really drunk, which I thought would be ok because he was not supposed to be there, but he came home around midnight, sober, but, well, it happened again. I know he is just taking advantage of me because he knows I like him and what I did was so so wrong, I just really did not think he was that kind of person. I didn't think I was that type of person. It hurts so bad, and I feel so guilty. His girlfriend seems really sweet and innocent, he is her first boyfriend, and I really fucked up. I have been wanting to kill myself for a long time now, but I just might do it now. The only thing is I have a little brother, 13 years old, who adores me and would be absolutely traumatized. Not to mention the rest of my family. I really have everything on earth I could want, but I am in so much pain. I gave my medication to one of my roommates to be in charge of so that I wouldn't be tempted to OD, and I allow myself to cut up my legs with a safety razor when the craving (cause that is exactly what it is, a craving) to hurt myself or slit my wrists is too strong. Normally the blood dripping down my legs makes me feel better, but it's not really doing it for me right now. I am afraid of hurting my little brother, but the pain is unbearable, I really don't know how long I can last.

Anonymous said on Nov 21 2009, 08:11 AM:
Wish i had the guts to kill myself. I think people that do have a hell of a load of courage anybody that says its a cowards way out has obviously not a scraping of empathy for people who just want to stop living. Is that really so bad? I'm personally sick of my life: Everything inside my head is torture and i just want it to end, but every time i try i fail and end up thinking im even more useless. I can never muster up the strength to do anything i feel so down here's wishing my heart just stops, or failing that, that a giant meteorite falls on me and squishes me flat. Good luck to everyone out there in the same boat as me, here's hoping we either feel better or, more likely, find a way to get some peace x

nameless said on Nov 20 2009, 05:11 AM:
None of us asked to be born. Many of us have had years of experience in life to decide what we think of it. Why don't we all have the RIGHT to choose whether we want to continue living or not? I've seen friends take every medication the doctors can throw at them... I've seen them go through counseling... some 1 year, for another, 10 years... and everywhere in between. So when nothing works, and I mean ALL options have been exhausted, who has the right to say that anyone HAS to live? It's pompous, it's utter bs. When I was 14 my good friend was 13. By that age she had tried to kill herself 14 times. Fresh slices on her arms on top of recent scars, on top of thick old scars. Late into my 14th years, she finally succeeded. I knew her well. I felt a connection to her because of my own adolescent depression. I miss her greatly. I'm sad when I think that she's no longer here. But honestly, my main reaction was relief. She was in so much, indescribable pain inside and nothing helped her. I believe she finally found peace. I'm not advocating for everyone who has a bad experience or feels shitty to go out and just kill themselves. But if you have exhausted ALL of your options, who the F#ck has the right to tell you you MUST keep living in that hell. Screw them. They know nothing. Or perhaps they are in the percentage that can/did get help, so they don't understand those who can't. 20-40% or more of people who attempt suicide will absolutely, no matter what treatment is given, finally complete their death. Psychologist agree that with these patients, they can do nothing. Just ask yourself... Suicide is the very last step. Are there any steps you haven't tried yet? Other drastic measures (less drastic than death) that just might help? Try everything your community, the internet, psychologists, medication, etc etc, has to offer. If you still feel the same, I believe firmly that its your right to 'opt out' of life.

Sean said on Nov 19 2009, 12:11 PM:
There's a lot to live for, and of course, we want to kill ourselves sometimes and life sucks sometimes, but in the end, we can achieve so much. So many people are total assholes, don't do anything you'll regret.. Abusing your body, drugs, hurting yourself or killing yourself. Many survive and end with brain damage or being numb in a part of their body. I just fallen in love with this girl, but she's brought me MORE pain than I ever felt before, I want to kill myself often, but still, I would never do it, it hurts a lot and I want to end this pain. But the pain is ten times worse if I kill myself, watching my family, the ones that care for me, suffer. Also, I will probably be reincarnated with a worse life to make amends.

kj said on Nov 18 2009, 10:11 AM:
yes just read over what some of you people hav ebeen saying. and i agree with all of you. what your talking about is the true reality of life. toatally understand. i invest in shares and i lost 75% of my capital in 6 weeks. and when you have been working hard to get that money and you loose 75% after doing so well with it you feel like shit. the only thing that keeps me going is knowing i will eventually in time get it all back again but knowing that it wont be for a few months. what else i gets me down about life and i agree with all of you is that it is shit when you dont have enough money or its shit when you are not loved by a partner or its shit when you think you look not very good. and all 3 makes you feel even worse. unfortunatly guys and girls the human population is being controlled by the media and the money system. if we didnt have the money system nor the media there would be so much relaxation and peace. to me personally . i hate working i dont ever want to work for anyone else ever again. work to a guy like me symply means SLAVE. i often ask my deceased nan for guidence as i need her help so badly sometimes. ive told her i dont want to work for anyone else and never will. so i will either work for my self or work in something i'm good at simple as that. I also find that girls are so fickle sometimes , i'm a good looking lad but when they find out i dont work or i'm not loaded thats it they dont wanna know. this is when you know lifes fucked up. when the only thing that matters "love" is just gone cause of money. after a while i agree with you lot that begin to forget what love feels like. i just hope that the extra terrestrials that do look exactly like us by the way, just get rid of the controlling money system and give us human people a fucking break. all we ever do is worry about money all our lives and finding love "if we have enough money" and then die. thats why i tell the spirit world give me money and help or i'm out of here carnt be botherd with life inless its given to me, i'm already tired of it and loosing 75% of my money just took my motivation away all togeather. i feel for you guys and girls. if only we could all sit on a million dollar boat and drink all afternoon and have fun and not worry about a thing. 1 day maybe 1 day

sp1ny l0lz f1sh said on Nov 17 2009, 17:11 PM:
i used to be sucidel but now i dont really think about it.its just amizing looking at how many poeple are here in this lobby or have been.im 11 and are finding my scondary school alright but there this one dick who always takes the mik out of me for being friends with this guy whos a bit wierd and no metal probs or anything and thats who i blame JACK today he was teasing him and taking his bag and lobing stuff at him and i can sense these things and sense how they feel.neither do i like being sensetive though i dont feel pain. dont blame ur parents they just wanted someone to love. i was crying when i write this and will always remember those who have been though these experenices and came out alive..... from matt

lifes a bitch, and then you die said on Nov 17 2009, 17:11 PM:
i am totally fed up with my life, im 16 n all iv evr had to deal with is shite, wts the quickest way out?

very confused said on Nov 17 2009, 09:11 AM:
life really sucks all i can think about is killing myself i have nothing to live for, have tried to talk about my issues with people and no one understands what its like to want to kill yourself unless they have been through it, whats out there to live for ive been searching and all i can find is nothing!!!!

FUCK THE WORLD said on Nov 15 2009, 23:11 PM:
Im fucking 15 years old i used to be fit now im just a tiny bit over weight i still exercise on my gym play some xbox do boxing and i stilll feel like killing my self the girl i like always flirts with me and when i ask her to go out she ignores me for a week and starts talking again it hurts me real bad every time i feel like im a worthless piece of shit my mother died when i was young and left me with my dad who is still trying to get over my mother we always argue we have alot of money i get a lot of things from him but its not enough to overcome me wanting to kill my self all my friends talk about me behind my back cause i like modding stuff on my computer as a hobby classyfing me as a nerd even though im failing basic education my teacher is always making fun of me not comeing to school because i get shit from him all the time ITS BECOMEING TO HARD i cant even sleep at night i know people are gonna call me a pussy and i dont really give a shit if you have a good life have someone to love and have both parents then fine go ahead do your worst i smoke pot but not cigerttes pot is the only thing that takes me away from life even having sex sometimes doesnt make me happy because i cant get the girl i like out of my mind and just her is the only thing that really gets me happy but she is always after the hot guy in year 11 and she tells me she is into tall guys though im 6.4ft and i think im tall enough anyway i dont know what to do its becomeing more and more difficult each day i want out

Joe Schmoe from UZB said on Nov 15 2009, 07:11 AM:
To become a stubid shit or a billioner is up to you guys. Don't let your FEAR becomes bigger than reality. FEAR makes you kill yourself and if you listen to that shit you become shit. I don't want you to kill yourself, OK OK OK even If you are willing to just know something: IN THE HELL YOU WILL HAVE MORE PAIN than HERE. Just wait until the TIME passes, TIME will show you every thing. IT;s GONNA BE OK. I wones wanted kill my myself, an I did not because I read QURAN it gave all I need, YOU JUST NEED A HOPE. SOMEtimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. Peace!!!!

Life sucks D I C K said on Nov 14 2009, 18:11 PM:
Killing yourself isnt a easy thing to do, dont make it sound like its a cowards way out, dont think you'd be able to do it, so fuck off with these assholes. :)fml & fuck miss nair.

WOW said on Nov 13 2009, 00:11 AM:
WOwO...are poor tormented souls...I read through bunch of u but somewhere in the middle I stooped..I remember reading someone saying that if bunch of us meet we would have so much to talk about,,,a lot of us want to kill them self's because they are depressed and hate people and people hate them..we dont fit in this fake "socially appropriate world"....someone also said that if u read through some other peoples miseries u ll feel better...well i work as a social worker and I see all day long people with really bad and painful life's drowning in depression telling me they hate their miserable lifes and that is why they drink......I want to scream to them that I get it...I know...I know how u feel...but u have to fight....well I am tired of fighting....I changed cities,states and counties to change my life...BUT I CANT.....every time I run...I want to be someone else..I try since I was 7 and I am 28 now....I m depressed since I was seven...I always think about killing my self....but this is the first time I actually looked up best ways to kill ur self and this is what I came up with..How many of u are dead....????I wonder People cant take honesty....IS nt that supposed to be a good value?????I am supposed to tell my clients they need to tell the truth to the team but EVERYBODY AROUND THEM IS PLAYING GAME< MAKING FACES>>>THEY ARE FAKE>>THEY>>THEY....the ones that learned how to go with the program like little computers.....we have to stay alive to fight them...to make this place a better world..i tell my self....i try to tell my self...

DarkWingedDuck said on Nov 12 2009, 12:11 PM:
I've been abused mentally and physically my whole life by my dad. When I was young, I was mentally abused by my peers and had like no friends. Boys hated me, and that all took a tole. My mother is an alcholic, shes had 3 suicide attempts with pills and booze. Shes been in and out of jail. I have had Depersonalization Disorder for 6 years now. I now have found the love of my life, I have a puppy with him, I've excepted my illness, excepted I cant change my mother, realized my dad is the fuck up not me. Things can change, when your mind state changes, until then your stuck in a hole you cant get out of. Seriously, just start thinking positive, and the universe will return that. Just become more spiritual, truuusttt me.

Life Really SUCKSSS ! said on Nov 11 2009, 12:11 PM:
umh, most people say there's someone out there, damn how the FUCK am i gonna get OUT THERE... i live on a god damn stupid island filled with shit !.. And if your ugly who the fuck is gonna talk with you... You should blame your parents for bringing you on this stupid world...

confused said on Nov 10 2009, 07:11 AM:
it feels like everything i do is messed up. i cant seem to get any thing right....i have no friends, the man i love, and want to make a life with DOESN'T want me. i want to kill myself but am to afraid to actually go through with it. After being together for more than three years going through hell and back again and again, he tells me t5his morning we rushed in...WTF!!! he should have told me years ago not years later. i have anxiety disorder and mood swings, which is something he's known about. i just started getting outside help for it and now he does this?? i know how dumb and stupid this be wanting to :kill: yourself over some man, but he's all I've ever known, all I've ever had. he's seen the real me inside and out, no falseness or anything. I've been me this whole time and he knows he's my world...i just don't know what to do.... -laurenrendina@yahoo.com-

bullshit said on Nov 10 2009, 01:11 AM:
life sucks yes its so hard sometimes why in the fuck do i pay rent when i am the one who always get kicked out no matter what women im with.its got to the point where i quit work again just like what happened to the last relationship i was in because i kept paying the rent but kept getting kicked out.now the exact same shit different woman. why are women so cruel and why do they think they own it all whoop dee fuckin doo you wash some fuckin dishes now your the one who makes 20$ an hour sorry jus too pissed to go on maybe i will finish this later

gizzy said on Nov 09 2009, 20:11 PM:
same shit always and always is she going to fucking leave me i honestly can not handle her leaving me its happened to me with the last girl i loved and now its prob. goin to happen again i fuckin hate my life. so bad i cant live it to the the fullest and im 18 and decided i just want to fucking die tell me a good way to do it thats quick and not painful and messy. i want all those that hurt me seeing me laying there dead in a casket... look what u did to me u made me hate life i hope ur happy u made things so much easier... now its time to go so see...TIMMY...RIP

steven said on Nov 09 2009, 20:11 PM:
im in the us army losing my fucking mind my girl is starting to seem like she hates me im 1100 miles away from her she blames me for everything nothing is her fault its mine and there is always a problem im 1100 miles away and cant do nothing or she will get pissed and argue with me. my family is debt struggling trying to keep there home if i die they get plenty of money so fuck it right. i get treated like shit everyday i tried a drug overdose but i still woke up the next morning tired for work getting yeld at.they are kicking my ass out cause of mental problems so the hell with it what do i got i want to leave my girlsometimes but just cant i love her to much its a hell of a torture i am a piece of shit and a waste of space so fuck it. i also got dumped by my ex for my best friend in basic she was my second love and the same thing happened now my third love hates me orsomething idk im done with life so fuck this life piece out.............fuck the army its not what it looks like

Invisible said on Nov 08 2009, 03:11 AM:
Very few people in the world understand what it feels like to live every day of your life with a relentless exhaustion of sadness. It's like being without air... there's no pain, but you're gasping for something that's not there. I can't even remember what its like to feel passion, or excitement, or love. I don't even really remember what it's like to feel pain, either. I'm just... numb. I've just given up. I'm tired of fighting this. I have nobody, and nothing left to lose. Suicide isn't selfish, or cowardly at all. People kill themselves because they believe they're doing the right thing. Death is a mercy.

Sel said on Nov 06 2009, 23:11 PM:
idk bout anyone else but i wanna die painfully...i'd prolly burn myself alive or electricude myself..im 14 yrs old and i've been thinkin about suicide for 2 years...ive been so depressed that i've cut myself before..people always tell me to just go kill myself..thats what makes me even more suicidal..i only have 4 people that actually care about me and none of them are my family...my parents verbally abuse me and they call me things like a demon spawn..lately i've been restraining myself from running out in front of cars just because i dont want to hurt the only 4 people that actually care about me..people are always calling me a freak and saying things like "go kill yourself emo kid" and "if you wanna die so badly, why don't you just go hang yourself" ...this is why i hate people so much..and i dont even talk to anyone in school..which is where i get the most crap..and lately everyone around me has been dying...my best friend's sister died from cancer, my grandpa died from cancer, and my grandma is dying from cancer right now..and this is all in a 2 month radius..and it doesnt help that i dont have anyone to love..and one of the 4 people that care about me loves me and i love him..but hes got a girlfriend..and it literally shreds my heart on the inside watching them together..hes always sayin that he loves me and stuff when his gf isnt around but when she is, i dont even exist..earlier today i was thinkin about killin myself like i do everyday..and i told him..and he said "stop thinking about that or else im gonna hurt myself." so i had to pretend i wasnt thinkin about that..so he wouldnt hurt hisself..and hes told me before that if i kill myself then he'll kill hisself..+ the other 3 told me they'd kill themselves if i died too..and i know other people would kill themselves if they died..and it would lead into this giant chain of suicides...and i feel so pressured..which doesnt help ANYTHING...i've been to a counsler before too..didnt help.....just thought i'd share my side of depression...even though nobody ever cares.......

Unknown Guy said on Nov 06 2009, 13:11 PM:
Look PPl my father and mother died in car accident when i was 13 im 17 now... i lost my sister when i was 15 she died becouse drogs... But i stand up... I found a beuthifull girl she loves me and i love her... and that give me a strenght to live... even she leave me i will find something to make my lfe hapier... Look ppl... look how many ppl are in depress didnt u wonder u can meet somehow and go on caffe talk about problems... maybe u find love between each other... REMEMBER U R NOT ALONE!!...WHILE U DONT THINKING ABOUT ANYTHING GOOD THINGS CAN HAPPEN TO U AND U WILL BE SURPRISED... REMEMBER PPL U R NOT ALONE LUV U ALL

vampires die too said on Nov 05 2009, 15:11 PM:
i'm bi and i've had my heart boken by this girl who told me she loved me then she moved away and became a different person she got new friends to hang out with and left me for another guy no one else talks to me my family doesn't even want to be around me i'm unwanted, lonely,etc. so killing myself is best for everyone besides i won't be missed they're just going to use my life insurance money and throw a party i'm use to being heart boken and i just want the pain to go away so please tell me where i can get some poision or find a plant or something. yoruichi51@hotmail.com

wish i wer dead said on Nov 05 2009, 07:11 AM:
my familly daserves to be in pain and they wont be sad they will be pissed off and its mainly ther foult so fuck them

American Hero??? said on Nov 05 2009, 05:11 AM:
Me, well im in the army, im 19, I have been trying to kill myself since before I ever joined the Army, I have stood on top of buildings in Kansas city drunk off my ass and thought this wasnt the way i should go. Well I have carried a suicide note in my wallet for over a year trying to find the best way. Guns i think would be a waste, its too quick and painless, jumping you get the rush but its too quick, ive taken bottles and bottles of pills to lower your blood pressure and it never worked i just had the best sleep of my life, well i have gotten full on wasted and drove as fast as i could with no care and just crashed not even a scratch on me my truck had a small dent on the fender, I finally think I have figured it out could you tell me what you think of this way... Slice the inside of your legs, there is more blood flowing through your main veins at the top of your legs then your arms. So it should be twice as fast im thinking plus you can still do whatever you want with your hands as you fade out. ***THE ONLY GUARENTEED THING IN LIFE, IS DEATH****

Marc said on Nov 04 2009, 20:11 PM:
Don't kill your self you will die eventually when your old enough. Please do not do it. It is the biggest mistake of all time. I now you will just ignore this and kill your self, or think im crazy. But im hoping this will help at least 1 person.... -“Why kill yourself? Life will do it for you.”- Any one who has th courage to kill them selves and brave enough, should be strong and brave enough to pass through life. -" Suicide is the period to life. Like a small sentence no one wants that".- -“No one ever lacks a good reason for suicide.”- -“More Than One Soul Dies In A Suicide”- Please don't do it its only killing you and your family. It HURTS.

wish i wer dead said on Nov 04 2009, 16:11 PM:
i wish i could have the nerve to do it the person i love is dead my parents hate me and the only person that i care about has a girlfriend i was raped at the age of nine and aboused the rest of my life and i know how i would do it a full bottel of sleeping pills and a full bottel of vodka it worked for 7 people out of 7 so ther you go

Lava said on Nov 02 2009, 12:11 PM:
Hi i dont think anyone will read this but i wanted to share my story with someone ..... noone else seems to understand Right from the start i was the ugly child who never fitted in my own grandmother would put me on scales at family partys in front of everyone and call me ugly and fat. She made me sit on the floor with the dogs because i was so fat. As far back as i can remember i had a problem with food every time she called me fat i would eat more and more as although she made me feel ugly and disgusting i got the attention i long craved for. My sister was diagnosed with chrons disease when i was 5 years old so i was pushed further to the side my mum was constantly at the hospital with her and i would be shoved off to my other grandmothers every single school holidays my dad was with me the rest of the time and i biult up a strong bond with him. My sister was always the centre of attention in my family and yes i was jealous i was a little girl who wanted her mum. My dad left us for alcohol when i was 11. He told me i was nothing to him, and he didnt love me that broke my heart more than anyone knew he was the only person i loved in this world he was my daddy. His family then stopped talking to us and my grandmother sent every single picture of us back through the post. My own dad would and still does walk past me in the street. My sisters then told us they had been sexually abused by my father, my daddy ...........and the first thought was why didnt he do it to me was i not special enough which i know is sick but my mind was all over the place the only person to ever love me was my daddy. One of my sisters who has the chrons then went on to be sexually abused by her boss which broke the family down more, but still i was sick and nasty and only thought of myself i still was getting hated by the family. My other sister developed OCD for cleaning once my dad left and she would batter me black and blue and the one time i hit back my grandfather stopped talking to me 5 months. I felt i had noone. My family would all redicule me an still do for being fat am not fat am a size 14 - 16 yes big but not enormous. My first overdose was at 14 with lots of silly pills my mum had told me she hated me then my sister gave me a beating and told me to do it and i did but it didnt work. I started to burn my arms on purpose although i said it was by accident i would skip school saying i had a migraine as i would get bullied by my dads friends daughter. My friends soon all turned on me because i wasnt normal i wouldnt drink because my dad was an alchi and i wouldnt go near a guy as i didnt trust anyone. My second overdose was at age 15 i took enough pills to kill a man 3 times over but nothing happened to me and everyone of the doctors was amazed. I blagged my way through my shrink session but then went back and they said i had depression and body dismorfit disorder. I was then in a car crash and was again told i should of died. I must be here for a reason a purpose but its the last thing i want i want to die everything i do doesnt work. However i now believe we are all here for a purpose if it doesnt work god must have something better planned for us, we just need to hang on. I have a boyfriend now and am in uni my life is turning out to be getting better by the day , my goal today is so save one persons life and just make people realise please hang on it will get better i promise you.

Depress and Feel Very unwated said on Nov 02 2009, 04:11 AM:
MY boy friend and i have been going out for like a year and a half. after i got transfer to another store mine boy friend started to be mean and talking shit and bring up the past. This has been going on for like 4 months now and i am done. Right now i just want to kill my self so badly cause my life is worthless. I have been thinking about it for like a month. I don't know why i feel so depress and sad all the time. I feel trap and low. i really want to kill myself i am ready! Can someone please tell me how, the faster the better! kittycatu2@hotmail.com

brokenhearted said on Nov 01 2009, 18:11 PM:
umm.. i am 19 Years old. i Lost my father when I was 14 Years old. He did from a heart attack and I tried to save him but it didnt Work. I have been suffering frm Deppression frm it for so Long. Since then i have been suicidal. I have tried cutting my wrist, hanging myself, jumping off a bridge, and overdosing on pills. None of them have worked clearly. today My boyfriend of 2Yrs finally ended our relationship. He has been cheatin on me after I purchased a car and put him on my phone bill and let him run up my credit cards. My mom hates me bcuz she sees how he hurts me and i wont leave. I aslo lost my friend bcuz my bf did not want me to hang with them. I am now all alone. I need a way to kill myself that will work 100%. I do not want to live another minute.!!!!

silent help said on Nov 01 2009, 01:11 AM:
hey i'm 16 at my school im labled as a hacker (as if u cared) well when i was in 8th grade i killed my self i overdosed and i died my heart stoped unfourtunatly they brought me back and in case you were wondering when u die just nothing so yea. and the pills i took i took 27 anti depresents 45 advil 50 tylenol 48 ibprofen 12 alcaselzer + (straight without watter) then around 300 perscription pills...

me said on Oct 31 2009, 22:10 PM:
my family hates me. everyone at school hates me. my friends don't care about me. right now ive taken about 20 advil and im planning on taking more more until i die. today is halloween and i was so excited for plans but then no one called to make plans with me as usual and that was just all i could take. ppl say some good ways to off yourself is start smoking and eat mcdonalds. i do smoke and drink and do drugs but nothing has killed me so now im resorting to pills. most ppl say pills dont work but a couple weeks ago a girl my age overdosed on pills so im trying to make this work. and honestly she didnt have it as bad as i do. i cant stand these ppl and i cant stand living. i especially hate jesus freaks who are always telling ppl to make relationships with god and that if i dont im going to hell. wen i die ill start over not go to hell. ill move on to my next life and start over as someone elses child. and hopefully it will be better than the one i have now. i hope this works. im not leaving a note because itll be like 20 pages long. i just hate being a girl i hate being me im so fucking ugly and i hate my family and my school and i have nobody that ever shows me any compassion. i cant keep going on like this. there is nothing left for me in this life so time to move on to the next one

Who Cares said on Oct 28 2009, 13:10 PM:
David tell me what pills you took so i can avoid them seeing the didnt work

David said on Oct 28 2009, 11:10 AM:
Hello this message is probably one that no one will read, however, I feel like I should contribute and say something to you all. I attempted suicide back in March. I tried to take a whole bottle of pills in order to kill myself which needless to say failed. At first I thought that I was so pathetic, that I couldn't even take my own life. But perhaps all of us had "failed" because there is a purpose out there for all of us. I know that may sound like a bunch of BS but think about it. But think about this website... We are all confessing our pain with each other. Perhaps since we survived suicide and are struggling with depression that we are meant to help others that are going through that pain. I mean no one knows better then we do right? I think that if David can get over his depression (he had a HARD life, loved ones hated him SO MUCH that they all tried to KILL HIM) I think we all can. Keep hoping. Seeing with our eyes isn't always the truth.

Thom said on Oct 28 2009, 03:10 AM:
I am 19 years old and have never had a girlfriend... never even been kissed for the matter. i owe almost everyone i know money due to my addiction and am flunking out of school. i constantly feal the need to be fucked up on on alcohol and weed... i smoke weed everyday and its starting to quit making me feel good, it now only makes me feel more and more like a burdon on society. i have glaucoma and could go blind at anytime as well as a bad case of hyperhydrosis which means i sweat 24/7 on my hands and feet no matter what the temp is, i also have bad acne which i have been strugling with for years. i guess i am just tired of trying to be loved when the girl who i care about cant even hold my hand due to the river of sweat comming from it... i am just done with it all and would like to find a painless way to end it.

FUCK! prt.2 said on Oct 26 2009, 15:10 PM:
but on second thought, there has to be a reason to live, maybe i just haven't looked hard enough...keep looking people. Love LAR

FUCK! said on Oct 26 2009, 15:10 PM:
If i could ever get up the nerve and stop being such a fucking pussy i would kill myself....

"d" said on Oct 25 2009, 18:10 PM:
Got marries few years ago. Wife and I unseperable. Two years ago my mother found out we take d---s recreationally. Did everthing possible to split us up. now me and my wife live seperately but fight always. my moter tortures us mentally threw people. Sabotages my work... Making us broke and have to crawl to her.But after two years and two suiside attempts because i cant take the emotional pain. call me weak i am just a sensitive person she still does not care. She and my brothere get people to hurt me by paying them cash. all the things u see in a movie they do to me. I cant take it.I want to run but i cant hurt my wife and they took all my money away.I know i will never come back. Dont you think i dont have any options? I need to k--- my self... Please help?

Me said on Oct 24 2009, 23:10 PM:
Please people don't end your lives...there is always something worth living for..you!...do it for yourself, don't just give up on yourselves and take the easy way out. Fight for your life! I've been there many times but it gets better, you never know after one month, one year things might get better and then you can live you life. End it now and you will never ever get a second chance. Be strong, pull yourself together and fight cos we are born to lose but we have to fight to do anything in this life. Fight and don't give up. You can always do something about it!

Whatisthepoint said on Oct 23 2009, 06:10 AM:
Holding in the thoughts. No direction. No security. The only security is where we all end up anyway! Do I have these thoughts cause it's my path? Is it what I'm meant to do? Life is fucking hard at the easiest of times. I've had the worst year of my life, and for all those I've lost this year, and all that's going on in my life now - I become less afraid of where they have gone and wonder what it would be like to join them.

Puma26579 said on Oct 18 2009, 14:10 PM:
I what the best painless way to kill myself everyone who i care about or love leaves or hurts me i don't have any reason to live.I no pills can not work and leave you with promlems i no jumping can go wrong and you can live after that if i had a gun i would use that but can't get one cutting my wreasts can be painfull but i don't think i could get deep before i would stop with the pain unless i could num the area.there's no point in my live or bing here it's just a waste of air and space so if anyon no's a way that's as painless as possable and that will work i would like to no so i can be out of my paifull life and at peace.

anonymous said on Oct 17 2009, 11:10 AM:
well my life is a total shit hell i am one of the popular girls but im so fricking ugly!, i have glasses, but they shapr up my squint eye if i take pictures from the side i dont have a squint though so that make me a whole lot happier but looking back i know im a fake.I get slagged for it all the time and no one particuallarly appreciates me. My mum hates me so much that she wished me dead a couple of times, the only person i really care about is my dad because hes went through it all too and i just want a quick painless way to die ! :'(

envy said on Oct 14 2009, 18:10 PM:
im gay and always been lonely as fuck im also really ugly no one would ever want to be with me ive wanted a boyfriend for years and im turning 18 in 2 weeks but im still such a loser... my roommate has his gf over every day and theyre always cuddling and it just reminds me of my worthlessness. i understanding killing yourself over a temporary problem is stupid but my problems are permanent. ill always be gay, ugly, and unwanted. problem is, idk how to end it. people say CO poisoning is good but how do i get my hands on it? pills have a 2% success rate says wikipedia. anyone want to help me out? soldyoursoul@gmail.com

kt said on Oct 14 2009, 13:10 PM:
just too fat to live

why tha fuck did this happen said on Oct 13 2009, 22:10 PM:
This stupid fucking life is miserable and I can't take this shit. No hot water the apartment is falling apart. I can't find a job to help my mom so I feel like I'm to blame. I've been homeless and felt way better than this. I can't laugh anymore. Everyone in school expects me to be the one smiling when I am the poorest broke motherfucker ever. I'm a sex addict and I can't take a girl to this shiityy fucking place. I get the hottest girls in school but can't take them out anywhere. This winter is the end of my life. The only way I can go on is if my mom puts me up for adoption or I go back to juvenile hall. I got all the good food there. There I can gain wait. I'm sick of eating this boring food everyday. Pasta pasta pasta. No hot water though. If something new and exciting doesn't happen soon my neighborhood better be aware of a thief cuz I'm fucking hungry. I have been the nicest kid for 4 years now and if I screw it up I'm just gonna kill myself. Now that I'm actually talking about this I feel like I'm bipolar or something. Besides getting beat isn't as bad as being homeless for 12 years then living like a king for 6 months then back to a terrible life of nothing for 5 more years. I need a counselor or a quick and painless way to die. Peace and love to all

DM (deadman) said on Oct 13 2009, 13:10 PM:
I want to do it in a way that looks the most accidental way possible to spare my family any other pain that they will feel when i go. they know why i wanna die, and they will blame themselves, and rightfully so.

NOBODY said on Oct 11 2009, 15:10 PM:
I dont think killing yourself would be a good answer to a problem. Lately I dont know any better of an answer... I know I will never kill myself b/c this is not my life tomorrow this is my life now. Even if you have abusive parents... You will grow up and live your life and have children of your own that you can raise and love the way you want to... Even if the person you care about doesnt know your name or care to stick around once they have used you... You will one day look back at him/her and thank yourself you didnt do it, b/c now your with someone... Even if you think your ugly and nobody will want you... You will achieve higher goals than the pretty ones. I have a child, and I am carrying another with a man who would spit on my grave... I will not give him the satisfaction of being above me... I cant find an answer right now but this is not my life tomorrow this is my life today. THINK WWJD.

Nikki said on Oct 09 2009, 16:10 PM:
I'm 13 and thinking about suicide infact I'm probably gonna do it one day.my lives fucked up I have an abusive parent who beats me and the other who doesn't give a shit about me. Infact only an hour ago I was beat for not doing a damn chore.I was pushed down the stairs and had my head banged on tile and my earing ripped out in the prosses.I don't want pity from people but it's just realy hard waking up everyday knowing your unwanted and not loved.

Mind Phoenix said on Oct 07 2009, 19:10 PM:
I'm not really sure what to say to everyone considering killing themselves. Because of who I am, I want to say don't do it. You will end up hurting others badly. I couldn't imagine being in the shoes of one of my family as they come home to find my body lifeless on the floor or worse hanging from the ceiling. On the other hand however I have suicidal thoughts and can understand why someone would bring themselves to do something like this. I have a decent life with good friends and as much opportunity to go far as anyone could ask for. But my social life is poor and I have such low self esteem I sometimes can't look at myself in the mirror. I have never had a girlfriend and because "nice guys finish last" I probably never will. I don't particularly want to live a life on my own, but I don't want to force myself to be someone i'm not so I can fit in with the local social clique. My mind drags me out of depression far enough to avoid suicide but sometimes I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up. I believe in life after death luckily so I hope my next life is a bit more productive then this one. Sometimes people choose suicide because of such silly reasons such as mine, but I suppose you have to ask yourself how much you are going to enjoy life if you keep on going like this. I would have liked to add my proper MSN but in the off chance someone I know reads it ill give this one if anyone wishes to chat. zerofirezelo@hotmail.com

depressed. said on Oct 07 2009, 18:10 PM:
wow. I'm glad I looked at this website. I was thinking how shitty my life was when I read these comments... and now I realise how lucky I am. I'm so sorry all of you feel this way. anyway, thank you all for sharing your stories...

Nobody said on Oct 07 2009, 15:10 PM:
I wish I would just get a deadly disease that would put me in the hospital and kill me in a matter of days. I WANT A DEADLY DISEASE.

Will the REAL Coward Please Stand Up said on Oct 05 2009, 08:10 AM:
In reply to those who are calling the suicidal 'cowards', let me hit you up with something to think about: it takes a great deal of courage to die. However, if you still insist on labeling these people cowards, then please remember to call EVERY soldier who willing went to battle and died for YOUR freedom, protection and safety, a coward too because - let's face it - they made the DECISION to take a bullet and DIE for YOU. No matter how you justify it, it's still pre-meditated suicide. Oh yes, and DO remember to call the terminally ill who need assistance with medical suicide, cowards as well. After all, who wouldn't want to live every last miserable, pain-racked moment to the bitter end without relief, right? No matter how you justify it, it's still pre-meditated suicide. As far as I'm concerned, the REAL COWARDS are the finger pointers...too scared to face their own mortality and utterly terrified by those those brave enough and courageous enough to do the unthinkable, to go willingly into the unknown. Fear is hatred. Hatred is fear. Both are the absence of love. The REAL COWARDS are those who wouldn't lift a finger for anyone, but who are quite happy to sit on their insecure asses, criticizing and judging others for daring to actually do something. The REAL COWARDS are those who are too afraid to fight their way out of a wet paper bag with a pair of scissors, much less risk their lives in the horrors of war to protect ungrateful, judgmental, pompous, arrogant strangers in their own homeland. Cowards are hate-mongers who run from love and laugh at love. Only the brave can reach out and embrace love. So before you so loudly announce your mealy-mouthed ignorance over those contemplating suicide, people...just shut up and THINK FIRST! I see some in here trying to reach out and talk to strangers about ending their life, in the desperate hope of finding SOMEONE who gives a damn. It's called 'SEARCHING FOR COMPASSION AND LOVE', but from what I've read in here so far, there's precious little of either happening!

gimp said on Oct 03 2009, 08:10 AM:
yese are all a pack of wankers not one of yous have the balls to take ure life ya worthless piece of shit, if u do , lie down n a moterway ya tubes, fuck the lot of yese ya fagits !

arege said on Oct 03 2009, 04:10 AM:
hi my name is arege i know whene your so angry you realy want to kill your self sometimes whene you get bashed you want to kill yourself cause then your friends dont be your friends eny more i just want to die cause all my life i have wirst days whene i think oh today i will have a good day then someone mack a bad day. hey i didrnt tell you eny thing about iam 11 years old my techers name mrs b iam gread 5 i like playing lots of things this my msn arege98@hot.com what is yours? bye

hj said on Sep 25 2009, 12:09 PM:
I will tell you that most of WEST culture (Amercia, west Europe) really suck ass. And thats why there are so much dumb comments.

... said on Sep 25 2009, 12:09 PM:
dude! I mean are you really thinking to kill yourselves? It pointless! We all gonna die, so it is our chance to use our time on Here (universe, earth, ect.)! I myself always thinking about how less time we have to know, to understad why all this happening, why all we are here, how it was possible. Just try not to lose this game, try not to break down, and if it all sucks that bad, you try to imagine that you may never have a chance to live again. This comment was send to all who are really fucked up, who had hitted their rock bottoms. And also, its just really STRONG emotion, ant its just temporary, it will go on, everything goes on. Really. Just live by it. Shit happends. Also if you really are thinking of quick death, think of to try everything before it, try everything you have ever wanted, because you will never be able to do it again, so jsut se your last chance before killing. Maybe you will change your mind.

eric said on Sep 24 2009, 18:09 PM:
i once took 25 sleeping pills (all i could get my hands on) and shot up 2 grams of black tar heroin (3 shots total cause i only had a small needle) and i was trying to kill myself, and i was in a "coma" or whatever for 30 some hours and then i woke up in the hospital, and then i had to go to rehab. if i had to do it again i would (not my idea) make a noose out of some piano wire and then super glue my hands to my head and then when i jump of a bridge i will be decapitated, but my hands will still be holding on to my head, so whoever finds my body will think i ripped my own head off in a fit of manly rage. yeah, that would be sweet.

Daniel Johnson said on Sep 21 2009, 20:09 PM:
I don't know how many people will read this. I do not know if I will kill myself or not yet. My name is Daniel Johnson. I was born on Christmas Day with a congenital heart defect called Tricuspid Atresia. I was taken away from my mother for the first few weeks of my life becuase she had preclampsyia and I was dying from my defect. I amazingly lived and am now 24 soon to be 25. I am married and have two daughters, Kailah and Lilyann. I love them all but love cannot change the course of our lifes. What was and What will be. I have been battling Bipolar since I was 15, I was the nerd in school, the one everyone picked one unless they needed my help with thier schoolwork. I just wanted people to like me so I gave in. People at school did everything to hurt me physically and emotionally. I learned that good could never win. I joined the Dark... Since then I have become a cynical and sarcastic man. Always wanting to help people but never finding a way. I have hurt many people mentally and emotionally, I have done many a horrible thing. I am not a Christian but I have great respect for the few Christians that are not hypicrites. I do not believe I will go to hell if I kill myself as people think. Many people in the bible that were good killed themselves and god did not say the were wrong. (Saul, Sampson, etc.) I believe in Karma to an extent and beleive that sin is just negative Karma. So I end with this, one of my few "good" poems that I have written over my life: If I could have but only one, Anything under moon and sun, My only wish would simply be, For the Worlds sins to be placed in me. If I choose not to kill myself, which I more than likely won't, feel free to email me: ronindaniel@yahoo.com A Man, Daniel

Some_Love_for_In_Need_of_Love said on Sep 21 2009, 04:09 AM:
Hi, I know exactly how you feel, as I have been there too. The solution is going to be to change the current perspective that you have upon your reality. First, order "A New Earth, Awakening to Your Life's Purpose" by Eckhart Tolle on half.com, as well as "The Power of Now," also by Eckhart Tolle. (Oprah popularized both of them so they are easy to find). Maybe just go to the bookstore and buy them so you can get them now. Once you read A New Earth, definitely go and get the Tao Te Ching, by Lao-tzu that the author refers to. It's awesome. Once you read these books you will have an entirely new, healthy perspective of your life, who you are, and what the meaning of all of this madness that goes on really is. Take a few days to just wander around doing whatever you feel like doing, and fully enjoying it! Be spontaneous and take a random road trip by yourself for a few days, or jump on an airplane to a place you've always wanted to see. You'll love it!! Next, once you get back home, the key will be to maintain this new outlook without reverting back to your old ways of getting trapped in your mind. I find myself getting depressed when I coop myself up in the house, isolated and without any structure to my days. My solution is to get up really early in the morning, and then LEAVE THE HOUSE to go work out. I would pack up the night before, get up at 4:30 a.m. and drive 45 minutes away to join a running group that left at sunrise. Could I have run outside my house or joined a local gym? Yes. However, the whole key is that this method gave me a plan that got me UP and OUT of the HOUSE!! It forced me to plan my next day in advance, which made me more organized, efficient and therefore happy and settled feeling. The next thing was that I set workout goals by following preset plans from a book. All I had to do was get up and follow exactly what the plan said. I had to follow the plan for the day exactly and finish everything in order to be able to hang it up on my wall as an accomplishment. If you do that, you feel great!!! By 8 a.m. you've driven, worked out, showered and are ready for the next thing. What is the next thing? Ideas will start springing up on their own. Run with them. Do a variety of different activities, which will keep you feeling balanced. VOLUNTEER for something - when you're helping someone else, it shifts your focus from yourself to others. It's intimidating to call a place up or to apply online but fight through those feelings and just do it. It might take a week or two to actually get started, so be patient (I remember wanting to start instantly). Go to idealist.org for all kinds of ideas you never thought of. If you're in a small town, then maybe start with the animal shelter, the old folks home, or a river cleanup. Keep referring to those books every day. Run to them whenever you feel anxiety setting in so that you can set yourself straight again. Next, friends. If you meet people working out, don't be surprised if it never extends beyond to anything else. I would say go to Craigslist.org and check out "strictly platonic w4w." You'll be surprised to hear that I tried this on December 30, when I'd flown back from my parents' house early and found myself lonely and depressed, with no friends in town or New Year's plans. I posted my story on that site, and within an hour I had 14 responses! I scheduled a meetup at a coffee/sandwich place and everyone showed up! I met up with two of them and went out on New Year's Eve together - it was so much fun!! One of those girls is one of my close friends today. (Note that I live in a city so CL is popular- if you don't get 14 responses then it's not you!!) As you start filling your life with healthy activities, you'll find that you don't even notice or care what your EX is doing or thinks. Don't include him in your plans. Keep your life separate. I recommend reading the book "Ditch That Jerk" by Pamela Jayne. When you have your own thing going, and become more independent, you'll find that you'll naturally start attracting other positive people into your lives. Okay, well I hope that this advice helps ALL of you on this site. In truth, I woke up feeling down and depressed this morning, which led me to this site. So, if you have a bad day now and then, that's normal. My advice is to give advice to someone else like I'm doing here, because it will pump you up and remind you of what you yourself need to do in order to snap out of the momentary slump you happen to be in!! Have a great day and good luck to everyone. If I don't happen to respond, it's not that I'm ignoring you but because I randomly saw this site and am not familiar with is. I'll save it as a favorite but am not in the habit of checking it. Thanks!! :)

in_need_of_love said on Sep 20 2009, 05:09 AM:
i've been on and off antidepressents for a while now. i live in a small town and don't have much around. i don't have any friends, just my boyfriend i have been with for 5 years. he is very unsupportive and never sees me. i'm lucky if i see him once a week and when i do, he just wants to have sex and if i dont want to he gets angry and reminds me how i have no friends and how i only want to see him to cure my lonliness. i haven't seen him on the weekend for over 3 years and he always goes out and drinks a lies about it. every new years eve he makes plans with me then always takes off with his friends. i'm hurting, and just really want the hurt to stop.

mike peck said on Sep 18 2009, 00:09 AM:
fuck all of you pussies. if you want to die - DO IT! jump off a very tall bui;ding or hang yourself. there's no cure for overdosing on lack of O2 just die like I'm doing right now..... the lights go dim a bit43 and yuo cant4 really spell rigthtn z gbkmk,Scott Vuchas bv goodebyge allll. luckjily my friendcwil writre2 the3 seceret woirdx as i'm fadinf=gijng outres

burymedeep said on Sep 16 2009, 16:09 PM:
i am going to do it. my parents kicked me out. i have a month to find a place to live...my friends are like, "you'll find somewhere." "man, that suck" no one has offered to help. my car died and i have no money to fix it or get a new one. my mom gave her car to my older brother who has a way better paying job. i have to quit my job bc i have no way to get there so i'm never going anywhere in life. and my parents yell at me for stupid shit like if there's a shirt out of place in my room! i fucking can't take this shit. the only way out of all this is to kill myself. i've lost it all...i'm falling. goodbye.

Fate? said on Sep 14 2009, 21:09 PM:
my whole life, ive been abused emotionally and physically by my father. im 15 and never even had a boyfriend. my friends dont care about me. they pretend to, but if someone did care, id have someone love me, wouldnt i? i hate my fucking messed up life. my "friends" dont know the half of what ive been through. why suffer this any longer?

over life. said on Sep 12 2009, 07:09 AM:
i'm so over life. i left all my friends for a guy, and he treats me like shit. he swears at me, hits me, and calls me names. the mental abuse i get from him is unbearable. someone please help me? TeamJacob-x@hotmail.com

lifeisgoood said on Sep 09 2009, 16:09 PM:
im 18 have a shit job my boss screams at me every day i come home my mum screams at me 24/7 hates me coz of my piecings, im bored as fuck , all my friends are slowley just ditching me and i found out i have a child coming with my ex gf who i fuking hate generally this whole world just makes me feel sick , every day i walk to work i hope i get hit by a bus or something and i actually did once dint kill me though, they dont tell you you this is what you have to look forward at school , fuck society and are pointless generation

whatever said on Sep 08 2009, 23:09 PM:
Parents do more harm than good. Why bring us into this world and treat us like crap and want us to take the life you SO CALLED CREATED!!!! Don't let your parents decide for you. Your life is yours. Take it.

Answering I HATE MY LIFE said on Sep 03 2009, 18:09 PM:
excuse me for being rude, u r suck mother fucker moron bitch asshole, rapst mother fucker, u should die, guys like u should die in fucking big fire u stupid dick, fuck u fuck u fuck u thousand time, u fucking moron ,,, damn i feel sorry for those who can't defend them selves, damn fuck u bastard

What The Fuck?!!! said on Sep 03 2009, 16:09 PM:
I don't know really what to say, i respect all of u guys, but don't u think u have to think for it in a moment, using violent is not always the solution, well i can feel how u r all desspered, and if u think for one minute that u are hatin from evryone, then u are wrong, there is still out there people who still care, stick with them, make good things help people, i don't see how the fuck girls get raped and don't go to cops? i mean why the fuck u should feel shame, u don't have to feel shame, u that is not ur fucking wrong, i know life it's suck and people are mother fucker morons, but u should always be better than them, stay away from bad people, if u have bad life in the place where u are, try to go to other place far from them, be carefull, see what u r best in, people who have money not better than any one else, we work for alot times and we get shit, i don't know why always life not fair, we should do something about that not killing our selves, nah and leave life for those bastard who don't deserve it, we should be something we should be in the world not those mother fucker bastard, guys think of this for a moment, we deserve to have a good life, not those who just when we try to be good and with our own selfes, they try to fuck it up, don't kill ur self, make ur self a usefull, end of talk, good luck guys, love u all,

I HATE MY LIFE said on Sep 01 2009, 15:09 PM:
my life sucks all i do is roam around schools and find young girls to rape in the back of my van and then give them large doses of drugs so they forget what happened, the depressing thing about this is that most of the time i cant fit my massive dick into their tiny virgin pussies so end up wasting to many drugs on useless little girls, my life sucks.

HaNg Me said on Aug 30 2009, 05:08 AM:
I think I will go soon...

i hate me said on Aug 28 2009, 20:08 PM:
I am not scared of dying, I am scared of surviving a failed attempt. It's only going to hurt for a little while before I die, but I want to be 100% certain that I do not survive. If I feel shame now, I can't imagine what I will feel if I'm locked up somewhere thinking about the shame I have just brought onto my family and myself.

StarSkipping said on Aug 27 2009, 15:08 PM:
Oh btw if you want a general chitchat my msn is g.moore90@hotmail.co.uk ^^

StarSkipping said on Aug 27 2009, 15:08 PM:
Hey people!!! I'm 19years old (as of last tuesday) and my life has been very inconsistant up to this point! For example I dropped out of school to work at a mcdonalds.. and even quit that after a while, I have no real group of friends except for hanging out with the odd ex-schoolmate/ co-worker every once in a while. But other than that it's just the pub remermising old sea tales with fellow punters.... annnd umm msn. Like what I used to deal with my depression was smoking.. which ironically saveed my life xD(maybe) And my depression in general was basially of guilt and regret. Which incidenlty forms a loop (Think of it as a really badly drawn circle).. anyway I'll shorten the deal here! basically we all have devastaing siturations, complications, and general bad luck every once in a while.. but you know it's life, nothing is ever peachcy. Sooo what you should doooo is ask yourself this... "what am I gunna do about it?" and you should reply (with confindence) "Go out and save the world*" xD Sorry I'm using the last bit as a metaphor *World=Basially your own socail problems, money worries, girl troubles and various other scerinos.. and just turn it around and don't give up x

Elvis Priest-ly said on Aug 27 2009, 08:08 AM:
Jesus, some people have real problems here. All the problems I have are in my head. I'm suffering from a general anxiety mixed with sociophobia, low self-esteem and inability to deal with my problems (my own diagnosis, I'd rather kill myself than see a real shrink - no pun intended). The older I get the more I feel like I'm wasting my life, and I don't want to be 30 and still unemployed and living with my parents (I'm 27 by the way). I'm depressed and want to kill myself most of the time. By the way killing yourself is the coward's way out and I'm a fucking coward, I'll admit that. For those of you trying to kill yourself, I don't blame you, I think you're week and pusillanimous just like me, but I don't judge you. I honestly don't believe in heaven or hell and I think that when you die you simply die, that's it. There's no afterlife, no devil and no judgemental god. Trust me, you won't go to hell if you kill yourselves, but you'll be dead, non-existent, your sense of self will be lost in the universe and mixed with the rest of the energy that's floating around. You may be reincarnated, but what the fuck do I know. What the fuck does anybody know. One thing is for sure though and I can assure all you gullable souls out there: nobody, and I mean nobody knows about it any more than you do, no fucking priest, rabbi, imam or any other type of 'salesman of religion' and if people tell you that you should do something because their god says so, you just tell them to go fuck themselves and find some other loser to brainwash, at least this way you'll have some dignity when you die. It's all just one long roller coaster ride full of ups and downs, but if all you have are downs, maybe it's not such a bad idea to end it prematurely. Whatever you do, think about it before you do anything; afterall, you only kill yourself once. Good luck all you miserable souls, I hope you find some light and sunshine in your life and maybe things going up the roller coaster for a change!

sabbehxcoon said on Aug 21 2009, 20:08 PM:
myspace.com/cuntscratchinhoe add me.

sabbehxcoon said on Aug 21 2009, 20:08 PM:
Allright. i have overdosed. attempted to hang myself and jumoped off of a building. its pointless unless you have a gun to your head. dont try it... thats all.

me said on Aug 16 2009, 12:08 PM:
i just hate life i dont give a fuk about any of my family fuk family i feel like my friends treat me better than my family i live with my real mom and real dad and all m mom does is listen to my dad what ever he says goes and i hate both of them but i hate my dad the most i have to live with them this year after living with my aunt almost all my life now i think that i wont make it in the house with them anymore

My life sucks said on Aug 15 2009, 04:08 AM:
hi i am 16 turning 17 i have always thought about how everyone in my family will be happier once im dead. and i always find it IS better for them not to have me around. My mom is a total bitch, she shouts and gets her self stressed out over me and my school work she FINDS things to shout at me the smallest thing, like i left the smallest piece of paper on the ground. she and my step dad both hate games, toys, t.v (cept the news) so preaty much im not supposed to be a kid. i practacaly have no life what so ever. my birth dad hated me all my life (still does)... my mom just loathes me... FUCK i really just want to die... cooladib15@yahoo.com contact me to tell me a good way to die that would leave a scar on my family please.

JOSE + SELINA ! said on Aug 13 2009, 06:08 AM:
jose and selina stripping in a tree, F/U/C/K/I/N/G!

G said on Aug 09 2009, 10:08 AM:
Ive totally had enough of life, ive got a gd job and could get a girl everytime i go out but i always fuck relationships up my fist proper gf for 4 years i didnt treat very well and drove her away and now she is happy with sum1 else which she deserves to be and my next gf broke up with me a week ago, we'd been going out for 3 months and i fort id really try in this relationship so i paid for a hotel to london and everything we did there, took her out loads and she finished me saying she isnt ready for me yet, but i keep saying just say u dnt want anything to do me with me anymore then but she cant saying and now she has gone on holiday and saying she will talk 2 me about it whens she is back im totally confused, i wud just be much happier dead, i wake up every morning b4 work hurting and dreading the day ahead. i just want to be happy and i think death is the only option

PLEASE READ THIS MESSAGE !!!! said on Aug 08 2009, 10:08 AM:
Hello All, I Know how you feel beacuse I have been through what all have been through and life isn't fair , I'll tell you that. I am Muslim and Recently it has occured to me that you all say you want to kill yourself beacuse life isnt great but if you start religion and get close to god/allah no matter who you are he will show you the path, he will make life easy for you. He is always there and all you have to do is ask him. Show everyone how strong you are. Don't let them get to you, and if you pray then you will think back to yourselves as to how stupid you were thinking abou suicide. Pray to god and heaven and peace WILL be waiting for you when your time is up. It is NEVER to late to start again. Forget everyhting beacuse god has put you on Earth as a test for wether you are worthy of going to heaven or hell. Go Away now and think about this message and pray to god and all who have inflicted pain WILL Suffer because god sees all!

dead_man_tells_a_tale said on Aug 05 2009, 18:08 PM:
i've herd it best describeds as this... suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem... i've seen crack heads and suicide... i'm 40 years old... i've seen and 'perieced a lot. medicene does go along way in terms of help... it really does... give it a chance... talk with the right people and it is free... some people cant breath rite on their own, some cant walk good on their own; both physical... same it true with mental and emotional.... give med's a chance...

sonny said on Aug 02 2009, 20:08 PM:
hi, has anyone got any guaranteed methods i can use to kill myself?, i overdosed on 4 litres of vodka a year and a half ago but this didnt work, ive been searching the internet the last few months but im not getting much luck, last time i did it i ended up in a mental unit for 5 months and as a result lost 2 and a half grand benefits, which has left me in a mess since, im at the centre of a conspiracy involving the social services, the government, the media, and probably my family and friends and almost every stranger around me, i cant leave the country because i dont have any money and wouldnt be able to work to support myself and i take medication too which i cant do without, i dont have a future anywhere in the world anyway, id be extremely grateful if somebody could help, you can email me at sonnydobermann@yahoo.co.uk, ps no abuse please, just email if you have some suggestions for me

aduentus said on Jul 30 2009, 20:07 PM:
I started to type a totally different point of view.. you know.. like the point of view of me as the "victim of depression and my environment" But to tell you all the truth... after reading the other posts, I actually feel better, b/c.. I became more concerned about how these other people were doing in their lives, and I just wished them some sort of peace. Best way to understand what I am experiencing is from the movie Fight Club. The guy keeps going to these "groups" like AA, Cancer, other support groups... and he had none of the problems... other than depression.. There other peoples problems cured him... in a way.. come to find out.. he had schizophrenia. FINAL THOUGHT: If you can "empathize" for what other people are going through... perhaps it will lessen our own immediate depressions. -try it an let me know what you think.. you just gota read what other people are typing here.

jenn said on Jul 28 2009, 16:07 PM:
i'm not looking for a way out, time goes by so fast it really doesn't matter if we stay around or not. i'm ready to find my destiny, and it is definatly not going to be here,not in this pathetic body.and y would u want someone else to have the chance to decide how u die? take control of ur destiny,choose ur own fate is all i'm saying

stillnobodyhome said on Jul 25 2009, 17:07 PM:
your god does't exist, and i don't see the point in friends, family, a job, building a life it's to much bullshit. whats the point, i've been working my ass off for 10 years now, nothing to show for it, debts piling up..... that is not what the jesus in your bible would want for anyone. so you work your ass off until your 80 then you die from old age why?

mat009988 said on Jul 23 2009, 16:07 PM:
plz can some one send a message beacause im moving to scondary school and i want so infoon how to surive hhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeellllllllllppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jes said on Jul 23 2009, 09:07 AM:
if you commit suicide you go to hell. try a better path, and try making a relationship with the Lord. After you do that, you'll realize God is all you'll need in your life. No one's pain should be enough to kill themselves. God doens't put you thru things you can't handle. Its not worth it in the end.

anthony said on Jul 21 2009, 22:07 PM:
my solution would be 2 just run away. run away 2 a different country and start a new life. A new name, new look, a new personality. i have thought about doing this plenty of times and have really came close 2 doing so...im 17

mat009988 said on Jul 19 2009, 15:07 PM:
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EVERYDAY I DIE said on Jul 15 2009, 01:07 AM:
im 24 just lost my job i cant get a girl everybody treats me like i dont belong here my head hurts when im awake only peace i find is in my sleep my dad died when i was 14 of cancer i love my mum but she cant understand me and all my friends have moved on with there lives im just stuck in this hole when i wake up suicide is on my mind when i go to sleep i think of ways to end my life only thing that keeps me here is music and ps3 WTF sort of reason to be alive is that? i hate people i hate going out i hate trying to become what the world wants me 2 be i cant take it its like somthing is inside me that wants to kill me i know its not my true self but its so hard 2 ignore whats in my head my soul feels broken and my heart feels black is there any easy way out? i live and suffer for the rest of my life? i die and burn in hell and have my soul beatin and broken untill i lose my grip and become somthing evil i dont think i have any way out im in hell forever hurt_vol_1@hotmail.com

sigh said on Jul 13 2009, 15:07 PM:
you all need to get some serious help.

ME said on Jul 09 2009, 20:07 PM:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FV-HPOHu8mY&feature=related

mat009988 said on Jul 09 2009, 16:07 PM:
im 11 and i want to kill my self.except i want to get to a decent age before i die like 16-20 or something like that.im just recaping on all the sites ive gone on and everone is like y the f*** would u wana die and it makes me really think who i will effect if i do like family and friends. but i bet they then feel like that and then they rerlize y.its all so about courage and strengh or as some poeple say desier and dispair. i dont need help im not gonana die tonight but i might in the the future and if i live up to 40 and surving is a different story. all so they say its selfish by leaveing ever body behind but behind where! i have an xbox elite plz plz add me if u can and i can talk about someone with the same troubles as me.im also going to oxted secondary school witch is worring me. i live in eng ,surry the rest is secert i have a mind of puzzles. plz respond i wana die of a car crash so they dont disrespect me but that would be a lie witch follow me to ??? some where

depressed said on Jul 08 2009, 11:07 AM:
being beautiful, having a good job and stuff isnt the only thing in life. ask me about it. i have a good job, have decent looks, but then i'm still so fucking depressed. i know that whats coming up is shit and i'd rather not live. so please just seggest some easy, fast, effective and instant method to kill myself. its very urgent as time is one thing i just dont have.

LIFE SUCKS said on Jul 07 2009, 18:07 PM:
im here if you wanna talk...add me..to msn.... neostaralien@hotmail.co.uk ps i'm sad too

LIFE SUCKS said on Jul 07 2009, 17:07 PM:
WHO WANTS TO LIVE FOREVER IT TAKES GUTS TO END IT ALL I WISH I COULD

blackhatelife said on Jul 07 2009, 02:07 AM:
I am so fuckin sick of all those people saying suicide is the cowards way out and "you have so much to live for" but in reality those dumb shits dont know what its like just because they have there perfect lives and everything in there world is perfect (they have a great job, great looks, friends etc). Trying to OD on meds dont always work, in fact it has failed me twice, even after swallowing almost 2 packets worth of prescription antidepressants and painkillers together. Im 27 I have been sexually abused, raped, tormented, beaten and used, plus im that fuckin ugly just looking at myself in the mirror is enough persuasion to go throw myself off a bridge. I have no "real" friends and pretty much never had my whole life (I mean who wants to be friends with someone or even know someone who has the face of a dogs arsehole) Im pretty much had enough and after almost 13 years of therapy and medication I want no more of life. Ive heard that heroin and CO2 poisioning is quite effective, I just dont want to end up locked in the hospital for a third time.

SF said on Jul 03 2009, 18:07 PM:
Im not bein funny, but im only 19...been raped 7 times since i was 15, been in an abusive relationship, fell inlove with my last boyfriend who killed himself, lost 3 best friends due to overdoses, been stabbed, 2 weeks ago my aunty died from cancer and then my nan died of heart attack, ive had a baby beaten out of me and miscarried my last child, my moms depressive and i have to look after my alcoholic dad, my brother died in a car crash and im still here, lifes tough, how we handle it and the decisons we make, make us who we are, if ive been through all that in my short 19 years and still wanna try n make a good life and get on with things, then so can all of you, ive thought about killin myself dont get me wrong, the thought crosses most peoples minds at some point in their life, but just think about all the things you still can do, its never too late to pick yaself back up and try and make things work, ya ent a failer if ya mess up, ya a failer if ya dont even try..good luck to you all

Me Too said on Jul 03 2009, 00:07 AM:
Treated my wife like shit cheating on her for two years plus. Now the woman that I left her for is treating my the exact same way. I am too imbarassed to go on. Want to do it but I have to wonderfull daughters that I have shared custody with. Cant find a decent job. X wife is a radiographer and Im living with my gf who works at the mill that I got fired at and she is fucking around on me now there. Just dont want to go on. Thinking about the old car in the garage trick when the kids arent here. Dont want to live anymore either.

Wiped out said on Jul 01 2009, 22:07 PM:
I would think the best way to signal your pain to the world would be a knife to the heart, you cant fix it (as in paramedics cant help you), and dont leave a note or any idea to the world you just left about how much life sucks and you want out. Let them waste their time thinking it over, why him or why her, just do it hard and quick.

satan is the lord said on Jul 01 2009, 11:07 AM:
if u whanna kill urself just do it it is ur live u can do wat u whant with it and hell girl choking is a verry pain full way to kill ur self i tryd it 1'ns I WHANT TO DIE

depressed said on Jun 25 2009, 12:06 PM:
hey i need to die but i am not able to find an easy, non painful and effective way to do so. please help me out. its very urgent.

marcus1972 said on Jun 25 2009, 07:06 AM:
I have suffered depression all my life. What has worked for me is to just do the things that make YOU happy. People like us often feel that we are different and that we feel we are always being judged and criticized. We are often sensitive people who don't follow the crowd like sheep. It has taken me 36 years to start to feel better with the RIGHT therapists. I'm still on anti-depressants (Effexor XR) and will have my ups and downs but I have FINALLY realized what is the biggest step to dealing with major depression - doing what I want to do, what makes ME happy and not listening to what others think I should do with my life. It's hard guys, REALLY hard especially if you are a teenager. If you can find someone to talk to. Someone kind like a teacher you like or your family doctor. No matter what you think, there are people who love and care about you. You know who they are. Try to open up to them and they will find help for you. One day, many years down the track, you will look back and have learned lessons about mistakes you have made and have felt bad about. Time does heal old wounds and things DO get better IF you ask for help. Don't be embarrassed. There is less stigma attached to depression. There are organizations in your country that want to help. Once you know HOW you can help yourself, things DO start to get better. I promise. But it doesn't happen overnight. It has taken me 36 years. I am still a loner but have accepted this so I feel less lonely. I have a good job, and although I am in debt, I do have a budget that I stick to most of the time, and plan to be debt free in about 6 years. Ok, so I'll be 43. So what? 'll have another 43 years to try something different, and who knows maybe even get married and raise a family - even though now, with so much debt I don't see this happening. Guys if you want someone to "chat with" feel free to email me: markcrowy72@gmail.com Take care :-)

Hell girl said on Jun 24 2009, 18:06 PM:
i am tried of my life wanna die !! i my stupid Aunt always yells a me for stupid reasons!! i sick of it !!! i almost chocked myself but couldn't do it !!! i need suggests how to die with no pain

STUPID said on Jun 23 2009, 09:06 AM:
Don't freaking kill yourself. My Uncle killed himself and it's really sad. Think how many ppl will miss you.

Anonymous said on Jun 20 2009, 12:06 PM:
I'm 27. Growing up I was always alone. Ive been cheated on every year with my last 6 gf's including my ex-wife who became a crack head and cheated on me. I've never had a stable or good job and I just got fired from the best job I've ever had for no apparent reason. My recent gf just dumped me and left me with her dog and a ruined apartment which I can't pay for. It appears she is cheating on me with her ex. As of last week I thought we would get married. Every year at spring or summer I get hurt. Last summer my ex who I would go to church with got knocked up and then tried getting back. I have no friends here, I moved with this girl. I have no one to talk to. I have tried overdosing before but didn't work. I'm in school now and can't focus. My mom helps me pay bills and I'm tired of being a burden to her, she doesn't have a lot of money. I can't find a job, alone, heart broken, and I see no light at the end. I tried to be positive before but things just get increasingly worse. I'm thinking about just slicing my brachial artery. I'm better off dead.

WOW said on Jun 15 2009, 01:06 AM:
HOLY SHIT, FIGURE IT OUT YOURSELF. People who fail @ suicide, obviously don't want to die. SO DON'T FUCKING DO IT.

jamie said on Jun 15 2009, 00:06 AM:
hiya my name is jamie,i took 10 painkillers last nite n woke up with a bad stomach so dnt do tht coz i have tried it n it doesnt work. i do want to kill myself n i want to know how many u will need and what are the best to do it. thanks

Suicided said on Jun 11 2009, 11:06 AM:
Do u know, Wasting ur life by suiciding is so stupid? U'll never have the second chance.. maybe u'll can do something to make it better by doing something..

Dont do it... said on Jun 11 2009, 05:06 AM:
After reading several comments on this page I want to give you all some advice, DONT DO IT. Im a 20 year old female who has lost 3 close friends to suicide, believe me life might be bad but once your gone its worse for those around you that you have left behind. There is help out there, if your feeling alone there are plenty of organisations and even random people who are willing to help work through problems and help you give your life a second chance. Those closest to you may not realise how bad things are, believe me all of my friends who killed themselves shocked everyone, it wasnt until reading diaries and articles they had written on pages like this we realised they were so unhappy. Dont end your life, start a fresh in this one.

Intelligence. said on Jun 10 2009, 15:06 PM:
All of you 'TARDS trying to overdose on Over The Counter sleeping pills ARE PRETTY FUCKING STUPID. BECAUSE IT'S BOUND TO FAIL. If you're going to FATALLY overdose on a drug, at least have the sense to research the LD-50 of whatever substance you're using, and not just randomly assume O IF I TAKE A BUNCH OF DEEZ I CAN DIE RITE? YAY. NO. If you're going to OD on something, go find some heroin and die in a state of bliss. But of course i don't advocate or condone suicide, life is too beautiful and short. Make something of yourself. Find yourself.

@allofyoulosers said on Jun 10 2009, 13:06 PM:
hahahahahaha

Daniel said on Jun 10 2009, 13:06 PM:
No friends, no family, no gf, no education, no job, mom is a selfish bitch wo deserves to die, she doesnt care about me, shes trying to find a reason to kick me out. About to get kicked out soon, No jobs anywhere. Life sucks and Im a pathetic human being too scared of the pain cutting my wrists, and cant get my hands on sleeping pills, cause Im fucking broke. I suck, failing at failing.... Im a worthless piece of shit, I dont deserve life. Why did I have to be the one living in this fucked up family?!

death blooms said on Jun 08 2009, 09:06 AM:
i have never ever been a happy person i used to get bullied at school a lot and its has scarred me for life , i tried to kill myself last year but yet i lived and now i have recently just found out that my partner of 7 years has been cheating on me , i loved this girl with all my hart and soul i worshipped her and adored her and now after this i just want 2 die but i cant bring myself to do it! i was close to hanging myself the other day but couldnt go through with it , why must life be so hard i know there are other people out there who are worse off than me but im not being selfish by saying i want to die i just HATE myself and my horrible crappy existence im just not allright! I pray everyday that it will be my last but no one is listening , i just wished i was dead.

depressed paranoid person said on Jun 06 2009, 08:06 AM:
well ive been wanting to kill myself for the past 3 years, i've even made a letter to my parents how much i *HATE* my life, and i havent succeeded. At school i get bullied for my hair colour my weight and the way i react to somethings, and i cant help it! I get good grades and i dont even get nothing for it, nothing at all. I've just fell out with a few friends now i feel like a loner, literally! Im not going to do well in life! Someone PLEASE help me otherwise i will kill myself!

BMW BOY said on May 31 2009, 18:05 PM:
Look my life was perfect my first girlfriend was 13 i was 15, and from those 3 years that we dated my dad my own fucking dad started dating his sister... step, and then he dated my girlfriend mom, i really didnt know what to do i tried thinking of killing my self and now i have a bmw 530i 07 and he returning it because he can't pay it anymore because he new family i mean the family i wanted but its okay i found two other girls but everyday im with them they fight over me and one is a rich one and one is a poor one but i don't really care about money and shit but now both girls hate me because yesterday they were drunk. and they wanted me to buy more beer but im only 18 so they kicked me out the car will the girl i really like did that to me but i didnt leave because she had my shirt.. on i wanted it back and she like nooo ill give you it torm but look today she didnt even text me nor called me noting that fucking retarded how i gaved up my r6 09 for her... and she picked cheap beers and im thinking about geting the bmw dealer ship torm and just bring it back because my dad can't pay 2800 dollers but we live in a 1.5m house his dumb.. all will if i don't get the girl i love or like or.. the sportbike r6 or bmw im going end this i had so much shit on my life i really don't deserve this im really a nice guy will if i do die here is my story i love my dad,mom,haley,ashlyn,gus,rene,brothers and more love this world but i really im tired of this :< Bye hope im happy in the next life

nate said on May 28 2009, 11:05 AM:
My name is nate and im 17 years old. I don't know what im doing with my life, I dont do my school work and its my own fault. i have a great girl but yet i neglect her... it just always seems that i do everything wrong. i run from my problums. i sit at home all day and play a stupid ass video game and rly am doing nothing with my life. but what the hell right... im just another person lookig for attion prob... we all have probs... i guess its just how we all deal with them. Nater_tater12@hotmail.com

lol seriously said on May 28 2009, 07:05 AM:
your alllll pathetic ..... if your going to kill yourselves you jus do it not air your dity laundry on the internet.... your just attention seeking thats what suicide i about for most people . i you were all realy sad an depressed as you all make you you would jus do it ....

BC said on May 27 2009, 05:05 AM:
I know things are very tough these days, and yes i can sit there and say i understand what most of you are going threw. Nikki, Curly, K, anyone... It sucks yes true and sometimes things seem to stay bad for a long time. But one day you WILL be able to look back and see how it made you a stronger person, a better person. Im at a point i just want to be done with it, dont seem to have a purpose anymore. But we all do and we need to just hang in there and keep fighting.. If anyone wants to talk about anything my email is rebelliousmotocross@yahoo.com, ill just listen or if wanted try and help out in anyway

Nothing said on May 26 2009, 14:05 PM:
You people need to learn how to spell! It's like trying read something an ignorant hillbilly wrote.

Nikki said on May 25 2009, 11:05 AM:
I feel so alone and noone understands what stress i have. I go to college fulltime and raise a little boy i am a single parent and his father is like 2 and a half hours away. I live with my parents and they help but they dont understand what stress i have. I have bipolar disorder and i have been depressed for sometime now and am working so hard to overcome it but sometimes it is so hard. I have noone to talk to. I go to atherapist but sometimes i feel i cant even talk to him. This all sucks.

curly said on May 24 2009, 12:05 PM:
I just broke up with my fiance, we have been together 7 years, we got engaged last september. He is going away for 3 months during the summer, the other night we had a big fight and I just ended it. I didn't want to, I just said it. Now I've been asking him to talk to me and he says no, I've made my decision. Now I feel like maybe he wanted me to do it, he hasent ever tried to talk to me. I've been living with an alcoholic (my dad) all my life, last weekend I asked my fiance to stop drinking spirts coz it changes him and it makes me feel very uncomfortable, but he said no why should I? Lately I've been under alot of stress with work and trying to save to get a house, but I feel like I'm the only one feeling this. He tells me we have to get married in 2 years but he wont safe a penny with me. I can't tell him how I really feel coz he gives out to me and blames my parents for having me like this. I have no friends and cannot talk to my family. I don't think we will get back together, he is booking his ticket to go away in 3 days, I bet he wont contact me. I feel like I'll never be happy now, I find it very hard to trust anyone coz of my father, he cheats on my mother. I am so afraid to tell anyone from my family we are over, I'll just get abuse from them telling me it's my own fault. Now I just feel like killing myself, it might be easier. Has anyone else ever felt like this?

xXxTaylah-BabixXx said on May 23 2009, 18:05 PM:
i to am a sufferur from depression but i have really good advice and no how to help people ive been through hell and back but im getting on top of things trust me i do care what happens or i wouldnt be hea write no anyone wants to talk msn me taylah-babi@hotmail.com you will find the light ps get help go to CAF/child adolesent and family the can help or CRISIS FACE YOU NEED HELP AND THERE IS HELP OUT THERE!!! xXxBabi-GurlxXx XoX

K said on May 22 2009, 19:05 PM:
I dont see a tomorrow. I dont know what to do. I have all these feeling bottled up. No one to talk to. and everytime I try it feels like they ignore me. I've managed not to cut myself in 6 months but today everything is wrong. I dont know what to do anymore.

do i want to die? said on May 15 2009, 13:05 PM:
sometimes im really happy, looking forward to things...and then suddenly im really down..really down for no apperent reason. I think that maybe it would be easies just to fall asleep and never wake up. I ve got people around me who care and wouldnt want to hurt them, plus not sure if ive got the guts to go through with it. But i never know what im capable of doing, especially if something serious happened. Thing is I cant tell anyone close how I feel because Iam ashamed what they will think, so it just stays bottled up which isn´t good.

Megan said on May 15 2009, 12:05 PM:
please leave your e-mail address because i would love to talk to you all:)

Loneybabe said on May 14 2009, 17:05 PM:
The other night I tried to kill my self I took two bottles of pill viking n something fuck nothing happened I just got sick really bad and my stomach hurted. I been in this relationship for 8 years and my boyfriend told me that dy that he losted the love for me. I losted it I just kept crying, My heart and body was in pain All I wanted to do was end my life. I feel that no one loves me and I don't want to life with out him I love him alot after all we went though I dont understand Why he dont love me. I asked him n he said after he broken my arms last year he fall out of love with me.I just wanted a happy family with him but he don't.I fell horrible, sad, mad, hurt,I just want to die and in my life everyone i care about or loves dies or leave. I just want to end it and not to bring more pain. I tried overdosing before but dont work I need something fast and pain less. Some help me plz>>>>>>>>>..I need someone to talk to.

Raine said on May 13 2009, 12:05 PM:
hey i've been thinknig about ending my life for a long time now... never got the guts to do it mind.. i've taken what could be called overdoses but none too serious. back in 2008 in setember my Fiancee cheated on me (obviously my ex now) she's made me paranoid about everything now and i just cant cope. i get upset at the slightest thing... i cant stop hurting myself :( i would like to stop but its so so hard im fdalling into another ccle and i know the concequences... my new girlfriend (no my new fiancee) doesnt know how much pain im in i want to stay strong but i just cant.... can someone help me? please talk to me azza__24@hotmail.com show me the way before its too late please

EmIlY!!! said on May 11 2009, 18:05 PM:
I hate life, i want to die. i hate how ppl treat me and i hate the stuff tht happens. i used to cut but i got caught and now i cant cause i have ppl who check my arms now. im loooking for away tht will be painless for me to kill myself. i am done with life and i dont need to be hear anymore. so anyone who knos a good way for me to kill myself with no pain, let me kno!

XxPAINxX said on May 11 2009, 17:05 PM:
im 17 yrz old. wen i waz 14 i tried to kill myself. i wasnted my life 2 be over. i was told i was a waste of life and no1 loved me. i was n a relationship and he broke my heart odee. he told ppl i was a slut. i wasnt tho. i wasnt popular n my school and i hate the way i look. i didnt have the balls 2 cut my writs so i cut my hand n my legs and watch it bleed. i overdosed wit benydrill but it didnt work. i guess that was a sign dat it waznt tyme 4 me 2 die yet. recently i recoverd from feeling that way for sum tyme now. and not 2 long ago i i started back cutting. mainly because i was n a relationship that i didnt want 2 let go. i wit my bf for almost 3 yrz now. during da whole tyme he has been cheating no me odeee. i brooke up wit him a few tymes but wen i see him i still want him. till this day he still cheats and i love him so much i cant see myself wit out him :( i feel if i cant have him no1 else should. i dnt wanna kill him tho. ill just kill any1 dat try n get n da way of wat we have. i want 2 spend da rest of my life wit him. i wanna marry him. but bitches seem 2 get n da way of dat. if i kill her dey gonna kno its me n i dnt wanna go 2 jail. he is the only person n da world dat can make me feel so loved just from his lil touch n his attention. i bet those bitches dnt appriciate his attention n touch like i do. my bf is not perfect at all but its sumthin dat got me drawn 2 him n da ink is permanet so im wit him 4eva. i wrote him many letters i draw his name all over my body i LOVE him so much that im drivin myself crazy over him n i cant control it. i never felt crazy lyke this b4. i wanna go away wit him 4eva n if i cant b wit him or lil wayne there is no point to my life i would never b truely happy...XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

I HATE LIFE said on May 10 2009, 02:05 AM:
I WONDER WHAT DEATH IS LIKE IM GONNA FIND OUT BYE BYE EVERY ONE

danielle said on May 09 2009, 16:05 PM:
hi i was rapedd by my boyfreind then he started to feel me up he youse to stick his tong in my vaginer and lick it then he youse to say suck my tail or i will heart you i will kill you so i did it help so i want help i nead to kill my self he,lp i want to no the painfulest death ever..............plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzlzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzplzzzzzzzzplpllplzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Leanna said on May 06 2009, 20:05 PM:
Iv bin through the same thing but one day you will look back and regret it if u do anything stupid i took and overdose and failed (Thank God) and i didnt die but unfortunately this is a part of life and it will get easier i Promise u have 2 get over him in your own ways if that means cryin kicking screamin ect then do it but dont harm yourself i no it hurts like hell no but eventully it will get better and im sure you'll meet someone else.BUT IT WILL GET BETTER I PROMISE !!!!!!

steve said on May 02 2009, 22:05 PM:
I have been married for 9 years and I found out my wife has been "talking" to another guy. She hid it from me and when I found out she said he was just a friend. She has since had me move out and has told me hes gay but she is miserable. I cant take the pain any more and want to die. Its all I think about.

Brandon said on Apr 22 2009, 14:04 PM:
Shaun, I hope you are still alive. You can talk to me, I totally understand. I just ended a relationshit with my boyfriend, I am so sad about it I don't know what to do. I was thinking about killing myself too. I just can't take the pain. If you want to talk you can email me at symbalanz at yahoo dot com. Hang in there.

shaun said on Apr 21 2009, 20:04 PM:
help, it is the word i want someone who really know to help me, i dont want to leave this world thee thought makes so sad i get sik but the sadder i get the happier i feel about death,i embarrassingly need a friend i hate to say it. im gay and 26 years old, in a very bad relationship and have been for 6 years now. thats a long waste of life and i have nothing, my car broke and i use his, i only have him to help get me to work and bak and i cant live without a job but i cant deal with him anymore i either deserve better or i should die. ive never wrote o n a website like this but i also have vever gone as far as i have today on makeing plans for this, if there is something worth living for out there someone please help me find it before i never get to find out, anyone at all. even on face book or myspace, i mean i really need to talk one on one with someone preferably who really cares,this is the only effort ive put out to even try and change my mind, if u can respond to me on here id appreciate it and maybe talk not so publically if u think youll b any help, thanx to whoever this reaches:)

Anonymous said on Apr 20 2009, 11:04 AM:
I see where alot of you are coming from but seriously ive tried killing myself since i was 12 and im 18 in like 20 days. All killing yourselfs going to do is fuck yourself up (if you fail) or fuck the lives up of everyone that you think hates you... at the moment im still depressed as fuck (just so you all know... trying to kill yourself with painkillers/asprin/sleeping pills wont kill you because your body can only handle so much before it starts rejecting it.. the shit thing is trying this several times like i have causes liver problems)

gothic_gurl_666 said on Apr 19 2009, 23:04 PM:
hey well im 16 and i didnt actually want to be saying this on the internet but to be honest i want to overdose tonight..and i would like to know whats the best pills to be taking..

fuked up said on Apr 18 2009, 15:04 PM:
*_whats the point in live anyway :S?_*

i cant do it said on Apr 17 2009, 22:04 PM:
i hate my life. i have no one.

the loser said on Apr 17 2009, 22:04 PM:
im 18 years old. my 1st ever bf just broke my heart a few weeks ago. i have no one. im bipolar. my friends all left me cuz i went into a hospital..it was actually all day therapy classes. this girl made stuff up about me hating everyone and that i was ditching school. i was ashamed to be in therapy all day i just wanted to be myself. i have no one to talk to ever and my siblings all just hang out with there friends and dont care about me. i hate my life. and i wish i was never born. i have been on meds.. and so far none of them have worked. i go to work everyday..but being picked on my supervisor. she makes fun of the fact my bf broke up with me. she tries getting me in trouble. even when im not there. idk what to do. the one person i can talk to is my mom and she is in california visiting her sister. im in illinois. :/ i work tomorrow and i know im gonna snap. i dont wanna get fired. i just wish i could disappear. i wanna kill myself ...but i could never do that. i just have thoughts.

ASHLEY said on Apr 15 2009, 17:04 PM:
HEY KILLIN YOUR SELF IS ONE WAY OF NOT GOIN THROW ALL THIS PAIN IN LIFE........ I HAVE TRIED IT I MEAN NEVER SECCEDED AND THAT BUT WAS REALLY CLOSE TO DONT TRY IT PLEASE I BEG OF YOUSS DONT

Maddog78 said on Apr 14 2009, 20:04 PM:
Guys, there is always something worth staying alive for... family, friends, your cat, your dog, your personal goals... Never kill yourself!! Things might seem bad, i.e. money, papers due, exams, drugs but there's always another way out. You will feel better, and you will get through it. Don't get me wrong... I have thought it about, but I would never do itas I love life and my friends and family, and my 3 cats!! Please don't do it. Be strong, be positive and turn things around, there are people out there who will listen and help you. Just talk to someone. Why are sites like this out there?! Life is yours to do with as you please, it's hard, it's difficult... but it's how you go through life that counts. Treat others as you want to be treated, and keep smiling. Just remember that someone loves you, and if you think your alone, you're not cause I'm thinking of you! Life gets better... Peace out, much love!

Last rites said on Apr 14 2009, 17:04 PM:
I've had about enough of this place. As Kurt Cobain put it "I hate myself and want to die" and that is exactly what i will do on 4/20/2009. For all of you that see this and want to die as well Shoot up a shitload of really good heroin thats my plan and im sure it will be painless and i will finally be free of this nothingness that is my existence. Farewell

worldhate said on Apr 09 2009, 19:04 PM:
everyone in this world sucks. I hate school and every single fucking teacher. I have so much shit to for school. I have like 3 fucking papers due in 3 days. fucking bullshit. my roomate ia a piece of shit and all i do is play retro games all day becuase that is the only fun thing to do becuase everything and everyone elese sucks. I want to fucking kill myself. im thinking about a bridge or a gun. But i feel like drugs is the best way to go. Peace out. never hear from me again.

kiss the sky said on Apr 07 2009, 13:04 PM:
death is good when life is bad

anoym_c said on Apr 04 2009, 18:04 PM:
I think i'm an absurdist. I feel like life is pointless.. in the face of death everything is meaningless isn't it? 'Whatever' from oct 2007 hope ur still here.. i feel exactly lik u.. same for 'Mindy from LA' I'm not going to stress my problems here but 'Someone please help me' you are a strong person.. do not let yourself tke the plunge. You must remember everytime that u hve thoughts of committing suicide that your son will grow up without your love. Do not ever let that happen to him. Your devotion to your husband is the type of love that makes the world go round and I wish he could see that bcuz such love is so rare and valuable. I hpe 'Nats' has been helping you cope, and although a solution may not be visible, nvr lose hope. I don't kno where u r but if I had the freedom, time, and money, I would tke a flight out there and pay for a hotel for your son and u to stay in. The ppl here who r commenting by adding suicide methods jus bcuz they think its fun, and r not actually going through this shit, or think itz ok, don't b so heartless. I really hpe this helps.

don't do it! said on Mar 23 2009, 17:03 PM:
the wrong pills will just make you hyper and you will make a fool out of yourself. over the counter sleeping pills will not do the trick. really if you need help, find some. try doing some good for others... it will make your heart less empty.

kate said on Mar 21 2009, 10:03 AM:
Well.. i have always been against suicides, always thought it was stupid to do so,but now.. im thinking of taking some pills and never gonna wake up.. i know i wont be forgiven for that, but life seems to be too hard sometimes,, and you feel like you have to give up this time, cause IT is stronger than you.

seen the aftermath of suicide said on Mar 17 2009, 20:03 PM:
there is always something to hold onto ,someone who cares ,my brother broke up from his wife ,and despite all the help and support he got ,the fucking selfish bastard hung himself,I found him,after a 2 day search.I am a loved one who has seen what the mind can do to a good ,decent person,and it is not pretty. There is always someone who cares,I still love him ,but if i could get the chance to meet him again i would beat the fucking shit out of him for what he has done to our family and friends.

anonymous said on Mar 17 2009, 06:03 AM:
the best way to die is by hitting your head against a wall as many times as you can before you pass out.. when you wake up start all over again and so on

Daphnee said on Mar 04 2009, 00:03 AM:
if anyone really feels like there really is nothing worth living for just add me we'll talk daphne_kan@hotmail.com

Daphnee said on Mar 04 2009, 00:03 AM:
are you fuking serious what next??? how to kill your friends?? your fuking crazy you creep haven't you got anything better to do if by any chance anyone does kill themselves by listening to you i hope you die the same way... you fuking sick ass creeep and for all you losers who want to kill yourself your fuking crazyyyyyy someone gave you that life who are you to take it away theres people who are dying all around the world get over yourselves and do something with your life theres always others better than you and there are those way worse try and find the best out of everything even if its hard......

In response to Ownage sonnn said on Mar 02 2009, 16:03 PM:
GET OVER YOURSELF!! How PATHETIC are YOU, that you get you have to get your kicks by telling depressed people how they should "do it"????? A knock off no less..... what an idiot!! Did you copy and paste this from the other suicide sites since you obviously lack the creativity and smarts to think of something ORIGINAL?? Fucking dork - go back to playing GI Joe-Jack off Jonny while you wait for daddy to hand over the allowance. You are propbably just one of those wierdo's who jacks off in front of a mirror while hanging himself to get off!! LOL! LOL! LOL! LOL! LOL! LOL! Need I say more? I think not. So get back to spanking it son! Maybe you'll be human enough one day that you won't have to spank it by yourself! =) P.S. May be later I'll post the links to where people can see the ORIGINAL creators of your "methods". Poser Copy & Paste Fuck Face!!!

Ownage sonnn said on Feb 27 2009, 21:02 PM:
Get a LOT of explosives. The more the better. Hook up a detonator to an altimeter. Set it for 100-200 feet. That will give you good dispersion. Mix vaseline and gasoline in a bucket. Find a really tall building. Something like the World Trade Center (not anymore, but you get the idea smarty pants) is perfect and is in a sufficiently crowded area to generate the proper sized crowd. Get an extra large trench coat, ski mask, duct tape and a very reliable wind-proof lighter. Torch lighters are best. Bring your materials to the top of your building. Liberally apply the vaseline-gasoline mixture to your entire body. Duct tape the explosives around your legs, arms, head and torso. The more explosives you use, the better. Attach the altimeter to the explosives. Put on the trench coat and mask so that the explosives are not visible. Start ranting and throwing things so that you are sure to attract notice. Drag this part out as long as possible. Say anything that comes to mind but try to stay away from real problems. Your love life does not make for a good sound bite, something about trees telling you to kill yourself works good. Ask for news cameras from the major networks, so you can warn them of the coming tree invasion. Pace around while waving your arms and pointing a lot. If there are trees around, point at them. DO NOT let on that you have explosives on your body. The police will clear the area and you definitely don't want that. When you've gotten the crowd to a fevered pitch, when the helicopters are hovering like vultures, whip off the jacket and set yourself on fire. Wait until you are completely engulfed in flame then jump. Try to steer yourself towards the people in the crowd who are chanting 'jump, jump, jump'. That way flaming falling body parts will pelt them when you explode. If you used enough explosives, everyone within seeing distance will have a piece of you. Congratulations! You've just made history. I bet it feels good just thinking about it. But don't cheer up, there are plenty of other ways to do the deed.

Someone please help me... said on Feb 25 2009, 00:02 AM:
Nats, sent an e-mail your way. Thanks =) I'm a good listener also, if you'd like someone to talk to/at..

Nats said on Feb 24 2009, 05:02 AM:
I responded pretty much because you acknowledged you need help and you asked for someone to talk to you. Plus the fact you have a son kinda stuck out for me. I've always been told I'm a good listener so decided it was time to put my listening skills to use : ) Plus I know what it's like for a person to be in constant pain, emotionally, physically and mentally. Got to this site because I was curious about what sort of sites like this are around and plus I've been through several ups and downs and occasionally thought about killing myself. Kids are pretty resilient when it comes to things they see and hear, especially at the age your son is. I think it's the easiest time for kids. If you wanna chat some more about all this, feel free to email me as I check it regularly throughout the day. My email addy is:- mocking_mindless_muppet@hotmail.co.uk xx

Someone please help me said on Feb 23 2009, 15:02 PM:
Nats, Wow.....someone actually responded. I thought I was all alone out here. My son is 4. He'll be 5 in July. My husband and I have been married for 7 years/ together for 9. I met him when I was 18 and we became boyfriend/girlfriend when I was 19. I was with my high school sweet heart for 5 years before my husband came along and stole me away. It was a mistake from the begining. I've felt bad about how things happened the entire time I've been with my husband. He's just a mean spirited person in general. He feeds on other peoples weekness because he feels bad about himself for his problems with having an addictive personality. Every 6 months to a year, it's a new drug/substance that he abuses. He hid it from me for the first two years we were together. As soon as we got married, literally (when we got back from our honeymoon), it all started flying out of the closet. He is about 5 years older than me and had a really messed up childhood. I was young and stupid and thought I could help him get passed all of it. It really is true what they say about how kids develop these mental structures and framework for how they will function and behave as adults. It's scary. My son is almost 5 and I think about everything he's seen and heard. It just kills me. I don't understand how I could just keep letting it go and allowing him to see this shit! My childhood wasn't exactly peachy but I THOUGHT I'd be ok if I could get far enough away. Sooooo not true. It just comes back to haunt you. I could go on and on. I could probably write a novel full of this bull shit. I have left several times. The last time I left was a few years ago. The first time my husband hit me was when my son was 4 months old. I found a bag of meth and flushed it down the toilet. He got really pissed of, went storming threw the house and breaking things until he woke the baby. So when I went to get the baby and rock him back to sleep, my husband realized what I'd done - came after me and hit me while I was holding a 4 month old. His drug abuse and abuse towards me became out of control after the baby was born. Why??? I'm not sure. Maybe the pressure of having a baby. Don't know why it stressed him - he NEVER had to take care of him. I got fired from my job when I went back to work after having our son because he would take parts out of my car to disable it, or harass me at work, or I would have to leave early to pick my son up from daycare because my husband would just not pick him up. I guess I stopped trying to leave because I kept going back. Family only wants to hear the same crap so many times. Especially when you have a tiny family. I totally get it. I understand. Everyone has their own problems on this planet. Who has the time to keep "helping" someone who keeps going back. I stopped going back and forth because I didn't want to put my family through it. Especially my son. I love him more than anything in the world. When I leave, he BEGS me to come back. Says he will stop and change and never hurt me again. Blah, blah, blah! He lie's. It's always the same. Sometimes I wish I could kill the part of my brain that loves him and listens to his lies so I could leave for good. Maybe I would have been better off if I was born REALLY REALLY STUPID. Lol I take meds for anxiety and depression but I don't think I'd even need them if I wasn't with him! Why do I love someone who doesn't reciprocate the feelings or effort? I wish someone could tell me how to be stronger than I am or tell me how to get over this. I feel so stupid. It's like he is my addiction. What's with that? Thank you for acknowledging me.......xoxoxo How did you get to this site anyhow?? What made you decide to respond?

Nats said on Feb 22 2009, 10:02 AM:
This is to 'Someone please help me...', how old's your son? How long have you been married, have you ever tried to leave him?

Someone please help me.... said on Feb 20 2009, 12:02 PM:
I came accross this site because I search engined "best way to kill yourself". How fucking pathetic is that?? I'm 28 and I want to die. I tried to kill myself two years ago this coming March. I took 40 50mg tablets of a tricillic medication. I researched that too!! I really wanted to die. I still want to die. NO ONE AROUND ME UNDERSTANDS. I'm tired of of hurting and being in constant pain. It's physical, it's emotional, I hate myself. I'm disgusted with myself and how my life has turned out. I was supposed to be somebody. Noe famous or anything stupid like that. I was supposed to be finished with college and making good money and when I married my husband I REALLY meant it. He however apparently did not. I was thin and beautiful and had the whole world ahead of me. I worked full time for a bank and went to school full time. Now I can't find a job that pays enough for my student loans so I stay at home with my son and am back in college to try and get a nursing degree. I've always been good at taking care of others, but never taking care of myself. I somehow don't see myself as worthy or deserving. My husband has done TERRIBLE things to me from the beginning but I just keep putting up with it. I internalize every bad thing until I hate myself. He's told me he wished I had succeeded last time. I would have if he hadn't called the stupid medics. Why shouldn't it be my choice?? Who are they to put charcoal in MY fucking stomach?? I guess I just need to be more sneaky. I love my child more than anything, but I don't want my pain inflicted upon him. I don't want him to ask why mommy is crying. I want him to remember the times I was better and was a great mommy. I've done everything for my stupid fucking husband who just keeps pushing and pushing me. He lies to me and does terrible and unforgiveable things. I have no one to help me. Someone out there PLEASE just talk to me. I need help.

Chris @ Bournemouth said on Feb 18 2009, 18:02 PM:
Hey Guys... I've no idea what to do...I've got a great flat, great job with the NHS and kinda close to my family...But I just feel that I've got nothing to live for...I tried to kill myself back in '06 on sleepin tablets after some wanker spiked my drink and messed with my head - I've never been the same since... All I know is ... I'm not happy...I put on a brave face when I'm in public but I hate life itself... I hope to find what I'm lookin for one day....And be happy....But who knows... Hang on in there everyone... Chris Bournemouth UK

FERN said on Feb 16 2009, 15:02 PM:
hey im thinking bout ending it all but i have a gd life i have lots of friends and socialise a lot and i have a gf but im still not happy

Isolated... said on Feb 14 2009, 10:02 AM:
I have nothing left to live for really... my family isolated me and my job search turned up nil, so I'm stuck with the family that hates and ignores me until they decide to throw me out on the street... which is now.

Mindy From LA said on Feb 07 2009, 16:02 PM:
I look at my self and i see a sad pathetic girl with nothing to live for. im a dreamer, thats all i do dream. But never has any of my dreams ever came true. i dont understand why im like this. its like i have no motivation, i wake up sumtimes and i think "ok thats it today im gonna get my shit together", but i never do. Thats the story of my life, im so negative i wish i could change. I lie to people all the time to seem that i am "normal". When you look at me u see a sweet, funny loving, girl, but inside im just hopeless. I have always been afraid to die, and when i think of the trouble i would have caused my family, it kills me. I have the best famil; great sisters and the best Mother any one could ask for, but i feel so sad sometimes and i dont understand why? there are peopl out there who went through the worst shit ever, and i havent i had a fortunate life, yet why is it that i feel like ending it?

hi said on Feb 05 2009, 11:02 AM:
hang in there guys, we'll make it

there is no god said on Feb 03 2009, 02:02 AM:
that's what i believe. and even if there is he's a pure pathetic sadist that doesn't have anything else to do other than torture his creations and making their life miserable. Really, if there is god then why is there so much misery in this world. Wouldn't all those suffering just proves you all that God (no matter what religion) is just a fucking retarded sadist? And if you want to attempt suicide isn't it better to run away. Find a job, rent a small place to stay. Find a new life. well that's what I'm planning. I'm going to run away find a nice small quiet village where no one will ever recognize you. And then I'm going to live my own life. My new life. My rules. And when I get tired of it I can just move on to the next place. there is no god. You are a fool if you're asking for God's help. Only you can help yourself.

it's not easy said on Feb 02 2009, 00:02 AM:
I've been suicidal since about 10.. had several attempts before 20 and went through therapy... it's tough. Some of the jerks that ridicule the ones in real pain should really be ashamed. It's a real sickness... I hope most people can get help and get better. I really understand how much of a struggle it is.

Broken said on Feb 01 2009, 18:02 PM:
It's times like these I wish I had strengh. I'm on this site for obvious reasons. Life isn't fair but it's nice to know their are people out there who understand. I'm starting a new life again, I've had many regrets and many good times. Here's to god!? Thanks for everything and I'm sorry I couldn't see your great plans for me, I guess I've failed you and myself. I can't wait no more for something to happen. I'm Broken! Bless

hii said on Jan 31 2009, 15:01 PM:
you guys need to cheer up!

yes said on Jan 31 2009, 15:01 PM:
die well..or whateva suits

fuckin shit face said on Jan 07 2009, 19:01 PM:
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help said on Jan 05 2009, 19:01 PM:
start by talking to someone you trust. otherwise start with this line: 1-800-273-TALK

secret said on Jan 05 2009, 11:01 AM:
if u can help me add this ryanpayne_9@hotmail.com if no one helps me in 3 days im gona from this world 1995-2009

Secret said on Jan 05 2009, 11:01 AM:
im 13 and i had unprotected sex and i dnt want to have a baby but she told everyone like her freinds and now ima actualy gona get killed and im not jokeing and i just wana kil my self soo much but wat shall i do plz help me someone i realy need help i just wana end ma life 1995-2009

hope for the hopeless said on Jan 04 2009, 04:01 AM:
i really know how some of you feel. i attempted suicide a few times... the most serious and last attempt was when i was in the hospital for several days.. missed finals, bills, lost my car, and caused my mom and family a lot of worry, stress and heartache. i don't know if there is a God, but someone saved me that day. when i woke up, i saw my mom and i don't cry but as hard as i tried i could not fight the tears.. she had been through a lot to raise me and i just felt terrible. try to think of your mom, dad, sister, brother, family or friends who will be left behind feeling guilty or terrible with the unanswered question why? think about anyone else who feels hopeless and is looking at this post and is searching for some hope not to take the plunge into the final journey. please try to find hope and good in the things you have. i know how hard it is to be positive with all the crap that has happened to you and all around you but things can get better... that one perfect day that has not happened yet will come. ultimately the only person that can truely help you is yourself, but you need to start by asking for help. there are many out there that will try to help you.. please just ask.

Goner said on Jan 03 2009, 23:01 PM:
Tell me. What logic is there to continue a life that holds no reward? shtanderg@hotmail.com 1991-2009

loser said on Dec 25 2008, 02:12 AM:
i want to end my life but i have great dogs i cant leave behind. i was a drug addict for years and one day i decided to quit cold turkey it wasnt easy and now i became a hermit im afraid to leave the house for i know i would go get some dope. its been fkn 5 years im so tired of this depressing life that i live its so pathetic i want to end this pain. but who will take care of my dogs!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant leave them behind..................

hugh jones sr said on Dec 23 2008, 23:12 PM:
im 48 and alone....no girl friend no friends...dont know what to do...jonesy4205j@live.com is there a girl that an save me out there from pittsburgh, pa.

hugh jones sr said on Dec 23 2008, 23:12 PM:
i think ill over dose

Evan said on Dec 17 2008, 21:12 PM:
i blame God for what happened back in 2007 becuse of that i could not see alabama again and i blame him for giving me a doo doo beard

amy said on Dec 14 2008, 21:12 PM:
hi my name is amy and ive been wanting to kill myslf for so long now i cant memba how long ago it was now but the reason y is because i lost my father about 3yrs ago now n i was the only one with him when he died and ever since i just cant stop thinkin about it and i just want to be with him right now, and my family dont talk , ive had 3 misscarriages , my friends hate me , ive slashed all my arms and legs up and my neck and i did go in to hhospital about that thy put me on a mental ward for about 2weeks to sort me out didnt work ive been on anti-depressants anit worked , ive tryed overdosing myself didnt work it jsut seems to me tht nothing workin can sum1 help if so add me n tell me blondy_chick_16@hotmail.co.uk

Wimps said on Dec 14 2008, 13:12 PM:
Hurry up and fucking kill yourselves already, quit typing about it you pussies.

Psychic Sagi 0 said on Dec 05 2008, 15:12 PM:
.. and one more thing, someone mentioned Tupac. "What I can see, closer to achieve, in times of danger don't freeze (die) time to be a G, follow my lead, I'll supply everything you need, an ounce of training to make a G, remember me, as an outcast outlaw, another album out, yeah, that's what I'm about - MORE." - Until the end of time.

Psychic Sagi said on Dec 05 2008, 14:12 PM:
I don't like most spiritualists, religions, or people. What I do like is truth. What's great is that you don't have to lie to yourself when you deal with huge issues like god, he'd rather you not bullshit yourself at all, all spiritualists don't swear - don't smoke - they try to lead perfect lives. Trying to be perfect in every way totally negates BEING perfect. Just be yourself, you are perfect already. It's about *being* not trying to BE, just being here is stressfull enough. After you read this you might want to start thinking about angels, they will certainly shake your belief in anything you've ever believed in if you ask them to. Prepare to forget all you've ever learned, and hope that you can move on, there are more philosophies in heaven & earth than you could ever hope for, pick one that suits you, not a religion, not even beliefs, just a way that you be. I mean, what are you going to do when you die? You're going to be in a perfect state of existence and wonder why you couldn't deal with these tiny unreal circumstances - you might even want another shot at it. Get over those things, and you'll find yourself dead, not needing to reincarnate, being ABLE to accept a blissfull reality (not death & nothingness) - knowing that you aren't ignorant, - leaving all those people behind. Infact, I'll also prove that later on. You can't even imagine nothingness - just being alive negates it, you can't even experience it. Which is what life and death are, experiences. It must be pretty hard in heaven to change your ways when you don't even need to, but want to. Suddenly this wanting got you somewhere, earth. Please don't kill yourself for wanting to kill yourself - I hope that strikes a chord for all of you, sympathy for yourself is vastly needed & appreciated, never should someone be afraid to live or die. Fear is the controlling factor for many, and yes, things like uncertainty and guilt are also aspects of fear, although much less noticeable, you may feel that guilt is not fear, but it really is. Please don't listen to anyone with CAPS on that doesn't know grammar from jibberish, their thoughts are obviously not wise, caring, or thorough. I'm a 21 year old psychic medium in Canada, and I do feel pretty hopeless for about 20 hours a day; I am the master relater with a self inflicted health problem that will affect every important aspect of my life from here on in. The truth is that life sucks everytime you come, it's supposed to, weather your experience was excellent (it's your opinion!), just being here is a negative experience simply because you die. Death, what a huge uncertainty! I'd say it's the biggest fear to overcome, because uncertainty can throw itself into ALL LIFES ASPECTS WITH ANY EMOTION TIED TO IT! You are unaware of this blissfull, nonjudgemental reality because you had to sever all connections to the other side, otherwise we'd all cop out and opt for a blissfull reality instead, I would! It was neccessary, and you would (and did!) agree to that. This is why it makes sence: - Anyone will tell you life sucks, but they learned from it, all lifeforms LEARN, even if you are here for 5 seconds - you saw the physical makeup of our reality, any experience, is a learning one, especially if you have memory of that experience. What, you think after you die and go to heaven god would chop your earthly memories? That's kind of the whole point of being here, to experience and remember these things, otherwise being here would be incredibly pointless, and god does not do pointlessness, infact he won't ever try to make a point, he is not testosterone, he will only try to put you in a position where you will see for yourself what points are important and need to be dealt with, which is why, it's 100% you're own choice to reincarnate, you are never forced, you are loved. Welcome to the divine system called the UNIVERSE. The only place in existence where you can be so far from god - yet never absolutely gone - to study what is not of your true existence. You want to know god? Maybe it's what god ISN'T? Or both? I'd say no stone unturned, and so would God, and you. Heres a few simple facts from using what you know AND don't know to get some answers: - We learn to use knowledge - Why would you want to bring that negative knowledge to a blissfull experience? - To avoid it of course! You can't have the ying without the yang, this is ignorance. Heaven, god, they are all about leaving no stone unturned, they want all souls to be *perfect*. Zero secrets, zero ignorance, zero judgement. Zero judgement? That means you don't change on the other side, however you are now, that's how you are when you die. You are always that same person. It's probably a lot easier to be yourself over there also - so why would you ever want to change? Well, we all want to be perfect. Some things take more education, you can't learn all this crap at once - it wouldn't be an EXPERIENCE. My parents are great but at times I want to put my dad through a wall and choke my mother, albeit I'm rather Jesus-like. Now that I'm grown, if he talks down to me, I tell myself I'll drop that mthrfker - and I could, but what I believe in more is that he's a moron and I'm the bigger man. Suddenly age means nothing to me, and I see that my own self is WORTH protecting because I see the BS others spew that I don't. I love myself for reasons, not unconditionally, because I have god for that. I'll change on my own terms, in my own time, and I will live how I want to live. If you try to stop me, I'll kill you, and god will forgive all of us, but will you or I? This is what god wants us to see, because he is god, he is the role model that is perfect that we are all striving to be like. BUT, we are also little sparks of god on our own because "As above, so below." - Creation is only creation because there was an example of it to be created like, wrap that around your mind, that's why we procreate, and why lifeforms look rather alike. From creation, comes creation. Now here's some tips for getting through life. Health problems - PRAY TO ANGELS! Family - Just because they're blood doesn't mean you have to share the same stupidity, leave them like you would leave a shitty friend. Money - Education. I can't stress this enough. You're interest in the chemical make up of peanut butter may someday land you a deal in the food industry when you decide to learn about these things and become a food scientist. You're very own energy put into your interests can make you a SHITLOAD of money. I can play the drums fairly well, I might be able to do gigs in bars, get creative. - Your job sucks - WRONG. The people you work with suck and you're bored, you might as well apply for a crazy position that you won't get, you're own attitude will get you there, who does society love but the eccentric? - Read 'The Secret' and other books by Authors who actually have a joyfull outlook on life yet had terrible things happen to them. - Ugly - Most people are, inside & out. Especially inside. Not metaphorically, but there is fecal matter inside you right now. Disgusting, right? Wooooow. The 180-degree role models are the ones you want, and they are everywhere, they stand out in crowds, they are musicians, they are politicians, etc. If you still feel hopeless, talk to me. I can probably get your spirits up enough to make whatever your going through seem like a phase, a stepping stone, a minor setback. If you want any more mind blowing truths, add me nic0demus@hotmail.com

SUICIDE said on Dec 05 2008, 11:12 AM:
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF CUZ I AINT GOT NOTHIN TO LIVE FOR, MY FAMILY HATES ME, I LOOK LIKE SHIT DUE TO SMOKING TOO MUCH CIGGS & WEED AND CUZ OF THIS I CANT GET A GIRL, I CANT GET A JOB AND I HAVE DISABILITY ON BOTH ARMS, ALL MY FRIENDS TURNED AGAINST ME FOR SOME FALSE RUMORES AND LIES... MY LIFE IS FUCKED UP... *I WANT TO KILL MYSELF*

please..be nice said on Dec 02 2008, 20:12 PM:
man nevermind i dont really have the strength to even type my story. good luck everyone

Iris said on Dec 02 2008, 02:12 AM:
I want to die as well like so many of you. I tried when I was 14 after my best friend betrayed me but it didn't work. I've tried many times after that but I never die. It's like God doesn't want me to go yet. I am in college at the moment and for the past year I have been really depressed. I think it started when my boyfriend told me that he wanted to marry me and then came over to meet my family and on the same day he met my family he broke up with me. Ever since then my interest in my major declined and so did my grades. I no longer have any motivation to finish school and I smoke pot almost every day. I've wanted to kill myself this whole semester but I keep thinking about my family and the wonderful new boyfriend that I have. I know that everyone would be heartbroken to see me go but I just can't live like this anymore. I am so sad the whole time and it hasn't gone away since I was raped at 13. I have thought about killing myself at sea so that my parents don't have to go through the trouble of burying me and so that they won't have to spend any money too. I am scared of the possibility of Hell. I am not religious but I know that God exists and that Jesus is his son. And if they're real then I have to wonder just how real Hell can be. I have constantly told myself that if I fail my statistics class this semester then I will kill myself. I don't know how I will do it but I know it will be at sea. To all of you who are suffering I understand that bottomless pit of sadness and anxiety that plagues you. For some of us there's hope for the majority of us there just isn't. I know God didn't do this to us; we did this to us, our parents, siblings, friends, grandparents, and any other family memebers did this to us. I don't see anything wrong with ending your life if you are constantly in pain as I have been for the last 11 years. But to those of you who just started feeling this way there's help for you and it's not therapy. Move away from your enviornment and start over. It's kind of like killing yourself but not really. Leave the dying to us who have been severely depressed for years.

Please help me end it all said on Dec 01 2008, 12:12 PM:
I know how you all feel i have been wanting to end everything for the past 6 years, Anti- depressents dont help, my mother just reasently "lost" or as i think took within 3days almost 40 percs and almost 33 valum and then jumps in my face and tells me i stold them and sold them. im 21 and would have no need to sell her drugs i get my own vicoden and shit i dont need to sell her pills just like i told her but she still wont get off my ass and she still wont just leave me alone i feel alone in this world, i have a boyfriend who dont realize the stress i am under i have had 2 miscarages due to dumbass people and no one will talk to me about that and my mom has said several times that she wished she would have stoped having kids after my oldest sister. i have scars on my wrist from cutting and still continue to cut please somone tell me how to do it fast and least painful!!!! Thanks

reality is a crutch for people who cant handle drugs said on Nov 28 2008, 01:11 AM:
i have been depressed since fuck 11 so i chose drugs well guess what i quit binge drinking and smoking crack and well honestly i couldnt feel any shittier i mean i feel everyday that i shouldve fuckin died that day with the coke or that day with the half gallon of vodka and then i was thankin god but now im begging god i really dont think i can do it anymore my left arm is covered in fuckin scars and thats from i dont kno like 2 months of cutting i tried hanging myself but i didnt like it i wanna go peacefully i have really been thinking about maybe a script of percs some xanies and some bacardi 151 that will do the trick but i guess i just wanna see if life gets better i dont know but to all who want to die be smart about it and toko half the town down with you

jesus said on Nov 25 2008, 19:11 PM:
There is no hell. news flash. hell is only the image of what we see to be a "bad" thing. Killing ur self isint Selfish tho it may seem selfish to others because they wanted to kill them self at somepoint and pussyed out. hence making them call u selfish. if anything killing ur self isint self one fucking bit. how is wanting to end ur life selfish? how is being annoying from the pain in the mornings or at night have to do with it?. if u want to kill ur self by all means do it. iv wanted to kill myself sence i was 10 years old. from switching to diff Alternative school sence elemtry school. No Gfs No Class Dances. Nothing fun. i cant even Devide or spell correctly from thos stupid school board being too busy with my attatude and keeping me from killing me self that now im 20 years old with no education and im still wanted to kill myself. Lmao whats the point of school anyway. i havint been in school sence i was 16. and i could hack into any pc. or self Deliberate whats going on and how to stop it. the US military may help. but its just another Uncle sam fuck u to the face to make u fight for something that isint even worth fighting for ur country. iv posted this in hate for thos who Hate, on people that want to kill themselfs. Wanted to kill ur self is not just because mother or father wont give u 20$ or get u that new Cell phone. its from years of abuse and No sence in real happyness, the last time i was happy is when i wasint in school and i was Tripping on Acid. Woopdy Doo, its sad that we have to take DRUGS to ease the life spand. and when theres drugs like marijuana that Help with depression over 110% the government is still to stuburn to legalise it just because of the fact that they cant find a way in taxing it. when all they would have to do is make it the same price as Cigs and the same 12 or 20 cigs that come in a pack. i dont smoke cigs so i dont know. newflash. Illegal drugs are Sources for Herbals and " Drugs " that cant be Withheld by the Law thus makin it illegal.

saranya said on Nov 15 2008, 09:11 AM:
hey plsss my boyfrd hates me 2 the core but i luv him so much he ll neer luv me here after ,pls i want 2 die i wanna 2 die tel me a way oh pls i beg u pls some1 help me

Masked94 said on Oct 29 2008, 22:10 PM:
i feel sry fo u guys... i was like 1hour away from taking my life but then 2 things happend, MadV on youtube inspired me,& i travled out to russia and saw how bad they had it compaired to de US. came back changed my name and have loved my life since. i just wanna say thx to MadV i woulnt have been around to type this

Evan said on Oct 28 2008, 17:10 PM:
im never ever learning new things not now not ever

please save me said on Oct 19 2008, 08:10 AM:
So much pain my own sister yells and beat me telling me to kill myself. I have no where to go so much pain my heart and liver is failing me. She beats and yells at me while I trow up blood. For 16 years with this abuse my mother does nothing but kiss her ass of course thats her faviote daughter. I wish I had a family some one to love, protect me but never had any of that. For people with family that actully cares don't go, I would trade in a heartbeat for family, friends anything. I know the pain I feel it now I just want to die to excape the hell I live in. Even if I don't kill my self my heart will stop soon. I wish I could help all the people suffering like me but deep down I know the pain will always be there.

Anon said on Oct 14 2008, 13:10 PM:
I have had depression for 10 years now, taken antidepressants for 5, I've had councelling, but I always come back to this dark place. People who say those who take their lives are selfish have NO FUCKING IDEA the pain people are in before they kill themselves, so stop preaching your the selfish ones as you fail to understand what depression sufferers go through. My heart goes out to the people that have no other choice but to end their lives, I understand your pain!! xx

stupid world grr ! said on Sep 25 2008, 16:09 PM:
you know wat ive fuckin had enough !!! 3rd skewl , been 4 weeks yeh n everything starting already am gonna b beaten u 2morra im soo pissed of , me n my mate r gonna kill areselfs 2getha got any good ways ? x

CockBoy said on Sep 25 2008, 11:09 AM:
Guess what Guys...I died last night..omg Heaven is soooo cool..I met Elvis and alot of other people..This is the best time of my life...Its so cool..They even let me look down into the world at anything I want..So I was looking at this girl shower and this guy I wanted to fuck shower..Its so cool..The only bad thing is that we have to work everyday for at least 3 hours..The good thing is we dont need to eat and you will look the same when you die. You will not gain or lose weight..So im telling you ppl to look ur best when you die because you will look like it..And another cool thing you can die in heaven...I know its so weird..But I hear that you go to even a better place..Anyway dont stress the way you look when you die because in Gods kingdom everyone is pretty/handsome..See ya guys up there..Come look for me when ur there im in room H777. Bye

batke the serb said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
come come bitchis

serb said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
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lala said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
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BATKE said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
i ll kill you all, i m the choosen one, kneel suckers!!

serb said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
i have some experience in killing!i am offering my services to you!and you fucking bitches cant even kill yourselfs the right way!majke vam ga spopalim retardirane!

The God said on Sep 24 2008, 22:09 PM:
just kill yourself my sons

Anonymous said on Sep 20 2008, 16:09 PM:
Daniel I know life sucks a heap of dick.... I'm 15 also and I think about killing myself almost every day. But I'm going to keep trying because I have hope that things will get better one day. I can only hope you have not already ended your life. I wish you and everyone else here luck..... I hope one day we find happiness

Sarah (abt pills) said on Sep 19 2008, 16:09 PM:
I have tried pills, they don't work...i took over 50 pills at once couple a years ago hoping to fall asleep and never wake up...it backfired on me...ever since then i have been getting sharp pain in my chest and heart... Pills are not always efficient and sucessfull....there was a man who drank straight out of a cough syrup bottel coz he didnt have a spoon as he was driving, he took too much, he got blind...so its very risky...the body has a complicated way of working...I take biology and studied this..some pills may backfire on u and work in a way you will regret, you may get paralised, your hands or ur legs, you might loose your sight....so before you take pills to die, read the ingretients or w/e and research on it....E.G a substence will cause your red blood cells to stop producing which will cause u to be paralised and not be able to move out of bed...and as your white blood cells become more than red, you will eventually die...a very long. slow painful death Taking many pills at once will cause u to throw up... taking different pills is wrong you wil aso throw up and there are severe danger the best way to take pills is around 5 every 45 mins or atleast half an hour...some vodka may help...and dont just sit there waiting to pass out..go to sleep after your 5 hour pill mission is complete and dont hang your self...you couold break ur neck

somehow.. said on Sep 19 2008, 14:09 PM:
at least all these people who want to die learned how to spell at some point, what the fuck is wrong with all you haters? Don't they let assholes go to grade school where you live?

Random haz spelng skillz! said on Sep 19 2008, 14:09 PM:
Way to go Rtard. And hey fuck off, WHO needs to get laid? The depressed people or the losers wasting their time making fun of them? (instead of getting laid) lol the only losers here are the people who have such pathetic lives that they feel the need to leech off the lives of people who don't even want to BE alive!

random said on Sep 18 2008, 13:09 PM:
UR A BUNCH OV SADF CUNTS UR FUK UPS AND U NO HOW I NO THT COZ U EVEN FAILED A KILLING UR SELF UF SAD BASTARDS

fuck off said on Sep 17 2008, 02:09 AM:
attn:assholes & cockboy put a pistol in a strap-on and blow your brains out!Wat a bunch of fuckin losers.If u got problems get help.U need to get laid get a whore like ur MOM.FUCK OFF COCK(BOY)BITCH!Your MOM should have swallowed you!She couldn`t, cuz people can`t fart in their own mouths!

daniel campbell said on Sep 16 2008, 16:09 PM:
i am daniel i am 15 and i want tae die becuse i hate my life plz give me the way to die fast and no pain i am not jocking with us i wnt tae fucking die :(

dear 'dumbasses' said on Sep 15 2008, 21:09 PM:
Your calling other people stupid while you spout your religious psychobabble? Keep 'living' your life in fear of a magical pit of fire. dimwit

dumbasses said on Sep 15 2008, 14:09 PM:
if you kill yourself you go to hell

dumbasses said on Sep 15 2008, 14:09 PM:
wow you fuckheads are cowards. you're too pussy to deal with your problems so you take the easy way out and kill yourself.

DragynFyr at hotmail said on Sep 14 2008, 20:09 PM:
To the fuckin moron who said OD on ecstacy to go out with a bang, you have NO fucking clue what your talking about, that would be the most painful horrific shit you could ever do to yourself. I've been reading on and off for years, and I gotta say, the 'Helium Bag' method seems like the way to go. I'm fuckin scared of what might be on the other side, I wish so bad that something natural would just happen. I don't want to hurt my family either.. I'm thinking that I will tell them I had to go, tell them I'm going to Cali or something, and that I'll be fine.. and just disappear with no id.. No matter where I go in life, I always end up back here in this place, not wanting to be anymore... ya gotta just say enough is enough..

Purpose Driven Life said on Sep 12 2008, 21:09 PM:
I just know that I find strength in Him. Love you all!

Purpose Driven Life said on Sep 12 2008, 21:09 PM:
For all of you thinking of committing suicide, stop, take a step back, and realize that God has a purpose for you. It may not seem like anything is going right but you are all here for a reason. Please take a few minutes to pray before you do anything. God works in mysterious ways. We can not focus on ourselves, it's not about us, it's all about the bigger picture. God loves all of his creations especially all of us. I have been in all of your shoes. Life sucks and is not easy. However always remember that it takes a stronger person to live. Do not let the evilness in this world win you over and make you believe you are worthless. We have all made mistakes and we have all been hurt in some way, shape, or form. Just have faith. I seriously recommend you all to get the Purpose Driven Life book. It has helped me so much. For those of you still alive that are considering suicide please remember YOU are special in God's eyes and YOU have a purpose. If anything do not give up on yourself. Live for yourself and live for God. He gave you one of the most precious gifts... He gave you life. Blessed are those who trust in the Lord. Ask and you shall receive. Our God is a loving God and is willing to listen and is willing to help. "It is God who directs the lives of his creatures; everyone's life is in his power." Job 12:10 Stay strong, stay true, and open your hearts to the Lord. I do not consider myself a radical Christian even though it may seem that way. I just know that I find my strength in him. We are all brothers and sisters and we all need to stick together. I will pray for everyone. I care about each and every one of you.

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ariel said on Sep 07 2008, 15:09 PM:
hey sammael YOU should fucking kill yourself i hate you people are you seriously doubting that we wanna die? i swear i wish i could go and take the whole world with me. u no what i say? neuter the humans why make more misery

ariel said on Sep 07 2008, 15:09 PM:
wtf is wrong with u pieces of shit that are trying to sound like ur better than us like oh, "im depressed but i know i can get over it so im not gonna try and kill myself latazzzzz" then why the fuck are u here? do u no how fucking horrible it is when you attempt suicide everyday but ur too damn scared too cut the right way and it wont go deep enough and holy shit i fuckin hate this life KILL ME ALREADY WHAT THE FUCK PLEASE i dont care if i look "cool" when i die like some of u idiots i just wanna be gone IM FUCKING DONE pleaseeee all these happy people are dying why them? KILL ME NOT THEM i cant take this i really cant

rica said on Sep 06 2008, 18:09 PM:
do it and dont mess up. if u mess up, its hard to ever try again.

Sammael said on Sep 05 2008, 16:09 PM:
Woah, it really is sad to see that most of you are just angry/depressed teens with piece of shit insted of brain. "Every one hates me... Life sucks... I just want to end it..." BULLSHIT! Do something about it you little pricks. Oh, and if you really do want to do it, you would do it insted of whining on the internet. Damn cowards. If the pain of life is that unbarable, you would fucking do it. There wouldn't be a questions "what's the painless way". There is tons of ways to end it but since you are little cowards, you're affraid to end it as you're to live it. So good luck crying insted of actualy doing something about your problems god damn retards.

Jeramy said on Sep 04 2008, 08:09 AM:
I know that you think the pain is too much, I KNOW THIS PAIN. It is a black, sickening pain.It consumes your every thought of every second.You keep thinking if only it would stop.I KNOW THIS PAIN. You may want to just find a way to end this pain, or make someone feel this pain by ending your life.Now think about this do you really want to make those that care about you feel this pain.You may think that no one will miss you but there is ALWAYS some one that will.That person will be have to take on this pain.I KNOW THIS PAIN. There has been about 4 or 5 times in my 38 years that this pain has come into my life, I have thought that it is better to die then let the pain eat some of my soul again.I have even tried to end it.I KNOW THIS PAIN. I know this pain so well that only a few hour ago it came back into my life.The thoughts that I just can't face this pain again in my life lead me to this page.I was looking for a way out, my mind clouded with the pain, not thinking straight. I have read some of the post here and I have come to the conclusion that I now recognize this pain, I KNOW THIS PAIN. I have felt it before and I AM STILL HERE.I KNOW THIS PAIN and I know that I will most likely feel it again. This pain that I feel will never ends, I now realize DOES end.You just have to fight it.Fight it, Hate it, vow that IT will die NOT you.KILL IT WITH TIME.For TIME is the best way to KILL THE PAIN.The more time that you give yourself to live KILLS this GOD DAMN PAIN.FUCK THE PAIN.YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THEN THE PAIN. I know this pain and I know that you know it.Once you know the pain, own it and KILL IT. I hope you find the time to fight,don't give up.You may feel you won't win, but you will.Please just hold on one more hour,one more day.Tell yourself that you are stronger and that even though we have never met the I care about you and I care if you live or die.Please help me fight the pain.

Sunshine_Daydream said on Sep 03 2008, 20:09 PM:
Love hurts. Death is no dream. People still loves you and cares about you. I cried reading this because some of you have died, and may god bless their souls. This could be an imminent death. Little did they know? They know nothing but yourself better. Do not be selfish. A lot of my friends left me with their suicidal tragic deaths. It leaves a hole in my heart and I must be strong at all times. Don't let the evil get me. Go seek help as much as you can, and don't rush things. When it's too late. It's too late. You are not alone. We can be stronger, together.

Sunshine_Daydream said on Sep 03 2008, 20:09 PM:
I've been through a lot with suicidal people and i am suicidal too. I always give up on everything because I know I am a failure, but in the end, I just stopped and a lot of my friends killed themselves and it hurts a lot. I did tried to kill myself, I was trying to end my life as soon as possible because I am not worth of anything. I am giving up living soon because I cannot take this anymore. I have tried, I know there is people who still loves me but what do they know? They only think im just a plain girl who hugs everyone, I was stupid and childish to them. I'm leaving soon, but I am not going to tell anyone how I do it. I just do it. And if anyone need some help, i know where you can find. go to Mirc, dalnet #suicide. there are people who cares and loves to help you. they helped me alot, not to kill myself, but just comfort. at least i feel i was welcomed and belong. Now, I have decided to end soon. because i hate this world and it would be better if i don't exist at all. No one understands me. Not even myself. Thank you for being such a good friend to me and thank you for showing me a lot of beautiful things in this world. I am grateful. forgive me, im sorry.

Sunshine_Daydream said on Sep 03 2008, 20:09 PM:
I've been through a lot with suicidal people and i am suicidal too. I always give up on everything because I know I am a failure, but in the end, I just stopped and a lot of my friends killed themselves and it hurts a lot. I did tried to kill myself, I was trying to end my life as soon as possible because I am not worth of anything. I am giving up living soon because I cannot take this anymore. I have tried, I know there is people who still loves me but what do they know? They only think im just a plain girl who hugs everyone, I was stupid and childish to them. I'm leaving soon, but I am not going to tell anyone how I do it. I just do it. And if anyone need some help, i know where you can find. go to Mirc, dalnet #suicide. there are people who cares and loves to help you. they helped me alot, not to kill myself, but just comfort. at least i feel i was welcomed and belong. Now, I have decided to end soon. because i hate this world and it would be better if i don't exist at all. No one understands me. Not even myself. Thank you for being such a good friend to me and thank you for showing me a lot of beautiful things in this world. I am grateful. forgive me, im sorry. im 22 years old and i have nothing.

Useless6pack said on Sep 03 2008, 11:09 AM:
Do you think if Someone is born gay they should kill themselves? Because thats what i think..So this is why i want to kill myself..I hate the fact im gay but I just some ppl are born to suffer and when God decides that I suffered enough I will die a suffering life..So Im just going to wait til my time comes..Who knows, maybe i will suffer for 50 yrs or maybe 100 yrs..But right now its been almost 22 yrs and still counting..Hopefully I will see some of you in our next life..I hope im not gay again..I want to be str8 in my next life..Lets just keep my fingers crossed and see what happens

Ab said on Sep 03 2008, 10:09 AM:
I hate my life. Noone wants me, noone loves me and i am a total failure. Even the guy i love wont give me the light of day. guys only want meaningless sex with me and never want me for me. iv really had enough.

Methadone OD said on Sep 03 2008, 04:09 AM:
This shit can really work so dont fuck with it if ur not completely serious.. But outcome of it can be death easily only thing is ur body may go into a coma an then u may die or if u are laying on ur back an ur body starts to throw up then u may die from choking but methadone is very strong an u can die from very few so only try if serious

jo said on Sep 02 2008, 04:09 AM:
i just have nothing to live for

Alana Autopsy said on Sep 01 2008, 12:09 PM:
Seriously; people taking your life isn't the way you should end it. I've tried killing myself many a time. But then i just think about my family, why would you really want too hurt them like that, yes your life may be bad but there is always a way too sort it out, just think about who you're hurting before you decide too take your life think about the people around you and what you have in your future

help said on Sep 01 2008, 10:09 AM:
ive had my kids tuck off me for something i havent done its only been 3wks and i carnt go on any more with out them there my life there my babys please tell my an easy way and one that really works please please someone help me i dont want to go on anymore

Helpless said on Aug 31 2008, 21:08 PM:
ive tried overdosing but it didnt work.....buti cant take it anymore....i hate my life

j majik said on Aug 31 2008, 17:08 PM:
i think if people truley want to die the goverment friends and there family should allow it and stop making the people feel selfish for taking there own lifes i think its more selfish if u make someone else feel small n selfish when all they wana do is sleep 4ever:) you people arre all to cunfused thes allways help out there to put it all into perspective,,.alice_in_roses@hotmail.com

Ben said on Aug 31 2008, 16:08 PM:
Hell Im 14 And I Want It All to End Im Gona Buy So Aconiteoff E-Bay Its Tasteless Painless and can be mixedwith food Sweet see you guys in the next life

alone said on Aug 31 2008, 03:08 AM:
I have tried to kill myself now twice and failed. painkillers didnt do anything but make me sick. i was in the hospital for a week. i wish i would die. and the sad thing is that noone cares. i sit in my room looking out the window at all the people that are ok and not sick like me. i know im sick. im tired of it. it will never go away, i am positive. i am in the process of buying a gun. if i dont write back on here, i was successful. wish me luck

hysteria said on Aug 29 2008, 05:08 AM:
im scared....but il'l find a way

Hello (: said on Aug 29 2008, 00:08 AM:
It is freaky reading these comments about how you guys are planning your deaths. and thinking about how many of you are dead right now is scary. i get tears in my eyes reading some o your storys. i lost my dad in a car accident, that was a acidnt. i was devasted, crushed. i can only imagine how you loved ones are going to feel when YOU DECIDE TO TAKE YOUR LIFE , purposly. Please dont do this to your selves. hold out. life is a mystery and it could turn out good for you in the end. nothings worth killing yourself over. please get help

hitler said on Aug 28 2008, 20:08 PM:
hai bitchs i dead

me said on Aug 28 2008, 15:08 PM:
I think alot about ending it all but I am chicken. I once said that I would never consider taking my own life. But things just keep building up inside me. I have been raped, molested by an uncle, and emotionally abused, to top things off my I just watched my best friend die from cancer and she didn't want to die then my spouse does nothing but remind me that I am a worthless piece of s---. I have began to think of how much better everyone that I would be if I were to die. I sit around and think of different ways to die. I just can't decide which way would be the best. Any suggestions?

Alana autopsy. said on Aug 27 2008, 17:08 PM:
Seriously? That's just low. Haven't you got like a friend you can go stay with. Family? Call child line just don't kill yourself to be honest it's really not the way too go. I know I sound like a fool, but just try and think about something positive drown them out, just forget the ones that bring you down okay. Just call child line or something. They can really help

b said on Aug 27 2008, 00:08 AM:
my sister call me names beat me and tell me to kill myself so she can have her own room. my mother don't do anything she just let her. this been going on for 15 years. i can't take it anymore. i want to run away but i have no where to go. i can hardly walk my lungs hurt my heart is sowly killing me. my own sister trys to kill me. she has her boyfriend over every fucking day all day long all night long. i cant even leave my room for 15 years. she injoys seeing people in pain even her own family. shes a selfish bitch. i have no one i have no choice to kill myself. she yells at me no one cares about you just end it. then her and her drugie boyfriend talks about calling me names treating me like shit everyday for the last 15 years, of course my mother does nothing and let it happen and kiss her faviote kid ass. i die soon anyway my heart hurts so bad.

Alana Autopsy said on Aug 26 2008, 12:08 PM:
Why the heck do you think killing yourself is he best way too go about it. honestly.. think about your mum/.

i want to die said on Aug 25 2008, 23:08 PM:
my life sucks aeee so im gona kill myself coz everything shity sooo bye mum !

OD said on Aug 25 2008, 23:08 PM:
Overdose on Ecstacy, you go out with a fucking bang.

Not Bein Funny ! said on Aug 25 2008, 16:08 PM:
I AINT BEING FUNNY BUT MOST OF U AER JUST ATTENITION SEEKING, WHY ASK SOME WUN OR TELL SUMUN YAH GNAH KILL YAH SELF :@ PEOPLE THAT DOIT , DNT USUALLY TELL NOWUN YH !!! UR ALL JUST COMPLETLYEY FUCKING STUPID, U GTA FUCKING THINK WHAT ARE YAH MUM N DAD AND FRIENDS GONAH SAY, ONE DEATH CAN KILL ALOT MORE THEN JUST THAT SINGLE PERSON, THIS SITE IS JUST SICK :@ AND I THINK ITS COMPLPETLEY STUPID !!! IF ANY WUN WANTS AN ARGUEMEJNT WITH ME GO AHEAD :@

Alana Autopsy said on Aug 25 2008, 16:08 PM:
THIS IS A SUCK SITE IM SORRY. BUT YOU SHOULD GO GET SOME HELP NOT KILL YOUR BLOODY SELF. NOW YOUR BASSICALLY GETTING PEOPLE TOO KILL THEMSELVES SO WHO EVER CREATED THIS SITE IS SICK. NOW ONE OF MINE AND MY MATES, FRIENDS ARE ON THIS SITE AND GONNA FRIGGEN KILL THEMSELVES SO IM GONNA GET THIS SITE SJUT DOWN BEFORE MORE PEOPLE MAKE THE MISTAKE OF KILLING THEMSELVES. YEAH THEIR LIFE MAY BE BAD BUT KILLING YOURSELF AINT THE WAY TOO GO SELEINA DONT KILL YOURSELF BABE X

Dale said on Aug 25 2008, 10:08 AM:
i feel so low, i really dont want to be here anymore, but i cant stand to hurt anyone around me, and that makes me feel even worse. i hope my thoughts change and that i find happyness

trying to get it done tonight. said on Aug 24 2008, 20:08 PM:
please write back on the easiest way to kill myself. ive taken 38 triple c's before for bout a month straight and it didnt work. ive also done a can of duster and it didnt work. please help.

...................... said on Aug 23 2008, 00:08 AM:
my whole life my mother treated me like shit. Never protected me no she was the one who put me in danger. She let her boyfried do whatever he wanted to me. My sisters treat me like garbage i have no friends I'am alone in this world. I can't take the pain no more. She yells at me blam every thing on me she only care about her faviote daughter, but treat me like a thing instead of a person i can't take it anymore.

Scottenman2005@gmail.com said on Aug 22 2008, 18:08 PM:
Hey, "FUCK YOU", Great message, but too freakin negative, (Unless you were going for the "reverse psychology" thing, to get people so mad they wanna change, that works sometimes, but sometimes with depressed people it does more dammage, etc,, NE WAY, email me is n e one wants to chat, etc,,, Im Drunk now, and Im in a agessive mood,, BUT,,, Im mad AT my depression!!! not any more,, i had enough!!! (Like "FU" said), Im a hardcore person!, I Ride motocross! Race in Harescrambles!, Passionate beyond belief about lots of things!, this like WILL NOT kill me!!! F-THAT!!!! "Its My Turn to Drive!!!..." Scooter

life sucks said on Aug 20 2008, 21:08 PM:
wat do u do when u dont want to go on when im angry cuz i hear that sumone was killed y the ppl that want to live y not take me out i wouldnt mind cuttin isnt good enough for me anymore i dont want my family to suffer because i do everyone thinks i need to be on meds but i juss want to die i dont want to be around anymore i mean is there really a god y would he let me feel this way y would he let me get molested when i was little y do i feel this way guess its time for it to end

Fuck You said on Aug 19 2008, 03:08 AM:
Read alot of shit you pussies posted.Let me tell you something.I would probably trade places with most of you little bitches.Been there done that.Life is what you make of it.Wanted to and tried to 12-26.I know now,fuck everyone its my life and if I want it to be great, its all on me.So tuck your pussies back in and love yourself.If you want to kill yourself, it`s cause your a weak bitch.In my mid 30`s with nothing but PAIN (physical) in my life.But,Im living large every day.Living is alot easier when you do it for yourself.You die alone,you live alone.Suck it up PUSSIES!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous said on Aug 19 2008, 00:08 AM:
slicing did not work. now all I have is scars to remind me that i sucked on that too

^^^ said on Aug 18 2008, 23:08 PM:
@ hotmail...

dragynfyr said on Aug 18 2008, 23:08 PM:
I tried once. 180 phenobarbitals 30 percodans and 45 ibuprofens for good measure. All absorbed, heart stopped for a bit. no luck. Thinking about drinking a lot then taking a ton of benzos... I dunno.. my life's gone to shit.. tired of trying.. scared of what's waiting.. but.. i duno..

GC said on Aug 18 2008, 11:08 AM:
Guys there is no problem that cant b solved, without the need to kill yourself. Are u ppl actually serious about this, this doesnt seem possible that so many ppl have problems without ny1 having a clue.

SFC said on Aug 17 2008, 19:08 PM:
Rachi this is for you . . I know were your at because I think the same as you . . but there is hope . .you could meet someone tommorow a total stranger . . who might love you and totally change your life . . its possible . . I hope it happens to me . .

Tak7 said on Aug 17 2008, 06:08 AM:
tried overdose 2x fucked those up, lyin in bath right now trying to pluck up the nerve to cut my wrists. Wife leaving me says not u it's me!!!!! Wot a crock of shit!!! (on a iPhone for any funny CUNTS who say to drop comp in bath) A fuck it..............Hell here I come

Mr right said on Aug 16 2008, 13:08 PM:
I WANT TO KILL MYSELF CUZ I FUCKING HATE COONS AND EVEN MORE JEWS. AND THERE EVERYWHERE !!!!!!!!!!!!

Rachii. said on Aug 16 2008, 12:08 PM:
ive always thought about death. and i wonder what it would be like. ive tryed killing myself before.. but it didnt work. and im thinking about trying it again. im just scared that it wont work again this time. im sick to death of my life! i wish my parents never had me! my own mum even tells me i should kill myself cause i have no life. i dont have anything to live for now anyways. so why bother staying alive? i wish i had a gun or something. i would defantly die then. but i want to know what the best way is to kill yourself. im going crazy! i cant live like this! even though im young but i just cant handle it anymore. i dont see things getting any better. im always going to have a shit life. i'll always be sad and lonely. i need to die.. NOW! but im just so scared.

Eric said on Aug 16 2008, 04:08 AM:
Just join the military/ Its not worth it at all to kill yourself.

mase said on Aug 15 2008, 20:08 PM:
duck tape a hose to ur tailpipe, roll the other end of the hose up in a window of ur car. get in the car, roll up the windows and rev the engine. CO2 should get to u quick. when u fall asleep, thats it.

joshua said on Aug 15 2008, 19:08 PM:
sam1972= YOU CAN TALK TO ME I LOVE MAKING FRIENDS WITH WOMEN.THEN RAPPING THEM ITS LOVELY AND SO HOT.

Josh said on Aug 15 2008, 19:08 PM:
DONT KILL YOURSELF... but first take someone else life its more fun and you feel so powerful. the best way to kill yourself is to do it in front of your parents. they will never forgive them self oh you could just rape your little sister and get it over with x

sam1972 said on Aug 15 2008, 00:08 AM:
nevermind

sam1972 said on Aug 15 2008, 00:08 AM:
i feel like i might be too told to even be talking this way. people go through so much. i have given up too much for the relationship i am in and now it might be my life. the reason i said i might be to old is becuase i see alot of young people and read a few of the writings on the site. I am scared... only for my 2 dogs. i have mailed a key to my friend so she can come in and get my dogs. i guess it seems i have it all figured out, but as i am sure some of you feel... i dont want to be here, but i am afraid to go away. i need to talk

Anonymous said on Aug 14 2008, 20:08 PM:
and if you didnt die the first time you tried or second that means god has put you here for a reason everyone is hwere for a reason. just stop you can email me and i can help you plz just think about it. jdizzyd0g@yahoo.com

suicide prevention said on Aug 14 2008, 20:08 PM:
this is all madness! you need to stop and think why would i kill myself. if you have a problom then just fix it. you will regret it. god gave us a body so we can be like him if we folow the word of wisdom we will all be gods someday so im begging you do not kill your self just get help! people do care about you there is always someone who does.

Scottenman2005@gmail.com said on Aug 14 2008, 17:08 PM:
Raine, give your email address and you can chat with some people here, might help a lot,,,

raine again said on Aug 14 2008, 05:08 AM:
oh yeah...and my mom walked in when i tried to hang myself and now im in therapy. help me please.

raine said on Aug 14 2008, 05:08 AM:
i tried 6 times now. last attempt was a bottle of pain killers and a bottle of mine. unfortunately, i woke up. fuck life. im only 14 and i have been suicidal since 5th grade. if any one has any solutions on how to end my stupid pathetic life...please share.

Chrissy said on Aug 13 2008, 18:08 PM:
A man I was in love with Tryed to commit suicide and only ended up shooting half his face off....But now i see why he moved in with us my parents house and ive been so nieve to it all and didnt realize ive been slowly getting depressed. Im going to do the same thing but ill sucseed.

wakefield_uk said on Aug 12 2008, 17:08 PM:
ive wanted to end my life for years and im starting to get worse..... the funny thing is im scared of dying! strange i no. ive slashed my wrists but i didnt do it right. i wish i could put into words how i feel but i cant. i wanna share how i feel but i cant. i have no friends i dont get on with my family, im the black sheep. your always there for people but when you need the help they never come. ive tried to think about what i could change in my life but i find its always the people who are MENT to love you that cause you the most pain... does ne1 else get a sinking feeling in there body? some-one please email me. k-8-e@hotmail.co.uk

grace said on Aug 10 2008, 03:08 AM:
life fking sucks, its so pathetic, no matter how hard u try nd how good u r to everyone things just seems to never get better ....and the worse thing is nobody believes u when u say u want to kill yourself is it so hard to see my pain i cant contain it, people that could make it stop wont cuz theyre just too blind........whats the point??? i just wish i didnt feel so bad for who im leaving behind and GOD i never meant to disappoint you but i died a long time ago

SadMan said on Aug 08 2008, 12:08 PM:
Wanna know something else. I lost 100 pounds in 6 months because Im so depressed. Now Im a very good looking Man and in shape and I never been more depressed in my life. I want to kill myself more now then before. Its different saying it then doing it but GOD help me if someone asked me if I want to live or Die. I know what my answer would be in a heart beat. Im sure GOD wants me to suffer some more but I die. Staying alive is suffering and If i was born to suffer, I guess thats the way its going to be until an "accident" does occur. Thank you all for reading this and may God bless you all..God stopped listening to me when I found out I was gay. For the past five years there has been nothing good going on in my life. Im single and not happy. My happiness will come the day I die. Until then more suffering and pain is in store for me. Well I got to save some tears for tonight. Im laying on my bed crying my tears out now and as usual I will cry myself to sleep tonight. bye all

SadMan said on Aug 08 2008, 11:08 AM:
hello ppl!! Im 21 years old and Im gay. I cant take it anymore. I dont want to be gay and I cant help myself. I try to act str8 but it doesnt work. I just want to be str8 and I try and try and try but i really cant. Some of you ppl are saying right now just hide it and get married but think about it this way. Imagine yourself sleeping with the same sex. Weird huh?. Now you know how I feel. I dont know why I was born gay. But I been depressed about it for 5 years now and I cry every single night before I go to bed and cry every morning when I wake up. I choose to have no friends and dont talk to anyone. I dont go out and I dont want to go out. I just want to be left alone and to sleep forever and forever. I know being gay is a sin so im willing to go anywhere GOD wants me to go. Staying alive is my pain. It hurts so much and trying to kill myself is very hard. I tried over 5 times but I cant do it to myself. I need help doing it. Im a quiet guy and dont start trouble and I still get picked on everyday and I cry and cry inside and no one can understand me. I cant do this anymore. Im in so much pain

art bonds said on Aug 08 2008, 01:08 AM:
.22 is the way im gonna do it tomorow afternoon. hopefully the barrel in my mouth will make a nice exit to heaven and away from the bullshit of society.

dragonfly said on Aug 06 2008, 22:08 PM:
im so sick of this and i dont know what to do. I dont want to leave my baby boy but i dont think i can live this life anymore. i dont know what would be better, him living through his mommy crying and wanting to die all the time or him growing up getting used to the fact mommy is just not around anymore. im just lost.......luvazianstyle@yahoo.com

shir said on Aug 06 2008, 21:08 PM:
what is the best way to kill yourself effectively? i dont want to be found and then get in shit and get sent away i want it to work

sely said on Aug 06 2008, 15:08 PM:
hey i know da best way ! go on a dating sex website n search 4 men n then wen u find sum1 far away n dnt even know them meet them n see wat they do n tell them u dnt care n that ull do anything cos he will kill u in da end its wkd doin it in 16 days woop woop !

zac said on Aug 05 2008, 23:08 PM:
look everyone who is thinking of commiting suicide or to the people who have tried.. I myself am manic depressant, and so many things have happened in my life that have made it to where sometimes i dont want to live anymore, Ive thought about killing myself and ive thought of everyway possible to do it.. but honestly you all say nobody understands.. but there are people who do.. look you can commit suicide and think that stops everything.. but it doesnt, your hurting the people who love and care about you.. im not saying dont do it, im not saying do it.. ultimatly the choice is yours, but please think about it.. take a step back and just think about it.. sure your life may suck and shit happens where you dont want to exist, but there is always someone out there with worse problems then you that works through it.. its life, bad things happen, good things happen i mean come on, this year alone my father died in my arms, ive gotten a dui, 2 girlfriends have left me for either my friend or their ex, multiple friends have died, im in outrageuous credit debt, i have no more friends, and im fucking my life up horribly.. but that isnt even enough to make me go through with it.. i read your posts and one was about someone wanting to commit suicide because their mom tells them what to do? seriously like i said there is always someone out there with worse problems then you.. you have to ask yourself.. are you stong enough to care about the people around you and not hurt them by doing this? yes its the easy way out, but its also a cowards way out.

Scooter said on Aug 05 2008, 18:08 PM:
People should leave their emails on the posts,, I think about suicide all the time, and would love to talk to another "Expert" about it,,, it might actually relieve some pain to chat about it with others, cause as we all know,, No one undstands... We do... scottenman2005@gmail.com

deadman said on Aug 03 2008, 05:08 AM:
today is the last straw, i have loving friends and family but none of them get what i feel in side. I will end it all. i have hurt so many. i hope they look at my death as a peace of mind. I have no one else t oturn to so i will end it all .

Ryan Wallace said on Aug 01 2008, 14:08 PM:
Please will someone help me? call me on 07925078455. im not sure if i want to kill myself and i need advice

Ryan Wallace said on Aug 01 2008, 14:08 PM:
Please will someone help me? call me on 07925078455. im not sure if i want to kill myself and i need advice

Phillip said on Aug 01 2008, 14:08 PM:
please kill me!

brittanyBANSHEE said on Jul 31 2008, 23:07 PM:
i want to fucking die. plz call me, 1-217-371-3899

pete wentz said on Jul 31 2008, 23:07 PM:
fuck thaaaaaaaat. that bitchhh cuts her pussss-ayyyy

Johnson said on Jul 30 2008, 13:07 PM:
I wanna do it like, jus havent got the nerv, 2 go though it, any1 hates me, i hate wakin up, every1 nervous around me, wot ever i say, wot ever i do, wont help,, done 2 many drugs messed my life up, my head is bangin, fuck the attension, i jus wanna b left alone, get me sum dope, if i had a shooter i wud av blew my brains out like kurt cobain.......

its not worth it said on Jul 29 2008, 20:07 PM:
Sometimes its not worth the pain when people don't know the pain you go thru. When no one wants to help you and if people say they care you know their lying to you. The pain isn't worth it anymore and I wana die..

Dima said on Jul 29 2008, 19:07 PM:
Meaning in life is something we all want... Frustration is something we all have. life ends no matter how hard you try for it not to or for it to end... death will happen some day.... but not knowing what happens afterwords is something also it might be peace or it might be the same crap. you live only ones as we know off why end it so soon... suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

kelly said on Jul 28 2008, 03:07 AM:
i just want to die, my children are all grown up and all they want is money from me i have a boyfriend 10 years younger whos just ended the relationship after nearly 5 yrs, i have no family, i hate my body and myself, i,m off to the shop for sum pills n alcohol in abit, hopefully it will work this time, third time lucky

pontor said on Jul 26 2008, 17:07 PM:
Sophie please don't. I mean i am in the same boat as all of you I hate my current life I want an easy solution to. Suicide seems to be pretty much the perfect solution, the perfect numbness to all this pain but for some reason I can't bring myself to do it. I probably like a lot of you feel very much alone and that makes dealing with my own depression seem impossible. I keep searching for happiness at the bottom of a bottle and for some reason can't find it. I don't really have any friends and my family just annoys me although i do love them. It seems fucking hopeless and i think about how easy it would be to kill myself. But this is a big world and perhaps there is something somewhere out there that may make me feel like part of something. I need to find it. "if something sucks change it" I know that is cliche but when these words were spoken to me i realized that we all have options as hard as they may be to make. I mean i have no money and no real marketable skills but there must be something i can offer. It must be out there. I myself am going to give it one more year, I am going to take drastic measures to try and change my current situation and i mean hey suicide is always an option, it will always be there but i might as well try now because i got nothing to left to lose. A desperate man is a wealthy man for he can find resources that no one else would think of. Sophie give it one more day and see what happens. That is all i ask.

?Konfused? said on Jul 17 2008, 00:07 AM:
reading all these things made me relize my life is really not that bad at all...does that mean im a bad person for still wanting to die?...now im confused maybe i should just suck it up...i'll try but if it doesnt work i'll let you know.

Shadow said on Jul 16 2008, 07:07 AM:
Ok pussys listen up. If you want to die then put a gun barrel in your mouth at a upward 45 degree angele and pull the trigger. quick painless and fool proof. If you serious and want to take the pussy way out then there is your option. Other wise shape up and shut up. I have had a bitch of a life and it only made me stronger becouse I didnt let the fealing of hoplessness dominate me like a little bitch.

lil vic said on Jul 14 2008, 19:07 PM:
i want to kill myself but the only thing stoping me is my 4 yr. old son that i havent seen in 3 yrs. this august 18th and my 19th birthday is one day before his i just fucking need some one to help me cause im bout to fucking do it and not care about it if any one caresand i dont think that any body dose but i dont care so fuck the world

sophie said on Jul 12 2008, 07:07 AM:
Hi all im 12 and i have had enough now i just want to die at my age its hard coz i dnt want to hurt i wanna die with out pain i get bullied at skl and i just want to end my life i hav tryed hanging my self but my mum caught me just how do i kill my self!!!

yaro said on Jul 11 2008, 00:07 AM:
iv tried killing myself by drugs manys times but none of them will work.. does ann1 know a drug that will kill me 4 sure??

jasmine said on Jul 10 2008, 01:07 AM:
hey guys, im sorry about whats happened in all of your lives. i'm sure mine might not be as bad, or might be worse. i live in hawaii, sounds like paridise, eh? my sister talks to me as if i was her worst enemy, i try to be nice but she makes me so mad. my parents, they're decent. i guess they're alright. but they drive me crazy and i get into so much trouble. im 14 years old turning 15 in september. i want to be a singer or actress or dancer, or all three when i grow up, but my mom doesnt know that, and i'm afraid to tell her. she has me focused on violin. its lame and i hate it and my teacher treats me like crap. sure i have friends, but none are my best friends. i don't have a boy friend and my mom doesnt want me to date till im in college. but i went out with this one guy behind her back. i now like this other guy. spencer. he goes to my school and we went to the same preschool, and we were best friends, but i think he doesnt like me even as a best friend anymore. more of a regular friend or an aquaintence. he tells me everything about his love life and i help him then after i feel stupid for helping him wen i want to go out with him. sometimes i tell myself i will ask him out, but i chicken out and fail. i love it when i see him, because sometimes he gives me a hug. but then again, he gives all girls a hugs. his best friends are girls. i dont know what i'm going to do with my life. if theres anyone from hawaii willing to help me or wanting help from me, or wanting to meet me. if u go to punahou. or something. tell me. my email is: popcorn316@gmail.com it feels so good to write out everything and let it all out of my system. and i just realized. that now anyone that reads this will know that i like spencer. well. i didnt do this all for nothing. here it goes........ ~Jasmine

smudge said on Jul 09 2008, 19:07 PM:
i took 25 anti depressants "mirtazepam" and a bottle of vodka and still woke up in the morning, all that happened when i blacked out was the number 10 seeing the number 10 in my mined how fucked up is that.

duh, obviously going to hell is better than jail said on Jul 09 2008, 15:07 PM:
U.T.H. You are an idiot

chris said on Jul 08 2008, 09:07 AM:
my girlfriend finished me about a month ago after 4 years we also have a lovely little girl which she keeps threatening me wiv saying that im no longer her daughters father and im not allowed 2 see her agen i love them both 2 bits and have tried everything 2 get her back since we finished ive wanted 2 end my life but havent had the balls 2 do it but since four row today im gonna do it

U.T.H said on Jul 07 2008, 19:07 PM:
go to jail or die wat 1 would u pick

carbon monoxide said on Jul 06 2008, 14:07 PM:
that is how i killed myself in high school. i've been dead for six years now. i sure showed that 10th grade earth science teacher, and that girl who dumped me, ha! take that i said.

another brick in the wall.... said on Jul 05 2008, 18:07 PM:
Sigh im havign problems with the girl i like and im failing in school this is getting worse i need to find a painless way out i was thinking of junpin the tyne but id feel that for sure and if i didnt die id be paralyzed from the waste down HELP ME SOMEONE GET OUT OF THIS FUCKIN WORLD!

lucy said on Jul 05 2008, 12:07 PM:
i so want to die iv bin feeling this for months now i cant cope with all this shit going on. im suffering from anerexia and major clinical depression someone please kill me. world would be better off. iv tried 4 overdoses and none have workrd.

Clarkie said on Jul 05 2008, 11:07 AM:
i just cant take ppl i have just taken 15 panodlols and waiting 2 die goodbye world

quinn said on Jul 05 2008, 03:07 AM:
mi grlfrend took me off her top 8 on myspac :(:(:(:( i kno somthing is gong on with her :(( tonite is mi last

Seth said on Jul 04 2008, 04:07 AM:
I want to die tonight................... I wanted to die yesterday............... I want to be dead by tomorrow...........

xcesx said on Jul 03 2008, 12:07 PM:
life is what you make it, if your life is shit then change it. bad things happen to loads of people and they have to deal with it, it makes them who they are and makes them stronger. dont feel that killing urself is the only option, its a cowards way out and is the most selfish thing anyone could do!

Anthony said on Jul 02 2008, 07:07 AM:
My girlfriend has just finished me after two years, she is the most beautiful thing i have ever seen and i know i will never get her back or ever get anyone as good. My life has ended now there is nothing left for me and she was my life. What is the best way to go? i want to stop hurting now.

TO EVERYONE!!!!! said on Jul 01 2008, 11:07 AM:
EVERYONE HERE TRY LIVING IN A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY YOU FUCKING PUSSIES. OH YEAH YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS SOOO DAM TOUGH! BULLSHIT!!! ALL OF YOU EMO FAGS NEED TO WAKE THE FUCK UP! LIFE IS NOT AS BAD AS IT CAN BE TO ALL OF YOU. TRY LIVING IN A COUNTRY WEAR YOU GET BEAT TO DEATH FOR NO REASON. EVERYONE HERE WAKE UP FAGGOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jon said on Jul 01 2008, 05:07 AM:
i feel like i just want to fade away

Moby said on Jun 30 2008, 22:06 PM:
My wife gives me shit for everything... My work requires me to put in long hours and she doesn't understand... complaining all the times about everything I do. I try my best to make her happy but can't do it. I don't wanna divorce her because I still love her. It's over.... I am doing it tonight.... BYE

meghan said on Jun 30 2008, 22:06 PM:
yeahh i fucing hate everything. i can't do this anymore. i keep making stupid mistakes and then i get into trouble for it. i just can't do this anymore. i'm a fucking disappointment to my dad, mom, and step mom. there is no point in me living. i can't take it!!

Zac said on Jun 29 2008, 22:06 PM:
I can't help my self im going insane in this fucking house i can't do it its to hard i want someone to do it for me easily and painlessly i can't live like this anymore so much pain so much has happened to me i need to leave this place before i kill someone else i want to do it before i hurt somebody i wanna go i wanna end now.....

n1momnaz said on Jun 27 2008, 23:06 PM:
I have OD many ,many times,Yet still here Iam.I was diagnosed with being bipolar when I was damn so long ago,about 17? IDK So I wish I could control my emotions and moods.I have 2 great kids ,I had my youngest son taken away because of being biplolar.This life is NOT fair!!! .A boyfriend who never understands,What to do???????Iam 32 now and Im not sure I'm ever going to get threw life......................

Ashleigh said on Jun 27 2008, 13:06 PM:
im a drugged up slut apparently, news to me, ive got 90 dollars 2 packs of cigarettes a bag of green and 3 bottles of pills, prescription shit, and im bout to have some alochol, oh and a really pretty lime green knife, but my life doesnt suck and im really happy, with my matty, but now since my parents believe the rumors, im angry and im going to kill myself, even though life at this point in time is amazing, so whether theres a god or not, im coming, stand back, the worlds about to get a rude awakening, and all the note will say is "thats what you get, when you let the rumors win"

Cant help it said on Jun 25 2008, 05:06 AM:
Ya, you will be on news. Seems cool to appear on news, especially your death news. Imagine everyone so shocked. Wish I have your courage. Tried before. But did not take that step out.

another brick in the wall... said on Jun 24 2008, 13:06 PM:
Even after thinking about it I might do it who knows i might be on the news i felt like shit at school and i got excluded i dont have a life now...

Cant help it said on Jun 24 2008, 05:06 AM:
another brick in the wall, I hate pain too. Jumping off the tyne bridge is more cool. Seems like a long fall. Even if you don't die from the impact of smashing into the water, most likely you will faint and drown.

Cant help it said on Jun 24 2008, 04:06 AM:
Took 90 pills. Nothing happened. Vomit once. That's all. Stomach very sensitive maybe. Throw up immediately after taking the pills. Tried to hit my head against the wall. Make my head dizzy. Sore. But still alive.

another brick in the wall... said on Jun 23 2008, 14:06 PM:
14 im sick of life i cant talk 2 the girl i like ive been beaten up 12 times mega stressed about corusework and sick of fuckin bullying i need a way to get rid of myself which is painfree i live in newcastle in the Uk should i jump of the tyne bridge or walk infront of a car????

IMSORRY said on Jun 23 2008, 01:06 AM:
we all go throguh pain that kill us all and there isnt anyone around us or in our family that understand our situation because they cnt the only person that can understand u is a person going throughtt the same thing ur going through parents always say we understand us bak in our days was much wrse yh right use dnt no sht till now i want to kill myelf but i cnt cause i dnt went to leave my birl alone in this world n i dnt wnt to upset her in a deep way but ive just had enough wif my life i cnt go out in live it wat should i do i dnt no but to everyone on this site i cnt leave this girl for one reason and that is because i gave her my heart n i love her to death but no one knows n she loves me to n she gave me her heart in return if i die she dies if she dies i die but at the end of this weekend if my parents dnt let me be n enjoy my life den im just gona have to do sumfin that is going to hurt everyone because i cnt stand the pain anymore i cnt keep getting in to hurt me i dnt wnt pain i dnt wnt to see my family at or i dnt wnt nufin but my girl i took 20 pills as i was on the fone wif her saying i love u she didnt no wat was hpening or wat i was doin while she was having fun n i ws home i couldnt stand it i couldnt go out cause of parents im fuking 18 n still cnt i overdoessed but my body was to sstong it didnt affect nufin i was scared but i just ahd enough but this weekend if im not aloud den ill be taking double the amount of codral tablets it kills me doing it but it releves us all wen where in pain me speaking here just relaxes me everyone goes throuhg sumfin everyone hates life but if ur srong dnt hate it enjoe it if lifes a bitch be a bitch bak but if family is the issue den u decide on ur decisions on wat path u wnt to hop on gud luk to everyone out there but be strong have faith n think about urself no one else unless u give ur heart to a person

slick said on Jun 22 2008, 20:06 PM:
I have tryed a few times. The doc said I took enough pills to kill an elephant. I am not an elephant so it didn't work. Just a few days of sleep. Carbon monoxide didn't work either. Gas is to expensive if that doesn't work. I want to die so bad I can't stand it. I am 50 years old so being a kid isn't the problem.

hate life said on Jun 21 2008, 23:06 PM:
i ahte my life my mum is cofing her loungs out from smoking my dad is got infections on his legs from smoking/drinking my older sister cutts herself and has just started smoking and i am about to fail my yr 10 and if i dont get that then whats the point of living? did i mention my parents are getting devorced so my hole life is in the shitter whats the point? so to all the people who read this...Goodbye

1 of you said on Jun 21 2008, 18:06 PM:
i think who ever put us peaple on this planet didnt think the reprecations would m8 be. there are some peaple who just... dont fit into life i used 2 be a very happy boy buti guess every 1 has his break point.. i wish i could kill my self.. the most smart thing to do would to take a gun put your mouth around it point it up twords the brain and pull the triger and then...... shhhhhhh NO pain no more .. but im 2 afraid and cant get a gn :(

IMSORRY said on Jun 21 2008, 08:06 AM:
i took pills lets c wat the end looks like

IMSORRY said on Jun 21 2008, 06:06 AM:
if u wnt to here my full stry reply bak because i dnt think any of use r going throuhg of wat i am n im still 18 so if use wnt to compare urs to mine plz do

IMSORRY said on Jun 21 2008, 06:06 AM:
yh this life is sht exspeacially my parents i hit 18 n they still wnt to control my life why cnti i do wat i wnt to do i cnt live my life in happiness thats wat we all need but my family is stopping that i love this girl so much but still they dnt wnt us to be together i wnt to go out no wat do they say ur not aloud y because i have to help around the house n make money n help them out yh well i have my own life to i need to live it i really had enough if it wasnt for my girl i think i would of lefft this place a long time ago she is wat is making me breath but my family just make it worse all the time my dad is a fukiking gronk has to hit to get sumfin through to me i wnt to run away but its not wrking i wnt to end my life but i cnt leave my girl i rely dnt no wat to do sutimes im very week sumtimes im just week or sumtimes im strong i just keep changing everytime i dnt no whitch one to be i hate it i was ment to be a soccer player but it didnt work out wat did my parents care about not me that i was heartbroken but they cared about the money spent on me thats fuking great i was so in pain i came bak here to australain n they just made it wrse they dnt trust me i dnt no wat to do but yh i rely sumtimes wnt to kill myself because i do have a lot of pain in me if there is any1 got to say anything plz do

Kristin said on Jun 18 2008, 19:06 PM:
Killing myself today. Who's with me? MY LIFE FUCKING SUCKS

Cant help it said on Jun 18 2008, 12:06 PM:
will 30 pills of metatonin kill?

JaeJay said on Jun 17 2008, 07:06 AM:
Its so hard to keep going these days, false promises, people changing their words, just sick of it and relaised that nothing is ever going to change. This is the best way I found, take a rope of some sorts, put some heavy wieghts, that you can't lift up, tie to both ends, lie on bed and let the wieghts fall on either side of your bed. Goodbye everyone, oh and i have seeked help every where, still didn't work. Please try every option before you go to this. I have no other choice so this is it.

Choice of Champions said on Jun 12 2008, 04:06 AM:
I think I'm finally gonna do it and do it right! Sick of this bullshit, pain and waiting. There are lots of ways to go... but I couldn't follow thru when the time came. This time I will follow thru. 1 suringe Needle check 1 Bottle of Javex Bleech 1 Rubber Band No drinking No Drugs I want to feel everything right to the last second. Find the vein, stick it in, pull some blood out and watch it swirl with the bleech, then 3, 2 ,1 Pretend to chase the dragon and fall to the ground hoping I break my nose when my head hits the ground. ahh its all over!!!

The Sheriff of Nottingham said on Jun 11 2008, 22:06 PM:
I killed myself once and shit, I'd do it again

mike said on Jun 10 2008, 19:06 PM:
would 26 pills of tylenol kill you?

fuck life said on Jun 10 2008, 15:06 PM:
i want to kill myself right now. i have a bottle of seroquel and a bottle of whiskey. will that do the trick? also i dont really want it to hurt that bad. so someone let me know

Dee said on Jun 10 2008, 07:06 AM:
why don't you pick up a good book? Take a walk, listen to some good music... get on your iTunes! and download ...Lovers In Madrid... by Armik....You'll love it.. Just do something that will keep those thoughts out of your head.... But most important, let those that you love know about your feelings. Good things come to people at different times, tomorrow could be your turn. You won't know if you fucken kill yourself dumb-ass.... !!! wow....I can't wait for tomorrow! Or the next! I love life!!

Dee said on Jun 10 2008, 07:06 AM:
Oh My Fucken Lord!!!! All of you who left a comment on this page about wanting to kill yourself should fucken go back to your comment and fucken read it outloud to yourself.. some of you even misspelled the words used to describe your suicide attempt!!! I have also tryed killing my self, with pills, I was 14.....Now I am 25 and I read this and remember that time and I feel so stupid!!!!! Even today I said something about wishing death would come and take me away for ever and I can't believe myself!!!! I'm going through a really hard time, I have been for years now, but you know fucken what?? It only is because I have chosen to be in the situation....I've felt sorry for myself and what has that done for me??? Not a mother fucken thing but bring me to now, thank your for allowing me to reflect on my own life and the feelings that I induced myself into.... I know some of you are full of shit and probably never have thought of suicide as an option, but I also fear that the majority have actually tried killing yourself and Horrified even more of the idea that some have actually succeeded...

sigh sigh said on Jun 09 2008, 08:06 AM:
i wish i could kill myself but at the moment i am too drunk ;(

Hopeless said on Jun 08 2008, 22:06 PM:
Im thinking about killing myself too, I have gone though 6 months of hell on earth. Everyone has abandoned me I have noone who wants to listen to me or even care, my boyfriend doesnt care anymore all he cares about is his stupid fitness he doesnt care if i cry, I want to go somewhere where im loved and be away from all the hurt

ScoobyDoo Ending - Unrated said on Jun 06 2008, 23:06 PM:
There comes a time where all else has failed, and hope is a forgone conclusion. As Antonin Artaud once wrote: "If I commit suicide, it will not be to destroy myself but to put myself back together again. Suicide will be for me only one means of violently reconquering myself, of brutally invading my being, of anticipating the unpredictable approaches of God. By suicide, I reintroduce my design in nature, I shall for the first time give things the shape of my will." Good Luck to all who wish to end their physical existence on this brief journey we call life.

fuck all said on Jun 06 2008, 21:06 PM:
if there was a god then there would be so many shity things wrong with this world

fuck all said on Jun 06 2008, 21:06 PM:
hell would be better then this shit

fuck all said on Jun 06 2008, 21:06 PM:
i finally got a gun to use!!!!!!!!!!

screwed! said on Jun 06 2008, 20:06 PM:
my parents are driving me insane! im done with this...

badkarma said on Jun 05 2008, 20:06 PM:
I tried to O.D. countless times and i'm still fucking here. What the fuck!

that weird kid said on Jun 04 2008, 16:06 PM:
i tried hanging myself, i learnt to make a noose, i hung it up really high got onto my bed to reach it, tied it round my head nd jumped off my bed, it started working, i got really happy i thought it was gonna die. then ofcourse it broke off the thing it was tied to, i was passed out so i dnt really remember the details i woke up and realized that i was still alive it fucking suked, i thought i was dead i was so happy.

terry said on Jun 02 2008, 16:06 PM:
very sad chat hope u all find your own ways out , god bless.

Mike continues hehe said on May 31 2008, 14:05 PM:
(and I stress it's my opinion) don't work for everyone.whatever your problems are it could be very likely it's not your fault. If anyone is at a loss and you need to talk to someone who won't mess you about and will try and give you insight to what the issues are with yourself or other people then give me an email on hippy109@hotmail.com my name is mike and i'm 38. I don't mind where you're from, your religion, age, sexuality, race etc etc. You can be anonymous it's entirely up to you. I'm not at all a specialist in the field but I would not knowingly give you bad info. I think I could be as useful as a shrink (if you are lucky enough in this day and age to get to see one ! and I won't lie to you about what help is availble and how long it takes to get it) For the record - I'm not into trickery, I feel inside I'm an honest person and oh, my lifes far from perfect or happy. In short, don't kill yourself, theres better options. Please don't deplete due to the world causing you pain - you've done nothing wrong to warrent you giving yourself a painful death - you don't deserve it, any of you. p.s I'm not religious in the slightest but if you are its irrelevant to me.

Mike said on May 31 2008, 14:05 PM:
Hey all, anyone still in the land of the living? Not a lecture here but just to say if you are under 20 then please reconsider. Many people want to 'checkout' and maybe life is really shit and sometimes due to what others have put you through. Your parents might not have been stable enough to have had you at the time. Don't blame yourself. Feeling bad can make you end up with no friends for sure. There are proper assholes in the world and many of them - have no doubt about that. You have the right to be happy as anyone else. Though 'happy' is a state of mind it must include being as free as you can from the thoughts of how people have hurt you in the pat or any experience that is damaging you daily surely? Killing yourself will likely be painful. It's hard to muster up the strengh to do it because we all have that survival instinct in us - who wants pain really? nobody does. I don't think it's sad people want to end it all - yeah life is not a box of chocolates alot of the time but to want to cause yourself misery and hurt when you don't know why you feel that way is not a sensible option. Talking to someone helps but finding the right people is more than half the battle. anti-depressants, going to the doctor etc just cover over your issues. The Doctors see 100,000's of people about depression. It's not that you don't count, it's just there are alot of people out there like 'us' to deal with and the cheapest option are happy drugs which, in my opinion (and I stress it's my opinion) don't work for everyone.whatever your problems are it could be very likely it's not your fault. If anyone is at a loss and you need to talk to someone who won't mess you about and will try and give you insight to what the issues are with yourself or other people then give me an email on hippy109@hotmail.com my name is mike and i'm 38. I don't mind where you're from, your religion, age, sexuality, race etc etc. You can be anonymous it's entirely up to you. I'm not at all a specialist in the field but I would not knowingly give you bad info. I think I could be as useful as a shrink (if you are lucky enough in this day and age to get to see one ! and I won't lie to you about what help is availble and how long it takes to get it) For the record - I'm not into trickery, I feel inside I'm an honest person and oh, my lifes far from perfect or happy. In short, don't kill yourself, theres better options. Please don't deplete due to the world causing you pain - you've done nothing wrong to warrent you giving yourself a painful death - you don't deserve it, any of you. p.s I'm not religious in the slightest but if you are its irrelevant to me.

kylie said on May 31 2008, 12:05 PM:
i like what u sead james it is gd and it is troow

jimmy boy said on May 30 2008, 21:05 PM:
to that person named as i can help you. your sick in the head u asshole u shud be killed i dere u 2 try and kill me o and to james good on u kid never give up hes rite ppl

james said on May 30 2008, 21:05 PM:
look ppl i think we shud help each other cos as much as i h8 my life i cant just give up. life is what u make it my life hads bin shit so far and sum ppl look down at me well a lot 2 saying hes no 1 hes never going 2 do anying good wiv his life but there wrong cos i am. what im trying 2 say is just stick in there how ever bad it is u can get throw it i no how u feel but im not going down wiv out a fight so lets all fight 2 make a life a bit better heres my email wbks4_life@hotmail.com if u ever need 2 talk 2 any 1 im all ways here im a 16 year old lad i live in westbrom and i h8 my life 2 but i hope in time things will work out 4 me thank you for reading this

jmaes said on May 30 2008, 20:05 PM:
yr rite but life is so dam hard

Megan said on May 30 2008, 20:05 PM:
It sounds kinda dumb to commit suicide but when you think about it, there are lots of people in the world and no one really cares about you unless you're someone special. Graduating today but I doubt anything after this will be any better than what it is now so whats the point?

james said on May 30 2008, 20:05 PM:
my name is james i fucking h8 my life i h8 being in foster care i wish i new my real family i need them so much i fucking cant take it any more ppl just dont understand me my life is hell i wish i cud be some 1 else i cant wait 4 it all 2 be over which will be very soon no 1 can stop me see u all on the other side ppl my real mom i 4 give her 4 giving me up she was on durgs i dont care what any 1 says your my mom i think about u all the time thinking what if i cant fucking take it noing i got other brothers and sisters out there and i cant see them 2 im 18 i h8 my self im fucking carzy its like iv got 2 people inside of me 1 good 1 fucking evil so i need 2 kill myself be 4 i end up killing some 1 or doing suming mad . my email is wbks4_life@hotmail.com u no when ppl say u can get help and all that shit well my life is fucking past help

=( said on May 30 2008, 17:05 PM:
i hate how people are always saying shit and my bus sucks they just call me fat and im sick of it and i rlly wanna kill myself but im scared and i just wanna get it over with

on coole dudeee said on May 29 2008, 16:05 PM:
my life is mint so i dnt wanna end its great partys girls sex n a well paid job i feel as if im on top of the world its great n 2 u freakos hu finks its funi 2 post dis shyt get a life ders a few ppl in dis world hu fink its ova n ur jus helpin em so shut up

its not so bad said on May 29 2008, 02:05 AM:
you must of fucking liked it to let it happen that much

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! said on May 28 2008, 22:05 PM:
JUST DO IT!!

Its not so bad! said on May 28 2008, 22:05 PM:
I grew up with my dad fucking me in the ass on a regular basis. I was often bullied at school, because I thought I was a girl. I couldn't help it, my first kiss, was my dad french kissing me after he forced me to suck his cock!. I later ended up in prison, what a nightmare!. I was ass raped on a regular basis, by all races. I have had black in me, mexican in me, white in me, and even indian in me!. I was sold for drugs, cigarretes, noodles, etc., I was forced to suck cock, toss salad, clean the cell, strip, gang raped, etc. I have never once thought about ending it all.

I can help! said on May 28 2008, 22:05 PM:
I would be happy to end your lives for you. You could pick the method of death or I could just surprise you! All of you are sorry souls and things will just get worse. Do not feel bad, you are not alone and you are not weak. Please do not take the chance of attempting to kill yourself and fail, I will do it for you, for free! Please reply if you are interested in my services. P.S. I will provide one last thing of pleasure before ending your life. You get to pick, i.e. sex, drugs, torture, etc.

Dearest Frankie said on May 27 2008, 21:05 PM:
I hope some day you read this and know just how loved you are. I know everyday you wake up in unbearable pain. Know I love you and will always be there for you. I hope and pray the day will come when you wake up next to me with a smile on your face. I pray for all you everyday. Hope you all stay well. Love LilDeb

READ said on May 26 2008, 16:05 PM:
EVERYBODY how is going to kill themselfs need to take a couple of steps back! people who DID kill themself are going to HELL they are fucking selfish. selfish selfish selfish you are bitches don't kill yourselfs peoples TRY to get help. all you guys say is im tired, i want to ggo to sleep and never wake up bllah blah blah selfish bitches

weirdo said on May 25 2008, 17:05 PM:
everyone hates me

jamie said on May 25 2008, 17:05 PM:
lifes a bitch

lost said on May 23 2008, 21:05 PM:
i am a missle

mse said on May 23 2008, 18:05 PM:
i just lost my son dad. my old man is always trying to live me i hate my life I have try to killing myself 3 times and didn't work need help more drugs would be nice

hh said on May 23 2008, 08:05 AM:
Took sleeping pills this morning. Didn't kill me, if not I won't be writing this. Don't exactly remember what happened. When I woke up in the afternoon, I thought those pills make me fall asleep and I took some more (around 10). Didn't do a shit to me. Just make me more sleepy and give me a headache. I thought that I had dream about vomiting and struggling to go back to my bed while kept falling over things. In the end, all thse things were real. I checked my body and found bruises over knees and arms. Also my dustbin smelt like vomit. OH MY GOD!!! I was sooo close to death. If only I never wake up. I mess up everything in my life. The only thing I ever really want to do right is to kill myself. Why didn't it succeed??? Time is running out! Sooner or latter, my parents are going to find out about me skipping school and I won't have a chance to attepmt sucide. I am going to try other methods. How about getting run over by a car or throwng myself off a building??? I wish someone will do it with me. I'm Singaporean. If anyone wants to do a group sucide, find me.

fk said on May 22 2008, 21:05 PM:
i think i am ugly but i have sexy friends i would end it but i havent the balls 2 do anything about it any thoughts people

bb said on May 21 2008, 19:05 PM:
cant take my life anymore the girl of my dreams said no. i felt about killing myself eallier lat week before i did it i felt like i should ask her out she said no. so i guess god , you want me to die. not 1 good thing has happend to me. my whole life. my god i hate my life. i have nothing to live for. 1.2.3 it's over that easy

answer'er to cancer said on May 21 2008, 14:05 PM:
God Bless you! Because i cannot stand the thought of surgury, kemo, radiation. Thanks so very much!

hh said on May 21 2008, 10:05 AM:
In the end, the person didn't call me. I may have think too much. I bet that STUPID school still have not realize that I have been skipping school for 3 weeks. Really, they call themselves the "education frontline". I doubt that they know what real education is. Ignorant fools!!!! Anyway, that does not matter to my plan. In a few hours, probably after midnight, I will be gone. Wish me luck...I will need lots, I don't want to wake up anymore from this nightmare...I just want to sleep forever like the sleeping beauty (without the princes kiss of course)...

hh said on May 21 2008, 03:05 AM:
life? My life is already full of shit and now this. GOD, are you out to ruin me??? This time, I'm not the girl who cry in front of him anymore. I'm going to frighten him off with my strength and determination. I want to let him know that not everyone bow down to him. SHIT!!!!!! Go to die!!!!!

hh said on May 21 2008, 03:05 AM:
Damn!! I have been waiting fo the person to call me for like 2 hours. I wish he can call me faster so I can get on with my plan. I'm very busy as I have a lot of things to do before my death. Most importantly, I want to spend my last moments in quiet and peace. I want to be alone. So can't we just get it over and done with?! Man, I'm bored!!! I'm starting to think that asshole is purposely taking his own sweet time to torture the waiting me. Bastard!! I hope he dig his own grave. He reminds me of a giant panda, looking sooooo fat and contented (as if there is anythng to be proud of himself, he is just an old greezer XP). Moreover, just because he holds some authortiy in his hands, he puts on air and act as if he owns the school. Makes me puck at the sight of him!!! Also he pretends to be a careful figure in the school but deep inside, I suspect he is just a pervert, always looking out to torture others. I mean, the other time he caught me off guard and scold me till I cry. Okay...I didn't want to cry in front of him but that day, I wasn't feeling well and he purposely had to humilate me in fornt of another teacher. I was soooo angry that I want to twist his head off his fat garfield neck (which is almost not there because his double chin is too huge). Man, you should have seen the look on his face, trying to hide his disgusted laughter. I just want to wipe the floor with his floor, bet it will come up oily as his face. SHIT!!! PISS ME OFF!!! How can such a person appear in my life? My life is already full of shit and now this. GOD, are you out to ruin me??? Wait till he calls me, I'm not the same girl who cry in front of him before. This time I'm going to frighten him off with my strength and determination so he will know not everyone bows down to him. SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!

hh said on May 21 2008, 01:05 AM:
OH GOD!!! The school found out I have been skipping school. FINALLY! After 3 weeks...I begin to wonder what is the point of me doing so, if no one ever notices it. Okay, the person called my handphone but I didn't pick up. Now he called my home, but I wasn't around so my parents answered the call. Apparently he didn't told my parents anything so now I can write this message in peace. But the person is going to call back...What am I going to do?...Haha, you all thought I will be frecking out, but surprisely (even to myself), I'm very calm and I plan to tell the person that I'm going to drop out of school and will go to school tmr to explain everything. If everything goes well, this matter will be put off til tmr and I will have time for today to kill themselves. Funny, actually I plan to OD tonight but unfortunately this person has to dash my plans just on the exact day I was going to carry it out. But nothing is going to get in my way. I'm going to carry out my plan without fail.

hahaha said on May 20 2008, 00:05 AM:
lmfao "no one understands me boo hoo" no shit you dumb fuck get over yourself.

to cancer said on May 19 2008, 20:05 PM:
humulin type R insulin, deadly shit. just take 1mm-100% dead with no chance of rescue

j0nny said on May 19 2008, 01:05 AM:
honestly i just took about 17 aspirins i dont think its going to do shit at all. My life has gone to hell since i moved to s.c/ expelled from school kicked out of my house, dad beats the shit out of me for no apparent reason i guess assholes have to get off on something right? i moved here to get away from it all but now i have a shitty job no friends no education,a pain in the ass family no car, no life, no faith im just sick of it. i fit in fine everyone seems to like me but why cant my own family except me? god damn i hope this kills me i guess You'll know if you read about it in the paper tomorrow, south carolinians.

Cancer said on May 18 2008, 21:05 PM:
dose'nt anyone have a real reason to do it? i have throat cancer...do not wan t doctor's help. Just want to go...not messy tho. hmmm? Can anyone give me a few way's?

Andy Scotland said on May 17 2008, 22:05 PM:
what is after death?thats what stops me.

wayne said on May 17 2008, 13:05 PM:
fuck you all and just die

life sucks said on May 16 2008, 19:05 PM:
guys have depression medication it works great ,, just talk to some1 4 help ,, i hate my damn life but i've made it - life can be goood - really - :) first get away from the sorce of ur stress - whatever it was just go away from it!!- then find yourself a hobby you'll go well .. life is worth living - be strong - chalenge urself

the end is just the beginning said on May 16 2008, 16:05 PM:
Every time I try I fail.. I was really close with my overdose, But I ended up getting sent to the hospital, and once I recovered I was sent to a mental health hospital.. I have been there alot in my life and every time they send me home they think I'm better.. Little do they know I just go home and do and try, try again... I just want this to end. I want to feel the weight of everything disapearing

Shack said on May 16 2008, 14:05 PM:
I tried paying a hooker to kill me, but she just stole my money and left me duct taped to my bed.

Jer'Re Martelly said on May 16 2008, 12:05 PM:
i tried it before, with no success asu csan tell.. but im going to take every pill in the house. wish me luck =.)

hh said on May 16 2008, 06:05 AM:
The only thing that I will probably ever going to regret is that I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS EARLIER!!! Why didn’t I think of doing this before? I am in so much pain before and no matter what I do, I cannot escape from this endless cage of pain. But now, at last I can free myself from all this pain!!! I am no longer afraid of anything. I’m not scared of people saying “Why did she do it? Silly poor girl”. Haha…I am no silly poor girl. I know exactly what I want to do and I am going to do it. So what is wrong with choosing to die? Is it wrong to choose how I end my life? Is it really my fault if I want to do what I really want in my heart? My whole life I have lived for other people, doing my utmost best to please my parents, family and friends. Now I don’t want to do this anymore. I don’t want to wake up every morning, put on a happy mask and bowing to everyone I meet. In fact, I don’t want tot wake up at all. Why must I do all this? Once and again I ask myself. But now nothing matters. Now I can do what I truly want to do and have been hesitating for many years. Now is the time that I can free, no longer pretending to be someone that I AM NOT!!! I love this. I love it. I LOVE BEING MYSELF!!! AT LAST!!!

hh said on May 16 2008, 06:05 AM:
Just when I was about to OD, I thought that my life should not end this way. I wanted to do something really really bad for once. Scared shit out of those people who always ignore my existence. So I skipped school for 2 weeks and I got to say, NO ONE notices!!! Not even one single person notice that there is something wrong with me or why I am not going to school. My parents never ask where I am going, my teachers and classmates don't give a damn. No one cares. You know, that exactly why I want to kill myself. Because no one cares about me at all. I doubt that they will even notice if I'm dead or missing. WTF!!! Now it's all over. My heart is as calm as water. I don't feel fear or anything. No more tears! I just feel like the end is coming soon. I am finally going to find "real happiness". It is at a place where I am the only one. So I don't have to care about what the others say/do and my heart will never be pained again. It's dead!!! My heart's dead!!! I don't feel anything at all. I just want to spend my last moments alone, away from those that don't love me. It's amazing. I have thought of killing myself before. I was always crying and a little voice in my heart is always saying "I don't want to die" BUT now it's different! I'm not crying or feeling anything. It's like I'm dead but psyically I'm still here. Awesome!!! Now nothing can stop me from leaving this ugly, filthy and disgusting place. I am free!!!

sam said on May 15 2008, 12:05 PM:
i fucking h8 and neerly every 1 init the girl i love has a bf now see has her msn name had +josh init so i feel like dieing every bf she has she gose out with 4 like 10 mounths so i feel like doing it just getting aknife n stabbing my self in the haert hope u read this im going 2 kill my self no 1 can stop me byebye every 1 and this world!!!!!!!

that weird kid said on May 14 2008, 15:05 PM:
im 15 years old.. ive been bullied non stop for 5 years. when i tried to tell my parents they laughed at me, i have like 2 friends and they treat me like shit, i started going to parties and stuff and everytime i went out and met a girl she'd choose my friends who treat girls like shit just cuz they are better looking.. god made me ugly, god made me miserable god gave me a life that the pope couldnt live with.. where i live i hardly have access to a pocket knife and tylenol. i tried OD-ing once. i took a whole bottle of tylenol extra's and a few shots of black lable. i just ended up passing out.. i need help

erick said on May 14 2008, 13:05 PM:
i also am planning to end my life. i think im going to take alot of pain killers and if that doesnt work im going to shoot myself. i cant live with myself anymore

Michaël Arkanel said on May 10 2008, 18:05 PM:
People. I won't tell you not to do it, I won't try to stop you. I tried it once myself, by hanging. The belt loosened.. Oh well.. What I want to tell you is the following: every single life has a destiny here on earth. Every sngle person is born to make a difference to this planet, to this universe. If it is your destiny to change this universe by dieing, it shall be like that. But you can do far more by staying alive and wait for your chance. If ya don't know your destiny, then wait. No human has a complete life of luck, no human has a complete life of disaster.

darksnake said on May 10 2008, 13:05 PM:
People are so goddamn self absorbed I can't even stand it. When you get to this point it is because you have ZERO support from your supposed friends and your family whom supposedly love you regardless. Life is total bullshit everywhere you look, constant hypocrisy and selfish motivations. That is the human condition and I want out. I didn't choose to be here in the first fucking place--I was born BECAUSE of someone's selfish desires. And after a few years noone will give a shit anyway. Theres some self pity and all the other bullshit crap the therapists want to tell you--fuck them. They are only good for an hour or two of blowing smoke up your ass and then you get to go back to the usual bullshit that got you there in the first place. Constant ongoing circle of hell it just never stops unless YOU do something about it.

BRii DGAF said on May 10 2008, 03:05 AM:
To everybody that says everybody on here is sad, or to people that say "look at all the people that love you, that care for you, your being selfish etc" You people need to fucking do your research before you talk to people that are depressed. People that are depressed don't give a flying fuck what you have to say, and you telling them that "your family and friends love you" hurts worse, 8/10times its BECAUSE of they're family and friends. Get a fucking clue! I want to die myself, and have for the last 8 yrs, tried plenty times, ended up in the hospital plenty, and a trip t hte pshyc ward. NOT FUN

sophie said on May 09 2008, 16:05 PM:
look at every one in here, all have problems and things, life is shit isnt it, im 16 i got raped and abused when i was 13 i met my bf, hes in prison now he loves me i love him loads like you couldnt never imagine but some times he treats me like shit and i just wanna die. but i no if i do that now then he will go back to being a alcoholic a druggy and hell never get out of jail im onli stikin life for his sake. i just beg any one that does kill them selfes please watch over please i beg you help me through please.

sophie said on May 09 2008, 16:05 PM:
if your gunna od then dont frink with it make sure you eat lightly and dont take them all at once take about 10-20 every hour else you will just through them, up. if you wanna kill your self properly get your hands on e tablets take to wate an hour for them to kck in then you can just stab your self in the throught or some shit and get it over and done with you dont feel fear or pain when you are on them..... i wanna die well bad and i cud do it easily if i wanted to its just that you gotta think of teh other peopel that you are leaveing behind make sure you are not leaveing some one that truely loves you. other than that any one on here that kills them selfes please find me and helo me through my life please :L) god bless all. xxx

darksnake said on May 09 2008, 15:05 PM:
i hear all of you out there. my father was killed in a plane crash last year, i've had multiples miscarriages and now i have two beautiful little twin girls. my husband abuses me verbally and mentally everyday and consistently threatens me with a divorce. i am on medication, and going to two therapists to zero avail--just sucking the money away. my husband has even turned our 5 yr old son against me. what is left of my family are self absorbed, selfish people who only care about themselves. i wish i would have been in the plane with my father. his death was instant, nosedive into the gound (failure to maintain a stall during training exercises). life is no longer worth living to me. there is no god, people don't really care about you having money or not having money its all still miserable--everything is a sham. i'm going to sit in my car in the garage with it running. a neighbor did this successfully in my neighborhood where i grew up. and its painless too. can't beat that. better than all of the blood and dismemberment the way my dad went. i am past the point of even caring if my children will miss me and leaving them with a complete asshole of a father. i don't care how selfish this may be. i just want peace and the pain to stop and this is the last ditch effort--nothing else has or will work. i am weak, i give up.

miss.teen said on May 08 2008, 12:05 PM:
if god did exist then why are so many poeple complaining about how hthey want to die and why they are depress face it there is no god he wouldnt want us to live with suck pain i want to kill myself truely i do/.

Death said on May 07 2008, 16:05 PM:
God is such an asshole I bet he dosen't even exist! Its just a myth how can anybody possibly believe in him there's no proof! To many stupid people on this earth.

mr.man said on May 07 2008, 13:05 PM:
u kno i popped 28 zamovie pills last nite n still managed 2 wake up. wat a liberty

dev said on May 07 2008, 10:05 AM:
hi sexy, it is really not good saying good bye to life. life is precious and nothing change with ur so called method of self killing rather face the challenges of life and meet all the obstacle to finish it forever.

Void said on May 05 2008, 20:05 PM:
HH, I wish I had ur courage. Tried again last night. Even got drunk to numb things. But as always I backed out at the last minute. I just wish somebody would do it for me or with me. I hate this predicament.

hh said on May 04 2008, 10:05 AM:
I am going to take the sleeping pills tonight. After everyone in the house is asleep. At midnight. I don't care about my life anymore. I just want to die. Nothing nothing ever goes my way. Just when I had hope that maybe it is going to be better, everything went wrong and now, the only thing I can do to get out of this miserable life is to kill myself. Too bad. There is simply no other option. I try to tolerate everything or pretend that they just never exist but it's too hard. So hard and painful that death will actually be a relieve. Funny isn't it. In the end, the only thing that I can do right with my own two hands, is to kill myself. Hahaha...See you all in hell. This is my last entry. Bye.

Sexy**** said on May 04 2008, 08:05 AM:
just as i thought things were getting better and i went back to school , things started again , i dunno wat to do , i got so angry that i nearly hit da teacher n walked out n didnt go back . its gettin 2 me , wat shud i do , ppl say just ignore them n others say hurt them back but nothin works ! help me plz

69 said on May 03 2008, 16:05 PM:
i cant take mt life anymore i swear 2 god and at school i got all the asshole wiggers and albanians fucking with me because im white. and the black people always threathen to kill me and when i say somthing 2 them they call me racist well guess what fuck all you niggers im racist bitch

hh said on May 03 2008, 10:05 AM:
I plan to kill myself tomorrow with sleeping pills. I am really going to do it for real this time!!! I am never never going back to school ever again. Mark my wrds. School is a vile and evil place that everyone who goes there to suffer and not to learn. If we learn anything, then it must be the great pain of forcing ourselves to do what we do not want. Screw school. To hell with education. With a piece of measly paper, what can one do? I only go to school for that piece of paper which only tells others that I study this and that blah blah blah...You think I want ot go to school?! Everyone hates me. No one likes me at school. I never enjoy even one second of my time there. So I am going to kill myself before monday. Any suggestions on whether I should leave a sucide note? I don't know what to write even of I leave one. What's there to write when my life is like empty, nothing I do is what I want or enjoy. My life is practically no life at all. What can I write? I don't think anyone will bother it at all. SHIT ALL PEOPLE!!!

hh said on May 03 2008, 10:05 AM:
mg Me too. Sometimes i just wish someone will suddenly pop up and kill me or run me over with a car. I'm so coward. I don't even dare to kill myself. Because of this thought, I deserve more to die. Everyday I am like a living corpse just trying to get by the day. My friends abandon me and now they are becoming enemies. My parents don't give a damn about me. I'm all alone in this world and no one, not even one person, care about me. No one will cry if I die. Maybe I'm better off dead. You know, I am suffering so much everyday that I just wish that really I should have end my life then when I was 15 or younger so my oain will go away and I will be granted freedom. REAL FREEDOM!

Poots alot said on May 03 2008, 02:05 AM:
Boo hoo my life sucks Fuck all of you stupid asses

fuck said on May 03 2008, 01:05 AM:
hate life im going out in style im stealing a car and driving until i die whoa is tht sweet or what. but srrlsy ppl please dont kill yourslef who ever is harrashing you or got dumped tell them 2 suck your left nut thts what i do.

mg said on May 03 2008, 00:05 AM:
hh i know exactly what your going through. but mine situation is sort of different, i have a boyfriend we have been on and off for about 4 years but this past year has been perfect until about a week ago when he got his car. we would skip school and just enjoy eachothers company but earlier today he got mad at me and pushed me out of the car while he was still driving. i scrapped my hands and knees and half of my face. i told my mom that i tripped down the sidewalk of his house. Then my mom started yelling at me saying all types of mean things. she doesnt understand my best friends dont even understand. i go to school with such a fake smile on my face. I really just want to end my life. there is no point in living. she tells me all the time to just kill myself that she doesnt even care. please someone just shoot me. i'm ready to give up

hh said on May 02 2008, 10:05 AM:
Sometimes I wish I had never been born. Then I will not need to suffer like now. My parents will have a better life. They are so upset and disappointed with me that they no longer care about me. My brothers think there is something wrong in my head and I should go see a doctor or what. They don't try to understand or accept me. What's wrong with the way I am now? Why can't anyone just say I'm alright and there is nothing worng withme. I don't understand those people around me, all they do is keep mocking me or look at me with weird eyes. I mean i never done anything wrong. I never hurt anyone. I just want to be just the way I am. Why can't they just see this? Sometimes I wonder if I never exist, will those people be happy or upset because they no longer have a target to make laugh at. I don't know. I'm scared. I don't want them to laugh at me even when I am dead. I wish I had never been born.

hh said on May 02 2008, 05:05 AM:
I try to tell my friends that I had always treat them as my dearest friends. They will not listen at all. They keep yapping about me this and that. I hate them. I hope they regret when they hear my death news. SHIT!!! I even keep a copy of their message which they blabber bad things about me. I hope my parents find it and show it to the public. Maybe I should include in my sucide note so they will know how bad they had been to me. They better stop talking behind my backs. Or Imay just do so.

hh said on May 02 2008, 00:05 AM:
My parents only care about my older brothers. Everytime saying they are smart, hardworking and good. Why do they never see my hardwork?...I try to be good! I try to be a good daughter. But WHY!!! WHY!!! WHY!!! Why cant they love me just as they love my brothers?...Why can't they see my good points?...They don't love me, don't care about me, and I don't htink they will cry if I die. They will be more relieved. I am just a existance that is destined to die. I am never meant ot live. If I am, then why I am feeling so pain now. Why is my heart bleeding and no one bothers to even ask me. I HATE EVERYTHING. EVERYONE. MYSELF ESPECIALLY. TO HELL WITH THIS WORLD. TO HELL WITH MYSELF. LET DOOM FALL UPON THIS UNGLY WORLD.

hh said on May 02 2008, 00:05 AM:
My friends give me shit. They say I'm weird and curse I will never make any friends for the rest of my life. I hate them. What do they know about me?! They know no SHIT...They think they are very good. To me, they are nothing, NOTHING. I'm never going to talk to them again. I don't want them at my funeral, shedding fake tears. They never care about me. Never ask me for my opinions and never care about my feelings. All they ever are about is how to make use of me and how to mock me behind my backs. I wish I'm dead so I don't have to take this shit. If they dare to show their faces at my funeral, I'm going to haunt them for life. JUst try!!!

hh said on May 02 2008, 00:05 AM:
I try hanging myself when I was 15. The pole was not strong enough and I end up falling to the floor. Once, I managed to hang myself in the air for like few seconds I panicked and struggled. In the end, I got a cut across my neck but nothing else. I didn't die and I even had togo to school the next day. SHIT!!! I hated this...I wish I kill myself then. So I don't need to suffer now. I HATE MYSELF!!!

hh said on May 02 2008, 00:05 AM:
I want to die. I hate this shitty life. No one cares about me. My family don't care about me. My friends left me. I hate school. I'm never going back. Now, I am alone and helpless. I just want to kill myself. I am going to try OD this weekend. Wish me success.

John said on Apr 27 2008, 15:04 PM:
I took 92 sleeping pills and and drank a six pack of beer on an empty stomach. Rushed to hospital got some serious help and anidepressants. Not telling anyone what to do, but I got out of the horrible mental state i was in with some help from friends and doctors. All i can say is fight what you don't want in your life anymore, don't fight to kill yourself. You want an end but if there is anyway to make that end be the shit in your life and not you and you life fight for that. Its the worst feeling to in the world to feel as you do, my heart goes out to you and I hope somehow you find peace. Please in no way do i mean this as a self righteous or condescending post. Lastly don't blame yourself for feeling like you do, there is a good chance it is chemical and circumstantial.

ab said on Apr 26 2008, 08:04 AM:
just gonna get to the point....So fast and easy way out? whats the best way thanks

Void said on Apr 25 2008, 15:04 PM:
KasaDeMorte, You know who goes to hell? Murderers, rapists, sadists, those people who skin animals alive. Seriously...have you seen how they skin minks? Those things are still alive when they're done with the process. As they are laying on the ground helpless and staggering, they are kicked and stepped on. Brutal man. I think those people will go to hell. I've done nothing evil or bad. If I'm going to be sent to hell just because I don't want to be a part of this f**ked up world so be it. What god would do that anyway? Certainly not mine. Btw if I'm wrong I guess I'll see you in hell KasaDeMorte. You can torture me all you want. See if I give a shit. In fact you can do it right now if you want to. Look up previous posts, you'll find my location and e-mail address there. If you are who you say you are then you won't hv trouble finding me. Come on bru, let's play, I'm done waiting.

KasaDeMorte said on Apr 24 2008, 09:04 AM:
Dying in any religion is worth the seven or three gates of hell, if you want to keep your pretty little heads on your shrugging shoulders, you'll stay alive and live through the pain by writing it out in a diary or drawing it out on paper. Otherwise I can't wait to see you in hell and torture you for all eternity.

hdz said on Apr 23 2008, 23:04 PM:
im tired of this shit i hate this life all i do is suffer im going to kill my self and wriiting a note of all the ppl that caused me to kill my self

SCR said on Apr 23 2008, 20:04 PM:
Hey guys in exactly 2 hours i will be killing myself. My parents are leaving so fuck the world. I hope i make the news at least. FUCK THIS LIFE

idontcare said on Apr 22 2008, 17:04 PM:
hello for all you who r still alive well do u wanna kill yourself the right way then follow the saine jump of a cliff XDXD have fun falling

grimreapa said on Apr 22 2008, 10:04 AM:
f&rk it just do it.. my last speech before my last one was better then this... miracles only happen every now and then keep trying youll get there ropes,belts, or water will kill you quick. ;)

grimreapa said on Apr 22 2008, 10:04 AM:
why did my post not come through

nicke said on Apr 21 2008, 08:04 AM:
life is shit, got people on my bk all the time for something i aint done, the only person that keeps me going is my boyfiend but in the week when i dont c him thoughts go through my head i dont care about myself i just want out!! no one would miss me but him, everyone but him would br happy. but i dont knw if i could do it to him what has he done but if he loves me that much he will b ok

Void said on Apr 20 2008, 17:04 PM:
Hell? I don't think so. I don't believe that's where i'll end up when I commit suicide. God is all-forgiving and compassionate. He'll forgive me. Then again I could be wrong. Time will tell.

JOSE said on Apr 18 2008, 13:04 PM:
Hi Selina ooxx. Thats the spirit lets hellp these poor people understand that killing them selfs isnt going to hellp. If you guys kill yourselfs you will just spend the rest of eterniti in the firey pits of Hell.

katZ08 said on Apr 17 2008, 17:04 PM:
I've been through shit, tried suicide, almost got my ass in a ward. People keep me from living my life the way I want to, and by doing that that makes me just want to end my life. I've planned on killing myself on the night I graduate from High School since I was six years old, and I'm still going for it. Best way for me to kill myself is to OD. At least i'll be happy when I die =)

preggerz said on Apr 16 2008, 21:04 PM:
i have tried so damn hard to fix things and i tried to kill myself last night by cutting my wrist and well all i got was driven to the hospital and stitched up and a long ass lecture which is the fastest way to die?

too much to handle .. said on Apr 16 2008, 20:04 PM:
honestly .. i hate my life. my family is bitching at me and everything is just going downhill since three years ago. my best friends at school are drifting away from me every day and school is just too much. in the bathrooms i cry everyday. i cant take it anymore. the whole world is hating me so whats the point on making the world worse when im there. might as well end it ... not like anyones gonna care ...

Charles Wireman said on Apr 16 2008, 19:04 PM:
MY life is horrible... dad died when 2,mom has fucking drunk assholes of boyfriends that call me pussbag and bunch of other shit.... i was smoking weed for awhile as a anti depresint from all the moving(moved 5 times). im 14... na school caught me with pipe im getting expelled and held back....... people constantly bitched at me, have to do shit load of work,im losing my computer tomarrow,cant talk on phone, and more. im killing myself tonight.. im going to hang myself with my belt. later everyone hope u guys have a better second life than a first =) enjoy friends.

Jodie said on Apr 15 2008, 00:04 AM:
Hi. My name is Jodie and I wanna fuckin die and I don't know the best way to kill myself. If anyone has any suggjustins or knows the easiest way to do it please email me at livininpain4485@aol.com

selina said on Apr 14 2008, 14:04 PM:
I'm runnin away cos i aint gonna get beaten up again or go 2 dat stupid school cos ive had enough , so im runnin away wiv my bf n my best m8 n never cumin back so u mite not c me again ... bye x

lost hopes said on Apr 13 2008, 18:04 PM:
its my turn to die.. but im still not sure what technique i need to use to kill myself.. ive tried taking an overdose which just made me sick and feel dizzy for a few days.. i just want to die as soon as possible.

chris said on Apr 12 2008, 18:04 PM:
stop being a bunch of bitches all u have to do is jump off the biggest building around u...and if u live in the country and theres no big buildings chances are u living in the country means u have a gun so shoot urself

i'm FED UP said on Apr 12 2008, 15:04 PM:
you know after reading all of these comments,im surprised my mind set hasn't changed. i was sent away across the U.S. to a program, and one of the reasons were suicide issues. i've been home since january, and it seems i feel the same way i did when i left. im so sick and tired of certain people. i really dont think i can take much more of this. im relying on pills right now. they seem to be my savior.anyone know of some strong pills that might fix my problem?

Just end it said on Apr 12 2008, 14:04 PM:
You know what? I just dont care, i got past suicide and am too lazy, no rather too uncaring anymore to kill myself.

Void said on Apr 12 2008, 13:04 PM:
Just tried to end it 10mins ago. Put the knife to the wrist but just could not push it. Chickenshit bastard. I think I would have the courage if i had somebody with me who would like too follow the same path. It's pointless going on. I no longer serve any purpose here. It is the right thing to do. Is anyone interested? I'm not sure of the method but i think between us we would figure something out. We'll have ourselves a nice meal, see the sights and then self terminate. I live in KL, Malaysia. If anyone's interested you can e-mail me at Vympel.66@gmail.com

Jodie said on Apr 11 2008, 19:04 PM:
I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE AND I WANT TO FUCKING DIE. I HAVE TRIED TO DO SO MANY CRAZY THINGS AND IT DOESN'T WORK. I HAVE PUT A BAG OVER MY HEAD AND TIED SOMETHING AROUND MY NECK IN A KNOT. I HAVE TAKEN PILLS. NOTHING WORKS HELP ME . IF YOU CAN HELP ME FIGURE OUT A WAY TO DO IT THEN CALL ME AT 1(803)629-7201

=\ said on Apr 10 2008, 12:04 PM:
I just tried to kill myself last night. My ex-boyfriend won't talk to me cause i did a pregnancy test. My dad left when i was 11. My grandad passed away recently. I was saved by a friend who stopped me. I guess right now wasn't my time to go. I have serious depression, and i admited to my family i was. I am now seeking help, and going to try and get through this. The only advice i could say is, talk to someone, a specialist most likely, or a family member who cares. But problems can be solved. There is no reason to die just yet.

omg said on Apr 09 2008, 07:04 AM:
i tried 2 hang myself last nite and i was doin it 4 ages but it never worked ! sum1 tell me how 2 die plz !

Pandora said on Apr 08 2008, 17:04 PM:
no money for a gun. nobody will sell a gun to someone with my background. Jumping off a high building? Try getting up there without security escorting you out. live in the city, no privacy or garage for carbon monoxide poisoning. haven't eaten in days. haven't slept much, physical pain keeping me awake. mother sending the cops to convince me to check into the local loony bin. as if three days of abuse and medication mistakes will really help. maybe i'll get lucky and just starve. isn't anybody out there?

Pandora said on Apr 07 2008, 21:04 PM:
ok so we all have the same goal, but does anyone actually have any ideas? No I really don't think nyquil will work although you never really know it does have an awfully sedating effect at relatively low dosages. however i would hardly consider it a failsafe. I'd hate to just be trapped in my body forever in a vegetable state.

kim said on Apr 07 2008, 11:04 AM:
lots of ideas so little time.....

justadeadbitch said on Apr 06 2008, 13:04 PM:
i really wanna kill maself. im just scared to cut and now that ive read all of ur posts i kno that nyquil wont work. cant hang myself,nowhere to do it. any ideas and quick please. i need to go like, now

:@n ::( said on Apr 05 2008, 15:04 PM:
i am so deprssed and jst wont my life 2 end!! wots the easist way 2 kill your selff??

arghhhhh ! said on Apr 04 2008, 17:04 PM:
fuck it world ! i hate this fucking stupid back-stabbing shit-hole and i cant stay anymore ! gonna do my hair nice n dress up , then take a overdose n slit my throught , dont care if it hurts cos i cant take this ! btw this is luke bishops fault !

enonimous said on Apr 04 2008, 05:04 AM:
i have tried to kill myself by cutting. i just CAN'T LEAVE THIS SHITHOLE!!

quino said on Apr 03 2008, 18:04 PM:
i just wanna die i hate this life

swiss said on Apr 02 2008, 22:04 PM:
i hate my life so much... on april 2nd at 11:11 pm i will end my life... im taking a massive amount of pain killers.. fuck every1 involved in life and ill see u all in hell

Uglyloser123 said on Apr 02 2008, 20:04 PM:
I hate my life

Pandora said on Apr 02 2008, 10:04 AM:
I love this message board. Not quite as many morons condemning us as godless fools. I'm 26,suffering from severe physical and mental pain daily, have no friends, hate my family, and obviously ready to get the hell out of here. I am afraid and alone but when I read your messages I don't feel completely alone. I've tried and failed and tried and failed, and instead of waking up as a vegetable one day from a suicide gong wrong, I need something better. When I was 16 my dear friend committed suicide and was successful..of course I wish he was still here and of course I think about him all the time even 10 years later but right now I want to ask him how he managed to do it. I know he used sleeping pills, but did he just get lucky with the number of pills and the lack of vomiting? What about taking a powerful anti nausea medication before taking the pills? If I take them too slowly I'm afraid I"ll simply pass out and wake up more pissed off than the night before. IF I take them all at once I will in all probability throw them up. I can't work because I'm sick, I'm home all day, and I don't think anyone should have to live the kind of lives that many of us live every day. My teenaged angst years are over..but I am about as useless and dependent as any 12 year old. I have no money for a carbon monoxide machine. What's a lunatic to do?

fork said on Apr 01 2008, 14:04 PM:
i´m willing to kill myself... i am 17 years old and i am already affected by sorrow a lot...i can´t bear the strain anymore...i am not able to handle life itself...i give up i once tried to kill myself by hanging but it didn´t work ´cause the strick wasn´t strong enough...i still want to die but i can´t work up the courage to commit suicide again ´cause even if i want it so bad i often think of aims i haven´t achieved yet...that´s pretty inconsistend - i know... and ,well, this might sound very pathetic but i need a good, safe and easy way to kill myself even though being a coward...any advice???

deathbecomesme said on Mar 31 2008, 22:03 PM:
there is no god you fools, religion is just another institution. If you believe in god you are a weak and terribly stupid fool!!

s@#$% said on Mar 31 2008, 19:03 PM:
i love this thing..it's my TOES and i lickit all day and night and..and i bit off the pinky one!! YUM!

hi said on Mar 31 2008, 19:03 PM:
im eating a burger right now

shewit said on Mar 31 2008, 19:03 PM:
GTA-4 4 life!!!

bye said on Mar 31 2008, 19:03 PM:
this is my last day im a goner g2g bitches

sely said on Mar 30 2008, 04:03 AM:
thats the same way i feel manicbitch but when you get older you wont feel like that cos you will find someone that you really do love and have real mates and everything , if u know wat i mean ???

Selina said on Mar 29 2008, 17:03 PM:
ive realised that you shouldnt let stupid kids mess up your life so i aint gonna kill myself im going to help others x

manicbitch said on Mar 29 2008, 16:03 PM:
I think i would like to shoot myself because i can't take living this way no more everyone around me hates me i just want to be loved and it will never happen

Gatorade said on Mar 28 2008, 16:03 PM:
nothing its wrong with my life really ... i just want to die because im bore of life there isnt anything that amuse me .... so fuck life . But i dont have the guts to do it, plus my family loves me and my girlfriend will suffer a lot ... maybe thats why i cant find a way.

Gatorade said on Mar 28 2008, 16:03 PM:
nothing its wrong with my life really ... i just want to die because im bore of life there isnt anything that amuse me .... so fuck life . But i dont have the guts to do it, plus my family loves me and my girlfriend will suffer a lot ... maybe thats why i cant find a way.

selina said on Mar 28 2008, 11:03 AM:
im still alive , ive tried everything , ive jumped of a cliff but got rescued , ive took overdoses , turned anorexic but nothing works , jose ave u got msn ???

selina said on Mar 28 2008, 11:03 AM:
im still alive , ive tried everything , ive jumped of a cliff but got rescued , ive took overdoses , turned anorexic but nothing works , jose ave u got msn ???

sdftgu said on Mar 28 2008, 11:03 AM:
i tried an overdose so many times , ive tried to jump of a cliff , not eating for ages and even freezing 2 deaf but nothing worked

flygrl said on Mar 27 2008, 11:03 AM:
what is the best way to overdose on painkillers? I need some help here. Ive been diagnosed with an incurable illness, lost my mother a year ago who was also my best friend, have had all my friends walk out on me because my life was too much for THEM to handle. My brother and sister in law are in jail for child abuse and neglect and not one family member has bothered to call or invite me over for any of the holidays in the last year. I cant conceive a reason for getting up in the morning anymore. I just want the pain to be over and Id do anything to be with my mother again. So. how do I kill myself, succeed and still go to heaven? I would be so much more miserable if I failed at this. I want to make sure I take enough drugs to do the job. No one will even notice Im gone. My landlord might notice the smell after a week....lol. Help me out here . Last think I want is a looney bin. Im sane and know what i want

Scotty said on Mar 26 2008, 08:03 AM:
C-town, You and I should meet face to face and I will show you who the fucking loser is!*guitar girl* If your out there,i would like to talk

C-town said on Mar 25 2008, 19:03 PM:
you guys are fucking losers dont just say ur gonna kill ur self,just do it you little emo faggits bitching about ur life acting all depresed and shit get a life you homo's

murf said on Mar 21 2008, 03:03 AM:
i think by reading these posts it helps ppl,as you read them you tend to see that even though your life is bad,there are people worse off,ive had a few days to put things into perspective and am glad that i didnt do the deed in the end,my friends have asked me to go for a beer with them today and then tomorrow i can chill in front of the tv,my wife is kinda talking to me again and that has made things alot better for me..i scratched huge cuts into my face the other day,now i feel like a complete idiot as i now have to go round the town drinking and am going to look like i had a fight with a wild dog.. Hang in there people and dont do anything dumb..keep a level head,and when your feeling down just post here..it helps to get the devil off your back,coz that is what it is ,,a damn dirty devil that is sitting next to us telling us shit that we dont need to hear,fight the demons they go away when you start thinking positive..and as tku says before me,there are kids dying in foreign countries with none of the luxuries we have..no tv no games systems no food or love..when i feel bad i just go lie down and sleep it off,we can all get ourselves back to were we need to be,its just a case of time and effort..embrace your friends and family..they will help you through all your dark times..dont kill yourselves,in 10 years time you could be married with children and a big home or won the lottery or anything..the world is there for us to take our slice of,just grab hold of it and dont let go...as they say MISERY LOVES COMPANY..i say LOVE LOVES COMPANY too..anyway peace out for now...murf

tku said on Mar 20 2008, 18:03 PM:
I felt like what you are all feeling too...but not anymore.... I fainted. and the first thing I realised after I gained conscious was....I am alive !! I was in Pain but I was happy, cuz it made me feel that I am alive. Feeling of existence in pain is a lot better than not feeling anything at all..... and another thing is...we need to stop thinking about if people know we exist or not....if people love us or not....if people hate us or not.....if people care for us or not.... I mean why should they????????? We need to care and love ourselves...and I think the only thing we can not live without is food and water....not people.....we can live without anybody...whether it be our girl friend or boy friend or parents or wife or whatever...we just need time...and we just need to think about people who are in worst conditions than we are in...I mean there are kids in africa who doesn't have parents, doesn't have food to eat or water to drink....nobody to care for them...they soemtimes look much better than we do...I think we over react to small situations...and are emotionally weak...I know I am...but in any care we need to Live.....and if it means doing anything crazy like talking to stangers to make your self known....be it....hang in there guys!!

sista edge said on Mar 19 2008, 22:03 PM:
hah, no one even knows i exist. i literally JUST NOW tried putting a belt as tight as i could around my neck, didn't work. xxx

murf said on Mar 19 2008, 12:03 PM:
well i spoke to her..she says we are done one minute..then we might try work it out the next minute..i wont go so far as to do myself in,who knows...i may have the winning lottery ticket in my pocket and die a millionaire..plus i got family that love me..my grandmother going to hospital in a hour..gotta try stay strong for her sake i guess...

Caro said on Mar 19 2008, 10:03 AM:
Ed, Is that what your wife did?

JOSE said on Mar 19 2008, 09:03 AM:
dont kill ur self!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

murf said on Mar 19 2008, 05:03 AM:
my fucking wife left me..all ive got here is my dog,and he doesnt know shit..i phoned her just now..she wont answer..if only she answer..it would be better for me..i just dug my nails into my face and scratched til it bled like fuck...i really cant be arsed with this shit anymore...i am fine until i try to speak to her...it frustration that does me like this..i need to see her asap..she says she cant speak to me atm coz its too hard to do

Anonymous said on Mar 19 2008, 04:03 AM:
life is just a curse god is actually evil. people are foolish to believe gods actually good after everything that happens to them.

Jeff said on Mar 19 2008, 03:03 AM:
Right now i am thinking along the same lines as y'all... i have looked up many ways to kill myself and failed countless times over petty reasons.... Now i am convicted of 5 felonies theft 4 misdemeanors theft, a DUI,driving while suspended, and now i am getting charged for wrecking my friends car while i was drunk.....Life is so tough right now i am currently basically an alcoholic and abuse pain pills everyday just to make life go by without feeling it... so any suggestions are welcome before my it becomes to unbearable....

tku said on Mar 18 2008, 23:03 PM:
Hey Guys!! Hope u guys are just hanging on....plz...do.... Guess what happened yesterday? I was so upset the day b4 yesterday, and was thinking about the worst things that day...and yesterday...I don't know what happened, but I fainted and found my self all bloody with water and all....called the cops, and I was rushed to emergency, and from yesterday evening...people and neighbours I don't even know came to check on me...I was surprised !! And my mom, who I thought didn't like me, was the 1st one to be in the hospital with me....then I realised what a terrible mistake I was about to make by killing my self...You guys...I thought negative and negative things happened to me...I almost lost my front 3 teeth...but the good thing is I'm still alive !! and If you think Positive, only positive things will happen to you!!

Sterling said on Mar 18 2008, 04:03 AM:
I want to kill myself too, but if there was a way for people to set up clubs or meetings for people who need help in their area,I think it would make all of us feel better. Who lives in southern California? Anyway, if anyone needs to talk, my email address is email.fiend@yahoo.com just email me with the subject "suicide" but dont email any attachments or I wont open it. Maybe we could talk through AIM or skype or something. Please email me, cause I am sure we can help each other. Also, this week is my finals week, but starting thursday Im sure I can spend time replying

JOSE said on Mar 17 2008, 11:03 AM:
Hey Kim dont kill ur self plz infact doesnt eanyone care about theyr life.

tku said on Mar 17 2008, 00:03 AM:
I was saying... WE have to fight this pain crap.... JUST DO IT !! day by day....start a day off with thinking I am going to LIVE, whether someone likes it or not, whether people, even our own family hates us or not, we are living becuz GOD wants us to LIVE....otherwise we would have already died somwhow....But we are not dead....because we are meant to LIVE......

vicki said on Mar 16 2008, 08:03 AM:
i feel better today yesterday my depression was just bad i just wanna say imagine all the pain your family will feel if you kill yourself i thought no one likes me but they do alot of you sound like you have depression you need help go to your doctor and he/she will help maybe by giving you medication or conselling we all need help im in a physcatric hospital im getting better though i have sucidal thoughts sometimes i will never act out on them now bcz i no its just my depression acting up i have been beaten abused and bullied but things are getting better x evry1 keep your chin up nd go 2 see your doctor you dont have 2 suffer like this anymre

ed said on Mar 15 2008, 21:03 PM:
vicki,i feel very same way, wish i could tell how to change that but i cant. .CARO, your husband will cheat again. guess 19yrs was of marriage was a wast of time for you too. sorry to you both my 10 yr old daughter is the only reason i am still here.

vicki said on Mar 15 2008, 11:03 AM:
I am in physcatric hospital with severe depression i am on medication but i want to kill myself. I have tried twice before but i really want im tired of this shitty life i just want all the pain to go away if there is a god then why wont he help me get over this ?? i am home at the moment i would really like to kill myself now i cant deal with this pain anymore ........... Everyone hates me what did i do wrong to get treated like this i just want a normal happy life but this is the only way out xoxoxox i will miss my family I love them with all my heart

Kim said on Mar 15 2008, 02:03 AM:
I hate my life, and I know many of you had said that, I've tried overdosing so many times, and i just end up not being able to sleep at all.I don't want to be here anymore & my mom doesn't understand me. I can't talk to her about anything. I just really want to end my life, I've tried jumping off my banister, and my mom has like pulled me back over every time i've tried, and trys to buy me everything under the sun, but it doesn't help I dont want that, I want to die. she thinks im just a teen going through a stage, but i really don't want to see myself in my 20's.

Jennifer F T said on Mar 14 2008, 15:03 PM:
before lol I don't know why the rest got cut off but any who I could care less because I'm sure a war is going to occur sooner or later whether it's the acceptance of mass suicide or the opposition thereof eitherway hope I made a dent in getting you all a conscience wake up and stop raping the earth and each other (emotionally and physically)

Jennifer F T said on Mar 14 2008, 15:03 PM:
heh I plan to build a particle mask and put some plastic bags over my head maybe even find a rubber band to keep it air tight..then nod off to sleep if that doesn't work I will run away and just die of starvation or something I'll definitely have to find a good hiding place - read a comment on here that made me think of my brother I'm sure he is the one that wrote it ..he called me a bitch and told me to go die..heh must be meant for me well I am going to make your wish come true I know how they feel about me they can lie all they want but a leech is a leech. All that any one cares about any more is money not people - how you get the money and how you want to kiss ass. You shouldn't have to kiss ass to work a fucking job sorry but that's asking too much there are people in this world starving to death, dieing of cancer, dieing of aids, poor bodies that push themselves over the limits and being blamed for every FUCKING thing. They say people have an all time high from death well I've felt myself as a figure of death for ages as I have a heart problem that will never get recognized because it's not severe enough I guess??? but I can say otherwise..and I'm sure more than Just I could say otherwise..all society is any more is a slaughterhouse - keep what they want ex off the rest. I feel like that ugly duckling in that story cept i drowned in a pool of blood =) well I'm going to die hopefully I know I should probably not post it on here but I feel like my soul was gone long before so what is the point now? I remember a passage in the bible saying how those lose their souls to save others - Judas Escariot was definitely a huge figure that got overlooked in that department..don't get me wrong I hate God and religion but it did have some common sense to it jesus did feed the hungry and help the hurting and sick - what the fuck do we do but butcher each other and complain so perfectly? If the world isn't perfect then how come it's perfectly engineered?

some1 upset said on Mar 14 2008, 13:03 PM:
i got raped at my old school and everyone is beating me up and calling me a prostitute what do i do

a spirit said on Mar 13 2008, 18:03 PM:
selina killed herself lol ! dis is he worst enemy and shes gone ... dead ...

szyqtl said on Mar 12 2008, 20:03 PM:
Does anyone have good links on medical facts for death. I need info on hangings, CO2, electrocutions, etc.? No guns! Least messy.. I also would like ideas on the best way for others not to find your body when the mission is completed. I don't want people to have to "clean me up". Any advice on these topics would be greatly appreciated.

Caro said on Mar 12 2008, 15:03 PM:
Ed, I know where you're coming from. My husband had an affair with a 21 year old slut. My oldest daughter is 19! He says it's over and he wants me but then he treats me like dirt whenever I get upset about what he did. And I just found out that the lies haven't stopped. I hope you're still around because your ex is not worth it. Easy for me to say. Hard for me to live it.

Caro said on Mar 12 2008, 15:03 PM:
I understand about wanting to die. I pray to God every day to take me. I think about killing myself several times a day. I plan out how to do it. I Know the best way is to shoot myself in the head and I have the means to do it. When I feel totally hopeless, I think about my children and my mother. I don't want to hurt them but at the time I feel like things are so hopeless I can't go on even for them. I try to hang on. Pills definitely would be the most comfortable way to go but obviously not guaranteed.

LOSERS said on Mar 11 2008, 18:03 PM:
You were given this life because you won a fucking sperm race - the odds? 1 million to 1. You are here for a reason, the things that don't kill you make you stronger. Although life can be hard sometimes you will always come through the other side stronger. There is always people here for you wether it be family or samaritans or even your next door neighbour. Suicide behind murder is one of the most selfish acts a person can do. No matter who you are there will always be people who cares for you.

ed said on Mar 11 2008, 09:03 AM:
how do people divorce and watch some other guy bring up your kids in your house and fuck your wife ?? the pain is too fucking much for me even moving cross- country would not help this. life sucks then you die. guess its time for me to finish the song....

****** said on Mar 11 2008, 09:03 AM:
i have lost my will to live i have lost everything and just think this is the best way out.

fredercik said on Mar 11 2008, 04:03 AM:
I'm tired of living my whole life I have been through hell! I don't even want to go to heaven or hell I don't want to exist I wish my sould and body where destroyed all at once I wish I was never born. I'm really considering killing myself because nobody gives a shit about me but me! Life has been way to hard after hurricane katrina and I'm not gonna continue to live a life of depression. GOOD BYE!

Tanner said on Mar 10 2008, 23:03 PM:
Perhaps I'm foolish for doing this but what do I have to loose. From my own experience I have found talking to someone who understands and who has been in my same situation is the best way to feel better. If you don't know anyone to talk to feel free to call me 24/7... 678-315-6633- You will be doing me a favor too.

Dave said on Mar 10 2008, 19:03 PM:
Tonight i am ending my life, my reasons are my own but and staying with me, twentyeight years of utter shite for me so far but no more from tonight...perhaps my next life will be better...here's hoping!!!

JOSE said on Mar 10 2008, 14:03 PM:
Selina if ur still alive plz dont do it plz!!!! I LOVE U AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U SO PLZ DONT DO IT *SMOCH* *SMOCH*

JOSE said on Mar 10 2008, 09:03 AM:
Hi Selina dont kill ur self it isnt worth it. u dont want to end ur life. trust me u know me I LOVE U WITH ALL OF MY HEART so plz dont kill ur self.

... said on Mar 09 2008, 06:03 AM:
never give up on life, you have a purpose dont destroy it

Ryan said on Mar 07 2008, 15:03 PM:
then leave your wife,look if you really want to die have a friend do it for you because I have tried to kill myself 3 times already and it hasn't worked yet. First I tied to slit my wrists but all that did was make a mess, Then I tried taking a handful of pills and some alcohol and all that did was make me sick, and just now I tried to shoot myself but I was to chicken because I was afraid of what my family would think. So if you really want to die just write a suicide note and have someone shoot you to death. Or go into the ghetto and call a black guy a nigger and you'll be dead within seconds.

ed said on Mar 07 2008, 10:03 AM:
sucks.. one kid loves me one kid hates me ilove them both more than my own self. wife says she dosnt even like me havent even kissed in years.i never hit any of them. im not a drunk.and even in a sexless marriage a didn't cheat!15yrs.wasted ! work my ass off so both my kids will have easier life than i had. maybe its time for me to drive my vette into a brick wall at 120 mhp.i even thought about buying a shotgun but i want to get it right first time.

Selina said on Mar 06 2008, 17:03 PM:
i think that is really out of order , its ok if you like girls aswell boys lala land . dont kill yourself cos of that , if they cant except who u are then they can piss off , u need sum1 2 stic up 4 u x im your friend bbz

Selina said on Mar 06 2008, 11:03 AM:
ive had enough , everyone at my skool calls me a prostitute and a slag and a slut , just cos i got raped it doesnt mean im like them things , im a nice girl . i took a overdose at skool 2day , i took 24 tablets but it didnt work and i just feal sick now , how can i kill myself ???x

lala land. said on Mar 05 2008, 21:03 PM:
i wish people didnt treat me like a monster just because i like boys AND girls. its not that nig of a deeal i dont think. but i get beat up like every week from it. and called terrible names. i cant take it anymore. suicide has been on my mind for a long long time now. i just want to do it allready.

A Girl With A Sucky Life said on Mar 05 2008, 17:03 PM:
Hi Im only 12 and I have sucky life at this point in time and I don't want to live any more.... First of all my best friend of 3 years got told a bunch of lies about me and now he hates me and my mom doesn't care about me and the my ass of a grandma gets rid of the only friend I have my dog of 4 years and my cousin is always hurting me and im homeschooled so my life sucks and I just wanna die but I don't know what to do....what do I do?

michelle said on Mar 04 2008, 11:03 AM:
ok enough. thats is i'm done. enough booze to have the balls to do it. thank fuck my guys a medic we have all sort of stuff in the house. So morphine sulphate to stop in hurtning then a shed load of sleeping pills hoorah no mare dramas

Selina said on Mar 03 2008, 16:03 PM:
i aint heard of dat bbz , where do u live , i live in kent , love u x

JOSE said on Mar 03 2008, 13:03 PM:
Hi Selina I Love U I wish I could See u In Person I Love U so much I wish I could give u my Phone# but I got my Phone taken away do u know where Coronado High School is? I LOVE U *SMOCH* *SMOCH* *SMOCH* *HUG*

Mike said on Mar 02 2008, 13:03 PM:
hey heres a lil about me !!!! my life is very borning and everday i hope 2 wake up dead but that just dont happen!! i love my family very much i think thats what stops me from doing it!!! But i cant be happy i dropped out of skool i only had 2 years left i cant get a job.... i was working on my ged..... but that stoped... My parents devorced n 2001 and my lifes hasent been the same i mean iam still young only 17 but u no life is 2 stressful and i hate it!!! Ive been picked on all my life at skool i love my family and friends but its just not the same i moved away from my family we all used 2 live 2 gether!!!!! i mean both my brothers and there gurl friends lived with us!!! I miss that but my mom is dateing a loser i mean a big loser he dont work he spends her money he's just a bad person i cant explain everything about him its different if u live with him!!!! He's the reason y my family dont c eachother anymore..... IAM JUST SICK OF EVERYTHING I JUST WANT 2 DIE...... Please someone tell me a way 2 do it please!!! My email is jlo_ja_rule12@yahoo.com

give me all you poison and give me all your pills give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill said on Mar 02 2008, 00:03 AM:
I JUST WANNA DIE SO SOMEONE TELL ME A PAINLESS WAY! Not a gun or a knife or jumping, because I know I won't be able to. I want to die quickly and painlessly. OD? ANd on what? Poison? Whar kind. galinda_elphaba@yahoo.com give me all you poison and give me all your pills give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill

broken gal said on Mar 01 2008, 21:03 PM:
im thinking of leaving home. if i walk around the streets long enough, hopefully a crazy murderer will find me and kill me

broken gal said on Mar 01 2008, 21:03 PM:
i've also tried to cut myself, but didnt go deep enough. i wish there was something i could buy from the internet that would send me to sleep and end my pain for good.

broken gal said on Mar 01 2008, 21:03 PM:
people who read these comments must think these people are crazy, but you have no idea what it feels like. i've tried to kill myself several times, by taking lots of different pills but i just end up waking up. ive also tried hanging myself but when i started to suffocate, i started to panick n freed myself. the pain you feel inside is undescribable, worse then any physical pain you feel. i just wanted to die because the pain had gotten too much and i just wanted to be free from it.

jaber said on Mar 01 2008, 18:03 PM:
i hate my shit useless pothetic little life.everything i do gets fucked up i have no friends my entire family hate me and my dad says to me i hate you wish you were dead all the time he said an hour ago i know he meant it. i am fat and hideously ugly no talent in anything and dumb as shit. im useless and wish i was dead. only thing thats stopping right now is my 5 year old brother who i love in the entire world. on top of that im a paki living in england. please tell me how to kill my self instantly but i dont have a gun??

Krista said on Mar 01 2008, 18:03 PM:
I need help by the way.

Krista said on Mar 01 2008, 17:03 PM:
Try having nobody there to understand you. Try hating your body when everybody says it's perfect. Try not being able to express your feelings to even the person you love the most in the world and them hating you for it. Try not even being able to look at yourself in the mirror because you can't stand what you see. I'm fed up with people judging me. I don't believe in God, heaven, or hell. Try having a father that doesn't give a shit about you and doesn't want you. I blame myself for it. I'm not perfect and I cannot live up to his expectations. It hurts. I hate it. Over dose on drugs is NOT the answer so don't try it. It just makes you sick. I am not a person you think would want to die. I look happy all the time, I smile, I make people laugh. Yes life does suck for some of us. I want to end my life, but I am unsure how.

Selina said on Feb 29 2008, 07:02 AM:
i really dunno wat to do , i know my life is messed up and its probally gonna get worse and i want my mum to be happy and she wont with me here cos i mess up everything , but i dont wanna leave her cos i love her , wat should i do ?

Selina said on Feb 28 2008, 16:02 PM:
my numbers 01795890789 or 07748596359 !!! love u 2

A friend for help said on Feb 28 2008, 13:02 PM:
I know that their's different problem is life but theres nothing we can to stop it, My mother died when is was 14 and now i'm 16 I got through it so what ever your problems are just let it go

JOSE said on Feb 28 2008, 13:02 PM:
Hi Selina I Love U. If its ok can I have ur phone number, and ur addres if its ok with u. I want to meet u in person. I LOVE U SO MUCH IF I MEET U IN PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO JUST HUGG U AND KISS SO MUCH I WOULD HOLD U SO TIGHTLY I LOVE U.

JOSE said on Feb 28 2008, 13:02 PM:
emit ur a bitch

Selina said on Feb 28 2008, 09:02 AM:
i meant to say if you boyfriend cheated on you ...

Selina said on Feb 28 2008, 09:02 AM:
if your boyfriend killed you sandra then tell him to go away cos theres plenty more boys and as for your friends , all my friends let me down and use me , i have one friend that has stole 4 boyfriends from me and i just forgived her , ill add you and we can chat , by the way does anyone know where jose is ?

Sandra Rong said on Feb 27 2008, 17:02 PM:
Hi everyone my name is sandra. I am 16 years old and i think i might kill my self. I am not sure how i will or anything yet please contact me and let me know something that will not hurt. add me to msn sandra_rong_92@hotmail.com my boyfriend cheated on me with half my so called friends and another friend killed her self right after 3 friends got in a crash and died with another friend hurt badly but she will be ok. Let me know you have any good ideas please.

Selina said on Feb 27 2008, 16:02 PM:
oh i bet u dont even like me like everyone else , oh well i give up i might kill myself on my birthday

Selina said on Feb 27 2008, 16:02 PM:
im alive and i love u 2 even though ur a total stranger , we cud be good mates , wat dya say ? ull make me happy as i ave hardly any mates

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 16:02 PM:
does eany body know if Selina killed her self. has eanybody heard from her at all?

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
I LOVE U SELINA. IF I COULD I WOULD GO OVER TO UR HOUSE AND JUST KISS U KISS U ALL OVER.

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
I LOVE U SO MUCH WITH ALL OF MY HART SO PLZ DONT DO IT. I LOVE U AND GOD LOVES U. MAY GOD BE WITH U.

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
I beleave that God sent me to this world to be a mesenger. MY REAL NAME IS JOSE AND I DONT KNOW U BUT I JUST WANT TO SAY I REALY REALY REALY REALY LOVE U LIKE TRUE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE U SO PLZ DONT KILL UR SELF.

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
I know im a total stranger to u but I LOVE U AND GOD LOVES U SO PLZ DONT KILL UR SELF PLZ. MAY GOD BE WITH U.

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
I know I dont know how u r but if u kill ur self it will just turn out worse I dont know if u beleave in Heaven or Hell but if u do kill ur self ull end up in Hell for the rest of eterniti. U wont be able to see ur friends and family and that is very sad. Selina u have to trust me on this one. U may knot know me but I am ur friend and I know what it feels like Im 15-years-old.

JOSE said on Feb 27 2008, 13:02 PM:
Selina if u havent killed ur self yet I just want to talk to u about this before u do it I used to feel the same way I dont have a Girlfriend yet I think my family hates me.

Selina said on Feb 26 2008, 15:02 PM:
someone has to help me , ive had enough , im only 12 and i wanna live in sum ways but then i wanna kill myself cos i cant take this shit anymore , im so angry i cant take this !!! goodbye

Selina said on Feb 26 2008, 15:02 PM:
i know most people wanna live , but they have money and good friends and a good boyfriend and a loving family , when i dont have any of that and ive had enough , this is hell for me everything goes wrong !!!

Selina said on Feb 26 2008, 15:02 PM:
ive had enough of my life , everything goes wrong and i aint lying , im gonna kill myself , but im gonna drink to much or take drugs cos then you just colapse and dont feel the pain . unless my life gets better by march im gonna kill myself and i mean it !!!

JOSE said on Feb 25 2008, 13:02 PM:
GOD BLESS YOU EACH AND EVERY ONE. AMEN

JOSE said on Feb 25 2008, 13:02 PM:
I was reading all the comments and I saw a comment made by ~angel from heaven~ I realized what i was about to do was wrong I AM SORRY IF I WERE TO DIE I WOULD RATHER GO TO HEAVEN THAN ROT IN THE LOWEST PITS OF HELL. MY NAME IS JOSE I AM 15-YEARS-OLD AND I AM TRULY SORRY. MAY GOD BE WITH U ALL BLESS U.

JOSE said on Feb 25 2008, 13:02 PM:
I want someone to rappe me and then kill me. Please I HATE MY LIFE I realy do. I just want to die.

damit said on Feb 24 2008, 16:02 PM:
if only they didnt push people so much that they have to kill themselfs in this world. the only atoppin me, is the fear of hell. mebey if things were like they were in the 50's or even 70's, people would have a chance tp be a happy and full of laughter and in love, but nope, the man had to fuck it all up. but all you realy have to do is say,"what the fuck!!!! am i gonna let some pussy faggot in this world make me kill myself? hell no im gonna show life that im gonnaa kick its ass and live it fully"

damit said on Feb 24 2008, 16:02 PM:
i had so much planned, i was gonna be a pro guitarist, and then i get all pissed off by shit gettin in the way of my bussiness. and im gonna fail school in about .... couple months and im sure as hel not gonna reapeat:D. so, how do i kill myself, and make it NOT so fucking bruatl? i dont want any pain i just want to sleep forever.

sammy d. said on Feb 24 2008, 11:02 AM:
i need help with the alians... please help me get them outa my head!!! 309-825-3439

emily parks said on Feb 24 2008, 11:02 AM:
i need a slow painful way to kill my mother 309-242-5475

sammy d. said on Feb 24 2008, 11:02 AM:
uummm...yeah dido with the ass prob. yall dont no what pain is till ya got one in ur assholes

Emily parks said on Feb 24 2008, 11:02 AM:
i got an alian problem!!! yall dont no shit!!! wait till you have a prob in ur ass!!! wtf is yalls problems??

Andrew said on Feb 23 2008, 17:02 PM:
i hate livng ive had enuf of the pain of depression , i cant this shit no more , im going to kill myself to soon , very soon, im going to take some piils and cant wait to get up the cemetary for some fucking peace, at last , fuck um all

i raped your mom!!! said on Feb 22 2008, 01:02 AM:
look al u stupid mother fuckers if u say ur gonna kill ur self jus go hangyuor self or get asshole fuckd by bout 6 blackguys and let then shot ur fuckin brains out HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!

yup said on Feb 20 2008, 16:02 PM:
um well i shot myself in the head last year and it didnt kill me amazingly, but now i cant move almost the whole left side of my body so if u r going to kill yourself with a gun shot in the right place

kyface said on Feb 19 2008, 23:02 PM:
Hey..reading all of this has made me think. Killing yourself will not solve anything. The best advice i can give you is to seek God. He will get you through anything. If he brings you to it, he'll bring you through it. Don't kill yourself guys. It's not the right answer to your problems. Trust me I know. I thought i had the worst life when i was younger. I tried killing myself in many ways. And i guarrentee most of you never went through what i did. I was abused physically and mentally, raped, torchured and disowned. Please kids..looking back now, i'm glad i'm still here or else i wouldnt have fallin in love and had 2 amazing little girls. I wouldn't trade for anything.

Broken said on Feb 17 2008, 20:02 PM:
For me I was just going to take a handful of sleeping pills and maybe some liquor. Because I cant honestly take the heart ach anymore! I just cant. I have the pain for my ex breaking u with me for someone else even though I was in love with him it was actually real. Also the hassle of my mom she pushes me and even though I have been through hell she still has the nerve to go out and call me a tramp and a whore when im covered up and On top of the the old memories of being sexually abused kills me inside and im always alone and I have so much pain going on I just need to end it...Goobye everyone...

Star said on Feb 15 2008, 13:02 PM:
Drink a Bottel of everclear 100 that should do it or jump off a bilding.

evan said on Feb 14 2008, 23:02 PM:
i was just kidding see a mental health expert or something constructive

evan said on Feb 14 2008, 22:02 PM:
if you really want to kill yourself its not that hard just do something that will work without a doubt like shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun. dont be dumb and end up hurting yourself just do it. its really not that difficult.

~angel from heaven~ said on Feb 14 2008, 21:02 PM:
I just want to pray for each and one of you. There is no point in killing yourself. By killing yourself you will go to hell and spend eternity there. So don't do it. All you need to do is turn your life to God, he will help you through anything and everything! I hope each of you read this and do as it says. Much Love!

Anonymous said on Feb 13 2008, 23:02 PM:
aright everyone is faced with challenges in life, your only test is how you get through it?? God only throws obstsacles to people he knows can overcome them, so relax. killing yourself just makes everything worse, once you do it, you cant turn back. and you people are obv. smarter for coming to this site, this means your not THAT serious and are looking for help. hang in there.

dan said on Feb 12 2008, 01:02 AM:
I'm trying to find out what the human euthanasia drug is that they use. I can't find it anywhere. I might order some. Let me know if you know what it is. Cheers.

Me Alone said on Feb 11 2008, 23:02 PM:
I am really interested in how much xanax or flexeril it would take to actually kill a person. Of course all of the people who have successfully done it probably will not be able to give me an answer.

asshole said on Feb 11 2008, 22:02 PM:
then why is your name zombie girl?

zombie girl said on Feb 10 2008, 00:02 AM:
DON'T DO IT YOU WILL GO TO HELL PLZ!! A LIFE IN HELL I BAD!!!!!! AND THIS IS A MESSAGE 4 ALL OF YOU PEOPLE!

zombie girl said on Feb 09 2008, 21:02 PM:
i'm going to kill myself right now. bye everybody, see you in hell!

ben said on Feb 09 2008, 20:02 PM:
so quiet when your alone. god knows how many beers, vodka, shnapps, wine and still i'm plauged with guilt over who will have to find me, moarn me and deal with aftermath. this has been the problem, caring too much, why did i bother. i've baracaded myself indoors and judy can't find it in myself to do it. i've got a sharp knife to the side of me and keep staring at it, why can't she of known. i have done everything in my power to show her but i'm just not important enough to her. i can almost see the blood belting from my arms but can't phisically make the move. somebody HELP ME PLEASE.....

ben said on Feb 09 2008, 20:02 PM:
i can't do it,want all the pain to go

No Ba Di said on Feb 09 2008, 16:02 PM:
my life is over.

i saw this somewhere said on Feb 08 2008, 16:02 PM:
"For God so loved the world that whoever believed in him shall not perish but have eternal life" John 3:16

=/ said on Feb 07 2008, 23:02 PM:
i was going to kill myself but i remember wut i would do to my family then i stopped and was thing if i kill myself i will be killing a part of my family so i made a choce i will NEVER EVER KILL MYSELF OR EVEN THINK ABOUT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOPE said on Feb 07 2008, 20:02 PM:
this is to R.I.P plz don't killyour self!! plz im begging you all of u!! plz!

R.I.P said on Feb 07 2008, 17:02 PM:
Fuck it this weekend I'm killing myself! Goodbye shitty world thanks for every fucked up day I spent with you!

HOPE said on Feb 06 2008, 20:02 PM:
i hope eveyone that is reading this right now will find themselfs

wtf said on Feb 06 2008, 17:02 PM:
u guys really shouldnt kill ur self i kno im not da best person 2 say dis but so many uv my freinds hav died im scarred cuz i miss dem so much my gurls cuzin died she doesnr want 2 live ny more had 2 convince her dat shes goin 2 b alright luv her 2 death dun want 2 see her go dont kill ur self trust me u will hurt so many ppl and might cause anoth deather

HOPE..again said on Feb 06 2008, 00:02 AM:
if anyone wants to talk..and has aim my aim is sassysesen

HOPE said on Feb 06 2008, 00:02 AM:
it's kinda weired to think that some of u guys might b gone.. u should think about your family and friends! u also hurt them..i noe because my cousin killed himself..it was hard because we were so close and he never told me what he was going throw..talk to someone...let god end your life..NOT YOU bless you all and for the people that already killed themself R.I.P age 14

HOPE said on Feb 06 2008, 00:02 AM:
i kinda weired to think that some of u guyx might b gone..it'a hard i think u should think about your family and friends! u also hurt them..i noe because my cousin killed him self..it was hard because we were so close and he never told me what he was going throw..talk to someone...let god end your life..NOT YOU blss you all and for the people that already killed themself R.I.P age 14

mikey said on Feb 05 2008, 12:02 PM:
want to kill myself but not sure if to or not and not sure which way is the best way and i lov my girlfriend and dnt want to let her dwn, but scaredcioz she will finish me anyway one day so maswell die now

Y... said on Feb 03 2008, 19:02 PM:
EVERYDAY IS A STRUGGLE. LIFE IS HARD..2DAY I HAD A FEW DEEP THOUGHTS ABOUT HURTIN MYSELF IN MANY DIFFEENT WAYS. ITS REALLY NOT MY 1ST TIME, BUT I'M REALLY SCARED..BUT AT THE SAME TIME I JUST WANT TO LOVE N MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE...HELL I WAS GONNA USE SLEEPIN PILLS..I GUESS FROM ALL THE COMMENTS POSTED...I GUESS I'M GOIN TO TRY..BUT..Y SHOULD I? I'M HOMELESS,JOBLESS, CARLESS,FRIEND AND FAMILYLESS,PARTENTS, AND SIBLINGS HATE ME...MOM SAYS SHE DNT CARE IF I KILL MYSELF..SHE BIRTHED ME, Y SHOULD ANY1 ELSE? I DNT HAVE NO1 TO TURN TO, MY SO CALLED BOYFRIEND IS CHEATIN ON ME WITH NUMEOUS GIRLS..I MIGHT HAVE AIDS.....I NEED HELP...I'M AT MY MOTHERS HOUSE ALL CRIED OUT..

dexter said on Feb 03 2008, 13:02 PM:
i was jus going to cut my balls off and feed it to monkeys

Lexxor said on Feb 03 2008, 13:02 PM:
Despite people crying out that suicide is taking "the easy way out" and a cowardly act.....it actually requires a tremendous amount of strength and will power and is therefore a very courageous thing to do....even more so since the only real ways to do it successfully and ensure death are sudden, violent ways, jumping, shooting yourself in the face, etc.

Dr Nick said on Feb 02 2008, 15:02 PM:
The drugs thing does not work. Took 24 paracetamol,then 32 the next day then 32 the day after. Its day four and i am still here. Might try the car and hosepipe method. mmmmmm sleep

rofl said on Feb 01 2008, 23:02 PM:
Hey guys gimme a call and ill kill you for you i always wanted to kill someone... maybe you will let me eat you alive who knows hit me up at greengiant21@aol.com

Lil Kis said on Jan 29 2008, 21:01 PM:
also didn't that actor just kill himself from sleeping pills? He took too many or some shit? I can't believe I really wannd die now....I was never this type of person until...what I mentioned before

Lil Kis said on Jan 29 2008, 20:01 PM:
also forgot to mention that ya know if I kill myself say there is a heaven and hell...I don't wanna end up in hell for all eternity ....ya know?

no name said on Jan 29 2008, 20:01 PM:
i can't deal with this shit anymore. i dont wanna be selfish and hurt everyone ive ever known but every part of my life sucks i may be a spoiled bitch but i can't deal with my sister talking to me like shit & my dad always playing fuckin games. im always wondering when hes gonna do what he was supposed to when he decided to have me. its his fuckin fault everyone i fuckin talk to is a fuckin psycho. he made everyone nuts. my sister is a big bitch and i just wish she would fuckin get out of my life. im so done this fuckin bitch should die. she doesnt deserve anything . she needs to live in a box and find out what life is.

no name said on Jan 29 2008, 20:01 PM:
i can't deal with this shit anymore. i dont wanna be selfish and hurt everyone ive ever known but every part of my life sucks i may be a spoiled bitch but i can't deal with my sister talking to me like shit & my dad always playing fuckin games. im always wondering when hes gonna do what he was supposed to when he decided to have me. its his fuckin fault everyone i fuckin talk to is a fuckin psycho. he made everyone nuts. my sister is a big bitch and i just wish she would fuckin get out of my life. im so done this fuckin bitch should die. she doesnt deserve anything . she needs to live in a box and find out what life is.

Anonymous said on Jan 29 2008, 16:01 PM:
Naah, tried dubis i just end up whiting, overdose im doing it 2moro in college cus in my house peeps never leave me alone

='] said on Jan 28 2008, 06:01 AM:
Wells i was goings to kill my self too i was thinking of how to do it but after reading all this i relised something my life is not that bad other people have it worse and here i am complaining about my life cause of what a girl and i want to go suicidal i think its just selfish of me to kill myself and leave all my beloved people in all the pain so now my decision stands i am goings to live my life to the fulliest and to all the people thinking of killing them self think about it is it worth it ? don't be selfish and leave everyone in pain have a good think about it before you do anything stupid theres people that care for you

Hopeful said on Jan 28 2008, 01:01 AM:
- the hell knows, if you are strong enough to kill yourself, are you strong enough to go into a college, take loans, study, get a good paying job, and travel around the world before you kill yourself? TRAVEL BEFORE ANYTHING!!! If anything, take out a big bank loan, go crazy, fly to a different country, abandon everything you know and change your own life or at least see something beautiful before you die... My plan, get rich, keep wife stable long enough to go to China and be rich over there because of the great conversion rate. Best of hope and love to you all, I am not really anyone, but I will see what the future holds as long as I possible can stand.

Hopeful said on Jan 28 2008, 01:01 AM:
I read all of your messages. I'm not really anyone important, but I recognize somethings, before you decide on anything major, might as well try to travel outside of the US if your old enough, it might open your eyes, to many it's true that after we leave this world physically, there will be no regret, but it seems that there is some hope if life if you think about it, what if down the road after this shit we deal with there is something that we find makes us happy, you are in America, where if you applied yourself you can at least obtain a job that gets you 50-60k a year, where you can after you are 18 leave everything you know behind, and make a new life somewhere else, where the only thing that's stopping you from making a positive change is your own fear. For those who are stuck, I have only a little experience, keep going, have you felt true love before? It's beautiful and painful, and hard to keep healthy. I'm 22 years old, married, and trying to get through life, don't plan to have kids because they cost too much money, but maybe will have one if I get in a career that pays well enough to support my wife to the point where she can do whatever the hell she pleases... look... its hard, but sometimes things that seem impossible for some reason we are able to endure, and if we can endure for long enough even to the point where we fail on certain parts, owe money, etc, we can still maybe find happiness... no one ever knows the future, your life may be horrible now, but who the hell knows, if you are strong enough to kill yourself, are you strong enough to go into a college, take loans, study, get a good paying job, and travel around the world before you kill yourself? TRAVEL BEFORE ANYTHING!!! If anything, take out a big bank loan, go crazy, fly to a different country, abandon everything you know and change your own life or at least see something beautiful before you die... My plan, get rich, keep wife stable long enough to go to China and be rich over there because of the great conversion rate. Best of hope and love to you all, I am not really anyone, but I will see what the future holds as long as I possible can stand.

skorch said on Jan 27 2008, 21:01 PM:
i am contemplating taking my own like but i dont know a fast way i wanna just lay down go to sleep and die i tried the car in the garage and i tried 40 sleeping pills which just fucke dme up for 4 days help? i guess?

finished said on Jan 25 2008, 21:01 PM:
life sucks if you know where your going then why not just go.

tired said on Jan 25 2008, 18:01 PM:
i hate everything and nothing. i wish that my life would end. and if i have to do it by my own hand, then i guess that is the way i will go. i just wish that i could die painlessly... would be a nice difference from my daily life.

claire said on Jan 24 2008, 19:01 PM:
oh and one more thing, if you have no friends and want someone to love you, well ILL LOVE YAH

moi said on Jan 24 2008, 19:01 PM:
wow why would you wanna kill urself. who wants to die? its scary. so basically i made up my mind. im never dieing. EVERRRR :D

claire said on Jan 24 2008, 19:01 PM:
HOLY FUCK GUYS DONT KILL YOUR SELVES! haha omg what a depressing website. PRO LIFEEEE

lo said on Jan 23 2008, 20:01 PM:
"For God so loved the world that whoever believed in him shall not perish but have eternal life" John 3:16

Steve said on Jan 23 2008, 14:01 PM:
Chist provides hope!

teresa said on Jan 22 2008, 13:01 PM:
well i do want to die but am scared and i really really don't want to hurt my family my heath is so shit and every time i get better something else happens i don't think i can take any more but even though am alway in pain need a way to do it whit out felling any pain as if i feel pain i will panic and want to stop but it will be to late i don't do drugs and don't know any one whit a gun i don't think i have the guts to jump of a building and am very tired of trying to be happy i wish someone would just do it for me can some one just tell how

JeEpErS CrEePeRs said on Jan 18 2008, 14:01 PM:
Krista i luv u so much and i luved u since the first day i layed eyes on u, im sry if its to late 4 me but i couldnt take it anymore,the guilt for how i treated u towards the end of our relationship was unforgiveable.....mayb u might have forgave me but i can never forgive myself......thnx for giving the best 3 in a half months of my life but thru the other 6 girls i dated i still cant find the girl with the perfect personality since u posesed it......i love u so fucking much and i will trade my soul for u to b my queen again.......im sry but i couldnt take it anymore

JeEpErS CrEePeRs said on Jan 18 2008, 14:01 PM:
my life has gone to shit i had a great life,a great girlfriend,and i traded it all in for drugs i might b an athiest but i pray 4 death evry day if i didnt take that hydro with this girl i met i would still have the love of my life back i love u so much Krista i wish u were my queen again i would trade in anything for u to be the only true love of mine if u ever find this i just want to let u know that i luv u more than life itself and im sry that i have to make this decision

JeEpErS CrEePeRs said on Jan 18 2008, 14:01 PM:
i wanna do it in the fastest possible way but i dont know how cuz i dont have any killer medication or guns around were i live help me find the deepest sleep

Killer King said on Jan 16 2008, 19:01 PM:
life is to good to die everything will work out u people need a life

Glueee said on Jan 15 2008, 14:01 PM:
Well.. ive been in some bad crap for about two years now and im on antidep tablets which where working [ or i hoped ] but things always get in the way of having a normal life. Ive cut myself be4 which helped the pain but it didnt seem worth it after. I always think about killing myself but dnt wanna hurt my family. People talk about shooting yourself or w.e but how many ppl have a gun in there house? lol i mean come on, just take like 20 tablets of everything that prob works. I Think im tooo scared to hurt myself even tho i wish i could OH and also punching the wall helps ;] Anyways the point is im scared, scared of what mite happen. If any1 knowz any decent ways to end drop us a line plz. Taa

Joe said on Jan 15 2008, 10:01 AM:
Hi, I want to kill myself but don't know what way is best. If I don't kill myself my enemies will torture me for God knows how long. I am really angry with my family for not believing me when I tell them there's people trying to kill me. Now I am screwed and going to kill myself. I reckon a shotgun to the head is what I will do.

the one said on Jan 11 2008, 18:01 PM:
Fuck it all, I don't know how many times I've wanted to die, sometimes I wish I could just stop breathing and have it easy. Lots of good ideas here, thanks all, and maybe goodbye.

the above message said on Jan 10 2008, 14:01 PM:
this is a close friend of mine i was talking about

10incock said on Jan 10 2008, 13:01 PM:
hello people.i cant believe some of the things on here i have read.i suffer from manic depression and i totally refuse to take medication i would not want people to know so i would sooner suffer and hopefully die i have been like this for almost 10 years im 22 now and life took a whole bad change about 7 years ago.i have came close to death i spent 6 hours at the edge of a train track with a bottle of jack and 3.5grams of cocaine i got wrecked i sat on the train track watching a train coming towards me at high speed and some people used force to pull me away from the track.i have not tried since i think of it daily i tend to be honest about everything coz i cant stand lying but i'm borderline loosing my mind and becoming dangerous.i understand your pain people but if u can suffer it

fucked said on Jan 08 2008, 13:01 PM:
im trying to do what my parents want me to do, a uni course. but its just not working. i cant do anything. im hopeless. it seems like no one else finds it hard except me. and i just keep dissappointing people.

k said on Jan 08 2008, 13:01 PM:
pls if sum1 out there wants 2 talk, needs a friend, im on aim..laprincessa215...mayb we could help ea other

k said on Jan 08 2008, 12:01 PM:
ive always had a bad life, & every yr it jus seems 2 b getting worse n worse. im so ready 4 it all 2 end. i have tried countless times 2 jus end it all, but wat can u do wen theres no1 2 help u, no1 that u can talk 2, no1 that cares? but i want a sure fire way 2 do it, i hate 2 try & end up waking up feeling more miserable, b.c thats 1 more thing that i cant do rite!

mel said on Jan 06 2008, 21:01 PM:
when will it all end i cant cope with this any more i still have dream and goals but the pain that i feel inside right now i dotn have it in me to go far, my plan is a nice night were i will get all dressed up put my make up on do my hair and sit there and take a whole lot of sleeping pills washed down with a bottle of vodka and never wake up,

some dude said on Jan 06 2008, 03:01 AM:
I wish i had the courage to end my embarassing existence

Britt said on Jan 05 2008, 20:01 PM:
Wow, this is an interesting poll

Constable Revist: said on Jan 05 2008, 20:01 PM:
Under federal laws you may be arrested for impersonating an officer, in which will not be tolerated under any circumstances. We are primed to search IP addresses, if this problem continues.

hi said on Jan 05 2008, 00:01 AM:
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Brittie said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
This is Constable Revist with the Colorado Police Department, if any illegal activity is, or has taken place with in this poll, such as the use of spy ware and/or use of personal information, the person's involved will be prosecuted under federal laws.

.. said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
If this is in any way a form of spy ware, or of access to information through illegal activity, the person's involved will be prosecuted under federal laws.

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If this is in any way a form of spy ware, or of access to information through illegal activity, the person's involved will be prosecuted under federal laws. Constable Revist.

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Who's ".." ..

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Who's ".." ..

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Who's "..." ..

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Who's ".."..

... said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's "WHO!??.."..

WHO!??.. said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's "I'M GOING TO KILL YOU".. Is that a threat!??

I'M GOING TO KILL YOU said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's "BRITT(LEAVE THE NAME THIS IS A WARNING)"..

BRITT(LEAVE THE NAME THIS IS A WARNING) said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's a "A THREAT, HMM, MAYBE!?.."..

A THREAT, HMM, MAYBE!?.. said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's "!?"..

!? said on Jan 04 2008, 23:01 PM:
Who's "BIG J"..

BIG J said on Jan 03 2008, 02:01 AM:
I TYPED THE FUCKING NAME "BRITT" NOW LEAVE THE GOD DAM FUCKING NAME AS IS!!!

BIG J said on Jan 03 2008, 02:01 AM:
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BIG J said on Jan 03 2008, 02:01 AM:
IF W/E DOESN'T STOP CHANGING THE FUCKING "NAME" BELOW THE WORDS "LEAVE A COMMENT" I WILL FUCKING MURDER YOU, I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN, I'M A HELL OF ALOT SMARTER THEN YOU'D THINK..

Britt said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
You can basically die from taking just 11 Tripple C's, I came awefully close, damn it didn't work.. Next time I'll prob. try 20-30 mixed with other meds such as an Anti- Depressent, than again you may just end up with severe brain damage, but.. it's still worth a try :D!.. A couple of days and I'll be doing it again, and it will prob. be a pain less death since you feel so numb during the over dose, and don't feel any pain at all:D!!.. It's basically the feelng you'd get on Meth, never have tryed Meth but others have described Triple C's as a much worse short term affect on the body, and mental state.. GOOD LUCK to any one wanting to try..

FUCK YOU said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
life is gay i wanna die i have some codein or how ever its spelled i hate life now because im on drug court and i been in it for 4 months and i only got 2 credits and i been to jail so i tried hangin my self it didnt work i tried drounding myself and i was goin to shoot myself when i went to do it i shot myself in the wrong place the gun slipped and then the cops took it from me now my other choice is to take about 10 600 millagram codien pills if it dont work ill get some help but for now im gunna od do it like me

WTF.. STOP CHANGING MY FUCKING NAME said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
life is gay i wanna die i have some codein or how ever its spelled i hate life now because im on drug court and i been in it for 4 months and i only got 2 credits and i been to jail so i tried hangin my self it didnt work i tried drounding myself and i was goin to shoot myself when i went to do it i shot myself in the wrong place the gun slipped and then the cops took it from me now my other choice is to take about 10 600 millagram codien pills if it dont work ill get some help but for now im gunna od do it like me

Britt said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
life is gay i wanna die i have some codein or how ever its spelled i hate life now because im on drug court and i been in it for 4 months and i only got 2 credits and i been to jail so i tried hangin my self it didnt work i tried drounding myself and i was goin to shoot myself when i went to do it i shot myself in the wrong place the gun slipped and then the cops took it from me now my other choice is to take about 10 600 millagram codien pills if it dont work ill get some help but for now im gunna od do it like me

Britt said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
Thank You!

Britt said on Jan 02 2008, 23:01 PM:
Ok, this is no game..

stupid said on Jan 02 2008, 22:01 PM:
WTF.. STOP CHANGING MY FUCKING NAME

LIFE IS A VAPOR!!!! said on Jan 02 2008, 21:01 PM:
Why the hell is the Name being changed from "Britt" to "LIFE IS LIKE A VAPOR!!!!!" and "Katie".. WTF!!!

katie said on Jan 02 2008, 20:01 PM:
Try it, it really works, especially if you accidently combine the Coricidin with an Anti- Depressant...

LIFE IS LIKE A VAPOR!!!!! said on Jan 01 2008, 21:01 PM:
Take plenty of Triple C's (Coricidin)found in your local drug store, it fucks you up so badly and if taken in large amounts(30 or so)will deffintly kill you!..

Anonymous said on Dec 30 2007, 19:12 PM:
i trie soooooo hard to deal with this life my parents take me for granted treat me like a fuckin slave and i am sick and tired soooo bye!!!!!!!!!!

d.j. tero said on Dec 30 2007, 19:12 PM:
LIFE IS LIKE A VAPOR, IT WILL SOON BE OVER ON IT'S OWN. ENJOY THE TIME THAT YOU HAVE. THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE THAT HAS LIFE HARDER THAN YOU. IT IS CRAZY TO EVEN WANT TO KILL YOURSELF WHEN THERE IS PEOPLE THAT HAS CANCER THAT WANTS TO LIVE. WE ARE HERE FOR A REASON. DON'T TAKE LIFE FOR GRANTED.

Should Know Better !!!! said on Dec 30 2007, 00:12 AM:
i tryed to kill myself in july of 07 i slit my wrists and took a bottle of pills just remember if your going to overdose make sure you do it because having a tube get shoved up your nose and down your throat to pump the drugs out of your stomach is a bitch i'm going to try again i think i might try hanging myself though you can talk to me on xanga my thing is xkillerxkatex

u said on Dec 29 2007, 23:12 PM:
Hey you all life is short why not try to do your best while you are here. There is plenty to live for. Besides if you do kill yourself it won't be long before you'll be forgotten. After a while your name won't even come up anymore.Times may be hard now but it is just for a while. You need to pray to the good lord to help pull you through. Remember god will never put more on you than you can handle. You just got to have faith. Thank god for the things that you do have, he always listens to you.

ya mum said on Dec 29 2007, 23:12 PM:
im 16 and im tiered of trying to hold up the tuff and my hole famliy always telling me im the one causeing the problems im not one of those people looking for attention im just sick of this corropt bs they call life. i wanna kill my self and i want it to be as pain full as posible just so i kno my parents and siblings will suffer i wanna make sure they kno its there fault if u kno a good way email me it. danieltero@hotmail.com

ya mum said on Dec 29 2007, 23:12 PM:
i just feel like noone loves me and this world is 2 hard to walk threw alone. please email me good ways danieltero@hotmail.com

done it! T.J.S.M said on Dec 29 2007, 23:12 PM:
To all those that want to kill themselves, you should be a shamed of yourselfs. I know life is hard,but you can always get through it. You should think about what you actions will do to the people that care about you.Killing yourself is a cowards way out. There is always someone that looks up to you it may be a small child in the family. Life is never so bad that you would have to that.

monkey said on Dec 28 2007, 21:12 PM:
well killin urself aint hard its just easy nd painful but it will work one of these days T.J.S.M

tasker said on Dec 28 2007, 20:12 PM:
i will hang myself ull c!!! T.J.S.M nd i wrote da 1 called conor 2!!! i will do it!

Wat da fuk said on Dec 26 2007, 23:12 PM:
i will hang myself ull c!!! T.J.S.M nd i wrote da 1 called conor 2!!! i will do it!

conor said on Dec 23 2007, 17:12 PM:
well 3 of ma best fwends hav killed themselves by hanging shooting nd tyin themself down in a pool nd drownin! ive tried it 2 times nd neva worked! ill hang myself nd it will work! im sure this tym!

life said on Dec 22 2007, 18:12 PM:
life is 1 fuked up thing im sick ov the constant shit wakin up every day thinkin y the fuk dint i die last nite well my way out is sleepin pills anti ds and hangin in 1 go fuk it cya all i aint comin bk p.slisten 2 2pac and em thetl show u wot route 2 take lmao

life said on Dec 22 2007, 18:12 PM:
Hey everybody. I think anyone wanting to kill themselves would be wise to wait until after the whole christmas period is over. Everything is so unreal and concentrated and stressful at this time. I've considered it seriously so many times over the years but have never carried it out. There have been many suicides (and an unsuccessful suicide attempt) in my family and i have witnessed what it does to those left behind. I totally understand and have (and do) feel the urge to just end it all. Fighting every second of every day to "be" and function in this crazy world is exhausting. Getting out of bed in the morning is often impossible. Life is a constant constant struggle for me and I empathise completely with wanting to end it all. But ending it for me would just start a horror ten times worse for my family. I know because I've seen what has happened in suicides of relatives. Just imagine, if we feel bad enough to kill ourselves (the most unnatural and extreme thing) why would we carry it out in the knowledge that our horror and pain will be transferred to others. That's what stops me. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I'm perfect and popular (!!!) I just know that no matter how disgusting and unloveable we feel, there will be people who will be devastated in one way or another by our suicide. I just would not carry out an act that would transfer how badly i feel at times to an innocent third party. Having said that....it's tempting. I guess I just accept that this is my lot and it's not for me to decide to cop out and ruin someone else's existence just coz i had a bad one.

Karenann said on Dec 22 2007, 09:12 AM:
How on earth do you not know how to kill yourself? Fuckin 1) Jump of a building 2) Hang yourself 3) OD on pills 4) Fill the bath tub and try to breath 5) carbon monoxide I could go on and on just do it if it is so bad. If you don't wanna do it then shut up and keep to yourself.

G H said on Dec 22 2007, 06:12 AM:
everyone that knows me thinks i'm totally sorted. All i think about, from morning to night, is taking my life. I just can't stop hurting, i'm so afraid that i will finally find the courage to take my life and leave my family to deal with it. Thats the only reason that i cant face doing it. How do you tell people you want to die without being carted off to the funny farm? I tried to tell my doc 3 times in the past year and each time i just couldnt do it. I feel a total failure and just want it all to be over......please help

bleh said on Dec 21 2007, 00:12 AM:
dieing is not worth it it just causes more problems with your family life will work its self to the best for you ! if you need to talk about things write me cotton14313@YAHOO.COM

ashama jay t the motha fukin legened said on Dec 21 2007, 00:12 AM:
dieing is not worth it it just causes more problems with your family life will work its self to the best for you ! if you need to talk about things write me cotton14313@YAHOO.COM

Frankie said on Dec 20 2007, 23:12 PM:
I came close last month, if my daughter hadn't heard me in the kitchen it would have worked. I ended up in ICU then the cardiac care unit then the psych ward.After Christmas I'll do it again, making sure no one is home or awake. The pain is overwhelming and after 9 years of treatment I'm worse, not better. How long am I supposed to try?

kelsee mishelle said on Dec 19 2007, 02:12 AM:
dis is 4 de ppl dat r gonna kill dem selvs... guys a very good friend of mine killed him self on de 16 of december 2007!!! he waz de nicest guy u could eva meet (if he liked u) he did cause i waz bein bullied!!! i dont know why all of u r doin it bt if u think u are distroyin ppls lives wen ur alive u are soooooooooooooo wrong... u distroy more ppls lives wen u kill urself.... i know dis prob wont help but please i dont want ur frinds havin 2 go throgh wat i went through (de funeral nd stuff) nd espesally ur mother she loves u more den nytin in de world!!! u mite not tink dat but its true!!! if u feel lyk killin ur self, talk 2 sum 1 u trust.i know its eser said den done but it really dose work. thanks 4 readin dis nd i hope it helps!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

shut it said on Dec 17 2007, 16:12 PM:
I am rolling with blah on that one.

blah said on Dec 16 2007, 00:12 AM:
smoke a blunt af dem headies and maybe u will realize that when ur high u jsut want to eat an ashama dub cheese wit lettuce and mac sauce not kill urself. then after u grub dat dub cheese go have a bongante and then roll over to the courts find ur boy frankie (thug live) he got that dust for u. then if u still want to kill urself try finding an antelope in the jungle, stick ur junk in her butt and fall asleep. when u wake up and u still want to kill urself then u should just call donnie, cop some regs, twist up a few blizzies and fall asleep. when u wake up if u still want to kill urself try to roll to the ashamers and play 1/2. if u dont cream it and lose ur roll then yea go cop a 30 cal and put a nice bullet into ur head. it works a lot better than anything else. fast easy no pain and the person who finds u has a nice 30 cal to rob niggas with in the north.

???? said on Dec 12 2007, 17:12 PM:
Take a shotgun, go the the local police station and start shooting cops. There will be one that ducks and uses his skills to shoot u and then shoot u again and again until you die. smoke a fat blunt while your doing this too and u will die high as hell. its got to be headies tho because swag is for people in mexico who like tacos for breakfast.

I lose said on Dec 12 2007, 17:12 PM:
poeple who arnt like me dont under stand....no matter where i go or how hard i try ...i am never happy....im done..im done with being rapped...im done with doing drugs...and being a disappointment to those who call themselves my parents...it end to night...and i will hopefully look down when im dead and see that my death today is tomarros remidies

dthdyh said on Dec 12 2007, 15:12 PM:
how the fuck is a NORMAL WORKING CLASS person living in the UK meant to get a proper gun? the best thing we can legally buy is a .22 or .177 rifle or pistol (that would give you a fucking bad headache). I would love a proper gun and so would many people. so you not give some fucking useful advice you asshole

the answer is...... said on Dec 11 2007, 04:12 AM:
some of you are stupid...how can you fail on killing yourself just get a fucking gun put it to your fucking head and pull the fucking trigger...you should end up with a bullet in your brain and that should pretty much kill you dumbfucks

blondie said on Dec 11 2007, 01:12 AM:
"the answer is......" -to- "i lose" -to- "kelly" why doesn't the name stay the same as i enter it????????

Kelly said on Dec 10 2007, 22:12 PM:
good for you. i always fantasize about topping my self, have done for years but for no reason..... my ex-girlfriend (to whom i was with for 4 years) was raped by her 2 brothers several times before she met me. she's a bit screwy in the head but not suicidal.... i cant work this one out. can you????

wait said on Dec 10 2007, 16:12 PM:
hanging self this weekend wish me luck

I lose said on Dec 10 2007, 15:12 PM:
death. yes, there are family and friends that will be hurt. thinking about them and imagining your own funereal is upsetting but you wont be there... you'll be dead... the best way to go is to get a car(preff a big v8 but any would do), some tape and a hosepipe. do i need to say any more? the chances are you know some one with a car (parents or friends) and all you'll need to do is get thire keys.

jimmy said on Dec 09 2007, 01:12 AM:
after reading this page i am deciding against suicide...permanent fix to temporary problems...plus there is no good way to do it

me said on Dec 08 2007, 22:12 PM:
I am sitting here wondering what could possibly be so wrong in ur life that u wanna die? It hurts so much to see how many people out there just wanna die. My friend killed herself in October and every day hurts for ME now.I only hope that you start realizing how many people out there love you and care for you and are willing to help you if u only ask for it. Take care of yourself. When you get down, think of fun and happy memories, think of the sun on your face, your siblings laughing, the rain on your skin, the wind in your hair.Flowers blossiming. So many things to live for.Whatever is so wrong can be fixed, it just takes courage and strength with love and help.Please do not kill urself, u end up hurting so many others even if u don't realize it.Use ur head this once and think of the ones that love u.Don't be selfish.

Lost coward said on Dec 08 2007, 00:12 AM:
The only problem is that you may kill others that enter the room. so at least post a warning sign.

Mom said on Dec 07 2007, 23:12 PM:
I agree with "the answer is......" at 11/28/07 6:54 pm Carbon monoxide. I think it is almost perfect. It just makes you dizzy and natious and then you die if no one finds you before then.

BossBoy said on Dec 07 2007, 20:12 PM:
hey jimmy i think before you kill your self leave your shit of a b/f pray and ask god to help you seem's wierd but i know he is there waiting on you when you pray he will show you the path just trust you already no in side you deseve more from your life and you will get it.

fgdsfg said on Dec 07 2007, 06:12 AM:
doesn't anyone seem to know that overdose on pills is painful, it fuking hurts.

Jimmy said on Dec 06 2007, 00:12 AM:
Im tired of my abusive boyfriend I have nothing to look forward to but more verbal asault and him hurting me He pulls guns on me and threatens to kill me himself and my dog i dont have enough education to do anything but work at some shity store or be a whore I cant keep a job no matter how hard I try not to let my self down i allways do I allways flake out on my self I wanna die I wanna stop waisting space I cant even cook good im useless and when im not prety any more I will be pointless as well I hate my skin and my voice and the way I break down and cry so easy I hate that im just like my mother who disgusts me with her stupidity on a regular basis I hate so many things and the only thing I love makes me hate him more and more every day I would kill my self but im to much of a coward im so disgusting maybe one day we will all be free of me that will be my contribution to the world God help me

JEFF said on Dec 05 2007, 19:12 PM:
You guys really need to step back and think about wanting to die. My son killed himself Dec 1 2007. He left people behind that really love him and our hearts have a hole that can never be repaired. Its not worth it, Keep your head up and run not walk to find someone you can talk to. Today may feel like shit" mostly when you are young and you can't see what tomorrow brings ". Just remembers their someone who loves you, and would be lonely with out you.

just me said on Dec 04 2007, 09:12 AM:
lots of words. wow. neat-o!

Alex said on Dec 03 2007, 20:12 PM:
i think i might take my life this weekend i just want to get all of this shit over with !!!!!!!!

fuck knows said on Dec 03 2007, 13:12 PM:
i jus wna die im tired of fukin life taking all my happiness away, im tired of being sexually harrased and being black mailed y cant God see anything, y cant he stop all these things happening to me or y dnt he jus kill me!!!!!!1

fuck life said on Dec 02 2007, 22:12 PM:
tried gun in mouth bullet never fired felt better wanna die again

ivonna said on Dec 02 2007, 20:12 PM:
I hate my life.. I just wanna die.. ? Maybe someone could killl me!?

The Bliss of Death said on Nov 30 2007, 07:11 AM:
i am a very happy person. i'm 17. i liv in Australia. in a beautiful suburb. have great friends. nothing is wrong with my life. i want to die... in front of my key board is two syringes filled with ammonia and a packet of sleeping pills i plan to die when my clock hits 12 and i will... i feel no regret. why die sad when you can live a life of brilliance and die at its peak. there is no god, and most of us know this this fact. so when i die i will know i'm happy. i am dieing for no one and because of no one. alot of people think that if they die they will look down and see the suffering of those which hurt them. this is fallacy. i die only to fulfill the wonder full life i have led. good night all. it is not death but life which most people do fear.. man freely taketh yet he does not giveth back ... sweet dreams mine will be bliss...

me said on Nov 28 2007, 20:11 PM:
i pray that God gives you ALL the strenght to go on! When you get over the pain you will renew your strenght and be stronger. Have faith in yourself and God. prayer...and when i say prayer i really will be praying for you all.

the answer is...... said on Nov 28 2007, 18:11 PM:
carbon monoxide.

JoJo said on Nov 28 2007, 00:11 AM:
I cant seem to see the lights either there is no way my life will change. in 3 days i will be homeless my ex-fiance broke up with me because he is was fucking a girl at work and she got PG and is now moving in i am on the streets in Northern WI is 20 degrees outside to kill myself all i have to do is go to sleep i'll be frozen by morning anyway i have no family my jobs a joke i'm just using resources the world can't spare so someone tell me whats the point

lost said on Nov 27 2007, 03:11 AM:
I’m tired so tired… I lived my life for my son and he treats me like shit. I’m tired I want to sleep. I want to fall asleep and never wake up. This is something I been wanting to do for a long time. I’m tired of leaving I want to sleep and never wake up. I’m ready to go.

One Love said on Nov 27 2007, 02:11 AM:
I found This To Be Of Much Help, Good Bye All

anno said on Nov 26 2007, 20:11 PM:
Everyday is unbearable. Nothing seems to go right. I just can't seem to catch a break. I tried turning to God and nothing. I just want to know the least painful way of doing it?

beaten said on Nov 26 2007, 16:11 PM:
i used to so good at picking myself up....now i dont know how to. Everyday is hard, from begining to end. I just want it over with. Need advice on easiest way to go...

Anonymous said on Nov 26 2007, 05:11 AM:
What if you don't have sleeping pills? What can work that's easy?

Lee-roy said on Nov 22 2007, 19:11 PM:
help me 2 this is my last cry out to world ! if u want to find me b4 its too late my address is 4 manergrove / wigan / england / post code is wn50bw

pathetic said on Nov 22 2007, 13:11 PM:
help

the BABY said on Nov 22 2007, 12:11 PM:
I have nothinh to livr for if i fail school.. im extra in my family everyone thinks im crazy so why not end my life and free my family from my crazyness.. I just need to know how, whats the fastest way

used 2 have everything n now i got nothing said on Nov 22 2007, 01:11 AM:
whatever I have not done anything because I can't imagine what it would do to my Mom and my family. I can't stand getting up every morning. I don't like to go to sleep because I don't want to get up. How dumb does that sound. Why do we all feel like this? I can't stand it anymore. I am a disappointment to everyone. hi m8. this is exactly how i feel too. i'm so glad i'm not alone in feeling like this. i thought i was weird but now i know it's normal. thanks. this msg has given me motive! peace out

graham said on Nov 19 2007, 17:11 PM:
ya im officially homeless in 2 hours and 10 minutes. i hate my body, i hate money, i hate everything about this society. time to go drown myself peace guys

rob said on Nov 19 2007, 05:11 AM:
death gonna be easy cus life is hard it have u mentally,emotionly an phyicaly scarred

Zshanette said on Nov 15 2007, 16:11 PM:
Why do we live, and then want to die? Why do we make a standard people have to live up to in order to be loved, (i.e. tall skinny super models) I feel everyones pain, dont listen to the jackasses like "that one guy"

that one guy said on Nov 12 2007, 18:11 PM:
wow, you guys are fucked up, you should really be trying harder to end your lives because this is sad. how the fuck cant you kill yourself? anyone want help? i will push you off a building.

zar said on Nov 10 2007, 20:11 PM:
i fucking suck at life. Ive tried killing myself soo many times and failed! help me find a way to do it, please!!

jordan said on Nov 10 2007, 19:11 PM:
hahahahahhahahahhahahahahahhahahahaha im bleeding all over the fucking place... i feel dizzy...took too many pills...goodbye

kim d aka kimpossible said on Nov 10 2007, 09:11 AM:
i will not live another 14 days as soon as i get my mom back from Idaho I WILL HANG MYSELF Nobody can cut me down this time like my husband did.i was born to live a life of pure hell if i wrote a book on my life you'd beg me to kill myself. I LOVE MY MOM AND FAMILY SOOO MUCH BUT I DON'T BELONG WITH THEM AND THEY DON'T DESERVE MY SHIT. JANET AND HER FAMILY ARE MY FAMILY TOO AND I LOVE THEM SOO MUCH, I JUST CAN'T GO ON. GOD PLESE FORGIVE ME I HAVE TRIED TO KEEP GOING. SO I BEG YOUR FORGIVENESS.

the eternal said on Nov 09 2007, 11:11 AM:
Dear people, with a drug or medication overdose there is a big chance of survival, if seen it so many times, it doesnt work, and when your on the dope or medication its even harder to die from it. A way to be shure, is to hang yourself, with a strong rope, or belt or something. stand on something high so your body falls like a quarter of a meter or more. Then its almost certain that your neck wil break and your instantly dead. Its me second favorite. My favorite is to buy a gun, and shoot yourself with it. if you dont die instantly from the bullit you wil die from your brain swelling that happends becouse of the bullit. Just saved enough money to buy a baretta, so wont be long now. Greetings to you all, and good luck in whatever you decide to do

elicia said on Nov 05 2007, 16:11 PM:
4 people in the past 2 years i have known have fucking died. 2 of em were suicides. it fucking kills me to know i cant get to know em better, and that i cant ever see them again. My life is shit. Im on 14 years old, my mom and dad are divorced, they hate me, i am always moving, being called a whore, people are making fun of me cos im fat. i always feel alone, music is no longer helping me with my problems. i cant go on antidepressants, my mom wont lemme. Every one i vare about, are slowly dying off, and i cant talk to em about this, cos it would juts make things worse for them...so i juts hold it all in, and im running out of room, im gonna crack, and scince the sleeping pills dont work...what would be a way that would be painless.....and fast.

somone said on Nov 02 2007, 15:11 PM:
what would happen if i took 48 tylenol pm's?? I don't want to do it if it's not going to work... If I do it I want it to work....

Someone said on Nov 02 2007, 15:11 PM:
I took 4 tylenol and all i got was a damn stomach ache.

$3BBa said on Oct 30 2007, 09:10 AM:
MAAAAN. LIFE IS A PAIN IN THE ASSSSS! BUT, U JUS GOTTA LET LIFE TAKE IT'S PATH IT GOD DAM SUX. BUT TRY HANG IN THERE :(

die said on Oct 28 2007, 02:10 AM:
i want to die and my mom wants to kill

xandria said on Oct 27 2007, 19:10 PM:
aw crap so much for my idea of oding on benadryl , geez if the vicodin, and the xanax and flexoril combo didnt work what the hell is benadryl gonna do. Damn but the bottle does have 400 i might still have a shot.

this is how you do it. said on Oct 26 2007, 13:10 PM:
i wanna die too, but im a chickenshit so ima tell you guys how to do it. alot of you said that you took a shit load of pills at once... thats where you went wrong, medication like that has other shit in it to prevent over dose. your body reacts when you take too much and you throw up, thus getting it out of your system and not dieing. you have to take like 5 every 45 mins, that way you wont throw up in your sleep! you will just.... not wake up..... me im still not sure whether or not i wanna do it but its comforting to know that i can. life sux.

dead end town said on Oct 24 2007, 16:10 PM:
i was thinking that the most fool proof way to go for me would be to go to our lake, and go to the long dock, because the water is like thirty feet off that dock. tie some fucking big cement block to my feet and throw it off. you can't really fuck that one up. anybody think that's a decent plan because overdosing doesn't sound like it works that well.

Becca said on Oct 24 2007, 15:10 PM:
It scares me a bit to think that some of these people may be dead. to be honest this site hasnt helped me with HOW Just makes me glad to know im not on my own if any of you read this im here for ya

$JDAWG$ said on Oct 24 2007, 07:10 AM:
I pray 4 u all...this page is stright out of line....

derek said on Oct 23 2007, 21:10 PM:
suprised the keyboard is working with allgn th blood oin it. cut the wristsss, goddby

Anonymous said on Oct 13 2007, 12:10 PM:
DON'T LET THEM WIN!

lilly said on Oct 13 2007, 12:10 PM:
I haven't done anything im scared, but i want to so bad. Considering whats happend in my life iv done quite well for myself (well thats what people think) yer i hav a job and my own place, but i hav to live wiv the memories of my life as i was groing up. I use to feel sorry for myself but now i just hate myself. I should hav stoped it. i should hav killed myself when i first thought to, when i was first touched and told i was not wanted. goodluck to you all. it is hard but the main reason why im still here is, i don't want them to WIN!

fucking loser said on Oct 13 2007, 12:10 PM:
want it to be over as soon as possible. life is to hard for me or maybe im to weak. cant bear the pain and emptyness anymore

whatever said on Oct 09 2007, 22:10 PM:
I have not done anything because I can't imagine what it would do to my Mom and my family. I can't stand getting up every morning. I don't like to go to sleep because I don't want to get up. How dumb does that sound. Why do we all feel like this? I can't stand it anymore. I am a disappointment to everyone.

letstat said on Oct 08 2007, 13:10 PM:
yeah this is the last thing i will wright 20 xananx and goingg to thee car to sit in the garage thought i would say goodbye i wont be found for a few dayss

drjdoemd said on Oct 07 2007, 22:10 PM:
this weekend i took 30 xanax and 30 flexeril, needless to say im still here. just slept for 2 days. on to the next option. ive always thought suicide by cop would be the best. fuck em. they need the practice anyway im sure.

drjdormd said on Oct 07 2007, 21:10 PM:
I took 120 valium at once. all i got was a 48 hour trip to the nut house. next time ill be more prepared. who would have guessed 120 wouldnt do it? i was just angry as a motherfucker for a few days.

no one said on Oct 06 2007, 23:10 PM:
the heartach herts the most and sleeping pills dont work i already tryed 10 to be exact

hollow girl said on Oct 06 2007, 15:10 PM:
i wish every1 the best! but plz think twice b4 doin anything. its hard livein this fuckin life trust me i know. i have lived a very fucked up life!!! but sometimes u just have 2 live with it and let god choose when u die.u just got to have a little hope in u and never give up. think about ur loved ones would u ever want them to take her or his life i dont think so!!and 4 the ppl like me that dont have any live to find some!!

[cat woman] said on Oct 05 2007, 12:10 PM:
FUCKKKKKK iTTTTT LETS JZ ALL DO iiiiTT!!! TiREEDDD OF WANTiiiiNNN TO BE P3R3CT!!!!!

whatever said on Oct 02 2007, 18:10 PM:
So do be silly, what are you doing in this page to say take a step back. You ovbiously don't understand how these people feel Stupid

do be silly said on Oct 02 2007, 16:10 PM:
you do need 2 kill yourself take a step back and think about what you need 2 do about it.

jazzy said on Oct 01 2007, 12:10 PM:
Death is plan b. and that's comforting to know i guess, for now we have to battle on with plan a whatever that may be. The people that love me don't deserve to find my body.

keely said on Sep 24 2007, 15:09 PM:
im keely i no how ever1 feels i wish i was dead at first i was sceard but the pain i feel everyday is worse ive been raped ive be abused everything goes wrong in my life n now i just wanna say i love every1 but i wish u wud all die who av hurt me im soory for every thing ive done but in a min im gonna take an overdose if that dnt work im gunna hang myself eithr way im a gonna BYE

Anonymous said on Sep 21 2007, 18:09 PM:
WE NEED PEACE IN THIS WORLD!

Lava #16 said on Sep 21 2007, 18:09 PM:
Supppp, people i feel really depressed myself but i aint gonna try and killmyself, cuzzz i know things will always get better. Later people!

me said on Sep 18 2007, 15:09 PM:
i hate mysef more with every passing moment and wish that heart would explode. i dont deserve 2 die due to the fact i am so worthless. i derseve every tiny drop of self loathing i experience stronger and stronger every second.

Kitten said on Sep 18 2007, 06:09 AM:
I am also wondering why my life is so up to sh...t. Why is everything so wrong? What's the best way to end your life on earth?

CoCo said on Sep 14 2007, 14:09 PM:
Why does my life suck sooo bad. what did i do to deserve the pain that i go through everyday? nobody understands what it feels like to go to sleep every night and pray that you dont wake up.

CoCo said on Sep 14 2007, 14:09 PM:
Why does my life suck sooo bad. what did i do to deserve the pain that i go through everyday? nobody understands what it feels like to go to sleep every night and pray that you dont wake up.

leljnfilne said on Sep 12 2007, 17:09 PM:
u all r soooooo sad and need 2 get a life

Shadow said on Sep 08 2007, 16:09 PM:
Yall juss nedda smoke a blunt an ez da pain away..

Kermalian said on Sep 06 2007, 01:09 AM:
BTW Eric Wade, reppin that OHS okemos high school shieeet. west side.

Kermalian said on Sep 06 2007, 01:09 AM:
I actually just took 40 vicodins that i got off of Eric Wade, he sells that good shit. Should be dying soon, fairwell.

nikolina said on Sep 05 2007, 04:09 AM:
i havent tried it yet but am seriously considering it.the only problem is that i am chickenshit. i wish i could just stop breathing.i wish a thunder would hit me split me open that would probably be the best way to go about it.

brittany said on Sep 04 2007, 10:09 AM:
i've tried also ... i took like 30 pillz ... and drunk plenty of cough surp to make sure i was a goner but unfortunately i opened my eyez the next morning ... i was so close to dying *like seriously* iono why im still not dead ... but since that didn't work i want to know another way to kill myself for sure!

wa3d said on Jul 01 2007, 17:07 PM:
i want some one 2 kill me

kiersten said on Jul 01 2007, 00:07 AM:
yeah, i tried, i failed. so what do i do? try again. oringinally i took about 60 or so pills, which was enough for about 30 days or so. i expected to die. i waited and waited, all i end up with was heavy breathing, fast heart rate, and one damn migraine. oh and a side order of creepies when the police arived and found out because i was suicidal and missing i had all of the mesa poppo dept looking for me. i think that was scarier then dying itself. so i need to try again. but what to do.. i dont have any idea's and since this is the death page, write me back on my myspacee mail thing. myspace.com/kiersten_luffs_you princess kk

hannah said on Jun 28 2007, 10:06 AM:
u all need to take a step back and look at your life

I hate life i want it over said on Jun 27 2007, 15:06 PM:
I've tried to kill myself twice w. First time I took a ton of sleeping pills. I ended up throwing up and wide awake. Second time I cut my wrist with a knife and I ended up making a mess and freaked out so how can i do it?

Anonymous said on Jun 26 2007, 08:06 AM:
I want to die i can't take this any more i have tried so many times to kill myself its not funny i just want to get this life over with my boyfriend just cancelled our engagedment and thats just made things 50 times worse and i feel like i can;t talk to him at the moment

Anonymous said on Jun 22 2007, 03:06 AM:
fuck it

The Unknown said on Jun 18 2007, 15:06 PM:
No one understands...pain is just weakness leaving the body..my body is used to it...I'm already depressed if I die tonight I'll find peace in my heaven of nothingness..am I making sense?...No one knows!

*guitargirl* said on Jun 10 2007, 03:06 AM:
i have depression and anorexia and i am SICK AND TIRED of having to deal with this shit im going to take all the medication ive been ever been prescribed thats in my cupboard, coupled with the bottle of vodka that we have on our mantlepiece for decoration it's shaped like a guitar) I HATE MY LIFE

rich said on Jun 02 2007, 17:06 PM:
i am going to do it cant take this any more

sophia seeram said on May 31 2007, 10:05 AM:
Because of my mom mother frustrating me the only choice is killing myself but if i do it musyt be for death so i don't have to see her face. Always, frustrating me telling me what to do, how to do it and when to do it. I am fed up now!!!

kl said on May 29 2007, 22:05 PM:
i want to kill my self so ba but i dont no how pleas help

mona said on May 21 2007, 09:05 AM:
i'm in too much pain want to do it not sure how just yet

mona said on May 21 2007, 09:05 AM:
i'm in too much pain want to do it not sure how just yet

ccc said on May 19 2007, 11:05 AM:
i am doing it this weekend. should be alot easier than wat i am going through.

cv said on May 03 2007, 16:05 PM:
Do as I am this weekend, sleeping pills, vailum and alcohol, if it doesnt kill me should give the the courage to slice!

Anonymous said on May 01 2007, 05:05 AM:
i just want my life over with

yes said on Apr 14 2007, 02:04 AM:
die well..or whateva suits

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